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『你想自殺都唔緊要。』8964 copyright protection139PENANAIMnVPPcWMF 維尼
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被我從背後環抱著的這個人。8964 copyright protection139PENANAgA6SHh84XW 維尼
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沒有了靈魂,沒有了意識。8964 copyright protection139PENANARsV6S3Cuh0 維尼
沒有了光,沒有了希望。8964 copyright protection139PENANAMgCB5wzUwP 維尼
沒有了愛...8964 copyright protection139PENANAyEZcTFHgcb 維尼
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只剩下軀殼的這個身體。8964 copyright protection139PENANAxYkCRmp9AV 維尼
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沒關係...8964 copyright protection139PENANAWsS0Zv1ibB 維尼
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你要自殺也好...8964 copyright protection139PENANAj9YaXJlC5O 維尼
真的,沒關係。8964 copyright protection139PENANAA9tpHznl6P 維尼
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可是,如果你真的決定自殺的話。8964 copyright protection139PENANAGiI9xDjiCj 維尼
請你務必,要帶上我。8964 copyright protection139PENANA3jMUmhthWe 維尼
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「心音,心音—!!」旁邊的聲音越來越強烈,讓我開始看清楚眼前的映像。8964 copyright protection139PENANAltJmFMODav 維尼
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這裡是宿舍。8964 copyright protection139PENANAPRfV0ZA5gv 維尼
眼淚以及急促的呼吸不能被控制。8964 copyright protection139PENANAhSwYJYkjNq 維尼
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...哥哥。8964 copyright protection139PENANAZcZadajCEa 維尼
不見了。8964 copyright protection139PENANAmfcEUFylhC 維尼
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你還想死嗎?8964 copyright protection139PENANA2GgpAk4VjP 維尼
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真的,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection139PENANAf2oLkKRqXq 維尼
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我知道你很痛苦。8964 copyright protection139PENANAAn3p8yLtSs 維尼
我知道你無法在這種黑暗與罪惡感內活下去。8964 copyright protection139PENANAkcHlDzyq9k 維尼
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所以,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection139PENANAiw7PFjmyD4 維尼
你想死也沒有關係。8964 copyright protection139PENANAK5b8hhAngv 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection139PENANA3NhXwnrHNM 維尼
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如果我不能把你留下來的話。8964 copyright protection139PENANAC1R8Z5wd2A 維尼
那麼,請你帶走我吧。8964 copyright protection139PENANAMye4scye22 維尼
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「沒事吧?」主影的聲音響起,「做惡夢了嗎?」8964 copyright protection139PENANAAL52eWj1ew 維尼
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...惡夢一般的回憶。8964 copyright protection139PENANA3mPULAX5Rs 維尼
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黑暗,不能控制。8964 copyright protection139PENANA2hR7WUoc1y 維尼
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當時的我,只有一個目的。8964 copyright protection139PENANACXJrFoZcDc 維尼
讓你活下來。8964 copyright protection139PENANA2wxYiSMWBw 維尼
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在我調節著呼吸的時候,我才發現自己緊緊地抓住了主影的手。8964 copyright protection139PENANAyvbMnCN956 維尼
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主影...8964 copyright protection139PENANASU5f9GGuaH 維尼
非常擔心地看著我。8964 copyright protection139PENANAWDllfyNK7T 維尼
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「...沒事。」我也邊擦著眼淚,邊交待著道。8964 copyright protection139PENANApE3KvUtGUa 維尼
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「我去倒杯水給你吧?」主影皺著眉問道。8964 copyright protection139PENANAyV8hp5ruy3 維尼
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我沒有回答。8964 copyright protection139PENANAvWlgsziSnu 維尼
顫動著的手卻無法放開。8964 copyright protection139PENANAkO7J0ULrM8 維尼
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「我睡了多久?」我的聲音也沒有全開。8964 copyright protection139PENANAGWIvmBGIlC 維尼
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「大約半個小時,我剛才洗完澡出來就看到你靠在沙發上邊睡邊哭了。」主影回答著道,「做了什麼夢?很可怕嗎?」8964 copyright protection139PENANA3K9E4ATGq9 維尼
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...很可怕。8964 copyright protection139PENANAGbYeeM8PKy 維尼
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那是我人生中一段最可怕的回憶。8964 copyright protection139PENANAfIXkiak1Z7 維尼
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每天都很害怕...8964 copyright protection139PENANAvWilkJoYcy 維尼
哥哥會死掉。8964 copyright protection139PENANAVJB8HpyweG 維尼
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出於不想被哥哥拋下的自私心態,所以用盡一切方法留住他。8964 copyright protection139PENANAwRvJTYs9JJ 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection139PENANAWFMcagjPUU 維尼
我最後卻竟然拋下他一個人了。8964 copyright protection139PENANAutfdwBo0Ih 維尼
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「你等等,我去拿紙巾給你。」主影摸了摸我的頭髮,然後嘗試往後走。8964 copyright protection139PENANACF0etZTUoW 維尼
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可是,我的手卻抓得更緊了。8964 copyright protection139PENANAewIKFVaX4B 維尼
我也不能控制地...8964 copyright protection139PENANAQEskhXbjl5 維尼
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「你真的...」主影看著我的反應,輕輕嘆了口氣,「很不老實。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAXi2R0LfMfr 維尼
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我還在為主影的話而猶豫時,已經感覺到自己被抱了起來。8964 copyright protection139PENANAmQnv5d5ZeW 維尼
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「...做什麼?」我驚訝地看著主影問道。8964 copyright protection139PENANAeBzRZbTlK8 維尼
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「進房間睡吧,在這種地方睡的話,更容易做惡夢。」主影平靜地解釋著,走向我的房間。8964 copyright protection139PENANAW4Wj6BX7Ko 維尼
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...第一次,以這種角度仰視主影的側臉。8964 copyright protection139PENANA1ZY66c87ME 維尼
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他真的是一個很神秘的人。8964 copyright protection139PENANAJAY0ou6Vi2 維尼
常常對我的行為作出讓我意想不到的反應。8964 copyright protection139PENANACMzJsLBJBK 維尼
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可是,卻又不會讓人感到不舒服。8964 copyright protection139PENANAavUnAZoGyP 維尼
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走到我的房間裡,主影把我放了在床上。8964 copyright protection139PENANAONPtUxR3PJ 維尼
然後,替我把被子蓋好。8964 copyright protection139PENANAqYo0xQmk5N 維尼
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「會不會太熱或是太冷?」主影把化妝椅搬到床邊,坐了在椅上。8964 copyright protection139PENANAaAroL4I9qN 維尼
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「不會。」我也搖了搖頭,「...你不回去睡嗎?」8964 copyright protection139PENANALIEfCEG7kw 維尼
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「目前不會。」主影毫不猶豫地回答道。8964 copyright protection139PENANAMz2svZMXSo 維尼
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「為什麼?」明天還要回公司吧?8964 copyright protection139PENANA1xboog19DD 維尼
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「因為,我知道你現在很害怕啊。」主影替我把放在床邊櫃的手機連接到充電器上。8964 copyright protection139PENANA6SqF2QwiOC 維尼
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...很溫柔。8964 copyright protection139PENANA37gPMxChYE 維尼
而且,無微不至。8964 copyright protection139PENANAmOK7858Goy 維尼
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「...你總是要睡的。」我也平靜地回答著道。8964 copyright protection139PENANA5AULNNpyzT 維尼
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「那麼,在你睡之前,我也不會離開你的。」主影嚴肅地回答道,「我不會丟下你一個人。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAQPviNTlkWA 維尼
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...你到底是為什麼。8964 copyright protection139PENANA7eO8iKYbot 維尼
能這麼容易地說出動搖人的話?8964 copyright protection139PENANASctoJE8EZF 維尼
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「...聊一下天吧。」我與主影對視著,「我還沒有睡意。」8964 copyright protection139PENANA5Vd4kJo2B0 維尼
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「知道了。」主影爽快地答應道,「想聊什麼?」8964 copyright protection139PENANABqrcMw1sAM 維尼
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「...不知道呢。」一時三刻想不出來,「主影有什麼想聊的嗎?或是想要知道的事情。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAoinld3M2hJ 維尼
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主影聽了我的話,猶豫了幾秒。8964 copyright protection139PENANAPo9CZ7R0do 維尼
然後,輕輕地深呼吸了一下。8964 copyright protection139PENANAETJTLN7IBz 維尼
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「有。」主影的表情依然認真,「可是,如果你不想說也沒關係。」8964 copyright protection139PENANA4vSQhRTFbQ 維尼
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「什麼?」我先選擇追問。8964 copyright protection139PENANAQGkcs7hFl3 維尼
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「你或許...」主影想了一會,「有情緒病嗎?」8964 copyright protection139PENANAohDseVMdGQ 維尼
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...該來還是來了。8964 copyright protection139PENANABCAw6P19CG 維尼
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「為什麼這樣問?」我不解地看著主影。8964 copyright protection139PENANAZBxuiaBRwS 維尼
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「...開始時只是覺得很特別,一時間可以很樂觀熱情,一時間卻又悲觀冷漠;一時間很糊塗,一時間卻又能很冷靜地處事。就像是有不同的人格生存在你身體裡那樣。」主影俯視著我,「可是,之後看到你不斷拒絕我的關心,而且心情總是在應該高漲及激動時平靜下來,便開始猜測...這些是不是你不能控制的身體狀態。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAjRntBrVirT 維尼
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...原來都已經快要兩個月了。8964 copyright protection139PENANAa6mGDEt2Bx 維尼
從我自殺的那天開始計起。8964 copyright protection139PENANAIeJweaDPPB 維尼
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剛開始交換靈魂的生活起,直到現在...8964 copyright protection139PENANAgGZbcyLZ5u 維尼
一直陪伴著我,讓我能渡過這段時間的人,是主影與劉夏謙。8964 copyright protection139PENANAtp671DoRZf 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAiYIt4JQ1An
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世娜姐姐說過,她信任這兩個人。8964 copyright protection139PENANAlOgPE1oDnC 維尼
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那麼,我呢?8964 copyright protection139PENANA1Qt6FZLuld 維尼
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我信任你嗎?8964 copyright protection139PENANAQgaM90Kw9D 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAbX1heuXsLZ
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權主影。8964 copyright protection139PENANALOsG0kwkAz 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAJPHsy4OavX
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...我相信你,也沒關係嗎?8964 copyright protection139PENANA0VyzXu9GJG 維尼
把真實告訴你,也不會受傷嗎?8964 copyright protection139PENANA4BsiD5FZFK 維尼
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「...即使如果在知道後可能會受傷。」我也認真了起來,看著主影,「也想要知道嗎?」8964 copyright protection139PENANAKlF0tCiJvU 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAUsxH5uFSkf
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「嗯。」主影沒有一絲猶豫,「我要知道。」8964 copyright protection139PENANArnCHIUxEd2 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAkNLaL9PgCL
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...到底是為什麼?8964 copyright protection139PENANAORCTrCEZHI 維尼
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我明明就不能給你什麼。8964 copyright protection139PENANAVywv5275im 維尼
為什麼還要這麼關心我?8964 copyright protection139PENANAAV0GQLYmYN 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAB2eJNokz71
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「不算是情緒病。」我輕輕嘆了一口氣,「是人格疾患。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAtVN7kHsVD6 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAPhzX9Lrzz7
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既然如此...8964 copyright protection139PENANAwGWP3UmKpD 維尼
既然都到了這一步。8964 copyright protection139PENANA07Y7IxSrCQ 維尼
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就賭一把吧。8964 copyright protection139PENANA0wtfCwBO3J 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAqo1gDkSFOn
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「邊緣性人格疾患。」我補充著道,「沒有聽過吧?」8964 copyright protection139PENANAxLT1TTOqoT 維尼
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人格疾患,Personality disorders。8964 copyright protection139PENANAUAO5hM9hjU 維尼
被分類為精神疾病。8964 copyright protection139PENANA5gnLjKEyyW 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAyn78ja98xv
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患者會經常因人格和行為的問題...8964 copyright protection139PENANAlNkaCMqwzc 維尼
導致社會功能的障礙。8964 copyright protection139PENANAf0FKq2Q9Hw 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANA5bsnnL2oFB
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而邊緣性人格疾患的患者,很多時會同時出現極端對立的表現。8964 copyright protection139PENANAOiIvVLe6Mr 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAjVLH7CtjEP
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衝動;冷靜。8964 copyright protection139PENANADzCm6vRN3Y 維尼
熱情;冷漠。8964 copyright protection139PENANAXie19Vjzcw 維尼
樂觀;悲觀。8964 copyright protection139PENANA1No6bTauRH 維尼
開朗;平靜。8964 copyright protection139PENANAvinTzsiWYn 維尼
光明;黑暗。8964 copyright protection139PENANAhdKsCP6Sq5 維尼
希望;絕望。8964 copyright protection139PENANAfezmDZUP3i 維尼
掙扎;服從。8964 copyright protection139PENANAGBI29ivUEN 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAgEjXHdIraX
8964 copyright protection139PENANAj2SIks9fop 維尼
想生存。8964 copyright protection139PENANAreDGH1RyzP 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANABRABUBtWqk
8964 copyright protection139PENANAXuxLmijYIP 維尼
...想死亡。8964 copyright protection139PENANA9zatTanN2h 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAp7t06WAtcA
8964 copyright protection139PENANApK4rryy7PE 維尼
「...是怎樣發現的?」主影沒有正面回答我的問題。8964 copyright protection139PENANA4Tc9hAFkNk 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAXXCBNIVFkq
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「當每一天都處於希望之地與死寂之地的交界,不斷來回時,我便去看了醫生。」我憶述著道,「然後,被確診了。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAlTr8lu02JH 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAwGDTgcQays
8964 copyright protection139PENANAHA3UP1yRCa 維尼
那段時間的我,很不正常。8964 copyright protection139PENANA9tGjtzXxSl 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAkLG5ICtK29
8964 copyright protection139PENANAbjGPUyGXAp 維尼
每天都是那樣子...8964 copyright protection139PENANAS8sXxTIVDO 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAZZx8aaGVj9
8964 copyright protection139PENANAzh8wwLjaYs 維尼
感到很絕望,覺得看不見未來。8964 copyright protection139PENANAfmzekdxraG 維尼
突然對自己有了信心,認為可以憑自己的力量創造未來的人生。8964 copyright protection139PENANAwaHJJ4HDMf 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANABAQs2KWM7K
8964 copyright protection139PENANA42XB8vyvOp 維尼
覺得這個人生毫無意義...8964 copyright protection139PENANA3Hv3yQA1Hm 維尼
覺得這個人生能給予人祝福。8964 copyright protection139PENANASysFqWV1U8 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANA0JXL9EGVfZ
8964 copyright protection139PENANAQBjWR801lg 維尼
每天都在來回地獄又折返人間,不斷循環。8964 copyright protection139PENANAlgh6MgogJ7 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAaKlye7vVFk
8964 copyright protection139PENANA1Dk6otWGdc 維尼
甚至能每天來回三次...8964 copyright protection139PENANAMD98q4kBrK 維尼
明明一旦發作時,可以無力得無法站起來。8964 copyright protection139PENANAOojwoK3fAn 維尼
但又要繼續在別人面前裝作開心與堅強,然後繼續努力上課,繼續努力工作。8964 copyright protection139PENANANLX94nIXXg 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAJLH6chmRYi
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然後,當面對黑暗時...8964 copyright protection139PENANAKL6MHrMeoM 維尼
突然湧出那些被壓過去的情緒。8964 copyright protection139PENANAexmwJ7jm4U 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAC0ytEHYfP8
8964 copyright protection139PENANA6xhjS4VBKJ 維尼
去死吧。8964 copyright protection139PENANAbrccUbEQpA 維尼
既然想停止這樣的生活的話。8964 copyright protection139PENANAJGZKXcskys 維尼
既然這種生活已經如此沒有意義...8964 copyright protection139PENANAzGeyZeNcb1 維尼
既然已經無法看見未來的話。8964 copyright protection139PENANAGTfXAGRAti 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAF9MXdGa9Eq
8964 copyright protection139PENANAkTlKSk7LRv 維尼
「情緒病與人格疾患的分別是什麼?」主影追問著道。8964 copyright protection139PENANA2Q5urLqKWr 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAHZ6HwX2g6r
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「情緒病,如果找出來源的話,可能可以治好。」我苦笑著道,「人格疾患大多是從成長環境構成,即使找出來源,也已經成為人格的一部分,所以不能治好,只能舒緩。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAqKf1ecs9US 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANA387ymbqOCs
8964 copyright protection139PENANAQ66pJ7w13Q 維尼
「...醫生是怎樣說的?」主影靠著床邊櫃看向我。8964 copyright protection139PENANAeqRgr6QVSs 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANADLsW4piY1y
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「說已經是情況比較樂觀的患者,起碼不會用自殺威脅別人。」我道出當時醫生的評語,「但他可能沒有想到,我會直接自殺。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAf8Y5tItxuy 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAdd8XDVg6gK
8964 copyright protection139PENANAZOXzwrTS8L 維尼
...當每天都活在天堂與地獄之間時。8964 copyright protection139PENANA3FOjJusbCc 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAHdttbUoI7Z
8964 copyright protection139PENANAIHBnuQttmb 維尼
我開始不知道自己到底是誰。8964 copyright protection139PENANAGBNkXWAw2a 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAGgjPsFBxyV
8964 copyright protection139PENANAyNI9DDEQPL 維尼
而且,厭世的感覺更深。8964 copyright protection139PENANA5D80ko9Py1 維尼
因為這種每天被送到人間,又再次被打回地獄的感覺...8964 copyright protection139PENANAHvpHt2YywS 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAF0JTv3LJeW
8964 copyright protection139PENANAkbuD0d30wz 維尼
痛苦得讓人不想再繼續那樣下去。8964 copyright protection139PENANAH71jpWlUa9 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANA4OmO392wlM
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「你一時很快樂,一時很平靜的理由...」主影也很專心地聽著我的話,「就是這個?」8964 copyright protection139PENANAZZ22RGMWQ2 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAF2J71l2jkb
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「...不完全是,我並不打算把我的性格歸究於任何『病』。」我平靜地敘述著道,「而且,即使邊緣性人格疾患的患者會有很多情緒起伏,但不是每個人都會有解離狀態。」8964 copyright protection139PENANARmLQtBCAzf 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAh4KeHpKgTp
8964 copyright protection139PENANAKh81SOAATI 維尼
「『解離狀態』?」聽到第一次聽的詞彙,主影再次不解地看著我。8964 copyright protection139PENANAJckdgJ4ufo 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAqYnfavFCRs
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「解離有很多種,而我的那種解離,是會將自己從某些情緒中解離。」我解釋著道,「當想讓人對我留下開朗的印象時,我會把悲傷的情緒全然收起。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAP03MF9vS11 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAlLkCBQqUsc
8964 copyright protection139PENANAXWY1woT6Jx 維尼
禁止自己有悲傷的情緒。8964 copyright protection139PENANAk6v5kEViMk 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAvyzas6ZWeu
8964 copyright protection139PENANAMSVCCQJVwj 維尼
我很記得,自己在年紀還很小的時候...8964 copyright protection139PENANA8eeOMOc7PA 維尼
只要一哭鬧,就會被爸媽打。8964 copyright protection139PENANAh9JEkde5BE 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANARtlNapBe6J
8964 copyright protection139PENANAvGCD2j3W1w 維尼
不能哭。8964 copyright protection139PENANAnzCMGUUkNf 維尼
不能悲傷。8964 copyright protection139PENANAle9lCBTRfO 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAm11Lx5Hm5z
8964 copyright protection139PENANAK3ZiMdBa9J 維尼
笑吧。8964 copyright protection139PENANAztDuItnzVr 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAWPjFebVI8e
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「久而久之,面對一些會讓我有很真實與強烈的情緒起伏時,我會像『啪』一聲斷了線的那樣,在那一瞬間完全沒有任何情緒,而且忘記剛才發生的事情所引發的情緒。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAQJvIATzQfL 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAHduVpTHxr2
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就像是一個碰到重要指令時便會出故障的機械人那樣...8964 copyright protection139PENANAKDr2Z1lKv8 維尼
即使在開新開啟後能繼續進行指令,但已經無法返回到錯過了的指令。8964 copyright protection139PENANAHBaJvuN2JV 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANA4C6XBDBIci
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「為什麼,你會說...」主影的語氣依舊柔和,「如果我知道了的話,會受傷?」8964 copyright protection139PENANAQQFocMS7BZ 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAhNdZkwlaSP
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因為...8964 copyright protection139PENANAN1S79thm2s 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANA4jD9CVihgi
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對了。8964 copyright protection139PENANAUN5l0mMYPr 維尼
我在做什麼?8964 copyright protection139PENANAZgl2ILj9UZ 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAbSzenCqcX6
8964 copyright protection139PENANA3HYRqMOynq 維尼
我一定是瘋了吧?8964 copyright protection139PENANAlGqwF83AhB 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAn3qHPhmE9k
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「...抱歉,我累了。」我把被子蓋得更緊了,「還是明天再說吧。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAivkFU8DR3F 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANARuF0SES49O
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「...知道了。」主影雖然是停頓了一下,但看來明白了我的意思,「明天再說吧,晚安。」8964 copyright protection139PENANAErsbi0ri3q 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANApMl38VUPmQ
8964 copyright protection139PENANAXkOMxY3t0Q 維尼
...我是瘋了嗎?8964 copyright protection139PENANAcsi8E3hzq8 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAqiwvHf4T1c
8964 copyright protection139PENANARyUYTqqcCF 維尼
就連對劉夏謙也沒有說過的事情...8964 copyright protection139PENANAfT3kqVixnH 維尼
為什麼要賭在主影身上?8964 copyright protection139PENANAT716wZjv2W 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAzVYA4wfRpl
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竟然得意忘形得...8964 copyright protection139PENANAi5B1zO0v2s 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAR218O2KyyD
8964 copyright protection139PENANA0cvDuV2Huc 維尼
忘記了自己受過的傷害。8964 copyright protection139PENANAiqPQnS9lHO 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANA2Qyu4jd4Wb
8964 copyright protection139PENANAvs0novlrOz 維尼
不要倚靠任何人。8964 copyright protection139PENANAiajUiHVPMb 維尼
不要相信任何人。8964 copyright protection139PENANAp9slqdpetG 維尼
143Please respect copyright.PENANAPn3PPE6XkS
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反正都已經剩下這麼少的時間...8964 copyright protection139PENANALJaea0wRqP 維尼
還是就這樣讓它過去吧。8964 copyright protection139PENANA3pD8NfB4Ex 維尼
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