No Plagiarism!Sd778vT4WXcBtoLLO4oIposted on PENANA 過了不久,夜間探望病人的時間結束,關姐姐、阿源、和楠先生向我道別,然後滿心歡喜地離開。8964 copyright protection124PENANAhCGrH8SBly 維尼
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又過了一會,護士姐姐為我量度基本的生命表徵,很快填寫完資料,便關上病房的燈光,只留下走廊的微弱光線滲透進房間。8964 copyright protection124PENANARXRKFztfKS 維尼
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不知道是自己沒睡慣醫院的病床,還是因為身上隱隱作痛的傷勢,輾轉反側了半小時仍然沒法睡去。腦海裏不斷回憶着剛才的聊天,如果說楠先生一直沒找我聚舊,是因為換了新電話;那麼阿清沒有聯絡我的原因,大概是因為工作繁忙吧?8964 copyright protection124PENANAweebb47XMQ 維尼
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原來楠先生和阿清,他們都沒有自殺…會不會有種可能,小黑也沒有死?8964 copyright protection124PENANAIF3j6qDW0r 維尼
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內心莫明奇妙多出這股想法,正所謂貓有九條命,小黑從我房間的窗戶逃離後,也許跑到了一個新的地方生活…也許,有愛貓人士收養牠?也許,小黑正活得比我更幸福……8964 copyright protection124PENANAf9t84hRAh6 維尼
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我盯着病房的天花板,幻想着這種虛無縹緲的事。也許只有這樣,我的內心才能夠好受一點。8964 copyright protection124PENANAaPWpscmodg 維尼
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聽着病房裏的微弱打鼾聲,腦袋慢慢被催眠,雖然醫院的氣味讓人不太舒適,但我挺喜歡睡病房的。因為可以遠離自己的家人、獨自與其他陌生的婆婆睡在同一大房間裏,一份安全感便油然而生。8964 copyright protection124PENANAmIl94WOVP5 維尼
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這是一份,能夠遠離自己父母的安全感。8964 copyright protection124PENANANHZh0ntJ3q 維尼
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於是乎,我趕在窗簾顯現出清晨的陽光之前,便沉沉睡在病床上,享受這安寧又舒服的晚覺。(才沒有,約莫三個小時後,仍然眼困萬分的我被護士姐姐吵醒要我吃早餐,而且還有夠難吃的…)8964 copyright protection124PENANARAKZFBZKzt 維尼
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中午時分,護士姐姐過來把我吃剩大半的飯菜給收走,還手拿着一份表格填寫着我的情況。我想說,我單純是因為醫院的食物太難吃才會剩下這麼多,與我的身體狀況無關。8964 copyright protection124PENANA24zyeK1WAE 維尼
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隨後,我便躺在床上滑滑手機、發着白日夢,幸好阿源昨天把充電器留下來給我,我才不至於活活悶死在病房裏。8964 copyright protection124PENANANfaDoYmwKa 維尼
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但說實話,我內心挺怕父母會突然間出現在醫院裏探望我,因為不知道他們會有甚麼反應,看着自己的親生女兒第二次自殺未遂,他們會再度責備我嗎?還是說,他們已經放棄了我這個女兒?又或者有沒有一種可能,這一次,他們會更加着緊我?開始顧及多點我的心理狀況。8964 copyright protection124PENANAZ9Ik7e7WjT 維尼
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誰知呢?我看着手機裏的相簿發呆,不翻看不知道,原來自從升上中學後,我便沒再與自己的父母一起合照過;而大概在中二下學期,我漸漸被張思和茜茜幾人欺凌,自那時候起,相簿裏便不再出現我發自真心的笑容...8964 copyright protection124PENANAwNrutu6dp9 維尼
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我看着全班合照的相片,每位同學都掛着燦爛的微笑,讓我不禁想像,有多少人是帶着虛假的面具?真懷念從前小孩子的自己,能無憂無慮地哈哈大笑。8964 copyright protection124PENANARSrJZaRuVL 維尼
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就在這時候,一個人影悄無聲息地來到我床邊。我心中一驚,馬上收起手機抬頭一看,面前是一位綁着雙馬尾的少女、戴着白色口罩、身穿某所中學的體育服。起初我以為她找錯人,但看着她那堅定的眼神,似乎是找我沒錯。8964 copyright protection124PENANAWGWzHUBBGX 維尼
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我皺起眉頭:「請問...妳認識我嗎?」8964 copyright protection124PENANAC0omrFh7ed 維尼
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「哈哈!怎麼啦,連我也不認得了?」8964 copyright protection124PENANAssSMMgEICl 維尼
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只見那女孩摘掉口罩,露出熟悉的臉蛋,但其實她大可不必脫下口罩,我單憑聲音便立即記起對方的身份了...8964 copyright protection124PENANAGcP3KbQi6P 維尼
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我笑了笑,沒好氣地回她一句:「原來是妳啊?很久不見了,彤彤。」8964 copyright protection124PENANAZ6NaeV3Pbs 維尼
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「欸?我以為你應該會表現得更加驚訝,怎麼是如此平淡的反應?」彤彤拉開椅子,坐在我床邊。8964 copyright protection124PENANAF5Rf92Xdc4 維尼
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「因為,妳已經是第三個復活的人了。」我苦笑道。8964 copyright protection124PENANASCWHwEKrsz 維尼
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「蛤?」8964 copyright protection124PENANAz8x20HA4Go 維尼
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「沒甚麼...」8964 copyright protection124PENANAnvDNNxU4mg 維尼
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彤彤不理解我的話,我也沒有多作解釋,心裏只有感恩...以及內疚。對於小黑一事,我不知道該如何開口、該從何說起呢?8964 copyright protection124PENANA8THYAiImwU 維尼
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「話說...彤彤,有個壞消息要告訴妳......」8964 copyright protection124PENANArz19RKNtM6 維尼
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「嗯?怎麼了?」彤彤露出困惑的表情。8964 copyright protection124PENANAcjFefnu8mY 維尼
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我吞了吞口水,嘗試鼓起勇氣坦誠:「是...是關於小黑的事,我......」8964 copyright protection124PENANAp23wlrJp5Y 維尼
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彤彤思索片刻,便眉目上揚,說:8964 copyright protection124PENANAQmigYaTxZg 維尼
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「噢!對耶,雨辰妳還不知道吧?小黑牠跑回我身邊了,妳是想說這件事吧。」8964 copyright protection124PENANAea6m4egEkJ 維尼
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「......甚麼?!」困惑的表情從彤彤轉移到我的臉上。8964 copyright protection124PENANAP5sqKwTeRO 維尼
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只見彤彤輕鬆地笑道:「在我打消輕生念頭的第二天清晨,我回到自己住的賓館,發現小黑竟出現在樓下附近的花叢裏。起初我以為是別的黑貓,但牠死黏着我、又發現牠身上有小黑特有的特徵,我推斷,大概是牠偷偷從妳家跑走了吧?」8964 copyright protection124PENANAgG5JNWU0m8 維尼
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聽罷,我不懂得如何反應,這一切也太巧合了吧?這個世界有這麼好的嗎?沒有被漁農署抓去人道毀滅已經偷笑了,竟然還能平安無事地回到彤彤身邊!?貓咪果然是有九條命的啊......8964 copyright protection124PENANAQA1uYAuIu0 維尼
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當然,這的確是值得慶幸的事,但還有一個地方我想搞清楚。8964 copyright protection124PENANABivdwCkKfQ 維尼
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「彤彤,妳當初為甚麼會打消輕生的念頭?是因為我嗎?」我不安地詢問。8964 copyright protection124PENANABGc7qD1Yz7 維尼
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「嗯......一半是因為妳對我講過的話,還有另一半原因,則是某位司機大叔救我一命。」彤彤露出愉快的微笑,跟我以前遇見的她,簡直是截然不同的女孩。8964 copyright protection124PENANAN0Jmmao7Si 維尼
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「至於詳情嘛,要在另一個故事交代了...但雨辰,妳當時講的話,的確稍微動搖到一丁點我內心的想法。」彤彤還故意比了比手勢。8964 copyright protection124PENANALmxieaGwSO 維尼
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「又是我嗎?」8964 copyright protection124PENANARJnLhn4oyB 維尼
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我低頭看着自己的手心,沉思着,原來自己真如波兒所講的,我能夠拯救身邊的人。8964 copyright protection124PENANA8P0C05BFP2 維尼
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可惜的是,我拯救不了波兒……8964 copyright protection124PENANAPfuEQAP77i 維尼
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這時,彤彤拍拍我的肩膀,溫柔地說:8964 copyright protection124PENANAN7IhedZVVm 維尼
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「雨辰,妳的身邊還有我,我是妳的同伴,跟你一樣是死去又活來的倖存者…所以,妳要好好活下去!」8964 copyright protection124PENANAbKwBbgsKAf 維尼
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聽見此話,我也不禁掛上笑容,是真摯的、不虛假的笑容,輕拍彤彤的手背回應她:「謝謝妳。」8964 copyright protection124PENANAE5k0ul1FUz 維尼
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不久後,我和彤彤又閒聊了一會,關於那一晚告別之後,彼此之間在生活上發生過的事。8964 copyright protection124PENANApCmb7TNf1z 維尼
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彤彤已經開始認真上學,並且藉着關姐姐的幫助下,她被轉介到其他社區中心接受支援,暫時不需要繼續住在昂貴又簡陋的賓館裏。8964 copyright protection124PENANAWBfa4SYVnA 維尼
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而她亦下定決心要好好溫習,畢竟來年便是升上中六,即將面對公開考試的彤彤,一定能夠大步跨過的!我相信她一定能做得到。8964 copyright protection124PENANAhVXJSUqYb8 維尼
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然後,在得悉我交了男朋友的彤彤,露出大吃一驚的表情,隨即便八卦起我和阿源之間的戀愛史…8964 copyright protection124PENANAgyPg6tTtCa 維尼
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「不是吧?妳的男友也是自殺倖存者嗎?!」8964 copyright protection124PENANASSfw1o44Qt 維尼
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「呃…是的。」自殺倖存者,這個詞感覺怪怪的。8964 copyright protection124PENANAq9dlVeGqI9 維尼
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「我真不知道該說你們兩個是太有緣,還是太倒霉…」彤彤皺眉說。8964 copyright protection124PENANA7E4ijuy9Hw 維尼
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「我猜是倒霉吧。」我自嘲道:「是我把自己身上的不幸,傳染給他,我總是遭遇着不幸、也會令身邊接近我的人遭遇不幸…」8964 copyright protection124PENANAagNefLm5bK 維尼
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彤彤用溫柔的語氣安慰我:「別這麼說嘛,至少我很高興認識妳呀!我猜,妳男友心裏也跟我一樣,慶幸在自己生命中遇上妳。」8964 copyright protection124PENANAPZTVQKGR4x 維尼
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聽罷,我笑而不語…8964 copyright protection124PENANAIBvOGFG8sL 維尼
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然而,一講阿源、阿源就到!他濕答答地走進病房,帶着狼狽的笑容向我揮揮手。突如其來的出現,使我的心跳莫明快了幾拍…是心動的感覺。8964 copyright protection124PENANApQ1pZTUrLk 維尼
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