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今日的小曼,又一次神出鬼沒的出現在我的身後,帶著那令我有些不適的煙味,以及甜膩膩的聲音,她總是喜歡矇住我的眼睛,好像是在跟我玩猜謎遊戲那樣。113Please respect copyright.PENANAL2w7a3TAC1
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「在想..你有怎麼樣的過去?」8964 copyright protection109PENANAfygsHuuEUG 維尼
她鬆開手後,我回頭望著她深不見底的眼眸,裡面似乎閃過了一瞬間的訝異,卻又很快變回了平時那副似笑非笑的樣子113Please respect copyright.PENANAaNKkG5njai
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「這很重要嗎?」8964 copyright protection109PENANAsa7AEemsH2 維尼
她笑著問我,眼睛彎成了月牙的樣子,或許是不想提及吧,即便笑著也能感受到那股涼意113Please respect copyright.PENANAVV7Xjm4DLn
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「不重要,每個人都有過去。」8964 copyright protection109PENANA71zdS1ToV7 維尼
「那只是你的來時路,你沒必要和我說。不過如果你要說,我會做個好聽眾。」8964 copyright protection109PENANAT2ZkQHnArT 維尼
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待我說完,那深邃的眼眸盯著我看了好一會兒,讓我都覺得背脊有點發涼8964 copyright protection109PENANAQvVtBQy9r1 維尼
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「了解一個令人感到絕望的過去,能夠激起你的優越感嗎?」113Please respect copyright.PENANAkCpBhXwM18
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她依舊笑盈盈的,卻讓人看不出任何開心的樣子,說出來的話也是冰冷的徹底113Please respect copyright.PENANAN6kDlHeqLI
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「我需要找尋優越感嗎?」8964 copyright protection109PENANAvfqKLxegsF 維尼
我並沒有被這句話嚇到,也沒有想要嘗試反駁,只是順其自然的反問她,讓她去審視我的本身8964 copyright protection109PENANAubIjVk49pn 維尼
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「嗯,說的也是。像你這樣美好且自由的存在,的確不需要~」8964 copyright protection109PENANAbcSovb7zrT 維尼
「行吧,也不是什麼不能說的秘密。」113Please respect copyright.PENANAIFBJWQrSjQ
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她嘲諷的笑了笑,但卻能從中感覺到她眼眸裡深不見底的絕望113Please respect copyright.PENANARDkCJIWZxb
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「那是中學的時候吧,我自以為是的喜歡上了一個年紀比我大了不少的男孩」8964 copyright protection109PENANAfr6DAB5Gud 維尼
「我原本以為,第一次戀愛一定都是那麼美好,所以我總是順著他的要求,因為我想要他的愛」8964 copyright protection109PENANAv3VSc0zAfv 維尼
她停頓了一下,才緩緩吐出最後一句話8964 copyright protection109PENANAn8gOeVg5KY 維尼
「最後等來強迫、威脅、出軌...之類的吧~」8964 copyright protection109PENANAb9vXKWShle 維尼
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小曼斷斷續續的講述著她第一次戀愛的經歷,即便這些之言片語乍看之下得不出什麼資訊113Please respect copyright.PENANA5gXvXnFxM3
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卻能從細節處感受到8964 copyright protection109PENANAZa2ieYZsTO 維尼
那滲人的崩潰8964 copyright protection109PENANAukLuCepbnl 維尼
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如果不喜歡這朵花,你可以將它仍在一旁的草地回歸自然,而不是將它放在無水的花瓶中,每天摘掉一片花瓣8964 copyright protection109PENANAPkLjBwsa71 維尼
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如果要為小曼的故事做出結論8964 copyright protection109PENANAOPQHekgVFL 維尼
或許就是這樣吧8964 copyright protection109PENANAdKSbjrQ8Dv 維尼
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「嚇到了嗎?」8964 copyright protection109PENANA8gXsaFEeUz 維尼
她說完後,微笑的望著我,眼眸依舊是那樣,看不到任何的光芒113Please respect copyright.PENANA5sOxd3g4Rk
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「所以,我一直在尋找屬於我的救贖。」8964 copyright protection109PENANAIMaBm6Um6A 維尼
她望著窗外,小聲的說了一句話,輕的像是落在肩上的羽毛,卻又無比的沉重113Please respect copyright.PENANAlrrE5C9MIy
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「你活到現在了。」8964 copyright protection109PENANAUJjd8EU8gs 維尼
我望著她,並沒有給予任何一句安慰,只是陳述了一個奇怪的事實113Please respect copyright.PENANAyHi4Xc9ICW
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「是的,我活到現在了,但之後的每一段感情,都沒能帶給我救贖。」8964 copyright protection109PENANAmO4to7lflD 維尼
她笑著說道,彷彿已經不抱有任何希望,聲音都平穩的可怕,就像已經停滯沒有波動的心電圖113Please respect copyright.PENANAgFw4pURiZt
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平穩,卻沒有任何生機8964 copyright protection109PENANA7OD23hK366 維尼
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「我討厭這個世界。」8964 copyright protection109PENANAbDyJOLFsfp 維尼
她望著窗外,臉上依舊是那副笑容,烏黑的長髮隨微風飄起,明明是個美好的少女113Please respect copyright.PENANAt16sgZqYsf
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卻好像死了一樣。113Please respect copyright.PENANAFWYa5Dn9da
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「你現在站在我的眼前。」8964 copyright protection109PENANAbuq6qMnce2 維尼
我依舊陳述著事實,並沒有做出任何評價或安慰,只是望著她的身影113Please respect copyright.PENANAXdbkQmSRJa
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「你在說什麼?」8964 copyright protection109PENANAmQYnCWTJKw 維尼
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她一臉不明所以的望著我8964 copyright protection109PENANA03PZ32Oyp1 維尼
在等待著我的解釋113Please respect copyright.PENANAX0DXljQnmC
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「所以,你已經救贖你自己一次了。」8964 copyright protection109PENANAm4AbUJ9NJp 維尼
我望著她的眼眸,沒有了平時那副開玩笑的樣子,一字一句都包含著認真與堅定113Please respect copyright.PENANAqWX5i1VWp9
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「很會說話,但這樣算是活著嗎?」8964 copyright protection109PENANAlb2MNGXImK 維尼
她笑了一下,隨後拋了個更加困難的疑問113Please respect copyright.PENANA6YHujqNukN
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「只要還活著,總有一天能夠真實的“活著”。」8964 copyright protection109PENANAw4xYDu34WY 維尼
我也望向了窗外,看著飛過去的群鳥,枝芽上盛開的花蕊,一切都充滿著生機113Please respect copyright.PENANAVJFwl3i4S0
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但現在的她,就像隔著窗戶,只能看到窗外的生機,卻無法接觸,沒日沒夜的仰望著8964 copyright protection109PENANA4xfAyMu4ca 維尼
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「說的可真輕鬆。」8964 copyright protection109PENANACYettFux4F 維尼
她不以為意,笑著吐槽了我一句113Please respect copyright.PENANAMAu8wG9rdn
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「我不想給你希望,也不想叫你加油。」8964 copyright protection109PENANAnNEjnSVomN 維尼
「但我很開心你仍然能夠站在我的身邊,慶幸能夠觸碰到你、聆聽到你、感受到你,僅此而已。」113Please respect copyright.PENANAmtssEealfc
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她似乎對我的話感到有些意外,不再帶有笑容,只是一臉凝重的望著我8964 copyright protection109PENANA7aR41qr4yb 維尼
「我們關係很好嗎?」113Please respect copyright.PENANA7v3B7gN2bY
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她不解的問道,似乎想從我眼裡看到真實113Please respect copyright.PENANAhFyLADw6M0
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「不好吧?」8964 copyright protection109PENANAWXoxU2Dn8u 維尼
這次換我投以她一個微笑,望著她深邃的眼眸113Please respect copyright.PENANARUU9FUSmus
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「你真奇怪..」113Please respect copyright.PENANA9JR7v6PYs4
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她撇開了頭,不再與我對視,但聲音卻不是那麼的平穩了,能感到些許的慌亂?亦或是緊張,我也不能夠確定113Please respect copyright.PENANA0Sxa4LM1HD
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但卻能感覺到,某些角落有些許的變化了8964 copyright protection109PENANA0k0qNF3I1h 維尼
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「彼此彼此~」8964 copyright protection109PENANAKu7eNxMPZI 維尼
我笑著回應她,然後繼續看著窗外,她見我沒有回應,也望著外面113Please respect copyright.PENANA78XbcWqAXa
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「那朵花好漂亮。」8964 copyright protection109PENANAVHnFKowkfv 維尼
小曼淺淺地說道,指了指那朵在窗前盛開的小花。113Please respect copyright.PENANAhmK2MplNtF
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「是啊,很漂亮。」8964 copyright protection109PENANAUzsE4UPI8S 維尼
我笑著回應她,並沒有任何動作,只是同她靜靜地欣賞著花朵113Please respect copyright.PENANAIaEEMgpZdA
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「你不幫我摘下它嗎?」8964 copyright protection109PENANA5kqqNgSIu0 維尼
她有些詫異,卻也沒有伸手摘取,只是望著欣賞花朵的我113Please respect copyright.PENANAQgIBQG8NjA
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「你喜歡的,是鮮活的它,而不是它在手上枯萎的樣子吧?」8964 copyright protection109PENANAlL8kh8Fe18 維尼
我回頭望著小曼,很自然的回答她113Please respect copyright.PENANADc11EK2B6m
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春日的暖陽很舒服,彷彿整個人都可以染上那獨特的金黃色,我倆就這麼靜靜地望著窗外,不知過了多久8964 copyright protection109PENANAu3TIMk3H55 維尼
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「是呢..」8964 copyright protection109PENANAFkI06cYF9I 維尼
小曼緩緩吐出兩個字,重新將目光投在了那朵美麗的小花上面113Please respect copyright.PENANA6T9an0xMTH
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粉紅色的花瓣看起來輕柔的令人想要觸碰8964 copyright protection109PENANATUr616sdPv 維尼
但此刻的我們或許都已經心知肚明8964 copyright protection109PENANAEmLdOoZeP9 維尼
花朵最美的時刻8964 copyright protection109PENANA6RGbf3W2f4 維尼
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從來都是獨自綻放,沒有被採摘下的模樣8964 copyright protection109PENANA8pcopz8C6z 維尼
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