放縱命裡來相依,悼念今後的情癡,你和我維繫所思,亦要愛得不自知,若世界這刻就暫停,你跟我未許極對應,都等候人間那美景,這關係最終不凋零,令我更加懂存在,為著單一而深愛,若果此生不變改,還有感人的記載……468Please respect copyright.PENANAKSS6mass6l
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確實是有著悸動,曾走入內心的凍,喚醒過了些暖烘,才體會形成暗湧,使我們在牽起了手,還未會消失和退後,若生命再互相緊扣,以愛取代所有念頭,如花兒在紛飛,憑什麼而回味,漫天都不顧忌,愛刻入了心扉、468Please respect copyright.PENANArwIeEpODaC
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只競逐你我把臂,更放逐世界好奇,若晴空充斥艷美,去感覺愛之細膩──你都任我去放下,那極華美之詩畫,會再感觸起刹那,很想聆聽的說話:468Please respect copyright.PENANAAv4ohVVjSR
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「愛若是永遠也同在,何必執著一時三刻?佑安,你說對不對了?我和詩敏這刻的了斷,不防礙我們日後恆遠的路了吧!」有過多憧憬,俊誠在落定。468Please respect copyright.PENANAH3RUp7qZIH
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又怎麼深情,佑安太清醒:「愁什麼?詩敏再沒有糾纏你了嗎?你不是就樂得清淨了麼?」468Please respect copyright.PENANAHTUnzjwU9b
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「我要是找她了,她都會看穿了所有……」而俊誠於高樓,都把愛意長流、468Please respect copyright.PENANALQG7mdbiE3
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但佑安不遷就,只和暖的氣候:「看穿了又怎樣?詩敏才會把雪玲抬得更加高啊!」468Please respect copyright.PENANArq4P2l0pBf
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若有天都是失散,只自己在乎映眼,有幾多煙火燦爛,也令人回首慘淡,猶如俊誠不怎樣,時光中依然和唱,誰亦是許可漂亮,放心的把愛想像:468Please respect copyright.PENANAc3IGzGhmj9
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「我的心是詩敏的啊!只是人神都沒有著她了,可是,詩敏卻安下了雪玲在人神啊!」468Please respect copyright.PENANAKxF0a0Pn2K
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誰把愛意輕敲,佑安又於打撈:「你跟雪玲美滿了吧?這不是詩敏都懂了你麼?」468Please respect copyright.PENANAOLiaCFcHai
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──愛有時真好比撲蝶,你跟我又落空熾熱,卻令人太筋疲力竭,但成全無緣了緊貼,好比愁緒放於胸前,真愛變得有口難言,恰如回憶之中擱淺,是允許了誰的侵佔:468Please respect copyright.PENANA8filokRbq9
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「她太懂了,她應該知道,我想這個人是她吧!」你假若開口,似俊誠獨奏、468Please respect copyright.PENANA1NSfSwIZtO
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我前去感受,令佑安停留:「她也懂自己,只有雪玲是最好的人選。」468Please respect copyright.PENANAEYN4AgmBpL
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望月前花香但天涼,愛人與誰個正斷腸,鳥鳴於盡處似迴響,你和我卻已經離場……回望夜下那美好,沒有把誰人擁抱,轉眼去尋求陌路,看不穿原來愛慕──468Please respect copyright.PENANAnU7zxrJ3Pd
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「我想她了!我想以後都只有她了!」當俊誠才輕訴,是思念的鴻毛、468Please respect copyright.PENANANXPus9sxks
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等佑安來傾倒,如命裡太煎熬:「我也被隔絕了。我不再是詩敏的另一個自己,再沒有了接通,做回那個追求她的守護神而已。」468Please respect copyright.PENANA8i4XMJscnt
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「所以,她真正孤寂了吧?自從要尋求那點真,她就知道是這個結局吧!」468Please respect copyright.PENANAzIGF88Ldxz
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這俊誠的控訴,而佑安不追討:「你懂嗎?你是她的存在,但你卻沒有給她愛了。」468Please respect copyright.PENANADlRL3GP7D6
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「我不明白,我向來都把她愛著啊!」繁花香出世紀,恍如俊誠憶起、468Please respect copyright.PENANAQg3ddTOH6h
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愛亦不必整理,佑安也懂式微:「你永遠也不願意明白,假如她也是了你的存在,你會從此不用懂了愛,只要去懂了重視她就好。」468Please respect copyright.PENANAJKnXkKYggn
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「什麼話?我明啊!但你難道又明我了嗎?」若世事不複雜,太繁多的配搭,但俊誠也熟習,似生死之過客……468Please respect copyright.PENANALQwWQj10No
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「不用我明,詩敏都明白了就夠。你就做回自己吧!」468Please respect copyright.PENANAAvKsZvHmya
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沒緣份亦想行前,我們的愛在歷險,人生似許多驚艷,才發覺與你發展⋯⋯活著有時也太炎涼,想到你我那些悠揚,命裡誰又過來輕唱,但也領悟思念無常,若傾心的戀人,才令我很放任,如天籟之回音,並不想要前因──468Please respect copyright.PENANAjFp3Q9yZzE
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了然每個神態,你我放懷遊街,持續清淨安泰,未會訣別無猜,似是投入了去空曠,令你我再不用嚮往,哪裡兒有地老天荒,自然的失散於晴朗⋯⋯所以把愛留在心中,都沒有色心的暗湧,在這人海離遠吹送,當你跟我已經相擁、468Please respect copyright.PENANAit6B1uOrNp
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容許無遺之傾訴,救贖人煙於浮屠,苦難頃刻便過渡,但你在我的命途,猶如天地輪迴氣息,愛情才不必要褪色,活著好比生命奇蹟,你與我始終極清晰:468Please respect copyright.PENANASwjn6vLETh
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「喝了很多杯了!再喝就壞身子了!感情可提神,但好似把咖啡喝醉了,這會損害到兩情的相悅啊!」468Please respect copyright.PENANAMN7E8mJG3E
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咖啡廳的事兒,老闆到來巧思:「決心放開的人,你才不能留住了愛啊!」468Please respect copyright.PENANAg7IaCUNGSd
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而味道太極致,更帶起些安置:「詩敏啊!那雪玲可是秀外慧中,俊誠都不再對你有寄望了吧⋯⋯」468Please respect copyright.PENANAFkSzMaBZb0
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──品味純如白雪,不為風花淒絕,才道起來清悦,未惘然了自說⋯⋯若我悟出了摯愛,距離亦未是悲哀,若這浮生沒意外,誰人也毋須裝載:468Please respect copyright.PENANA1F76Yn5lgd
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「是麼?這第幾杯了?真好像愛情了啊!記起了心動但忘記了距離,在傾情當中,才不由自主了去!」也許太悲情,詩敏的形影、468Please respect copyright.PENANA4VzjpIqzxI
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哪裡有過程,但生死落定:「老闆啊!俊誠說,離別是必然會發生的事情⋯⋯要是死守一個對象的話,只會有雪玲在執著裡永遠都不會放下⋯⋯你說,不也是世俗了麼?我不會得到超脫了的真誠吧?」468Please respect copyright.PENANAO6D7norqIc
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只好比枕邊,是戀愛躍現,無緣的侵佔,老闆很懷念:「我死了的老婆⋯⋯都被智美說是摯愛,但我才知道……那片空曠是自由啊,我並沒有在允許了智美,只是代表不會有別個人可以等於了自己⋯⋯你知道嗎?我們都不需要多一個雪玲了。」468Please respect copyright.PENANA8FNmo3ZlzE
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「老闆,你都看清了人心,但卻不懂站在迷局外啊!」468Please respect copyright.PENANAhCYYxkomz0
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令愛一樣的縷起,若果又橫跨天地,亦許會超脫生死,好似戀人於世紀,才令前塵往事灰飛,也無煙火留下細膩,假若日後到來晨曦,看世界輪迴起真理,真愛好似薔薇,是永恆的香氣,這灑脫之遊記,去開創了艷美──468Please respect copyright.PENANADMxSPUruZj
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「我啊!等有天俊誠都懂了我,或者半步入空門了,坦然並無物在牽掛⋯⋯而雪玲那紅塵……會隨悟性而都幻滅了。」468Please respect copyright.PENANAqT0FCyfOpE
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詩敏那半句,老闆的粉碎:「不可能吧!俊誠不會進入了這個境界,紅塵的色相……可是人神都會在愛上啊!」468Please respect copyright.PENANALcGmz34yW9
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「那我就做回去奇葩,景仰了即使不會結果!」詩敏未去追,活著不顧慮、468Please respect copyright.PENANActTwDom9C1
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一剎那容許,才歷久不衰:「我啊!就去味我的無物了!才多少杯?我所在乎的是靈魂,並不在於肉體啊!」468Please respect copyright.PENANAzB88pPXQKT
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都知道形成落差,卻堅持彼此萌芽,當相信愛並無他,你與我或者會枯化⋯⋯心境都虛無,愛未必擁抱,人怎麼共舞,會只是情操,似行走荒蕪絕嶺,隨時又換來狠勁,但花開過多真誠,再放下愛之倒影、468Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZiDvhM5iX
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愛又原來是忘懷,都不捨得了見怪,你若然會覺愉快,而我任由著曲歪,再次感受到出走,你與我毋須退後,願意令關係虛構,都不改容許停留,於是我亦記掛,那漫天之情話,你浮繪的詩畫,令愛情很神化⋯⋯468Please respect copyright.PENANAvC8u6Gezsq
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我都突然想到你,那很迷人之香氣,思念都似是完美,陷入把愛情儲起⋯⋯假若來生依然踫見,真摯的愛何止眼前,我與你去步向終點,也不妨來互相糾纏:468Please respect copyright.PENANAKjiUGMprFE
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「還是有點痛,對吧?你也想不去泥足深陷,才回來我的枕邊了吧?」只雪玲太聰明,又把世態看清。468Please respect copyright.PENANARWhbzzPAtY
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沒許可的對稱,但俊誠不恭迎:「我是我自己,你都不可以為我而在說話。」468Please respect copyright.PENANA9Mv5UQB1CP
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氣氛疑似不定,愛怎樣可放輕,但也明白心情,是雪玲的響應:「愛便說出口吧!就表露你的真摯吧!生命好短暫啊!好難得有個人令自己都甘願了。」468Please respect copyright.PENANAMxthXNtrxZ
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誰來過這心窩,卻不著只高歌,你我恍如最初,才引領了風靡,你若果都深愛著我,竟沒有衍生出花火,這世界原來又消磨,只需要彼此再拔河:468Please respect copyright.PENANAP9LEXCjQPQ
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「我們都在接通了⋯⋯詩敏將你來給我踏入去紅塵,在許多的聲色以外,我和詩敏都互相在靈修了吧。那是個撇脫了的靈魂,才不在乎肉體的色相了。」468Please respect copyright.PENANAsUiqZWmh2o
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才點起的陪襯,雪玲似來興贈:「你有人間的癡纏,就與我來放肆吧!我並不會有靈性那些永恆了。」468Please respect copyright.PENANABZ6kRCzqL4
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「而你的味道都是世俗吧?」亦深知了共枕,俊誠也無慶幸、468Please respect copyright.PENANAu58BtnKbt0
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若是揮霍餘生,雪玲會再點燈:「要是你始終願意傾付了摯真,我還是會灰飛了去啊!而你才跟詩敏去脫俗了吧。」468Please respect copyright.PENANAB2vIU6SqA6
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遣忘人間的色心,才自覺沒有泥根,跟我來無悔此生,只需要投入認真,似詩書那字句,我又寫下迷醉,在心底之愛侶,令你全部允許,比劃眷侶遊於滄海,只你和我如常往來,這浮生也似被覆蓋,可耀亮彼此的存在──468Please respect copyright.PENANAjbOfqTezLe
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「我好想詩敏了啊!我願意灰飛了你去和她在一起啊!」咫尺好比天涯,俊誠未許同偕。468Please respect copyright.PENANATgjH1F9jkU
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這玄外的告誡,而仙子都理解:「等那天你味到並無物,詩敏都和你連了存在吧!」468Please respect copyright.PENANAtHMF2a4KvU
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「我們現在又算得什麼了?愈灑脫,我只知道來自了愈深愛啊。」泛濫一種愁緒,俊誠不會去追、468Please respect copyright.PENANAjUtXWAokzl
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未抺掉的眼淚,但仙靈不寄取:「你是我的存在啊!」468Please respect copyright.PENANArZoxaFXP9t
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「詩敏?你就不和我靈通這兩個仙靈麼?你那青樹和年桑都向繁華吹告了。」如等待著認同,不妨換來落空,但俊誠卻迎送,只美好的天宮──468Please respect copyright.PENANA1R5mMIoTAd
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「你也是我的存在了。」468Please respect copyright.PENANAdue4snRuNJ
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除非我們都是虔誠,顧盼過去已成倒影,亦放過內心的狠勁,等共同前往那愛情,才去揭開內疚,會決斷地放手,如沉澱的念頭,似明白了逃走⋯⋯若歌與月超生艷美,在人間永遠的等你,這星海才映照憶記,是愛到再無法抽離、468Please respect copyright.PENANATXpoDwKbly
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當人始終會流逝,以曾經灑脫瑰麗,但沿着路去沖洗,都在乎起來技藝,等有天暖和了花開,或者觀望路人走來,會是去投入的傾愛,才譜寫華美之期待,凝望剎那的神傷,不見覺是有迴響,任我再繼往向上,逃離人煙那歌唱⋯⋯468Please respect copyright.PENANAXQRrCrzbPH
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最後去結出純淨,這紅塵未可佔領,創造更高峯意境,圓滿了人常的命──擁有很值得的造詣,這歲月裡之執迷,在邁向深不見底,才留下日益精細:468Please respect copyright.PENANA5sGFMETIts
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「你又苦了自己、暖了他人啊!俊誠才不會醒來了。」愛極度唯美,宏一也知微、468Please respect copyright.PENANAS0aVIrPpOH
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被誰人憶起,詩敏的天地:「存在是我們當下所有的靈性了。若果有個人是自己的存在,那愛,卻是純如活著的永恆啊!」468Please respect copyright.PENANAP2SB020VFt
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「俊誠懂得這內涵了麼?你也自由地傾心去吧!」468Please respect copyright.PENANAdLN0gKJm30
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透過宏一去角逐,是煙火追求延續,而詩敏更加脫俗,才把被愛都感觸:「他有更完好了的修養啊,或者,愛──已經滲透了存在了!」468Please respect copyright.PENANACbcURuV88M
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如我並無前因,來宏一的護蔭:「俊誠都找上佑安了啊,他還是想與你同在,也是真摰的吧!」468Please respect copyright.PENANAwapUdCcrNl
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「同在了麼?幾多愛會把人去共存了,又多少人會愛到在命裡同步了⋯⋯」會特別地感恩,若詩敏再迎刃、468Please respect copyright.PENANAH6klW5r69Z
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而這輩子為人,是宏一來回音:「放下吧!就味去都無物,別了去這人間的色相吧!」468Please respect copyright.PENANA0LMORKg5Sz
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「我又喝了多少杯了?老闆啊!再來一杯純味的咖啡吧!」是情味很吸引,但詩敏太放任。468Please respect copyright.PENANABFFE6lko7D
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好想將你我合襯,歷遍無數的見聞,若彼此距離更近,鑄造這愛是永恆,假如都許可,只得你與我,這宇宙星河,並不准獨個⋯⋯當日子輕輕的流走,卻依然去互相承受,令愛在你我之心頭,才嚮往同樣地廝守──468Please respect copyright.PENANAFLDGqnhcRd
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得你是我的存在,愛風雨過後不改,未會撇脫了往來,也淨如流水灌溉,都不如飛化出淨土,並毋須再為愛聲討,聚散亦是幾生修道,我與你來望這花都,至美的境界,白首內同偕,也未要依賴,當被愛擁戴⋯⋯
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愛‧存在
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小柔
ISSUE #44
(四十四)你是我的存在
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