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「拋棄一切,跟沒事人一樣在別的地方自由自在,這種人生──你過得開心嗎?」8964 copyright protection186PENANAYS9dej60pj 維尼
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「……」沉默之後。8964 copyright protection186PENANAR7RQno2EUu 維尼
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「不准再說些有的沒的。」8964 copyright protection186PENANAyMnX75isHX 維尼
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刀又在他頸上劃下一條血線。8964 copyright protection186PENANAJ3UWGfjynE 維尼
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但他不以為意,還露出了真心的笑容。說著:8964 copyright protection186PENANAaQ4W95UMYQ 維尼
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「我當然開心啊!開心到要死了!8964 copyright protection186PENANAOasOhWKUQW 維尼
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「我不用再顧慮宮裡那些有的沒有的規矩;不用被逼著做那些有的沒有的鳥事,和那些一點必要都沒有的義務,我超他媽開心的啊!8964 copyright protection186PENANAQxiHMGYiQL 維尼
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「就算剛逃出來那時,根本不知道自己在外頭到底活不活得下去,我也超級開心的啊!一想到在那之後我就自由了,就不由自主高興到想在野外脫衣服慶祝啊!8964 copyright protection186PENANAqWObMfQgsd 維尼
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「但是,說到底,也只有剛開始時曾那麼樂觀。樂觀到跟白癡一樣。8964 copyright protection186PENANA4hYH8e70y5 維尼
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「逃出來過不到幾天我就開始在想了。開始懷疑自己其實是不是做錯了?懷疑自己這麼做是不是不負責任,根本就只是沒有忠誠沒有孝心,才背棄了自己的國家和自己家族?8964 copyright protection186PENANAjkJivMdaYq 維尼
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「就算只是個空有名位沒有實權的王子,我大概還是能做些什麼來成就自己,同時也能讓所有人認同的吧?但我從沒這麼做,就只是一味顧著自己。8964 copyright protection186PENANAhGxxXwvyfF 維尼
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「雖然說他們的期待根本不是我願意承受───就只是因為我剛好生在那,就剛好得承擔那份我根本不想承受的重擔。但即便如此,在有了拋下那份沉重的機會時,我還是不法不讓自己去想,這麼做是不是單純的不負責任?自己是不是在為了自己的不負責任找藉口而已?8964 copyright protection186PENANAIS0AidvT51 維尼
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「即便開始在這住下,我也一樣想著這些問題,想著自己到底是對是錯?特別在你來了以後,在了解到你的想法以後,我也開始想著自己是不是也該回去?在那天,拉克絲跑來告訴我老哥其實也出事時,雖然沒法接受,但我的確曾想過要在你離開後也一起打包回家。8964 copyright protection186PENANATDFzH08Oe6 維尼
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「就當成是終究不得不接受的事吧。8964 copyright protection186PENANA7Is5gaU5i6 維尼
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「然而現在,在山上和你吵了一架,還有看到現在你站在我眼前的樣子以後───」8964 copyright protection186PENANAY8H2Z8pRsf 維尼
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他伸出手指,以指甲彈了彈刀身。8964 copyright protection186PENANA3uOv8UxhB0 維尼
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「看到你拿刀架在我脖子上看著我的樣子,我又回心轉意了。」8964 copyright protection186PENANAOVzeuQy7Ud 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection186PENANAwXCc37jR5W 維尼
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「無論是對是錯,自己該盡的責任就是得要完成。如果一句話總結,你就是這麼想的沒錯吧?」8964 copyright protection186PENANAA7gd9yMGU7 維尼
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我想了一下,點頭同意。8964 copyright protection186PENANAAzmmzsdyCz 維尼
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「然而,我最後所得出的結論有一點恰好和你相反。我現在是這麼想的───事物如果能夠單純二分的話,那不管它是義務還是責任還是什麼的,只要那不是件正確的事,身為人類就能夠理所當然地否定它。8964 copyright protection186PENANARomcxVxEbO 維尼
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「就算會因此背棄什麼──無論是背棄傳統、血緣、身分、恩情或什麼有的沒的都好,都一樣得去否定。而如果,那東西真的沒辦法否定,自己真的改變不了一切的話,至少───」8964 copyright protection186PENANA9bFqLMCEKZ 維尼
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自己還是有逃離錯誤的權利吧?8964 copyright protection186PENANAMSaYYKC4ch 維尼
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就算錯誤對自己有所恩情,也請讓我自私點,用我以為正確的方式來回報。8964 copyright protection186PENANAP9AEGQDriY 維尼
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他是這麼說的。8964 copyright protection186PENANAxk042GUx3h 維尼
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「……那麼,你所謂的正確,就是照著自己的標準去判斷嗎?」8964 copyright protection186PENANATZCeGNDMsm 維尼
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「對,就是那樣。」8964 copyright protection186PENANANw4xJbxNjw 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection186PENANANPHBpUyYi7 維尼
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「但你能說那樣是錯的嗎?難道你還以為那些人所告訴你、所要求你的事情就沒有一絲一毫錯誤的可能?雷玟,正確與否的解答是得自己去檢驗的。是只有自己才能明白的喔。也正因為如此,我才得從那地方逃出來。8964 copyright protection186PENANAtjupQTogdr 維尼
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「如果一直待在那,我所能知道的永遠只有那套自以為是的價值觀。就只有離開王宮,我才有可能知道更多新的想法,就像是遇到妳的時候一樣。就只有不斷去學、去體驗,我才能知道自己怎麼做才是對的。你了解嗎?8964 copyright protection186PENANAFqBXikQp6j 維尼
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「人不可能一直都在做正確的事,只能夠不停試著做到正確。8964 copyright protection186PENANABR1OYa08Wi 維尼
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「你認為照著自己的判斷肯定會出錯───所以才覺得得依靠其他人灌進你腦袋的規則做事。這樣自己就可以不花心思判斷,也不用為了自己的作為而自責的話,這也是一種想法。但是───」8964 copyright protection186PENANA3FiDTP4bf3 維尼
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就算他們認為是對的事,對你來說卻可能是場天大的錯誤。8964 copyright protection186PENANA3tdZmdHvkV 維尼
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就拿你每晚做的噩夢來說好了。8964 copyright protection186PENANAkpL9f2tzmJ 維尼
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難道你真認為自己做對了?難道你真覺得那些命令是值得去遵守的?8964 copyright protection186PENANA50EzPVpCbR 維尼
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你那股罪惡感,不正是基於自己內心的判斷而來?8964 copyright protection186PENANA7xKgRUzFSw 維尼
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難道那算是種錯誤的念頭嗎?8964 copyright protection186PENANAJvPaM3CxHl 維尼
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「……夠了。」8964 copyright protection186PENANA49kus2e6IY 維尼
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「什麼夠了?我還沒說完呢。雖然我是在說些似是而非的歪理,但這不是重點───」8964 copyright protection186PENANA6GG5QYuFCj 維尼
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「我說夠了!」8964 copyright protection186PENANA9f733AZSWZ 維尼
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我拋開刀,向前一步扣著他的臉讓他閉嘴。8964 copyright protection186PENANALAQVQt8AqX 維尼
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「就算知道那些事是錯的又如何?你以為我能怎麼辦?你難道了解諾克薩斯是什麼樣的地方嗎?沒用的。伊澤瑞爾,德瑪西亞的王子殿下,沒用的!出生在那之後我就逃不了了,這就是命運,你知道嗎?這就是所謂的命運!」8964 copyright protection186PENANAoyuTWq3NGs 維尼
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「……那麼來換如何?」8964 copyright protection186PENANAtetzd8HcnL 維尼
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「什麼?」8964 copyright protection186PENANAt4BQiv85aD 維尼
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我鬆開手。8964 copyright protection186PENANAgO4WDHuNW0 維尼
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「我說……那乾脆用我的命來換如何?等價交換,一命換一命───不對,按普遍看法我的命可能比你的命值錢一點,就當成是你賺到了吧。」8964 copyright protection186PENANA5qmDe6BCZ7 維尼
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「……你在說什麼?」8964 copyright protection186PENANA1g4DG4X7Cy 維尼
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「還用問?你本來不就是來殺我的?這樣正好,就拿我的頭當做籌碼,要求他們讓你自由不就好了?反正師父還在睡,奧莉也不知道這房間的狀況,現在正是下手的好時機。」8964 copyright protection186PENANAiwGFLhGeBH 維尼
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「……」我向後退開一步。8964 copyright protection186PENANAD6vlKmYOdn 維尼
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伊澤瑞爾稍微整理衣服後,便轉身背對我,盤腿坐在地上。8964 copyright protection186PENANACy84oHNlsf 維尼
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右手做勢比在自己頸側。8964 copyright protection186PENANAhBpMFY7Fho 維尼
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「來吧。就直接一刀下去。在這之後───用我的頭應該換得到你的自由吧?」8964 copyright protection186PENANAiUzgU4g4kJ 維尼
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……8964 copyright protection186PENANAMTpPpWkEmB 維尼
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「……是你自己要求的。」8964 copyright protection186PENANA0zodOR9WV8 維尼
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於是。8964 copyright protection186PENANATMZbOYDLPC 維尼
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所以說。8964 copyright protection186PENANAYYw9SZfaHw 維尼
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我低頭將刀撿起,站在伊澤瑞爾身後。8964 copyright protection186PENANAMYygK2aXTa 維尼
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默默舉起刀對準頸部,將刀舉起後,又重新瞄準一次。8964 copyright protection186PENANAjjYH4r0rcw 維尼
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好了,沒有問題。刀子揮下時會完美落在頸部那條線上。8964 copyright protection186PENANA544tG7ysvD 維尼
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沒有問題。8964 copyright protection186PENANAE7H5mQyC3e 維尼
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沒有問題的。8964 copyright protection186PENANAxRVJnKXtfO 維尼
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剩下的只是把該做的事做到而已。8964 copyright protection186PENANAz6kmp17RWb 維尼
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就和以前一模一樣。8964 copyright protection186PENANA4feQZKOY8d 維尼
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就和面對那個人的時候一模一樣。8964 copyright protection186PENANAzKLHJIqHmK 維尼
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所以說。8964 copyright protection186PENANA2fvS9Pp0LG 維尼
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雙手將刀緩緩舉起,停留在最高點。8964 copyright protection186PENANAIohMwzXI3m 維尼
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他也感覺到現在就是最後一刻。手握成拳,不受控地發著抖。8964 copyright protection186PENANALFxGB333OS 維尼
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「後悔了嗎?」8964 copyright protection186PENANAyZTNZclO9y 維尼
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「有一點。」8964 copyright protection186PENANAdLfQiUGSVm 維尼
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但他沒有想逃的意思。8964 copyright protection186PENANAs3m9VQxtC2 維尼
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我也不會因為這樣停下。8964 copyright protection186PENANAx6j3k0OouB 維尼
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再來,就只需慢慢調整呼吸,同時確認好刃鋒所向。8964 copyright protection186PENANA1TAHr1rB3e 維尼
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好了。8964 copyright protection186PENANAx0hWaV2bDs 維尼
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不會再有其他問題了。8964 copyright protection186PENANAs7clLjCuaM 維尼
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我唯一剩下該做的,就只有───8964 copyright protection186PENANA6MgROU2R0v 維尼
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於是,我用力地將刀,8964 copyright protection186PENANANwKFC2i7LL 維尼
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將我的符文刀朝著他的後頸,8964 copyright protection186PENANADbRfhNUtQH 維尼
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傾盡全力向下。8964 copyright protection186PENANAl8G57YMJH7 維尼
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