向菱已經有一陣子沒想起來還有那破事,嘆了口氣,悄悄收斂了情緒,心上卻像多壓了塊石頭。81Please respect copyright.PENANAAgr8zfr1Ni
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楊宛沒有多問,也沒想太多,明瞭的哦了聲。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAVFv4vehQUa
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兩人說起別的話題,東南地北閒聊到了宿舍門口,才揮手道別。 81Please respect copyright.PENANA4W5QsEf3g6
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當晚,像是那樁事被回想起來的後果一般,和多年前一模一樣的場景出現在夢中。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAeU6Ta0SZBj
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夜像墨水似的烏黑,下著雨的南雨鎮。81Please respect copyright.PENANA0R3iYcqNz8
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彷彿看到幼小的自己,漫無目的又無助地在馬路上走著。81Please respect copyright.PENANA7rlSXCmQLf
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聽到風嗚嗚的吹著,像狼在濃重夜色裡的嚎叫。 81Please respect copyright.PENANALjO3Iyrn0H
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走在馬路正中央,她沒注意到後方疾駛而來的車輛,白熾的車燈逐漸從背後靠近。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAw6Jomf39Qu
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急忙回身,女孩一時怔在原地。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAhO8ffiFPWN
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心臟像是止住了跳動一般。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAju3IUFnzTz
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她嚇得閉上了眼,以為世界就要在此終結沉寂。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAlJUNAvfMFX
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黑暗與恐懼在心裡不斷放大,耳邊麻木地只剩下車呼嘯而過的嗖搜聲響。81Please respect copyright.PENANAKlGuXqaEIJ
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向菱驚嚇得睜不開眼。81Please respect copyright.PENANAjrQLfbBdVR
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只感覺夢裡,手腕被一只微顫的手輕輕攥住,將她扯開,倖免於被後車撞擊的命運。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAu3hUEjqipb
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她不記得救了自己的人的長相名字。 81Please respect copyright.PENANABOCAhdxHxb
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但卻清晰地感受到那個人,拯救了她。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAmfZ9Q8NWPh
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使她免於死亡。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAk63O63GOu3
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意識朦朧消散,瞬間回到現實,夢醒。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAHBLKx8NitG
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向菱在黑暗中睜開眼,從宿舍床上小聲驚呼著坐了起來。81Please respect copyright.PENANAWpmiaIqL6X
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剛才的夢境內容,和很多年前發生的事情經過,完全一樣。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAvVAu4TudHT
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背脊上冷汗涔涔,微末的冷意貫徹全身。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAWJadtl6uVo
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她恐懼不安,縮進被子裡閉上了眼,微微發著顫,思緒陷入童年的時候。81Please respect copyright.PENANAl9PwFqpwTY
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小時候她來過南雨鎮一次,因為她父親向里,是南雨鎮的人。81Please respect copyright.PENANA5sKYVzQHG1
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那次來南雨,是第一次踏上這個島。81Please respect copyright.PENANANXE4jN12vu
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目的是跟著母親鄭娟來找向里。 81Please respect copyright.PENANALKkaRCpEVR
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那時候她父母因婚姻不和諧而分居,鄭娟在北渝,向里在南雨,她跟著鄭娟住。81Please respect copyright.PENANASAMrO7sPTK
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從父母的電話裡,她經常可以聽見兩人的爭吵。81Please respect copyright.PENANA88wPG73jG7
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母親是個一生氣就把「離婚」掛在嘴邊的女人,她記憶猶新。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAkvxw1qHtnU
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她童年不太美好,唯一溫馨的一次,是那次前往南雨的旅途中,父母之間意外的和平。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAbVNtLqZgKG
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那晚,一家三人幾乎是第一次聚在一起,在南雨鎮上向里的老房子裡玩耍著。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5obTWU4vZ
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她才五、六歲吧。 81Please respect copyright.PENANA37nDCwlysN
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向菱當時以為在這之後家庭裡的氣氛會因此變得溫暖一些,沒想到這天之後,這個家再也沒完整過。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAnSvmdiRe20
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和往常的電話相同,他們吵得很兇,母親用難聽的字眼辱罵著父親,然後遷怒著把向菱罵出那間房子。 81Please respect copyright.PENANASubmVuGPqb
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然後,她在外面遊蕩了一夜,幼小的心靈即將破碎之時,差點被車撞上。81Please respect copyright.PENANADzKO9vezKW
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她恰巧被陌生人拯救,發生了和剛才夢裡一樣的事。81Please respect copyright.PENANANcP8FTTE3Q
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對方好像也是個跟她差不多的孩子,只是記不住長相了。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAgm8lPN7iVU
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隔天回到家時,鄭娟告訴她向里過世了。81Please respect copyright.PENANAeA4Xmg0ogf
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向菱想到這,抹了把臉頰,發覺自己無聲無息淌了點眼淚。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAnESmuOdVKS
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全身發寒,她拉了拉自己被角,抹去眼裡的濕意,抑制腦海裡回想往事的念頭,畫面卻清楚地不斷浮現。81Please respect copyright.PENANAoWdvp4RwlO
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父親的死是因為病。81Please respect copyright.PENANAP1wgR1g8PC
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那天父母難得相安無事地吃了飯喝了點酒,向里的病本來就急,情緒又因吵架而激動上來,碰到了酒就突然急性發作。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAY6ozB8ZB1Q
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鄭娟惡聲惡氣地罵她:「你就原諒你媽媽,養你這女孩已經夠累了。」 81Please respect copyright.PENANApr3dtP483U
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也是因為這事,母親的精神才會逐漸不對勁,漸漸敵視了自己女兒。81Please respect copyright.PENANAQPqsMdZHDn
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後來在酒吧尋找不法人士攻擊向菱的名聲,也是因為精神不正常。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAwCFejeUVSh
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向菱抹去頰邊腥澀的淚意,躲進被子裡。 父親過世的那天,十一月五日。81Please respect copyright.PENANASI5lkCikZN
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隔日醒過來,向菱只把昨天夜晚的情緒當作一場噩夢,照常上課。81Please respect copyright.PENANA2v1im0Jiad
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可不管做什麼,總感覺日子每往前一天,心上的窒息感就變強一點。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAv3EoEPpMh8
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明天就是定期考。81Please respect copyright.PENANAZPjYHM9YGY
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自習課上她看著講義發懵,覺得老是念不進去,把筆往桌上一擱抬頭發呆。 81Please respect copyright.PENANA8WYCLZPcuM
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同桌的祁澈和往常相同趴在桌上閉眼睡覺,手肘遮住了半邊的臉,只看得見清晰明朗的下顎線。81Please respect copyright.PENANAKfsBGWdvfS
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他個子高,教室的課桌椅顯得有點限制。81Please respect copyright.PENANAJv1rnIcSTI
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完全不在意成績好壞的樣子。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAgnbpYVLAsI
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向菱無語地盯著少年闔上的眼睛,鬱結的學他趴到桌上。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAzwGI7xDy2c
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下課時沈中奕路過這桌,笑著打趣:「好學生要學壞學生造反了。」 81Please respect copyright.PENANAX91kFKTCRU
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向菱迷糊的爬起來,攤開講義繼續和數學題奮戰。81Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2hYZANmT7
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只是寫了一會她又好睏。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAmb35iDLUYe
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半是猜半是認真地完成了幾頁題目,對完答案,分數挺悲慘的,不及格。81Please respect copyright.PENANAEP9d3z81Qi
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「……」 她握著紅筆訂正題目,發現有好多題她都不會。 81Please respect copyright.PENANADjhAB1JYTF
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其中還有些他媽是十歲小孩就會寫的題目。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAmIwK4cEF7T
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向菱也不強求自己把這弄懂,放下筆打算換一本寫。81Please respect copyright.PENANAtmdbPregAf
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轉頭翻書包時,目光卻對上一雙墨黑的桃花眼。81Please respect copyright.PENANAuaECHd7Led
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她怔了一瞬,心不在焉地想著他怎麼突然就醒了。81Please respect copyright.PENANAWP4WC4KejF
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低下頭繼續翻找放在旁邊地上的書包,從裡面抽了一本講義出來,又坐直身子。81Please respect copyright.PENANASqHx3Vllqg
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祁澈支著頭,想著什麼似的看她,指間的筆在課桌上無意識勾畫著圈子。 81Please respect copyright.PENANADS61kcgkr6
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向菱是這時候才後知後覺發現了那道目光。81Please respect copyright.PENANArKqhBIePxN
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她沒什麼心情,沒好氣的迎上少年的視線:「你看什麼?」81Please respect copyright.PENANA9dvnhFdEDi
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眼前生著桃花眼的少年彎了彎唇,只改了一個字:「沒看什麼。」81Please respect copyright.PENANATUm3hSNqWX
81Please respect copyright.PENANAMgQQkT8SOp
?明明他剛才是看著她的眼睛的。81Please respect copyright.PENANAkhp0z3mOJu
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之前沒發現,他的眼睛其實挺大挺明亮的,只是平時裡面習慣性的盈滿陰鬱疏離,很難讓人有這種感覺。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAAuZx78U3v5
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笑起來時顯得眼尾狹長,桃花眼彎成月牙,有淺淺的臥蠶印子,乍看之下竟然有種陽光少年的氣息。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAu3AaHMsuxI
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……向菱看得有點呆。 81Please respect copyright.PENANATTq0oEfWcU
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只能說臉和人設有點不符,怪反差的(?)。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAw6gbqrehvU
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等等,扯遠了。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAkLD17WIYO1
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少年白而修長的指節伸過來,在她的空白題本上其中一題輕點了兩下。81Please respect copyright.PENANAFZr0er40zX
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「第三題,」81Please respect copyright.PENANAuIZzOzjVts
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向菱反應慢了半拍。「真假,你在看我的講義?」
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沒啊,他剛才明明是看著她眼睛的。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAu7o3bYOt5r
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少年勾著唇角,慢悠悠說了一個數字,「答案是五。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAGwu0mrqX2O
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她寫過那份考卷,心想他說的那個數字和印象中這題的答案一模一樣不會是巧合吧……81Please respect copyright.PENANAcU4nJ8L7Od
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「……」 瞅了題目一眼,他告訴她答案的那題是進階的,特難。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAtmBspENn3L
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為什麼有種自己被大佬虐了的感覺,靠。81Please respect copyright.PENANAyoe2FwNA5M
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一會,向菱厚著臉皮把身子往旁邊湊了湊:「欸,你數學是不是很好啊?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAVNhpxCh6LL
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他桌上沒書,空蕩蕩的,像是根本沒打算複習。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAgTFWWXKkwS
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少年往身後椅背輕輕一靠,「你說呢。」 81Please respect copyright.PENANALRmP3tPgYV
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她沒趣的扁了扁嘴,悄悄離遠了點,卻不依不饒:「上次考試你考幾分啊?」81Please respect copyright.PENANANn7OsLSSes
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他不緊不慢說了個分數。81Please respect copyright.PENANAWNfudHIMAJ
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向菱詫異地「啊」了聲,反應過來,「那不是差點就滿分了。」 81Please respect copyright.PENANAfg2zHnoYWp
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——可是他數學課不都在睡覺或乾脆直接曠課嗎? 81Please respect copyright.PENANAtRWR3GdHSU
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好的我服了,這他媽是個神人。81Please respect copyright.PENANAWbpDn1K0HV
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他剛才告訴那題答案時,都完全沒計算。81Please respect copyright.PENANAmpaPoVhCKo
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「……」她沉默。
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祁澈覺得自己或許是瘋了。 81Please respect copyright.PENANANmwLvmJfaX
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不曉得原因,他盯著同桌的那女孩看了一節課。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAuR1HZ40NVm
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似乎是在研究她為什麼會出現在自己夢裡,為什麼自己一見她就心跳加速。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAWGaq2nQPO2
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莫名的煩躁和羞恥湧上來,少年重重呼了口氣,揮去心上的雜念。81Please respect copyright.PENANAkiUZ4dSp6t
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還是好在意。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAj2k3cMlhN1
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與此同時,身後傳來有點耳熟的少年音:「阿澈,打球不?」 81Please respect copyright.PENANAJ33By5Gt58
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已經下課了,不少學生在操場走動。81Please respect copyright.PENANAXl3ZSx3Wo3
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後面跟上來的人是沈中奕,身側還有個不認識的女孩子。81Please respect copyright.PENANANqjvqJiH7q
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兩人手上一人抱一顆籃球,明顯是來灑狗糧的。 81Please respect copyright.PENANADV2dwpy783
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沈中奕完全不避諱:「一起打球嗎?跟我女朋友。」 81Please respect copyright.PENANAibnRn47NpT
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祁澈掃了眼,不感興趣的輕輕吐出兩個字,「早戀?」 81Please respect copyright.PENANAp5tUUpIeWp
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沒有任何譴責,反而有點像是百般聊賴地看戲。81Please respect copyright.PENANAiswYwz3MxD
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女生呆了呆,沒法反駁。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAkHDhzVTRQ8
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旁邊的沈中奕一怔,好聲好氣地對女生解釋道:「我們認識久了他比較直接,你別聽他的!」81Please respect copyright.PENANAJwnznp6NgB
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女生來了一句:「他說的不是實話嗎?是你非要纏著我!」81Please respect copyright.PENANAgHps4iJ94E
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話落,甩了甩馬尾走了。81Please respect copyright.PENANApA6MsGZOJP
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沈中奕故意哭喪著臉:「我好不容易追到的女朋友,每個見了你之後都跑了!」81Please respect copyright.PENANAXjMyA5XWbL
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少年偏頭想了下,這好像不是第一次了。81Please respect copyright.PENANAo6DmeJSJXu
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「……」 81Please respect copyright.PENANAombhn9LNKM
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他正想走,沈中奕拍著球追了上來,心情絲毫不受剛才的事情影響。81Please respect copyright.PENANA8FLkMEfAaR
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「欸,你最近不對勁啊。」 81Please respect copyright.PENANAzoEuoc798Z
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祁澈沒置可否,看他一眼。 81Please respect copyright.PENANAiiAuAvMLkF
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沈中奕:「哪有籃球隊員早晚集訓都蹺的?要不是你打得好,教練早把你退隊了。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAHWlEnZ9aGa
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少年低頭翻著手機,「你不也是?」 81Please respect copyright.PENANACtAewRzhAP
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「……」 81Please respect copyright.PENANALBiEnm4ZDW
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過一會,沈中奕少根筋的一敲腦門:「對喔,今天有晚集訓,六點的,你去不去?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAaIOj7gEPrb
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祁澈無所謂的嗯了聲。81Please respect copyright.PENANAjrHl2oyvO6
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沈中奕換了個話題,「你知道咱班前陣子來的那個轉學生嗎?她出過書呢。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAkSMT8R8EKJ
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少年抬了抬眼,「嗯。」 81Please respect copyright.PENANAh7nMPxWEER
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「她不是和你坐同桌嗎?好歹她是我偶像耶,你要對她好點哎。」 81Please respect copyright.PENANAV0ZKCNYfwd
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「嗯。」 81Please respect copyright.PENANA30ebgFQWvA
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沈中奕沒想到他居然還真的聽進去了,他呆了呆,笑著揶揄:「你真的好怪。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAJCaW3ySNeR
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沒等對方回應,他接著道,「幹麼老是捉弄你同桌那位啊?」 81Please respect copyright.PENANAsmKarzpItx
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「以前倒是沒見你對那個女的這麼上心啊。」 81Please respect copyright.PENANACnrITZgPB7
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祁澈漠然的頷了頷首。81Please respect copyright.PENANANXdjv3Vq1j