No Plagiarism!2AvzF90IT8dkkYuyoK5gposted on PENANA 那天下午,我只是想來拿一份報告。8964 copyright protection36PENANAnC3J65O6AC 維尼
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諮商中心樓下的自動販賣機,還是會吐出半溫不冷的礦泉水。這幾年來唯一不變的東西,大概就剩這個了。8964 copyright protection36PENANAWK02mDS3VK 維尼
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只是我沒想到會在這裡看到她。8964 copyright protection36PENANALobh4sd2ab 維尼
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她剪短了頭髮,比我記憶中還瘦,臉色也比以前白了一點。穿著制服外套,但不是我們當年聊過的那間學校。我沒走過去,只是站在原地,看她從大門走進來,腳步很輕,好像隨時會被風捲走。8964 copyright protection36PENANA8l1KPYECJW 維尼
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我原本以為,如果再遇見她,我會不知道該說什麼。但話竟然自己從喉嚨滑了出來。8964 copyright protection36PENANARaoADwLJxK 維尼
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「……我們,能不能再交往一次?」8964 copyright protection36PENANASHavnFmLNl 維尼
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她站在我面前,沒說話,只是看著我。那眼神裡有很多東西——疲倦、熟悉,還有一點點不忍心。8964 copyright protection36PENANAw2oEL0ofwN 維尼
但沒有回答。8964 copyright protection36PENANAdAGhonh70D 維尼
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她走進去了,像什麼都沒發生一樣。8964 copyright protection36PENANAinQOZastyf 維尼
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那天晚上,我躺在床上翻出舊訊息。8964 copyright protection36PENANAmZyHBz9J7C 維尼
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我曾經寫了一段長長的話,打了又刪,刪了又寫,最後存在草稿裡,從來沒按下「傳送」。8964 copyright protection36PENANAVwbjW6pqzl 維尼
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「如果有一天你真的不想回我了,沒關係,我不會怪你。8964 copyright protection36PENANA5vDegcZrqN 維尼
我知道你不是真的走掉,只是比我還努力地活著。」8964 copyright protection36PENANAdbCGVGn0R8 維尼
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她再也沒回來過。8964 copyright protection36PENANAGRUjHjupq2 維尼
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我也沒再問。8964 copyright protection36PENANASj2sRxEUAI 維尼
那次見面,是她主動說想來的。8964 copyright protection36PENANAhk80PBlwDb 維尼
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她說她剛好放寒假,也想換個地方透口氣。8964 copyright protection36PENANARdHCWxSn3g 維尼
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我沒有太多遲疑就答應了。8964 copyright protection36PENANApRF0kcW3W1 維尼
雖然我知道,我們都還未成年,她一個人坐三個小時的車來見網友,這種事說出來誰都會皺眉。8964 copyright protection36PENANACFF5dWuOAv 維尼
但當下的我,只覺得——8964 copyright protection36PENANA96TzGH7iqD 維尼
她能來見我,是一種信任。8964 copyright protection36PENANAhSoxU0rZCc 維尼
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我提早半小時到車站。8964 copyright protection36PENANA3aXF3ZSMdb 維尼
天氣冷,月台上的風硬得像砂紙一樣。8964 copyright protection36PENANA98HqEa27NG 維尼
我記得自己來回走了幾趟,手機在手裡翻來翻去,連要不要拿花都想了又想,最後當然是沒有買。8964 copyright protection36PENANAQ7LoHWBFq3 維尼
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她穿著一件黑色大衣,背著書包,一眼就認出我。8964 copyright protection36PENANAIGXEWgwvPY 維尼
我們對過照片,但她本人比照片瘦很多。8964 copyright protection36PENANAfguIj3VjXN 維尼
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她笑著對我揮手,那瞬間我有點忘了怎麼動作。8964 copyright protection36PENANAI27umxsFUp 維尼
我也笑了,然後點頭,就像老朋友那樣自然,卻又有點不自在。8964 copyright protection36PENANAPS7mMi0uxs 維尼
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我們那天沒做什麼特別的事。8964 copyright protection36PENANAtoy64y9Mke 維尼
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去了一家巷子裡的咖啡廳,氣氛不錯,甜點難吃。8964 copyright protection36PENANA0cyRSaELVo 維尼
她點了紅茶沒喝完,我點了杯太甜的可可。8964 copyright protection36PENANABNGkDm2KRj 維尼
我們聊了很多平常不敢跟別人聊的東西,但也有幾段對話卡住。8964 copyright protection36PENANAwPrfEH4207 維尼
有時我們會突然安靜,但不是尷尬的那種,而是有點像——終於可以不用一直打字的那種放鬆。8964 copyright protection36PENANAxUun5NqPoX 維尼
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我記得她看著窗外說了一句話。8964 copyright protection36PENANAT8zGPVpTCL 維尼
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「這樣坐在一起,很像正常情侶欸。」8964 copyright protection36PENANAmtj277A31j 維尼
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她說完就笑了。8964 copyright protection36PENANA18Natuub91 維尼
但我聽得出來,她不是開玩笑。8964 copyright protection36PENANAunTgwUnYrL 維尼
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我沒有接話,只是看著她那副想掩飾什麼的神情。8964 copyright protection36PENANAK0fPN68BrN 維尼
我突然覺得,我好像不是她想像中的那個「能讓她變好」的人。8964 copyright protection36PENANAzKUDMNhFp0 維尼
也許我也只是個正在崩塌的人,剛好跟她一樣爛而已。8964 copyright protection36PENANAIrHFF3j8yz 維尼
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她傍晚就要走,我送她回車站。8964 copyright protection36PENANA9kVvwrG41i 維尼
路上我們沒說太多話。8964 copyright protection36PENANAqzZtAvu54t 維尼
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快到月台時,她突然停下來,看著我。8964 copyright protection36PENANAo0Po6dV61g 維尼
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「我覺得你會變好。」8964 copyright protection36PENANA85G60zKPC6 維尼
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那不是鼓勵,也不像是安慰。8964 copyright protection36PENANA2i9DDPtXKK 維尼
比較像……她對自己的期望。8964 copyright protection36PENANAmRAUG1JsYM 維尼
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我還沒來得及回應,她就轉身走向剪票口。8964 copyright protection36PENANASjdpDcTerq 維尼
她沒回頭,我也沒叫她。8964 copyright protection36PENANAOB0eby1v2H 維尼
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那天晚上,我傳了一句訊息給她,寫了又刪,最後只打了這樣:8964 copyright protection36PENANA0rvNojzUjK 維尼
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「我也覺得,今天像真的。」8964 copyright protection36PENANAbOBnuJNEHp 維尼
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然後我按了送出。8964 copyright protection36PENANATxciHFC3cM 維尼
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但在那之前,我原本寫的是:8964 copyright protection36PENANA7lUBvyzG51 維尼
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「如果你願意,我可以去你那邊找你。8964 copyright protection36PENANA5euGGbbFFD 維尼
我不知道能不能幫你變好,但我想試試看。8964 copyright protection36PENANALzwCOfIx6q 維尼
我只是很怕,有一天你會不見,像我以前那些人一樣。8964 copyright protection36PENANADG5MXhnfdZ 維尼
所以我想,至少在你還在的時候,我應該做點什麼。」8964 copyright protection36PENANA4M59LuiV7m 維尼
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我沒傳出那段話。8964 copyright protection36PENANACC3oK81VCf 維尼
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而後來的我們,真的就只見過那一次。8964 copyright protection36PENANAjnE3MG0159 維尼
我花了三天,寫了一封信給妳。8964 copyright protection36PENANAx4iJfdJIqT 維尼
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一開始只是想說清楚一點,至少讓妳知道為什麼我會離開。8964 copyright protection36PENANAuok1b443Kj 維尼
但寫著寫著,我才發現,我真正想解釋的,不是分手的理由,而是——8964 copyright protection36PENANAXs8VqKeQ0b 維尼
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我很遺憾,沒能成為妳值得依靠的那個人。8964 copyright protection36PENANAl9G3CXKahQ 維尼
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給妳:8964 copyright protection36PENANAtB6U8DNnxp 維尼
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我想過很多次,我到底能不能陪妳一直走下去。8964 copyright protection36PENANAYulGhxAhbG 維尼
不是我不願意,也不是我不想努力,而是我開始發現,我好像越來越不會愛人了。8964 copyright protection36PENANA7zgRfIoaK1 維尼
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我常常在等妳回訊息的時候,看著聊天室一行行字往上滑,8964 copyright protection36PENANA1v1tRJCbrd 維尼
以前我們可以從凌晨聊到天亮,8964 copyright protection36PENANABID2VqswBT 維尼
但最近……連貼圖都不會多一個。8964 copyright protection36PENANAwqyBJ9F43i 維尼
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妳說妳在努力活著,我知道。8964 copyright protection36PENANA5RDNbb0Hcd 維尼
只是我開始害怕,哪天我也撐不下去,8964 copyright protection36PENANAoR9ZYKs8tl 維尼
然後我們會一起崩潰,沒有誰能救誰。8964 copyright protection36PENANAagbcdYiPYP 維尼
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有一陣子,我很想說服自己堅持下去。8964 copyright protection36PENANAz7Hp01j3Di 維尼
我甚至查了妳學校附近的住宿,想請假去看妳。8964 copyright protection36PENANAGkczsdq1pl 維尼
但妳好像愈來愈遠,像隔著玻璃,看得見卻碰不到。8964 copyright protection36PENANAsCwdnZ47bx 維尼
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我不想當那個讓妳更糟的人。8964 copyright protection36PENANAQ2KmD1hBj7 維尼
如果我退開一點,妳是不是比較有空間好起來?8964 copyright protection36PENANAA6fi3kgNxl 維尼
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我沒有辦法當妳的光。8964 copyright protection36PENANAP4d5ssem5B 維尼
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但我希望妳還記得,我曾經很努力想當。8964 copyright protection36PENANAFzcY2jgG7N 維尼
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對不起。8964 copyright protection36PENANA0rhqU3qE30 維尼
也謝謝妳。8964 copyright protection36PENANAwUVzAd6FvS 維尼
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不是妳不好,只是我不夠強。8964 copyright protection36PENANA2O4P5fsLl2 維尼
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我反覆修改這封信十幾次,每次讀完都覺得有哪裡太矯情,或哪裡太冷淡。8964 copyright protection36PENANAZPPyH5eUJW 維尼
我想說的其實很簡單:我很怕失去妳,但我更怕在妳眼裡,我只是另一個讓妳變得更糟的人。8964 copyright protection36PENANAdCkxWYN2ax 維尼
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後來我沒有按送出。8964 copyright protection36PENANAFKhDz0TnC4 維尼
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我只是把這封信貼在備忘錄裡,檔名叫做「如果她還在的話」。8964 copyright protection36PENANASvXX8Fzsfs 維尼
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幾天後,我發了一句話給妳。8964 copyright protection36PENANAIPsvdIdEbM 維尼
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「如果妳以後遇到比我更好的人,就把我丟了吧。」8964 copyright protection36PENANAqF5HNc76Tk 維尼
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妳回了:「嗯。」8964 copyright protection36PENANAjAKmhZJFju 維尼
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我們的關係,就在那一個字裡,結束了。8964 copyright protection36PENANA6O93mr1Lag 維尼
她曾經說過一句話,我到現在還記得。8964 copyright protection36PENANAPlrBEi2Ueb 維尼
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「我最討厭的,不是吵架,不是分開,是……有人忽然就不見了。」8964 copyright protection36PENANAw6ElbbMkbK 維尼
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那時候,我還很天真地回她:8964 copyright protection36PENANA3mLDJIdQVY 維尼
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「那我會一直在,好不好?」8964 copyright protection36PENANAQLbAYxpwVm 維尼
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她回了貼圖,一個笑著點頭的小狐狸,尾巴繞成一個圈圈。8964 copyright protection36PENANAGS7StbJj7J 維尼
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我當時以為她相信我了。8964 copyright protection36PENANAQzBPijYGv4 維尼
後來才知道——她回覆那個貼圖,是凌晨三點半的事。8964 copyright protection36PENANALqV7dynLpR 維尼
我睡了,沒看到。8964 copyright protection36PENANAjcYAF8l1kC 維尼
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最近我重新打開那個聊天室。8964 copyright protection36PENANAYbLrdmhrhp 維尼
對話還在,但看起來不像對話,比較像——8964 copyright protection36PENANATR9Nols6Tl 維尼
一邊倒的留言板。8964 copyright protection36PENANAFTucC0H5Ps 維尼
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滑回去的時候,我發現她的語氣變得越來越短。8964 copyright protection36PENANA56sUlICyFt 維尼
從「哈哈你真的很白癡欸」變成「嗯」8964 copyright protection36PENANA7vqQH085k0 維尼
從「等我一下我洗澡馬上來」變成「先忙」8964 copyright protection36PENANARPsa6Gr9ss 維尼
最後是——8964 copyright protection36PENANAeM9q8HscAX 維尼
「你睡了嗎?」8964 copyright protection36PENANAbROGoAdv86 維尼
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8964 copyright protection36PENANAYmDbdiDA66 維尼
我沒有回那句話。8964 copyright protection36PENANAXLfZ7kw404 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANA0ARPvPzB3i
8964 copyright protection36PENANAjSWopvg4P0 維尼
不是我故意不回,是我當時真的在睡。8964 copyright protection36PENANAKLp4Q4LXXW 維尼
只是我不知道,那可能是她最後一次主動開口。8964 copyright protection36PENANAUryYnBGqgp 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAh2Jthh5keX
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40Please respect copyright.PENANAYmEFDUnzTp
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我記得那段時間她狀況很不好。8964 copyright protection36PENANATn9Cr0v5TE 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAxVXrq4r4DV
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她說她的手最近又開始發癢,想抓、想割。8964 copyright protection36PENANA4zjbD50M1c 維尼
她說不想去醫院,而且學校最近很吵,每天都想把桌子掀掉。8964 copyright protection36PENANAGc4lyljXgB 維尼
她說,有時候真的會懷疑,活著到底是為了什麼。8964 copyright protection36PENANAZzNdANXtXK 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAngOHpJh0S7
8964 copyright protection36PENANAR6hwN6rIIk 維尼
我那天正在補習班,訊息跳了一整排。8964 copyright protection36PENANALnNdOoJ8Xd 維尼
我只回了一句:8964 copyright protection36PENANAg9GatkNw6Z 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAD2dnL3DD4v
8964 copyright protection36PENANA9FRPDt74wj 維尼
「我還在上課,等等回妳。」8964 copyright protection36PENANAZ9LH36YxXQ 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANATE1ASj7OxW
8964 copyright protection36PENANAmaFJJV4Uf0 維尼
結果我回的時候,她已經刪掉了所有訊息。8964 copyright protection36PENANAjrDUc346JI 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANATv3Y9s4RFS
8964 copyright protection36PENANAvA3CsiMdlv 維尼
我沒問為什麼。8964 copyright protection36PENANA3xWNulxSQ7 維尼
我只是裝作沒看到,回了一句「今天還好嗎?」8964 copyright protection36PENANAP8a3a7sMdO 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANACCWnrYk6L7
8964 copyright protection36PENANAtgwnUeB1v2 維尼
她沒再提那件事。8964 copyright protection36PENANATpyUeTpuhS 維尼
也沒再發訊息長談了。8964 copyright protection36PENANAPVHKlpMah5 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANA4aecVy6T2V
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40Please respect copyright.PENANA9SeXPgZauY
8964 copyright protection36PENANARIDeqLcNN5 維尼
我後來才發現,她其實不是突然走掉的。8964 copyright protection36PENANA4zAmWTglpu 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAstH2K2z0fX
8964 copyright protection36PENANAZF89GE8CDe 維尼
她是一點一點把自己收回去的。8964 copyright protection36PENANAGralqyGKoU 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANALquZv65nim
8964 copyright protection36PENANADsAzJ9Mr3B 維尼
語氣、表情、語音、貼圖、分享的歌……8964 copyright protection36PENANAFq9yypkkbx 維尼
她像是從這段對話裡慢慢退出,最後留下來的,只是我自己。8964 copyright protection36PENANAujczEIxtQF 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAvE7NmpHV41
8964 copyright protection36PENANAa2NJQOgzx9 維尼
她沒有消失。8964 copyright protection36PENANApY1pQes3VF 維尼
只是變得安靜。8964 copyright protection36PENANA18G9q5gVr9 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAlDCSgS27ve
8964 copyright protection36PENANAweV0NMkyKI 維尼
而我也一樣。8964 copyright protection36PENANAMxtIcDmJT5 維尼
我從來沒說出口,我也開始不會說了。8964 copyright protection36PENANAezWISSfKZm 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANACnsO0PR7ld
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【2022.07.18】8964 copyright protection36PENANAooi3ruaXZg 維尼
她:你有時候會突然不見8964 copyright protection36PENANAQ3SlNIZ63i 維尼
她:會讓我覺得你是不是也不想繼續了8964 copyright protection36PENANAgfKcXWDKUD 維尼
我:沒有啦 我只是剛剛睡著了8964 copyright protection36PENANAw54iSSpMvb 維尼
我:抱歉8964 copyright protection36PENANAim9wse3oYZ 維尼
她:(貼圖:縮在角落的兔子)8964 copyright protection36PENANA13dbX4FbD0 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAl52oYnbHe4
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【2022.10.05】8964 copyright protection36PENANAkGvEynQ8Y5 維尼
我:你在幹嘛8964 copyright protection36PENANAWuGiSFYap8 維尼
(未讀)8964 copyright protection36PENANAMV0uo8i48H 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAparSN5Ejoz
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【2022.10.10】8964 copyright protection36PENANAwnhoPNHwIG 維尼
我:……你最近是不是不太想講話8964 copyright protection36PENANAc9jpCNCvBn 維尼
我:那我不吵你8964 copyright protection36PENANAbFZr65zjcy 維尼
我:晚安8964 copyright protection36PENANA9UpPFXOUdQ 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAaggfFCk7Ld
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【2022.10.20】8964 copyright protection36PENANA7xqYdmAKSG 維尼
她:你會記得我嗎?如果我不見的話8964 copyright protection36PENANAyI9HdxE4Xc 維尼
我:(打字中)→(沒傳出)8964 copyright protection36PENANAc9X8NZTLJZ 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAXSdm3rqnFt
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40Please respect copyright.PENANAbMVSmXzkCO
8964 copyright protection36PENANAeezYdZyJbU 維尼
現在想起來,我們之間最可怕的不是冷戰,不是爭吵,不是誰先放手。8964 copyright protection36PENANANxxdW6D6nU 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAbrSgVAC8rt
8964 copyright protection36PENANAoXOV5pJICu 維尼
而是我們都還想留下來,但誰都不敢再靠近了。8964 copyright protection36PENANAqenOLC5Lsn 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAvFsRF15czN
8964 copyright protection36PENANAClUC6bUKCi 維尼
就像她說的:8964 copyright protection36PENANAdhVdZ4044t 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANA2x638uT4is
8964 copyright protection36PENANArFDPlsNqdc 維尼
「我最討厭的,是有人忽然就不見了。」8964 copyright protection36PENANAJtc5izxbwA 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANApAhEjoNZCd
8964 copyright protection36PENANAga9dlWb7iz 維尼
但其實更殘忍的,是——8964 copyright protection36PENANAYfxGCQ8pt8 維尼
明明還在,卻已經不見了。8964 copyright protection36PENANALKCIFHG6q8 維尼
我以前常在想,我是不是做錯了什麼。8964 copyright protection36PENANA2pHim1w4Qn 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANA5TlBJC1J1S
8964 copyright protection36PENANAIJ8Bb2xUOb 維尼
是不是我不夠體貼,不夠努力,不夠溫柔;是不是哪一句話讓妳更想逃開;是不是有哪一刻,如果我再多堅持一下,就能改變結果。8964 copyright protection36PENANA0gk1sLyjmn 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAYHyDHShfMf
8964 copyright protection36PENANAEyYb2q5vBP 維尼
但最近,我開始想——8964 copyright protection36PENANAlDhf5kwEZx 維尼
也許這段感情從來就不是要讓誰「變好」的。8964 copyright protection36PENANAubjRhVqnOY 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANACMTiAl7VZS
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40Please respect copyright.PENANA4obYSdQX1J
8964 copyright protection36PENANAiE3AxBIlbn 維尼
前幾天我整理電腦備份,看到一個叫「寶物」的資料夾。8964 copyright protection36PENANAVVxiMTr8cI 維尼
裡面全是她傳給我的東西:網路短片、崩壞的笑話、歌詞截圖、動物影片。8964 copyright protection36PENANAswz39t6gjT 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAVmgtdytoq0
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有一張是某天我們半夜聊到快睡著,她說:「來,我們交換一首現在最想聽的歌。」8964 copyright protection36PENANAZbB7zmU7f9 維尼
她傳的是陳奕迅的〈全世界失眠〉。8964 copyright protection36PENANAd7QI1mEKwW 維尼
我傳的是那個時候正紅的輕快歌曲。8964 copyright protection36PENANAxG0XDcEhEV 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANASCUS1tRh0t
8964 copyright protection36PENANA0oDeRjo82v 維尼
她打了一句話,我一直沒刪掉:8964 copyright protection36PENANA6Ou0oCd0zE 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAgIOsAG6PLK
8964 copyright protection36PENANAPv5z5e034Y 維尼
「你永遠比我樂觀,這樣也不錯,我才可以往上靠。」8964 copyright protection36PENANAsPdqGnL4tU 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAwd9CHRqui2
8964 copyright protection36PENANAEBJEv6gSMb 維尼
那時候我覺得那句話像在撒嬌。8964 copyright protection36PENANAtePONf45ml 維尼
現在再看,卻有點酸。8964 copyright protection36PENANA4UohR2K9hr 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANA2p0L5cwTZM
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40Please respect copyright.PENANAJvgl6PMVOj
8964 copyright protection36PENANAKXXlDBMWTd 維尼
我也看到以前一則備忘錄,寫著我們說過的話。8964 copyright protection36PENANAdOCT5RuePD 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAL3h9ajqdwA
8964 copyright protection36PENANA7isMqW9oyM 維尼
「我們以後一定要常常一起出去。」8964 copyright protection36PENANATeISsa9k3Q 維尼
「你一定要記得我喜歡紅豆餅。」8964 copyright protection36PENANAuizXB8I1vl 維尼
「如果我哪天不見了,請你幫我記得我曾經有努力過。」8964 copyright protection36PENANAoOBas44JyU 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAAGzaMqTsBP
8964 copyright protection36PENANA8w3YDR66aH 維尼
最後那句話,我一直記著。8964 copyright protection36PENANA3PP1Q4ho2z 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAxLF5ejHUOU
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40Please respect copyright.PENANAFvGRUTzfBe
8964 copyright protection36PENANABGLLbUK9tW 維尼
這段感情沒有結局,只有停在某一點上的呼吸聲。8964 copyright protection36PENANAMwTN3Cv4vb 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAsxTZCzF6Yn
8964 copyright protection36PENANAFiYNvBWaCn 維尼
像是一場對話,沒有人先說再見,但話題自然就結束了。8964 copyright protection36PENANADlNzl1md3X 維尼
像是一封信沒有收件人,但還是寫了好幾頁。8964 copyright protection36PENANAZIeIYNCWKE 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAXipBfyTQhW
8964 copyright protection36PENANAPH3QyHTt2h 維尼
我們都太想證明自己值得被愛了,卻忘了去問彼此——累了嗎?8964 copyright protection36PENANAV8VQFrFV9Z 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANANS5BKEMaDq
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40Please respect copyright.PENANAMbuxNv6yan
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我現在開始覺得,那些曾經沒回的訊息,那些沒說出口的話,也許不只是遺憾,8964 copyright protection36PENANAFznMx3bLCV 維尼
也是一種溫柔的方式——讓彼此不要再傷得更重。8964 copyright protection36PENANAUmyAWegz0h 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAnODP0aOhbh
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40Please respect copyright.PENANA1lWS937dB4
8964 copyright protection36PENANAWTs9wCWoFW 維尼
我曾以為是我不夠好,才會讓這段感情壞掉。8964 copyright protection36PENANA20XEefx6sq 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANANsY1bcOChb
8964 copyright protection36PENANAUgaUTfvNJt 維尼
但現在我終於能夠說出口:8964 copyright protection36PENANAcLld4qgchw 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAYcNoYqGcfa
8964 copyright protection36PENANAbkD7SmkG6f 維尼
這段感情,不是你的錯,也不是我的錯。8964 copyright protection36PENANAiXFR8C342L 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANA37zgaLezum
8964 copyright protection36PENANALF8COMPO2K 維尼
我們只是還沒學會怎麼好好相愛。8964 copyright protection36PENANAeGaSDrEjTa 維尼
而學會這件事,往往是在愛錯過之後。8964 copyright protection36PENANAYGo7ZUB3KS 維尼
我不知道她為什麼會出現在這裡。8964 copyright protection36PENANAEu8h7ZPXVd 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAsayzH6w5B5
8964 copyright protection36PENANA2sTxgFAFkl 維尼
那天我只是來陪一個朋友看診,無聊地走到醫院樓下的便利商店。8964 copyright protection36PENANANqsWqV0Fya 維尼
我正要結帳時,轉頭就看到她站在門口,正在找販賣機投入口。8964 copyright protection36PENANAcp07pYbzse 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANA3tg6ybbhbp
8964 copyright protection36PENANAn0obnwXi3U 維尼
她變了。8964 copyright protection36PENANAh54ZE2usO0 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAHi6HENiPdo
8964 copyright protection36PENANAnATBYXc19L 維尼
頭髮剪短了,背影沒以前那麼瘦,氣色也好了些。8964 copyright protection36PENANAQnwI9rmhFg 維尼
但她一轉過頭來,我還是一眼就認出來了。8964 copyright protection36PENANA1D4k1B1rNv 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAz8Li39EwGC
8964 copyright protection36PENANAYUlMVNB8y4 維尼
她也看到了我。8964 copyright protection36PENANAqraUGkkea7 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAGXVgPgTXox
8964 copyright protection36PENANAFNV5nEOJo8 維尼
我們隔著玻璃對望,大概兩秒,誰也沒動。8964 copyright protection36PENANAUnRiIincmC 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAOwEPqxEop9
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然後她推門走了進來。8964 copyright protection36PENANAfPuQsiMkqe 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAHTnSaFey2I
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40Please respect copyright.PENANAiDfyEx5iVI
8964 copyright protection36PENANATiqgoq8RUO 維尼
我們在門口站了快半分鐘。誰也沒有先說話。8964 copyright protection36PENANAqBUCs3of84 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAxUGCyP5ecC
8964 copyright protection36PENANAk39PtWNtw3 維尼
我低頭笑了一下,像是想破冰,又像嘲諷自己的語無倫次。8964 copyright protection36PENANAi1zPBi0Hrq 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAhENdznL0h1
8964 copyright protection36PENANAQPguTBs1aN 維尼
「……妳好像比以前有精神了。」8964 copyright protection36PENANA33HFA629Ak 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANARYawbQcaDo
8964 copyright protection36PENANAdFoqsa55N4 維尼
她點點頭。沒有開口。8964 copyright protection36PENANAugzHIy9q1a 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANARLoE9UWnQH
8964 copyright protection36PENANADREnTfZNYR 維尼
我吸了一口氣,說出這幾年我腦海裡不斷反覆的那句話。8964 copyright protection36PENANA5smbKcrs1r 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAH30B2vnkLs
8964 copyright protection36PENANA9AqNYbdQkU 維尼
「我們……能不能再交往一次?」8964 copyright protection36PENANA1FzbsQ72lx 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAYon3dM5SC4
8964 copyright protection36PENANAlnWuvJNPB6 維尼
她眼神微微一震,但沒有驚訝。8964 copyright protection36PENANAhJYmU4WzHP 維尼
就像她早知道我會這麼說,只是沒料到我真的會開口。8964 copyright protection36PENANA7dAW6gPYjp 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAKTxcG3fqpc
8964 copyright protection36PENANAB6vRUAzO9X 維尼
她沒有回答。8964 copyright protection36PENANAlHxgm4tjb7 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAphkWqpuASX
8964 copyright protection36PENANAcEeWXfVjuu 維尼
只是看著我,像是過了很久,然後淡淡地笑了笑。8964 copyright protection36PENANA3myYO3gWp5 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAxDG2EEagDI
8964 copyright protection36PENANAtAprYFWCYK 維尼
不是快樂的那種笑,也不是無奈,而是一種——8964 copyright protection36PENANAOsGGeu1hBY 維尼
「我懂你,但我不能再回去了」的笑。8964 copyright protection36PENANALyssTlhDZY 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANA5KcZmgwoOs
8964 copyright protection36PENANAbOUedb4oq7 維尼
她拿起桌上的瓶裝水,走過我身邊。8964 copyright protection36PENANAhAUzTJlWmO 維尼
腳步很輕,但沒有停下來。8964 copyright protection36PENANAFtNV573Gvd 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAOd6PDril7N
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40Please respect copyright.PENANAJr32bYGFCc
8964 copyright protection36PENANAJcKjBmHt4n 維尼
我站在原地,看著玻璃門自動關上。8964 copyright protection36PENANASBmRkvSV4y 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAgfWmxXiS68
8964 copyright protection36PENANAdaZ9RMTN8l 維尼
那一瞬間,我的腦中浮現的不是她走遠的背影。8964 copyright protection36PENANAAOqiTRn5du 維尼
是當年她在訊息裡說過的話:8964 copyright protection36PENANAHyjkxq38ra 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAlISd9QlCVO
8964 copyright protection36PENANA02sobORcVV 維尼
「我最討厭的,是有人忽然就不見了。」8964 copyright protection36PENANA0Z4FcK9S2O 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANANH8lgMtPaH
8964 copyright protection36PENANAecE6LmkvSt 維尼
她沒有消失。8964 copyright protection36PENANAHTVgnJixFI 維尼
也沒有回來。8964 copyright protection36PENANAr4M7AEusqh 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANASUTq7Sng4J
8964 copyright protection36PENANAOr9ZCTOjym 維尼
她只是,走到了屬於她自己的地方。8964 copyright protection36PENANANUQMJ3EsVw 維尼
40Please respect copyright.PENANAd6A7VNOW8b
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40Please respect copyright.PENANALLYaRqqJg2
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我回到診間,坐下。8964 copyright protection36PENANAhTqrdnr3vq 維尼
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