往後的一段日子,除了上了幾班撿沙灘,我還偶爾外出消磨時間,要是遇上門口貼著招聘告示的,就順便叩個門,雖然都全軍覆沒就是。這段時間,我偶然仍會在這區的不同地點見到她。每次看見她,我都會給她一點錢,她亦漸漸樂於接受,雖然明知是治標不治本,但這已經是我能提供的極限。豬頭知道這件事之後,起初也頗為不滿,因為我攢不到錢卻反而把積蓄都丟給他人,實際上現在完全是她一人當家了。不過當她知道大媽是有著跟她相似背景及遭遇的人,雖然她口沒支持,但至少沒再強烈反對。779Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZX5FmcYKT
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這一段時間,雖然我們表面上還是過著如常的生活,但其實暗地裡我們都知道這樣不是辦法。她的生活表面上是規律了,但實際上對她而言那是一種顛倒的規律,每次見她回家都一臉倦容,雖然交流時還會說說笑,但我已逐漸感受不到昔日那種活潑爽朗的感覺。現在,不論是我還是她,大概都接近極限了吧。779Please respect copyright.PENANAN4Zd5iPYaf
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「回來了——......」779Please respect copyright.PENANAReTEHYEkOX
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某天晚上,豬頭帶著一臉倦容踏入家門,她鞋也沒脫便連人帶包攤坐在梳化上。這晚我煎了兩塊三文魚扒、外加個用生菜加玉米做成的土砲沙津。779Please respect copyright.PENANASiSurvcg5Z
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「開飯了肥豬─今晚有你最愛的飼料煎三文魚喔。」779Please respect copyright.PENANA2yxhkcS17O
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我將飯菜逐一從廚房搬到餐桌上,她卻仍不為所動的繼續呆在梳化上,皺了皺眉:「三文魚很貴吧......你想加速我們破產麼?」779Please respect copyright.PENANAMk6eeG7Kxv
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「放心吧,我用自己錢買的,而且是過期前的減價貨,我是想慰勞一下那勤勞的豬罷。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAkgF4UD1prJ
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「......」779Please respect copyright.PENANAHXUpRY541B
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她沒有回答,不過總算緩緩動身前來吃飯。吃飯期間我們一言不發,氣氛非常凝重,雖然她沒說出口,但其實在抱怨我一直找不到像人樣的工作吧,當然她亦知道這是無可奈何。而事實上,經過兩個月的拚搏,連我一直想堅持的原則亦不得不動搖了。其實我已打算申請失業救濟,只要能瞞過福利局的傢伙她的存在,每月我能獲得的救濟金應該足以繳付房租,這樣至少便可大大減輕我們的壓力。779Please respect copyright.PENANAtvfxc0NPx0
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「......如果你一早放棄那無謂的堅持,我就不用當四份兼職。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAKwuIhnDPlL
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起初我以為她會稍為高興一點,不過這也是意料中事......779Please respect copyright.PENANAEBLG90TVBs
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「抱歉,辛苦你了,之後你就大概可以辭掉一、兩份兼職了。」她苦笑著回答:「待你成功申請再算吧——......」779Please respect copyright.PENANA9fQGLIdXzq
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晚飯過後,她洗澡我洗碗。臨近十二月,天氣前所未有地冷,據說郊區跟山上已開始結霜,連自來水亦冷得灼手,因此不得不戴起厚厚的膠手套洗碗。不過無論天氣如何冷,還是比不上心中的冷,長此下去我們連僅存的意志也會被環境消磨殆盡吧...不,不能光站著啥鬼也不做。779Please respect copyright.PENANA3OVNvd4KRM
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「呼——...」779Please respect copyright.PENANAlEHzJkcUDN
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豬頭洗過澡後步出浴室,一陣陣白色的熱霧氣伴隨湧進冷冰冰的大廳中,並帶來了幾秒的暖意。779Please respect copyright.PENANA2Xrdf2VR2C
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「阿咧——......?」779Please respect copyright.PENANAUvLBwYegMa
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「——憶當天的那段舊夢,祂仿似與我夜裡共行——沙灘中的每段道路,編出你與我兩雙足印——...(註[5])」我裝作優悠的樣子坐在梳化上,用她的結他邊彈邊唱她教我的詩歌,歌聲固然是不敢恭維的,但現在也不是歌唱比賽。她站在原地駐足傾聽著,而我則裝作看不見的繼續演奏——779Please respect copyright.PENANAfuk3bYvlV6
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「回望我過去─多少的失意,但你每次每次也在旁——是你抹我淚痕,是你揹我經過——明白到有你─居於心深處,我不再是獨行——前路有你共行————」779Please respect copyright.PENANAD2GhtMkIRK
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詩歌的宗教含意我沒打算深究,她也沒說,照字面理解就是一首給予支持鼓勵、寓意共同分擔困難的歌曲吧。這樣做雖然有點是自我感覺良好之舉,但我們現在最需要的,的確是互相給予支持及鼓勵。779Please respect copyright.PENANA8UNzGce45V
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「看來進步了不少囉~那手結他。」她微笑著拍了拍手。779Please respect copyright.PENANAHRH2NsIWgZ
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「我可是花費了兩袋奧巴羅出口三文魚口味果仁家庭裝聘請名師親身教授的——」779Please respect copyright.PENANAmiXpahuDEz
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我豎起鼻子洋洋自得的說,她聽畢亦自豪的「呵呵」大笑了幾聲,779Please respect copyright.PENANALyjJFZLDyM
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「果然不辱豬門——」779Please respect copyright.PENANAqwZ4lzbtVk
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「話說,」她好奇的問我:「為何你會想起這首歌?我應該只對你彈過一次。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAQTgSOgtkou
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「我猜這首歌能為你打氣吧。照我理解,這首歌是說那個是神的東西會為人類分擔苦難之類,雖然我不是信徒,但我想這適合你吧。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAilezmJ8q0Y
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「......先謝謝你啦——」此時她卻有點不協調的輕輕搖頭。779Please respect copyright.PENANAoKZ5ra1qk7
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「但我早已不是信徒了。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAvd5ylJ3PrQ
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「咦......!?你之前不是......?」我是真心覺得驚奇。若不是信徒的話,一般不太可能接觸那麼多詩歌吧?779Please respect copyright.PENANAB5GSeQQehK
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「不就是『之前』的事啦——過去式,過去式。」她有笑著回答,但顯得點尷尬。779Please respect copyright.PENANApfrbV5OQKZ
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「現在我還會彈奏詩歌,一來它們是我以前最常學到的,二來是從前已習慣聽這些歌,早已跟信仰無關了。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAFZTBu60VHB
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「是這樣喔......」779Please respect copyright.PENANAW7ZNPPKIm1
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她似乎看的出我有點失望,便連忙安撫說:「不過呢,聽完的確使我為之精神一振吶——雖然你唱的很爛就是。」779Please respect copyright.PENANA9fYUR7gkTU
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「沒辦法,你可沒教我唱歌——」我鼓著兩頰說。779Please respect copyright.PENANACaEVc6Gdko
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「五音不全的傢伙任誰也不可能教的懂啦——」她毫不留情的踏了我一腳。779Please respect copyright.PENANAYVxMTRYxO4
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「話說,抱歉吶——」779Please respect copyright.PENANAtbeoL9wjpM
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她突然向我道歉,使我一時間摸不著頭,「其實我不應埋怨你啦,找不到工作也不全是你的責任,可能新年過後環境會較好呢。」她還真是頭笨豬.......779Please respect copyright.PENANAe3PjPlW7Pk
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「你太客氣了——這段時間我一直都依靠著你,讓你辛苦了。雖然我現在真的幫不上你啥忙,但希望你不嫌棄我做的飯、彈的歌吧!」我微微鞠躬向她報以由衷的致謝,她受寵若驚的嚇得往後彈後了半步——779Please respect copyright.PENANAxPtJvI7EZt
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「哎!今天的客套限額用完啦——繼續下去要搓到天亮了。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAw9qYUOsqUD
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先前一直冷冰冰的大廳,再次稍稍重燃起溫熱之光。779Please respect copyright.PENANAqmoueuIC45
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第二日,難得她休假,我們於是一同外出吃個早餐。天氣冷的嚇死人,我們將家中所有能穿的禦寒衣物都穿上身,外加那顆暖手器。照新聞所說,今日市區溫度最低可達至零度,是二百多年來首次。我們甫踏出門,便知道所言非虛,我立即竄回家中抓起兩個口罩。779Please respect copyright.PENANAEUAASnahl3
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今天是星期六,可是就我們所見,街道冷清的就像閒日的清晨,起初我懷疑自己是否去錯時空,因為街上一個人也找不著;但幸好之後還是發現有人類在街上活動,只是全都穿得準備去爬大雪山的樣子。我們在刺骨的寒風之中蹣跚移動,耳邊不斷傳來的那「颼颼」風聲可說是我近半年來感到最震撼的聲音,現在我相當佩服豬頭竟能在如此惡劣的天氣準時起床上班,心中不禁再次由衷感激。779Please respect copyright.PENANAVd9moYps9X
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「話說,我們也許能碰見大媽,要是她看見我們一起出現的話大概會很高興吧。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAO8NQAu4zS8
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「這只會增加別人的誤會啦——......」779Please respect copyright.PENANApRRmcWzZG9
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「沒差啦,能幫到她時我們又不會少斤肉,我知豬肉貴。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAYbaQBLfbXf
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「我倒不介意少斤肉。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAUaTJbfbW5p
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我們路途上邊行邊互相說笑,藉此分散對嚴寒的注意力。坦白說,縱使我們現在穿得一副刀槍不入的豬相,但說不冷絕對是騙人的。如果他們的衣物就像先前所見的話,我很懷疑到底能否捱過這種天氣,沿路所見的一些欄杆跟橙柱都披上了一層半透明的冰花,沒錯看上去很幽美,但這絕非好徵兆。779Please respect copyright.PENANA7lTSS45DGE
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我們在寒風凜冽的死街上走了大約十五分鐘便已感到有點吃不消。779Please respect copyright.PENANAhLoTXZlDKX
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「還是隨便挑家店竄進去避寒吧......別管它賣啥吃的了。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAtuOJXu7625
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我們打算直衝到馬路對面的一家快餐店。我原本打算一馬當先的衝上去,然而突然卻被拉住了。779Please respect copyright.PENANAq7JFH9NHTU
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「怎麼了?」779Please respect copyright.PENANAZqQLAauk2A
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我回頭望向她,她沒有回話,只是伸出顫抖著的右手指了指旁邊那道暗巷。事實上她雖然面向我,但視線並非望著我,眼神像是失焦了一樣。779Please respect copyright.PENANAMhG1GmqOzn
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我獨自踏進有點髒亂的暗巷,巷子不太通風,因此溫度似乎比大街高了一點,但仍相當寒冷。巷子內鋪上一塊三色尼龍布,上面堆滿雜物,還有一堆食物的包裝,此外還有兩個「人」——779Please respect copyright.PENANAihDMyZcxXf
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我小心翼翼一步步踏上前察看,一人捲曲橫臥在布上,雙目雖然大大的張開,但看不出帶有意識;另一人則瑟縮於其旁不斷發抖。雖然我早已想過這種情況,但我從無想過它真的會現於眼前。779Please respect copyright.PENANAr6FB9mvBAS
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我輕按她的頸,以及將一指放於鼻前——沒脈搏、沒體溫、沒呼吸。旁邊的男人察覺到我的存在,他那顫抖的雙眼睜得大大的瞪向我,他沒有說話、沒有動作,有的就只有那意味不明的眼神。779Please respect copyright.PENANA5q5kIkNV5d
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我取出手電,向警方報告發現了屍體,然後步出暗巷等候。等候期間我們一直背向對方一動不動、一言不發,縱使我們都冷得快結冰了。十分鐘後,伴隨著刺耳的警報聲,一堆穿著厚衣物的傢伙步出車匆匆跑入後巷。779Please respect copyright.PENANA7PLxi3QFK4
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一名穿著警察制服的胖傢伙急促的向我問了一大堆問題,我就像部錄音機一樣一問一答,他覺得我沒有可疑之後便走進巷內。期間巷子內傳出一堆人聲——779Please respect copyright.PENANAPMNuydzBg1
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「唉,原來是隻老蟑掛在街上污染土地。」779Please respect copyright.PENANANYStkVj51E
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「你既然碰到『牠』,就記得要『徹底』消毒喔~不然累大家都中毒你就倒大霉了。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAdmoCQN4ip8
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「剩下的交給撿屍就好,別在原地磨噌了。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAm5kYrAhk7T
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幾個大叔從暗巷跑了來,之後換了幾個穿著全套保護衣的人帶著一堆裝備走進巷內。不消一分鐘,他們用擔架抬出一個黑色大膠袋步出暗巷,並走進黃色貨車的貨卡內。779Please respect copyright.PENANAxK6q4Fpmf2
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「沒你們的事了,謝謝你們,可以離開了。」另一位警察像是催促我們離開的說。779Please respect copyright.PENANAXb5turKDqO
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「請問......你們之後會如何處理......?」779Please respect copyright.PENANAt510YuFPrU
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「這個~大概火化之後就灑落海吧。」他說的就像是處理垃圾一樣簡單直接。779Please respect copyright.PENANAjyQNJJMiCe
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「其實不過是條蟲屍而已,沒啥可怕,別擔心。只是若你碰過牠的話,記得徹底消毒,牠們的衛生意識通常很差,不知身上有啥病毒。」779Please respect copyright.PENANA9ufaLJbVx0
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這是人說的話嗎?這是身為代表社會正義的人說的話嗎?......此刻,我終於清楚肯定的意識到,這裡非但根本從不是他們一直所吹噓的烏托邦,而是一個人吃人的煉獄,可是...為何直到現在我才發覺到!?......779Please respect copyright.PENANARWsVyot8Ho
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「媽!媽!媽!————」779Please respect copyright.PENANAFRgQadn4pa
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一個高大身影半爬半跑的奔出暗巷,他無視周邊一切意圖衝上運屍車,在場的警員立即築成人牆攔著他。他毫不在意的試圖強越,但隨即被他們狠狠摔倒在地上。儘管他痛苦的高聲尖叫掙扎著,在場的人員全都無動於衷,像看肥皂劇一樣——779Please respect copyright.PENANAgywAtSy9hS
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「喂!這腦殘兒怎處理!?」779Please respect copyright.PENANATcOFPi7l7P
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「抓回警署再處理吧!」779Please respect copyright.PENANAnB0N7EqpDT
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「不如直接丟他到瘋人院啦——不然清潔大嬸定會發牢騷的。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4hj68k9UF
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「你當我不想這樣嗎?但這是其他部門的活,我們幹好自己的活就算吧,別節外生枝。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAebzQfAYTWh
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警察將他雙臂反鎖到後背並鎖上手銬,連雙腿也纏上幾條索帶,然後像貨車搬運工一樣將整個人直接拋進警車的尾廂。779Please respect copyright.PENANAUdz172OSeA
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「幹!連我都要消毒了,一次過處理兩條蟲真他媽煩。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAMRSMsGvSrn
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大部份人員都返回座駕準備離開,但有一個應該是市政局的瘦小傢伙卻疑惑的走上前打量著我——779Please respect copyright.PENANAEM9Ay2Puqn
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「喂,小鬼,你可以離開了,沒戲看了。」779Please respect copyright.PENANASX7l75D7MQ
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「那個......你們到底是人?還是渣?」779Please respect copyright.PENANAbXvc6xJrrb
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我以低沉的聲線問他,他不甘示弱,抬著顎瞥著我——779Please respect copyright.PENANAGDhuyBPABg
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「你說呢——?小朋友,我猜你小時候常翹課吧。這些人面蟲心當年幾乎將我們康古人滅族,現在我們給他們住給他們吃已仁至義盡了。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAMLFzyof4mX
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「你說給他們住給他們吃?那為何她會死在後巷!?」我感到我的理智即將耗盡。779Please respect copyright.PENANAmHzSasSLVh
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「我就跟你說事實啦小朋友......如果我們沒給他們留在康古食住,而是將他們遣回蟲窩,他們老早死光光了,上面之前可是一直在打仗的,回家讀一下歷史再跟我說話吧。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAN5uu1Mzixz
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要不是康古照顧他們,他們早就完蛋了————779Please respect copyright.PENANAWUw2KM1obX
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早就完蛋了————779Please respect copyright.PENANAawNA4EMTY6
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就完蛋了————779Please respect copyright.PENANACNOpBGKuOh
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完蛋了————779Please respect copyright.PENANAmeq97rR9d1
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了——————————779Please respect copyright.PENANAGdNndHoQST
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啪嘞!——779Please respect copyright.PENANApanDvkYYxK
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「......!」779Please respect copyright.PENANAbRoXkRi0bV
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我冷不防朝他的左膝背砍出一下低踢,毫無防備的他隨即傾側跪到地上。779Please respect copyright.PENANA7qtmpQAmND
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「嗚嘩—!你媽的!你夠膽妨礙公職人員執——?!」779Please respect copyright.PENANA3BCjRwbmIy
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我朝跪在地的他的臭臉伸出膝蓋--779Please respect copyright.PENANAENgiXq3ZJL
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「抱歉吶--首先這事與我媽無關,然後你跟我說沒戲,但你自己賴著跟我打嘴砲?是你主動跟我搭話的,原來跟市民打嘴砲是你的職務喔?最後就是,『小。朋。友』我今天很不爽——」我一手揪著他的頭髮拉起他,準備再送他一個大賞——779Please respect copyright.PENANAFAknz3UQCH
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「別動!!!!!」779Please respect copyright.PENANA4xGzWdOKIN
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我驚見一名警察返回地上,並舉槍指向我。779Please respect copyright.PENANAEkjQ6w2SOK
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「為了兩條社會寄生蟲犧牲自己的前途,值得嗎?」779Please respect copyright.PENANADSznEOa1Xv
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啊......原來執法人員是可以隨意向手無寸鐵的市民拔槍相向的,虧你們說自己比前朝重視人權...779Please respect copyright.PENANA57UiC8KMe1
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「你現在立即停手的話,我可以當沒看見任何事。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAT7pXNFLwDf
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噗!......779Please respect copyright.PENANA5JXZvx1Ae2
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「嗚!」我一手將他甩往前。779Please respect copyright.PENANAtcsvVtHKrI
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「你這狗娘養的......今天算你走運,下次你就死定了!」他狐假虎威的一拐一拐逃回座駕,那警察也將手槍收回槍套內。779Please respect copyright.PENANAqTTAz6Regu
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「年輕人,以後遇上這種事,我勸你要不別管,要管就別節外生枝,這樣你至少還能好好地活。」他給予我告誡之後便跑上警車,當所有人都上車後,車輛隨即一輛輛列隊駛離現場了。779Please respect copyright.PENANAAAARa3FgsJ
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「呼嗄————......」779Please respect copyright.PENANA1MQBSvnfxo
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一切結束後,我幾乎攤倒在地上。像這樣的憤怒,對上一次已是離家出去那天吧......不過那次是以勝者姿態離開,這次就...雖然他們的舉動理應是意料中事,但直到親眼目睹剛才的一切後,我才正式知道那是何種滋味。也好,這樣我以後就不用再感到困惑了。779Please respect copyright.PENANAtGDZxmmj6T
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啊,為了剛才的事我都忘了豬頭,不過她至今仍一聲不響倒也奇怪,希望她已平伏下來吧——779Please respect copyright.PENANA2Fm17eE0oz
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「喂,豬頭,我們就——?!......」779Please respect copyright.PENANAHbh3Ufzz7V
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我被嚇得幾乎仆倒在地——那是我從未見過那可怕的表情——她就像蠟像般矗立於原地一動也不動,雙眼像是死人一樣失去焦點--779Please respect copyright.PENANAWvTP86RX96
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「喂...你怎麼了!?我們先離開這裡吧————」779Please respect copyright.PENANAkaWmDNHc8U
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當我想拉她走之際,她兀然像個斷了線的人偶一樣俯跪到地上——779Please respect copyright.PENANA2vEAPczACD
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...啊.....嗄...嗄...哈...哈哈...哈...哈哈哈哈......哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!......779Please respect copyright.PENANAMGukhgJAf1
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她的喉嚨斷斷續續的咳出一下一下的乾笑聲,那是我從未聽過她發出的詭異聲音!779Please respect copyright.PENANAaHZ971XIyM
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我居然...現在才願意面對這事實......無論怎麼掙扎...蟲子...始終還是蟲子呢......779Please respect copyright.PENANAo1ha86ZxVX
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她無意識的繼續在冰冷的虛空中瘋狂大笑,然後突然像是失去了意識整個伏倒在地上————779Please respect copyright.PENANAf4zzRfymuN
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星期日的政府總部,永遠都是熱鬧的日子。縱使氣溫已接近零度,依然無法冷卻人們的示威熱情。今天正午十二時,民主公義陣線的成員正以昨天發生的露宿者凍死事件為題,再度準備施壓要求政府取消他們稱為「康古人優先」,實為類種族隔離的政策。他們一行幾十人從鄰近的鐵路站出發,一路遊行至政府總部正門外,沿途喊著幾乎十年如一日的口號。事實上,他們的主張其實沒多少市民支持。他們舉辦的遊行參與者來來去去就是他們自己的圈子,不少市民看見他們遊行都避之則吉,恐防與他們扯上關係。大家都認為這幫人不是天馬行空不切實際、就是抄襲現屆政府已經執行的政策。至於爭取塞納那人權益更是赤裸裸吃裡扒外的賣國行為。779Please respect copyright.PENANAPQUX0H0iWs
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張世雄是民主公義陣線的其中一名年輕幹事,幾乎每星期的遊行他都有份籌備或參與。按政府的分類,他是血統純正的「本土康古人」,因此從他出生起便能享有公民擁有的權益。可是他似乎並不滿足於此,他放棄了前境一片光明的律師工作,轉而投身時薪跟餐廳兼職相若的政團幹事,為的就是那群與他沒太多瓜葛的人的福利。779Please respect copyright.PENANAoNMNZMpV0y
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他那黝黑而結實的身軀就像一根黑鐵柱一樣矗立於政府大門前,默默等待政府官員出來回應訴求。為何他們能長驅直進到政府大門前已沒被警察阻撓?這是因為當今政府為體現政府是開放而民主的,除對一切示威皆不阻撓,就連那最為壓力團體深痛惡絕、由前朝制定的遊行核准通知制度亦早已被廢除,因此「理論上」示威團體可以完全自由決定遊行路線及集會地點。779Please respect copyright.PENANAqPGDYd9q93
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不久,一名政府小職員從打開的玻璃大門步出,她禮貌地向世雄微笑,並雙方接過對手的請願信,顯得相當得體;當然世雄早已看慣他們的嘴臉,他並不滿足於此。779Please respect copyright.PENANA2cwovPno2f
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「喂,你就不能找個高級一點的人來說兩句嗎?派個小職員打發我們走這招現在行不通了。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAEMPKtGRCk9
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「抱歉啊先生,因為他們都很忙碌有工作在身,有些還在外訪,因此暫時較難安排接見時間,或者你可以之後致電相關官員的電話,讓他們再安排約見詳情吧。你看外面那麼冷,你們這麼多人一直待在門外很容易生病的--」她那段對白連世雄也數不清聽過多少次,他不耐煩的喝道——779Please respect copyright.PENANAxvKAkcE2Y9
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「每次我們來電就一定是秘書接聽,那些秘書每次都跟我們說之後回覆,結果我等到今日還未收過半次回覆。你們這些門面功夫能騙倒一般市民,但別以為能把我們耍著弄。今天我們要是看不見能管事的,你們就別打算下班,你們有多少個出入口我們已一清二楚。」779Please respect copyright.PENANASqtLiL8Wbu
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職員看見他們除了示威道具與標語外,似乎還帶著野餐用的長布,她見情況自己無法應付,便索性返回大樓內尋找管事人——當然不是推他們出去捱箭。779Please respect copyright.PENANASXAPJ2NMZk
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「我們就先等一會吧,小雄,別太衝動。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAJBCQM9RLV5
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遊行隊伍內的一名中年男性著他退回隊伍中,779Please respect copyright.PENANAEnW6YzUVJd
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「你的確很熱心很積極,可是有時一個人走太前還是有危險的,還是與大伙待一起較好。」他無聲點點頭便跑回隊伍中靜候。他們在門外呆了十多分鐘,尚無一人從總部的大門後走出,然而身後的一浪接一浪的聲勢卻愈來愈浩大——779Please respect copyright.PENANAfzL5aKfKDm
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支持政府捍衛國民利益!779Please respect copyright.PENANAy2JKPquBER
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康古人優先!!779Please respect copyright.PENANAFA7oIO0KO7
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民公陣假民主,真賣國!!!779Please respect copyright.PENANAP9E13AR2tA
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反對向害蟲出賣國家資源!!!!——————779Please respect copyright.PENANAJMJYHz9unm
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繼民主公義陣線後,又一群人手持標語道具遊行至政府總部表達訴求——與其說他們向政府表達訴求,倒不如說他們是向眼前那個政團表達不滿。779Please respect copyright.PENANAicpWE4RRN6
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「丟那媽的!你們這幫吃飽飯沒事幹的廢渣,從早到晚就是騙政府錢貼臭蟲,你們是把大腦跟屁眼都賣了,還是根本就是塞納鬼的奸細?!」 當中一名梳著長髮、戴著眼鏡口罩的黃衣青年從隊中衝上民主公義陣線的群體,指著他們喝罵。779Please respect copyright.PENANALylrh7eX35
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「唉,又來了...」世雄暗自在隊伍中嘀咕著。779Please respect copyright.PENANAvwnYPslMMt
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「嘖,人數似乎比之前更多了,今次又想怎樣?」779Please respect copyright.PENANAbnZfVyqzlD
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他們的人數大概在二百上下。這批黃衣人逐漸將他們包圍起來,來自四方八面的叫囂與辱罵一浪接一浪的疲勞轟炸他們。779Please respect copyright.PENANATU8LuqX8mM
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「大家別衝動,我們當作那是瀛國賞花野餐會的音響就好。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAgSFrIdJ0oe
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負責領隊的肥矮中年男性小聲呼籲黨友冷靜。然而今次最大的失策,是相當一部份人是首次參與這類遊行——779Please respect copyright.PENANA9asvarZoLi
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「你們這班政府的走狗知道這樣製造了多少悲劇嗎!?你們口口聲聲支持民主,但你們的所作所為根本早與民主相違了!民主並非只是一人一票,而是讓社會中所有市民不分群體、不分種族都能享有平等的權利。你們根本就與卍字黨(註[6])無異!」779Please respect copyright.PENANAfIrHzMIR2m
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「喂喂喂,我沒聽錯吧!?你告訴我,世上有哪個民主政府給予昆蟲與人類完全相同的福利的?還有,卍字黨以殺人為樂,我們政府非單不殺人,還發慈悲為那些臭蟲提供偷活之地,要是你們連這最基本的常識也沒有,還是別走上街丟臉了,回家飲奶吧!乖——」779Please respect copyright.PENANAMhoeJ9VHQZ
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「甚麼!?」779Please respect copyright.PENANAkyj8xUg3lF
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幾個年約二十的新晉成員捺按不住站起身與他們口角,現場的氣氛隨即緊張起來,縱使其他黨員試圖喝令他們冷靜,但他們非但沒有停止,反而質問為何要忍氣吞聲,明明道理就在自己一方。最後情況愈演愈烈走向失控,黃衣幫的一眾成員持著橫額的的就揮棍、兩手空空的就揮拳,二百多人光天化日之下在政府總部大門扭打一團的結果,必然是驚動警方鎮壓。數十名警察不消兩分鐘便陸續抵達總部門前分隔人群,並將懷疑有份直接打人的示威者全部先行押上警車,以及將受傷較嚴重傷者抬上救護車。至於其他人則由陸續抵達現場的改裝旅遊巴士分批運送到各警署錄取口供。至此,遊行便被迫告一段落。779Please respect copyright.PENANA0u3iuPsY3K
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大樓高層的某辦公室,一名染著蓬鬆卷曲金髮、戴著茶色眼鏡、介乎青年與中年之間的修長男人從高處邊望向大門,邊悠閒的享受著雪茄。779Please respect copyright.PENANAy6nkKCJwiX
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「其實每次都這樣很麻煩吧?梁部長。」剛才的中年女職員正為他沖調咖啡。779Please respect copyright.PENANAKzF6cutHsV
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「沒辦法,言論與集會自由受國家憲法保護,我們作為守法的政府不能隨意干預;只不過,社會不同聲音之間的『互相衝突』是不可避免的,我們應該做的是居中協調跟疏導輿論,而非偏幫任何一方,這樣才顯得我們是公平公正的,你說對不?」779Please respect copyright.PENANAz8d9rzfonx
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[5] 詩歌《足印》歌詞,原作者不可考。779Please respect copyright.PENANAuv7FNJZXer
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[6] 上世紀中央大陸曾出現過的政權,後被殲滅。該黨厲行民族主義,主張殲滅世上所有被他們視為非人類的人型種族,他們得到政權後曾於中央大陸西部肆虐多年,但最終被各大洲組成的聯軍殲滅。