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『你想自殺都唔緊要。』8964 copyright protection144PENANAbEYiZwy3Lt 維尼
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被我從背後環抱著的這個人。8964 copyright protection144PENANAPb51imcKDq 維尼
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沒有了靈魂,沒有了意識。8964 copyright protection144PENANAb7nhX1ih8v 維尼
沒有了光,沒有了希望。8964 copyright protection144PENANAbb6m1x8DlA 維尼
沒有了愛...8964 copyright protection144PENANAbojBGGB2bB 維尼
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只剩下軀殼的這個身體。8964 copyright protection144PENANARHIOUNg3Sm 維尼
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沒關係...8964 copyright protection144PENANAMj66A5Xti6 維尼
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你要自殺也好...8964 copyright protection144PENANAj81usf8y4L 維尼
真的,沒關係。8964 copyright protection144PENANAZxdivLykWM 維尼
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可是,如果你真的決定自殺的話。8964 copyright protection144PENANALcAaTj9O7u 維尼
請你務必,要帶上我。8964 copyright protection144PENANAGSCzg0joN9 維尼
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「心音,心音—!!」旁邊的聲音越來越強烈,讓我開始看清楚眼前的映像。8964 copyright protection144PENANAiTuTiC8JQy 維尼
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這裡是宿舍。8964 copyright protection144PENANAH1Pv9e6bvi 維尼
眼淚以及急促的呼吸不能被控制。8964 copyright protection144PENANAa50d3RpMWF 維尼
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...哥哥。8964 copyright protection144PENANAjFziV6HusJ 維尼
不見了。8964 copyright protection144PENANA0J4KLoaVOh 維尼
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你還想死嗎?8964 copyright protection144PENANAf71Vl76w6T 維尼
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真的,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection144PENANAUyUuu709e1 維尼
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我知道你很痛苦。8964 copyright protection144PENANA4YMluRKNzr 維尼
我知道你無法在這種黑暗與罪惡感內活下去。8964 copyright protection144PENANAyOitNzm4c3 維尼
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所以,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection144PENANA6PFgII4qOZ 維尼
你想死也沒有關係。8964 copyright protection144PENANA7H8hkIN8iR 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection144PENANAb6sjANsTMf 維尼
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如果我不能把你留下來的話。8964 copyright protection144PENANAxgc9qy7EF5 維尼
那麼,請你帶走我吧。8964 copyright protection144PENANAsIDOBvHknR 維尼
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「沒事吧?」主影的聲音響起,「做惡夢了嗎?」8964 copyright protection144PENANAnV3tpAedX2 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAwBMWJ6iOwx
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...惡夢一般的回憶。8964 copyright protection144PENANAh75zU4WR7Y 維尼
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黑暗,不能控制。8964 copyright protection144PENANAVj9EF0Rz3v 維尼
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當時的我,只有一個目的。8964 copyright protection144PENANAsHOFQGhRSa 維尼
讓你活下來。8964 copyright protection144PENANA5GGHnq51N9 維尼
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在我調節著呼吸的時候,我才發現自己緊緊地抓住了主影的手。8964 copyright protection144PENANAVlCNOPl1NI 維尼
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主影...8964 copyright protection144PENANAbDGtHRHkUG 維尼
非常擔心地看著我。8964 copyright protection144PENANAP2cKdkwo8P 維尼
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「...沒事。」我也邊擦著眼淚,邊交待著道。8964 copyright protection144PENANA0900lvMkVH 維尼
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「我去倒杯水給你吧?」主影皺著眉問道。8964 copyright protection144PENANArYLDYdr0yA 維尼
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我沒有回答。8964 copyright protection144PENANA16ArUwDSgH 維尼
顫動著的手卻無法放開。8964 copyright protection144PENANALhEfSSwlnJ 維尼
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「我睡了多久?」我的聲音也沒有全開。8964 copyright protection144PENANA1h1smjO8K1 維尼
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「大約半個小時,我剛才洗完澡出來就看到你靠在沙發上邊睡邊哭了。」主影回答著道,「做了什麼夢?很可怕嗎?」8964 copyright protection144PENANAWVREF9AS0v 維尼
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...很可怕。8964 copyright protection144PENANAFQwNNQjOss 維尼
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那是我人生中一段最可怕的回憶。8964 copyright protection144PENANAhfthUCWCjS 維尼
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每天都很害怕...8964 copyright protection144PENANAGG9AGNDjU1 維尼
哥哥會死掉。8964 copyright protection144PENANABctKZvGPY5 維尼
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出於不想被哥哥拋下的自私心態,所以用盡一切方法留住他。8964 copyright protection144PENANAYzMPbtwxTA 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection144PENANAZWgPLHImpq 維尼
我最後卻竟然拋下他一個人了。8964 copyright protection144PENANAy6GHhyC6W6 維尼
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「你等等,我去拿紙巾給你。」主影摸了摸我的頭髮,然後嘗試往後走。8964 copyright protection144PENANAN7fXoOZged 維尼
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可是,我的手卻抓得更緊了。8964 copyright protection144PENANAvtiLhwKoOU 維尼
我也不能控制地...8964 copyright protection144PENANAHmGxQWRXIc 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANADD9CXNNeof
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「你真的...」主影看著我的反應,輕輕嘆了口氣,「很不老實。」8964 copyright protection144PENANAD8RK2gzVUM 維尼
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我還在為主影的話而猶豫時,已經感覺到自己被抱了起來。8964 copyright protection144PENANAfZs8B8yTN2 維尼
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「...做什麼?」我驚訝地看著主影問道。8964 copyright protection144PENANACwGbIZnSe8 維尼
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「進房間睡吧,在這種地方睡的話,更容易做惡夢。」主影平靜地解釋著,走向我的房間。8964 copyright protection144PENANATa1zz3aRzc 維尼
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...第一次,以這種角度仰視主影的側臉。8964 copyright protection144PENANASjaq5MFfzd 維尼
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他真的是一個很神秘的人。8964 copyright protection144PENANAyxWiF70C1H 維尼
常常對我的行為作出讓我意想不到的反應。8964 copyright protection144PENANAVX0faCuCF5 維尼
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可是,卻又不會讓人感到不舒服。8964 copyright protection144PENANAFnceuHf6rj 維尼
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走到我的房間裡,主影把我放了在床上。8964 copyright protection144PENANAbOOjBYKy3q 維尼
然後,替我把被子蓋好。8964 copyright protection144PENANAxzLfbiTc7N 維尼
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「會不會太熱或是太冷?」主影把化妝椅搬到床邊,坐了在椅上。8964 copyright protection144PENANABqh22kEj6x 維尼
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「不會。」我也搖了搖頭,「...你不回去睡嗎?」8964 copyright protection144PENANAQVBolb8Xja 維尼
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「目前不會。」主影毫不猶豫地回答道。8964 copyright protection144PENANAcIdzypdVNe 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAarHXjDFOBp
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「為什麼?」明天還要回公司吧?8964 copyright protection144PENANAiUEHLd7Cyh 維尼
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「因為,我知道你現在很害怕啊。」主影替我把放在床邊櫃的手機連接到充電器上。8964 copyright protection144PENANAuLh5yAPBs9 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAZoeeBcmZim
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...很溫柔。8964 copyright protection144PENANALd8NnRB2Li 維尼
而且,無微不至。8964 copyright protection144PENANAorVpVOtC8v 維尼
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「...你總是要睡的。」我也平靜地回答著道。8964 copyright protection144PENANASsfA2ib5tJ 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAeNOq2sQjhF
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「那麼,在你睡之前,我也不會離開你的。」主影嚴肅地回答道,「我不會丟下你一個人。」8964 copyright protection144PENANArQAU1floZF 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAp0eyGeblMS
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...你到底是為什麼。8964 copyright protection144PENANAFaem5TMTcZ 維尼
能這麼容易地說出動搖人的話?8964 copyright protection144PENANAd5QGrrxso0 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAnLlhYkDHsY
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「...聊一下天吧。」我與主影對視著,「我還沒有睡意。」8964 copyright protection144PENANAl1wGhuUOUZ 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAxU9BaTjGw7
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「知道了。」主影爽快地答應道,「想聊什麼?」8964 copyright protection144PENANAWkFJauP9X2 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANA6gdmBjkHYQ
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「...不知道呢。」一時三刻想不出來,「主影有什麼想聊的嗎?或是想要知道的事情。」8964 copyright protection144PENANAkbt0M7otLJ 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAgkcWQeayoj
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主影聽了我的話,猶豫了幾秒。8964 copyright protection144PENANAMWwgG4TiQU 維尼
然後,輕輕地深呼吸了一下。8964 copyright protection144PENANAODby4gh1TA 維尼
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「有。」主影的表情依然認真,「可是,如果你不想說也沒關係。」8964 copyright protection144PENANAbxWSqDq0TN 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANARiHFJb9GKO
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「什麼?」我先選擇追問。8964 copyright protection144PENANAks9cxZrX4I 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAgLxKD6f2Hp
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「你或許...」主影想了一會,「有情緒病嗎?」8964 copyright protection144PENANA5686BRDw2K 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAzFRm2KOG9R
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...該來還是來了。8964 copyright protection144PENANAqbjAgO2neN 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAkhsEtL4RX5
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「為什麼這樣問?」我不解地看著主影。8964 copyright protection144PENANAUyYjWl9vFt 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANA9TxQNWTgzo
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「...開始時只是覺得很特別,一時間可以很樂觀熱情,一時間卻又悲觀冷漠;一時間很糊塗,一時間卻又能很冷靜地處事。就像是有不同的人格生存在你身體裡那樣。」主影俯視著我,「可是,之後看到你不斷拒絕我的關心,而且心情總是在應該高漲及激動時平靜下來,便開始猜測...這些是不是你不能控制的身體狀態。」8964 copyright protection144PENANAJ6r8loZ2Hb 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANApTnArcFjal
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...原來都已經快要兩個月了。8964 copyright protection144PENANAnlN6jTJB9V 維尼
從我自殺的那天開始計起。8964 copyright protection144PENANAwbyUQVrBOo 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8x3fkYMZp
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剛開始交換靈魂的生活起,直到現在...8964 copyright protection144PENANA2XCwgCNWQS 維尼
一直陪伴著我,讓我能渡過這段時間的人,是主影與劉夏謙。8964 copyright protection144PENANAwPBBA8cg0A 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAmyZn1vrznU
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世娜姐姐說過,她信任這兩個人。8964 copyright protection144PENANAtJdLhh3y3u 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAe42TLvVeG5
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那麼,我呢?8964 copyright protection144PENANA3oeGVWJzPX 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANA0dE9vJ8sNd
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我信任你嗎?8964 copyright protection144PENANA3pOrA90dwT 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAqcGtGLjExY
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權主影。8964 copyright protection144PENANAkknN45lQ1n 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANARVD550yyLP
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...我相信你,也沒關係嗎?8964 copyright protection144PENANAhJuzaWOKWw 維尼
把真實告訴你,也不會受傷嗎?8964 copyright protection144PENANADV3N8jbyTE 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANA7rZJcRLhFk
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「...即使如果在知道後可能會受傷。」我也認真了起來,看著主影,「也想要知道嗎?」8964 copyright protection144PENANARF9oM2n3KA 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAn9xvIw0CNm
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「嗯。」主影沒有一絲猶豫,「我要知道。」8964 copyright protection144PENANArXAGViM5pf 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANArvRdtHOdN3
8964 copyright protection144PENANA7DavofkkSg 維尼
...到底是為什麼?8964 copyright protection144PENANAZqnMFfLrF0 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAVYmlI0uWNe
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我明明就不能給你什麼。8964 copyright protection144PENANAHtbxK1WJOn 維尼
為什麼還要這麼關心我?8964 copyright protection144PENANAF2scJbsvBl 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAOsPwl6OOQh
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「不算是情緒病。」我輕輕嘆了一口氣,「是人格疾患。」8964 copyright protection144PENANA4oKTGMNPOc 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAb1I20AB2vv
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既然如此...8964 copyright protection144PENANA3OuT5uE0LT 維尼
既然都到了這一步。8964 copyright protection144PENANAlkDtFKnAOy 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAFmgLKEKdz7
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就賭一把吧。8964 copyright protection144PENANAnVYF9vgfey 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAAII1SiwzRX
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「邊緣性人格疾患。」我補充著道,「沒有聽過吧?」8964 copyright protection144PENANAP7hUr3q4q4 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAFOxrHXnZdD
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人格疾患,Personality disorders。8964 copyright protection144PENANAqZdceSZ6uA 維尼
被分類為精神疾病。8964 copyright protection144PENANA69yy6dHxTh 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAa8fEnG8pLN
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患者會經常因人格和行為的問題...8964 copyright protection144PENANASGdCnbg5w0 維尼
導致社會功能的障礙。8964 copyright protection144PENANAbHZFiZymYM 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAXi8JBCUxV5
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而邊緣性人格疾患的患者,很多時會同時出現極端對立的表現。8964 copyright protection144PENANAVI8x8VeDV4 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAD6MhqWGkCW
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衝動;冷靜。8964 copyright protection144PENANAInp6chHpDw 維尼
熱情;冷漠。8964 copyright protection144PENANAgcBTgmW5Ie 維尼
樂觀;悲觀。8964 copyright protection144PENANAkHUHmsQD4a 維尼
開朗;平靜。8964 copyright protection144PENANAaxG0pijWo6 維尼
光明;黑暗。8964 copyright protection144PENANATaW0qHUcLk 維尼
希望;絕望。8964 copyright protection144PENANApj9GFFG4VP 維尼
掙扎;服從。8964 copyright protection144PENANAexsD9xt4Hw 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAVo4FMhcdMp
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想生存。8964 copyright protection144PENANAeivPRW4RfY 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANA3nTegbeWbh
8964 copyright protection144PENANA75LR7iGMq0 維尼
...想死亡。8964 copyright protection144PENANA6jJLwPdSOM 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANASiZ3gU0UCT
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「...是怎樣發現的?」主影沒有正面回答我的問題。8964 copyright protection144PENANAYUkgZkYnXR 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAFLWAb6fPHx
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「當每一天都處於希望之地與死寂之地的交界,不斷來回時,我便去看了醫生。」我憶述著道,「然後,被確診了。」8964 copyright protection144PENANABdzk7XLlul 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANArLvW3GBcpx
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那段時間的我,很不正常。8964 copyright protection144PENANAcZisKibo0i 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANASaQEaz74Me
8964 copyright protection144PENANA4MrxERQMu2 維尼
每天都是那樣子...8964 copyright protection144PENANAWb83T7dCwQ 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAjFU0FvqvIF
8964 copyright protection144PENANA7lP3EuXUp4 維尼
感到很絕望,覺得看不見未來。8964 copyright protection144PENANANooSkzSD5e 維尼
突然對自己有了信心,認為可以憑自己的力量創造未來的人生。8964 copyright protection144PENANAgF9Ue4dtaJ 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAIGNOwahS2y
8964 copyright protection144PENANA0bQIOk7sbJ 維尼
覺得這個人生毫無意義...8964 copyright protection144PENANA4JkNpryZNu 維尼
覺得這個人生能給予人祝福。8964 copyright protection144PENANAG3JA6zj6GG 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAabkoxkVs57
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每天都在來回地獄又折返人間,不斷循環。8964 copyright protection144PENANA3T0mew99Am 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANA0Cr60EwSxv
8964 copyright protection144PENANAXsQkDx8zIT 維尼
甚至能每天來回三次...8964 copyright protection144PENANAPeRHoAisVZ 維尼
明明一旦發作時,可以無力得無法站起來。8964 copyright protection144PENANAhvDRcEaxUy 維尼
但又要繼續在別人面前裝作開心與堅強,然後繼續努力上課,繼續努力工作。8964 copyright protection144PENANAyQ3IaQwj8C 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANASru2b1hV4o
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然後,當面對黑暗時...8964 copyright protection144PENANARcAH3GZJ5a 維尼
突然湧出那些被壓過去的情緒。8964 copyright protection144PENANAHhmI8QNKnD 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAW3e2UORmNx
8964 copyright protection144PENANAlXa5Tq6BHU 維尼
去死吧。8964 copyright protection144PENANALphm31xDVl 維尼
既然想停止這樣的生活的話。8964 copyright protection144PENANA3vSCUIsRq1 維尼
既然這種生活已經如此沒有意義...8964 copyright protection144PENANA8FVDi7vHbr 維尼
既然已經無法看見未來的話。8964 copyright protection144PENANAr9TYKRNx7j 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAlAcgYfK1N0
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「情緒病與人格疾患的分別是什麼?」主影追問著道。8964 copyright protection144PENANAJQfUybXKUI 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANA4wvC3wfQ5w
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「情緒病,如果找出來源的話,可能可以治好。」我苦笑著道,「人格疾患大多是從成長環境構成,即使找出來源,也已經成為人格的一部分,所以不能治好,只能舒緩。」8964 copyright protection144PENANAYCWpIDrlqD 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAYo2pJEggG4
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「...醫生是怎樣說的?」主影靠著床邊櫃看向我。8964 copyright protection144PENANAFv5qmsU7fH 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAhUNmHuAJRw
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「說已經是情況比較樂觀的患者,起碼不會用自殺威脅別人。」我道出當時醫生的評語,「但他可能沒有想到,我會直接自殺。」8964 copyright protection144PENANAYBb6tmFY2g 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAJogw7liFwv
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...當每天都活在天堂與地獄之間時。8964 copyright protection144PENANAcVtkRGpVwm 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANACFv44qL5NE
8964 copyright protection144PENANA8WPs142Pp0 維尼
我開始不知道自己到底是誰。8964 copyright protection144PENANAV16uaQICrZ 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAAUjanx3Zwo
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而且,厭世的感覺更深。8964 copyright protection144PENANAeKi4TvwA1h 維尼
因為這種每天被送到人間,又再次被打回地獄的感覺...8964 copyright protection144PENANAB7fMRGy23w 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAUMjC3g9oQB
8964 copyright protection144PENANAb2OvjOLtJo 維尼
痛苦得讓人不想再繼續那樣下去。8964 copyright protection144PENANAdnNmfVNwed 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAWxVAF1iWc3
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「你一時很快樂,一時很平靜的理由...」主影也很專心地聽著我的話,「就是這個?」8964 copyright protection144PENANA9Qf9oghOx7 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAeq234aos92
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「...不完全是,我並不打算把我的性格歸究於任何『病』。」我平靜地敘述著道,「而且,即使邊緣性人格疾患的患者會有很多情緒起伏,但不是每個人都會有解離狀態。」8964 copyright protection144PENANAIECeUI7SLG 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAAg4RO0lbqN
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「『解離狀態』?」聽到第一次聽的詞彙,主影再次不解地看著我。8964 copyright protection144PENANAfgUCzCCik9 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANA58r8mNgV2G
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「解離有很多種,而我的那種解離,是會將自己從某些情緒中解離。」我解釋著道,「當想讓人對我留下開朗的印象時,我會把悲傷的情緒全然收起。」8964 copyright protection144PENANAh2D7gAN7UN 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAIeAfIhc3Ip
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禁止自己有悲傷的情緒。8964 copyright protection144PENANAVM9Ohefk4A 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAyFJyFZz4YK
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我很記得,自己在年紀還很小的時候...8964 copyright protection144PENANAp5PfVLg2Jz 維尼
只要一哭鬧,就會被爸媽打。8964 copyright protection144PENANADfj97zCLrt 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAawofa6NlIh
8964 copyright protection144PENANA3ufYy3GLsp 維尼
不能哭。8964 copyright protection144PENANASyJAiWT5yg 維尼
不能悲傷。8964 copyright protection144PENANAcrwxd9clLY 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAzoIdpjVtiF
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笑吧。8964 copyright protection144PENANAumhf7nW5g7 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAV6vZaVFQbU
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「久而久之,面對一些會讓我有很真實與強烈的情緒起伏時,我會像『啪』一聲斷了線的那樣,在那一瞬間完全沒有任何情緒,而且忘記剛才發生的事情所引發的情緒。」8964 copyright protection144PENANAu1xePtXic1 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAL8YMhGaEv5
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就像是一個碰到重要指令時便會出故障的機械人那樣...8964 copyright protection144PENANAh2xoId4T2s 維尼
即使在開新開啟後能繼續進行指令,但已經無法返回到錯過了的指令。8964 copyright protection144PENANAZ077mw69ho 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAG3MLDbl1Mh
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「為什麼,你會說...」主影的語氣依舊柔和,「如果我知道了的話,會受傷?」8964 copyright protection144PENANAlC0WGANq7d 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAbL4Fq9Znrb
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因為...8964 copyright protection144PENANAW4obBROp3g 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAcKPBDrkOqm
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對了。8964 copyright protection144PENANAiYOaVxpIuc 維尼
我在做什麼?8964 copyright protection144PENANAyazwQSL5Bz 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAdxGt91zWWk
8964 copyright protection144PENANAiaFtJCagkY 維尼
我一定是瘋了吧?8964 copyright protection144PENANALpWTgqAOWL 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAAXqwY0yrfJ
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「...抱歉,我累了。」我把被子蓋得更緊了,「還是明天再說吧。」8964 copyright protection144PENANAzBwobburef 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAmce0cR4Q8L
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「...知道了。」主影雖然是停頓了一下,但看來明白了我的意思,「明天再說吧,晚安。」8964 copyright protection144PENANAhMZJHL6PxM 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAOTUxhCzAVA
8964 copyright protection144PENANA3Q0h5Batmh 維尼
...我是瘋了嗎?8964 copyright protection144PENANA9KdlvBW9Pf 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAwUfowkewcO
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就連對劉夏謙也沒有說過的事情...8964 copyright protection144PENANA1I1tjmNEYr 維尼
為什麼要賭在主影身上?8964 copyright protection144PENANASBxxdeZZ4D 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAiSRtPNsxbc
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竟然得意忘形得...8964 copyright protection144PENANAlFRPMzoMZ6 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAoPa2O7CdNM
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忘記了自己受過的傷害。8964 copyright protection144PENANApAFgL6o95I 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANA9kghjgzqzy
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不要倚靠任何人。8964 copyright protection144PENANAbOqkh8sr4l 維尼
不要相信任何人。8964 copyright protection144PENANAMAoGy6pJHD 維尼
148Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8xIdmnEsx
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反正都已經剩下這麼少的時間...8964 copyright protection144PENANApOhJNdNJO8 維尼
還是就這樣讓它過去吧。8964 copyright protection144PENANAlH6JJJ6Ezb 維尼
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