——很顯然,那血不是他的。 55Please respect copyright.PENANA6Hyxpj5gVl
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向菱怔了一下。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAmLUIbOUGlb
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有時候她真的覺得,自己挺懦弱無能的。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAK6p3HFezpG
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明明看見了那樣的事情,卻無力改變什麼,只能看著一切發生而毫無改變的能力。55Please respect copyright.PENANAFXL2F9V9BW
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一股無從追溯的情緒湧上。55Please respect copyright.PENANAmBzC2yudeD
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不想看到他繼續墮落,放逐——即使這事和她自己一點關係也沒。55Please respect copyright.PENANApRk5QV6d40
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這麼想著,少女開了口:「你去打架了。」55Please respect copyright.PENANA8aSzzkJnUK
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是肯定語氣,而不是裝模作樣的詢問。 55Please respect copyright.PENANA3FNEwDAqby
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他沒有回話,四周安靜如同死寂一般。55Please respect copyright.PENANAbushrlCRJ9
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向菱:「因為你妹妹,所以你才去打架?」55Please respect copyright.PENANACUISSXhveP
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祁澈沒有回應她的話,抬眸,看了眼她。那雙眸子仍然漆黑好看,眸光似冬雪。55Please respect copyright.PENANAvYfmgY9jsY
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向菱說道,「你怎麼老是和人打架啊。」55Please respect copyright.PENANA9AOqUFOw8n
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「他們……是對你說了什麼嗎?」 55Please respect copyright.PENANAEEk6rYrZpV
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剛才在角落裡已經聽得一清二楚,但這會兒她用的卻是確認的語調。55Please respect copyright.PENANA0d1xjQs4XG
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面前的少年並不說話,只是盯著她的眉眼,出神。55Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6cbtAzKiO
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明明正在看她,但兩人視線一交會,少年卻又突兀的迅速移開視線。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAo1ANjWEKqr
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刻意掩飾著一樣。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAHnXDcoIxMI
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向菱抿了抿唇,「你知道嗎。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAYirdt2KQVA
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她誠實道:「你臉上有血還有傷口,這樣走在路上會嚇著小朋友的。」55Please respect copyright.PENANA1TSKGhD7dt
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「嗯。」他如此短暫的輕輕應了一聲,不怎麼在乎的樣子。 55Please respect copyright.PENANACVUGXfmqHS
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卻在低頭的瞬間,不著痕跡的將棒球帽沿輕輕壓低了一點。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAOIRyQSkl3u
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少女並沒有發覺,反倒被小巷子裡壓迫陰暗的氛圍嚇得慌。55Please respect copyright.PENANAA1VO3AQ1z3
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少年默了默,淡淡開口:「你都看到了?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAB5KjMsfO55
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指的大概是剛才,她目睹的那場巷裡的衝突。55Please respect copyright.PENANAamrIDaY5Nl
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向菱點了下頭。55Please respect copyright.PENANAeJ0EQB1Ay5
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「嚇著了?」 55Please respect copyright.PENANAJb7u1ERqHk
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「沒。」就有點想報警。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAKQ3UPQBQf8
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說真的,她沒想到他會是這樣的反應。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAi4m0Dr6PDW
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剛打完架不久的人,照理說情緒應是不穩的。可他竟然還有餘裕,反過來問她害怕嗎。55Please respect copyright.PENANAcNYj5jZOUn
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面前的少年,讓她產生一種無比奇異的心情。55Please respect copyright.PENANAxI720VqxEH
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——他們倆的關係,頂多只能算得上是可有可無的朋友吧。55Please respect copyright.PENANAWOfzMsKE8L
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關係不淺但也不算深刻,一天的相處最多也就是聊幾句天。55Please respect copyright.PENANAHsGEpIojSM
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她甚至懷疑,如果圓規拆散他們的同桌,是不是從此以後兩人就不會再有交集了。55Please respect copyright.PENANABn4EG9LnES
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只是這種不緊不慢的友誼,她竟然有種想為他寫一本故事的衝動。55Please respect copyright.PENANAMdEJsNKBS9
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向菱恍神著。55Please respect copyright.PENANAiVTU7AVxkL
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面前的少年垂眸,慢悠悠用手直接抹去方才沾染上的、略為乾涸的腥血。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAnnaveND3Kn
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——在這種環境裡,他從小認識的道理就是,弱者總會被欺負。55Please respect copyright.PENANADkIE9PKASZ
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小的時候,看過同齡的人在一場群架中,被某群惡棍粗魯打死。55Please respect copyright.PENANAE5XUSYX928
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也目睹過一群流浪貓為了爭搶廚餘以求溫飽,互相殘殺的畫面。55Please respect copyright.PENANAwZGBPlO1ck
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他想過,有沒有一種可能,只要和他們一樣,只要死掉就好了。 55Please respect copyright.PENANArv5cwntKv2
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幾乎是麻木的如此想著。 55Please respect copyright.PENANA28cii1JDaM
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直到有個女孩,闖進他的世界中。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAPTTjJBy5UL
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心尖上彷彿有什麼東西,以極為緩慢的速度崩裂著一塊。55Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZkSzDmC80
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衝突很快就平息了,也沒有人將那天巷子裡的陰暗放在心上。55Please respect copyright.PENANArQtEn8CdrE
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南雨鎮的太陽每天還是照樣升起,照樣落下,一切並沒有太大的改變。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAUzQOxDXH3o
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學生,又稱學牲,每天還是得照樣上課。55Please respect copyright.PENANAqbcCRaY8By
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說到這個。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAaIw1RgJAzS
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用一句話概括高二學生的日常生活——無止境的打鬧打混、上課考試,就這麼無限循環。55Please respect copyright.PENANA8Ai2KPYGxV
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定期考再度逼近,不過向菱沒怎麼準備考試。55Please respect copyright.PENANATYYdDBDOop
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好在這次考試結束後,緊接著的就是寒假。而這次段考內容著重在文科,算是穩住了她的基本分數。55Please respect copyright.PENANAb9pQBSzORA
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蹺掉了自習課,她溜到宿舍後的中庭花園去玩。55Please respect copyright.PENANA5EnzXVi66I
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學校的花園裡,難得有冬陽照耀,四周的空氣都暖洋洋的。55Please respect copyright.PENANAH00TKn6GFR
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新篇小說已經步上正軌,秦井也有好一陣子沒再找她麻煩,這一切有如爽文女主的人生般往美好的方向發展(?)。55Please respect copyright.PENANAK4hYKokw09
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冬日裡的陽光略顯明媚,花園裡,她看見一名少年站在樹下。 55Please respect copyright.PENANA1mzm2Hon3s
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身材高挑,眉目很是惹人注意。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAoaJH3rTYrQ
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幾秒鐘後,「啪」的一聲微響。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAHbMGAeqYuG
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少女迅速接近,手裡攥過一個小打火機和菸盒。 55Please respect copyright.PENANASq7678sk5Z
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她笑瞇瞇揚起手,「沒收!」55Please respect copyright.PENANAe87WjZ5AyL
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「……」被搶走東西的少年抬眸,也不暴躁。55Please respect copyright.PENANAGzWyU72NwC
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向菱清楚,不去招惹他的話,他也就不會動手。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAXOEWwpPDjH
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他和其他的混混不一樣,從不教訓小孩,老人,以及女孩子。也不會無端招惹別人。 55Please respect copyright.PENANA5DqBAJMfrY
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摸清楚這點之後,她就大膽起來了。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAvFbDQgvTho
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突然冒出來搶走菸盒,讓祁小波吃她自己買的冰(……)。甚至,在上課時丟寫著小字的紙條到他桌上。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAzOiInhlmVW
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她記得幾天前,那張紙條上書:「喂你別再睡了,你還活著嗎?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAHWvxwZe20B
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……有什麼是她不敢做的。55Please respect copyright.PENANA9DtIuXwZkh
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然後那時,她看著少年瞇著有點惺忪的黑眸,半支著頭翻開紙條,瞅了她一眼。55Please respect copyright.PENANAgnNgwvg51k
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耳朵尖子因為睡著時趴在課桌上而被壓得紅紅的。55Please respect copyright.PENANAkXNKp8t7gQ
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…… 55Please respect copyright.PENANAgoEgNTvwil
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少女的思緒回到眼前,花園裡的樹蔭下。55Please respect copyright.PENANAi7DVJZ8QnA
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她看著他,語氣莫名帶上挑釁,「壞學生抽菸?」 55Please respect copyright.PENANAG6pM9RDSyP
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對方揚了揚眉,「嗯」了聲。55Please respect copyright.PENANAXLQHLZfODv
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「……」他答得實在乾脆,向菱反而不知道怎麼回答了。55Please respect copyright.PENANARQOgCITw1z
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她怔了半秒,面前的少年便直接從她攤開的掌心上,拿走了打火機。55Please respect copyright.PENANAjpVDsYcgEi
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向菱趕忙回神,「……那你以後不准抽菸!」55Please respect copyright.PENANAvZitopOj1d
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手心上還放著沒被拿回去的菸盒,她攥緊盒子,把手背過去將之藏到身後。55Please respect copyright.PENANA043b1nTKYp
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「……為什麼。」 55Please respect copyright.PENANAkhFFAcuVg5
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「抽菸有害身心健康啊,而且你也沒成年吧。」理直氣壯。55Please respect copyright.PENANAdD55wLTrKc
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——她每次想說服他做什麼,都是這種理直氣壯。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAhYMlxqyxki
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少年勾了下唇。55Please respect copyright.PENANAPpT1lqRQ6q
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一陣風吹過,黃綠參半的落葉從樹上飄落下來,停在腳邊。55Please respect copyright.PENANA355JuOlaNv
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少女突然說道,「那你把打火機也給我吧,戒菸。」 55Please respect copyright.PENANACWH9ByaRnC
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她其實有個荒謬詭異的想法。55Please respect copyright.PENANAhuSFcILAs6
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不是有人說過,古人都是藉菸酒來激發寫作靈感的嗎……她想要醞釀一下情節之類的。55Please respect copyright.PENANAgsfovP7Qdo
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而且她又不想喝酒。55Please respect copyright.PENANAfc1yvw8DNX
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「只是想試一次而已嘛,就稍微,揣摩情境……」 55Please respect copyright.PENANARpns8KMzvl
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解釋完之後連自己都開始心虛,其實她只是莫名不想看到他抽菸的樣子而已。55Please respect copyright.PENANANRbNjdV05p
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「……」任由這複雜又無厘頭的想法在腦子裡翻騰了數天,她想搶走他的菸卻無力行之。55Please respect copyright.PENANAdiofJHhcLu
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少年輕笑了聲,模樣頑劣,同時又好看得很過分。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAhghfEPHdhp
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向菱洩氣:「……給我嘛。」 55Please respect copyright.PENANAEKSrgmzV4a
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她說謊的藉口,總是很容易被識破。 55Please respect copyright.PENANA9g9ZlXmcOA
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少年沒有說破,卻故意把東西舉得高高的,不讓她拿到。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAlZaUFzMugH
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她傻傻地往上奮力跳了兩下,才意識到自己被戲弄了,停下動作看著他。55Please respect copyright.PENANA6PjctpKx8u
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半晌,少女耍賴道:「你每次都抽菸肺會不好啊,借我兩天就還給你。」 55Please respect copyright.PENANAtgg7oD6pQx
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祁澈勾了勾唇,突然覺得自己此時的心情好極了。 55Please respect copyright.PENANApo8BwQVo7n
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最後她自然是沒借到那把打火機。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAJn6wYnfNZh
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也不知道他到底是故意不借,還是看破了她的想法而不讓她拿。 55Please respect copyright.PENANA9m9rQJLh1h
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她選擇了相信後者,而事實也的確是這樣。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAsilDEQFo53
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據觀察,向菱注意到在那之後的幾天,都沒看見少年再拿那些菸。55Please respect copyright.PENANADJ9PSqPrfq
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而那天搶過來的菸盒被她穩妥的收著,端詳了半天,她甚至連火都點不上。55Please respect copyright.PENANAEFZPEDmHqn
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耐心有限,最後她索性就放棄了。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAuR1mpqFjBm
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然後在某個和平常一樣邋遢的早晨,向菱無心繼續和那盒菸搏鬥,將它丟進抽屜之後再也沒碰。55Please respect copyright.PENANAFtuOfoYDmw
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宿舍大樓裡的走廊。55Please respect copyright.PENANATLCI5rGYNr
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少女打著呵欠,一邊啃吐司,一邊和室友並排走在前往教室的走廊上。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAkAOXPFoTE7
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南雨中學是鎮上靠海的學校,清晨的空氣涼薄,帶著少許海的鹹味。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAINIi9ecC3f
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許沫兒滑著手機,不經意問了一句:「最近聽人說,你和祁校草關係很好哦?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAUtdWwEaSiF
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室友的語氣裡不無八卦,向菱毫不在意的斜了她一眼。55Please respect copyright.PENANAJlb7xQYTag
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她撕了片吐司,「還好吧,平常就隨便聊。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAVKjGI1yKY0
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「……啊?那個酷哥不都不理人的嗎。」 55Please respect copyright.PENANAslvr9hvZOo
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向菱的意志專注於眼前的食物,完全沒聽清對方說什麼,只好隨意敷衍了一句。55Please respect copyright.PENANArCbWNUyLHo
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感覺到她對此並不上心,許沫兒話鋒一轉,又眉飛色舞的談論起別的事情去了。55Please respect copyright.PENANAWPgBkYTF4l
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她心不在焉的走到教室,在熟悉的座位坐下。 55Please respect copyright.PENANASthiFSXuuX
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拉開書包拉鍊,攤開數學作業。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAD9P8x74j2d
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幾秒鐘後,向菱於是看著數學作業發呆。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAGGh7Dlzvk1
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本來想藉著做題醒醒腦,但拿的練習題太難了,睏意反而更甚。55Please respect copyright.PENANAhO4YWxyaCO
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失神半晌之後,她回過神。55Please respect copyright.PENANAW3ILMR4Bo1
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才發現自己畫了滿紙的狗狗圖案。55Please respect copyright.PENANAol5fC6aH42
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「……」她捧起計算本,認真端詳了一會。55Please respect copyright.PENANAqeIROW0dca
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紙上的鉛筆繪筆觸簡單,乍看之下很像某種黑漆漆毛茸茸的,特別凶的那種狼犬。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAUI28lvuLXn
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對著一張計算紙,她竟然感覺口乾舌燥。55Please respect copyright.PENANAWK84KZ0KU7
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停頓了下,向菱猛地從筆袋揀起橡皮擦,把圖案全部擦掉。55Please respect copyright.PENANAqTcGXivZOF
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看著鉛筆描繪出的狗狗線條全數被清除,她感覺心裡舒服了一點。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAfCdvtLKxgE
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……畫得很像,某個人。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAybkNkQw0rd
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近來經常出現在她思考裡的那個人。 55Please respect copyright.PENANA5slaUSpggE
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大概是弄出的動靜太大,楊宛從前桌轉過頭來瞥她一眼,驚呼:「菱菱你怎麼了?」 55Please respect copyright.PENANA6MugnFTRqA
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「……我怎麼了?」有氣無力的。 55Please respect copyright.PENANArpQFYIQDYI
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楊宛指了指她的臉,「你怎麼會臉紅成這樣?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAbhwn6Ms9gj