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『你想自殺都唔緊要。』8964 copyright protection140PENANA1MzVSnGP06 維尼
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被我從背後環抱著的這個人。8964 copyright protection140PENANAz7Hcses9C3 維尼
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沒有了靈魂,沒有了意識。8964 copyright protection140PENANAQqGKtXHvzm 維尼
沒有了光,沒有了希望。8964 copyright protection140PENANAWyxqRqgCY0 維尼
沒有了愛...8964 copyright protection140PENANAULKUvCNUZA 維尼
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只剩下軀殼的這個身體。8964 copyright protection140PENANAqrKZluUQQn 維尼
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沒關係...8964 copyright protection140PENANAVsLH7Bx37t 維尼
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你要自殺也好...8964 copyright protection140PENANAYbvituYwh0 維尼
真的,沒關係。8964 copyright protection140PENANAOQEmPR7lAP 維尼
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可是,如果你真的決定自殺的話。8964 copyright protection140PENANASiaksPJAb4 維尼
請你務必,要帶上我。8964 copyright protection140PENANATBbzJT6FXm 維尼
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「心音,心音—!!」旁邊的聲音越來越強烈,讓我開始看清楚眼前的映像。8964 copyright protection140PENANAWQYDgXpq5d 維尼
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這裡是宿舍。8964 copyright protection140PENANAyWb0urx3yU 維尼
眼淚以及急促的呼吸不能被控制。8964 copyright protection140PENANAu0q70agn9k 維尼
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...哥哥。8964 copyright protection140PENANA1FublhOegi 維尼
不見了。8964 copyright protection140PENANA97lNlRKCKL 維尼
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你還想死嗎?8964 copyright protection140PENANAb00ZdIv195 維尼
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真的,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection140PENANA83FHlv7Oo8 維尼
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我知道你很痛苦。8964 copyright protection140PENANAjP0oi2IWts 維尼
我知道你無法在這種黑暗與罪惡感內活下去。8964 copyright protection140PENANA6a13Euo0tH 維尼
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所以,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection140PENANAf606MzL4tX 維尼
你想死也沒有關係。8964 copyright protection140PENANATsSRL9ZVGi 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection140PENANAXopqZnJNqw 維尼
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如果我不能把你留下來的話。8964 copyright protection140PENANACOS6PBwALr 維尼
那麼,請你帶走我吧。8964 copyright protection140PENANA1BdMuHXbII 維尼
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「沒事吧?」主影的聲音響起,「做惡夢了嗎?」8964 copyright protection140PENANAbplluPTCdG 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAGu46kySxHH
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...惡夢一般的回憶。8964 copyright protection140PENANAxo8KMqUtRe 維尼
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黑暗,不能控制。8964 copyright protection140PENANAR2bwd2BUQU 維尼
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當時的我,只有一個目的。8964 copyright protection140PENANA8FzUQU8eFN 維尼
讓你活下來。8964 copyright protection140PENANA8TNPRDXhFK 維尼
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在我調節著呼吸的時候,我才發現自己緊緊地抓住了主影的手。8964 copyright protection140PENANADTIwjBsePx 維尼
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主影...8964 copyright protection140PENANAZYGDtQbHt6 維尼
非常擔心地看著我。8964 copyright protection140PENANA0RvxN6Gjhj 維尼
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「...沒事。」我也邊擦著眼淚,邊交待著道。8964 copyright protection140PENANAFtUbiDx7g4 維尼
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「我去倒杯水給你吧?」主影皺著眉問道。8964 copyright protection140PENANAq7qlG4RD8h 維尼
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我沒有回答。8964 copyright protection140PENANAznvcNitXQx 維尼
顫動著的手卻無法放開。8964 copyright protection140PENANAu7zSE44XCt 維尼
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「我睡了多久?」我的聲音也沒有全開。8964 copyright protection140PENANAMLo1ndXeWT 維尼
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「大約半個小時,我剛才洗完澡出來就看到你靠在沙發上邊睡邊哭了。」主影回答著道,「做了什麼夢?很可怕嗎?」8964 copyright protection140PENANAV3gco2S2YL 維尼
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...很可怕。8964 copyright protection140PENANAfoT0LFZbm5 維尼
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那是我人生中一段最可怕的回憶。8964 copyright protection140PENANA7ZwCJvixjE 維尼
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每天都很害怕...8964 copyright protection140PENANACOjlNw7UDW 維尼
哥哥會死掉。8964 copyright protection140PENANAkOw2LZqhqG 維尼
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出於不想被哥哥拋下的自私心態,所以用盡一切方法留住他。8964 copyright protection140PENANAHNno1mrCUU 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection140PENANAWqvInOYfDS 維尼
我最後卻竟然拋下他一個人了。8964 copyright protection140PENANAcSgbjr8OEx 維尼
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「你等等,我去拿紙巾給你。」主影摸了摸我的頭髮,然後嘗試往後走。8964 copyright protection140PENANAjjtxQaiHZF 維尼
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可是,我的手卻抓得更緊了。8964 copyright protection140PENANAlSEGSG1Ne9 維尼
我也不能控制地...8964 copyright protection140PENANALuOpwWWYKd 維尼
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「你真的...」主影看著我的反應,輕輕嘆了口氣,「很不老實。」8964 copyright protection140PENANAc5UFdUiqdt 維尼
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我還在為主影的話而猶豫時,已經感覺到自己被抱了起來。8964 copyright protection140PENANAcmPdVqWubI 維尼
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「...做什麼?」我驚訝地看著主影問道。8964 copyright protection140PENANAtWFlQTdndo 維尼
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「進房間睡吧,在這種地方睡的話,更容易做惡夢。」主影平靜地解釋著,走向我的房間。8964 copyright protection140PENANAkVCyu5kG0b 維尼
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...第一次,以這種角度仰視主影的側臉。8964 copyright protection140PENANAUyVWO7w1of 維尼
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他真的是一個很神秘的人。8964 copyright protection140PENANACnmUoh6idQ 維尼
常常對我的行為作出讓我意想不到的反應。8964 copyright protection140PENANAIw6IZAvbIA 維尼
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可是,卻又不會讓人感到不舒服。8964 copyright protection140PENANAODODr06Ih5 維尼
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走到我的房間裡,主影把我放了在床上。8964 copyright protection140PENANAR97AjKQFtr 維尼
然後,替我把被子蓋好。8964 copyright protection140PENANAH4x1uPESpp 維尼
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「會不會太熱或是太冷?」主影把化妝椅搬到床邊,坐了在椅上。8964 copyright protection140PENANAQe3xYVwqRP 維尼
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「不會。」我也搖了搖頭,「...你不回去睡嗎?」8964 copyright protection140PENANAoNWZyFsVWe 維尼
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「目前不會。」主影毫不猶豫地回答道。8964 copyright protection140PENANANAGPj6OjUx 維尼
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「為什麼?」明天還要回公司吧?8964 copyright protection140PENANAWH8IJSXgIR 維尼
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「因為,我知道你現在很害怕啊。」主影替我把放在床邊櫃的手機連接到充電器上。8964 copyright protection140PENANAEmD1mAcieR 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAK7gWSZdUUt
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...很溫柔。8964 copyright protection140PENANAFRVqkL23UG 維尼
而且,無微不至。8964 copyright protection140PENANAbGpAWlkBGL 維尼
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「...你總是要睡的。」我也平靜地回答著道。8964 copyright protection140PENANAuE6f2yfPY0 維尼
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「那麼,在你睡之前,我也不會離開你的。」主影嚴肅地回答道,「我不會丟下你一個人。」8964 copyright protection140PENANAYNj93uMu3p 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAAakuiNQGPm
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...你到底是為什麼。8964 copyright protection140PENANAHLOZAbuIns 維尼
能這麼容易地說出動搖人的話?8964 copyright protection140PENANA2UCyxNtcXy 維尼
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「...聊一下天吧。」我與主影對視著,「我還沒有睡意。」8964 copyright protection140PENANAGHBBpWRxvc 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAXkox4LAw4b
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「知道了。」主影爽快地答應道,「想聊什麼?」8964 copyright protection140PENANAthUiRTSHrb 維尼
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「...不知道呢。」一時三刻想不出來,「主影有什麼想聊的嗎?或是想要知道的事情。」8964 copyright protection140PENANAmflraWDSy9 維尼
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主影聽了我的話,猶豫了幾秒。8964 copyright protection140PENANAuFTkbpAcz1 維尼
然後,輕輕地深呼吸了一下。8964 copyright protection140PENANAZpw4876Efr 維尼
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「有。」主影的表情依然認真,「可是,如果你不想說也沒關係。」8964 copyright protection140PENANARy77237zMe 維尼
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「什麼?」我先選擇追問。8964 copyright protection140PENANAG2zII3IP2U 維尼
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「你或許...」主影想了一會,「有情緒病嗎?」8964 copyright protection140PENANAcqbGWuaeXm 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAbePLO9TEdi
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...該來還是來了。8964 copyright protection140PENANAY95IVLJcgd 維尼
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「為什麼這樣問?」我不解地看著主影。8964 copyright protection140PENANALJ2vqHn3Mb 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANABxcQWTlfcj
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「...開始時只是覺得很特別,一時間可以很樂觀熱情,一時間卻又悲觀冷漠;一時間很糊塗,一時間卻又能很冷靜地處事。就像是有不同的人格生存在你身體裡那樣。」主影俯視著我,「可是,之後看到你不斷拒絕我的關心,而且心情總是在應該高漲及激動時平靜下來,便開始猜測...這些是不是你不能控制的身體狀態。」8964 copyright protection140PENANA4IBCVGEZI2 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAyVUrSysiGe
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...原來都已經快要兩個月了。8964 copyright protection140PENANAH6ORbFYVxb 維尼
從我自殺的那天開始計起。8964 copyright protection140PENANANM8SaOSDDX 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANA5G6Borlx8X
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剛開始交換靈魂的生活起,直到現在...8964 copyright protection140PENANALG1fKYhYFA 維尼
一直陪伴著我,讓我能渡過這段時間的人,是主影與劉夏謙。8964 copyright protection140PENANA4FQpjsGUIQ 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANA8yutuANpn0
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世娜姐姐說過,她信任這兩個人。8964 copyright protection140PENANAyJnVESRRMy 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANA91leENmEcq
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那麼,我呢?8964 copyright protection140PENANANOEYIjecMS 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANA83owwWLU1d
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我信任你嗎?8964 copyright protection140PENANAzlTqmlTWF3 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAm81PT8kldi
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權主影。8964 copyright protection140PENANAPoEIqjpBr0 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAY9baK4Oh7e
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...我相信你,也沒關係嗎?8964 copyright protection140PENANA7cio2l5bpE 維尼
把真實告訴你,也不會受傷嗎?8964 copyright protection140PENANAh5KNQnesDi 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAPK2POtmmqS
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「...即使如果在知道後可能會受傷。」我也認真了起來,看著主影,「也想要知道嗎?」8964 copyright protection140PENANAFwLLlf4NVb 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAXPdPvikhO4
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「嗯。」主影沒有一絲猶豫,「我要知道。」8964 copyright protection140PENANAq4NRO1LTd9 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAVCNwoGIQUY
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...到底是為什麼?8964 copyright protection140PENANAsrsMzzJntI 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANA1uiPBPJpse
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我明明就不能給你什麼。8964 copyright protection140PENANAo8Lh8AWybG 維尼
為什麼還要這麼關心我?8964 copyright protection140PENANAK74Vy6qRTI 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAmyWaJbcgCZ
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「不算是情緒病。」我輕輕嘆了一口氣,「是人格疾患。」8964 copyright protection140PENANAYdjHUbOb6c 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAx4O8b8Fx9B
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既然如此...8964 copyright protection140PENANAst0r5ZuNPd 維尼
既然都到了這一步。8964 copyright protection140PENANAewqwakbr0R 維尼
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就賭一把吧。8964 copyright protection140PENANAV9RpMRpR2Z 維尼
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「邊緣性人格疾患。」我補充著道,「沒有聽過吧?」8964 copyright protection140PENANACzmOMpJht2 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANA5J95ng0Ws1
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人格疾患,Personality disorders。8964 copyright protection140PENANAnX1Vddt5Re 維尼
被分類為精神疾病。8964 copyright protection140PENANAigwbrilbXH 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANA78l5PyKIX7
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患者會經常因人格和行為的問題...8964 copyright protection140PENANA6BeSUZLokI 維尼
導致社會功能的障礙。8964 copyright protection140PENANApFWhGkpBJd 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAc8nX2y2gnU
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而邊緣性人格疾患的患者,很多時會同時出現極端對立的表現。8964 copyright protection140PENANACenNZwP0cA 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANA714QjQNECF
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衝動;冷靜。8964 copyright protection140PENANAW6ptcmQ46d 維尼
熱情;冷漠。8964 copyright protection140PENANA4jwbCAUZF3 維尼
樂觀;悲觀。8964 copyright protection140PENANAsEQThzkcWB 維尼
開朗;平靜。8964 copyright protection140PENANAwoRYvUSc2o 維尼
光明;黑暗。8964 copyright protection140PENANAomJTyty9tT 維尼
希望;絕望。8964 copyright protection140PENANAkKGjBIdXra 維尼
掙扎;服從。8964 copyright protection140PENANA83EgMCynvC 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAFiPWY0AWwl
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想生存。8964 copyright protection140PENANAEC4tNyCima 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAVPjJyATSx8
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...想死亡。8964 copyright protection140PENANAHyHCDLZEtC 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAj80JKHbxwI
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「...是怎樣發現的?」主影沒有正面回答我的問題。8964 copyright protection140PENANAqbMV2DM7pg 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAKBcrvcbotw
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「當每一天都處於希望之地與死寂之地的交界,不斷來回時,我便去看了醫生。」我憶述著道,「然後,被確診了。」8964 copyright protection140PENANA3LG0ZWwgy2 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANASAbF7bWfRJ
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那段時間的我,很不正常。8964 copyright protection140PENANAJvaW2olu5X 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAJhs20xGS5s
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每天都是那樣子...8964 copyright protection140PENANAqNBfaCmbn7 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANABXjkiHvfWv
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感到很絕望,覺得看不見未來。8964 copyright protection140PENANACVCe7RnJy4 維尼
突然對自己有了信心,認為可以憑自己的力量創造未來的人生。8964 copyright protection140PENANARDYNWzgYqg 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAXTpP7oCugb
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覺得這個人生毫無意義...8964 copyright protection140PENANAqj1KbZCfHs 維尼
覺得這個人生能給予人祝福。8964 copyright protection140PENANAy7zUShq47D 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAwDZRHDLvwZ
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每天都在來回地獄又折返人間,不斷循環。8964 copyright protection140PENANAVpkY2GLDsM 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAlR7mnyhOyr
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甚至能每天來回三次...8964 copyright protection140PENANAlr6RQxJLWF 維尼
明明一旦發作時,可以無力得無法站起來。8964 copyright protection140PENANAvtVBFcMoPp 維尼
但又要繼續在別人面前裝作開心與堅強,然後繼續努力上課,繼續努力工作。8964 copyright protection140PENANAnhvsjKJC6b 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANApX58VK98dU
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然後,當面對黑暗時...8964 copyright protection140PENANAXMbuvRStt1 維尼
突然湧出那些被壓過去的情緒。8964 copyright protection140PENANABs7TZ0Pn3T 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANA9mx2NP9sXU
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去死吧。8964 copyright protection140PENANAZzORZQuF3m 維尼
既然想停止這樣的生活的話。8964 copyright protection140PENANAeNH6TV8rRX 維尼
既然這種生活已經如此沒有意義...8964 copyright protection140PENANA5DL9erM7qW 維尼
既然已經無法看見未來的話。8964 copyright protection140PENANAeyISJvmbVK 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAGkcDltk3Ad
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「情緒病與人格疾患的分別是什麼?」主影追問著道。8964 copyright protection140PENANABIFiWG6VmI 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAMnHaOoVbZe
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「情緒病,如果找出來源的話,可能可以治好。」我苦笑著道,「人格疾患大多是從成長環境構成,即使找出來源,也已經成為人格的一部分,所以不能治好,只能舒緩。」8964 copyright protection140PENANAOxxgpT5G6i 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAlarD4XGhNR
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「...醫生是怎樣說的?」主影靠著床邊櫃看向我。8964 copyright protection140PENANAI01cRemA5p 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAfNPKBw7Rcp
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「說已經是情況比較樂觀的患者,起碼不會用自殺威脅別人。」我道出當時醫生的評語,「但他可能沒有想到,我會直接自殺。」8964 copyright protection140PENANA3APXJKzkNe 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAgeoYHknnXE
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...當每天都活在天堂與地獄之間時。8964 copyright protection140PENANAZrIVnrvh8C 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANACyew0WuIbM
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我開始不知道自己到底是誰。8964 copyright protection140PENANAehqtmfbTzI 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAbfu1JuWsvq
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而且,厭世的感覺更深。8964 copyright protection140PENANAY36v1I3FT6 維尼
因為這種每天被送到人間,又再次被打回地獄的感覺...8964 copyright protection140PENANABb3YZnV6aH 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAS4xa8Ehkwu
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痛苦得讓人不想再繼續那樣下去。8964 copyright protection140PENANAEbJ3rOSCxU 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAAG6XYvXEpt
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「你一時很快樂,一時很平靜的理由...」主影也很專心地聽著我的話,「就是這個?」8964 copyright protection140PENANAX8kfPtfaob 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAZQ00QOVvQs
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「...不完全是,我並不打算把我的性格歸究於任何『病』。」我平靜地敘述著道,「而且,即使邊緣性人格疾患的患者會有很多情緒起伏,但不是每個人都會有解離狀態。」8964 copyright protection140PENANAtv1tTvBYqe 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAu1BOusBSEm
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「『解離狀態』?」聽到第一次聽的詞彙,主影再次不解地看著我。8964 copyright protection140PENANAuoOrJh7jZK 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAbRz65yPSl8
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「解離有很多種,而我的那種解離,是會將自己從某些情緒中解離。」我解釋著道,「當想讓人對我留下開朗的印象時,我會把悲傷的情緒全然收起。」8964 copyright protection140PENANATkMVEHP5O4 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAHyUCiV5XK1
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禁止自己有悲傷的情緒。8964 copyright protection140PENANAC4TqTzR3sg 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAuPD04Ongmy
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我很記得,自己在年紀還很小的時候...8964 copyright protection140PENANAAvTVAhTLTC 維尼
只要一哭鬧,就會被爸媽打。8964 copyright protection140PENANAo4IMXFC3yZ 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAxcKw9pSwSf
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不能哭。8964 copyright protection140PENANAngm5IYEcGX 維尼
不能悲傷。8964 copyright protection140PENANALQ3PZs0GD3 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAL66jrCHjcn
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笑吧。8964 copyright protection140PENANA1fN2872ILh 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAtQcBa4MJHj
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「久而久之,面對一些會讓我有很真實與強烈的情緒起伏時,我會像『啪』一聲斷了線的那樣,在那一瞬間完全沒有任何情緒,而且忘記剛才發生的事情所引發的情緒。」8964 copyright protection140PENANAEBwS9ql0mH 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAEJaD5zu6De
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就像是一個碰到重要指令時便會出故障的機械人那樣...8964 copyright protection140PENANAWlQkZ6ADCs 維尼
即使在開新開啟後能繼續進行指令,但已經無法返回到錯過了的指令。8964 copyright protection140PENANAFvX0lONyq4 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANADlTPgCEIpI
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「為什麼,你會說...」主影的語氣依舊柔和,「如果我知道了的話,會受傷?」8964 copyright protection140PENANAW4nDY0kpSb 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAXFkL5dLlF3
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因為...8964 copyright protection140PENANAX7rvdcoqSJ 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAyz7cO95WBg
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對了。8964 copyright protection140PENANAgeNY6VpNay 維尼
我在做什麼?8964 copyright protection140PENANA5yd4rmb9Ku 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANA4oEfaoMphc
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我一定是瘋了吧?8964 copyright protection140PENANAn5uucPKH9i 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAxsX0YRJQpq
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「...抱歉,我累了。」我把被子蓋得更緊了,「還是明天再說吧。」8964 copyright protection140PENANA1xYftNS9Xf 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAxK3FmZQoH2
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「...知道了。」主影雖然是停頓了一下,但看來明白了我的意思,「明天再說吧,晚安。」8964 copyright protection140PENANA6ASblS0rjF 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAXcOMg8YVuy
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...我是瘋了嗎?8964 copyright protection140PENANAxV3GBN931o 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAOUvXGdfo5Z
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就連對劉夏謙也沒有說過的事情...8964 copyright protection140PENANAWLtniRZ4V5 維尼
為什麼要賭在主影身上?8964 copyright protection140PENANAvK8JgwCeSU 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAI2sEIygoaG
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竟然得意忘形得...8964 copyright protection140PENANALtrrbIadnC 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAZbH5AakaDi
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忘記了自己受過的傷害。8964 copyright protection140PENANA4f3DJZzQXp 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAMjxyGMVdEU
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不要倚靠任何人。8964 copyright protection140PENANA8qRjNkKRhq 維尼
不要相信任何人。8964 copyright protection140PENANAGwyLC6mXTi 維尼
144Please respect copyright.PENANAlOF3qPkNQu
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反正都已經剩下這麼少的時間...8964 copyright protection140PENANAh95vprnQ2D 維尼
還是就這樣讓它過去吧。8964 copyright protection140PENANAhtoZr2V7jJ 維尼
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