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她一直以為,暗戀就只要老老實實地在他身後偷看,沾染他的光芒;原來,她更想成為光,照耀他內心某處,或黑暗或隱蔽的角落。8964 copyright protection178PENANA5nFHB3uEF3 維尼
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或者,唯有如此,看向他時,才不會覺得太過刺眼,下意識低下頭。8964 copyright protection178PENANAeLhQALqS7Z 維尼
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可是,偶然她規勸自己:「你以為自己什麼條件?」把養著的花拿起來自拍,發現臉又暗了幾分。她歎氣,還是不要逾越太多,免得失去現在這關係。一段投契的友誼,雖比起忽明忽暗的愛戀,不夠盡興,但至少安心。8964 copyright protection178PENANATJCuF0mZQq 維尼
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喜歡一個人,是渴望捉緊,又怕伸出手後撲了一場空歡喜;是目光緊隨,又怕雙目對視後沒有情意流轉;是兩肩並行,又怕彼此遠離。8964 copyright protection178PENANAda409ZW2Gl 維尼
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一心保持著禮儀,帶點別人未見過的熱情靠近允行。8964 copyright protection178PENANAX5pWgDiVbq 維尼
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她總是在隱藏和展示自己之間,反覆橫亘。8964 copyright protection178PENANAybelbVbx0V 維尼
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今個月,老師調位,允行剛巧坐到一心的後方。她減少了偷看他的次數,竟有點婉惜。但是,他有時會模仿敲門:「一心小姐喺唔喺度?」8964 copyright protection178PENANAtEUFNvxpYS 維尼
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她馬上笑出花來,轉身過去,用手扮開門:「請講。」8964 copyright protection178PENANAgND2wOXkOm 維尼
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不婉惜了,因為她可以光明正大地和他對視,一來一往地聊天。8964 copyright protection178PENANAwVjjWoCUni 維尼
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小息時,家寶來找一心:「你個眼神太明顯啦——你鍾意允行!一見到佢就會笑得超甜,而家係越嚟越甜。」家寶瞇起眼:「你竟然想瞞我,哼。」8964 copyright protection178PENANA5VGSDT5xx0 維尼
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一心本想否認,但家寶隨即熱切地問:「你哋一齊做補習班之後,就close咗好多,發生咗咩事啊。」8964 copyright protection178PENANAwMWI01mB0x 維尼
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旁人也覺得他們親密了嗎?這使一心欣喜,然後講出這段時間發生的事。太少和人敘述心意,一開始還扭扭捏捏,後見家寶充滿期待,她也說得起勁。8964 copyright protection178PENANAbKAkRXAHdk 維尼
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「啊!咁你會唔會表白?你哋好襯啊,好耶。如果你哋一齊咗,我哋就可以double dating……」8964 copyright protection178PENANA2oTnagOHeV 維尼
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「你拍咗拖再講。」她不敢想像太多。8964 copyright protection178PENANACBdhij3U9J 維尼
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這段時間,二人上課時會默契地笑,他會和她講「今日阿sir底衫透晒色」,她回話「中文老師請假下堂都係佢代課」。小息也不再坐在課室,反而一起到操場分吃燒賣和糯米雞。興起時,他就出去打籃球,她坐在彩色的椅子上,感歎陽光正好,微風不躁。8964 copyright protection178PENANAa7k8VvtPFK 維尼
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有人把球射到她的方向,下秒,就見他速速跑過來,利落地擋下,溫柔地問:「無事吖嘛?夠鐘啦,我哋一齊返上去。」8964 copyright protection178PENANA3ozsGYuRcT 維尼
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「差啲中波,要智商減十。」8964 copyright protection178PENANAz7YM1aFm3y 維尼
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「有我喺度,就唔會有呢個機會。」他頓了頓:「你放心啦。」8964 copyright protection178PENANA6ueliq5E8E 維尼
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一心不需要再做迂迴的小動作,和允行好像多了不言自明的時候,她放鬆了一些,至少展示的是更真實的自己——縱然時時猜測如此是否合乎他心意。8964 copyright protection178PENANAXUR7kGQM9a 維尼
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「讀書好悶……」他喃喃。8964 copyright protection178PENANAfX7KlYvUu4 維尼
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「你都覺得悶?我以為大學霸會覺得好有趣喎。」8964 copyright protection178PENANAFU9B9Qty2g 維尼
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「就咁學新嘢就係,但測驗考試追分數,目的好似變咗高分。而家上到去,一跌落嚟就死硬。」8964 copyright protection178PENANAt4JqtV2Alg 維尼
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「咁嚴重,你屋企人管得你好嚴?」8964 copyright protection178PENANATv6qLICkD6 維尼
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他沉聲:「我唔係父母親生,費事令人失望,佢哋都想我做個好榜樣畀細佬睇。」8964 copyright protection178PENANA85xNEuFgSm 維尼
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她不經意地開啟了一個沉重且深入的話題,卻不敢接話,提問或回覆皆可能造成傷害。可是,如果不回應,未免太過怯懦,讓他失去與人傾訴的勇氣,因此她說:「唔怪得你樣樣嘢都做得咁好,一定好辛苦,好彩叫做有回報。」最後又小心地補允:「就算一時失手,你依然係最好。」8964 copyright protection178PENANAxA4YChniFJ 維尼
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真正想說的無非:無論如何,我也喜歡你。8964 copyright protection178PENANAnWCB4pndML 維尼
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在青春萌動的校園裡,允行總感覺被戀愛氣息包圍,他算敏感,知道有哪些人喜歡自己,便會不著痕跡地疏遠。這麼多年以來,他的家教嚴謹,多少也讓人壓抑自身情感需求。8964 copyright protection178PENANAjwxLwjUQM5 維尼
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一心是穿過沉鬰樹葉的一束暖陽,讓他安放掠曬自己,無論說什麼,她都會聽,然後堅定地看著他的眼睛,說:「他是最好的。」8964 copyright protection178PENANA9wuUmolYPn 維尼
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當然光是如此,無法把她和其他女子區分開來,分別在哪呢?8964 copyright protection178PENANATq9UCfHQKB 維尼
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大概是他會想起她說的話,腦海就浮現出她對所有事都波瀾不驚的臉,卻眼神異常明亮,笑得彎起來看著他。由是安心,她像一枝定海神針。8964 copyright protection178PENANAlmHaLWlWQZ 維尼
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這讓他覺得,自己的存在好獨特。8964 copyright protection178PENANACZg9JOdewu 維尼
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她也和他講起奶奶生病的事,互相交換秘密,流露脆弱,這讓他們感覺:對方可以盛載。8964 copyright protection178PENANA51dFYPnDZ8 維尼
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三個月後的某天,允行在走廊聽見一個笑話,腦中泛起的全是一心的臉。8964 copyright protection178PENANA15m5SYqD2S 維尼
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他急急回到課室,和她對視以後,忍不住走到她身邊,卻忽然啞言。他發現,自己想說的,從來不止是一個笑話。8964 copyright protection178PENANAisR33M8mPY 維尼
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這是一種濃烈的感情,因此才要謹慎處理,他沒有說出口,較以前更多留意她,被其一顰一笑所牽動。8964 copyright protection178PENANAicT3hmr1F4 維尼
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快要考DSE,代表將要放溫習假。結業最後一天,她在他的校服上畫下一個小太陽,而他則寫下:「多得你,我才未被人海淹沒。」看見時,她以為這是自己寫的。8964 copyright protection178PENANAykmeJ4kI9g 維尼
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放假期間,他們相約一起溫書,買些小零食,在上頭貼張打氣的便利店,自修室的清潔時間,就成了食飯時間,又再回去操卷,直至天黑。8964 copyright protection178PENANA0403TjjecT 維尼
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看到他在便利店上也畫了小太陽,她不再覺得辛苦。8964 copyright protection178PENANAwWdzMUq4NJ 維尼
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溫習假很快過,考試時,二人剛巧不在一個考場,但關電話前的最後一次通話,就是互相打氣。8964 copyright protection178PENANANaXliB4nOv 維尼
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時間過得快,一眨眼就考完。8964 copyright protection178PENANAtImp904tJB 維尼
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他知道她喜歡寫字,最後,就故意買了信紙,以全新的筆寫了一封信,象徵序章。8964 copyright protection178PENANArevFGeCW6N 維尼
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即使已有預料她同樣有好感,他卻越寫越緊張,不斷寫錯字句的順序,紙換了一張又一張。最後乾脆在塗塗改改,當做草稿,寫好後,再小心翼翼地抄在新的信紙上。8964 copyright protection178PENANA1AuXP1eoSr 維尼
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在最後一節補習班完結後,他拿出信,讓她看,最後說:「我鍾意你。」8964 copyright protection178PENANAHIt57neWUP 維尼
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「咁......你想......?」她逗一逗他。8964 copyright protection178PENANAj2GCmRYyP5 維尼
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「吓?」他突然大腦一片空白。8964 copyright protection178PENANAQ4Z7OaBv0q 維尼
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「好啦,你已經寫晒信,應該我問好啲。」她感到身體越來越熱:「我都鍾意你,你可唔可以做我男朋友?」8964 copyright protection178PENANAeKR3S1O22I 維尼
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三言兩語,就概括了這幾年來隱晦如雪的心意,如果他們有以後,她會牽著他的手,輕輕的,又不失俏皮地敍述從哪處開始喜歡他,然後想像擁有彼此的未來,將是怎樣的歡喜。8964 copyright protection178PENANA2PrNqYq2iS 維尼
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他傻傻地點頭,兩個人也不知說什麼好,便沉默地逛街,手背碰手背——8964 copyright protection178PENANAeQlp7nyzin 維尼
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捉緊,十指雙扣。8964 copyright protection178PENANALnQ8koqaAC 維尼
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從此,一心喜歡允行這件事,終於全世界都知道——她這樣說時,迎得他的投訴:8964 copyright protection178PENANASpKvza6IOo 維尼
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「點解唔係允行鍾意一心,全世界都知道?」8964 copyright protection178PENANAwogiGkMuFi 維尼
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