那頓沉默到可怕的午飯結束之後,他們倆又分別解決了手上那支引起尷尬的冰棍。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAcn1eyuYgBs
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吃完東西,她揮揮手準備回學校宿舍,沒再去老宅。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAP1qkqvQiXL
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少女一個人走在回宿舍的路上。 43Please respect copyright.PENANApXwI3mCYpK
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腦裡不斷回想著幾分鐘前,在速食店內聽到的話。43Please respect copyright.PENANAhpnAAta6x9
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——自己最狼狽、不堪的一面,由別人的口中毫無保留的道出。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAtemIOmUjqn
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這樣的情形,換作是任何人,都會覺得煩躁吧。43Please respect copyright.PENANAATaiRI8WOl
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向菱如此想著,然後加快了腳步。43Please respect copyright.PENANAXrhcsduwtJ
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…… 43Please respect copyright.PENANAutmvIjAOoJ
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小鎮的另一邊,不遠處。43Please respect copyright.PENANA6fuUBoG7NS
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祁澈其實並沒有覺得不高興。43Please respect copyright.PENANAX0wIRBM6L1
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少年面無表情地盯著手上快化了的雪糕,巧克力融在雪糕棍上,漿液順著邊緣慢慢流淌,深色溶液覆蓋了「光」這個字。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAwDtGYaMAfk
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他無聲地笑了下。43Please respect copyright.PENANA4NVRRrTG0M
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——他從來就不很在意別人看法。43Please respect copyright.PENANARlsN3axKjn
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也並不在乎,別人對自己的偏見或想法。或者該說習慣了,所以沒關係。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAHWP30qXL91
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只是這種態度,對象一旦換作是她,又會變得不同。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAFYqrt9DzSb
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明明被任何人聽到都無所謂,可為什麼現在自己卻會覺得丟人? 43Please respect copyright.PENANAPlyPcbiD7A
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少年不知道該如何形容這種陌生的錯亂,只覺得……很荒謬又慌亂。43Please respect copyright.PENANAu1BUxcjZOt
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上課時會不自覺飄過去的目光,擦肩而過的瞬間加快的心跳,從來沒體驗過的異樣流通四肢百骼。43Please respect copyright.PENANAadH6jfxs5x
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無法抽身的,陷進那轉瞬即逝的絢爛裡。43Please respect copyright.PENANANo0YcKiqxG
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……真的像光一樣。43Please respect copyright.PENANA6Hm6tecwQF
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這個假期,向菱過得不怎麼樣。43Please respect copyright.PENANA0FrtapMd45
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農曆過年前一週,南雨鎮經常下雨。到處霧濛濛的一片,襯得小鎮越發瀲灩。43Please respect copyright.PENANA36OYI2yOQx
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宿舍假期留校的人很少,她整天在校園附近遛達,卻很少碰到同學。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAHmgrx52szL
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她也沒遇著祁澈,這個人的行蹤挺飄忽的,能遇見多半是巧合。43Please respect copyright.PENANAIGOu8EBAmC
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在校園內悠悠哉哉地撐傘閒走,她心情莫名有點低落。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAUnAimnCJgm
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之前發表的長篇小說獲得了某個文學獎的提名,其結局頗具爭議,目前網路上正吵得不可開交。 43Please respect copyright.PENANA6p60k8tlBv
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她站著滑了一會留言,覺得無趣又充滿惡意,直接把社群軟體卸載了。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAgZ6MLeygmU
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絲絲的雨不斷飛濺到手機螢幕上,莫名令人有點煩。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAVSAzPBFK79
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少女收起手機。 43Please respect copyright.PENANA0OTLhIKr3H
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雨勢有加大的兆頭,她的傘明顯不敷使用,被風雨吹得搖搖晃晃,傾斜不定。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAupISj5KA2o
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風急切地撲過來,向菱險些抓不住傘柄。43Please respect copyright.PENANAKvsmrBkkiD
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她掉頭,正想找一處屋簷避雨——卻突然感覺頭頂沒雨了。43Please respect copyright.PENANAq2xUaqyf8D
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「?」她疑惑,默默抬起頭。 43Please respect copyright.PENANALqkTj6H8Yx
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雨幕下,祁澈的面容映入眼簾,眉眼疏朗,沒什麼表情的低頭看著她。 43Please respect copyright.PENANADu8X4F6UQx
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少女抬頭,正好能看見他的下頷線條,俐落而鋒利。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAdj5l20ld8i
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他修長的指骨攥著一把傘的傘柄,微微傾斜,擋住她頭頂的雨。43Please respect copyright.PENANAedfLM04ELy
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她呆了一秒鐘,隨即反應過來,笑起來:「謝謝。」43Please respect copyright.PENANANFYJnRiH3X
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祁澈握傘的力道不著痕跡的重了點,瞳眸一閃,然後別開目光。43Please respect copyright.PENANAdZ02PsVbOO
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半晌,頓了頓,最終憋出一個「嗯」字。43Please respect copyright.PENANAa7BEqWYj5k
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沉默一會,他聽見少女的嗓音,語氣莫名帶點希冀:「要一起回宿舍嗎?」43Please respect copyright.PENANAQKZOwv6nHO
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兩人仰起臉,凝眸便望見雨。43Please respect copyright.PENANA2wEWkfwOxw
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幾分鐘後,兩個人共撐一傘,走在回學校的路上。43Please respect copyright.PENANAzGRMqc4A1N
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背影稀落,隱沒在漫漫大雨中。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAxnkBfyK39H
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向菱注意到他握著傘柄時,傘面一直是微微傾斜、朝向她那邊的,罩住了她頭頂落下的雨絲。 43Please respect copyright.PENANApFz3YkTN3X
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而他自己卻先淋濕了大半。43Please respect copyright.PENANA3yOav2PdFd
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向菱十分難得的感到有些難為情。 43Please respect copyright.PENANA99wf59IoXR
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於是她抬手捏住傘骨,將之往他那推了推,讓傘正立,兩邊遮住一樣的面積。43Please respect copyright.PENANAEcO2Ss0wa8
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——全程沒有說話,只是輕推了下傘。43Please respect copyright.PENANAxOrNzUyRMC
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不過,三秒鐘後。 傘傾斜的角度又被推了回來。43Please respect copyright.PENANABQ4uTnBNcy
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與一開始的角度無異,略為偏向她這邊。43Please respect copyright.PENANAvvJChH6gth
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「……」少女耳根一燙,無意識地吞了下口水,強迫自己鎮定地看向前方。43Please respect copyright.PENANAC5wULwI1lb
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她偷偷瞥了少年一眼。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAT8XaeMZKBU
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明明他的神色淡漠如常,她卻自我解讀似的在他的眼底讀出溫柔,很溫柔。 43Please respect copyright.PENANA2OI7D6GNFk
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風將旖旎吹來南雨,雨滴與玻璃窗互相碰撞,發出滴滴答答的清脆聲音,好像是銀鈴一般。43Please respect copyright.PENANAXTbLVPZdE8
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——不久之後,天邊將浮現彩虹。 43Please respect copyright.PENANARRrAKnOssv
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宿舍大樓底下的門口,兩人簡單道別之後分道揚鑣。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAXaY3i4LB4r
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她幾乎是連滾帶爬的上階梯,擰開門,落鎖。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAWGCwZ5ywVz
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呼吸無端變得有點急促,心口上、腦子裡,全都莫名其妙地充斥著少年的容顏。43Please respect copyright.PENANAzxvyhgkUdx
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看見自己進門時隨意掛在門口的傘,向菱忽然又想起剛才的景象。43Please respect copyright.PENANAHEBgzbqzzF
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她把傘推回去之後,祁澈把傘再度傾斜了回來。 43Please respect copyright.PENANABSVHvkVfHs
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幾秒鐘後,她又推。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7F9wu69nt
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他再次傾斜手中的傘。43Please respect copyright.PENANAWG83cKZRLV
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…… 那舉動帶著某種極幼稚的偏執,或者莫名的較量——不想讓她淋雨。43Please respect copyright.PENANAEOvInIfMEA
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然後正當她無所事事的,在腦海裡想著這些內容的時候,他突然狀似漫不經心的問她。43Please respect copyright.PENANAbMWKn07SmY
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「在想什麼?」43Please respect copyright.PENANAIzSpWmMHqw
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她甚至沒怎麼猶豫,順著他的話流利的答:「在想你啊。」43Please respect copyright.PENANAJzoLOtJmN9
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「……」那一頭的回話突然就沒了。 43Please respect copyright.PENANADBgj0hntTs
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向菱那時候還沒反應過來自己到底說了些什麼虎狼之詞,無辜的抬頭,卻看見少年默默撇開臉。43Please respect copyright.PENANAzn6JsYtwXE
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耳尖竟然略微紅了紅,暴躁的閉了下眼。43Please respect copyright.PENANASDRrl6HjGs
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向菱隱隱覺得詫異,於是稍稍回想了一遍自己幾秒鐘前說過的話。43Please respect copyright.PENANAncb1rk80o3
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……草。43Please respect copyright.PENANANmm7HIhNqT
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緊接著,紅著臉別過頭的人又多了一個。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAqOImOtWDoj
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回想到此停止。43Please respect copyright.PENANA1G4L3BONaP
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向菱在宿舍的床上滾了一圈,翻了個身,用枕頭蒙住臉無聲尖叫。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAUdI9Kyyz2g
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當時因為兩人都處於慌亂狀態,所以就沒有發現其實對方也在慌亂,惹得氣氛僵硬又燥熱。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAiYsiRBjxKY
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少女悶著頭踢開棉被。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAE9wAzZN0bm
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現在不是冬天嗎,怎麼這麼熱啊!!!43Please respect copyright.PENANA1aDMgcIyrA
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……43Please respect copyright.PENANAwZUBYpCQ8y
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她一個翻身坐起,腦袋放空,恍神想著事情。 43Please respect copyright.PENANALDwDJJKbAo
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向菱把剛剛踢到床角的棉被撿了回來,然後她逐漸覺得,自己的狀態好像越來越詭異了。43Please respect copyright.PENANAQoB1gy89CW
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——她開始期盼見到某個人。43Please respect copyright.PENANAO4vF5tPmhX
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不見難受,見了就是受難。43Please respect copyright.PENANAzBhU8zwSVU
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一見到他,她就是止不住的心跳加速,手汗,臉紅……等等之類亂七八糟的反應。43Please respect copyright.PENANAZLkjhZikqK
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她搞不懂自己這是怎麼回事。43Please respect copyright.PENANAgnTYnSrVwO
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而且詭異的是,她並不會對這樣的自己感到反感。反倒有些,上癮。43Please respect copyright.PENANALb8BGXxrPp
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——上癮。43Please respect copyright.PENANAztKOGFY6nm
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這是她第一次使用這個詞來形容某個異性,不過,居然還挺貼切。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAjB1FWIWoLU
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不由自主地想要再更靠近一點點。 43Please respect copyright.PENANARKi2tv6qhJ
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祁澈一個人回去老宅。43Please respect copyright.PENANAXq2GZpwjj6
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耳根依然有點燥熱,少年用舌尖抵了抵腮幫子,埋著頭走在街邊的人行道上。43Please respect copyright.PENANAhbEAt3gGOf
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闔上大門的那一瞬間,竟然有種如釋重負的感覺。43Please respect copyright.PENANALLENn5dHGV
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不就是,三個字而已麼。43Please respect copyright.PENANAAs7YMhP5d3
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——在、想、你。43Please respect copyright.PENANA6DzAZWTV30
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這話究竟是什麼意思,她是說真的麼?少年勾了勾唇,然後莫名產生一種又傻又樂的矛盾感覺。43Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5POKvjCM9
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他想自己腦子裡裝的到底都是些什麼鬼東西。
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……算了,不要再回想了。43Please respect copyright.PENANAT6uA6tT90Y
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他抬手使勁掐自己一把,強制清醒過來。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAf933EN5oSU
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感覺到清晰的刺痛,也暫時稍微恢復了冷靜。但是他呼吸很亂,緩不過來。43Please respect copyright.PENANAIsbVLj7Qm5
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屋裡一片老舊。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4rHmcTSQH
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後來,他在老宅的廚房裡,看見一個淺藍樣式的水杯。看起來像是屬於少女的,大概忘了帶走。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAsKEoPpE0Ig
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淺藍色的半透明款式,角落有個白色兔子的圖案。43Please respect copyright.PENANAsLAnUE8eqS
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——上午的插曲彷彿又再度重播。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAk10x2e5Vq7
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少年怔了下,半晌,才慢吞吞地走過去揀起那個水杯。 43Please respect copyright.PENANA7zqHJuinM7
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同一時間。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAtq0lK1laxz
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南雨鎮的另一角落,靠海中學的校園宿舍裡。晚霞的風從窗外打進來,映著淡淡的彩虹輪廓。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAJHBE8noUUz
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向菱躺在宿舍的床上發呆。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAUInAa0rS1q
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她漫無目的把手機裡的貪食蛇撞死了無數遍,螢幕左上角突然跳出通知。43Please respect copyright.PENANATV3ILFgw23
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她淡定的點開簡訊通知,打算掃一眼。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAMh8nSlL5qq
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結果當她看到這則訊息是誰發來的,已經來不及關閉了——她只能硬著頭皮去讀內容。43Please respect copyright.PENANA8C5NmMFZK9
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用戶名稱只有一個「祁」字的黑色頭像,發過來一張圖片和兩個字。 43Please respect copyright.PENANA1y8UJ9435Z
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然後還順手附贈了個標點符號。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAEYMaHBMWEY
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祁:「你的?」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAX3iPVlMyYp
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配圖一個水杯的照片,淺藍色的簡約圖案,簡筆畫的兔子活潑而俏皮。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAxDoKNzyWpR
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向菱這次斟酌了很久才回覆訊息。43Please respect copyright.PENANAittEPhG9oA
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她突然開始猶豫,是要直接出門一趟,到老宅取回東西嗎? 43Please respect copyright.PENANArS6JxJ3HYv
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可是這樣顯得有些刻意。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAMTrJF70MOC
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但是如果拜託祁澈把水杯寄放在宿管辦公室,反而像是她在刻意迴避碰面。43Please respect copyright.PENANAUd0gzKMFT6
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真正開始在意一個人,原來可以因為一則訊息,花費時間糾結不已。43Please respect copyright.PENANA201ZEB33PZ
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她考慮得太久,最後只發了一則:「抱歉啊,水壺落在老宅了。」43Please respect copyright.PENANAWw2v1OshLP
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……像是在講一句廢話似的,有回覆等於沒有。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAmRFYskPf8N
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對方的頭圖亮著,旁邊的綠點亮起,表示目前在線上。 43Please respect copyright.PENANA4LVMM8teAM
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訊息框上「正在輸入中……」的字樣出現,向菱看著那排小字,莫名有一絲期待。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAFUKS49mvQG
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十幾秒後,映入眼簾的是簡短的一行字。43Please respect copyright.PENANABMVl0dOdRl
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祁:「放在宿管辦公室了,有空去拿。」43Please respect copyright.PENANA4wavbn7ymj
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——已經放了啊。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1heclufe3
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向菱心尖上驀地產生一閃即逝的失落。43Please respect copyright.PENANAiCUkAKxmti
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她不滿的鼓了鼓臉頰,回道:「哦好,謝謝。」 43Please respect copyright.PENANAC4BpS4D0gb
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另一頭。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAnXPFcrYL3s
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少年盯了下手機螢幕,看到對方不鹹不淡的回覆。43Please respect copyright.PENANAjEf5YVDbfa
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她的訊息看起來語氣隨意,不怎麼上心。43Please respect copyright.PENANA6AuYTLkHUa
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……又來了,自己又開始了。43Please respect copyright.PENANA9TRNe5B9UE
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重重吐了口氣,少年咬著後槽牙,壓抑掉方才一瞬湧上心頭的煩躁。 43Please respect copyright.PENANAjB6s4egi4d
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注意到自己的想法逐漸異常,少年硬生生把任性的念頭壓了回去,腦海裡卻控制不住地浮現少女的面容。43Please respect copyright.PENANAiQpkLLlkgh
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無端的,隱晦翻湧起的暗潮在兩人之間,撞盪出雪白的浪淘。43Please respect copyright.PENANAtcm0FpBOlz