關了一扇窗,大地還開揚,我放空景仰,去泯滅悲傷,沒感覺世界掠過,自我·行走了愛河,並不能把你捉摸,違和·人生是為何──315Please respect copyright.PENANAkEF5AZoXX5
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當日失足之天地,好像猛獸的預備,只感到非常泛味,但始終不可逃避,你我又是誰,在世上寄居,尋找了樂趣,為愛的去追,浮沉中看見夢想,令你我並不一樣,無人之境內飛翔,當天空已經明亮、315Please respect copyright.PENANAX0Fky0UBL3
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──這樣日復日,放下了安逸,生活不單一,只有愛洋溢,曾經都風平浪靜,入定·美麗的風景,後來如夢幻泡影,清醒·遇見了凶靈,由下而上地抗衡,人以為不死精神,我如粒沙也似塵,暢遊無盡的學問:315Please respect copyright.PENANAE9TTnDiRqJ
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「唉。生命還不是個泥沼,我翻來覆去,還是一塌了糊塗。」望天空念掛,迎臉來飛化,詩敏的夢話,如一齣映畫:315Please respect copyright.PENANA4oCIHydsUN
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「我如果並不是我,是否會存活得更加快樂了?」315Please respect copyright.PENANAPtl8NgrCQp
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苦痛都徘徊,以生命領會,沉浸了超攰,只得著無悔:「我,從來沒有抱怨過,人那麼樂天的活著,為什麼只得到現實的殘酷了?」我呼吐過死亡,如詩敏不怯慌:315Please respect copyright.PENANAKpmEMBvYEy
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「俊誠又怎樣?世界的美根本都不可得到,我仰望、然後追逐,又在失敗中超生,原來不過自己太多情了!」315Please respect copyright.PENANAvcs6th1D5X
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絕望是怎樣,才滿了創傷,看無恥悠揚,和自己堅強,當我不信了世界,人煙糜爛的姿態,這片花都得屍骸,物質榮耀內腐敗,我想說厭惡,極清高自負,詩敏若無辜,被掌摑髮膚:315Please respect copyright.PENANAxxdoga7f7p
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「她都知道了,我們看不起了所有人,詩敏都清楚了。」魔怪才傾情,人生得虛榮,講名望背景,誰都配凋零:315Please respect copyright.PENANAMu6SYczP8N
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「這地方,人們滿身了銅臭,過活得傲慢、囂張,誰都在被無形地給看死了。」若講出本領,魔怪也猙獰:315Please respect copyright.PENANAg2QP4NCMgj
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「拜金、貪慕虛榮,才是必要的底氣,講物質、講錢、講功利主義,才是了生存之道。世代扭曲了的價值觀啊──回不來了,人們都活出勢利涼薄的咀臉了。」315Please respect copyright.PENANAfrQHcxnbTw
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「哎喲!不踐踏了他人,又怎抬舉了自己?」靈精恍然大悟,只跟資本為伍,不把清高耽誤,免了浪費吱唔:315Please respect copyright.PENANApd8wlYk96H
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「什麼?才只是普通人?我們可是榮華富貴的存在,那些所謂的人,才不配在我的視線內出現了吧!」315Please respect copyright.PENANASa8VB1fd0o
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真正夢死的人,把虛榮當福音,存在毫不吸引,於金錢中浸淫,你我其實好無奈,所謂上流於人海,把扭曲價值記載,腦子亦只得利害:315Please respect copyright.PENANAjSW1QVVolK
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「高高在上的我們啊,真不用理會了全世界,全都是我們為所欲為的凌辱和踐踏了。」真神並不會開竅,良知渾然成飄渺,很想說並非美妙,但有時人性結焦:315Please respect copyright.PENANAGCLeQSdaxL
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「不傷害了普通人,又怎會有我們的高不可攀?」315Please respect copyright.PENANAykbLCgRqT5
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「華美的衣冠背後,我們蠢頓又愚昧,極膚淺地自命不凡了,沒有錢的誰,可以耐我怎麼了?」315Please respect copyright.PENANAs9gORUUf9z
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「高貴的我們啊,才要消費了平凡,全是我們腳下的不外如是了。」315Please respect copyright.PENANA52Bb3cSGGC
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總有人不厭其煩,與囂張持續往還,我可能已經習慣,隨時以愛去生環,天光後有愛,沉澱了悲哀,我無法離開,只可留下來,這世界彷彿虛無,人都不自覺起舞,沒有誰能夠傾吐,原來被主宰道路──315Please respect copyright.PENANAznlBCEKxQ3
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我們的天地好遠,生命太短·只甘願,人間也沒有熱戀,從未抱怨·才冷暖,如果來獨白,超生了過客,望我於屹立,居然沒合拍,根本是兩個人生,我與我歷久常新,已不懂怎麼延伸,世事或無窮變更、315Please respect copyright.PENANALUiPzxQDvu
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沒開花的果,假如也有火,我亦前行過,又發現獨個,結局卻只有冷清,前行看不到風景,但仍然相信生命,你是最美的過程:315Please respect copyright.PENANAJnppFRgMCk
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「有你就好,我找到了內心的平靜,存在的所有扭曲,彷彿都不在乎了。」我這樣靜止,和俊誠對峙,沒半點心思,如詩敏願意:315Please respect copyright.PENANAALqURBEVfq
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「我的人生都多災多難,還有著你,發現上天對我都不差了。」315Please respect copyright.PENANAy6F8loJIc9
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人都愛自私,靈魂只貪癡,也無計可施,俊誠才認知:「詩敏,輪迴了別人的眼光才只有痛苦,許多人被定型了後,一輩子也只是那個猙獰的模樣了。」315Please respect copyright.PENANAtfS3ovWwoq
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「他們連自己都改變不了,更不會被任何人或世界改變。」315Please respect copyright.PENANAeuhCtyXZej
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「自命不凡的人,才永遠在自以為是的光景內自鳴得意了。」315Please respect copyright.PENANAQBRSoRr30s
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「這些存在本身就是個悲哀,也不值得任何人因為這樣而慈悲了。」315Please respect copyright.PENANAQFNptX5btL
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我不覺你明白,詭計其實毒辣,無辜中更獨立,好想遠離混雜,幻想你會這樣說,撫平。經歷的歹絕,假如世界來風雪,安定。我能夠撇脫,都知純粹到極致,你不管多少諷刺,相信才華如史詩,重要是自己鍾意:315Please respect copyright.PENANAc7cqZMRHxZ
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「好少人做自己真正愛的事,才不用理會了任何人的想法,你才自由地活一場,是好幸福的事了。」到底怎麼想,是否了這樣,俊誠的立場,或者沒痛癢:315Please respect copyright.PENANAvS7RorwvFi
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「詩敏呀,你都在我的身邊徘徊,才只要往前走,並不為被迂腐的人所局限吧?」315Please respect copyright.PENANAaTQq4z3FPJ
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天光後特別有感,我不懂怎的震撼,花雖美落日陪襯,停留於這刻接近:「如果,可以只去一個地方棲息,只想是有你的地方,令我不顧一切地追隨了。」我未知道愛,若詩敏感慨:315Please respect copyright.PENANAizdkM4tvCb
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「天昏地暗,原來,你成為了我生命的一部分。」315Please respect copyright.PENANA9ovFFY0RbZ
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以為世事荒謬,可是天空宇宙,人才不必消受,發覺告別清秀,自從通透人性,兇險自私猙獰,我的沉默有聲,彷彿同時見證,更知人間美如畫,你我珍惜了當下,假若難得有牽掛,可以放心地說話:315Please respect copyright.PENANAR1kmyprV5a
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「你不怕暗吧!只怕都沒有了光,但你會更加的成為了光吧!」俊誠看我的在乎,活在世上之抱負:315Please respect copyright.PENANApZuXdaLex0
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「有我的日子,都會容許了你的存在。」315Please respect copyright.PENANAmiZtcmayuk
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最近有點心不在焉,等候日月早晚蔓延,好像脫離世界事兒,腦海仍有你的潛移,不遲也不早,蓋過了噩耗,今生的懷抱,仍有著道路:315Please respect copyright.PENANAfoN7DqZiJ4
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「存在,可能已經在我的骨子裡,成為了活著的力量吧!」我活在當下,將苦痛淨化,詩敏的春夏,全因了有他:315Please respect copyright.PENANAOFsEIunaxb
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「在不在都好,你令我的存在更有意義了。」315Please respect copyright.PENANAeEHSsczv07
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未來或者更有愛,人生·你與我才花開,相信正走向精彩,用心·我和你往競賽,盡量都寂靜,尋求更安寧,好虔誠生命,等你來和應,就好像生離死別,我跟你依然連結,愛或恨毋須轟烈,讓細水流向雅潔、315Please respect copyright.PENANADfDkHND5fy
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時光飛逝了寂寞,想抽離人間暗角,才不管任何冷落,做自己的去快樂,假如一個人,沒需要迎刃,自主了足印,不必要放任,才知世界極虛無,隨時見證了顛倒,愛原來是可捏造,弄不清怎的道路、315Please respect copyright.PENANAMXSoFUtpXx
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想從頭細說,愛非常狠絕,近乎是冷血,而且很堅決,然後在向你移近,為了得到更高等,我瞬間超級過敏,好介懷到來極狠:315Please respect copyright.PENANAyfNMgqS0oZ
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「唉。想那麼多,還不是一樣?從來改變不了別人的想法啊!」老闆走前來,苦心的裝載,人其實無奈,只唯有感慨:315Please respect copyright.PENANAwITTJE7S0Z
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「給你透明了整個生命,又如何了?你也改變不了人的暴戾與兇狠。」315Please respect copyright.PENANAYHGyDDg9SW
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「你知嗎?至少我把情況清楚了。」又多麼愚蠢,詩敏去依循,才體會一頓,得自己相信:「但你可能都對,從來只有我自己,在明白了人性的所有。」315Please respect copyright.PENANAWpzcvaPdJZ
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「我試圖了釋放,人與我才真心的交往,亦想要驅散了殘酷,但始終都存在了一廂情願,我除了透明了人和事,什麼都也無能為力了!」315Please respect copyright.PENANAKiWHfaY4Sq
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思緒更凌亂,人充滿計算,我陷入深淵,若詩敏幽怨:「原來,俊誠才只是幻想了!在現實,根本沒有了任何在乎,只有我單方面的投放而且!」315Please respect copyright.PENANAa1TfgGWOE4
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如果生命都由我,決定誰人在掠過,老闆這刻太清楚,詩敏又來回折磨:「唉。你跟宏一說吧!畢竟你自己的投影,從來不會把你置諸死地了。」315Please respect copyright.PENANAO9SqMV2PyA
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「你心中好純的神,才去和他去釋放吧!」老闆知多愁善感,尤其人始終淪陷,走向善美而無憾,尋求值得的親近:「去訴苦吧!找一個如自己了的存在去傾訴吧!」315Please respect copyright.PENANAgvuUdy9wp7
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望日落後更斷腸,自我·才黯然神傷,看天空燕鳥飛翔,折磨·更獨個惆悵,發覺別信任何人,當作世上的知音,其實都自私殘忍,沒真正純粹護蔭:315Please respect copyright.PENANAvEXtkzSeIl
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「好了。又得自己了。這故事要怎麼悲傷,都在由我決定了。」來又去更孤獨,詩敏想再接觸、315Please respect copyright.PENANA8h5RJrCj2w
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只感受到惡毒,宏一送上祝福:「最大的患難是,你向來自己承受了那些惡魔的存在,再加上李於和于凌,令你所經歷的,都超出了正常人的負荷了。」315Please respect copyright.PENANAITmSspBaNA
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愛。可能並不在,我亮光的走來,愛。滄桑的人海,詩敏感觸利害:「真想過死了多好,無奈人有著了夢想,寧願堅毅不屈地活下去。」315Please respect copyright.PENANA6Pmwv0Hv9V
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「這世界才涼薄啊!」風吹人的冷暖,詩敏沒有眷戀:「假若我死了,才沒有了徹底亮光的一刻讓那些渣滓話都不敢哼一句!」315Please respect copyright.PENANA7alKuw38kA
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「我就是要堅持,令所謂的名譽望族望塵莫及,有一天,連他們存在的透明也不用理會了!」315Please respect copyright.PENANAfMcwfP8muz
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「要活下去,才有希望,才可以把所有都實現了!」315Please respect copyright.PENANAEh54Fxrv63
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重要是夠強韌,直到髮色白銀,你看我於見聞,似詩敏不過問:「即時世界再沒有光,還一口氣啊,我也要證明文明本身才是在發光,我才要活出了將黑暗沒埋!」315Please respect copyright.PENANAirWOuUx95A
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怎想又如何,日子一樣過,經得起坎坷,又抵受折磨,只是腦海有團火,與現實持續拔河,磨練出更強的我,當宏一亦未認可:315Please respect copyright.PENANAhIG2ExEBg0
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「你去冷靜一下,不要太過上心,人生來去都空一場,你太被折騰了,該放下所有的追求,回到內心的平靜啊。」315Please respect copyright.PENANAkvSW8UkDTj
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我能說的並不多,到頭來未算什麼,輾轉反側地蹉跎,世界彷彿更如歌,又一天醒來,我無心裝載,愛已經放開,不需要掩蓋,沉澱後更覺無謂,才一班自命矜貴,人的文明多宏偉,得虛榮於心有愧──315Please respect copyright.PENANAsvcWqDSAst
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「唉。這段日子好艱難,好像還有不了完的煎熬啊!」詩敏若有志向,宏願可會芳香,命中如詩和唱,不過充滿惆悵:「還有誰了?告訴我,堅持還有希望了成功,放棄就完全的絕望了!」315Please respect copyright.PENANAEl3L5FW3ZA
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呼吸一口氣,將現實逃離,想得多完美,佑安來整理:「看,只有那片沙漠榮華中勢利,世界才好大,有些浮光掠影,只是繁華大地的過眼雲煙而已。」315Please respect copyright.PENANAnKlqT0hxP1
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你到來之後,我回想氣候:「哪有人愛包裝到這樣子?我看都根本沒有,唯有這地方,在一直孕育了于凌和李於這等人!」我像詩敏憤怒,被無辜的滅路、315Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0yO2yGFxA
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唯有開創疆土,凌駕迂腐流露:「始終不是見利忘義,狗眼勢利的偽君子,即使沿著遊戲規則,也不覺了榮華才等於了上乘。」315Please respect copyright.PENANAaZsv3qVEe8
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「你要是有名望,人家的眼角自然開了。」佑安才說上諷刺,極度扭曲的心智:「改不了啊!有些妖魔鬼怪,在名成利就中墮落,才只會在腐臭中永生了。」315Please respect copyright.PENANA1RLpyThuCX
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「噢!我累得很了!」來回漩渦中消磨,詩敏已超出負荷:「這話題,就在這兒,先擱置了吧!」315Please respect copyright.PENANA5cZESHfYnN
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這幾天浸沉痛楚,亦堅持寫下詩歌,無形連起你跟我,還有文字作許可──不知時日經過,我才感觸良多,人甘心受折磨,只為擁抱愛河,人生如不可重來,你我為何而感慨,花色艷紅後又開,快樂才源於悲哀、315Please respect copyright.PENANAd6Ww0mUMR8
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──未開始已經結尾,人到底有多勢利,不如更覺了慈悲,等迂腐某天枯死,才遙遠的夢,可能沒影蹤,我沿路跌踫,不介意落空,去讓熾熱的洪火,只管燃燒一個我,存活或者已看破,自在並不枉掠過⋯⋯
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