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『你想死都唔緊要......』8964 copyright protection141PENANA9xV4dHyN1C 維尼
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『你想自殺都唔緊要。』8964 copyright protection141PENANAdNLH8S7u33 維尼
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被我從背後環抱著的這個人。8964 copyright protection141PENANAxRuraFpMXz 維尼
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沒有了靈魂,沒有了意識。8964 copyright protection141PENANAU41Bo623Td 維尼
沒有了光,沒有了希望。8964 copyright protection141PENANAk2TXsTjFqW 維尼
沒有了愛...8964 copyright protection141PENANAKqnwsbneAC 維尼
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只剩下軀殼的這個身體。8964 copyright protection141PENANAXslTG8GfqO 維尼
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沒關係...8964 copyright protection141PENANAsCcb8KyeWC 維尼
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你要自殺也好...8964 copyright protection141PENANAoMCYNnZauU 維尼
真的,沒關係。8964 copyright protection141PENANAJtZR6k43mv 維尼
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可是,如果你真的決定自殺的話。8964 copyright protection141PENANAtowpTYGxE5 維尼
請你務必,要帶上我。8964 copyright protection141PENANAkgwUhoaF2q 維尼
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「心音,心音—!!」旁邊的聲音越來越強烈,讓我開始看清楚眼前的映像。8964 copyright protection141PENANAPe0hMGDpwi 維尼
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這裡是宿舍。8964 copyright protection141PENANArcKYNp68aN 維尼
眼淚以及急促的呼吸不能被控制。8964 copyright protection141PENANAQdeSAiSrzL 維尼
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...哥哥。8964 copyright protection141PENANAj2w4IlRjPE 維尼
不見了。8964 copyright protection141PENANA2HIo5tFqBs 維尼
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你還想死嗎?8964 copyright protection141PENANA6djFjIo6rY 維尼
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真的,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection141PENANA0moovpVbwB 維尼
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我知道你很痛苦。8964 copyright protection141PENANAbpX4tK5Pf5 維尼
我知道你無法在這種黑暗與罪惡感內活下去。8964 copyright protection141PENANA4CgKijZ1DR 維尼
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所以,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection141PENANATNUwiUQTol 維尼
你想死也沒有關係。8964 copyright protection141PENANAeEZswxnNiV 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection141PENANAvO6xzLsbSr 維尼
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如果我不能把你留下來的話。8964 copyright protection141PENANAlb6Qjw1BcS 維尼
那麼,請你帶走我吧。8964 copyright protection141PENANAQyHJDoIffG 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAFVrXds4VaQ
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「沒事吧?」主影的聲音響起,「做惡夢了嗎?」8964 copyright protection141PENANAWM5gxOxMOu 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAit4VL6ZZEO
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...惡夢一般的回憶。8964 copyright protection141PENANAIrCpwyGW6g 維尼
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黑暗,不能控制。8964 copyright protection141PENANArgrnPIZT1W 維尼
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當時的我,只有一個目的。8964 copyright protection141PENANASd9zfE1U7I 維尼
讓你活下來。8964 copyright protection141PENANAJlzdH9qiEm 維尼
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在我調節著呼吸的時候,我才發現自己緊緊地抓住了主影的手。8964 copyright protection141PENANAdT2gord8On 維尼
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主影...8964 copyright protection141PENANAAtJGCaQYpY 維尼
非常擔心地看著我。8964 copyright protection141PENANA87PNqswnXm 維尼
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「...沒事。」我也邊擦著眼淚,邊交待著道。8964 copyright protection141PENANAMc8oQszQS9 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANADXfWj8R0Rl
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「我去倒杯水給你吧?」主影皺著眉問道。8964 copyright protection141PENANAbIAndhoqhr 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAiUwhYlU6RQ
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我沒有回答。8964 copyright protection141PENANAwSbvlhzG1t 維尼
顫動著的手卻無法放開。8964 copyright protection141PENANA4GjXqFA9JV 維尼
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「我睡了多久?」我的聲音也沒有全開。8964 copyright protection141PENANAG5GBA1ydQ0 維尼
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「大約半個小時,我剛才洗完澡出來就看到你靠在沙發上邊睡邊哭了。」主影回答著道,「做了什麼夢?很可怕嗎?」8964 copyright protection141PENANAtn5FFNZv5Z 維尼
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...很可怕。8964 copyright protection141PENANA0LpoKjm1Pn 維尼
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那是我人生中一段最可怕的回憶。8964 copyright protection141PENANAiihOgHSO96 維尼
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每天都很害怕...8964 copyright protection141PENANAKInFeurvkC 維尼
哥哥會死掉。8964 copyright protection141PENANAvC2eW55HO5 維尼
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出於不想被哥哥拋下的自私心態,所以用盡一切方法留住他。8964 copyright protection141PENANA323TPyieKR 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection141PENANAmqzyWtpHFd 維尼
我最後卻竟然拋下他一個人了。8964 copyright protection141PENANAfeetFNGpxT 維尼
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「你等等,我去拿紙巾給你。」主影摸了摸我的頭髮,然後嘗試往後走。8964 copyright protection141PENANAzyiA2MieMx 維尼
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可是,我的手卻抓得更緊了。8964 copyright protection141PENANAaj8nmLqToV 維尼
我也不能控制地...8964 copyright protection141PENANAssgsfGKC08 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAFdVbp6paCk
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「你真的...」主影看著我的反應,輕輕嘆了口氣,「很不老實。」8964 copyright protection141PENANAwT7flbuWx9 維尼
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我還在為主影的話而猶豫時,已經感覺到自己被抱了起來。8964 copyright protection141PENANATTeYfJ8D6V 維尼
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「...做什麼?」我驚訝地看著主影問道。8964 copyright protection141PENANAgJKYL8nbLK 維尼
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「進房間睡吧,在這種地方睡的話,更容易做惡夢。」主影平靜地解釋著,走向我的房間。8964 copyright protection141PENANAzEZ7RMg6CT 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAcHiuZmJtsh
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...第一次,以這種角度仰視主影的側臉。8964 copyright protection141PENANA2dSLl81OCP 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAnklwGn1GiQ
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他真的是一個很神秘的人。8964 copyright protection141PENANAEihUmfxOzj 維尼
常常對我的行為作出讓我意想不到的反應。8964 copyright protection141PENANAYHp5ALT8EM 維尼
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可是,卻又不會讓人感到不舒服。8964 copyright protection141PENANAerteqPdJjy 維尼
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走到我的房間裡,主影把我放了在床上。8964 copyright protection141PENANAN4jDgyn5cu 維尼
然後,替我把被子蓋好。8964 copyright protection141PENANA0BXawuY00w 維尼
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「會不會太熱或是太冷?」主影把化妝椅搬到床邊,坐了在椅上。8964 copyright protection141PENANA9AlexFPRxO 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANA35zKPb5pOY
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「不會。」我也搖了搖頭,「...你不回去睡嗎?」8964 copyright protection141PENANAdmuHVRMLGi 維尼
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「目前不會。」主影毫不猶豫地回答道。8964 copyright protection141PENANAjCZE55Brnl 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAfMU7viLjIv
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「為什麼?」明天還要回公司吧?8964 copyright protection141PENANAXS7I48dNF1 維尼
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「因為,我知道你現在很害怕啊。」主影替我把放在床邊櫃的手機連接到充電器上。8964 copyright protection141PENANAHgctMlQYr7 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAWME01qQtEM
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...很溫柔。8964 copyright protection141PENANAEbFjWDsPOK 維尼
而且,無微不至。8964 copyright protection141PENANApAKFsfy7RG 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAj7GGsSKGqJ
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「...你總是要睡的。」我也平靜地回答著道。8964 copyright protection141PENANARzfZ1ejgYB 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANA5cnAjFcH5s
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「那麼,在你睡之前,我也不會離開你的。」主影嚴肅地回答道,「我不會丟下你一個人。」8964 copyright protection141PENANASAhg4vq6jS 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAsYpFoNwg8q
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...你到底是為什麼。8964 copyright protection141PENANAZCZgM371Yv 維尼
能這麼容易地說出動搖人的話?8964 copyright protection141PENANAtxX7lctKjh 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAaHz9nDX9iA
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「...聊一下天吧。」我與主影對視著,「我還沒有睡意。」8964 copyright protection141PENANAerUWHU79RB 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAzVLbIKSuID
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「知道了。」主影爽快地答應道,「想聊什麼?」8964 copyright protection141PENANA5v7aCwayTZ 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANA4uTe7mIB3L
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「...不知道呢。」一時三刻想不出來,「主影有什麼想聊的嗎?或是想要知道的事情。」8964 copyright protection141PENANAfnUNscOUCa 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANA37klFAY0Ue
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主影聽了我的話,猶豫了幾秒。8964 copyright protection141PENANAWAxWT3d1a6 維尼
然後,輕輕地深呼吸了一下。8964 copyright protection141PENANAQSNlHFVSy5 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0UDHBCRzx
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「有。」主影的表情依然認真,「可是,如果你不想說也沒關係。」8964 copyright protection141PENANANwaGIOItDR 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAi1L2qJEj1j
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「什麼?」我先選擇追問。8964 copyright protection141PENANAgNdSf71cFe 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAwcXRzpp3Nx
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「你或許...」主影想了一會,「有情緒病嗎?」8964 copyright protection141PENANAjtPDk0oux4 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAf2txgozp6v
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...該來還是來了。8964 copyright protection141PENANAZfcexjSImr 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAYA7cQnG1t9
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「為什麼這樣問?」我不解地看著主影。8964 copyright protection141PENANAGq00PrAXOD 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAnminkcuV1B
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「...開始時只是覺得很特別,一時間可以很樂觀熱情,一時間卻又悲觀冷漠;一時間很糊塗,一時間卻又能很冷靜地處事。就像是有不同的人格生存在你身體裡那樣。」主影俯視著我,「可是,之後看到你不斷拒絕我的關心,而且心情總是在應該高漲及激動時平靜下來,便開始猜測...這些是不是你不能控制的身體狀態。」8964 copyright protection141PENANAE6zpThcfuY 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAIvNG2e4X1c
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...原來都已經快要兩個月了。8964 copyright protection141PENANAehjMY3HGKl 維尼
從我自殺的那天開始計起。8964 copyright protection141PENANAD5zbLuwY5m 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAFjWQKatEcL
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剛開始交換靈魂的生活起,直到現在...8964 copyright protection141PENANAAgxTOaFqM7 維尼
一直陪伴著我,讓我能渡過這段時間的人,是主影與劉夏謙。8964 copyright protection141PENANAidlDnH1pDE 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANA4j97qOTp5o
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世娜姐姐說過,她信任這兩個人。8964 copyright protection141PENANAXtKm80Nq6I 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAl34nm6hmaZ
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那麼,我呢?8964 copyright protection141PENANAUZflnAqSnk 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAqJSoO1BAFg
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我信任你嗎?8964 copyright protection141PENANAODX3oMBPnq 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAtJ3yiDYZdh
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權主影。8964 copyright protection141PENANAZg1pEigsvV 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAcATCoY9of8
8964 copyright protection141PENANAp0hSO8DgzF 維尼
...我相信你,也沒關係嗎?8964 copyright protection141PENANABj5V4vgDZi 維尼
把真實告訴你,也不會受傷嗎?8964 copyright protection141PENANAKiIKa0Kaz5 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAl30zK9nLki
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「...即使如果在知道後可能會受傷。」我也認真了起來,看著主影,「也想要知道嗎?」8964 copyright protection141PENANAIJXX3i1JbC 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAiLqnJ4qnbA
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「嗯。」主影沒有一絲猶豫,「我要知道。」8964 copyright protection141PENANAYK1J01pcEn 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAx2ac2PJvRK
8964 copyright protection141PENANAw2sp1DCpnK 維尼
...到底是為什麼?8964 copyright protection141PENANADuYxXRrOMa 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAvLPpez1LKU
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我明明就不能給你什麼。8964 copyright protection141PENANAspRakQLhbB 維尼
為什麼還要這麼關心我?8964 copyright protection141PENANAmxyEpMHsqZ 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANATMZOYXBVc4
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「不算是情緒病。」我輕輕嘆了一口氣,「是人格疾患。」8964 copyright protection141PENANAe7v8alo47H 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAtrzmGlxQSA
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既然如此...8964 copyright protection141PENANADdT6uYpdJh 維尼
既然都到了這一步。8964 copyright protection141PENANAZQjDQ93C6g 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAoJhtTELqO5
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就賭一把吧。8964 copyright protection141PENANAiqVc9gphWX 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAOE74coCkMP
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「邊緣性人格疾患。」我補充著道,「沒有聽過吧?」8964 copyright protection141PENANAO9qrYBd6KE 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAclaOngm4W5
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人格疾患,Personality disorders。8964 copyright protection141PENANAYRnJhutZ08 維尼
被分類為精神疾病。8964 copyright protection141PENANAFmNqH7L2rZ 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAyLcehmrTyP
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患者會經常因人格和行為的問題...8964 copyright protection141PENANA0Hu4AY8utk 維尼
導致社會功能的障礙。8964 copyright protection141PENANAQhpOOIuU2C 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAghOM03koh1
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而邊緣性人格疾患的患者,很多時會同時出現極端對立的表現。8964 copyright protection141PENANAoO6rii0yu8 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAAlyNuD0GdC
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衝動;冷靜。8964 copyright protection141PENANAAcvM2GDBMM 維尼
熱情;冷漠。8964 copyright protection141PENANAKLg8xCBwhF 維尼
樂觀;悲觀。8964 copyright protection141PENANABxI4FseWTh 維尼
開朗;平靜。8964 copyright protection141PENANAMLnL4N0PHo 維尼
光明;黑暗。8964 copyright protection141PENANAGRSxgjqTuY 維尼
希望;絕望。8964 copyright protection141PENANAEdNw9QQTj1 維尼
掙扎;服從。8964 copyright protection141PENANAjo3hyOWcXj 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANA31VO9M1Ell
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想生存。8964 copyright protection141PENANAAxb5GQbKdj 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANATtKZmVu7tG
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...想死亡。8964 copyright protection141PENANADYWzD5Hsfu 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAo5OpvV7mcp
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「...是怎樣發現的?」主影沒有正面回答我的問題。8964 copyright protection141PENANAzXb7Z0E4bh 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAF7kTW99ogC
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「當每一天都處於希望之地與死寂之地的交界,不斷來回時,我便去看了醫生。」我憶述著道,「然後,被確診了。」8964 copyright protection141PENANAiFfurtjugj 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAjlFpALFVmN
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那段時間的我,很不正常。8964 copyright protection141PENANA2JkGeOL36I 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANANGKJpZFs6o
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每天都是那樣子...8964 copyright protection141PENANAO8NkXcrwCk 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAVRIoEr5t8L
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感到很絕望,覺得看不見未來。8964 copyright protection141PENANA8kjQH6GXYi 維尼
突然對自己有了信心,認為可以憑自己的力量創造未來的人生。8964 copyright protection141PENANAa8G7eb2Alo 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANA2aH8JYonLI
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覺得這個人生毫無意義...8964 copyright protection141PENANAVOT8IcMSJD 維尼
覺得這個人生能給予人祝福。8964 copyright protection141PENANA1i8umNpPVD 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAnYBN9jSAAk
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每天都在來回地獄又折返人間,不斷循環。8964 copyright protection141PENANAw7W354pCpB 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANA8umJ4Tm21A
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甚至能每天來回三次...8964 copyright protection141PENANAbDrMySNpJW 維尼
明明一旦發作時,可以無力得無法站起來。8964 copyright protection141PENANAXf9gspMviL 維尼
但又要繼續在別人面前裝作開心與堅強,然後繼續努力上課,繼續努力工作。8964 copyright protection141PENANAwdcS89afHW 維尼
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然後,當面對黑暗時...8964 copyright protection141PENANAWs7BLsYAsb 維尼
突然湧出那些被壓過去的情緒。8964 copyright protection141PENANA5CRGE61tqW 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAc6uwflVY6V
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去死吧。8964 copyright protection141PENANA2OtqhDoYoG 維尼
既然想停止這樣的生活的話。8964 copyright protection141PENANAG4tGAShqRE 維尼
既然這種生活已經如此沒有意義...8964 copyright protection141PENANA8kbw5lGGcu 維尼
既然已經無法看見未來的話。8964 copyright protection141PENANAqBnqKhMgTt 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAevcHwNWNbF
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「情緒病與人格疾患的分別是什麼?」主影追問著道。8964 copyright protection141PENANAjh7Se8z0AL 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAIM6TSEAe1v
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「情緒病,如果找出來源的話,可能可以治好。」我苦笑著道,「人格疾患大多是從成長環境構成,即使找出來源,也已經成為人格的一部分,所以不能治好,只能舒緩。」8964 copyright protection141PENANAOpBiFIt6fA 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAI9AjP4ETAF
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「...醫生是怎樣說的?」主影靠著床邊櫃看向我。8964 copyright protection141PENANAdGq6atgPfd 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANA3i80gSmlTf
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「說已經是情況比較樂觀的患者,起碼不會用自殺威脅別人。」我道出當時醫生的評語,「但他可能沒有想到,我會直接自殺。」8964 copyright protection141PENANABHjPwy86Ia 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAYjHnRNa8cN
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...當每天都活在天堂與地獄之間時。8964 copyright protection141PENANACUdioQzHC1 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAoZ61bsQzhi
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我開始不知道自己到底是誰。8964 copyright protection141PENANAjkwNRlJYer 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAXizRgeGhJd
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而且,厭世的感覺更深。8964 copyright protection141PENANAgVAqZGjjKz 維尼
因為這種每天被送到人間,又再次被打回地獄的感覺...8964 copyright protection141PENANA1TgjwpM1Nc 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANA81yc3JUOWF
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痛苦得讓人不想再繼續那樣下去。8964 copyright protection141PENANAeK7VPxBWSt 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAKdT667BJB3
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「你一時很快樂,一時很平靜的理由...」主影也很專心地聽著我的話,「就是這個?」8964 copyright protection141PENANANpGenWYvVS 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAje4bu9ZoUo
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「...不完全是,我並不打算把我的性格歸究於任何『病』。」我平靜地敘述著道,「而且,即使邊緣性人格疾患的患者會有很多情緒起伏,但不是每個人都會有解離狀態。」8964 copyright protection141PENANAlQvxbxDl1C 維尼
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「『解離狀態』?」聽到第一次聽的詞彙,主影再次不解地看著我。8964 copyright protection141PENANAG3I1amwpRf 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANArRKfTi3rAs
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「解離有很多種,而我的那種解離,是會將自己從某些情緒中解離。」我解釋著道,「當想讓人對我留下開朗的印象時,我會把悲傷的情緒全然收起。」8964 copyright protection141PENANAd2bL7yc0mp 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAa4jrLVV9q5
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禁止自己有悲傷的情緒。8964 copyright protection141PENANAyGru6Z2Jrv 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANA9Y7QbDCgLo
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我很記得,自己在年紀還很小的時候...8964 copyright protection141PENANA6LTj9jktkL 維尼
只要一哭鬧,就會被爸媽打。8964 copyright protection141PENANARyFm2plRMu 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAx6eHt6OMzZ
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不能哭。8964 copyright protection141PENANAGPHiWw2DsZ 維尼
不能悲傷。8964 copyright protection141PENANAIjeGcBDnG4 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAJuLphbWRSW
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笑吧。8964 copyright protection141PENANA1vyCr5fdac 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAi0FJLLINEi
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「久而久之,面對一些會讓我有很真實與強烈的情緒起伏時,我會像『啪』一聲斷了線的那樣,在那一瞬間完全沒有任何情緒,而且忘記剛才發生的事情所引發的情緒。」8964 copyright protection141PENANAyRdtSBILCg 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAfST8KppOze
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就像是一個碰到重要指令時便會出故障的機械人那樣...8964 copyright protection141PENANA3iGlHjo5Qe 維尼
即使在開新開啟後能繼續進行指令,但已經無法返回到錯過了的指令。8964 copyright protection141PENANAjPOixe8SQn 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAaa5aT2ppRg
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「為什麼,你會說...」主影的語氣依舊柔和,「如果我知道了的話,會受傷?」8964 copyright protection141PENANAMQ2P2TWXOO 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAekQlMk8kbp
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因為...8964 copyright protection141PENANAdnsTKpVy6l 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANANthijxT7mO
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對了。8964 copyright protection141PENANAmNdOOjhTtU 維尼
我在做什麼?8964 copyright protection141PENANAdhaK3Y0UFC 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAAAdp1JSWqc
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我一定是瘋了吧?8964 copyright protection141PENANA7AcdrvXQ4C 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAEYKcdDWKiU
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「...抱歉,我累了。」我把被子蓋得更緊了,「還是明天再說吧。」8964 copyright protection141PENANAilKU55ynvQ 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAnZlCQ40Qev
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「...知道了。」主影雖然是停頓了一下,但看來明白了我的意思,「明天再說吧,晚安。」8964 copyright protection141PENANA1KmO48XnZH 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAeg9zFlbaAe
8964 copyright protection141PENANAtnBrkcKFyt 維尼
...我是瘋了嗎?8964 copyright protection141PENANAFLpWtP7Kpr 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANATxo5yNtfV9
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就連對劉夏謙也沒有說過的事情...8964 copyright protection141PENANAGbneDzSTub 維尼
為什麼要賭在主影身上?8964 copyright protection141PENANAXs7cyogzlF 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAfW7g5upq5M
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竟然得意忘形得...8964 copyright protection141PENANAqSH2adoiv7 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAhHR7h6pOFL
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忘記了自己受過的傷害。8964 copyright protection141PENANAPQWxPMjvg3 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAKdpdgkSTAX
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不要倚靠任何人。8964 copyright protection141PENANAPQvnAHK15e 維尼
不要相信任何人。8964 copyright protection141PENANAdO2z176ra9 維尼
145Please respect copyright.PENANAvEymYmSlZ6
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反正都已經剩下這麼少的時間...8964 copyright protection141PENANAeaJOTj5DTT 維尼
還是就這樣讓它過去吧。8964 copyright protection141PENANA80XLFnXM9U 維尼
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