自修室的空調猶如一把書生扇,把三十幾度的蒸騰熱氣驟然截斷在大門外。室內白燈高吊,「無妄合作社」的鼓聲拍打着我的耳鼓,隔絕了空調低沉的嗡鳴,人們低語的㕴㕴,翻書的沙沙刷刷。39Please respect copyright.PENANALks9t5nFUN
/每當那太陽從那西邊不見39Please respect copyright.PENANAaYUZWu1kgu
東邊就聚集十萬隻耀眼的狼39Please respect copyright.PENANALsb4fwCRmq
遊蕩在同仇敵愾與針鋒相對39Please respect copyright.PENANAIIXdHMDYj9
屠殺異己的同時也屠殺自己/39Please respect copyright.PENANAbSfKb2OA1X
大門在我後頭關上,我正納罕要否登記,見保安不為所動,我轉入右邊一排座格,一浸熟悉的味道拂過鼻端,香甜中有咸,我的腳步剎那凝住,四處打量,我卻找不到味道的蹤影。39Please respect copyright.PENANACg9EdaXzu6
/Kill the poor39Please respect copyright.PENANAfn2Wfm6TqH
Kill the richer39Please respect copyright.PENANA4XNZY9HAzx
Kill the weak39Please respect copyright.PENANAO1JNu43qUy
Kill the stronger/39Please respect copyright.PENANANxa2qt3KXl
我緩緩坐定,耳中轟然響起重金屬樂隊暴烈的電吉他,那聲浪如鐵錘撞擊著耳膜,鼓點似擂鼓捶打著心臟。樂聲喧囂如沸,在顱內炸開。我打開電腦,然而那縈繞於鼻端的陳舊氣息,沉靜地、固執地滲開,在喧囂聲浪的罅隙裡,猶如一縷無法驅散的煙霧,執拗地描摹著當日的側影。39Please respect copyright.PENANAvxFzngmGkA
/Kill the pulse39Please respect copyright.PENANAkVYNMsz06k
Kill the impulse39Please respect copyright.PENANApDHLVQI0P2
Kill the autophobia39Please respect copyright.PENANAxP3hDwM5eg
Kill the dysautonomia/39Please respect copyright.PENANA0eIefslDvo
燈光下那額角與鼻梁的線條,幾乎要從喧囂的縫隙裡掙扎出來,水影般浮凸於眼前。我試着集中精神避開那使我窒息的味道,及那縷氣味牽出的回憶。困在歷史中的欣悦裏要多少酒水沖淡,一把思想的利刃是不是能斬斷遐想,我的腳一直打拍顫抖。39Please respect copyright.PENANAhBkytlaGtW
/我把憤怒賣給你39Please respect copyright.PENANA2TZeWZGTVm
我把自卑賣給你39Please respect copyright.PENANAotY5TpF5Mn
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我把憂愁賣給你/
我討厭這種寂寞難耐的壓抑,電吉他猶如狂風獵殺着思緒裏每一角的餘韻,沙啞的喊聲呼喚着我噬血的狂妄,我今朝扎醒於我倆歇斯底里地吵架,KILL-KILL,KILL,KILL,KILL!39Please respect copyright.PENANAWHauwEarSX
/我把歡笑賣給你39Please respect copyright.PENANAx0YcBcuiOk
我把幽默賣給你39Please respect copyright.PENANAK4XxXnAVqJ
我把思念賣給你39Please respect copyright.PENANAQdpSiuYM2o
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樂聲戛然切斷,世界驟然陷入一片真空般的寂靜。我怔怔地望向身旁空著的座位——那座位空蕩蕩的,如一個無聲的句點,標記著一段再也無法接續的對話。往事似水,縱使偶然被氣味蒸騰起一縷氤氳,終究在現實的靜電裡,化為無形,消散於圖書館空調恆久的冷氣中。39Please respect copyright.PENANAgzLgAQpjXU
然後我再重播歌曲十遍。No Mercy。
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