完了吧,如無意外。117Please respect copyright.PENANAlg5ZKNwKPa
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經過N個月的奮鬥,全長共284,039字的《自殺未遂。》終於不只是標題,而是連整個故事也畫上了句號。117Please respect copyright.PENANASJVpOs2Yxa
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作者記得,一開始《自殺未遂。》的題材,是來自於作者本人的經歷與感受。117Please respect copyright.PENANAcTTgl3XtFD
落紅本人視歌手為夢想,於是當初亦以成為練習生為目標,獨自流浪到韓國。117Please respect copyright.PENANAVdcWxPida7
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很明顯地,作者本人最後失敗了,所以現在才會成為這個故事的作者。117Please respect copyright.PENANAiqJa9SzbFB
在香港唸大專時的自己,與理想中已經在韓國出道了的自己,成為了太大的反差。117Please respect copyright.PENANA4qHjGXuTgt
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當然,在韓國混過一陣子,也很清楚那個並不是一個如此夢幻的國度。117Please respect copyright.PENANAZtBVmrMpCe
說穿了,與幻彩詠香江是異曲同工。117Please respect copyright.PENANA9IiswgYSE6
其他人看上去似乎極度璀璨絢麗,但不身在其中,便不會知道海風是如何夾雜著廢氣及腥臭味吹向自己。117Please respect copyright.PENANAW3o0KrJpxm
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原來有韓國人,很羨慕香港人的知識水平。117Please respect copyright.PENANA75EisbcSUj
同時地,像我們不能理解被羨慕的這件事情那樣,他們也理解不了為何香港會有人希望移民到韓國。117Please respect copyright.PENANAMOB9TNUONB
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於是,開始有『要不要把這兩個人的靈魂交換一下』的想法。117Please respect copyright.PENANAy6a9KUs2fk
再加上當時作者開始燃起成長過程中最嚴重的自殺念頭,然後才會將這個想法加上『自殺』,成為了《自殺未遂。》的起點。117Please respect copyright.PENANAcRh8H9jmFT
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所以,不論是吳世娜,或是凌心音,都是從作者本人身上分割出來的角色。117Please respect copyright.PENANAd6pdMcDP6V
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在這段時間中,作者也曾經有過『如果早點讓這個故事出現的話,說不定能祝福更多我來不及祝福的生命』的想法。117Please respect copyright.PENANAc9yuQRNQ4b
可是,與此同時,要不是作者也在這幾年經歷過在地獄與人間不斷游離的生活,也不會寫得出故事中如此絕望的角色們。117Please respect copyright.PENANAM4SKGnVG7T
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完成這個故事,並不只是希望能把這數個角色的生命分享出去。117Please respect copyright.PENANAfyKNAZY038
另一個理由,是希望把黎天雅於以往無數個獨自掙扎的晚上留住。117Please respect copyright.PENANANi1aLxHLFW
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從心坎處發出的吶喊,自己也無法控制的無力感。117Please respect copyright.PENANAIsdvC5a2Gh
即使以後如何振作過來,我也不想要忘掉這種回憶及感覺。117Please respect copyright.PENANAR8hZYcBNwG
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《自殺未遂。》記錄的,是世娜與心音的心境。117Please respect copyright.PENANAo0Dtcogplv
同時地,也是作者本人的心境。
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《自殺未遂。》(2024修訂版)
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後記(上) — 自殺未遂的開端
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