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在孤兒院時,我對自己的樣子沒有印象,反倒是對周遭一切記憶深刻。8964 copyright protection239PENANAH08hudL1bv 維尼
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雖然在那時,因為無從比較而沒有特別的感受,但在進入軍部後,就知道那裡實在簡陋得可以。8964 copyright protection239PENANA2EubaIIx71 維尼
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狹小的環境,卻同時住著十幾個小孩。在大家共同居住的房間,除了兩兩相對的床位外別無它物8964 copyright protection239PENANAtMl0I1FnF4 維尼
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房子本身年久失修,長年累積的霉味在內部飄盪。只有戶外活動時,才能暫時逃離使人不適的氣味。8964 copyright protection239PENANAprmBB9eheQ 維尼
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而一棟住了十幾人的孤兒院,只有兩名女僕管理。8964 copyright protection239PENANAzT2DjeDEvt 維尼
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一個負責調度食材及煮飯、另一個則負責看管我們。至於其他雜務......大概沒其他人手了吧。8964 copyright protection239PENANA8OHkkBvteq 維尼
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所以那時,我們每天的活動除了吃飯、睡覺和待在院子,剩下的時間都得幫忙整理房子。8964 copyright protection239PENANAqzbsAModt2 維尼
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每天照女僕的心情,被派去做各式各樣的家務。8964 copyright protection239PENANASKQ7d6Ptp1 維尼
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當然劈柴這種事還不會讓我們試。8964 copyright protection239PENANAEnv4ZZXEoG 維尼
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那年紀連柴刀都還拿不起來。8964 copyright protection239PENANAEdEP9ZuM9z 維尼
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但話說回來,雖要我們負責打掃,但女僕也沒怎麼認真監督。後來想起這段,就明白她們只是在找事讓我們做而已。8964 copyright protection239PENANAVItv3FGGoA 維尼
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反正最後都會被送進軍隊,在那也只是消磨時間,把我們養到能開始訓練的年紀而已。8964 copyright protection239PENANA1nA8vH17iS 維尼
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實在是不值得大書特書的──光想就覺得無趣的日子。8964 copyright protection239PENANAk3PM8OvvG5 維尼
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只是……如果那時的我早知道將來會經歷什麼?那麼...即便在那的時光十分乏味,我卻該好好把握才是。8964 copyright protection239PENANAz3JMO786ju 維尼
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難得這次沒做惡夢就清醒。8964 copyright protection239PENANASiJ2PrN1DI 維尼
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看向窗外,太陽高掛天上,看來已睡過頭許久。8964 copyright protection239PENANAqkmOI9XrlO 維尼
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這大概是因為,今天並不像往常被驚醒的關係吧?8964 copyright protection239PENANAbqKAwmjFtT 維尼
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我站起身,緩緩伸展筋骨,在避免牽引傷處的同時讓身體清醒,回到平常狀態。8964 copyright protection239PENANA70bmcfNaQ7 維尼
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暖身結束後,拿起刀走出屋子,到後院用來練習的場地,準備進行每天該完成的事項。8964 copyright protection239PENANANoGuHj5ucH 維尼
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然而,視野內卻注意到一件事,打破了我逐漸習慣的流程。8964 copyright protection239PENANArLeGaHUsld 維尼
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於是我走到那人窗邊查看,然後思量了會,想起昨天因為想到那些回憶,差點殃及無辜的事。8964 copyright protection239PENANAgXCvQBZbG7 維尼
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之前練習時不曾想起。但在昨天,在那人在場時,想到了他的要求──8964 copyright protection239PENANAWhCAdLAe7v 維尼
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「至少等傷好了之後再走吧?」8964 copyright protection239PENANA9sRQO0eGOU 維尼
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害我不知為何,由傷勢聯想到那些噩夢。8964 copyright protection239PENANAgglZ54qdBZ 維尼
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被那些事拉住的我不由自主鬆手,就這麼讓刀飛出。8964 copyright protection239PENANAd9zb1ThIVp 維尼
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雖沒發生慘劇,但為此失神的我因他的發言才冷靜下來。8964 copyright protection239PENANAaQtrKkXj58 維尼
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......所以,又被幫助一次的我,決定做點什麼當作報答。8964 copyright protection239PENANAn2aJEoBdlJ 維尼
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於是──過了一陣,直到那人終於想起他該在這時做的事,而冒冒失失衝出來為止,8964 copyright protection239PENANAEPf6EmRqNl 維尼
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「啊阿啊啊!慘了慘了慘了!這下事情做不完了。都是她啦!害我昨天太早起床,結果今天補眠補過頭──」8964 copyright protection239PENANAESj21OzIpK 維尼
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他衝過來,發現到我在的瞬間,話聲曳然而止。8964 copyright protection239PENANAI84kXzX957 維尼
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「啊。」8964 copyright protection239PENANAhNGJzRAEPW 維尼
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「早安。」對他打了聲招呼。8964 copyright protection239PENANA1ygZlX5k6a 維尼
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「……早安啊。」伊澤瑞爾頓住數秒,才回神回應。8964 copyright protection239PENANAFVW7j4Lpgq 維尼
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又花了數秒,才想到他該問的問題。8964 copyright protection239PENANAWIpe2TNi75 維尼
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「那個──雷玟小姐,您怎麼突然坐在這呢?」8964 copyright protection239PENANAPnDsb03oSM 維尼
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「不行嗎?」8964 copyright protection239PENANAAXxbAerCjq 維尼
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「不不不──當然可以。小的我只是有點好奇,您怎麼突然屈尊來這劈柴?」8964 copyright protection239PENANAJxmFM3s1ig 維尼
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「……沒什麼,只是對昨天的事感到抱歉罷了。」8964 copyright protection239PENANAmJ8MmUIhhF 維尼
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話說回來,其實也有想起難得想起之事的緣故。8964 copyright protection239PENANAM6PuGn1qyD 維尼
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總之,就是為了這些,我才覺得該幫忙做些家事。8964 copyright protection239PENANAspeEBFBxIg 維尼
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「雖然恩情不足以這種方式言謝,但對昨天的小型事故,我也得做些事補償,不能當作什麼事都沒發生。」8964 copyright protection239PENANAvVjXLrQsVX 維尼
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「只是小意外而已嗎……」他低聲碎碎念著。「但想幫忙做點事也不錯啦。只是……」他的應對有些遲疑。8964 copyright protection239PENANAYkLFdUvzch 維尼
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「只是?」我停下手上的動作看向他。8964 copyright protection239PENANAPtYeNlxC5b 維尼
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「只是能不能讓我幫點忙呢?如果我沒做事,被師父看到的話就慘了……」8964 copyright protection239PENANAFY60ds23c0 維尼
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「……這樣嗎?」8964 copyright protection239PENANALCVC8xlE5w 維尼
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原來他也不像表面上那樣無所事事。8964 copyright protection239PENANAwuH309bY3S 維尼
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並非那樣地無拘無束。8964 copyright protection239PENANAVGY5P2RmNv 維尼
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於是他走過來,坐在我身旁,和昨天一樣將待處理的柴薪搬到我這。8964 copyright protection239PENANAxAtv4WUBx1 維尼
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我則繼續揮動斧頭,心無旁鶩地幹活。然後,就這麼過了一段時間。8964 copyright protection239PENANA7Oo8KPNdQ3 維尼
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「……這樣真的可以?」8964 copyright protection239PENANAIOvPZ72vUd 維尼
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大概是氣氛太過清閒的關係,心裡想的事不自覺脫口而出,被伊澤瑞爾聽見。8964 copyright protection239PENANAK9vmQAB0ix 維尼
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「可以啦,只要身上別太乾淨,讓師父看出我在摸魚就好,沾上點木屑就能矇混過關了。」8964 copyright protection239PENANADlR7jp9xaj 維尼
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「……是這樣嗎?」8964 copyright protection239PENANA0J0yG7CLtr 維尼
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我不是在說這個......但他誤會也好。剛才實在太過放鬆,不小心就說出了內心所想。8964 copyright protection239PENANA7xtCAkgcMp 維尼
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接著,雖然我無意繼續交談,他卻開始尋找話題。8964 copyright protection239PENANAEfYheIoNA4 維尼
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「話說回來──你之前在家有做過家事嗎?啊別緊張,問這個不是要套你的話啦,我8964 copyright protection239PENANAAyq0Ewqa8z 維尼
只是想找個話題聊聊。」8964 copyright protection239PENANAe3yREGOfUC 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection239PENANAom4g0URYFw 維尼
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「你不想說的話也沒關係──」8964 copyright protection239PENANApLlTQLZgu3 維尼
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「以前是做過類似的事。」8964 copyright protection239PENANAMAamcWNZnX 維尼
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在他中止對話前,我搶在前說道。8964 copyright protection239PENANAuXNKLKBhx4 維尼
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「……這樣啊,難怪看你做的挺順手。」8964 copyright protection239PENANAf7cGZ2SPQq 維尼
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「並非如此。」我否定他的看法。「我現在做的事和以前沒任何關係。只不過是把這當成另一種練習方法而已。」8964 copyright protection239PENANAcxPrHIbUQ9 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection239PENANADSukHvxSp7 維尼
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「在我小時候,家務與其說是為了共同生活的人,倒不如說是打發時間的裝模作樣。」8964 copyright protection239PENANAfTtisL6ete 維尼
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雖然他不知道我以前的事情,但我仍試著對他說明。8964 copyright protection239PENANA0lw1eYTVW1 維尼
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總之,那只是為了要消磨大段空白才做的。8964 copyright protection239PENANARkSflNfwPG 維尼
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「這樣喔……雖然聽不懂,但得想辦法打發時間不也不錯嗎?總比時間被一堆鳥事塞滿、得做一堆根本不想做的事要好。」8964 copyright protection239PENANAHvnYIUu7JW 維尼
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他學我說了句不明所以的話後,便起身稍事伸展,走到牆邊拉了另一捆柴回來。8964 copyright protection239PENANAF8S8sX9wU6 維尼
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「話說回來,還沒問過你住在這的感覺如何?」8964 copyright protection239PENANAqxfmgpZSD4 維尼
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「……什麼感覺如何?」8964 copyright protection239PENANAfbrEMcQQUX 維尼
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「就是說住的舒不舒適,或者有什麼需要改進的地方之類的。」8964 copyright protection239PENANAOtFvsvupqy 維尼
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「沒什麼特別的感覺,只要是安全的地方就好。」8964 copyright protection239PENANApviy3lvbzL 維尼
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不過,雖然嘴上是這麼說著,但真要我說出心底想法──那待在這的感覺,大概和那棟孤兒院的氛圍相像吧。8964 copyright protection239PENANAat34ZXM1Co 維尼
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不知是因為那場夢才產生這種想法,還是下意識先有了想法,才做出那種夢。8964 copyright protection239PENANAP2IUQoFeDX 維尼
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「……這樣就好了是嗎?」8964 copyright protection239PENANAduj8P67vtU 維尼
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而他聽了我的想法,淡淡做出回應。8964 copyright protection239PENANAAtQ7sKcqfX 維尼
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接著便不再開口,只繼續將他面前的柴遞給我。8964 copyright protection239PENANAyRegY1D05G 維尼
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……或許是自己想到什麼了吧?8964 copyright protection239PENANAVNuVsS8Qpy 維尼
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我擅自猜測著他的念頭,同時繼續我手上該做的事。8964 copyright protection239PENANAMMu0Gm0UlT 維尼
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