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『你想自殺都唔緊要。』8964 copyright protection143PENANAgQjEwZvuqi 維尼
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被我從背後環抱著的這個人。8964 copyright protection143PENANAjZKfrDhHcV 維尼
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沒有了靈魂,沒有了意識。8964 copyright protection143PENANAH6oJSsC5mv 維尼
沒有了光,沒有了希望。8964 copyright protection143PENANA2K9Fkpy1CA 維尼
沒有了愛...8964 copyright protection143PENANAU4gRliE5Qs 維尼
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只剩下軀殼的這個身體。8964 copyright protection143PENANAzOJtqjYWX5 維尼
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沒關係...8964 copyright protection143PENANAl9OOY1FV4Y 維尼
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你要自殺也好...8964 copyright protection143PENANAdUhlNknQBD 維尼
真的,沒關係。8964 copyright protection143PENANAKB16BEpOYE 維尼
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可是,如果你真的決定自殺的話。8964 copyright protection143PENANAW1VHwgTtse 維尼
請你務必,要帶上我。8964 copyright protection143PENANAExo1OTNeUj 維尼
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「心音,心音—!!」旁邊的聲音越來越強烈,讓我開始看清楚眼前的映像。8964 copyright protection143PENANAY3fKOIuKyd 維尼
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這裡是宿舍。8964 copyright protection143PENANA1BqnEFCUF3 維尼
眼淚以及急促的呼吸不能被控制。8964 copyright protection143PENANA4VpzSZmgtv 維尼
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...哥哥。8964 copyright protection143PENANAQmHXcQjiUi 維尼
不見了。8964 copyright protection143PENANA7YFnW5f62r 維尼
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你還想死嗎?8964 copyright protection143PENANA2ZGB7RIs3j 維尼
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真的,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection143PENANApIdW9yAA6o 維尼
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我知道你很痛苦。8964 copyright protection143PENANAoVYz4FLgGN 維尼
我知道你無法在這種黑暗與罪惡感內活下去。8964 copyright protection143PENANA6pJYpBl4Lh 維尼
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所以,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection143PENANAxnZr05M4bc 維尼
你想死也沒有關係。8964 copyright protection143PENANArK3dHzGs5e 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection143PENANAwVUUvD7Lu4 維尼
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如果我不能把你留下來的話。8964 copyright protection143PENANAAzY7T1dNcO 維尼
那麼,請你帶走我吧。8964 copyright protection143PENANA5MtJ94tFFn 維尼
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「沒事吧?」主影的聲音響起,「做惡夢了嗎?」8964 copyright protection143PENANADqRNFKaGOQ 維尼
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...惡夢一般的回憶。8964 copyright protection143PENANAilDx5bQpng 維尼
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黑暗,不能控制。8964 copyright protection143PENANAqw828Tjgm1 維尼
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當時的我,只有一個目的。8964 copyright protection143PENANApQliOWVLaQ 維尼
讓你活下來。8964 copyright protection143PENANAe3tyW9p5L0 維尼
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在我調節著呼吸的時候,我才發現自己緊緊地抓住了主影的手。8964 copyright protection143PENANAB5hfMGw2dr 維尼
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主影...8964 copyright protection143PENANAyIagdMBksH 維尼
非常擔心地看著我。8964 copyright protection143PENANAUOXRBOwDvN 維尼
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「...沒事。」我也邊擦著眼淚,邊交待著道。8964 copyright protection143PENANAd4wQAFBfMr 維尼
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「我去倒杯水給你吧?」主影皺著眉問道。8964 copyright protection143PENANAh3aBUhRCE1 維尼
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我沒有回答。8964 copyright protection143PENANA9XEcA9Ulxd 維尼
顫動著的手卻無法放開。8964 copyright protection143PENANAr5okG7j9MZ 維尼
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「我睡了多久?」我的聲音也沒有全開。8964 copyright protection143PENANAwEtLYqoUhz 維尼
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「大約半個小時,我剛才洗完澡出來就看到你靠在沙發上邊睡邊哭了。」主影回答著道,「做了什麼夢?很可怕嗎?」8964 copyright protection143PENANAt5JbtkqGQl 維尼
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...很可怕。8964 copyright protection143PENANA19KMlmvB5R 維尼
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那是我人生中一段最可怕的回憶。8964 copyright protection143PENANAM7akVgaAIs 維尼
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每天都很害怕...8964 copyright protection143PENANAdm3R6rozL3 維尼
哥哥會死掉。8964 copyright protection143PENANASk6yQKjmMV 維尼
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出於不想被哥哥拋下的自私心態,所以用盡一切方法留住他。8964 copyright protection143PENANAsZAX3DrHkQ 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection143PENANAeypuiocWIl 維尼
我最後卻竟然拋下他一個人了。8964 copyright protection143PENANA7ssFGcAApf 維尼
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「你等等,我去拿紙巾給你。」主影摸了摸我的頭髮,然後嘗試往後走。8964 copyright protection143PENANAbaGtUGYnuw 維尼
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可是,我的手卻抓得更緊了。8964 copyright protection143PENANA5hzKROFu60 維尼
我也不能控制地...8964 copyright protection143PENANA0UgaEA94Ol 維尼
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「你真的...」主影看著我的反應,輕輕嘆了口氣,「很不老實。」8964 copyright protection143PENANAqaKekzAbCt 維尼
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我還在為主影的話而猶豫時,已經感覺到自己被抱了起來。8964 copyright protection143PENANAV728tIGrh2 維尼
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「...做什麼?」我驚訝地看著主影問道。8964 copyright protection143PENANAQuilV34pVk 維尼
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「進房間睡吧,在這種地方睡的話,更容易做惡夢。」主影平靜地解釋著,走向我的房間。8964 copyright protection143PENANAJUNojLaFkq 維尼
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...第一次,以這種角度仰視主影的側臉。8964 copyright protection143PENANAJ6pOSucTAp 維尼
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他真的是一個很神秘的人。8964 copyright protection143PENANAfPmTkpH4Vp 維尼
常常對我的行為作出讓我意想不到的反應。8964 copyright protection143PENANAxin4q8xwfY 維尼
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可是,卻又不會讓人感到不舒服。8964 copyright protection143PENANAQPOlWQDlA3 維尼
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走到我的房間裡,主影把我放了在床上。8964 copyright protection143PENANAAvVuEL7yVa 維尼
然後,替我把被子蓋好。8964 copyright protection143PENANAQqyxIrdLOD 維尼
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「會不會太熱或是太冷?」主影把化妝椅搬到床邊,坐了在椅上。8964 copyright protection143PENANASointmFpZI 維尼
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「不會。」我也搖了搖頭,「...你不回去睡嗎?」8964 copyright protection143PENANAvyL9SW1Gbq 維尼
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「目前不會。」主影毫不猶豫地回答道。8964 copyright protection143PENANAwPLevMX0h1 維尼
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「為什麼?」明天還要回公司吧?8964 copyright protection143PENANA0dSZrlYi7T 維尼
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「因為,我知道你現在很害怕啊。」主影替我把放在床邊櫃的手機連接到充電器上。8964 copyright protection143PENANA3bc1wlvGjZ 維尼
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...很溫柔。8964 copyright protection143PENANAuM2UDwn4e5 維尼
而且,無微不至。8964 copyright protection143PENANA7tOH1qQkch 維尼
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「...你總是要睡的。」我也平靜地回答著道。8964 copyright protection143PENANAjGstiybCxn 維尼
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「那麼,在你睡之前,我也不會離開你的。」主影嚴肅地回答道,「我不會丟下你一個人。」8964 copyright protection143PENANAsCj5SU4EhV 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANA2zGDghVL2g
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...你到底是為什麼。8964 copyright protection143PENANAKUAkKpMAsY 維尼
能這麼容易地說出動搖人的話?8964 copyright protection143PENANAfabjKBRlAQ 維尼
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「...聊一下天吧。」我與主影對視著,「我還沒有睡意。」8964 copyright protection143PENANAFwPDcGBK1t 維尼
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「知道了。」主影爽快地答應道,「想聊什麼?」8964 copyright protection143PENANAHBxiF9sJUO 維尼
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「...不知道呢。」一時三刻想不出來,「主影有什麼想聊的嗎?或是想要知道的事情。」8964 copyright protection143PENANA43MNHWDNbi 維尼
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主影聽了我的話,猶豫了幾秒。8964 copyright protection143PENANAA4TgXnf210 維尼
然後,輕輕地深呼吸了一下。8964 copyright protection143PENANAL1JNjl0CcW 維尼
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「有。」主影的表情依然認真,「可是,如果你不想說也沒關係。」8964 copyright protection143PENANAL0ckUhKQZ7 維尼
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「什麼?」我先選擇追問。8964 copyright protection143PENANAj2kyxv6M1r 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAx0rBuWSILr
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「你或許...」主影想了一會,「有情緒病嗎?」8964 copyright protection143PENANAdehrtjP9Wd 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANATY4XN0Rj8i
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...該來還是來了。8964 copyright protection143PENANA0ka4SSSpBd 維尼
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「為什麼這樣問?」我不解地看著主影。8964 copyright protection143PENANA4NfwL5UDnO 維尼
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「...開始時只是覺得很特別,一時間可以很樂觀熱情,一時間卻又悲觀冷漠;一時間很糊塗,一時間卻又能很冷靜地處事。就像是有不同的人格生存在你身體裡那樣。」主影俯視著我,「可是,之後看到你不斷拒絕我的關心,而且心情總是在應該高漲及激動時平靜下來,便開始猜測...這些是不是你不能控制的身體狀態。」8964 copyright protection143PENANArlaF1lTo35 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANA4YPXDyxBYc
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...原來都已經快要兩個月了。8964 copyright protection143PENANA4zma1cftFW 維尼
從我自殺的那天開始計起。8964 copyright protection143PENANA797IHY1A1r 維尼
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剛開始交換靈魂的生活起,直到現在...8964 copyright protection143PENANAGoBxQpCLbp 維尼
一直陪伴著我,讓我能渡過這段時間的人,是主影與劉夏謙。8964 copyright protection143PENANAQWTRHsoOci 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAIhVY9YaCWv
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世娜姐姐說過,她信任這兩個人。8964 copyright protection143PENANAUc04HcymLX 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAf9YQZWgnmH
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那麼,我呢?8964 copyright protection143PENANAXaMsUfmgen 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAhzcZzyf5Op
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我信任你嗎?8964 copyright protection143PENANAhtpLZ113sJ 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAc9tT2pWTLz
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權主影。8964 copyright protection143PENANAHZY3ifwb0K 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAd1afr2U8Uf
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...我相信你,也沒關係嗎?8964 copyright protection143PENANAn6v4ygYdCI 維尼
把真實告訴你,也不會受傷嗎?8964 copyright protection143PENANAutTVWauAl0 維尼
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「...即使如果在知道後可能會受傷。」我也認真了起來,看著主影,「也想要知道嗎?」8964 copyright protection143PENANAEP57BFxvhA 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANApW0WeoUIFS
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「嗯。」主影沒有一絲猶豫,「我要知道。」8964 copyright protection143PENANAGGEat1JWT4 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAnF0zwLxaft
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...到底是為什麼?8964 copyright protection143PENANA8MLxI4eU3r 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAhQdcipuGfZ
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我明明就不能給你什麼。8964 copyright protection143PENANA0Z48ZoU1Qv 維尼
為什麼還要這麼關心我?8964 copyright protection143PENANArSp1jQjUqU 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANApz0bzRkZa5
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「不算是情緒病。」我輕輕嘆了一口氣,「是人格疾患。」8964 copyright protection143PENANAJCL5B3CGJD 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAmFiCzcG3h5
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既然如此...8964 copyright protection143PENANA8FKFp7jb05 維尼
既然都到了這一步。8964 copyright protection143PENANADLWl95XN6R 維尼
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就賭一把吧。8964 copyright protection143PENANAW5wSxJLBMg 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAbyFmCW0kIE
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「邊緣性人格疾患。」我補充著道,「沒有聽過吧?」8964 copyright protection143PENANAmZ5mes3UaV 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAz2zyuP4wjV
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人格疾患,Personality disorders。8964 copyright protection143PENANAGSvP4GOHLc 維尼
被分類為精神疾病。8964 copyright protection143PENANAzgIb5rjok8 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANArX7GiAsWVC
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患者會經常因人格和行為的問題...8964 copyright protection143PENANAN3CNs6PVpf 維尼
導致社會功能的障礙。8964 copyright protection143PENANApvUPtXJcFA 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAVh3XYI1l4g
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而邊緣性人格疾患的患者,很多時會同時出現極端對立的表現。8964 copyright protection143PENANAtP1Ny5N0g8 維尼
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衝動;冷靜。8964 copyright protection143PENANAD0zu0yw42m 維尼
熱情;冷漠。8964 copyright protection143PENANAfOwM5DfcCz 維尼
樂觀;悲觀。8964 copyright protection143PENANANxj5VCJevE 維尼
開朗;平靜。8964 copyright protection143PENANAQvnsh3iolc 維尼
光明;黑暗。8964 copyright protection143PENANAkFR4JuOF2P 維尼
希望;絕望。8964 copyright protection143PENANA99h2oHsk7t 維尼
掙扎;服從。8964 copyright protection143PENANATUW7jW4Wl8 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANA0MyOpn6hjU
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想生存。8964 copyright protection143PENANAuer23D8blS 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAgPIsbMxked
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...想死亡。8964 copyright protection143PENANAqnuTvKkCVX 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAH1p5vfMuZc
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「...是怎樣發現的?」主影沒有正面回答我的問題。8964 copyright protection143PENANAD21pqnNXHQ 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAuf1jk7exy6
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「當每一天都處於希望之地與死寂之地的交界,不斷來回時,我便去看了醫生。」我憶述著道,「然後,被確診了。」8964 copyright protection143PENANAVdQANaxUy6 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANA92PJxhnWS2
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那段時間的我,很不正常。8964 copyright protection143PENANASpfBwQdlLY 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAbZVegYuLQj
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每天都是那樣子...8964 copyright protection143PENANAazL10Vo2WN 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAF0gCOgsAq1
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感到很絕望,覺得看不見未來。8964 copyright protection143PENANAXeeFymjWbv 維尼
突然對自己有了信心,認為可以憑自己的力量創造未來的人生。8964 copyright protection143PENANA3aCzKibnB9 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAemCSQ4HzBI
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覺得這個人生毫無意義...8964 copyright protection143PENANAim8QwlpPZS 維尼
覺得這個人生能給予人祝福。8964 copyright protection143PENANAvPW2VF2MXt 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAsLewAnavzI
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每天都在來回地獄又折返人間,不斷循環。8964 copyright protection143PENANA3BnXx8uXXf 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANA1e4dgLrfOV
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甚至能每天來回三次...8964 copyright protection143PENANAVGxn5MTaak 維尼
明明一旦發作時,可以無力得無法站起來。8964 copyright protection143PENANAgm7qd0SQSg 維尼
但又要繼續在別人面前裝作開心與堅強,然後繼續努力上課,繼續努力工作。8964 copyright protection143PENANAzEFjII7ioz 維尼
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然後,當面對黑暗時...8964 copyright protection143PENANAIVBkLJif0J 維尼
突然湧出那些被壓過去的情緒。8964 copyright protection143PENANAVDpot1Tsvw 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANArQuqDX2naZ
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去死吧。8964 copyright protection143PENANAdF1SYURqmu 維尼
既然想停止這樣的生活的話。8964 copyright protection143PENANABZZywN1iWY 維尼
既然這種生活已經如此沒有意義...8964 copyright protection143PENANAQb7T3wCoOW 維尼
既然已經無法看見未來的話。8964 copyright protection143PENANAD1MJCLhsfm 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAUoeXxJTG8G
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「情緒病與人格疾患的分別是什麼?」主影追問著道。8964 copyright protection143PENANAIUdEEFp5nE 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAnhTAiCSzDU
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「情緒病,如果找出來源的話,可能可以治好。」我苦笑著道,「人格疾患大多是從成長環境構成,即使找出來源,也已經成為人格的一部分,所以不能治好,只能舒緩。」8964 copyright protection143PENANAqEgN0vxXrr 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAV3ccsaaqzO
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「...醫生是怎樣說的?」主影靠著床邊櫃看向我。8964 copyright protection143PENANAzZjng9x2Ki 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANA2Kop6ZfUaQ
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「說已經是情況比較樂觀的患者,起碼不會用自殺威脅別人。」我道出當時醫生的評語,「但他可能沒有想到,我會直接自殺。」8964 copyright protection143PENANApZmGjIaCsu 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAcTmpRnqU1o
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...當每天都活在天堂與地獄之間時。8964 copyright protection143PENANArrEYr5zjIp 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAGDbEcCaV65
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我開始不知道自己到底是誰。8964 copyright protection143PENANAU33PSHEwBi 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZmQEIVb9Z
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而且,厭世的感覺更深。8964 copyright protection143PENANAJIt8It4DaZ 維尼
因為這種每天被送到人間,又再次被打回地獄的感覺...8964 copyright protection143PENANAlaObEDVWJs 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANA7XRZZyHMzN
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痛苦得讓人不想再繼續那樣下去。8964 copyright protection143PENANAb7yXuyXqA7 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAhR0ExJgqTS
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「你一時很快樂,一時很平靜的理由...」主影也很專心地聽著我的話,「就是這個?」8964 copyright protection143PENANAfueAayviOV 維尼
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「...不完全是,我並不打算把我的性格歸究於任何『病』。」我平靜地敘述著道,「而且,即使邊緣性人格疾患的患者會有很多情緒起伏,但不是每個人都會有解離狀態。」8964 copyright protection143PENANAT0EiatEUW2 維尼
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「『解離狀態』?」聽到第一次聽的詞彙,主影再次不解地看著我。8964 copyright protection143PENANA3k2KULvxZt 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAmNlZrDr2h7
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「解離有很多種,而我的那種解離,是會將自己從某些情緒中解離。」我解釋著道,「當想讓人對我留下開朗的印象時,我會把悲傷的情緒全然收起。」8964 copyright protection143PENANAck8IGb0680 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANABqBsMBqF0k
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禁止自己有悲傷的情緒。8964 copyright protection143PENANAMR6GIj9V1W 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAcL2Qk6pIbO
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我很記得,自己在年紀還很小的時候...8964 copyright protection143PENANAYonbXeif62 維尼
只要一哭鬧,就會被爸媽打。8964 copyright protection143PENANAzTMFpdQBp5 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAknMwXJucCg
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不能哭。8964 copyright protection143PENANA8kRqmd0gnx 維尼
不能悲傷。8964 copyright protection143PENANASUD15bLgV3 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAgNfwdgeHSI
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笑吧。8964 copyright protection143PENANAK7jvQdD9O2 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAlJiWoVlO9q
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「久而久之,面對一些會讓我有很真實與強烈的情緒起伏時,我會像『啪』一聲斷了線的那樣,在那一瞬間完全沒有任何情緒,而且忘記剛才發生的事情所引發的情緒。」8964 copyright protection143PENANAvXBSNKJFFj 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAG9O0mo6aoD
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就像是一個碰到重要指令時便會出故障的機械人那樣...8964 copyright protection143PENANA82nH5XBj6Z 維尼
即使在開新開啟後能繼續進行指令,但已經無法返回到錯過了的指令。8964 copyright protection143PENANAXblIqJH2FC 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAJpKtl2tZLK
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「為什麼,你會說...」主影的語氣依舊柔和,「如果我知道了的話,會受傷?」8964 copyright protection143PENANAr0xfggHfWi 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAxP0NzDzLrN
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因為...8964 copyright protection143PENANAFi7zUnAhV0 維尼
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對了。8964 copyright protection143PENANA6Pe4Yt8XuX 維尼
我在做什麼?8964 copyright protection143PENANAYiznFUahTX 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAXwT3xBkH9b
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我一定是瘋了吧?8964 copyright protection143PENANAtEtcEXQMFQ 維尼
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「...抱歉,我累了。」我把被子蓋得更緊了,「還是明天再說吧。」8964 copyright protection143PENANAzoRE04ppXG 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAmdHHurj7k0
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「...知道了。」主影雖然是停頓了一下,但看來明白了我的意思,「明天再說吧,晚安。」8964 copyright protection143PENANAQCa2aITmQI 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANA0kQZ0X3duD
8964 copyright protection143PENANAs7t5MSmonm 維尼
...我是瘋了嗎?8964 copyright protection143PENANAR08toqk28T 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAKQsj7UboD8
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就連對劉夏謙也沒有說過的事情...8964 copyright protection143PENANACCrU2z5ppK 維尼
為什麼要賭在主影身上?8964 copyright protection143PENANAKMXIU9w80m 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANAypYrSEfKr0
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竟然得意忘形得...8964 copyright protection143PENANAh8opAwNBVP 維尼
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忘記了自己受過的傷害。8964 copyright protection143PENANACwolSOjAVm 維尼
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不要倚靠任何人。8964 copyright protection143PENANAhwdnzaoe4N 維尼
不要相信任何人。8964 copyright protection143PENANA09MulFrJMm 維尼
147Please respect copyright.PENANASnPFG3dlbg
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反正都已經剩下這麼少的時間...8964 copyright protection143PENANA05723nOUol 維尼
還是就這樣讓它過去吧。8964 copyright protection143PENANA94eRec9Owk 維尼
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