a big notebook for everything ever. (poems+waffles) - frustrations of a fading poet.

you've always been the better writer

always. from the very start

It kills me

because it was all I ever had

something just for me

deciding to share it.. this safe little place. isn't something I regret but

I can no longer fully twist my pain into beautiful words

I can write it open and honest

but that doesn't make me a poet anymore does it.

my words sound like anyone elses 175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTqHTzcI9I

and you write like you have a whole universe living in your heart

you write in such a way that it strikes my heart175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjEKEgsM1V

I can't lose this.

my only real tether to sainty175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgS5TEjk9Q4

the only thing that makes me intresting

my words were always bigger than anyone around me

and suddenly they feel weak. stupid and small.

so keep writing about the world fading away and things that reach others souls175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nnlvAGSyb

i've never read anything more beautiful than that one.

your words are everything and i think im glad they found a way to bigger than mine

you needed it.

something will spark the poems within me

but for now i mindlessly type in the dark of my living room.

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