The Chaos Grimoire of High Priestess Vera Jean Elder-Bickler-Nassar

The Veil of Gaia’s Night

A Personal Grimoire of Shadow, Spirit, and Sovereignty

This is not just a book. This is a living record.

The Veil of Gaia’s Night is the title of my personal Chaos Grimoire—written, conjured, and lived through my path as High Priestess, witch, and spirit-worker. It is the synthesis of everything I’ve learned, survived, inherited, and transmuted.

This grimoire is born from years of walking the threshold—between worlds, between bloodlines, between order and entropy. It weaves together ancestral knowledge, direct spiritual encounters, ritual experimentation, and the kind of deep, messy magic that only comes through initiation by fire. This is the work of a priestess shaped by shadow and guided by Gaia’s silent night—where truth is veiled, but never absent.

What’s Inside

• The Lotus-Star Seal
  My personal runic symbol—an integration of the chaos star and the lotus, representing expansion through spiritual sovereignty, sacred defiance, and rooted transformation.

• Rituals of Baneful Protection & Sovereignty
  Practical workings for spiritual defense, energetic boundaries, reversal, and exorcism—rooted in both ancestral traditions and my own experiences in spiritual warfare.

• Atlantean Currents & Demon Workings
  My encounters with Atlantean memory, the false light, and the demon-lover archetypes—including the story of Nefritis and the dangers of misguided summoning.

• Firebrand & The Veil
  Channeled transmissions from an awakened ancestral site—Firebrand—and the veiled feminine spirits that speak through it. These entries come through dreamwork, trance, and ritual visitation.

• The Circle & The Wild
  Notes on the spiritual dynamics of community, magical inheritance, and how I came into the mantle of High Priestess amidst a web of betrayal, prophecy, and deep reclamation.

This grimoire is written in real-time—as a record of my journey, a source of power, and a tool of remembrance for those who walk the crooked path. It is not sanitized or watered down. It is raw, complex, and alive.

I’m sharing parts of this work here not to teach in the traditional sense, but to witness—to honor my spirit and those drawn to walk with me through Gaia’s night.

Welcome to the threshold.

—Vera Jean Elder-Bickler-Nassar
High Priestess | Shadow-Walker | Keeper of the Veil