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夜海之旅：思與想
ISSUE #7
Author: 青蒼 Cyanblue
夜海之旅：思與想
Author: 青蒼 Cyanblue
ISSUE #7
〈瀕死體驗〉
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或許很多人都這樣過。

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十多歲，我站在房間窗邊，

從九樓俯瞰街景。

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直直落下是一塊無人使用的土地，

土地前方有一片被當作停車場、夜市的空地，旁邊是每天上下學騎車經過的路。

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看遠一些——

街區的中樞道路，機車、汽車的聲響每日每夜不絕於耳。

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我離世界那麼地近，

又是那麼地遠。

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底下那片無人的土地，正合適。

和世界不遠不近的距離，

沒有其他人在那裡活動，

只是可能會對不起低樓層的住戶，

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對不起死在了你們窗邊。

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我把半個身體倚在窗緣，

鐵框壓地我肋骨發疼，

直望向底下，那塊無人土地上的草與土似乎近在眼前。

我大口喘氣，空氣毫不留情劃過喉嚨。

我想大叫，

又意識到自己會吵到樓下鄰居，

所以壓下一半的音量——

啊

啊

啊

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好害怕這個世界，

害怕讓父母擔心，

害怕自己連害怕什麼都不知道，

只能一直害怕下去。

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我抬頭，

看見天邊的晚霞，

紫色、橘色、霧藍色，

山稜隱沒在滾滾雲朵之中。

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再看一下子，

再一下子，

再一下子——

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媽媽的聲音從門外傳來：

「吃飯了——」

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我離開窗邊，

因為我很喜歡吃媽媽的飯菜。

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或許很多人都這樣過。

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試圖離開，掙扎掙扎掙扎——

好多好多次。

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其實我也想要愛這個世界，

其實我也想要愛我自己。395Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LYtf6Xt5i

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夜海之旅：思與想
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Last updated: May 31, 2026
Total word count: 9,990
Total reading time: 33 Minutes
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