只要把天地更加向前,大概亦相信命裡擱淺,讓我打從心底的發現,欠缺了你亦未會生厭,恍如一朵花墜落,才綻放那華麗軀殼,沒剎那映眼之寄託,盛開去永恆的稜角,人性崇高的靈魂,在人間活出紛紜,堅持無常的若韻,竟可散滅了羊群⋯⋯366Please respect copyright.PENANA0zyDfyzIUJ
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才華如煙雲霧化,千秋萬世之浮沙,磅礴之內成了家,絢美意境哪有他⋯⋯青天彷彿騰雲駕霧,冷眼橫觀生死命途,人間又幾回來清早,散開那煙雨極虛無⋯⋯似是來自故鄉,那入魂在遐想,當光影於飄揚,但教人心痕癢、366Please respect copyright.PENANAqC8HRbkyXP
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百種人煙在這旅途,讓平常心流於消耗,丁點瑕疵若似鴻毛,才靜觀世態之高傲,令心情好比寒天,於滄桑之內微言,何妨又溶掉笑臉,擴散開去的殘念:366Please respect copyright.PENANA5fo03DjfaE
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「這像什麼話了?允詩敏脫俗了而己!居然活出了恆遠?這幽靈來催化我麼?允詩敏還是算了吧⋯⋯我只會看不起她的所有。」誰又會為夢想奮鬥,卻換來佐向這禽獸。366Please respect copyright.PENANAlT0rZfksqF
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那青花香遠之氣候,未伴隨鬼怪的追究:「實不相瞞啊……這種詩意的但求靈性,在這個洪流裡……或者都會被淹沒,那幽靈即使多麼的不懈,也不會有作用吧。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAWOYpy0DkwT
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──猶如雪霜化天馬,人的心不被凌駕,原來都愛好春夏,亦似色魔於玩耍:「允詩敏的字呀……唉!堅持是為了什麼?又要承受了給我們去奚落,早點放棄了……才令大家都樂得清淨啊。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAio5E3djRGa
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人與人外有生天,幽靈似曾經看見:「你們怎麼又要看啊?不是因為都感受到當下的值得了嗎?」366Please respect copyright.PENANA8m9gXRYwix
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「什麼?我可是看著允詩敏活著都感到厭惡了的人啊!你以為我會愛那些靈動了的詩嗎?我要是愛啊……我就永遠配不上了所自命的神聖!」心聲亦只是了禽獸,列佐向只多餘得咎。366Please respect copyright.PENANAyvySODtbCl
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愛根本是不可具體,小幽靈寫起那真締:「為什麼你那樣的討厭,卻又要那樣的在乎,是不是有些愛在瞞騙了自己的內心啊?」366Please respect copyright.PENANAOX398Sgg16
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「愛?你那個主人不是都說我狠辣無情的嗎?我真的只是一頭獸色的野狼啊!」是那由心的醜陋,將他人催成污洉,這頭虔誠之禽獸,是佐向又在獨奏……366Please respect copyright.PENANACInvrLP5gQ
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「我們都在赤裸了腐爛,小幽靈啊!你就放棄了為我們而堅持正念吧!」也懶得了去寒暄,心魔都自在取暖、366Please respect copyright.PENANAbSFOZQvjFb
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似走過了些宏願,魔怪亦只在計算:「我知道你要感化我們去活出正念,但花仙子都從此為我們繞路了,我們這些討厭文明的啊……哪裡兒會對這世界有美好的觀望啊?」366Please respect copyright.PENANAbR0E581Bk6
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「呸!真是不自量力……」列佐向從來都歹毒,但在書香尋求滿足,若說起把人常立足,卻只會加倍地殺戮:「萬年?千花?呸!要我去懂得了尊重和欣賞,就等於剝削我可以主宰了人命的權威,滾吧!這世界的正向?留待我別有用心的關頭再去拿捏來利用吧……」366Please respect copyright.PENANAcwH1PmlFMz
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當言辭都會撲空,這世界許多美夢,總會被定義成功,令人間也有輕重……假如純粹的去投放,誰把活著都也輕狂,那萬千色彩之跌宕,但虛榮與我又何干,世界若愛好名氣,我也曾經去好奇,但從來不會放棄,只源於追求完美……366Please respect copyright.PENANAUmsvk99Wcp
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若時光倒流到起點,人如我也毫無雜念,日夜也埋首了沉澱,誰將故事擁抱入眠,似小幽靈飛散漫舞,而明天會是更美好,將心聲都也在起草,或者可感染這花都──366Please respect copyright.PENANAWA30wbkZd7
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「這是一粒果子啊,我要放它在你的靈魂深處……它的存在會證明你愛好著那些字句,假如有天你連閱讀都遺忘了,果子就會消失掉,也不會成長起來了垂青。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAgcyX1aGSRM
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沒緣由的去喜愛,佐左自然很無奈:「你是否又多此一舉了?我從來在自我慰藉了內心,對允詩敏才沒有了半點的正向,你不如都把這些果子省略了去吧!」366Please respect copyright.PENANA3F3bHYn3qe
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「欸!留下來果子吧!列佐向才需要台階,讓他去生長了腐朽也好,我們都喜愛著遺憾,那種不垂青但卻偏要去追貼了的光陰啊!滿滿了自我想要滅口但又不得志了的遺憾。」為何事而太消磨,最後還有了心魔、366Please respect copyright.PENANA60uESCvVU0
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人煙若未可掠過,鬼怪亦只是蹉跎:「把果子留下來吧!列佐向都碎碎念許多的不如意,讓他承受沒有珍惜眼前人的負向了吧!反正也讓我們都有戲碼了……」366Please respect copyright.PENANAlMdEd3Wbic
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也未必會感受震動,人的愛隨時都落空,若沒有著色香作弄,憑何而去引致暗湧,就迎來毋須再延續,彼此也各自地追逐,我也不再興起和睦,因為感情無法稔熟,若今生都無緣相愛,但感觸相遇在人海,亦似過客般去裝載,至發覺根本離不開、366Please respect copyright.PENANATy0RomJpEk
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──那人太在乎著她,愛到了許可木麻,才不計較起代價,誰都只猶如細沙,曾經掠影過了注目,卻都未可令我屈服,人生假如不去接觸,是相愛也就夠滿足,但偏偏太懂抽離,才都抺走去希冀,如知道人性乏味,我也過不了自己……366Please respect copyright.PENANAW7ySMzAse5
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才任由愛情擱置,亦說得上是輕視,轉眼忘記去所思,不覺原來了相依,才等候時光都也飛逝,回首你與我毫無趨勢,人情世故亦是太淤泥,反正愛情都不可放低……366Please respect copyright.PENANAgbgQ5YG17i
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「你在看什麼了?為什麼列佐向都不再回頭掛望我了!」人可是有著情緒,若芯薇般的去追。366Please respect copyright.PENANA7iNyc8T4D6
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小幽靈未會氣餒,但卻相信了允許:「列佐向最在意的是你了,他連允詩敏都可以為你而去剷除吧。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAU9AeXBVwD0
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別管多少虛構,化為葉落知秋,即使剩下守候,芯薇只會奢求:「要是詩敏都不在了,哪有了色情來轉移,你們真以為,我有著史詩般的魔力麼?」366Please respect copyright.PENANAgRFjPeH1BL
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「一點都沒有。」沒有沉溺於情慾,幽靈才不受約束:「允詩敏常常都說內在,而你,完全沒有了任何修養,連外表都被醫美所侵吞了,只是個利用來充當發洩的傀儡而已。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAaOY6z3Yc5N
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但愛曾經完全遷就,令芯薇甘願的演奏:「列佐向這個人……可是只有我會去依附,這世界,以交易為命根的關係其實也會滋長起了愛……」366Please respect copyright.PENANAk9ZG4wi17w
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若果光景能夠收藏,人間的慾望在流浪,如私心也許可盛放,最真摯的仍是冷汗,當天地只有謊言,芯薇偽裝之往年,散下來太多碎片,都抓不住了哄騙,亦感嘆著某些色心,曾經都無遺的去親,但接納起來了人生,只盡力尋獲那拜金──366Please respect copyright.PENANADM1vHoCTu8
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「你懂嗎?我才是列佐向的眼前人,他只可以來向我投靠,那丁點的垂青,詩敏也只是用來當踏腳石,最終也是會轉移在我的身上了發洩……」366Please respect copyright.PENANAxBcwn3GAEA
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曾見證那色心的自欺,將糞土都美化出傳奇,只很擅長呻吟之把戲,亦吹捧為長成了完美:「那果子在我的價值裡成長了,我這庸俗到不行的存在啊,在名氣與打造之間自命超然的神聖了。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAW0TqlJM5Dt
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似妓女與色狼幽怨,這芯薇狠心的計算:「列佐向其實都超級庸俗,何嘗不是只在虛榮內自欺的渡日,那些果子都長出了我們的真愛,它叫作淫賤。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAEUPihtxDck
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尤其清高中的獨白,都寧願假以些狠辣,不曾經面對之香發,忽然又用來了對答,會令色魔好奇,竟也透視人氣,那人間的遊記,全屬了些淫味:366Please respect copyright.PENANASJcL4CGfp2
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「欸!你說博芯薇有多少了是在裝睡?她把自己的利用價值看得那麼清啊。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1Zj6X4k4x
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「清得過了允詩敏麼?那果子就自行轉移了吧,別再來與她有任何的勾當……她會認知了列佐向,卻也要讓真相去流通啊……有些人,注定了會灰飛,才更去實現了清空吧。」多少人煙又在掠過,鬼怪亦懂得了獨個,假如必要地生起火,就任由真正的自我。366Please respect copyright.PENANA85k2qv99bz
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就好似隔岸地觀望,才渾忘無數的夜寒,連心魔也會極開朗,如知道前人之追趕:「也對,佐向要是都在虎視眈眈,而果子又都長出了垂青,也別腐朽的日夜在猙獰了……一如以往地把色情轉移去博芯徵的身上淫賤了吧!」366Please respect copyright.PENANARx6k9lcgCo
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「真。美與醜;良知或造孽也好;善與惡,慈愛或狠毒也好,別浪費了去當下,珍而重之眼前人吧。」曾遍澤去慈悲,當拿捏了憶記,而小幽靈在飛,盡處了去講理……366Please respect copyright.PENANAPz7vtzlHqo
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哀莫大於心死,我為誰又痛悲,活著是有限期,你怎麼來記起,這人生幾多回在意,會把你我刻入日子,若活著也毋須對峙,已遺忘愛寫過歷史,如甘露在枯乾,你不曾經回望,似千秋也留芳,才值得被嚮往、366Please respect copyright.PENANANy2So8hUlx
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若青紅亦可以塑造,是人塵俗世的浮屠,冷暖自知著那愛好,煙花映眼都會吹倒,讓我來以你流汗,這世界於我何妨,你若為我而凝望,人間得你去靠岸,當時光在散下孤單,愛把你和我都支撑,如歲月亦只得今晚,是剔透彼此的心間……366Please respect copyright.PENANAUlHCZMQYNQ
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才輕的說出感慨,而情愛好似競賽,或者亦未會變改,人心卻也是青睞,如詩敏在悼念從前,字與句不執著深淺,看那樣堅韌之友善,都期望破除了偏見:366Please respect copyright.PENANAv01uO8hTJ9
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「小仙子呀……那個人好熟悉……」366Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8wZI5Esii
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「詩敏,他只是個外表好像了閔俊誠的人啊。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAXZaHD4C0KC
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「啊!不只了外表好像,就連那氣質都很相似啊!如果是個人,不是了總是在高處的神,多好啊。」如冷眼看上熱情,詩敏又幾分高興、366Please respect copyright.PENANAArlDawkM5i
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若沒有隔起薄冰,魔怪亦懂了過程:「那同樣了的位置,才會有著了最平等的存在。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAZYqOPZvQ7S
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這天空都太光亮,猶如有著一扇窗,當世界許可飛翔,令詩敏都在撲香:「佑安,你說呀……那些美好的背後,是有著了真心真意的愛嗎?」366Please respect copyright.PENANAjXKCzdRFUv
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「你不是在求證了什麼嗎?」許可清風來打掃,誰又留戀了命途,浮沉人間的煎熬,太多痛在於虛粍:「我只是你自己了啊,也不容許了太實在麼?你去問你自己啊,感應到了愛嗎?」366Please respect copyright.PENANAoFQ0Oy2l24
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佑安才不予以追究,人難道都沒有感受:「愛的話都會在容許了對方,不愛的話就只會在抗拒著全部。」366Please respect copyright.PENANATYRnJpga6S
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「愛?如果放著……都會似那輕煙般的消散了……而愛啊!都是需要了實踐,需要去珍而重之了我們的眼前人啊。」但不必把愛情說起,詩敏會尋求著銘記。366Please respect copyright.PENANAuusTudKlYG
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人心的寒冷,許多命很慘,並不可以揀,未倒流時間,似靈精留不著滄海,我跟我多明白記載,若魔怪也無可替代,我是我之所以存在,視誰人太珍重,活得似很輕鬆,忽然了很矇矓,愛又怎樣放空……366Please respect copyright.PENANAY38MkPt2ku
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「我們都沒有果子,但小幽靈帶著了許多仙氣,令那棵千花纍都若隱若現了冰霜。」情若至死才方休,詩敏當下已無憂。366Please respect copyright.PENANA0F23vNMLr6
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愛其實不用理由,俊誠會到來溫柔:「是否在想我?思念就好像一陣風,它把我吹到了你的存在裡去啊。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAY6n1k4L8Vr
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等世事都也清心,人不角逐起紛爭,當眼前只得純真,令詩敏懂了今生──「真正的愛情才會身不由己,這個世界……假如有個人令你都不由自主了,那個人,或者是你那命中所注定了的伴侶。」366Please respect copyright.PENANA2PbtzKUxJY
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「我……我想讓風來吹,來吹下我們最自然的愛。」言語會顯得乏味,俊誠的愛在大氣。366Please respect copyright.PENANAW3AoCVd0pb
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任何時光來打理,詩敏也忠於自己:「佑安呀……我心目中有一個閔俊誠,那裡……有著我最喜愛了的存在。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAFUNuCJRlaQ
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若無人於青空,才不必來放縱,這世界的美夢,最後都會告終,彷彿聚散亦如常,到頭來不痛不癢,人生離別的修養,都欠了感激遇上,假如你的眉間有愛,但從此卻沒有理睬,若我極在意去往來,但一直擁抱了放開……366Please respect copyright.PENANA0os7dm1AS5
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「你們到底想怎麼了啊,我都摸不透了你的所有啊。」寬別卻又記掛,卻不去怎對話,佑安看那詩畫,把愛情都透化。366Please respect copyright.PENANARNWNuF5Uj5
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如果想摯愛停留,並不在意起牽手,人間有許多廝守,活著便已經足夠,令詩敏都沒有奢求,只看望愛會是永久,當明白互相地承受,如連結起來的波秋:366Please respect copyright.PENANAPpC7t6WwHp
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「當我知道俊誠還活著,我就覺得……一切都也足夠了。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAYYgSLXuVnh
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放點滴於心頭,佑安不曾探究:「千花兒都在被你冰封了去,你們就要只愛在了那虛無的存在嗎?」366Please respect copyright.PENANAgsPIROihzh
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「不只了這存在,我說我的心裡有一個閔俊誠,假如他不在我的人生了,我還會和我的自己在一起過活。」愛情停於眼眸,詩敏也極清秀。366Please respect copyright.PENANAe5WPtdTeFX
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──花飛花落如常態,愛情咫尺似天涯,時冷時暖若無猜,觸動戀人於同偕、任由愛超生了果,如今生只得一個,連起同樣的花火,你令存在也風靡……也信回憶有天倒退,當那些愛在骨子裡,似你與我才不伴隨,仍然留下已經允許……366Please respect copyright.PENANArc5IVsppnm
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愛霧裡看花之夢幻,你跟我原來只遊逛,生離死別都不力挽,把愛與恨歸於塵寰,所以會在乎氣息,亦更透視去朝夕,大概也明了心跡,至少都還有博奕……就留下來領悟人煙,才敢奔往你的青天,即使散滅了去塵尖,我都已消化出靜恬──366Please respect copyright.PENANA5i25B6y4Dz
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「真神……那千花又再被冰封了一朵啊……」年和月又怎分解,靈精數算起天籟。366Please respect copyright.PENANAUQnTTSjxi3
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去將愛情化境界,觀看冰封的地帶:「魔怪,若果實現慾望是急切,詩敏卻在冰封了所有的千花纍,而真正織熱的,就只有仍然在互相珍重著了的眼前人啊。」366Please respect copyright.PENANABvH6Ws1TsA
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「所以,是愛上了嗎?」那細水似的缺口,靈精來去怎探究,這把長流之春秋,猶如花開出氣候:「不愛又怎麼了去珍惜啊?又怎會在眼裡都只有著這個前人了啊……」366Please respect copyright.PENANAqqaRaLtASg
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誰讓愛在流動,也沒所謂春風,你等幽靈吹送,我把前人珍重:「是目空了吧……」366Please respect copyright.PENANA00ywDntKow
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──「愛並不在於聲色玩樂之享有,但卻在於把眼前人都也珍而重之了。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAGqHHNp7pWt
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若飛花映照這落霞,亦並不繞來些啼鴉,猶如無悔掠過這家,那種愛勝過了春夏,若果你在那闌珊,不奢望會極璀璨,讓煙火於剎那間,我才泯滅著孤單,就放開去會無限,永恆內從不消散,等有天捲起讚嘆,只得你我來映眼:366Please respect copyright.PENANA0ArbPDhT4M
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「詩敏,小魔怪們都知道了,你那個在接通了的閔俊誠,要和你有多麼神化了呀,感應夠了沒有呀?」好比春江般的思念,佑安恍如途人發現。366Please respect copyright.PENANAJ381zcfgx3
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卻在這寒冬裡沉澱,令詩敏暖和了遇見:「還活著就很好,都活著了就是很美好。」366Please respect copyright.PENANAkbwFF92Qq2
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但有時候愛在體內,再慢慢地自我記載,誰隨年月成長開來,更會察覺未可變改,如丁點熱情是會冷掉,唯有去遠離著煩囂,把真正的想法閃耀,才令日子不再飄渺,若內心真的超在乎,未放任了花兒去枯,人一生別太多愛護,只有你跟我很切膚、366Please respect copyright.PENANA2zMhqjgIVC
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於今天珍惜了眼前,我與你若血脈相連,才遺忘互相去糾纏,令相愛都許可無言,來加倍的把你重視,才寫下那無比在意,當思念被灰飛成詩,都領會愛入骨枯之,未可抵消了跳動,這世界彷彿共同,似由心底的觸踫,哪有冷暖和冰凍……
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(三十二)珍而重之眼前人
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