會難忘你的所有,又走過荒蕪沙丘,如無止境的溫柔,太感觸細水清幽,有時抺掉深愁,不被綑綁念頭,前去放開逗留,很深刻之承受,而這樣浮沉的懷內,多少情感了是喜愛,由心去銘記著存在,以生命去換化青睞──363Please respect copyright.PENANA7RSqw3vb0G
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走於無盡的旅途,才緊張去那道路,太著重了的情操,也成全起來飛舞,好像又隔了重心癮,若我無法釋除誘引,更加似來生之愛人,你會容許前去封印,才唯美著時光,更體會了滄桑,亦洞透的身旁,最不可以下放⋯⋯363Please respect copyright.PENANA6MUJnWu8zs
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當在人海內相遇,居然又感到治癒,若果都擁有假如,會把心愛的留住、只猶如青年之懊惱,當這世界充斥偽造,誰又會虔誠得美好,去令人生遠離虛耗:363Please respect copyright.PENANABXDcfmDhTI
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「她的確很迷人,但只懂了吃喝玩樂,才沒有了任何的思想,如果我想到了交流,她只想到慾望了的層面,都令我的人生非常淺白。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAVxWk1fkxBh
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但愛欲如倒影,為數亦也年輕,何況來去馳騁,令到詩敏忘形:「就去任性了吧!食、色、性、慾──隨便的去享受了吧,再回來訴說起原來追求了昇華吧!」363Please respect copyright.PENANAFqjLlacrN5
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「但我想要昇華的一起享樂去。」只是再沒有輕狂,青年會等候天荒:「她就像個被現實所塑造,活著都經歷了去華麗,但卻沒有任何了的創造了⋯⋯」363Please respect copyright.PENANA0ooGUV0GaZ
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而那地老之光芒,俊誠也許了奔往:「眾生芸芸,有些人只在生存,然後成為了世界的一部分,但活著了人生啊,卻是源於對這個世界了的體會,會明白了物才會去色,而不要去色了才回頭懂了物。」363Please respect copyright.PENANASYKTY695up
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「於是,我的自私會在厭倦她了,卻又不想要放棄了慾望的滿足了。」若肉體都完好,青年會去散佈,愛好比下傾慕,交纏起了細訴⋯⋯363Please respect copyright.PENANAVnwJZElAhy
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而風吹下零落,似身心之邪惡──「年青人啊!你又可以滿足了多少了她的慾望?只要她都不滿足了,你才沒有了任何的吸引力,這世界的現實……人們只愛著了去自私。」363Please respect copyright.PENANA1dPTjx2YiF
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但詩敏的感覺,亦會明白反璞,俊誠也來審度,更唯美了快樂:363Please respect copyright.PENANAxTToU35k46
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「你如果都追求內在,又強行留下了個軀殼,現任的她才會嫌棄了你的擁有,才會比你更狠心的離你而去了,而留下來了的卻強調了你的無能。」從來只曾搜獲,都洞透去稜角。363Please respect copyright.PENANApbgwY0uJEc
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但留戀著肉搏,是青年的揮霍:「等大家都也不滿意了,就再各自去尋找了下一位的摯愛吧!」363Please respect copyright.PENANAombG5uQk1a
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「等?」詩敏都很錯愕,只補償了寂寞:「你不找個又有內在的人才去纏綿了嗎?人生啊!人心有多少的貪戀,才會令到都失去了最適合了自己的感情去,才只是得到了互相的慰藉而已。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAeA8sxgW1HQ
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清花若然盛開,於心靈之記載,會泯滅的悲哀,更悟起了內外──假如去追求著永恆,與愛人同步的見聞,何況又探求起內心,而當下只唯有認真、才主宰了心思,會將自我放肆,去來也都鍾意,令愛得也不移⋯⋯363Please respect copyright.PENANATku2B7scZ9
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以致情緒亦也細緻,亦放懷心中之愛意,如允許追求了真摯,去體驗補上的位置,若散開了雲霧,令心花都流露,而少年輕的數,連自己也知道──363Please respect copyright.PENANAACxpCh9xCn
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「有個女孩子我都很喜歡了,但她卻沒有了現任的放蕩啊,我都明白該怎樣做了,我最需要的人其實是她那些。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAU3hkTwYc5A
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愛人就在眼前,俊誠會再發現:「兜轉過才會更明白了更加珍惜,就回去現實去擁抱了所愛吧!」363Please respect copyright.PENANAjbJ5iscEsN
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「這個協會都會存在的,假如你還是困擾得都不可入眠了去啊。」讓愛了去侵佔,詩敏在於美善。363Please respect copyright.PENANAHcD4knf1Nw
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當人情來去擴散,我或你才是讚嘆,當光陰也非無限,回頭更懂了患難,若然會在懷念,才放空了斷弦,令生命彷如煙,在剎那間沉澱⋯⋯才好比迷人之存在,於紅塵內捲起意外,然後更了解的放開,來又回只想到摯愛⋯⋯363Please respect copyright.PENANAUkZSOgYrpu
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而再細微之反璞,也能夠任性揮霍,只在心底的快樂,是許可了去寄託、如若沉迷著的對望,了然更多的愛安放,換到閒常裡在奔往,才透徹人生之靠岸、而加倍的肯定,在世界內清醒、363Please respect copyright.PENANAkbKNh5IOAb
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亦會領悟前程,去以溫柔做證⋯⋯在無形間接受,若是已經足夠,會再放下遷就,而去長相廝守──363Please respect copyright.PENANA3tHI7MXfFn
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「忘不了就去允許自己都掛念了吧!」如詩敏的回音,才勾起些光陰。363Please respect copyright.PENANAUIZUfxjI1C
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但是自問為人,佐向並不厚仁:「誰?鬼怪啊,你在說話了嗎?那『心靈同協會』的橋段又怎麼了?我差點就上了去了吧!幸好我呀,極力的阻止了自己昏迷了去。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAF28JIyYfZZ
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「若果真實的自己也在渴望了,就放手的去面對了內心了吧!」又傳來了指引,如詩敏的惻隱。363Please respect copyright.PENANA0Q3oTdVeRx
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是風光之護蔭,佐向會更殘忍:「那是她對青年的告誡了嗎?色魔啊!你們有在聽到了迴響了嗎?」363Please respect copyright.PENANAFkrLOCZklC
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當行走起名望,信自我會不枉,看天地也絕望,也暗中了對抗:363Please respect copyright.PENANAPNLcxJTUi0
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「天聖真是了個騙子,說好了會給我買賣個人情,去把允詩敏在這世界上消失了去,心魔呀,你來看看,她居然還能夠在寫下了故事啊。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAnzorJnnHSh
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若提煉的藉口,又鎖定了念頭:「天聖那麼大的權力了,來為我所經營的光環而耗用丁點,只是殺害了去個凡人,不過是易如反掌的事情了,天聖竟然不來為我效命了!真是同樣了的偽小人啊!」363Please respect copyright.PENANAWn2Yud2vCS
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「而我卻要去愛⋯⋯」當前事亦會殘舊,佐向亦唯有演奏:「這個夢裡我也想要殺死的人,我卻要在偽裝了是『愛』來作為靈感⋯⋯」363Please respect copyright.PENANAMj3SPSgRxs
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而眼淚才虛構,會去塑造宇宙,太感人之波秋,換化出來輕舟:「許多舉動只是光環的所需要的演技,我才不為了人生失落去自由而失望……」363Please respect copyright.PENANAFopmWype1W
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正拿捏起輕浮,佐向才只荒謬:「什麼了自由呀?我就是要把允詩敏都滅聲了,才走去利用著了天聖啊!那些被滅聲的人們啊!我才不過用眼淚來經營起光環罷了,我可是個極度剝削了他人的偽小人。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAdlCTLZYtwD
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幾多的愛情只轉移,又探求顛倒去心意,日夜也利用起情史,才明確了值得自恃、而佐向用愛經營,只腐蝕起來光明:363Please respect copyright.PENANAeeKAnH0Vn2
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「嘖!借愛來欺名盗世了而已啊!不過了是個戲子!念念都也只是面具,而允詩敏妄想了來迴響麼!我呸!都別來破壞了我的自我營造吧!」363Please respect copyright.PENANAClEIqAdzxZ
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但這個莫名的晚上,令思緒在加倍惆悵,沒緣由地把愛頌唱,很懷念了自我鏗鏘、但在被誰牢困,而戲子之靈魂,又多幾分神韻,去把光環重溫、才不必了誰人認同,奢求著忽然地清空,若沒有惡意的作弄,去繼續情色之暗湧⋯⋯363Please respect copyright.PENANA6AIMEurPdW
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但是咎由自取,被挾持著粉碎,令心神太空虛,才假借了寄居、而生死也只是利用,愛遊於表面裡欺哄,亦更好有台階清送,竟活起來自命始終⋯⋯363Please respect copyright.PENANAhtNCnxBx9r
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「誰?」鬼怪於是皺眉,一剎那之好奇:「允詩敏會有迴響了嗎?這世界呀,有笨得那樣透徹了的人麼?她只是寄生了的工具而已!」363Please respect copyright.PENANAOGcuMKyMsC
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才不覺了入戲,似心魔的萎靡:「是我了啊!把列佐向的自欺欺人放了出去啊,他都要過場了去加倍的侵害了他人⋯⋯」363Please respect copyright.PENANAs7zooVXSZR
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「又侵什麼了?」出於了迴避,色魔也預備:「不要再加深劇場了吧!允詩敏從來都只是無辜,又要腐蝕起來,又要再毀滅了去呀?」日子都也式微,還欠缺著勇氣──363Please respect copyright.PENANAn4zq4oh7k9
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「哎喲!真累了啊!列佐向才沒有了面對自己了的決心!又要在假借允詩敏了呀?懺悔呢?懺悔的劇本了呢?」363Please respect copyright.PENANATy1Vxuom13
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「唉!……」都更目空人命,才自居起神靈,鬼怪又來見證,會失落了清醒:「還沒有演啊⋯⋯天聖那工具的事跡呀,似乎還沒有演起來了懺悔⋯⋯」363Please respect copyright.PENANAXtBUyyYAHY
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世界都不要領,而人心多猙獰,色魔才更任性,讓佐向去至聖:「哎哎哎!隨便了吧!來戀愛的劇場吧!人家允詩敏才都旁觀者清了去!我們就回去,回去吶喊生威了吧!」363Please respect copyright.PENANAFHIz7c3kVR
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間中又懷念了你,和我在放空心扉,亦是毋須講道理,只覺時光都很美,然後再投入於日常,好像擁有著之迴響,把戀愛無比的頌唱,似拍和了餘生無恙,才不要兇險,又容許擱淺、363Please respect copyright.PENANAKuZzyQ0wsZ
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摯愛之劃現,令步伐向前⋯⋯未會疑惑的狀況,原來都敢去安放,似值得之間追趕,愛或恨也許無妨,再不見到窮惡,也放下些束縛,若還有著軀殼,才去珍重玩樂、363Please respect copyright.PENANAdtWurR4fgh
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而誰人遊於旅途,令身心似是駕霧,會看得見的終老,卻又不懂了命數、如果愛太清晰,又怎會去壓抑,是命裡的奇蹟,似活過之點滴⋯⋯363Please respect copyright.PENANAQVD2TV5hnr
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「允詩敏到底有多忙了啊?竟也會抽空去『心靈同協會』,又都會看下了列佐向的戲份,但卻沒有時間了來遊玩境界了麼?」363Please respect copyright.PENANAnC8PMcbFuS
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哪個會明白摯愛,才不能夠了分開,於是佑安在等待,假如有天也走來:363Please respect copyright.PENANAlhdTDDMDuW
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「她的詩在寫什麼了呢?跟我的畫作都像又欠缺了些連結。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAnxu3RanhLA
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但加倍地灌溉,於人間的摯愛:「這風景啊,如果跟詩敏了一起經歷,其他我都再不會再奢求了。」──遺留下來滄海,只是過多感慨⋯⋯363Please respect copyright.PENANAH0JCOwnVto
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當光陰只於競賽,老闆亦懂了悲哀:「老朋友呀,詩敏才走了呀!她其實都喜愛了獨處,只想迴避了去任何分心了的環境。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAouFSXdw90Z
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若一根了青絲,佑安又在猶豫,什麼亦去放肆,卻也不懂心思:363Please respect copyright.PENANAmdCY1qioMW
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「獨處麼?她卻把魔怪靈精們都也同步了?卻都與閔俊誠去看望所有的風景了?」363Please respect copyright.PENANAbrdluvMJfY
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而這感情之傾向,但老朋友的明亮:「你呀!才多麼的活潑好動了,但也為了允詩敏,甘心在某些境界裡修行著,甘願的做起守護神了吧?」363Please respect copyright.PENANAFcEBME8Sm4
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──這獨個的味兒,才體會到意義,去沉澱了故事,亦遺忘著諷刺、如世界有太多競爭,容許我都遠離上心,而人間的情慾愛恨,亦會放空了去行近、若果了摯愛,你令我負載,角逐在人海,亦都是可再⋯⋯363Please respect copyright.PENANAv2Z3eNiFGR
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你令我都前往追求,才去風靡起來宇宙,會為值得的而留守,當已經去牽着了手,才不論了變遷,而深造之青天,太渺小的人煙,也去換化萬千──363Please respect copyright.PENANAeTPoaYADMQ
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「詩敏在咖啡廳一整個晚上了,我們也任她了去專注了⋯⋯有時候,放任了喜愛的人自己去獨處,也會是個美好的時光了啊。」363Please respect copyright.PENANAVT3NW021UB
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卻介懷起殘念,佑安在於發現:「老朋友啊!你怎麼都不通知了我呢?我也整個晚上了在繪畫了啊!」363Please respect copyright.PENANAFiT3pxEA3C
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「沒有必要吧!」回想起了流連,老闆才更勸言:「那俊誠啊,才只是隔遠的觀望著,他無聲的也在享受了獨處⋯⋯」363Please respect copyright.PENANAdQ7Dpst0mv
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但佑安這青年,卻也嚮往纏綿:「可惜錯過了!要是,那個人是我了,時光才會更加動人而難忘吧!」363Please respect copyright.PENANA9FBxGTLzTT
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「唉!你真的不懂了⋯⋯」只猶如些散筵,竟令老闆恍然:「他們各自的離開了,我才知道了愛會是無止境的深邃了下去⋯⋯」363Please respect copyright.PENANABJwqp5hl08
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在無言之間遊走,若依然互相承受,怎形容都似不夠,會是允許了永久,會讓細水於擱置,也別無了來所思,令身心都也細緻,更會去愛著彼此⋯⋯活在懷內很自我,相愛得只許諧和、363Please respect copyright.PENANAxtlvXDiFX6
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而怎麼樣的花火,到最後亦是許可、令人間正浮繪唯一,情懷都飛化出洋溢,似愛好著度過每日,才會寫意到了安逸⋯⋯但感受又如何說明,我與你這樣地見證,將所有也歸於寧靜,義無反顧了的心靈⋯⋯
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