和王曉在走廊盡頭分道揚鑣之後,向菱不斷回想起剛才她那番話。 80Please respect copyright.PENANATU5IRsOrIr
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她並非對未來沒有任何打算,只是不知道具體的道路在哪兒。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAeC6gSc0iUU
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某一節課間,向菱想這些事情想得出神,視線有點放空,手支著頭顱發呆。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAN2ZmAsS45o
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連坐同桌的少年不輕不重的敲了敲她的課桌,她都沒發現。80Please respect copyright.PENANAx3liXMM43v
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「喂,你發呆呢?」少年盯著她,慢悠悠說道。80Please respect copyright.PENANAmQ43ZnvSiN
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向菱瞬間被他嚇一大跳,眼睛瞪得更大:「……你、你別嚇我!」80Please respect copyright.PENANAYdvpId7erA
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祁澈沒有再接話,只是懶洋洋用下巴比了比黑板。80Please respect copyright.PENANAY4s9GKRnlY
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她不明所以的往那邊望過去,卻看到黑板上寫著工整的一排大字體。80Please respect copyright.PENANAYeZyIihDRn
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——「下節課換新座位」。80Please respect copyright.PENANAUmLp40DQp3
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不知怎地,向菱得知此消息的第一反應是—— 80Please respect copyright.PENANAq6hlVKBgFc
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「所以我們以後不是同桌了?」她居然有點喪氣。80Please respect copyright.PENANAgxpdwOH70i
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少女當下的神情帶著莫名其妙的淡淡委屈,唇角彎下來,說話時尾音略為往下沉。80Please respect copyright.PENANACSS016Sp72
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她也不懂得這種情緒從何而來。80Please respect copyright.PENANAf3oXsWXuMI
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只知道,因為換座位這事,自己突然變得有點低落沮喪。80Please respect copyright.PENANAMSxg8WI4jK
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面前的少年一看見她的反應就有點錯亂了,他討厭那種把自己在意的人惹毛了的感覺。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAjAskCLYxsa
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而且他甚至還不知道自己哪惹她了。80Please respect copyright.PENANAiBHwwiRkPv
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更何況……這還是他特別特別在意的女孩子。80Please respect copyright.PENANASPQcOek4Xg
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向菱深呼吸了一口,「對了,要不要找圓規商量一下,讓我們繼續留在這個位置?」 80Please respect copyright.PENANA2PmGirRqoT
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起初剛轉到這個學校時,人生地不熟,她誰也不認識。80Please respect copyright.PENANAmB4NtIdMH7
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在南雨中學的第一個同桌將要被替換,莫名有點令人不捨。80Please respect copyright.PENANAfEwWzmtIz4
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她有些著急,而她一旦急促起來,說話就總是不經腦子。 80Please respect copyright.PENANA343F8r8Yit
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「我挺喜歡坐你旁邊啊。」 80Please respect copyright.PENANAqQb22gCz87
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「……」少年抬眸看了她一眼,心跳倏地就落重了一拍,像是失誤的鼓點。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAuSdMTgxceX
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「我我我是說,我喜歡你——」她話沒說完,就因為語氣急促而咳嗽了一下,話語被迫先中斷。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAk1zSdpZ7d1
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祁澈的腦筋停擺了一瞬間。80Please respect copyright.PENANACzDfQjMVB1
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但這是個誤會,所以她趕緊慌亂的把沒說完的部分補完。80Please respect copyright.PENANAOUjXrw1WlI
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「咳,喜歡旁邊的位置。」 80Please respect copyright.PENANApuRWUmYk2w
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心臟撞擊胸口的鼓動太大聲了,幾乎聽不見周圍的噪音。兩人都是。80Please respect copyright.PENANAHYzXKkLAk4
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……? 80Please respect copyright.PENANAdTcT2Vk9fm
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被她影響,祁澈突然也覺得錯亂,資訊怎麼也捋不清。80Please respect copyright.PENANAXjcsWuvxbC
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彷彿斷線的機器人,表情沒有多大變化,黑瞳裡卻略顯愕然。80Please respect copyright.PENANAprdN2jlwsT
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少年抿了抿唇,重重吐了口氣,試圖恢復大腦的正常運作。80Please respect copyright.PENANAlL8x8s7tVp
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兩人面對著面,因為那句話而相對斷線死機了三秒鐘,在吵鬧的教室裡這個氣氛顯得格外好笑。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAvrmPf4kC9O
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然後他們同時回過神。80Please respect copyright.PENANAJpKSlVLHde
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他薄唇微啟,嗓音還在掩飾地佯裝淡漠,「……你不是討厭我麼?」 80Please respect copyright.PENANAmVo9l2ngv9
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他真的以為自己被討厭了。80Please respect copyright.PENANAiLAoMvs8Os
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很多人看他不順眼,對此他從來沒表示過什麼,因為不在乎,所以沒什麼影響。80Please respect copyright.PENANAsWKJAOIXX3
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但是春節那天的巧遇,少年第一次有某種錯覺——要是再不捉住,對方就會從掌心揮發。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAB0NX8EDlu3
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之後當她從樹上墜落下來的時候,他莫名的,格外愧疚,格外患得患失。80Please respect copyright.PENANADqxQPDScK9
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明明他應該封閉自己的情緒,可在那種時候,少年本能地想要像犬類似的為同伴療傷。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAM7dTYYxoNE
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祁澈第一次覺得,所有的人要怎麼看他都無所謂,但他不想要被她討厭。80Please respect copyright.PENANATYIZ0wv8zW
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……多麼可笑的心事。 80Please respect copyright.PENANATrnP4V7kc0
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向菱睜大眼睛,一雙明亮的狐狸眼閃現晶光,大力搖著頭,「當然是不討厭!」80Please respect copyright.PENANAV4wdHV4u7E
80Please respect copyright.PENANAtPSXWK8qAA
——對她來說,這可是場大誤會。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAwsKaWo2t7a
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她想起上次她坐在樹上和他講話,那時確實有點太尖銳了。80Please respect copyright.PENANA9aTs6rSW8V
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不過要回答的話,一直以來都不討厭。80Please respect copyright.PENANA6PDGOcVbiS
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她澄清似的張口解釋:「一開始你確實挺煩人的,有事沒事要找我麻煩,但是跟你認識久了我覺得……」 80Please respect copyright.PENANA7021hBxNGl
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一時找不到適合的形容詞,她停頓了下。80Please respect copyright.PENANA1ibjHB0RJC
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「嗯?」 80Please respect copyright.PENANAjCjn8UvFG4
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「被……被吸引?」她不是很確定地吐出這個詞。80Please respect copyright.PENANACQhgA5Xv8G
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氣氛有些危險,溫度驟升,空氣微熱,使人不住的心跳加速,喉嚨發乾。80Please respect copyright.PENANA7AYzLoNIlc
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向菱想了一想又覺得不太對,歪過頭:「你讓人很感興趣?」 80Please respect copyright.PENANA6JF1gxqaKI
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「哦、對了,我還挺喜歡當你同桌。」 80Please respect copyright.PENANAxuaErBQXyq
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「……」少年那個時候,有點想讓她閉嘴。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAWjRHYo5diN
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嘴巴堵住嘴巴的那種,閉嘴。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAeunXwcw4nz
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完了,他又不是狗,為什麼常常下意識想要模仿犬類的行為…… 80Please respect copyright.PENANANd1Qo4Xr6R
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少女慢半拍的意識到自己有點越界,慌亂解釋道,「不對不對,不是你想的那樣!!」80Please respect copyright.PENANAxXVUxdICd2
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糟了,她說話又開始不經腦子了。80Please respect copyright.PENANANsh0TOx7gs
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「其實我覺得你很好,不是被吸引,剛剛是口誤……奇怪,也不對,好像又有點被吸引。」80Please respect copyright.PENANAI0uNoB4CEc
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少女仰臉思考著,要用什麼詞彙,才足以表達那種不對勁的感覺。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAQDagBVM5KD
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祁澈想,要不是在教室裡他可能真的讓她閉嘴了。80Please respect copyright.PENANAv8uySPbLuY
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…… 80Please respect copyright.PENANAO6sCbpnWSC
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她不記得後來具體發生了什麼事。80Please respect copyright.PENANAA0KbSWckSo
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不過,那一天,她第一次看見了某人通紅著一雙耳朵的樣子。80Please respect copyright.PENANAxKm3Nr5AjM
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夜深人靜,晚風無聲無息。 80Please respect copyright.PENANABQ3uN3Mqtd
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向菱躺床上,嚴肅地打開手機。 80Please respect copyright.PENANA9t4xs7j2I3
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點擊搜尋引擎,慎重按下搜尋輸入框框。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAyi16PdnId7
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想了想,打字輸入一排關鍵字:「怎樣算是喜歡上一個人」。80Please respect copyright.PENANAueiNXWB9j0
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宿舍的破網路笨拙的運轉了五秒,然後,螢幕上顯現出條列式的搜尋結果。80Please respect copyright.PENANABfjOnjWZ7t
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她接著輸入「經常想他是喜歡上了嗎」「什麼是心動」「暗戀的特徵」。80Please respect copyright.PENANA0eBhcnk9UY
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——以及「如何下船」。 80Please respect copyright.PENANA1fdJynUlgc
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每一則資訊都不是她平時會瀏覽的。 80Please respect copyright.PENANA32lZQ305ZF
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但是,每個網路文章、影片,都讓她聯想到同一個人。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAMkhHLiYBjD
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十分鐘後她輸入:「我喜歡坐你旁邊,算一種表白嗎?」80Please respect copyright.PENANATbuJPOvOl6
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她好像隱約知道原因了,自己為什麼經常心跳加速。不是生病,也不是異常。80Please respect copyright.PENANAr6HH2z3OQL
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就,這已經是最含蓄的說法了——青春期。80Please respect copyright.PENANAoFm9yTd5TW
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她盡最大努力保持著理性,歸納整理了下搜尋結果。80Please respect copyright.PENANAwiddWrLc8Y
80Please respect copyright.PENANAusyhU8fbdb
大半夜的躲在棉被裡偷偷搜尋這種東西,哎,羞死人了。80Please respect copyright.PENANAFRfd5bKZ8O
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原本稍微平靜下來的心思,轉瞬又變得亂糟糟的,她只覺得腦子一團混亂,臉還很熱。 80Please respect copyright.PENANATHnhkGLK2t
80Please respect copyright.PENANA2zO9rHCOFj
——她喜歡他? 80Please respect copyright.PENANAF2L3LH2k0y
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句子末端,連接的是問號。這是一個疑問句。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAZ00dh0cDse
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少女的眼睛裡充斥著疑惑,第一次,她有一種「無法讀取自己」的感覺。80Please respect copyright.PENANAtnSlNlylKi
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她都還沒弄清楚喜歡上某個人是怎麼一回事,身體就搶先自行喜歡上了某人。80Please respect copyright.PENANAQJbA9fLg1v
80Please respect copyright.PENANAxUHjNSQ8b8
是自己腦子過於遲鈍嗎?還是這根本算不上什麼喜歡?80Please respect copyright.PENANA0zxKLy7zOZ
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但就是莫名其妙,沒有理由,沒頭沒尾地發現自己好像栽進去了。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAMe9slbE2oZ
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什麼是喜歡他呢。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAoHWjkjU00l
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天冷的時候會忍不住瞄他有沒有穿外套,因為看過他生病的時候好像很難受。80Please respect copyright.PENANAZKLo1vbUbw
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上課途中總喜歡和他搭話,因為他也不上課的。80Please respect copyright.PENANA8DEhnmo2Ok
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空閒的時候會不小心第一個想到他,想他現在身邊有沒有別人,或者在哪裡、在幹什麼。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAKSYkA0BrCW
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…… 80Please respect copyright.PENANAS81MQQ0GLA
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其實她只是有一點點點點點的想見他而已。80Please respect copyright.PENANAvqOIX5JiVP
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然而,她總是為自己所有的衝動行為找出合理的藉口,塑造一種「我不在意」的假象。 80Please respect copyright.PENANA2Hrdbs5mIW
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於是就一直沒有意識到自己陷得有多深。80Please respect copyright.PENANAKaS8VWJzAX
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如果,這些就是所謂的喜歡。 80Please respect copyright.PENANApcD3NkywTC
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那麼她想她完了……不對,他完了。80Please respect copyright.PENANAkUCQ6qqEvZ
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_80Please respect copyright.PENANAjel3K7q1BA
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早晨的教室,零零星星的坐著幾個人。80Please respect copyright.PENANAy5PFjdgtB4
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已經換了新的座位,向菱和楊宛成為了同桌,而位置也被往前調。80Please respect copyright.PENANAXH5mNrffN6
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不過她在看座位表時,還是沒忍住偷偷留意了一眼祁澈的座位。80Please respect copyright.PENANAd40TEB7ssF
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也不知道為什麼自己會有種鬆口氣的感覺——他還坐在原本的老位置。80Please respect copyright.PENANAxSI3J2Vpq5
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最後一排靠窗的地方,旁邊的那個位置是空的,沒有被安排同桌。80Please respect copyright.PENANA5ruFLaSuBI
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也就是說,她原本的位置是沒有坐人的。80Please respect copyright.PENANA4VPvIDjhYy
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祁澈那一塊區域大概是屬於圓規放棄管理的邊疆地帶。80Please respect copyright.PENANAI3uqDzwgbA
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上課中途,向菱總覺得無法集中精神。80Please respect copyright.PENANAfZ8oKoAxgu
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昨天自己不小心脫口而出的那句「我喜歡你這個位置」似乎仍在腦裡回放,光想就窘到不行。 80Please respect copyright.PENANA8LmTIFPn88
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彷彿只要離開那個位置,就渾身不自在。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAYRLjEWaqnF
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而且,她昨天說完這句話的時候對方似乎臉紅了一下。 80Please respect copyright.PENANA1aqyF1T0ps
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…… 80Please respect copyright.PENANA7YHYCHjlqs
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然後還裝沒事的別開臉,結果耳朵也是紅的。80Please respect copyright.PENANALTbwJl9Vlg
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原本以為是那種冷冷酷酷的男孩子,結果根本不禁撩嘛,哈。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAnQ8p0bYbfT
80Please respect copyright.PENANAbNUoeBdwxv
她很確信自己看見他耳朵紅了,百分之百超級確定的那種。 80Please respect copyright.PENANA7lsNsbvwbr
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少女的唇角禁不住往上彎了一點。80Please respect copyright.PENANAwnMhCjbzHT
80Please respect copyright.PENANAXOyDSEHO0z
——這種體驗會上癮,像戒不掉的甜癮那樣,時不時糾纏著患者。80Please respect copyright.PENANAUTmkGIvjtz
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那天,那句話說完以後,她就沒有再專心上過一堂課,腦裡全部都是亂七八糟的幻想。80Please respect copyright.PENANAkUqxMnXFcB
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心思完全飄到不可言說的地方去。 80Please respect copyright.PENANA8EFrCBd1Kc
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新位置讓她不太習慣,同桌不是他,她更不習慣。80Please respect copyright.PENANA8vwIAcfmhp
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下課時,向菱在走廊逮到他。80Please respect copyright.PENANAL6Lgav3nce
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少年手裡隨便拿了顆籃球,在廊道上漫不經心把球拋高,再自己單手接住。80Please respect copyright.PENANAlxxC7Ujarx
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透著又痞又高傲的氣質。 80Please respect copyright.PENANA0mazxAlbrg
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她走近,劈頭就是命令的語氣:「昨天數學課前是我說錯話了,所以你什麼都沒聽到,你什麼都不記得,懂了嗎?」 80Please respect copyright.PENANAkoQHHmn5Yq
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少年的眸色一如既往的淡漠鋒利,看久了容易讓人有種不近人情的錯覺。80Please respect copyright.PENANAqbOPjOEIBO
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對方輕輕勾著唇角,「嗯,你喜歡我旁邊那個位置。」80Please respect copyright.PENANAEzVPa6vEPX
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硬了,拳頭硬了。80Please respect copyright.PENANANXRE2eaMtl
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向菱一窘,氣急敗壞,「……我要給你封口費,不准重複那句話!」80Please respect copyright.PENANA7xTybBSVPn
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「……」 80Please respect copyright.PENANAQY4SlLOndf
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少女惱羞成怒的炸毛跑掉了。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAgmaVmnIiDP
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——之後少年回到教室,還真的在課桌上發現了一枚硬幣。80Please respect copyright.PENANAjtnC9WqHv5
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他一怔,揚了揚唇,默默把硬幣握進掌心裡。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAhGUptFZbZG
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像是抓住了某種見證。80Please respect copyright.PENANAc58kVOoenv