No Plagiarism!NT32TKCMCVD0s41seIJaposted on PENANA 各項檢查的結果已經出來了。8964 copyright protection103PENANAwfPvNlk5KI 維尼
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路西恩站在奈森旁邊,拿起病歷資料查看。8964 copyright protection103PENANAcmHmOyqbvP 維尼
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「他能活到現在也是很稀奇,身體都差不多要壞光了還有力氣打小孩。」奈森說。8964 copyright protection103PENANA5vQ1N1ibZq 維尼
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約翰.米勒(John.Miller)——男,50歲,因長年酗酒、藥物濫用影響腦部結構進而導致幻覺及妄想,多重器官有衰敗狀況,加上長期雙向情感性障礙合併症狀。8964 copyright protection103PENANAArHvWJphFQ 維尼
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當時他聽說約翰.米勒的妻子自殺,之後便開始酒精與藥物濫用,對著家裡的兩個小孩動粗。8964 copyright protection103PENANAJZT3wPHRzQ 維尼
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「我爸說,媽媽自殺是很自私又愚蠢的行為,他不准我也去死。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAdimXQ4YOrh 維尼
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當年那個孩子班傑明.米勒(Benjamin.Miller)是這麼說他父親的。8964 copyright protection103PENANAurS2U8mUE8 維尼
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「但現在的我,跟死了又有什麼差別?」8964 copyright protection103PENANAXOoSypno0T 維尼
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路西恩搖搖頭逼自己回過神,今天那名受虐女孩柔伊.米勒(Zoey.Miller)會來到警局,他要替她評估庭審能力。8964 copyright protection103PENANAwLB5bwMSvw 維尼
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他已經坐在審訊室裡頭。8964 copyright protection103PENANAObOp7ShWfm 維尼
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門被推開,他轉過頭看向門的位置。8964 copyright protection103PENANAu2HKBNHnS1 維尼
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一個女孩坐在輪椅上,由社工推了進來。8964 copyright protection103PENANAL3RkPMuX32 維尼
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她看著路西恩開口:「醫生,好久不見。」8964 copyright protection103PENANA4TptdH2xln 維尼
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她剪了一頭黑褐色短髮,綠色的雙眼疏離冷淡,蒼白的臉上都是瘀青。她現在的模樣居然跟當年他哥哥相當相似。8964 copyright protection103PENANAIbV0z00NtG 維尼
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「妳都長這麼大了⋯⋯」路西恩先是略帶驚訝地說道,接著露出一個淺淺的微笑。8964 copyright protection103PENANAmB8D9blBrd 維尼
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「我今年14了,也長高了,但不妨礙他打我。」她面無表情、平淡地說,身上沒有一點那個年紀會看見的天真無慮,路西恩看著她,心底泛起一陣陣心疼苦澀。8964 copyright protection103PENANAtNUMGyJ6nr 維尼
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最後一次看見女孩是她11歲的時候,現在已經上了中學,他不記得那件事已經有過這麼久。8964 copyright protection103PENANAf3wFSXw16H 維尼
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「我記得,那時妳暫時跟親戚住在一起了,後來怎麼⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection103PENANAa0ovVXkoYM 維尼
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「我爸天天來找我,常常往我阿姨的家丟酒瓶、大吼大叫,時間一長所有人都受不了。」柔伊.米勒說。8964 copyright protection103PENANARBYJkfXwik 維尼
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「當下他們讓他把妳帶回去了嗎?」路西恩皺起眉頭問道。8964 copyright protection103PENANAmJpdYxXfBn 維尼
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柔伊搖搖頭:「沒有,那時他們起了強烈的爭執,叔叔阿姨都受了傷,最後他們說他們真的沒辦法再留我,所以最後我進了收養機構。」8964 copyright protection103PENANA0fvQEXlpRe 維尼
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「但是他還是找到了我,很奇怪對吧?他到底是怎麼做到的,明明嗑藥嗑成那樣。」柔伊嘲諷的笑了一下。8964 copyright protection103PENANAZ5DVRhSdPA 維尼
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「他明明不愛我們,卻不准我們去死,也不准我們離開。」她垂下眼看著自己骨折的雙腿。8964 copyright protection103PENANAbs8087gZxb 維尼
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柔伊抬眼緩緩地說:「墨菲醫生,當年不只你被他追著跑。」8964 copyright protection103PENANANeStlkNTES 維尼
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原來她是知道的。8964 copyright protection103PENANAAzhOzrpl6M 維尼
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原來她當年也拼命想逃離她父親,但約翰.米勒對他們的執著近乎瘋狂。8964 copyright protection103PENANAatENGezy0h 維尼
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「我很訝異,妳還記得我。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAigK4tc0LHW 維尼
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31歲那年的路西恩還不算是一個從業多年的醫生,但自從進了精神病院就職他便一下子在該領域有了成績,一切都發展得十分順利。8964 copyright protection103PENANABllcGx3njq 維尼
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2021年2月25日,一名19歲的青少年被送來病院,是由路西恩負責治療並且評估。8964 copyright protection103PENANAjNaePsOQVZ 維尼
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「放開我!你們不能阻止我!」班傑明.米勒躺在床上手腳被綁住,他兩手手腕內側上的幾道刀痕正冒著鮮血,他情緒失控地喊叫。8964 copyright protection103PENANA0oOwOSky2j 維尼
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「怎麼沒先送一般醫院治療傷勢?」路西恩問道。8964 copyright protection103PENANAhkER69Jiwu 維尼
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「送過了,但他被簡單的治療後請離了,手上的傷是後來他又自己用的。」護理人員說道。8964 copyright protection103PENANAqeKvk2uC9B 維尼
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「他是常客了。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAMzr44fd3KO 維尼
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班傑明隨著鎮靜藥物慢慢退去,他也醒了過來。待他醒來後路西恩進了病房。8964 copyright protection103PENANAfY4zmtryzS 維尼
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「班傑明,我是路西恩.墨菲,是你的醫生。」路西恩輕聲地向對方自我介紹,在一旁拉了椅子坐下。8964 copyright protection103PENANABsdmczeRdg 維尼
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班傑明沒有回應他,只是靜靜地朝已經關緊的窗戶的方向望著。8964 copyright protection103PENANAt7ptUHTT61 維尼
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「窗戶是鎖起來的。」路西恩說。8964 copyright protection103PENANARO0KIp8KXQ 維尼
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班傑明轉過來看他。他是一個長相十分清秀的男孩,黑棕色的中長髮,碎髮蓋住了他的右眼。8964 copyright protection103PENANA08ghh3mklq 維尼
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「身體狀況還好嗎?會覺得不舒服嗎?」路西恩問道。8964 copyright protection103PENANALfYjMg5Dph 維尼
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班傑明沉默的搖頭。8964 copyright protection103PENANA92j0uoc935 維尼
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剛開始的幾天,他都不太跟路西恩說話,也幾乎不吃飯,明顯的情緒低落。8964 copyright protection103PENANAjM5F2WrhDE 維尼
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但是路西恩都會耐心地時不時跟他說說話,即使他不太回應。 8964 copyright protection103PENANAEOri0M0ryC 維尼
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時近一週,他慢慢會回話甚至主動說話,也會參與病院的團體活動。8964 copyright protection103PENANAkTLiMxwClF 維尼
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「聽說你這兩天去了手工藝課程還有羽球活動,覺得怎麼樣呢?」路西恩問。8964 copyright protection103PENANABkZ9QUDro0 維尼
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「還不錯啊,至少這裡沒有白痴老師,還蠻好玩的。」班傑明聳聳肩說。8964 copyright protection103PENANArmyRT9M2L6 維尼
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大部分的時間裡,他都是比較積極的,不過也會突然地情緒低落,呈現憂鬱。8964 copyright protection103PENANAWEJlcq7pvN 維尼
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「我有時真的不懂我爸到底想要我怎樣,我活著不是、死了也不是,真的很痛苦。」8964 copyright protection103PENANASS93rxkizr 維尼
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「到頭來,他只是想找人怪罪而已,我媽會自殺還不是因為他。」8964 copyright protection103PENANA7I907Ah5Y6 維尼
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班傑明說完後突然抬起頭站起身:「等等,我想到我有東西要給你看。」8964 copyright protection103PENANABRyEnpQZrW 維尼
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班傑明從他放在床上的一本書裡拿出一個手作掛繩,拿給路西恩看。8964 copyright protection103PENANAQDA8FIMDqY 維尼
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上面是由幾隻塑膠軟糖小熊與小花串在一起的手機掛繩。8964 copyright protection103PENANA5hvPHdlHs3 維尼
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「好可愛!看起來你很擅長這個。」路西恩拿起那個掛繩,笑著說道。8964 copyright protection103PENANAQLLd0R8c9C 維尼
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「真的嗎?」班傑明露出開心的笑容。「那送給你。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAaJyGLSD54m 維尼
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「可以嗎?」路西恩問。8964 copyright protection103PENANAtyKjoEKE3u 維尼
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「這是我第一次做這種東西,如果你不嫌棄的話⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection103PENANAEkneytG6Lg 維尼
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「謝謝你,我很開心。」路西恩從口袋拿出自己的手機,將掛繩裝了上去。8964 copyright protection103PENANA9pRyagubbb 維尼
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那天過後,路西恩的辦公桌上開始慢慢出現各種手作物:史萊姆、拼豆吊飾、拼貼畫、流體畫⋯⋯8964 copyright protection103PENANADYqo20r0Oi 維尼
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「醫生,你這是家裡有小孩了嗎?我記得你還沒結婚啊?」實習醫生助理看著整排的手作物問道。8964 copyright protection103PENANAtfGb1Zjzzp 維尼
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路西恩失笑:「不是啦,是我的病患做的,我覺得很可愛就通通擺上去了。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAVahsCHYBpz 維尼
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「噢,是班傑明對嗎?那孩子很討人喜歡。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAU2MuWWe77j 維尼
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時間快轉到班傑明住院滿六個月,路西恩與其醫療團隊評估他的狀況已經好轉不少,正打算讓他出院。8964 copyright protection103PENANAJFAP0M31fV 維尼
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「醫生!班傑明.米勒的病症發作!」護理人員推門說道。8964 copyright protection103PENANAYxZj4ZxQUN 維尼
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路西恩立馬趕往班傑明的病房,發現班傑明的手腳、臉都是抓痕,好幾道已經抓出血痕。8964 copyright protection103PENANAnPJgYRHVms 維尼
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「你們都不是真正的關心我!」班傑明被兩旁的人員抓住了手,他流著淚掙扎著。8964 copyright protection103PENANAvNOw8xBWtr 維尼
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「路西恩呢?路西恩呢!」8964 copyright protection103PENANAc54MSpuJOq 維尼
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「我在這裡,沒事了、沒事了⋯⋯」路西恩上前安撫他。8964 copyright protection103PENANAYeGoO6qNtu 維尼
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因此,班傑明又繼續待在這家病院裡。8964 copyright protection103PENANAO8pugmx06k 維尼
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「班傑明,你身邊有不錯的朋友嗎?」路西恩問。8964 copyright protection103PENANAXWJWFcQWdk 維尼
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「有啊,但有一些不知不覺就疏遠了,有些就只是玩在一起,一起喝酒騎車去街上打打架,在他們身上我找不到想要的東西。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAptPkLhFhr8 維尼
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「所以我很謝謝你這麼關心我,醫生。」班傑明向路西恩投來感激的目光。8964 copyright protection103PENANAlGnXS2DnGG 維尼
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路西恩原本將更多時間投注在這個病患身上,想知道為何他的狀況會突然惡化,但他卻突然明白,也許班傑明根本不想離開這裡,並且班傑明對自己開始有了一些莫名的執著。8964 copyright protection103PENANAJFnmYGfr3x 維尼
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他試圖開始建立起界線,但他也明白不能夠遺棄他的病人。8964 copyright protection103PENANABQIHUyl10p 維尼
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只要班傑明察覺到他的距離稍微拉遠,就會嘗試自殘、哭喊著要結束生命。8964 copyright protection103PENANAxa7CwSbZs2 維尼
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路西恩一次次站在班傑明的床邊,在這個孩子想盡辦法傷害自己之後,被施打鎮定劑昏睡過去時,他看著他,內心第一次產生了一股無力感。8964 copyright protection103PENANActohD9daif 維尼
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班傑明望著路西恩:「只有你會這麼關心我。」8964 copyright protection103PENANA7tRKbGYNKY 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAdSttGhhCJd
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明明是感激的話語,在路西恩聽來卻是一種無形的壓力。他不能夠同時接下其他病患,他根本沒有多餘的時間去顧及。8964 copyright protection103PENANAHNbFFwHF3b 維尼
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路西恩將不能夠放棄病人的宣誓謹記於心,內心卻開始逐漸感到壓力和疲憊。8964 copyright protection103PENANAjZMbZWsKqD 維尼
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但偏偏班傑明又是個心思細膩的患者,他能捕捉到路西恩眼中退縮的情緒。8964 copyright protection103PENANAt19NEAoa8L 維尼
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2021年12月2日的前一天。8964 copyright protection103PENANAjp580ybtgL 維尼
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「我原本以為你會是我的家人,但你跟他們都一樣。」班傑明靜靜地望向他,眼裡沒有任何情緒。8964 copyright protection103PENANAcgbt8MlChm 維尼
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「沒人相信我是真的想死。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAeGheV1MEsj 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANA6vg61sCt9A
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在路西恩離開病房,門關上的前一秒,他聽見了班傑明這麼說。那句話很輕很輕。8964 copyright protection103PENANANrYhgLRXLI 維尼
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隔天他照樣來看班傑明,觀察著他的情緒、行為舉止,對方並沒有太多情緒起伏,他仍會回應路西恩的話,也乖乖吃了飯和藥,去了團體治療。8964 copyright protection103PENANA7lacw0Gk1f 維尼
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當晚路西恩在開往回家的路上,路上下起了雪。8964 copyright protection103PENANA5dZCFxZBhH 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANA1Q3iBc98P0
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這時手機鈴聲響起,他看了一眼來電顯示,上面寫著病院的名字。8964 copyright protection103PENANA2lDbjkH5OY 維尼
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路西恩在那時突然感到一陣不安,心裡隱隱覺得有什麼事發生了。他將車停在路邊接起電話。8964 copyright protection103PENANAqoZiXJHIDr 維尼
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「墨菲醫生!班傑明.米勒跳樓⋯!目前已經送往附近醫院急救!」8964 copyright protection103PENANAp5tXYIeHne 維尼
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電話裡傳來護理人員急切顫抖的聲音。8964 copyright protection103PENANAyoHoZsBCoY 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAdqQA5h6iMp
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路西恩的腦袋一頓嗡嗡響,他急著趕往醫院。8964 copyright protection103PENANAESTZUclyZB 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAjyrWZqBRkQ
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醫院外頭,病院的護理人員看見他來便跑向他,她臉色慘白的說:「醫生⋯我⋯我們明明查看過他了,但他不知道什麼時候偷了鑰匙,開了窗⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection103PENANArAK43QlWIY 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANA9zbAYyAxBM
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路西恩定了定神,安撫對方:「沒事,妳先冷靜一點,我先去看看他。」8964 copyright protection103PENANANpc3Yj4Sih 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAfaq6Ie9yTN
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路西恩快步走進急診室,詢問了櫃台人員後走到診間外頭,他看見了一名中年男子與一名小女孩站在前方。8964 copyright protection103PENANAD3wyQSjUaF 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANA2db6EG8qGF
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那名男子轉過頭來正好與他對上視線,這時醫生從急診開刀房走了出來,詢問他們是否是家屬,在那時他知道他們便是班傑明口中的父親與妹妹。8964 copyright protection103PENANAewKVGD3JIk 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANA5cLNHsJXG3
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接著醫生無奈的搖搖頭,正式向他們宣告班傑明的死亡。8964 copyright protection103PENANAEdzQ0uMbDP 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAWbfSxoDVZr
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路西恩站在一邊沈痛地閉了閉眼,全身的無力感和罪惡感侵襲而來。8964 copyright protection103PENANAiLyFLiCYsB 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANA4TdxJgW07M
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那名男子低下頭,握緊了拳頭。一旁的小女孩聽了之後忍不住放聲大哭了起來,大顆的淚珠從她的臉頰不斷滑下,因為哭得太用力,整張小臉都跟著漲紅起來。8964 copyright protection103PENANACIKOw67d5D 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAlYnm4DMqiS
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「不準哭!妳哥哥就是個廢物!只有廢物才會選擇自殺!全都跟妳媽一個樣!」那名男子搧了小女孩一巴掌,大吼說道。8964 copyright protection103PENANA3Xzl4SmfSo 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAduEng6G6HZ
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路西恩見狀立即上前制止,卻被對方用力推開:「你也是!無能的醫生!」對方湊上揪住路西恩的衣領,繼續吼道:「他都已經在精神病院了還能自殺?你沒治好他,肯定是你害的!你要怎麼賠償我們?」8964 copyright protection103PENANAt1Yg51jugf 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAWnwxPGfiD2
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怎麼賠償?這個時候自己的父親只在乎這個嗎?他將拳頭揮向班傑明的時候有想過這些嗎?在班傑明住進病院時,作為父親的他不就是在某個角落吸毒嗎?路西恩覺得既可笑又心寒。8964 copyright protection103PENANANhPXdiy2WX 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAJHsBSjovU9
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一旁的保全趕來將約翰.米勒拉開,他掙扎著對路西恩再度吼道:「我不會放過你!都是因為你!」8964 copyright protection103PENANAiGVCRNUOMn 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAKVcoFRAWm3
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那晚他不記得自己是怎麼回家的,腦袋裡一片空白,卻不斷有不同的聲音浮現。8964 copyright protection103PENANAbrk3SeTR2A 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAhN5sK17D3e
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為什麼沒有更加仔細地察覺到?8964 copyright protection103PENANALWqtF9L2Vo 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAzzDPBnB8QG
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錯,你明明知道。8964 copyright protection103PENANAKAko8Vzdml 維尼
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你聽見了。8964 copyright protection103PENANAnZGs1cxKuA 維尼
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從班傑明死後的那天起,他的父親約翰就每天來到病院外頭大呼小叫,甚至砸酒瓶。8964 copyright protection103PENANAVU7uKii29S 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAMGxDykSU80
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「路西恩.墨菲!出來!殺人兇手!」8964 copyright protection103PENANAXfNARCKJuP 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAO3RGJSlZ9g
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「醫生,他趕都趕不走⋯⋯」實習醫生助理在一旁苦惱地說。8964 copyright protection103PENANAgIKtHtb4Sm 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANACtsKo807y1
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約翰.米勒就算被警察帶走還是會再回來,某一天開始他往病院建築潑上紅漆。8964 copyright protection103PENANApl7D7S2ZJE 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAw4p7siOLXc
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路西恩已經忍無可忍。8964 copyright protection103PENANAVcTajAv9My 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAFvgoXhEePe
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他下了樓直直走向約翰.米勒。8964 copyright protection103PENANAx6RuNOhLjR 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAhdJ9QsPpEZ
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「可以請你不要再騷擾我了嗎?你打擾到這裡的人了。」路西恩壓著怒火說。8964 copyright protection103PENANAuNCGDOjl1l 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANA1fKXF4lLUH
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「我會跟你跟到天涯海角。」約翰不以為然,他靠近路西恩,在他耳邊說。8964 copyright protection103PENANAhyKNKbrvf1 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANABsHpG2l3a1
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當晚他回到家後,被對方的話語影響,本就因為班傑明的事情難以入眠,現在即使累得不行睡著後也會驚醒。8964 copyright protection103PENANAteLk0WEyB9 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANArxtedM5FzO
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午夜夢迴間,他會在半夢半醒的時候聽見班傑明的聲音,接著會看見他用著好笑的語調模仿在團體治療時,其他病患分享心得的樣子,或是形容他之前是如何跟妹妹一起在夏天時捕蟬,將畫面生動地描繪。8964 copyright protection103PENANAxQEPXM9cqj 維尼
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下一秒,班傑明開始七孔流血,幽怨地望著他:「為什麼⋯⋯連你也不要我?」8964 copyright protection103PENANAr19ExPtbSB 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZSQZPNDBd
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偶爾是他倒在血泊中的模樣,但他根本沒有親眼見過。8964 copyright protection103PENANA8LbSFG4KTx 維尼
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他嚇出一身冷汗,便再難以入睡。8964 copyright protection103PENANAkKH6wzc88A 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANALcvFkuBRGm
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晚間的失眠、夢魘,白天的威脅以及引來的側目。8964 copyright protection103PENANAiIjtgHN2y7 維尼
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情況持續了好幾個月,他的精神和和身體的狀況每況愈下,工作也逐漸變得困難,他發覺到自己不能再這麼下去,決定要尋求諮商。8964 copyright protection103PENANAqPJUmyg66l 維尼
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院內的心理諮商師建議他也許該暫停工作,他思考後聽從建議,提了離職。8964 copyright protection103PENANAHiKHXIexBQ 維尼
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他以為這應該能夠減少約翰對他的騷擾。8964 copyright protection103PENANAyD3lga5tpK 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAH57AHpkPlO
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隔天一早他聽到外頭有些聲響,他撐起疲憊的身軀打開窗簾往外頭看,發現幾個住戶在他家門外交頭接耳。8964 copyright protection103PENANAN6rM94wZdG 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAaZWN1mvTqT
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正當他疑惑時,他走出門,回頭看見自己租屋處也被潑上刺眼的紅色油漆。8964 copyright protection103PENANAUChgi1WBgf 維尼
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他臉色難看地撥了電話請人來處理油漆。但是他並沒有報警。8964 copyright protection103PENANAQjOlhReS5w 維尼
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因為他開始覺得真的是自己的錯。8964 copyright protection103PENANA4CzLKmya7p 維尼
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由於約翰.米勒時常叫囂,擾亂附近居民清淨,也會被警察帶走,但因為路西恩沒有提告或是聲請限制令,所以他總是能夠回來。8964 copyright protection103PENANAeKcB6xSjzD 維尼
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後來事情越鬧越大,這件事上了網路新聞,媒體也會未經允許的拍攝。8964 copyright protection103PENANAi2pU3mPRYO 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAig8blMKRRs
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路西恩因此時常待在家,他看著鏡子裡頹廢憔悴的自己,他很努力想讓自己變好,但是一直自己一個人撐著似乎也不是辦法。8964 copyright protection103PENANAp6a9uBBeqJ 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAUoWkBeImii
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他並不想讓其他人看到他這個樣子,於是他嘆了一口氣,撥打電話給爺爺奶奶。明明最不想讓其擔心的就是家人,但這種時候他真的很想回到家人身邊。8964 copyright protection103PENANArIBZg37baT 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAi02yQdyCoJ
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爺爺奶奶接到電話後很快地帶著一些朋友來到紐約,協助路西恩解決這件事。8964 copyright protection103PENANAY8OhLfeb43 維尼
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他們給了約翰.米勒一筆錢,要他簽署協議,不得再靠近路西恩。8964 copyright protection103PENANAwWkQo39YlP 維尼
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結果如何?這人拿到錢後還真的消失了。8964 copyright protection103PENANAN3vBqJY4Lg 維尼
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路西恩搬離了那個地方,暫時回到老家休息了一段時間,才慢慢振作起來。8964 copyright protection103PENANA1IuAf3NwF5 維尼
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2022年9月,他重回紐約市,開啟全新的生活。8964 copyright protection103PENANAkryjubGgfZ 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAfz80kU37dU
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路西恩從此將這段記憶拋諸腦後、封存起來。8964 copyright protection103PENANAgKVyQF9k0y 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAV8CTcTGYcE
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不曾想,幾年後這段記憶硬生生被挖了出來,帶著細碎的血肉。8964 copyright protection103PENANAlLNiNrNslM 維尼
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