自修室的空調猶如一把書生扇,把三十幾度的蒸騰熱氣驟然截斷在大門外。室內白燈高吊,「無妄合作社」的鼓聲拍打着我的耳鼓,隔絕了空調低沉的嗡鳴,人們低語的㕴㕴,翻書的沙沙刷刷。11Please respect copyright.PENANADOdpl8OXr7
/每當那太陽從那西邊不見11Please respect copyright.PENANA56yHU3o5Rb
東邊就聚集十萬隻耀眼的狼11Please respect copyright.PENANAM62X7KVM1y
遊蕩在同仇敵愾與針鋒相對11Please respect copyright.PENANABZf9YInoEE
屠殺異己的同時也屠殺自己/11Please respect copyright.PENANAoSYHkzQOkI
大門在我後頭關上,我正納罕要否登記,見保安不為所動,我轉入右邊一排座格,一浸熟悉的味道拂過鼻端,香甜中有咸,我的腳步剎那凝住,四處打量,我卻找不到味道的蹤影。11Please respect copyright.PENANAASniV3b8MX
/Kill the poor11Please respect copyright.PENANAPjSg0cy2wr
Kill the richer11Please respect copyright.PENANAMMSqV5rT4M
Kill the weak11Please respect copyright.PENANANAlY9E2LsZ
Kill the stronger/11Please respect copyright.PENANAttDSPlJ5Wh
我緩緩坐定,耳中轟然響起重金屬樂隊暴烈的電吉他,那聲浪如鐵錘撞擊著耳膜,鼓點似擂鼓捶打著心臟。樂聲喧囂如沸,在顱內炸開。我打開電腦,然而那縈繞於鼻端的陳舊氣息,沉靜地、固執地滲開,在喧囂聲浪的罅隙裡,猶如一縷無法驅散的煙霧,執拗地描摹著當日的側影。11Please respect copyright.PENANAagPnuF8NRl
/Kill the pulse11Please respect copyright.PENANAhmqkQfiBXb
Kill the impulse11Please respect copyright.PENANAQUtFsBNzlQ
Kill the autophobia11Please respect copyright.PENANAj771GhLmGn
Kill the dysautonomia/11Please respect copyright.PENANA3hx5rtWDef
燈光下那額角與鼻梁的線條,幾乎要從喧囂的縫隙裡掙扎出來,水影般浮凸於眼前。我試着集中精神避開那使我窒息的味道,及那縷氣味牽出的回憶。困在歷史中的欣悦裏要多少酒水沖淡,一把思想的利刃是不是能斬斷遐想,我的腳一直打拍顫抖。11Please respect copyright.PENANAeH1up0MFWQ
/我把憤怒賣給你11Please respect copyright.PENANAwM31qygcaZ
我把自卑賣給你11Please respect copyright.PENANAfL9gYBn9d7
我把悲傷賣給你11Please respect copyright.PENANA41iJu0dvoL
我把憂愁賣給你/
我討厭這種寂寞難耐的壓抑,電吉他猶如狂風獵殺着思緒裏每一角的餘韻,沙啞的喊聲呼喚着我噬血的狂妄,我今朝扎醒於我倆歇斯底里地吵架,KILL-KILL,KILL,KILL,KILL!11Please respect copyright.PENANAbJvyKYJR4r
/我把歡笑賣給你11Please respect copyright.PENANATUOxlrOTRS
我把幽默賣給你11Please respect copyright.PENANAgbcj2O0s4h
我把思念賣給你11Please respect copyright.PENANAkw2fifKUgP
我把甜蜜賣給你/11Please respect copyright.PENANA0sT0iOC5Bb
樂聲戛然切斷,世界驟然陷入一片真空般的寂靜。我怔怔地望向身旁空著的座位——那座位空蕩蕩的,如一個無聲的句點,標記著一段再也無法接續的對話。往事似水,縱使偶然被氣味蒸騰起一縷氤氳,終究在現實的靜電裡,化為無形,消散於圖書館空調恆久的冷氣中。11Please respect copyright.PENANAOSWTJUlwKo
然後我再重播歌曲十遍。No Mercy。
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