No Plagiarism!rLrzfXluD1GYOxmdUVEUposted on PENANA 那天下午,我只是想來拿一份報告。8964 copyright protection54PENANAIcG6XqMe7b 維尼
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諮商中心樓下的自動販賣機,還是會吐出半溫不冷的礦泉水。這幾年來唯一不變的東西,大概就剩這個了。8964 copyright protection54PENANAstgWB4R2rv 維尼
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只是我沒想到會在這裡看到她。8964 copyright protection54PENANALsFehghgQ9 維尼
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她剪短了頭髮,比我記憶中還瘦,臉色也比以前白了一點。穿著制服外套,但不是我們當年聊過的那間學校。我沒走過去,只是站在原地,看她從大門走進來,腳步很輕,好像隨時會被風捲走。8964 copyright protection54PENANAE7WAbE5IzH 維尼
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我原本以為,如果再遇見她,我會不知道該說什麼。但話竟然自己從喉嚨滑了出來。8964 copyright protection54PENANAWNMeNKSLE4 維尼
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「……我們,能不能再交往一次?」8964 copyright protection54PENANAv4eKtFqtDo 維尼
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她站在我面前,沒說話,只是看著我。那眼神裡有很多東西——疲倦、熟悉,還有一點點不忍心。8964 copyright protection54PENANAy1vRQjWidy 維尼
但沒有回答。8964 copyright protection54PENANAii3afrZUG2 維尼
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她走進去了,像什麼都沒發生一樣。8964 copyright protection54PENANAr3ogZu4eZL 維尼
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那天晚上,我躺在床上翻出舊訊息。8964 copyright protection54PENANAy4TtPotqnq 維尼
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我曾經寫了一段長長的話,打了又刪,刪了又寫,最後存在草稿裡,從來沒按下「傳送」。8964 copyright protection54PENANAttMbhUA3xz 維尼
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「如果有一天你真的不想回我了,沒關係,我不會怪你。8964 copyright protection54PENANA8GqclUpkrf 維尼
我知道你不是真的走掉,只是比我還努力地活著。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAmJiNNINSqH 維尼
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她再也沒回來過。8964 copyright protection54PENANAYBMgj1hKIl 維尼
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我也沒再問。8964 copyright protection54PENANAfLvelyqnNz 維尼
那次見面,是她主動說想來的。8964 copyright protection54PENANAUpMXjJEYB3 維尼
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她說她剛好放寒假,也想換個地方透口氣。8964 copyright protection54PENANAzMQqJQaCgS 維尼
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我沒有太多遲疑就答應了。8964 copyright protection54PENANAnj0XvYHUEK 維尼
雖然我知道,我們都還未成年,她一個人坐三個小時的車來見網友,這種事說出來誰都會皺眉。8964 copyright protection54PENANAxGEnGz5ACo 維尼
但當下的我,只覺得——8964 copyright protection54PENANABZuCcPEvrD 維尼
她能來見我,是一種信任。8964 copyright protection54PENANAJpv2ZSViqU 維尼
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我提早半小時到車站。8964 copyright protection54PENANAOwdTBPe2HW 維尼
天氣冷,月台上的風硬得像砂紙一樣。8964 copyright protection54PENANAr5kMpfGl9f 維尼
我記得自己來回走了幾趟,手機在手裡翻來翻去,連要不要拿花都想了又想,最後當然是沒有買。8964 copyright protection54PENANAlGZmgEJTOX 維尼
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她穿著一件黑色大衣,背著書包,一眼就認出我。8964 copyright protection54PENANAgGUFgUexWt 維尼
我們對過照片,但她本人比照片瘦很多。8964 copyright protection54PENANAhEEUuMbhf3 維尼
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她笑著對我揮手,那瞬間我有點忘了怎麼動作。8964 copyright protection54PENANA618uUSGTCi 維尼
我也笑了,然後點頭,就像老朋友那樣自然,卻又有點不自在。8964 copyright protection54PENANAJFk9ykKUWy 維尼
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我們那天沒做什麼特別的事。8964 copyright protection54PENANAtim6u2c0gq 維尼
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去了一家巷子裡的咖啡廳,氣氛不錯,甜點難吃。8964 copyright protection54PENANA7GlMNH3Bph 維尼
她點了紅茶沒喝完,我點了杯太甜的可可。8964 copyright protection54PENANA70Vuw6HmDf 維尼
我們聊了很多平常不敢跟別人聊的東西,但也有幾段對話卡住。8964 copyright protection54PENANAG7yWcM8ttb 維尼
有時我們會突然安靜,但不是尷尬的那種,而是有點像——終於可以不用一直打字的那種放鬆。8964 copyright protection54PENANAVdNfWLosOV 維尼
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我記得她看著窗外說了一句話。8964 copyright protection54PENANAA2gMijz6M1 維尼
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「這樣坐在一起,很像正常情侶欸。」8964 copyright protection54PENANANeqCZMxaiV 維尼
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她說完就笑了。8964 copyright protection54PENANAZ1P7egDq6Y 維尼
但我聽得出來,她不是開玩笑。8964 copyright protection54PENANAZxmG9aC1DD 維尼
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我沒有接話,只是看著她那副想掩飾什麼的神情。8964 copyright protection54PENANA8CgMymkIYd 維尼
我突然覺得,我好像不是她想像中的那個「能讓她變好」的人。8964 copyright protection54PENANA4DuxshP9NL 維尼
也許我也只是個正在崩塌的人,剛好跟她一樣爛而已。8964 copyright protection54PENANA20GZwbTm1K 維尼
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她傍晚就要走,我送她回車站。8964 copyright protection54PENANAsBMO59Blli 維尼
路上我們沒說太多話。8964 copyright protection54PENANAs7GKr880eX 維尼
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快到月台時,她突然停下來,看著我。8964 copyright protection54PENANAcnlI8CzcQP 維尼
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「我覺得你會變好。」8964 copyright protection54PENANApGqJ2YapG8 維尼
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那不是鼓勵,也不像是安慰。8964 copyright protection54PENANATXErjrpaI2 維尼
比較像……她對自己的期望。8964 copyright protection54PENANA03sXZu5eRI 維尼
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我還沒來得及回應,她就轉身走向剪票口。8964 copyright protection54PENANAJVvrQBrjsE 維尼
她沒回頭,我也沒叫她。8964 copyright protection54PENANAHmtiJso1Bg 維尼
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那天晚上,我傳了一句訊息給她,寫了又刪,最後只打了這樣:8964 copyright protection54PENANAeHuQ64c4gF 維尼
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「我也覺得,今天像真的。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAdcVcUrEdaS 維尼
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然後我按了送出。8964 copyright protection54PENANARUjitJ7Hsb 維尼
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但在那之前,我原本寫的是:8964 copyright protection54PENANAsRi2K60xYo 維尼
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「如果你願意,我可以去你那邊找你。8964 copyright protection54PENANALO84JwB0MG 維尼
我不知道能不能幫你變好,但我想試試看。8964 copyright protection54PENANAn2wF8UU98j 維尼
我只是很怕,有一天你會不見,像我以前那些人一樣。8964 copyright protection54PENANAqcSceaE1rF 維尼
所以我想,至少在你還在的時候,我應該做點什麼。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAjMlneUTFnU 維尼
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我沒傳出那段話。8964 copyright protection54PENANAF6G40in00v 維尼
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而後來的我們,真的就只見過那一次。8964 copyright protection54PENANAvogNF1dXaM 維尼
我花了三天,寫了一封信給妳。8964 copyright protection54PENANAG53nsI2Nwe 維尼
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一開始只是想說清楚一點,至少讓妳知道為什麼我會離開。8964 copyright protection54PENANA2D0OXefkpf 維尼
但寫著寫著,我才發現,我真正想解釋的,不是分手的理由,而是——8964 copyright protection54PENANABhbvF4mUhY 維尼
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我很遺憾,沒能成為妳值得依靠的那個人。8964 copyright protection54PENANAv0HmICPpqu 維尼
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給妳:8964 copyright protection54PENANAovLeaAJGJV 維尼
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我想過很多次,我到底能不能陪妳一直走下去。8964 copyright protection54PENANAPvQ3ZXBobe 維尼
不是我不願意,也不是我不想努力,而是我開始發現,我好像越來越不會愛人了。8964 copyright protection54PENANAiQs58w9GPQ 維尼
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我常常在等妳回訊息的時候,看著聊天室一行行字往上滑,8964 copyright protection54PENANAzpU2qI2LZW 維尼
以前我們可以從凌晨聊到天亮,8964 copyright protection54PENANAfN3Xru3HzU 維尼
但最近……連貼圖都不會多一個。8964 copyright protection54PENANAJ2iIhcWzXE 維尼
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妳說妳在努力活著,我知道。8964 copyright protection54PENANAhKmJBiPEKX 維尼
只是我開始害怕,哪天我也撐不下去,8964 copyright protection54PENANAYACM27JSev 維尼
然後我們會一起崩潰,沒有誰能救誰。8964 copyright protection54PENANAGNVgK2aScU 維尼
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有一陣子,我很想說服自己堅持下去。8964 copyright protection54PENANAVVTfwcHI0I 維尼
我甚至查了妳學校附近的住宿,想請假去看妳。8964 copyright protection54PENANAKIfQkAALac 維尼
但妳好像愈來愈遠,像隔著玻璃,看得見卻碰不到。8964 copyright protection54PENANAEO8m0vNdOb 維尼
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我不想當那個讓妳更糟的人。8964 copyright protection54PENANAbIpfsKt16h 維尼
如果我退開一點,妳是不是比較有空間好起來?8964 copyright protection54PENANAUvtPYGkXhO 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAGfpQUlhOof
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我沒有辦法當妳的光。8964 copyright protection54PENANAEh2b4TbErQ 維尼
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但我希望妳還記得,我曾經很努力想當。8964 copyright protection54PENANArOdr1xVY2q 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAtqdI1Ld8IC
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對不起。8964 copyright protection54PENANAELETzfL6ry 維尼
也謝謝妳。8964 copyright protection54PENANANgmFyyeljs 維尼
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不是妳不好,只是我不夠強。8964 copyright protection54PENANAfbvyp0S2q4 維尼
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我反覆修改這封信十幾次,每次讀完都覺得有哪裡太矯情,或哪裡太冷淡。8964 copyright protection54PENANAVHJhMCVaEz 維尼
我想說的其實很簡單:我很怕失去妳,但我更怕在妳眼裡,我只是另一個讓妳變得更糟的人。8964 copyright protection54PENANAnLZK0CeGzl 維尼
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後來我沒有按送出。8964 copyright protection54PENANA9PA4W5WmTw 維尼
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我只是把這封信貼在備忘錄裡,檔名叫做「如果她還在的話」。8964 copyright protection54PENANAkceyr8B7tR 維尼
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幾天後,我發了一句話給妳。8964 copyright protection54PENANAywAQoa0gIQ 維尼
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「如果妳以後遇到比我更好的人,就把我丟了吧。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAEgaUTlOveY 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAlQC2wMz39f
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妳回了:「嗯。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAnnUKdH5ILI 維尼
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我們的關係,就在那一個字裡,結束了。8964 copyright protection54PENANAPZyjs0BIpF 維尼
她曾經說過一句話,我到現在還記得。8964 copyright protection54PENANAD2NJPNbs5C 維尼
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「我最討厭的,不是吵架,不是分開,是……有人忽然就不見了。」8964 copyright protection54PENANARuAaB2Ll3I 維尼
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那時候,我還很天真地回她:8964 copyright protection54PENANAPnyosHF8Gl 維尼
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「那我會一直在,好不好?」8964 copyright protection54PENANAmJJazXYia2 維尼
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她回了貼圖,一個笑著點頭的小狐狸,尾巴繞成一個圈圈。8964 copyright protection54PENANAkEyTqIdf4e 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAgDJVl2b4Ec
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我當時以為她相信我了。8964 copyright protection54PENANAGZZR9LU7F0 維尼
後來才知道——她回覆那個貼圖,是凌晨三點半的事。8964 copyright protection54PENANAl7b88Hpr7d 維尼
我睡了,沒看到。8964 copyright protection54PENANAojS10LTs4Q 維尼
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最近我重新打開那個聊天室。8964 copyright protection54PENANAQcLPtwd5qA 維尼
對話還在,但看起來不像對話,比較像——8964 copyright protection54PENANA370slHIKFT 維尼
一邊倒的留言板。8964 copyright protection54PENANAiJhZym8NFX 維尼
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滑回去的時候,我發現她的語氣變得越來越短。8964 copyright protection54PENANAtNGLI1clZ9 維尼
從「哈哈你真的很白癡欸」變成「嗯」8964 copyright protection54PENANAEcGTLsDsVu 維尼
從「等我一下我洗澡馬上來」變成「先忙」8964 copyright protection54PENANAZQWIDvN5dF 維尼
最後是——8964 copyright protection54PENANAx1pSgPqoPw 維尼
「你睡了嗎?」8964 copyright protection54PENANAg3uI2pgiiV 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANA5SoI5Gxkc3
8964 copyright protection54PENANAoykHi24x76 維尼
我沒有回那句話。8964 copyright protection54PENANAqlHfS4JZRr 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANA4OJ0M9aZEH
8964 copyright protection54PENANAfRYjj7s4M4 維尼
不是我故意不回,是我當時真的在睡。8964 copyright protection54PENANAetw9u59t98 維尼
只是我不知道,那可能是她最後一次主動開口。8964 copyright protection54PENANAR2B34KwDjy 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANA9qy7XqMwoy
8964 copyright protection54PENANArnUwTo5tkf 維尼
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58Please respect copyright.PENANAI1A90oXevu
8964 copyright protection54PENANABp4JwgUaSZ 維尼
我記得那段時間她狀況很不好。8964 copyright protection54PENANAhhbMhaLcEa 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANA8MWcHUkq5V
8964 copyright protection54PENANAG7deMd7qrV 維尼
她說她的手最近又開始發癢,想抓、想割。8964 copyright protection54PENANAlBMrRQINob 維尼
她說不想去醫院,而且學校最近很吵,每天都想把桌子掀掉。8964 copyright protection54PENANAY9ExVTuKW3 維尼
她說,有時候真的會懷疑,活著到底是為了什麼。8964 copyright protection54PENANAFcxCPScgZ0 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1qpsopzZl
8964 copyright protection54PENANAuOKQ6nJas3 維尼
我那天正在補習班,訊息跳了一整排。8964 copyright protection54PENANAucvPpOkXDb 維尼
我只回了一句:8964 copyright protection54PENANAFhONQM37GG 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAIj98GySd03
8964 copyright protection54PENANACVkp9HxjYj 維尼
「我還在上課,等等回妳。」8964 copyright protection54PENANA0ECFAO1mIi 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAMGKpsaec4i
8964 copyright protection54PENANAJ11V2Rs7Ve 維尼
結果我回的時候,她已經刪掉了所有訊息。8964 copyright protection54PENANAb0mesWhkDO 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANA6ORBlSyLZU
8964 copyright protection54PENANAVC7JU8vTjL 維尼
我沒問為什麼。8964 copyright protection54PENANAjLAsWa6XWN 維尼
我只是裝作沒看到,回了一句「今天還好嗎?」8964 copyright protection54PENANALczGHt3c64 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANADBmBaR39wR
8964 copyright protection54PENANA3C7lKSdr7j 維尼
她沒再提那件事。8964 copyright protection54PENANATMEBYNUzAx 維尼
也沒再發訊息長談了。8964 copyright protection54PENANAk9ZOt5B8Wf 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAzGfSpcm9Ma
8964 copyright protection54PENANAXp3t8PhCrn 維尼
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58Please respect copyright.PENANAGN0bfAsrcw
8964 copyright protection54PENANAF5OFIAOFjr 維尼
我後來才發現,她其實不是突然走掉的。8964 copyright protection54PENANAZZp7zCdknU 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAQVFHgsMG3a
8964 copyright protection54PENANANDTSFwtYcq 維尼
她是一點一點把自己收回去的。8964 copyright protection54PENANARBvYeU6VjW 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAxt63SLqM9X
8964 copyright protection54PENANAQsfKjvA79L 維尼
語氣、表情、語音、貼圖、分享的歌……8964 copyright protection54PENANAYRHtsJ8Ycl 維尼
她像是從這段對話裡慢慢退出,最後留下來的,只是我自己。8964 copyright protection54PENANAD60yInkNia 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAwvrPTbDEJc
8964 copyright protection54PENANAFMRYYZkgXv 維尼
她沒有消失。8964 copyright protection54PENANAyx5YcJLVRS 維尼
只是變得安靜。8964 copyright protection54PENANA7jZXHNzudR 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANA5HY68CEjq4
8964 copyright protection54PENANAzvqqc9cmKw 維尼
而我也一樣。8964 copyright protection54PENANAJPE4mV9oJt 維尼
我從來沒說出口,我也開始不會說了。8964 copyright protection54PENANALUBYrGo0NM 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAfYvBjUlRI2
8964 copyright protection54PENANAlbirGwfu6i 維尼
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58Please respect copyright.PENANAbllEajSkTO
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【2022.07.18】8964 copyright protection54PENANAUuJaT011eN 維尼
她:你有時候會突然不見8964 copyright protection54PENANARJnKOWhaeN 維尼
她:會讓我覺得你是不是也不想繼續了8964 copyright protection54PENANA1Fsu0rj42l 維尼
我:沒有啦 我只是剛剛睡著了8964 copyright protection54PENANA9fmZlzwJyd 維尼
我:抱歉8964 copyright protection54PENANAcx83nW7jbd 維尼
她:(貼圖:縮在角落的兔子)8964 copyright protection54PENANAwhW2Wk8UxX 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAqxLa92p57S
8964 copyright protection54PENANADVuNTadO63 維尼
【2022.10.05】8964 copyright protection54PENANAKPIbi6I6k5 維尼
我:你在幹嘛8964 copyright protection54PENANA3UofysdwlM 維尼
(未讀)8964 copyright protection54PENANAwYjVTMvomF 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAAHoyXFnKfU
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【2022.10.10】8964 copyright protection54PENANAJq0BN7nx9S 維尼
我:……你最近是不是不太想講話8964 copyright protection54PENANAYFf911ORB2 維尼
我:那我不吵你8964 copyright protection54PENANANF2eV4xTP7 維尼
我:晚安8964 copyright protection54PENANAxZlhozIKjS 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAHkU2yQ9f3G
8964 copyright protection54PENANARl0GBJeHzS 維尼
【2022.10.20】8964 copyright protection54PENANAi8XupANtPc 維尼
她:你會記得我嗎?如果我不見的話8964 copyright protection54PENANAbewAiYI1zE 維尼
我:(打字中)→(沒傳出)8964 copyright protection54PENANAYy4auBj64b 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAHi0Rdbhmxf
8964 copyright protection54PENANAAbx6wReJbr 維尼
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58Please respect copyright.PENANAhoNVnQ7MX5
8964 copyright protection54PENANArW8LX4jFQn 維尼
現在想起來,我們之間最可怕的不是冷戰,不是爭吵,不是誰先放手。8964 copyright protection54PENANAeQr0QzGOfM 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAx2DM6pxsKd
8964 copyright protection54PENANAATmp5qmcSv 維尼
而是我們都還想留下來,但誰都不敢再靠近了。8964 copyright protection54PENANAY7W5no8CDT 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANA9LsDfSTocm
8964 copyright protection54PENANAKOr0b3AckI 維尼
就像她說的:8964 copyright protection54PENANAFP32PWUcDv 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANA7le3G7vWyL
8964 copyright protection54PENANApfMayjWIo0 維尼
「我最討厭的,是有人忽然就不見了。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAWy9bAUPo6q 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAGvkXLSYRtS
8964 copyright protection54PENANADrmks1nc4W 維尼
但其實更殘忍的,是——8964 copyright protection54PENANAeCWkHXnscr 維尼
明明還在,卻已經不見了。8964 copyright protection54PENANABQxdTE4OOz 維尼
我以前常在想,我是不是做錯了什麼。8964 copyright protection54PENANAxYbQYN1v4B 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAziI7TZMQh3
8964 copyright protection54PENANAfhfHswPWqu 維尼
是不是我不夠體貼,不夠努力,不夠溫柔;是不是哪一句話讓妳更想逃開;是不是有哪一刻,如果我再多堅持一下,就能改變結果。8964 copyright protection54PENANAM4OGKFhhxX 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAKlnZE12fl9
8964 copyright protection54PENANAasVRI3iqNJ 維尼
但最近,我開始想——8964 copyright protection54PENANAQpo3g2o8J8 維尼
也許這段感情從來就不是要讓誰「變好」的。8964 copyright protection54PENANAD89uDHJ0VZ 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANALzWGAbhHtq
8964 copyright protection54PENANAlktvHCki5S 維尼
⸻8964 copyright protection54PENANATMKykE7jAt 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANACLO5GwqyAd
8964 copyright protection54PENANA7bIpbqvumY 維尼
前幾天我整理電腦備份,看到一個叫「寶物」的資料夾。8964 copyright protection54PENANAhcag65UwRX 維尼
裡面全是她傳給我的東西:網路短片、崩壞的笑話、歌詞截圖、動物影片。8964 copyright protection54PENANA7L7YCLZas3 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANA0PrkwoM3wr
8964 copyright protection54PENANAI7rPj5CsTf 維尼
有一張是某天我們半夜聊到快睡著,她說:「來,我們交換一首現在最想聽的歌。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAnyc33dBmEv 維尼
她傳的是陳奕迅的〈全世界失眠〉。8964 copyright protection54PENANAlsuaMF3QQh 維尼
我傳的是那個時候正紅的輕快歌曲。8964 copyright protection54PENANAN5A0XPWFhe 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANADOipCb4aRz
8964 copyright protection54PENANAQBBGE0aTPv 維尼
她打了一句話,我一直沒刪掉:8964 copyright protection54PENANAXqLdOJdVqi 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAUc5fjAP88D
8964 copyright protection54PENANAOB2F5Fi6yh 維尼
「你永遠比我樂觀,這樣也不錯,我才可以往上靠。」8964 copyright protection54PENANA1ycKl58hAY 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANA85qSB4fFFt
8964 copyright protection54PENANAudf1xFEReL 維尼
那時候我覺得那句話像在撒嬌。8964 copyright protection54PENANAdDJqYUHA0S 維尼
現在再看,卻有點酸。8964 copyright protection54PENANAAcMPNsYDIb 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAuAKxaQWCwh
8964 copyright protection54PENANAr6lqx9WW5y 維尼
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58Please respect copyright.PENANAaRsjoS0Jd8
8964 copyright protection54PENANAGe6jQXfcwO 維尼
我也看到以前一則備忘錄,寫著我們說過的話。8964 copyright protection54PENANA7YPvl889NH 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAcoQkEkHXZG
8964 copyright protection54PENANAxT1WlfQ3UY 維尼
「我們以後一定要常常一起出去。」8964 copyright protection54PENANABNAhk5ymIO 維尼
「你一定要記得我喜歡紅豆餅。」8964 copyright protection54PENANA6YrTfncOaf 維尼
「如果我哪天不見了,請你幫我記得我曾經有努力過。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAYUPagcMDgZ 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAQvoXwp1zSO
8964 copyright protection54PENANAoxuLWAcrKO 維尼
最後那句話,我一直記著。8964 copyright protection54PENANAZy3DXitQ7S 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAS2dut7JK2P
8964 copyright protection54PENANAm6Cmp3sYqC 維尼
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58Please respect copyright.PENANAL7HVZpGgnp
8964 copyright protection54PENANA8mMXKcm5HZ 維尼
這段感情沒有結局,只有停在某一點上的呼吸聲。8964 copyright protection54PENANAhMeKVipuld 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAgKKLPj7RUg
8964 copyright protection54PENANASDTBbKjb8r 維尼
像是一場對話,沒有人先說再見,但話題自然就結束了。8964 copyright protection54PENANAZ1zq0xgQHg 維尼
像是一封信沒有收件人,但還是寫了好幾頁。8964 copyright protection54PENANA2wiLYnmA0N 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANA2paIWMBB9I
8964 copyright protection54PENANAayc3PQkF4E 維尼
我們都太想證明自己值得被愛了,卻忘了去問彼此——累了嗎?8964 copyright protection54PENANAkoIzBMyxPT 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAPYAvW2G5Dp
8964 copyright protection54PENANAvowhKnu84u 維尼
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58Please respect copyright.PENANAtPS7dbG0bE
8964 copyright protection54PENANAuiFaoWIyae 維尼
我現在開始覺得,那些曾經沒回的訊息,那些沒說出口的話,也許不只是遺憾,8964 copyright protection54PENANApp00wydKHU 維尼
也是一種溫柔的方式——讓彼此不要再傷得更重。8964 copyright protection54PENANAg8GqWSIFH8 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAGEJBjogAfm
8964 copyright protection54PENANAxp63lElW19 維尼
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58Please respect copyright.PENANAYDL06bi8YV
8964 copyright protection54PENANAutiaLNcLft 維尼
我曾以為是我不夠好,才會讓這段感情壞掉。8964 copyright protection54PENANAF1I57c9zPp 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAWLPmBbsbBh
8964 copyright protection54PENANAB7l0Fqti2l 維尼
但現在我終於能夠說出口:8964 copyright protection54PENANAz3zN8a7jrD 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANA2GWrJYyDtC
8964 copyright protection54PENANAoUZYHmrFUI 維尼
這段感情,不是你的錯,也不是我的錯。8964 copyright protection54PENANAe0XjizC01a 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAkjMRo1GR0n
8964 copyright protection54PENANAZqchhZ9OAR 維尼
我們只是還沒學會怎麼好好相愛。8964 copyright protection54PENANAJcarzdCRXI 維尼
而學會這件事,往往是在愛錯過之後。8964 copyright protection54PENANAyzk18Txgve 維尼
我不知道她為什麼會出現在這裡。8964 copyright protection54PENANAQZupbCkf1j 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAc2iWJnFZfH
8964 copyright protection54PENANAhZllLXnLX6 維尼
那天我只是來陪一個朋友看診,無聊地走到醫院樓下的便利商店。8964 copyright protection54PENANAkDiBlLLTZ8 維尼
我正要結帳時,轉頭就看到她站在門口,正在找販賣機投入口。8964 copyright protection54PENANAGGeivQnprJ 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAoNiWm9kmxW
8964 copyright protection54PENANApslT2ByjH2 維尼
她變了。8964 copyright protection54PENANAurFrmvLY9y 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAn6bebtwp6y
8964 copyright protection54PENANAGBWZ1krag6 維尼
頭髮剪短了,背影沒以前那麼瘦,氣色也好了些。8964 copyright protection54PENANABM5Olypjc2 維尼
但她一轉過頭來,我還是一眼就認出來了。8964 copyright protection54PENANAAc6nAH2P56 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAvzVKpHY2Vq
8964 copyright protection54PENANActWD9pIt80 維尼
她也看到了我。8964 copyright protection54PENANAcDhxYqlOMR 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANARFMwiXDSmS
8964 copyright protection54PENANAB3eYAwSIv0 維尼
我們隔著玻璃對望,大概兩秒,誰也沒動。8964 copyright protection54PENANAcPuh2n8S7u 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANATeq3qZCuhK
8964 copyright protection54PENANAcJmBrBrCvi 維尼
然後她推門走了進來。8964 copyright protection54PENANAX7hnEdCYaV 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANApLfnuSss9U
8964 copyright protection54PENANAXLNotrXZKO 維尼
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58Please respect copyright.PENANAkc2xBwqWd2
8964 copyright protection54PENANAUv0zcdHXMh 維尼
我們在門口站了快半分鐘。誰也沒有先說話。8964 copyright protection54PENANAFzhGLZbA48 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAb19VjEUZue
8964 copyright protection54PENANA2uDhWZYdX3 維尼
我低頭笑了一下,像是想破冰,又像嘲諷自己的語無倫次。8964 copyright protection54PENANALKXMWvOzdW 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAZ263eHXYR4
8964 copyright protection54PENANArMRQOZ19HF 維尼
「……妳好像比以前有精神了。」8964 copyright protection54PENANA78Ihq2Emtm 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAv651EJ2bjN
8964 copyright protection54PENANAWktvxbVhcv 維尼
她點點頭。沒有開口。8964 copyright protection54PENANAIwu2cAmxQa 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANA38XEzs4VVW
8964 copyright protection54PENANAvZsVP9sQKP 維尼
我吸了一口氣,說出這幾年我腦海裡不斷反覆的那句話。8964 copyright protection54PENANAiINqvTfiAu 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAxFNujDftec
8964 copyright protection54PENANAC60eiexiJo 維尼
「我們……能不能再交往一次?」8964 copyright protection54PENANAYvGuV93gsU 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANA563QOLFTer
8964 copyright protection54PENANATU9BP40DBt 維尼
她眼神微微一震,但沒有驚訝。8964 copyright protection54PENANArSbvuQL85j 維尼
就像她早知道我會這麼說,只是沒料到我真的會開口。8964 copyright protection54PENANAeSrYDHFNn7 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAw1p3UwwTiW
8964 copyright protection54PENANA7OZVZUfAX9 維尼
她沒有回答。8964 copyright protection54PENANAvBxSF31wqF 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAckAEEaQ3LD
8964 copyright protection54PENANASebm5XvAes 維尼
只是看著我,像是過了很久,然後淡淡地笑了笑。8964 copyright protection54PENANADJ0ChUCxhz 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAdg243Faizr
8964 copyright protection54PENANA4DgkujmFa2 維尼
不是快樂的那種笑,也不是無奈,而是一種——8964 copyright protection54PENANAqyZklejMqv 維尼
「我懂你,但我不能再回去了」的笑。8964 copyright protection54PENANAPew4S08ig7 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAjqqTNSAckZ
8964 copyright protection54PENANAYGXZhkZ2lL 維尼
她拿起桌上的瓶裝水,走過我身邊。8964 copyright protection54PENANANp6knMtYOh 維尼
腳步很輕,但沒有停下來。8964 copyright protection54PENANAlsRXgSv7yW 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAEDtkQ8NHMl
8964 copyright protection54PENANAnxXzJGVWTH 維尼
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58Please respect copyright.PENANAfgcwv8MXBM
8964 copyright protection54PENANAQyEsPy8gZK 維尼
我站在原地,看著玻璃門自動關上。8964 copyright protection54PENANA7VR55Fsa6Z 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANA1vTcX2kAO4
8964 copyright protection54PENANATUhGBPdh71 維尼
那一瞬間,我的腦中浮現的不是她走遠的背影。8964 copyright protection54PENANAr4X5lgaSCV 維尼
是當年她在訊息裡說過的話:8964 copyright protection54PENANA4ZR1ZT5yyu 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANA0XzVsyWlnl
8964 copyright protection54PENANANEulrZ2MRm 維尼
「我最討厭的,是有人忽然就不見了。」8964 copyright protection54PENANAmzSUJp6Z2H 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAoyAWakAw6L
8964 copyright protection54PENANA1w8wTp5FOb 維尼
她沒有消失。8964 copyright protection54PENANA3DFmyaSfqv 維尼
也沒有回來。8964 copyright protection54PENANApEDQaArGsY 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANAljsO3EYPh3
8964 copyright protection54PENANAwVjvjNl4Qt 維尼
她只是,走到了屬於她自己的地方。8964 copyright protection54PENANAViwYFCFVcU 維尼
58Please respect copyright.PENANADSa4dxLBsR
8964 copyright protection54PENANAU8FLaEMgRy 維尼
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58Please respect copyright.PENANAog8ehW7VBh
8964 copyright protection54PENANA8wLlgfPTnj 維尼
我回到診間,坐下。8964 copyright protection54PENANA9zUTNG8WW0 維尼
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這是某人在半夜裡從一個美夢中醒來,流著眼淚把一堆雜訊喂給GPT後吐出來的東西,因為原版跟這個差不多爛,所以還請見諒。8964 copyright protection54PENANA6CAVLgcnSh 維尼
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