向菱已經有一陣子沒想起來還有那破事,嘆了口氣,悄悄收斂了情緒,心上卻像多壓了塊石頭。80Please respect copyright.PENANAS959TQ6TMl
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楊宛沒有多問,也沒想太多,明瞭的哦了聲。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAArGBi48rqE
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兩人說起別的話題,東南地北閒聊到了宿舍門口,才揮手道別。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAdEWsNHtOgN
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當晚,像是那樁事被回想起來的後果一般,和多年前一模一樣的場景出現在夢中。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAbOsjVHLkjJ
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夜像墨水似的烏黑,下著雨的南雨鎮。80Please respect copyright.PENANA8JAq9fs0jL
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彷彿看到幼小的自己,漫無目的又無助地在馬路上走著。80Please respect copyright.PENANA3vLcs23lX8
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聽到風嗚嗚的吹著,像狼在濃重夜色裡的嚎叫。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAqjb7jMC6dx
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走在馬路正中央,她沒注意到後方疾駛而來的車輛,白熾的車燈逐漸從背後靠近。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAbWnfg36oAy
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急忙回身,女孩一時怔在原地。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAYSd1za72zp
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心臟像是止住了跳動一般。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAt3B5iTviCe
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她嚇得閉上了眼,以為世界就要在此終結沉寂。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAmJxI0OERUh
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黑暗與恐懼在心裡不斷放大,耳邊麻木地只剩下車呼嘯而過的嗖搜聲響。80Please respect copyright.PENANACc1S8O2piC
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向菱驚嚇得睜不開眼。80Please respect copyright.PENANAsHTiA2c1aX
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只感覺夢裡,手腕被一只微顫的手輕輕攥住,將她扯開,倖免於被後車撞擊的命運。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAL2ZAY5gJsC
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她不記得救了自己的人的長相名字。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAYRQ8fo7iLM
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但卻清晰地感受到那個人,拯救了她。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAHr7HApTJ3X
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使她免於死亡。 80Please respect copyright.PENANA8KoUyKKvcc
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意識朦朧消散,瞬間回到現實,夢醒。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAbUhcVCgqRK
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向菱在黑暗中睜開眼,從宿舍床上小聲驚呼著坐了起來。80Please respect copyright.PENANAl4WFhu0rq1
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剛才的夢境內容,和很多年前發生的事情經過,完全一樣。 80Please respect copyright.PENANA6j2y52Y2pN
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背脊上冷汗涔涔,微末的冷意貫徹全身。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAYevzOgbHOS
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她恐懼不安,縮進被子裡閉上了眼,微微發著顫,思緒陷入童年的時候。80Please respect copyright.PENANAw3m6XPvsa1
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小時候她來過南雨鎮一次,因為她父親向里,是南雨鎮的人。80Please respect copyright.PENANADGeuqzc2I5
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那次來南雨,是第一次踏上這個島。80Please respect copyright.PENANAiJ7NAmOxzG
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目的是跟著母親鄭娟來找向里。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAUmg09bzZnu
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那時候她父母因婚姻不和諧而分居,鄭娟在北渝,向里在南雨,她跟著鄭娟住。80Please respect copyright.PENANAXGfy3XFpOm
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從父母的電話裡,她經常可以聽見兩人的爭吵。80Please respect copyright.PENANA0sPWfqXoi0
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母親是個一生氣就把「離婚」掛在嘴邊的女人,她記憶猶新。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAyDHVsJLVpD
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她童年不太美好,唯一溫馨的一次,是那次前往南雨的旅途中,父母之間意外的和平。 80Please respect copyright.PENANASUeCuDeflZ
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那晚,一家三人幾乎是第一次聚在一起,在南雨鎮上向里的老房子裡玩耍著。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAmccETmMzGC
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她才五、六歲吧。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAGZY8ir1NPo
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向菱當時以為在這之後家庭裡的氣氛會因此變得溫暖一些,沒想到這天之後,這個家再也沒完整過。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAxh5Eje99gC
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和往常的電話相同,他們吵得很兇,母親用難聽的字眼辱罵著父親,然後遷怒著把向菱罵出那間房子。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAjHQzgsaxsL
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然後,她在外面遊蕩了一夜,幼小的心靈即將破碎之時,差點被車撞上。80Please respect copyright.PENANAIh6zdjCt8D
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她恰巧被陌生人拯救,發生了和剛才夢裡一樣的事。80Please respect copyright.PENANAudpcRo7hwY
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對方好像也是個跟她差不多的孩子,只是記不住長相了。 80Please respect copyright.PENANATG6dBR4edK
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隔天回到家時,鄭娟告訴她向里過世了。80Please respect copyright.PENANA3t5i8dtlVY
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向菱想到這,抹了把臉頰,發覺自己無聲無息淌了點眼淚。 80Please respect copyright.PENANA1x31WhcIGb
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全身發寒,她拉了拉自己被角,抹去眼裡的濕意,抑制腦海裡回想往事的念頭,畫面卻清楚地不斷浮現。80Please respect copyright.PENANAEcIh5pTUnL
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父親的死是因為病。80Please respect copyright.PENANAHwNmangpFW
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那天父母難得相安無事地吃了飯喝了點酒,向里的病本來就急,情緒又因吵架而激動上來,碰到了酒就突然急性發作。 80Please respect copyright.PENANACUJMd0H1nr
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鄭娟惡聲惡氣地罵她:「你就原諒你媽媽,養你這女孩已經夠累了。」 80Please respect copyright.PENANAykxEiV9OQb
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也是因為這事,母親的精神才會逐漸不對勁,漸漸敵視了自己女兒。80Please respect copyright.PENANAvXmMSxyoZf
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後來在酒吧尋找不法人士攻擊向菱的名聲,也是因為精神不正常。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAdwRYnitPts
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向菱抹去頰邊腥澀的淚意,躲進被子裡。 父親過世的那天,十一月五日。80Please respect copyright.PENANAS3ZMri5Wv3
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隔日醒過來,向菱只把昨天夜晚的情緒當作一場噩夢,照常上課。80Please respect copyright.PENANAqwJKpf45kN
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可不管做什麼,總感覺日子每往前一天,心上的窒息感就變強一點。 80Please respect copyright.PENANANPh7xH2hlu
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明天就是定期考。80Please respect copyright.PENANABaRPqJOFkF
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自習課上她看著講義發懵,覺得老是念不進去,把筆往桌上一擱抬頭發呆。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAoOI7ESgo7c
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同桌的祁澈和往常相同趴在桌上閉眼睡覺,手肘遮住了半邊的臉,只看得見清晰明朗的下顎線。80Please respect copyright.PENANAkZpmkKFALo
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他個子高,教室的課桌椅顯得有點限制。80Please respect copyright.PENANAiar76C6sW2
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完全不在意成績好壞的樣子。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAxuFHu4g6XN
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向菱無語地盯著少年闔上的眼睛,鬱結的學他趴到桌上。 80Please respect copyright.PENANA8jcNuXlzoM
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下課時沈中奕路過這桌,笑著打趣:「好學生要學壞學生造反了。」 80Please respect copyright.PENANAzin55cfGyP
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向菱迷糊的爬起來,攤開講義繼續和數學題奮戰。80Please respect copyright.PENANAT3KOlmGEFJ
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只是寫了一會她又好睏。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAkvAqELNFOR
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半是猜半是認真地完成了幾頁題目,對完答案,分數挺悲慘的,不及格。80Please respect copyright.PENANAgFnFOwSd3E
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「……」 她握著紅筆訂正題目,發現有好多題她都不會。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAfNNZgVPn92
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其中還有些他媽是十歲小孩就會寫的題目。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAsKnhG81WB0
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向菱也不強求自己把這弄懂,放下筆打算換一本寫。80Please respect copyright.PENANALgsL2CVH12
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轉頭翻書包時,目光卻對上一雙墨黑的桃花眼。80Please respect copyright.PENANAqqtYJPQF8K
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她怔了一瞬,心不在焉地想著他怎麼突然就醒了。80Please respect copyright.PENANAc4wZbSFzhI
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低下頭繼續翻找放在旁邊地上的書包,從裡面抽了一本講義出來,又坐直身子。80Please respect copyright.PENANAbVGR1PDGJX
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祁澈支著頭,想著什麼似的看她,指間的筆在課桌上無意識勾畫著圈子。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAzHxFfUsEPN
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向菱是這時候才後知後覺發現了那道目光。80Please respect copyright.PENANAToBQbfRcmt
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她沒什麼心情,沒好氣的迎上少年的視線:「你看什麼?」80Please respect copyright.PENANAp1rnposmvh
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眼前生著桃花眼的少年彎了彎唇,只改了一個字:「沒看什麼。」80Please respect copyright.PENANAyqTQQZfSfj
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?明明他剛才是看著她的眼睛的。80Please respect copyright.PENANAJbMOzNo4Q4
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之前沒發現,他的眼睛其實挺大挺明亮的,只是平時裡面習慣性的盈滿陰鬱疏離,很難讓人有這種感覺。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAV8zbt1GiPg
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笑起來時顯得眼尾狹長,桃花眼彎成月牙,有淺淺的臥蠶印子,乍看之下竟然有種陽光少年的氣息。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAelILNUxnxh
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……向菱看得有點呆。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAEXEMuJzsga
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只能說臉和人設有點不符,怪反差的(?)。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAH5krUe9XI4
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等等,扯遠了。 80Please respect copyright.PENANA8vDykcpu46
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少年白而修長的指節伸過來,在她的空白題本上其中一題輕點了兩下。80Please respect copyright.PENANAW3hbaqOgbt
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「第三題,」80Please respect copyright.PENANAie9eHuj9hZ
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向菱反應慢了半拍。「真假,你在看我的講義?」
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沒啊,他剛才明明是看著她眼睛的。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAnwuMoY2Cuv
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少年勾著唇角,慢悠悠說了一個數字,「答案是五。」80Please respect copyright.PENANAjhB0WswY93
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她寫過那份考卷,心想他說的那個數字和印象中這題的答案一模一樣不會是巧合吧……80Please respect copyright.PENANAH13dEXQkjl
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「……」 瞅了題目一眼,他告訴她答案的那題是進階的,特難。 80Please respect copyright.PENANA9AZ0cCca7S
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為什麼有種自己被大佬虐了的感覺,靠。80Please respect copyright.PENANA4itkj05vVY
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一會,向菱厚著臉皮把身子往旁邊湊了湊:「欸,你數學是不是很好啊?」80Please respect copyright.PENANAYtTk8bCkqZ
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他桌上沒書,空蕩蕩的,像是根本沒打算複習。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAky1GFdktld
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少年往身後椅背輕輕一靠,「你說呢。」 80Please respect copyright.PENANAVTzRP7e9M5
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她沒趣的扁了扁嘴,悄悄離遠了點,卻不依不饒:「上次考試你考幾分啊?」80Please respect copyright.PENANAW1JIFZwbnO
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他不緊不慢說了個分數。80Please respect copyright.PENANA0YcM2K5HV7
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向菱詫異地「啊」了聲,反應過來,「那不是差點就滿分了。」 80Please respect copyright.PENANAIlbW3uQwYu
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——可是他數學課不都在睡覺或乾脆直接曠課嗎? 80Please respect copyright.PENANALltPu7ghZm
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好的我服了,這他媽是個神人。80Please respect copyright.PENANAXLQzS8HsKi
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他剛才告訴那題答案時,都完全沒計算。80Please respect copyright.PENANAkdG2klD7LA
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「……」她沉默。
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祁澈覺得自己或許是瘋了。 80Please respect copyright.PENANARROEljopY3
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不曉得原因,他盯著同桌的那女孩看了一節課。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAUhQHvgJDDM
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似乎是在研究她為什麼會出現在自己夢裡,為什麼自己一見她就心跳加速。 80Please respect copyright.PENANACRAejeQBsw
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莫名的煩躁和羞恥湧上來,少年重重呼了口氣,揮去心上的雜念。80Please respect copyright.PENANA5nCHRInfOV
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還是好在意。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAUzrILFHTuV
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與此同時,身後傳來有點耳熟的少年音:「阿澈,打球不?」 80Please respect copyright.PENANAp05Wb9vc3c
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已經下課了,不少學生在操場走動。80Please respect copyright.PENANAOF7uo0lmYA
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後面跟上來的人是沈中奕,身側還有個不認識的女孩子。80Please respect copyright.PENANArV9PFAocEl
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兩人手上一人抱一顆籃球,明顯是來灑狗糧的。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAcQQEFKCJFZ
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沈中奕完全不避諱:「一起打球嗎?跟我女朋友。」 80Please respect copyright.PENANACGg3vDHbJ0
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祁澈掃了眼,不感興趣的輕輕吐出兩個字,「早戀?」 80Please respect copyright.PENANARo1jxV3CF2
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沒有任何譴責,反而有點像是百般聊賴地看戲。80Please respect copyright.PENANA3PODbHyPok
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女生呆了呆,沒法反駁。 80Please respect copyright.PENANAa0OaZzseZp
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旁邊的沈中奕一怔,好聲好氣地對女生解釋道:「我們認識久了他比較直接,你別聽他的!」80Please respect copyright.PENANAKOxy1Br94s
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女生來了一句:「他說的不是實話嗎?是你非要纏著我!」80Please respect copyright.PENANARfhVeY32IK
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話落,甩了甩馬尾走了。80Please respect copyright.PENANAMIr7rBzngv
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沈中奕故意哭喪著臉:「我好不容易追到的女朋友,每個見了你之後都跑了!」80Please respect copyright.PENANAYv9BQ0D8SH
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少年偏頭想了下,這好像不是第一次了。80Please respect copyright.PENANAT77c9C7cG8
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「……」 80Please respect copyright.PENANA3yS2oU2XZc
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他正想走,沈中奕拍著球追了上來,心情絲毫不受剛才的事情影響。80Please respect copyright.PENANApBZl2GmEnC
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「欸,你最近不對勁啊。」 80Please respect copyright.PENANAtaxwbPrvSJ
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祁澈沒置可否,看他一眼。 80Please respect copyright.PENANA4wBmBuM3gr
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沈中奕:「哪有籃球隊員早晚集訓都蹺的?要不是你打得好,教練早把你退隊了。」80Please respect copyright.PENANAV75cAnQb0A
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少年低頭翻著手機,「你不也是?」 80Please respect copyright.PENANArWSXb598A6
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「……」 80Please respect copyright.PENANA8drprPyMLX
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過一會,沈中奕少根筋的一敲腦門:「對喔,今天有晚集訓,六點的,你去不去?」80Please respect copyright.PENANANK6XDJVoRs
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祁澈無所謂的嗯了聲。80Please respect copyright.PENANAt7uVcbDMT0
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沈中奕換了個話題,「你知道咱班前陣子來的那個轉學生嗎?她出過書呢。」80Please respect copyright.PENANAlchISjvpkY
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少年抬了抬眼,「嗯。」 80Please respect copyright.PENANAeiZ8rTY0KG
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「她不是和你坐同桌嗎?好歹她是我偶像耶,你要對她好點哎。」 80Please respect copyright.PENANAvDNbUc17hV
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「嗯。」 80Please respect copyright.PENANA2fVBUVMO4U
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沈中奕沒想到他居然還真的聽進去了,他呆了呆,笑著揶揄:「你真的好怪。」80Please respect copyright.PENANAIAEmb3MUVG
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沒等對方回應,他接著道,「幹麼老是捉弄你同桌那位啊?」 80Please respect copyright.PENANAwugVW3Wjpd
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「以前倒是沒見你對那個女的這麼上心啊。」 80Please respect copyright.PENANAZKr6QHdPCF
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祁澈漠然的頷了頷首。80Please respect copyright.PENANA3N6sVZW97M