她的嗓子頓時像是窒息一般,半晌說不出話來。40Please respect copyright.PENANAsWXY147HfJ
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良久,她才艱難地吐出一句話,「……你、你說的是真的?」40Please respect copyright.PENANAUvDMYINKLR
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少女的聲音顯得不可置信,帶有莫名的慌張。40Please respect copyright.PENANAdhPhXtJIdz
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——明明他是那麼驕傲的人。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAK3Lp0Efu43
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背著陽光、恣意生長於又野又亂的陰暗小巷裡,頑強而劣根。40Please respect copyright.PENANA2N7hTivRco
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而且有些反差的,他笑的時候很好看,向菱覺得,那是一種非典型的溫柔。40Please respect copyright.PENANA6WMx5swjfg
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他怎麼可能做出……那樣的舉動。40Please respect copyright.PENANAAcj0pC3wYV
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沈中奕的聲音還在另一頭繼續,向菱聽得恍恍惚惚,隱約間捕捉到一句:「不信的話,你去看看他眉毛上是不是有個疤。」 40Please respect copyright.PENANAHgJb1tt4Uu
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然後,他補充了一句:「晚上從海岸邊的懸崖那裡掉下去,據他說那個疤是擦傷的。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAdazKJOKEWW
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向菱隱隱從那些話裡,聽出他所指的地點。40Please respect copyright.PENANAuRTlziWJmY
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峭壁高聳,底下就是長年湛藍的海,夜晚時風強浪大,鎮民都警告小孩子晚上別去的地方。40Please respect copyright.PENANAJkewpQeWBB
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沈中奕:「那次之後,每年春節我都會打電話過去,但剛才一直撥不通,就想到是不是你和他出去了。」 40Please respect copyright.PENANAjndAWA2b5u
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不是。 40Please respect copyright.PENANA0XYuoYWKNZ
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她仍然很難相信沈中奕說的話,但是卻莫名擔憂。40Please respect copyright.PENANArPH89d2u2r
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擔憂對方不是在開玩笑。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAdxBHNz88Ey
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少女捏著手機邊緣的指頭竟然微微發顫,張了張嘴,卻不知道該說什麼。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAMg2DseoK2Z
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「怎麼可能。」 40Please respect copyright.PENANAKBKMgf2an4
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一股陌生又難言的心緒油然而生,整個人像是被陌生情緒浸透了一般,濃烈到她無法忽視。 40Please respect copyright.PENANA55w4Vh4vDP
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向菱久久沒有再講話。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAPElSER9a3Y
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手機音響傳出對面的聲音:「這事我只和你一個人說,千萬別跟他本人提起。」40Please respect copyright.PENANARJp8WQqsTo
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沈中奕和祁澈算是從小玩大的,很早以前就認識了。40Please respect copyright.PENANASMWu7pE6pJ
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但是向菱,從來不知道還有這樣一段往事。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAQLq08mwE4Y
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她只覺得心尖上彷彿有什麼東西,一下一下,隱隱抽疼著,什麼都聽不進去,心臟跳動的聲音被無限放大,拉長迴響在耳際。40Please respect copyright.PENANA4cGE6nUJjO
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「你要記得,絕對、不要和那傢伙提這件事。」對方還在那一頭絮絮叨叨。40Please respect copyright.PENANAGWSNeQoq3d
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草草說完,掛掉電話,她拿了包便飛快走出宿舍。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAQmiotPHcmL
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忽視了宿管阿姨的那句「新年快樂」,她直接走出了學校外。40Please respect copyright.PENANAX8NU9e9ZBR
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大街上依然充滿歡騰喧譁的群眾,街邊有人放鞭炮,屋內的人圍成一桌或打牌或吃飯。40Please respect copyright.PENANAaiNf1EOn2t
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她有些焦急,粗魯穿越著人群。40Please respect copyright.PENANAapX1dUx2cN
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推擠間,少女一邊思索著祁澈可能在的地方,一邊撥手機電話。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAxUulnjMR0N
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螢幕上通話的字樣閃爍,嘟嘟了幾聲。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAbptU35ao2Q
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電話撥出的音效,第一次顯得這麼漫長。 40Please respect copyright.PENANASVtuYcJqKM
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幾秒鐘後,才終於接通了。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAxj7aAt7GSX
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她才鬆了口氣,說話也跟著流暢起來。不過她的話有些前言不對後語,大概是焦急所致。40Please respect copyright.PENANANACdmPrBJ7
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「怎麼回事,你怎麼不接沈中奕電話?」40Please respect copyright.PENANALahSqTiXQJ
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心裡還緊緊記著沈中奕說的那次落海,向菱忍不住又反覆慌亂起來。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAVzeuFPOcPy
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兩個人都沒有意識到,她的關心,已經超過了對於普通朋友應該有的程度。40Please respect copyright.PENANAPAG0pldgmB
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對面傳來的是有些耳熟的少年嗓音。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAjBJpcKbE9z
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「在宿舍,剛回。」 40Please respect copyright.PENANA09HMI616g8
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不知怎地,可能是因為這句話,她居然就稍微平靜了下來。40Please respect copyright.PENANAQDmMGYNbKi
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「去哪裡?你剛剛都沒接沈中奕電話。」幾乎是興師問罪的語氣,帶點尖銳又有點氣惱。40Please respect copyright.PENANAETr1xvO5pE
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她說著,立刻掉頭往宿舍的方向折返回去。40Please respect copyright.PENANAMSbqaymvpD
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對面默了默,半晌只吐出一個輕而短暫的「嗯」字。40Please respect copyright.PENANAn80rKcNDqY
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「……你等著,我去找你。」向菱邊走邊說,語調顯得有些倉促,卻沒半點讓人拒絕的意思。 40Please respect copyright.PENANABhqsmAbUop
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她還有很多事情想追問,想知道詳情,雖然沈中奕剛剛告誡過,但她仍然想要當面提起。 40Please respect copyright.PENANATXxbmP1i8D
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宿舍裡,少年垂著眸。40Please respect copyright.PENANAd0Am3lxuMf
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心跳有一瞬間的悸動。40Please respect copyright.PENANAtFUwd8WkGN
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幾分鐘後。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAQnrH9UidbB
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她掛斷他的電話,人也跟著出現在門口。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAlWrq56NXNB
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少女手裡提著一袋溫熱的關東煮,站在門口敲了敲門板。40Please respect copyright.PENANAa3VpzO5Xr7
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宿舍老舊的門被人粗魯拉開。 40Please respect copyright.PENANATlJlvonAc5
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如她所料,開門的是祁澈,祁小波坐在雙層床上鋪的那個位置。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAxsvGJh36yG
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看了一眼牆壁上的時鐘,時針指出的時間已經不早了——晚上十點半。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAeJYyGw2y6h
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向菱有點急躁,正想開口詢問方才沈中奕告訴她的事,話到嘴邊卻成了:「你吃飯了沒?」40Please respect copyright.PENANAa5lPGHzOov
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她揚了揚手中的那袋熱食。40Please respect copyright.PENANAdYqD81Ob2u
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沒等對方回答,她兀自把食物放到旁邊的書桌上,就著書桌拆起塑膠包裝。40Please respect copyright.PENANA5nR8jH3KuR
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店家包裝時綁了個死結,向菱弄得有些費力。少年一語不發的湊近,劃拉幾下揭開那個綁結。40Please respect copyright.PENANAoGkuTelIW5
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兩人的指尖順勢碰到了一起。40Please respect copyright.PENANAaAi8cSL4nJ
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那瞬間,彷彿有道細細的電流悄然流通而過。 40Please respect copyright.PENANA0W5p5r37t3
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心跳還來不及加速,兩人甚至沒有正眼對到視線,祁小波便順手扔了圖畫書,咚咚咚的跑下來搶走一碗熱食吃。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAqubgryRP45
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三人圍著書桌的一側坐下,桌上還隨意丟著祁小波的彩色筆。40Please respect copyright.PENANA2givjOhzrk
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向菱已經吃過了,目前還不怎麼餓,於是把餐點往祁澈那邊推過去。40Please respect copyright.PENANAwGtjW6ZKbt
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祁澈沒動,那碗冒著熱氣的關東煮在桌上孤然地放涼。40Please respect copyright.PENANA8wfo1DMPqd
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他們誰也沒開口,各自瞧了對方一眼,誰也不動筷子。40Please respect copyright.PENANAuZkNscZ3lW
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向菱:「你吃過飯啦?今天是除夕。」40Please respect copyright.PENANAB8zz7zqiLA
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「嗯。」少年的目光在面前少女的眉眼上停留了一下,然後心不在焉的飄忽開來。40Please respect copyright.PENANA2tK90LzGZg
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年夜飯不怎麼愉快。40Please respect copyright.PENANAHDkMAdxLFO
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前不久,約莫幾天前,他被告知回謝家吃年夜飯。40Please respect copyright.PENANAsO1zZBhFMB
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表面上可能是一番好意吧,但是回去那裡並不會被善待,實際上只是羞辱的另一個機會而已。 40Please respect copyright.PENANA7kzYP9t5Hp
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他不是傻子,當然沒有讓祁小波去見謝家的親戚,是隻身回去的。40Please respect copyright.PENANAuVocnuoPvw
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而祁小波的年夜飯,還是便當。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAfJ9jFUA02z
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硬要扯一個不同之處的話,那就是今天她吃碗飯的時間,好像比較早。40Please respect copyright.PENANA6QuVzSODIV
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……因為要趕在去謝家之前讓祁小波吃完晚飯。 40Please respect copyright.PENANALWNu4txVVg
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祁澈其實並不想去那裡吃年夜飯。40Please respect copyright.PENANAzk3mA2XeJB
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他和那些親戚早就關係疏離,沒必要討好,也沒必要低聲下氣。40Please respect copyright.PENANAtkWUGnQV9R
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——真奇怪,明明住在同一個鎮子上,不過是隔著幾條街的距離,根本沒有必要託人傳話給他。40Please respect copyright.PENANANwurR3ev5C
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而在飯桌上,連挾一口菜、盛碗飯都要頂著其他人責難的目光。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAl3yuTkyKKF
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彷彿不願讓他佔到任何一點便宜,給他的飯碗都是最破舊的那個。40Please respect copyright.PENANAyeMayonXUs
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少年的面色淡然,眼瞳裡看不出任何情緒。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAWwCVDbGn5q
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這像是一次敷衍了事、草草交卷的考試,他沒有鬧事,但要是別人問他話,他也一概不理。40Please respect copyright.PENANA0BXaXUDaqe
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耐著性子,挨著那些目光直到一餐飯結束,少年直接起身走了,沒再逗留。40Please respect copyright.PENANAYyUNyn08fo
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謝家那群「家人」的視線歷歷在目。40Please respect copyright.PENANAnUqfzCTeV2
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少年的思緒兜了一圈,回到眼前,少女已經拿過他面前那碗沒動過的關東煮,吃了起來。40Please respect copyright.PENANA4E8qLv0t0h
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她臉頰被食物塞得鼓鼓的,像隻進食中的倉鼠。 40Please respect copyright.PENANA4OrSilyxK0
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他默默看了一眼,之前的煩躁感居然悠然散去。 40Please respect copyright.PENANASHcX7HZ06S
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祁澈輕勾了勾嘴角。40Please respect copyright.PENANAHV7ENI42vw
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少女很快便察覺到他無意識間,停留得太久的目光,抬眼,黑色睫羽跟著扇動。40Please respect copyright.PENANAWWK3baO6PR
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她的一雙眼睛又褐又亮,染上熱食冒出的水氣,顯得無辜。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAiLNLlc0QSU
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他正盯得出神,向菱冷不防輕聲冒出一句話:「你以前,是不是落海過?」 40Please respect copyright.PENANAtwrDxNOYJM
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她緊緊看著面前少年的眼睛,認真又帶著執著。40Please respect copyright.PENANAYSPePkUOG5
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少年的瞳孔驟縮。 兩雙眸子相對,各自蘊染著鋒利。40Please respect copyright.PENANAzTrtbIixHp
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「……你聽誰說的?」 40Please respect copyright.PENANAQDMuEnKHMl
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少女從他的黑眸裡望見微末的慌亂,以及蓄意的隔閡。40Please respect copyright.PENANApDfY96kd06
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可等到幾秒鐘後,再次對視,他瞳孔裡卻只餘下無機質的淡漠,和某些平靜到可怕的無所謂。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAB7op7AgCBP
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他的眼睛很擅長隱藏心事。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAp0HlznHtNy
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她冷靜道:「剛才聽沈中奕說的,你沒接電話,他以為我跟你在一起。」 40Please respect copyright.PENANA2CTfw8RlA3
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「所以你幾年前,真的……有這種打算?」 40Please respect copyright.PENANAFN4tbFzFvg
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那句「結束生命」到了嘴邊,卻有些難以說出口,頓了頓,換成了意味不那麼清楚的替代詞。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAETiW5yccok
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春節本是應該喜氣洋洋的,可他們聊的,卻是這種不應景、煞風景的話題。40Please respect copyright.PENANAtbg0OO4SQr
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祁小波在幾分鐘前就已經爬上床睡了,小孩子入睡的速度快,很快就有了鼾聲。40Please respect copyright.PENANAxnqpPrC78j
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淺淺的呼吸聲,迴盪在一片靜謐裡。40Please respect copyright.PENANANiJmzVstoG
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少年迎著她的視線,姿態散漫,倚著宿舍書桌旁的課椅。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAFfskL0JNX9
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向菱坐在另一張椅上,目光帶點尖銳和探詢。40Please respect copyright.PENANAbllVlHHLg2
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——明明是雙向的互相在意,為什麼要搞得這樣劍拔弩張? 40Please respect copyright.PENANA2fdyLbWqe3
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她皺了皺眉,語氣裡的銳利已經大過於關心。40Please respect copyright.PENANAvDV4xF1N2w
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他一定是很善於隱藏情緒的人。40Please respect copyright.PENANArHRcZyfPQP
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他的模樣過於從容冷靜,表面看似毫無警惕,卻一聲不吭。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAdf0apTzFbS
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向菱決定出聲試探,「你是遇到了很不開心的事情嗎?」 40Please respect copyright.PENANAWIMtKGyVNc
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少年抿著唇,依然盯著她不語。他的眼睛線條仍然是乾淨又冷硬的,雙眼皮的褶皺明晰。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAk97NYjQwsR
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桃花眼透出的眼神很淡,矜傲又漠然。40Please respect copyright.PENANA0UObkHpzxO
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向菱依稀想起什麼,突然伸出手去,碰了碰對方的眉角。40Please respect copyright.PENANAadPctM4Se7
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少年看了她一眼。 不明白她想要幹什麼,卻也沒有推開。40Please respect copyright.PENANAgYpG4cue62
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後來,幾秒鐘後,少女在他眉峰狠狠按了一下。40Please respect copyright.PENANA8G6W6ZTYMv
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換來的是他輕輕皺了下眉。 40Please respect copyright.PENANAhwqAGqHFCu
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還真的有一道疤痕。顏色很淺,像是未完全癒合的傷。40Please respect copyright.PENANA8Db8y9HqQE
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然後,她再也沒有繼續追問。40Please respect copyright.PENANASc2eRGLLhI
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——因為,他的眼神要是再壓迫一點,大概能殺人。40Please respect copyright.PENANA2pfKWKSxY3