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『你想自殺都唔緊要。』8964 copyright protection127PENANAAy2qpy5Eye 維尼
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被我從背後環抱著的這個人。8964 copyright protection127PENANAqNGL15o9NJ 維尼
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沒有了靈魂,沒有了意識。8964 copyright protection127PENANAcFwXRfKHxy 維尼
沒有了光,沒有了希望。8964 copyright protection127PENANAMhLhfvZ2zM 維尼
沒有了愛...8964 copyright protection127PENANAKfahniuPmH 維尼
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只剩下軀殼的這個身體。8964 copyright protection127PENANAOfX5bEcmPy 維尼
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沒關係...8964 copyright protection127PENANA0QbnsBPj5s 維尼
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你要自殺也好...8964 copyright protection127PENANABTeqqLY2gm 維尼
真的,沒關係。8964 copyright protection127PENANA5ucgeIp0nC 維尼
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可是,如果你真的決定自殺的話。8964 copyright protection127PENANA848Ji27qv7 維尼
請你務必,要帶上我。8964 copyright protection127PENANAXH4gzW4Bcu 維尼
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「心音,心音—!!」旁邊的聲音越來越強烈,讓我開始看清楚眼前的映像。8964 copyright protection127PENANAPJaUwRLXHY 維尼
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這裡是宿舍。8964 copyright protection127PENANAofGSZJiNQB 維尼
眼淚以及急促的呼吸不能被控制。8964 copyright protection127PENANAU6ol7vSGCX 維尼
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...哥哥。8964 copyright protection127PENANAyW6EuiUdnr 維尼
不見了。8964 copyright protection127PENANAknQmmZr9VB 維尼
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你還想死嗎?8964 copyright protection127PENANAKVlwYb4Sn1 維尼
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真的,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection127PENANASgYXPnSdJe 維尼
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我知道你很痛苦。8964 copyright protection127PENANAFHaooDgK0G 維尼
我知道你無法在這種黑暗與罪惡感內活下去。8964 copyright protection127PENANA0oLusUJuLK 維尼
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所以,沒有關係。8964 copyright protection127PENANAnwm17ETP34 維尼
你想死也沒有關係。8964 copyright protection127PENANAtt63e8cuJ5 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection127PENANA3DiuP7j8g1 維尼
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如果我不能把你留下來的話。8964 copyright protection127PENANAzEq5wWj07i 維尼
那麼,請你帶走我吧。8964 copyright protection127PENANAA1K1FST1kk 維尼
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「沒事吧?」主影的聲音響起,「做惡夢了嗎?」8964 copyright protection127PENANAYB6Kl3021X 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAC19NIS49Tt
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...惡夢一般的回憶。8964 copyright protection127PENANApFRpvPoZBz 維尼
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黑暗,不能控制。8964 copyright protection127PENANAu0cUyXEhKa 維尼
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當時的我,只有一個目的。8964 copyright protection127PENANA2AYrmVDrW7 維尼
讓你活下來。8964 copyright protection127PENANA48zGY3H4it 維尼
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在我調節著呼吸的時候,我才發現自己緊緊地抓住了主影的手。8964 copyright protection127PENANAfvzEiYrRFc 維尼
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主影...8964 copyright protection127PENANAkbaawumMA6 維尼
非常擔心地看著我。8964 copyright protection127PENANAQVZ6sidyqp 維尼
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「...沒事。」我也邊擦著眼淚,邊交待著道。8964 copyright protection127PENANAsZ2GBCq3qU 維尼
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「我去倒杯水給你吧?」主影皺著眉問道。8964 copyright protection127PENANAFgjHE0cThU 維尼
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我沒有回答。8964 copyright protection127PENANAfhUIXZ2fux 維尼
顫動著的手卻無法放開。8964 copyright protection127PENANA6GQWkRctz8 維尼
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「我睡了多久?」我的聲音也沒有全開。8964 copyright protection127PENANAGK11UFyUov 維尼
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「大約半個小時,我剛才洗完澡出來就看到你靠在沙發上邊睡邊哭了。」主影回答著道,「做了什麼夢?很可怕嗎?」8964 copyright protection127PENANAPY5T2TyWE7 維尼
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...很可怕。8964 copyright protection127PENANANyBWynk8WC 維尼
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那是我人生中一段最可怕的回憶。8964 copyright protection127PENANAUXRAA5b6tf 維尼
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每天都很害怕...8964 copyright protection127PENANA9qceZASJGa 維尼
哥哥會死掉。8964 copyright protection127PENANA8OKVb3tIjK 維尼
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出於不想被哥哥拋下的自私心態,所以用盡一切方法留住他。8964 copyright protection127PENANAtXR5nwO0Nq 維尼
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可是...8964 copyright protection127PENANAxp9eklpQYZ 維尼
我最後卻竟然拋下他一個人了。8964 copyright protection127PENANAePlLHTrL1R 維尼
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「你等等,我去拿紙巾給你。」主影摸了摸我的頭髮,然後嘗試往後走。8964 copyright protection127PENANAiah2i1U4gI 維尼
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可是,我的手卻抓得更緊了。8964 copyright protection127PENANAjKJJsSrFI5 維尼
我也不能控制地...8964 copyright protection127PENANAxUJbGMpH6m 維尼
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「你真的...」主影看著我的反應,輕輕嘆了口氣,「很不老實。」8964 copyright protection127PENANAY6fZpaOBp4 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2AaSZicb4
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我還在為主影的話而猶豫時,已經感覺到自己被抱了起來。8964 copyright protection127PENANAmEoQwieas2 維尼
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「...做什麼?」我驚訝地看著主影問道。8964 copyright protection127PENANAjR3sP7o5D8 維尼
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「進房間睡吧,在這種地方睡的話,更容易做惡夢。」主影平靜地解釋著,走向我的房間。8964 copyright protection127PENANAfTvKoKawPn 維尼
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...第一次,以這種角度仰視主影的側臉。8964 copyright protection127PENANAxdKku3yGls 維尼
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他真的是一個很神秘的人。8964 copyright protection127PENANA0ssF2tjZMV 維尼
常常對我的行為作出讓我意想不到的反應。8964 copyright protection127PENANA1yCef1vZa1 維尼
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可是,卻又不會讓人感到不舒服。8964 copyright protection127PENANAlkuDNGfdcg 維尼
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走到我的房間裡,主影把我放了在床上。8964 copyright protection127PENANAl1FTiW22YO 維尼
然後,替我把被子蓋好。8964 copyright protection127PENANAbnLCVcGVUM 維尼
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「會不會太熱或是太冷?」主影把化妝椅搬到床邊,坐了在椅上。8964 copyright protection127PENANA4S5fok3P0S 維尼
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「不會。」我也搖了搖頭,「...你不回去睡嗎?」8964 copyright protection127PENANAfY8cUoaIwc 維尼
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「目前不會。」主影毫不猶豫地回答道。8964 copyright protection127PENANArBK1UlPz3F 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAJOHHaoqlUW
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「為什麼?」明天還要回公司吧?8964 copyright protection127PENANAUBsM6rYck9 維尼
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「因為,我知道你現在很害怕啊。」主影替我把放在床邊櫃的手機連接到充電器上。8964 copyright protection127PENANAMQ5nHTmjqQ 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANArp9RW2Fe6y
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...很溫柔。8964 copyright protection127PENANA4ArH1UKWZ4 維尼
而且,無微不至。8964 copyright protection127PENANAixUeJSqQEj 維尼
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「...你總是要睡的。」我也平靜地回答著道。8964 copyright protection127PENANAiR1M6eSAW8 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAXvlUbqXMyA
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「那麼,在你睡之前,我也不會離開你的。」主影嚴肅地回答道,「我不會丟下你一個人。」8964 copyright protection127PENANA5jlxvwSruT 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAfoszy61VsP
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...你到底是為什麼。8964 copyright protection127PENANAkyZMeXeKI9 維尼
能這麼容易地說出動搖人的話?8964 copyright protection127PENANAfUZs5nRsq9 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAJv0wSIJkLQ
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「...聊一下天吧。」我與主影對視著,「我還沒有睡意。」8964 copyright protection127PENANAfktbD7btB9 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAISu03LQtxj
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「知道了。」主影爽快地答應道,「想聊什麼?」8964 copyright protection127PENANAb42XxtvSPg 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAuik0DF9G9t
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「...不知道呢。」一時三刻想不出來,「主影有什麼想聊的嗎?或是想要知道的事情。」8964 copyright protection127PENANAkCcHxyH63r 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAxUOaPZZg2e
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主影聽了我的話,猶豫了幾秒。8964 copyright protection127PENANAuuZ6ZeHAef 維尼
然後,輕輕地深呼吸了一下。8964 copyright protection127PENANAmr2HmlR3Nc 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAGQTLZvxOz4
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「有。」主影的表情依然認真,「可是,如果你不想說也沒關係。」8964 copyright protection127PENANA8pxKhw2BAB 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANA6yadJSb2B1
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「什麼?」我先選擇追問。8964 copyright protection127PENANAtgBJvrfElk 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAZLeNz8Nrec
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「你或許...」主影想了一會,「有情緒病嗎?」8964 copyright protection127PENANAJEgqsjn6Td 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAMcH7UzO925
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...該來還是來了。8964 copyright protection127PENANAgohYxrccNT 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAr18QaThCiE
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「為什麼這樣問?」我不解地看著主影。8964 copyright protection127PENANAJ3F0MYi6Jg 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAKVtC2SMfJ1
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「...開始時只是覺得很特別,一時間可以很樂觀熱情,一時間卻又悲觀冷漠;一時間很糊塗,一時間卻又能很冷靜地處事。就像是有不同的人格生存在你身體裡那樣。」主影俯視著我,「可是,之後看到你不斷拒絕我的關心,而且心情總是在應該高漲及激動時平靜下來,便開始猜測...這些是不是你不能控制的身體狀態。」8964 copyright protection127PENANAmdeY57Ebuo 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAnNV5sfbYdz
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...原來都已經快要兩個月了。8964 copyright protection127PENANA8KxPN51gLd 維尼
從我自殺的那天開始計起。8964 copyright protection127PENANAVgS0MM8zJ0 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANA1bSWMBC7Ck
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剛開始交換靈魂的生活起,直到現在...8964 copyright protection127PENANAWAq2Jjmrd0 維尼
一直陪伴著我,讓我能渡過這段時間的人,是主影與劉夏謙。8964 copyright protection127PENANAgL2XxBmmL8 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAgd8DAOfOyv
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世娜姐姐說過,她信任這兩個人。8964 copyright protection127PENANAYAqVwRlIfM 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANApdpNOCZ2UR
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那麼,我呢?8964 copyright protection127PENANA0I1dpLx0MR 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAatxTGqoexx
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我信任你嗎?8964 copyright protection127PENANA04OsGOm7CN 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAcvbgotT0n9
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權主影。8964 copyright protection127PENANAWn7kT2iirb 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAnggF1xA6Nz
8964 copyright protection127PENANAeSLddcAx9E 維尼
...我相信你,也沒關係嗎?8964 copyright protection127PENANAFqjpburU7M 維尼
把真實告訴你,也不會受傷嗎?8964 copyright protection127PENANA3iqAGCX0LR 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANA1YGoMuGU6n
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「...即使如果在知道後可能會受傷。」我也認真了起來,看著主影,「也想要知道嗎?」8964 copyright protection127PENANAD9s6AZe4xb 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANADlKHJrU5jO
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「嗯。」主影沒有一絲猶豫,「我要知道。」8964 copyright protection127PENANAUnOdqgm1Js 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAudDXiPz7ed
8964 copyright protection127PENANAoCAlU19O5D 維尼
...到底是為什麼?8964 copyright protection127PENANAMSwXOUgAsw 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAb02leQOOH9
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我明明就不能給你什麼。8964 copyright protection127PENANAPWuGztPx4j 維尼
為什麼還要這麼關心我?8964 copyright protection127PENANAA94InaBpiR 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAjxUuCtObbU
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「不算是情緒病。」我輕輕嘆了一口氣,「是人格疾患。」8964 copyright protection127PENANATvLro4ev4q 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANADWWxlSKUZY
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既然如此...8964 copyright protection127PENANAxN0n1z9ukx 維尼
既然都到了這一步。8964 copyright protection127PENANATwTB8GUFBb 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAcl4mEGHbhI
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就賭一把吧。8964 copyright protection127PENANAebnm0XjW6W 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANA4HFRC4rR9L
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「邊緣性人格疾患。」我補充著道,「沒有聽過吧?」8964 copyright protection127PENANAt57yJxgLsB 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANACewEbt3B2y
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人格疾患,Personality disorders。8964 copyright protection127PENANA35r0nyti1c 維尼
被分類為精神疾病。8964 copyright protection127PENANAkfBhj5HH5n 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANA5FLUWrcusN
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患者會經常因人格和行為的問題...8964 copyright protection127PENANATaQq587zyK 維尼
導致社會功能的障礙。8964 copyright protection127PENANA8NS3iRN0Qe 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAcVjBAlEtTf
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而邊緣性人格疾患的患者,很多時會同時出現極端對立的表現。8964 copyright protection127PENANAsqtdaqpqaN 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANARfX8aRFt9L
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衝動;冷靜。8964 copyright protection127PENANAo2YcKTHs1r 維尼
熱情;冷漠。8964 copyright protection127PENANAAK1bQfHsAi 維尼
樂觀;悲觀。8964 copyright protection127PENANAZDgjHdjy3N 維尼
開朗;平靜。8964 copyright protection127PENANAygCO6fBwV0 維尼
光明;黑暗。8964 copyright protection127PENANAtZlnqHNqhh 維尼
希望;絕望。8964 copyright protection127PENANATDU5TJK2lo 維尼
掙扎;服從。8964 copyright protection127PENANAA9QzTiiDRS 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9pgJwnH7m
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想生存。8964 copyright protection127PENANAtWobsSXxhJ 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAwR11PSU5N8
8964 copyright protection127PENANAer4an6NXZm 維尼
...想死亡。8964 copyright protection127PENANAjw5doLS08Z 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAkL5mGpCBIE
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「...是怎樣發現的?」主影沒有正面回答我的問題。8964 copyright protection127PENANAY5InXWwEZI 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAGH4odQ95xC
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「當每一天都處於希望之地與死寂之地的交界,不斷來回時,我便去看了醫生。」我憶述著道,「然後,被確診了。」8964 copyright protection127PENANANHh7FX5YMg 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAwZKBxcGgXj
8964 copyright protection127PENANAGyozkgPamo 維尼
那段時間的我,很不正常。8964 copyright protection127PENANAIvMmEizibk 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAC6qOrLwUSo
8964 copyright protection127PENANAOGPfZFFil6 維尼
每天都是那樣子...8964 copyright protection127PENANAcE1hyutYZJ 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANArBNRmece07
8964 copyright protection127PENANACPaAA0L8pN 維尼
感到很絕望,覺得看不見未來。8964 copyright protection127PENANAZTfAaYBBTX 維尼
突然對自己有了信心,認為可以憑自己的力量創造未來的人生。8964 copyright protection127PENANAjfrius4njn 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANA5TaGtxDNBA
8964 copyright protection127PENANAgHUt274Lpy 維尼
覺得這個人生毫無意義...8964 copyright protection127PENANAxBNzdQTrb3 維尼
覺得這個人生能給予人祝福。8964 copyright protection127PENANAvtPSJ2cfNh 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAdGsbe1jtim
8964 copyright protection127PENANAmdOeAeEp1j 維尼
每天都在來回地獄又折返人間,不斷循環。8964 copyright protection127PENANAkmaNKiGUWA 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAsrVxjh8QX6
8964 copyright protection127PENANA0qW3A5NaiJ 維尼
甚至能每天來回三次...8964 copyright protection127PENANAlJBGx8LolE 維尼
明明一旦發作時,可以無力得無法站起來。8964 copyright protection127PENANAiMKwi32OXw 維尼
但又要繼續在別人面前裝作開心與堅強,然後繼續努力上課,繼續努力工作。8964 copyright protection127PENANA9Z5n2TnFnB 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAxeAbFAIBww
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然後,當面對黑暗時...8964 copyright protection127PENANALdKP1n21sI 維尼
突然湧出那些被壓過去的情緒。8964 copyright protection127PENANA2U9GJddPiL 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANASgOlSKhBEx
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去死吧。8964 copyright protection127PENANAzVMHL5Jl1x 維尼
既然想停止這樣的生活的話。8964 copyright protection127PENANAoBOIFwg2j5 維尼
既然這種生活已經如此沒有意義...8964 copyright protection127PENANAvNPJWtLD9u 維尼
既然已經無法看見未來的話。8964 copyright protection127PENANAR07rSci2UR 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAXPcwlFQaoq
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「情緒病與人格疾患的分別是什麼?」主影追問著道。8964 copyright protection127PENANARqHbkm7hyD 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANARV11cqRS2S
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「情緒病,如果找出來源的話,可能可以治好。」我苦笑著道,「人格疾患大多是從成長環境構成,即使找出來源,也已經成為人格的一部分,所以不能治好,只能舒緩。」8964 copyright protection127PENANAw74dX8MeR0 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAlFGZ0ldrPQ
8964 copyright protection127PENANAPDl8cuzwOY 維尼
「...醫生是怎樣說的?」主影靠著床邊櫃看向我。8964 copyright protection127PENANAjoc8ERvLVo 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAC0u9c9KKBc
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「說已經是情況比較樂觀的患者,起碼不會用自殺威脅別人。」我道出當時醫生的評語,「但他可能沒有想到,我會直接自殺。」8964 copyright protection127PENANAbb6hrucIsw 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANA4FdcdA9oYn
8964 copyright protection127PENANA7kCXAEAMBO 維尼
...當每天都活在天堂與地獄之間時。8964 copyright protection127PENANAH1LyBJrPMD 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAB5YNseJ5ru
8964 copyright protection127PENANAowgDxmc4uT 維尼
我開始不知道自己到底是誰。8964 copyright protection127PENANAZCYcJiCGWk 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANACNUNFleXr0
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而且,厭世的感覺更深。8964 copyright protection127PENANAYvtQ42c5zL 維尼
因為這種每天被送到人間,又再次被打回地獄的感覺...8964 copyright protection127PENANA0trmb4bKd4 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANA1IFdi5fAdB
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痛苦得讓人不想再繼續那樣下去。8964 copyright protection127PENANAvguk62xRbp 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANA7874rZw4SS
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「你一時很快樂,一時很平靜的理由...」主影也很專心地聽著我的話,「就是這個?」8964 copyright protection127PENANAqvFxjwtwN8 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANASxTN7s2ZC5
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「...不完全是,我並不打算把我的性格歸究於任何『病』。」我平靜地敘述著道,「而且,即使邊緣性人格疾患的患者會有很多情緒起伏,但不是每個人都會有解離狀態。」8964 copyright protection127PENANAQYPrLdpqZ7 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAHQdHFYK9w1
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「『解離狀態』?」聽到第一次聽的詞彙,主影再次不解地看著我。8964 copyright protection127PENANAOwPG20NQ3Q 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANApdqT4KzMwy
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「解離有很多種,而我的那種解離,是會將自己從某些情緒中解離。」我解釋著道,「當想讓人對我留下開朗的印象時,我會把悲傷的情緒全然收起。」8964 copyright protection127PENANAPZ6DGzLt7j 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANA8Lsnf7J1aC
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禁止自己有悲傷的情緒。8964 copyright protection127PENANAQbPakfDsVO 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAfSIdO51Eix
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我很記得,自己在年紀還很小的時候...8964 copyright protection127PENANArmLvLt6YrA 維尼
只要一哭鬧,就會被爸媽打。8964 copyright protection127PENANALaeszKQCuW 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAwvCNkprG0P
8964 copyright protection127PENANAkSPQGE6M8U 維尼
不能哭。8964 copyright protection127PENANAqFDLlF9DHz 維尼
不能悲傷。8964 copyright protection127PENANA3W77pLHt0U 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAHud7MAMvEb
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笑吧。8964 copyright protection127PENANAe4a7DEFF6x 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAwDIkZwLfUg
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「久而久之,面對一些會讓我有很真實與強烈的情緒起伏時,我會像『啪』一聲斷了線的那樣,在那一瞬間完全沒有任何情緒,而且忘記剛才發生的事情所引發的情緒。」8964 copyright protection127PENANAzzHoL8ajMi 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAd5LxPz1NBB
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就像是一個碰到重要指令時便會出故障的機械人那樣...8964 copyright protection127PENANAc5dmew48Uh 維尼
即使在開新開啟後能繼續進行指令,但已經無法返回到錯過了的指令。8964 copyright protection127PENANAMRylPG9XhF 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANA670DV3MU15
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「為什麼,你會說...」主影的語氣依舊柔和,「如果我知道了的話,會受傷?」8964 copyright protection127PENANAhZV3FyHd3x 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAlzl6c7h2Ou
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因為...8964 copyright protection127PENANArLpgvHJ5z8 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAgw1v0xXpoz
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對了。8964 copyright protection127PENANAJDLcdnlGqu 維尼
我在做什麼?8964 copyright protection127PENANApaUh59bqRs 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANApnqY2QHVq1
8964 copyright protection127PENANACqK3GvxYgY 維尼
我一定是瘋了吧?8964 copyright protection127PENANAd4am1SDOvf 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANA62HXW2GCor
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「...抱歉,我累了。」我把被子蓋得更緊了,「還是明天再說吧。」8964 copyright protection127PENANAfBe1k8GkW1 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANANbndJBvvTt
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「...知道了。」主影雖然是停頓了一下,但看來明白了我的意思,「明天再說吧,晚安。」8964 copyright protection127PENANAiR7YmH4pAT 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANACj27VGPOPI
8964 copyright protection127PENANAmh0S75fl0l 維尼
...我是瘋了嗎?8964 copyright protection127PENANAfDbr6UX4ev 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANA33dahcKo1T
8964 copyright protection127PENANADoWRfNWsoP 維尼
就連對劉夏謙也沒有說過的事情...8964 copyright protection127PENANA03DQyxQkdB 維尼
為什麼要賭在主影身上?8964 copyright protection127PENANAm0FTDWNLSH 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAncKCr912Eh
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竟然得意忘形得...8964 copyright protection127PENANAx2tAMBW6MK 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAZMjRzerjdt
8964 copyright protection127PENANAJXbQ88OHaq 維尼
忘記了自己受過的傷害。8964 copyright protection127PENANAtIefJUI6sJ 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANALxO8PuKczy
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不要倚靠任何人。8964 copyright protection127PENANAcv6Jphj1wi 維尼
不要相信任何人。8964 copyright protection127PENANAPAG1DIpat3 維尼
131Please respect copyright.PENANAgEVp2idf67
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反正都已經剩下這麼少的時間...8964 copyright protection127PENANAxVwi91xZkh 維尼
還是就這樣讓它過去吧。8964 copyright protection127PENANAd9jvIgRjGf 維尼
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