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這下倒又擔了件麻煩的事。8964 copyright protection115PENANAC8eENPlAy6 維尼
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不過也暫且不用管它。8964 copyright protection115PENANAygoJ4QWzji 維尼
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這時我看向四周,才發現不知不覺間,我們已經走到高處的杉樹林。再往上爬不遠就是我以往漫步的終點──也就是把那些事物埋藏起來的地方。8964 copyright protection115PENANALZyo3sNSri 維尼
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「再上去就是我不熟的路段了。」我這麼說著。8964 copyright protection115PENANAmBdk8S8ttK 維尼
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同時轉頭折返,而他也不疑有他,跟著我一同轉身。8964 copyright protection115PENANAqaIslmPqXw 維尼
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於是,又走了一段路後。8964 copyright protection115PENANAPktYIMiyo5 維尼
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「話說回來,回去之後有什麼打算嗎?」8964 copyright protection115PENANAaAajPMA5b7 維尼
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「──問這個是什麼意思?」8964 copyright protection115PENANAxOKdSgNR71 維尼
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「我是說,你是要直接回戰場嗎?還是想試看看能不能調到其他地方──」8964 copyright protection115PENANAvFiqVBHzuP 維尼
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「這跟你沒任何關係不是嗎?」她冷冷打斷我。「該去哪裡該做什麼,我會聽從指揮,你沒必要替我考慮這些。」8964 copyright protection115PENANAQmJD17L7ux 維尼
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這瞬間,心底被激出一道火,怒氣差點就衝出喉頭。8964 copyright protection115PENANAhy189tZYtI 維尼
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「你──!」8964 copyright protection115PENANAr7Vx6KJAJY 維尼
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「再說一次也一樣。」她並不想和我爭論。「這和你沒任何關係,你也沒必要管。」8964 copyright protection115PENANAke1jzRLxnt 維尼
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「......說的也是。」8964 copyright protection115PENANAhYjFL6WGN2 維尼
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無處可發的怒氣只得吞回心裡,一股無奈感油然而生。8964 copyright protection115PENANAeK1D6WfhYU 維尼
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全都是她的回答害的。8964 copyright protection115PENANAqzLtuzZvId 維尼
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又走了段路,我不斷想著該再說些什麼。直到想好該說什麼才再度開口。8964 copyright protection115PENANAOxsuULnI81 維尼
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「但真的沒有其他方法了嗎?像你可以對他們說你還需要時間靜養不就好了?反正這樣說也沒錯,你之前又泡水又昏迷、傷口浸海水好幾天、癒合到一半又裂開過,好不容易才弄好──」8964 copyright protection115PENANAuPfpVJSiPp 維尼
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「我該去哪就去哪,就只是這樣。」她再次打斷我的建議。8964 copyright protection115PENANA2dQ4xQQKdg 維尼
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於是我反問她:8964 copyright protection115PENANAmcHS7f7H6P 維尼
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「就算往後都會被惡夢折磨,你的想法還是不會變嗎?」8964 copyright protection115PENANA7dMdv4KCM3 維尼
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「……那都是在做夢,不會有任何實質影響。」8964 copyright protection115PENANA00gsOn1msU 維尼
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「但那會讓你對不起你自己。」8964 copyright protection115PENANApQI8M7hgkQ 維尼
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看著她愣住、反應過來,最後情緒湧上的表情轉變。8964 copyright protection115PENANAuCqdszzplW 維尼
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「我自己?對不起我自己?你又知道些什麼了?」她一樣反問我。「對我來說,賴在這裡不想回去,這才叫做對不起我自己!應該在戰場時沒和同伴一起,這才叫對不起我自己;指揮部收留我這樣的孤兒,一路培養我、提拔我到現在,而我現在竟然還想著要離開對我恩重如山的他們,這才叫做對不起我自己!」8964 copyright protection115PENANAW8TNshrdlH 維尼
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「別再騙人了。」8964 copyright protection115PENANAQRxoutQ79G 維尼
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雖沒反駁,但感覺得出他眼底浮現殺意。8964 copyright protection115PENANATeqKctlDEE 維尼
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但無論如何話不吐不快。既然都說出口了,剩下的可沒法再憋在心裡。8964 copyright protection115PENANAXgRkcJ0WZk 維尼
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「你根本就在說謊吧?如果你真能接受,真能原諒你自己,你就不會每晚被惡夢折騰,也不會待在這跟我吵了。」8964 copyright protection115PENANAfRoyD1XJEl 維尼
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「我說過──」8964 copyright protection115PENANAuo71N124Hn 維尼
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「我知道你說過了,所以我也早就明白你都是在自欺欺人。」8964 copyright protection115PENANA0FatvSrzMV 維尼
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我的死期大概是越來越近了吧。8964 copyright protection115PENANAC2WQ5fM0MD 維尼
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但還是一樣,還是得堅持把它說完。8964 copyright protection115PENANAu207zA4HgI 維尼
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「我就再問你一次,之前也問過的──一樣的問題」8964 copyright protection115PENANAANkLxf37Zk 維尼
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我問她:8964 copyright protection115PENANAvY3wv08N9i 維尼
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「如果說,他們要你報答恩情的方式,是要你以違背你自己──違背你靈魂的方式去達成──甚至還要你變成一個不再是你自己的人的話。那麼,照著他們的要求去做,真的是正確的嗎?」8964 copyright protection115PENANAMxNyx5IEp2 維尼
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「這我也說過──」8964 copyright protection115PENANAxvzWKBFh7z 維尼
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「看著我回答!」拋開油燈(雖然破了,但好險沒就這樣熄滅)雙手抓住她的肩膀,逼她面對我的視線。8964 copyright protection115PENANAGZgjVhDbtA 維尼
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「看著我,我可不想發現你還在自欺欺人!」8964 copyright protection115PENANAC897n6vNto 維尼
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她死也不肯回應,眼神始終不肯正面對上。8964 copyright protection115PENANAIzHcFnG0z5 維尼
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過了不知多久,才聽見她輕聲回了一句:8964 copyright protection115PENANAP2cdF1kOav 維尼
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「那麼你呢?」8964 copyright protection115PENANAfqe7xUj1bt 維尼
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「什麼?」8964 copyright protection115PENANAKlka7fs6hA 維尼
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「那你又怎麼說?」8964 copyright protection115PENANAqHteEySLwC 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection115PENANAwmR66p72Ya 維尼
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「你不也是在自欺欺人?」8964 copyright protection115PENANAgKvOT6GXrE 維尼
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雷玟默默把手上的油燈放下。8964 copyright protection115PENANA4FLhMEuvhN 維尼
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「我──」8964 copyright protection115PENANA1DfqwiTxJY 維尼
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左手一把將我的手揮開(手像差點被她打斷般痛),反抓住我的衣領問道:「你說你不想留在德瑪西亞,想和你過去的一切斷得乾乾淨淨。那你又為什麼私底下跟德瑪西亞的人往來?別騙我說那個女法師和你、或者和德瑪西亞沒任何關係。」8964 copyright protection115PENANA5gmLPEiCsF 維尼
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「……你都知道了?」8964 copyright protection115PENANARUrpF325LA 維尼
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包括德瑪西亞的事……全都知道了嗎?8964 copyright protection115PENANAiCkZISnVUj 維尼
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「不,我什麼都不知道。而且我又能知道什麼?到目前為止,我唯一知道的就是──」8964 copyright protection115PENANAiZlwzESAOS 維尼
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你一直都是個騙子。8964 copyright protection115PENANAHnCednDyAg 維尼
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原本抓著她手腕的雙手因脫力而鬆開,輪到我因為不想面對她的質問而低頭。8964 copyright protection115PENANAChYK2NCRo2 維尼
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她沒有進一步的舉動,最後只是把我推開。8964 copyright protection115PENANA4X0YEJwSo9 維尼
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「……你說的沒錯,我──」我自顧自說道。8964 copyright protection115PENANADxEyA9srXv 維尼
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的確。8964 copyright protection115PENANALIFJ2QhuLd 維尼
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我就是一個騙子而已。8964 copyright protection115PENANAHp2jwStiwN 維尼
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到現在都還是。8964 copyright protection115PENANA5fEA8krSqQ 維尼
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一直都是。8964 copyright protection115PENANAOcQkUfURs1 維尼
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雷玟聽到了,但她沒再理會,就只是逕自轉身離去。8964 copyright protection115PENANAMMQcMwjQug 維尼
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