擺平了關於男主角的那場小小插曲,放學後,向菱到宿舍去找祁小波玩。143Please respect copyright.PENANA5B6SPDK8rT
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女孩穿著粉色圓點的小衣服,像個小白團子一樣,看著軟呼呼的。143Please respect copyright.PENANAkrcNkDKDoJ
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——陪小女孩玩耍,一定是療育心情的良方。143Please respect copyright.PENANAyF8RF54FJJ
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她本來情緒還不怎麼穩定,但蘿莉的笑容太有感染力了,會上癮。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAuH4S23V3nb
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久之,向菱心情也跟著歡快起來。 143Please respect copyright.PENANA25qjQvwVwI
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不一會,少女和女孩玩著簡單的猜拳遊戲,竟也鬧得不亦樂乎。143Please respect copyright.PENANA3LDQVnAeX1
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男生宿舍空蕩蕩的,只有她們兩人,但卻顯得溫馨。143Please respect copyright.PENANAOVwqZHMubn
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良久,祁小波看著她,童音稚氣:「向姐姐,哥哥去哪裡了呀?」143Please respect copyright.PENANApLTArF4jrP
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這個問題,她幾乎每天都會問上一、兩遍。 143Please respect copyright.PENANA77ciU1yuv4
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少女的心情一瞬變得複雜。143Please respect copyright.PENANAo7XK8Ne7HU
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向菱吸了口氣,轉移開話題道,「我們出去玩好不好?」 143Please respect copyright.PENANAbTwoCo7nrC
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祁小波大眼睛一亮,響亮的答應了她的話。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAU0WmRy3ucI
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彷彿完全把剛剛的問題拋在腦後,天真無邪的眼睛也變得閃亮亮的。143Please respect copyright.PENANAeNUCsZQxO9
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向菱懸著的心這才放了下來,莫名有種鬆口氣的感覺。143Please respect copyright.PENANAyZfdGpIjZr
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一次次看到這個小女孩哭泣的模樣,她都有種說不出的心寒。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAjgWNw3sICq
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女孩自己拿了件藍色的外套,蹬著小小的步伐背上水壺,儼然一副已經準備好要出門的樣子。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAvP5tqpzZHa
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少女打起精神,笑著跟上前,打開門讓兩人能並排出門。143Please respect copyright.PENANAbW8eWAlLfp
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幾分鐘後,學校外。143Please respect copyright.PENANAW8Djy0P60A
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祁小波一蹦一跳地走在她前面,一雙和自家兄長極為相像的桃花眼帶著稚氣。143Please respect copyright.PENANAX1A0JRFuhY
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女孩此時的模樣很開朗。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAifaJxnHtKf
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向菱有些恍神。 143Please respect copyright.PENANALwNY2qZqwr
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腦海中一掠而過的,是之前在南雨小學見到的景象——祁小波和同齡的小學生走在一起。 143Please respect copyright.PENANA538TBQRH59
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她和身側的那個男孩應該是同學,兩人身高十分相近,像兩團軟糯的米糰子。143Please respect copyright.PENANAOTgat7uCGG
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女孩那時候的神情並不外向,說話聲音細細小小的,語速也較慢。143Please respect copyright.PENANAmnttjNsZaP
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樣子有些畏縮恐懼,那雙大眼睛裡閃現的情緒,並不穩定。143Please respect copyright.PENANAMnkwc5fy1f
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好在她旁邊的男孩態度很溫和友善,兩人並排慢慢走著,一路說著稚氣的話題。143Please respect copyright.PENANAE097dsr9SP
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可以看出來,祁小波和旁邊同齡的男孩,應該感情很好。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAUDgi9YhHAS
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向菱想起曾經看過的醫囑。143Please respect copyright.PENANAX1YhE0l4My
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——社交障礙。143Please respect copyright.PENANAQvMXg7fpMX
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在熟悉的人面前明明能自如的談笑或耍寶,但一到陌生人面前,這一切就變得困難。 143Please respect copyright.PENANA7Z8TzjskGi
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她上網查過這種心理狀態。143Please respect copyright.PENANAjMa4wGTM1O
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徵兆舉凡,只要面前有不熟悉的人事物,就幾乎說不出任何話語。有些人甚至會有緊張出汗、不由自主發抖等狀況。143Please respect copyright.PENANA9fRed0Sl63
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但只要迅速離開容易發作的環境,不一會又能恢復正常。 143Please respect copyright.PENANA2OoaafTttb
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也因此,這是一種難以被發現、相信的心理障礙,而且其原因極難被察覺出來。143Please respect copyright.PENANA7bdrBO45qO
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向菱錯愕地盯著手機螢幕。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAmU5yBoWDpO
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這所有的徵狀或壓力,卻將全部遭逢於一名不滿七歲的女孩身上。143Please respect copyright.PENANAKTJ4YRjtjF
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腦海裡又閃過那天的景象:並排走著路的兩個孩子,一人畏縮,一人溫和。143Please respect copyright.PENANAbcx1XjTDxK
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對比如此明顯,女孩平時的開朗不知被拋到何處。
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——這是她第一次,明顯感受到祁小波的社交困難。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAyCKTwKskw8
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之前,她以為這不是什麼大問題,所以一直沒掛在心上,正常的和女孩玩耍。143Please respect copyright.PENANAiOEYBC0YNO
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向菱此時才慢半拍的發覺,祁小波對她,並沒有出現那種症狀。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAaS805H6kMB
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這或許算是異常,向菱苦思了挺多天,自己也想不透。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAyHDsyDHdLx
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她正凝神想著事情,面前的小女孩又扯扯她的衣袖,喚她。143Please respect copyright.PENANAUgL0DApXCD
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「向姐姐?」天真純良的大眼睛閃著光,瞇成笑開來的彎月。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAjbjvE8z7kQ
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少女立即回了神,掩飾地笑笑:「走吧。」 143Please respect copyright.PENANAT6atdTogxp
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南雨的天空很奇特。143Please respect copyright.PENANAAieI5t2Gmh
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一到冬天,就容易變得灰濛濛的,氣溫降低,高處飄起雪白色的霧。143Please respect copyright.PENANACQGRo3ZF2X
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少女微微彎身,整理了下小孩的衣裝。143Please respect copyright.PENANAN8dhoIdcQm
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祁小波穿著兩三層厚外套,像顆粽子似的,保暖得嚴嚴實實。 143Please respect copyright.PENANARPQ4oi7RrF
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女孩低頭,「我想吃冰淇淋!」143Please respect copyright.PENANAXEgJhIH4hM
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向菱猛地直視她:? 143Please respect copyright.PENANAilXs38cdWi
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那神情,彷彿在詢問面前的小女孩「你認真?」。143Please respect copyright.PENANAdCEEHUEZnM
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——這是個突如其來的反社會人格提議。143Please respect copyright.PENANAEKvGhYmosT
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十七、八度的低溫,要是感冒生病了怎麼辦。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAACbCBpvv3s
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祁小波扁了扁嘴,委屈巴巴的,邊賣萌邊指控:「哥哥上次答應我了要買冰淇淋,但他後來——」143Please respect copyright.PENANA7kbC4884nC
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好像下一秒就要哭起來似的。 143Please respect copyright.PENANApCbf7FMorZ
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可想而知,之前並沒有得到冰淇淋,小孩就找向菱告了狀。143Please respect copyright.PENANAM6B8p66PPO
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「……」女孩子從小開始記仇。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAiIXONqb8oa
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向菱腦裡冒出那個散漫高挑的人影。143Please respect copyright.PENANA2oF8ZrLuf3
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哦對差點忘了,不買冰淇淋給自家妹妹的狠心哥哥就是他。143Please respect copyright.PENANATKSRYsra6x
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……為什麼祁澈造的孽,卻要她來背鍋?143Please respect copyright.PENANAEl61Za7NtI
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為什麼非要讓她陷入這種兩難!!!143Please respect copyright.PENANAOlphoI6jiy
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她在心裡暴捶祁撤八百萬次之後,板起臉,決定賣弄一下身為「向姐姐」的威嚴。143Please respect copyright.PENANA2Rg0Bu3bRN
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「吃就吃,但要你哥同意才買。」 143Please respect copyright.PENANAWotBcUYrVX
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祁小波歪著頭思考了一會,聲音帶有未經世事的純潔響亮。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAi4r1iOQ2Mb
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「好!」143Please respect copyright.PENANA2g8ZN7osEr
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兩個嘴饞想吃冰淇淋的女孩子,在南雨中學校園裡穿梭。143Please respect copyright.PENANAXUGEvyqfIW
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這個時間,祁澈應該在學校的室內籃球場。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAPaIpfMMP0d
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球隊晚集訓之後球場就是鎮民活動中心,放學後外人可以自由進出校園。因此學校操場上,也偶爾會見到幾個散步的老人。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAfTz3vVZYFL
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兩人循著往籃球場方向的走廊移動。143Please respect copyright.PENANAZLYWvR29Eo
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這種行徑實在很怪——為了吃一個冰淇淋,而去徵求女孩哥哥的同意。143Please respect copyright.PENANALuuuHyKxmF
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「……」惹得好像她是一個沒有行為決定權的小孩,挺好笑的。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAgxRSfaJqAv
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向菱怕祁小波被人群嚇到,吩咐她先在外頭等著,自己推開體育館的門。143Please respect copyright.PENANABXMoacxLoI
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沉重大門推開,裡面鬧騰的喧嘩聲傳入耳際。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAwil5aiBE1R
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裡面似乎正在進行比賽,一群高中男生穿著相同球衣,運球上籃,戰得不可開交。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAeVSOdMXXFG
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大夥聚精會神的關注著戰況,沒人注意到少女突然出現的身影。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAGYoBFt25xP
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她默默張望一圈,沒見到祁澈。143Please respect copyright.PENANAjGLS2Qqgi9
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——也是,如果他在的話大概會是壓倒性的勝利。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAHAwHHaFbWK
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比賽距離結束還要一段時間,她也沒有等待的耐心,直接闔門離去。143Please respect copyright.PENANA8zmRM5IYNd
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她覺得奇怪,此刻他應該正在參加球隊的晚集訓才對。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAdXNj7SkeKg
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可是剛才,她確信自己沒有看到少年的身影。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAokfiP8YGZx
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她又在體育館周遭轉了一圈。143Please respect copyright.PENANA3eWeikML28
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突然,一個奇妙的念頭湧生,然後一發不可收拾。143Please respect copyright.PENANAKnrZDUdr3e
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——不會連球隊訓練都蹺掉吧? 143Please respect copyright.PENANAyVstf9NDTr
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…… 仔細想想,這可能性確實挺大。143Please respect copyright.PENANA7JUnYgZrzH
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於是向菱立刻攜上祁小波,想要從校門口離開。143Please respect copyright.PENANAjEKTgz8N02
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穿過校門的霎那,她卻又被那名老警衛叫住:「同學,下午好啊!」143Please respect copyright.PENANAbHuKsp3A2r
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向菱平時就和警衛打好關係,主要是為了方便晚上偷訂外送到學校。 143Please respect copyright.PENANA3ETpq5c0lD
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老警衛:「同學今天帶妹妹來學校玩是嗎?」 143Please respect copyright.PENANAir03QwLvWl
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一貫的親切熱情,額上略顯老態的皺紋生長,顯得他笑起來像是融化中的巧克力。143Please respect copyright.PENANAcXE6Z4vFj2
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向菱剛想張口否認這不是她妹妹,身後不遠處便傳來少年懶洋洋的嗓音。143Please respect copyright.PENANA5E7D0mfvh3
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「什麼時候她變成你妹妹?」 向菱傻住,準備出口的話語一瞬間打岔。 她把話硬生生吞了回去。143Please respect copyright.PENANANtxaGcESBW
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……這人不僅蹺掉了晚集訓,還蹺得挺愜意。143Please respect copyright.PENANAkUpQ86ZEKt
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怔了半晌,她回頭去看,卻瞧見祁澈慢悠悠走進那間不算寬敞的警衛室。143Please respect copyright.PENANA3hcRUcb3yU
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少年手上似乎還搬著裝滿重物的紙箱。 143Please respect copyright.PENANA5eIWfmZNO9
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她站的位置,正好可以透過警衛室外的玻璃窗,看見他將紙箱放到警衛室裡的貨架上。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAkuWM16QJCz
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玻璃因為髒汙而不透明,但少年的形影輪廓卻捕捉得一清二楚。143Please respect copyright.PENANA2FVRWSUyrZ
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他搬紙箱的模樣看著並不吃力,放置完一箱,又去搬另一個箱子。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAqxZhuTXtGz
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從警衛室外面把箱子搬進去放好,然後再從外面拿,再放。143Please respect copyright.PENANAhDNhn0SVG5
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重複不斷,大概是要把所有箱子都擺置進去。143Please respect copyright.PENANAUF4ZDvq8zr
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少年的眉目俊烈精緻,做的是搬運東西的粗活,姿態卻悠哉,帶著少年時期特有的恣意。143Please respect copyright.PENANAmZLSomrxIw
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剛才那話似乎只是正好路過她這邊,順路插話而已。143Please respect copyright.PENANAaUn2PKkUch
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不過多久,那個大貨架上,已經放了許多個大紙箱。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAkgwvwUOnGM
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向菱望著那處,表情顯得有些不解,想不透他做這些事的原因。143Please respect copyright.PENANAO2A1Q5X0Vv
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她問了警衛一句:「……他在幹什麼?」143Please respect copyright.PENANAc0E56YU4Wc
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老警衛說道:「那孩子常常幫忙送教科書啊,可以順便掙點工錢。」 143Please respect copyright.PENANAb0kjKcIg8U
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她詫異地輕輕「啊」了聲。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAy6sRIIY07d
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那些紙箱看起來都重量很重的樣子,明明是冬天,少年脖頸上卻出了層薄汗。143Please respect copyright.PENANA6bF4wnN8uv
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賺工資? 143Please respect copyright.PENANAWL4r4FsUo4
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他很缺錢嗎——他看起來並不是開銷很大的人。143Please respect copyright.PENANAtU9zrI5AHR
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不過確實聽人說過,祁澈無父亦無母,從小比一搬的孩子野不少。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAAdkdmy8VBw
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沒有父母的話……生活費也需要自己掙吧。 143Please respect copyright.PENANA7wuvmwnyrS
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他又不像她可以寫文章獲利。143Please respect copyright.PENANAYbn5OCSgiF
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況且,還有一個祁小波要照顧——想到這,少女有些錯愕。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAuwhwk9XBWb
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身旁的校警接著道:「是挺可憐的孩子,被一群大人瞧不起。」 143Please respect copyright.PENANAjb5t1hNhL1
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向菱一瞬默然。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAVOeLgqUeN4
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少年放完貨架上的東西就逕自走了,沒有理她。 143Please respect copyright.PENANALpfb5zuczj
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離開的時候似乎多看了她一眼,不過掩飾得挺好,以致沒人注意到。 143Please respect copyright.PENANAb1WIK07UtA
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少女見他走了,呆了下,看向校警:「我先走了。」 143Please respect copyright.PENANAaxRI9UU71b
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她揮揮手,拉著祁小波出了校門,追上少年的腳步。143Please respect copyright.PENANA4JbEeHb8VU