業渚
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竺蓁
竺蓁
篇 #7
[業渚]欲擒故縱
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>欲擒故縱59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4aFDWqb1y
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（你是我的泰迪熊）59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gmD2kPCgw
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窗簾往窗戶兩旁唰唰分開時，潮田渚正好睜開眼睛。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnG2SBhnAuJ
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大概是第n次被業強制灌醉並發牢騷的渚在宿醉頭痛的週六醒來才發覺不對勁。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUCpH8zYpW
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「你醒啦」進入房內拉開窗簾讓陽光透進屋內的業回頭看向他「不再睡一下？」他問著，並往他靠近，伸手碰了碰他臉頰，好像是在查看他的臉色是否有恙。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOtbj6OBuz
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「假如你不想繼續睡的話，那就起來吧。要洗澡的話，衣服在櫃子，你自己去拿。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrAPX2u5EH
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業，你是我的監護人嗎？ 59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GZaBud8zE
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此情此景熟悉的讓他想起早餐時會看的十分鐘晨間戲劇，潮田渚一臉懵逼。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQaTcFmMoj
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……不對，自己才不是喜歡喝酒。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1YCovt22P
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從洗澡間出來之後，潮田渚才想到，讓他宿醉的始作俑者根本就是業吧？ 自己的酒量多少業是清楚的， 大學那次同學會兩杯啤酒就讓他不省人事了，還一路迷糊的掛在業的身上窩著睡覺，想起來根本黑歷史。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxmuDrjYZZ
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結果步入職場之後，業卻變本加厲的找他開兩人酒會，次數之多，是想讓他成為酒國英豪嗎？！59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcaTiEltp2
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儘管渚的內心不斷吐嘈，思考等下要跟業抱怨這事，然而擦乾頭髮後，來到餐桌附近，他手裡卻自然從業那裡接過業準備好給自己的專用碗。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkbPvCXO6i
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習慣真是可怕，可怕到他都忘記怨言了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4UxnmtvJ1
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他坐了下來，伸手舀起幾匙綠豆粥到碗裡。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPE3h5CbzB7
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「渚要吃吃看這個蛋捲嗎？」坐在他對面，喝了一口溫度適當的粥湯，紅髮青年臉上掛著淺淺的微笑，舉箸往盛著金黃色蛋捲的盤子指了指「隔壁新來的同事跟我提了可以讓蛋捲更好吃的調味方式，你吃吃看。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaJvOmeFz2
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潮田渚偶而會想，他的這位從中學就認識至今的友人簡直是無所不能、無所不包，他想不出有什麼女性可以跟他並駕齊驅。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpZPMvSOF4
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要抓住一個男人要先抓住他的胃，這句女性耳熟能詳的金句放諸四海大約可十拿九穩，然而落在赤羽業身上，那簡直是天方夜譚——業的家事技能簡直點滿還破值，尤其料理這一塊。按渚的認知，無人能及，至少他就很喜歡。 59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhqXTWPWYK
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他曾經問過為什麼業會下廚，是在他一次傳簡訊過來說今天要煮雞肉咖喱，晚上要不要一起吃，他跟業一起去買咖喱材料時。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyH5eVrHIm
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業聽了只是先拿起兩顆馬鈴薯，似乎在比較兩者的品質，然後才淡淡地說料理可以放鬆他的心情。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmdtJcw5LF
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那時候他曉得業在質詢會議上受到嚴重挫敗，好幾天都留在辦公室過夜，才會在接到簡訊之後答應他的晚餐邀約。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLf4FMSwbsy
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他是老師，無法體會身為公務員的業遭遇的困難點，可是若是作為一個朋友傾聽煩擾，他還是能夠做到的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfwq4kIz8d
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要是業結婚了，自己就不好來打擾了吧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWXHYuv3Pg
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莫名的，潮田渚一陣落寞。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqkljaO2OK
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「對了，渚。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5AGiTksvS
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「怎麼了嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5GHoyQtev
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「我下週出差，有幾天不在國內。你記得，聚餐酒會什麼的，儘量推掉吧。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDfktUghfv
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潮田渚想了一番，最近他沒有聽到同事們談論聚餐的事情，要也通常不會找他。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmc84ZIVPc
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「嗯。我會注意。」他笑著說「業，你實在太愛擔心了。現在這個學校不會有人找我去參加這種活動的。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxSgZTjXzm
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天有不測風雲，人有旦夕禍福。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJiFglTTKA
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人絕對別把話說太滿。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Hxh9TdKF3
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潮田渚不會想到，在幾天之後，他就被逼到辦公室的一角——被身高一百七十幾公分的體育老師要脅參加聯誼。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtIokpJ9Ug
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「所以說」全身黝黑、健壯不已的上田老師皮笑肉不笑的說「潮田老師來學校也不短了，每天都忙的不可開交，應該要好好放鬆放鬆對吧？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCqrpvBrUG
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潮田渚很多時候都會怨歎自己只有一百六十公分的身長，此刻更是欲哭無淚。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccjNgLsJVq
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「呃……可是我……還要準備學生的考試……」謹記業的囑託，他努力地想，看有沒有什麼藉口可以推託。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yGwWIEBe4
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無預料的，牆壁被人用力一拍，令他嚇了一跳。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyjSeHeWEy
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「今天剛好期中考也結束了，擇日不如撞日嘛。」他扯出可以嚇哭一群小朋友的笑容（身兼訓導主任的關係？）「你說對吧，潮田老師。」言下之意，他今天是逃不了了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AfhTbtq3w
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實在是抵擋不住同事熱情但語帶威脅的邀請，加上辦公室其他同事已經看過來了，似乎都在關注他們的動向，一向就承受不了眾人注目眼光的渚只得唯唯諾諾地應允出席。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOEHxwYYvc
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聽著同事們因他終於點頭答應發出的歡呼聲，他對自己這種無法拒絕的膽怯性格就有些惱怒，可他依然膽小的不敢表露出半分。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPE9gdAxbcF
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這該怎麼辦才好？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpIDcxTX0d
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回到自己的位上，他忍不住嘆口氣。他今年甫到這間學校接手畢業班，一般日常課務之外他甚少和同事們交流，約莫如此，才會強制性地要脅他參加這次的校內老師聯誼會。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFflUOpNl6r
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表面上說讓校內單身老師們相互增進情誼，最主要的是想要了解他吧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqZI7BoMt3
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他不是不識趣的人，可是這種場合就需要喝點酒助興，他自知酒量不行，倒不如說他根本不能碰酒。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJazSXiBsPi
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母親對於生活常規有嚴厲一面，禁止他接觸任何妨礙名譽的事物，父親也非熱衷杯中物的人，結果是家裡不大會出現料理用外的酒，直到那一次大學同學會他才接觸到所謂酒，並在大家起鬨之下試著喝喝是個怎樣的滋味。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRncBH5GbH
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但兩杯啤酒就足以教訓了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6whHdNYLU
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隔天他醒來發現業跟著他在同一個被窩睡覺時他幾乎震驚的無法言語，不太能理解發生什麼狀況。後來等到早餐會時，大家滿是揶揄神情的看他，他還困惑地問怎麼了？才曉得為什麼業會跟他睡在同一房間——前晚喝醉的他不僅把業當泰迪熊地揉來揉去，還死抱不肯放手，加上他後來也睡著，而他們實在是分不開，只好讓業抱起他去睡覺了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ofHtbK2nw
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他聽著他們興致勃勃地你一言我一句鉅細靡遺地說明事件發生經過（負責轉述的中村莉櫻還重點強調業抱他的動作是「公主抱喔～」），就忍不住想要把自己埋入土裡去了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQP1XVh7uu
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後來也不知道怎麼了，演變成假如他實在有推不掉的聚會，業就會全程跟著他參與的模式。當然，他很感謝每次聚會後，業還能不計較顏面地照料他，而不是把他甩到路邊去自生自滅。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwtEza4Knd
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他曉得，看起來很愛惡作劇的業，也隱藏著溫柔的一面。他很早就注意到了，業並不喜歡別人過於靠近，凡是別人碰過的東西也不會再去拿取。喝醉的自己到底是怎樣的猖狂，業沒有明說，但肯定是鬧騰不少吧。想起自己東西默默侵佔業家的客房，且有逐漸增長的態勢，他就忍不住有些羞愧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWDmP9T8jT
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然而，今天業不在國內，他搭飛機晚上才到。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpG7cy4PwUL
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明明他出差前曾經囑咐他要注意不要答應聚餐，可他還是被迫答應了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8DbxtAXzS
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潮田渚不得不這麼想，好像所有不湊巧全部兜合一塊了，冥冥中有什麼連結。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAOZWX2tXF
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老天爺的惡意嗎？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VEgFGpdlf
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思即此，感覺後腦泛疼，他閉上眼睛。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6etbVsyfF
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赤羽業覺得需要好好思考自己為什麼會出現在別人的聯誼會上，特別還是潮田渚教課的中學舉辦的教師聯誼會上。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwlKWRdUKf
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明明他今天才剛結束長達一個禮拜的出差，渾身累的夠嗆，只想著要趕快回去睡，一入境打開手機卻收到好幾封來自渚手機的簡訊。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIdO8YGw5s
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由於內容語焉不詳，甚至無法讀懂，害他以為他出事，結果拼命趕到現場才發現那些莫名其妙文字構成的十幾封簡訊只是潮田渚醉酒胡亂按手機發出的產物，至於他擔心的對象則是一見到他就撲了過來，嘴裡還叨唸著泰迪熊原來你在這邊啊等莫名字句。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xXjZJYBxn
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——老樣子，渚的酒量依然是差的可以。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDKteL8IXH
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赤羽業內心嘆了一口氣，任由渚攀在他身上，一如往常兩人私下酒會時喝醉的行徑。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyyRmB3MUH
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雖說那個畫面因兩人身高關係，看起來挺像是小朋友掛在大人身上玩似的極為趣味。 59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ro2PU2Lkp
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「你是？」看來應該是渚忽然往外衝的緣故才擔心追上，在他面前又來了位不認識的青年，他見到這一場景，口氣猶豫地問。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvaFsQaW56
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「我是潮田老師的朋友，他剛剛發了簡訊要我過來接他。」赤羽業面不改色道，他並沒有說謊，渚的確發了不少語意不明的簡訊給他。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTrrcILw6z
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「呃，是這樣嗎？」對方仍舊不太信任地問。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmls4jB0Mub
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他點點頭，不容置疑。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNAGLMcqEq
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「他似乎醉了，我要帶他回家。」他托住雙手還住他脖子整個很滿足地泛出笑容的人，眼神望向廊道盡頭傳來歡愉人聲的房間，問道：「他的東西在裡面嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7oxuOhAg4
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「可是現在才開始不到一小時，潮田老師這麼早退……」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCMlwezEQS
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他挑眉，所以說社交就是麻煩。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRy8ChQYkC
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「那好，我可以加入一下嗎？我們就待一段時間再走，行吧？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsRyS6t4mm
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然後，他就莫名半途加入這場根本跟他無關的聚會。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZG90rnpS5
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「夠了，不要再給他雞尾酒。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SgojthIZM
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伸手擋下熱情遞過來要給往自己懷裡窩著頻頻傻笑地人杯子，赤羽業蹙眉凝視朝半空中擊出軟軟的拳頭，幾乎已經不省人事模糊不清低語喃喃的潮田渚，不怒而威地冷冷道：59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rlJE6ejLn
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「他已經醉了。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0d4YP0KHM
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「才喝沒幾杯呢，潮田老師的酒量真不行。」對方人高馬大，應該就是渚之前提到的體育老師吧，見到他阻擋，悻悻然地轉過頭和旁邊的女同事聊天去了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqijlcM15q
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老實說，他不是很喜歡勸酒文化。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMTWHUZWOk
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勉強不會喝酒的人去喝過量的酒有什麼好處呢，要他，只會在安全範圍內讓人喝醉而已，特別是渚。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgMEPSNtU6
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注意到渚的酒量差到好笑是在大學那次同學會上的時候。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHOllvYKIg
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當時大家才剛聊起來，不知道何時被灌了兩杯啤酒的渚拿著空酒杯頻頻對他傻笑，末了還拿他當作是大型泰迪熊的一直往他懷裡鑽著要睡覺（畢竟他們差了20公分以上），搞到最後只好在眾目睽睽之下以公主抱之姿將渚抱到房間去並（被迫）陪著睡覺。隔天渚醒來後被幾個同學拿來惡質的開玩笑，讓渚整個人臉紅的快跟鴕鳥學習鑽到地面去了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKsvRGrPtA
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而自大學那件事情之後，他就曉得渚實在不能喝酒。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGM96T3B36H
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除了一沾酒（仔細回想，大學時的那啤酒酒精濃度低的根本不像酒）就醉之外，又愛把他當作某種大型熊玩偶地親近，此外，平時不輕易抱怨的話亦因酒精影響而容易說出口（比如他又被學校的某某主任塞了勞務得做）。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFQZ669bU2
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兩個人的情況還沒什麼問題，但他擔心要是有外人在的場合，渚很容易因為失言不小心把自己給賣了。一想到數種可能情況，赤羽業就忍不住頭疼。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJjfa6eKFx
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他們都算是社會人士了，要立足於此，除非有深厚的家世背景，不然無法避免酒會這類帶有社交意味的聚會。他曾想過循序漸進的增加渚的酒量，不過試了幾次下來仍遺憾地理解到渚的酒量就是如此低，更何況，每次到了最後，渚都異常任性地把他當作玩偶要他陪他睡覺。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxnBrQqBtN
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業沒有想過整個醉昏的人非常執拗，與平時對渚的印象根本兩極。也許是酒精作祟使然吧，使得渚往常被母親牽制的性格全部爆發，而對象正巧是他。赤羽業並不是厚臉皮地做這番設想，是之後幾次同學聚會喝酒，縱使還有他人在場，渚唯一會錯認成泰迪熊猛撲的僅有他一人。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaDf0bJSkN
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既然無法訓練酒量，最終形成他每次都會去參加渚不得不出席的聯誼活動，一方面是幫忙擋酒，一方面也是為了較好隨時注意渚的情況，以制止超出預想的事態發生。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzjLiEgcEC
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——感覺自己簡直就像有了個孩子的父親啊。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRwRVpJSvt
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他忍不住自嘲。赤羽業會這麼想也無可厚非，畢竟出了社會之後，他總是時時刻刻對渚操心。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1F6XAtwZuG
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睇了睇已經在自己盤坐的腿上陷入熟睡的人，赤羽業取走桌上剩下的乾淨杯子，添加了些果汁要喝，怎麼說也是開車過來會場的，不好酒駕，但他也不想找代駕，於是只好喝甜膩的飲料有來助於他精神集中。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYa2G6SVgLg
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盯著現場逐漸失控，他暗暗決定等下就走。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNCmHHPsGy
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擺脫那一群喝醉酒的老師們是在兩個小時之後。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7LroxLB9o
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只是，不巧的是在他要把渚放到後車廂的時候，渚突然掙扎了起來。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxiBFm7A6V
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挾帶著一連串無法辨認的發音，但從動作判斷，渚可能是把他跟什麼壞人形象重疊了吧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrXcXT0jNB
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業飛快地轉了腦袋，快速思考有什麼方法可以讓渚安分些。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTIW5aNS2k
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「渚君～渚君～」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgmlYmFuN8
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他耐住難為情的想法，發出極其可愛的嗓音，並配合著一臉天真的表情。赤羽業假裝自己是一隻會說話的泰迪熊——至少是渚眼中的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFPOFULKDr
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幸好周圍沒有什麼人車經過，不然他絕對會把看到這一幕的人痛扁到失憶。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvNYo5pcZ9
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「……嗯？」醉紅臉的渚因呼喊而回應，也停下了掙扎的手腳，他張著迷濛的眼睛，很努力地要看清他的樣子。停頓幾秒，他纔露出笑容，嗓音呆呆地問：「怎……了……嗎？……小赤……」 59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqJ70nDc14
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小赤？那誰啊？赤羽業內心疑惑著，但聲音仍然聽不出什麼端倪。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduC8nvsUbT
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「是啊，我們現在要回家了喔，渚君～」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwCvKcpNpD
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「回……家……？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkJUsdgCbj
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「對啊，渚君～」發現假裝泰迪熊挺有效果，於是他繼續用玩偶音哄「那我們要回家囉。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGy2fBuNuzb
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渚呆呆地望著他。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQ4RaGCBFX
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「渚君～？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4GWlWkxMQ
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「……我要……坐……副……駕駛座……」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkk0qpDkusi
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赤羽業愣了愣，不曉得為什麼渚的任性會在這時候發作，但無妨，坐後面跟坐副駕駛都沒有差，只要渚乖乖上車就好。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfgQWvr9sU
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確認好渚繫上安全帶，他便拿出鑰匙啟動車子，一路往自己家開過去。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUkeW6G2n7
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半小時候，他抵達家門外。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAoDz1FEkS
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車子沒有任何偏移的停進車庫之中。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoT9dsQLzNK
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「渚，到我家了喔。」用肩扛著渚實在太費事，想都沒想的，業將在位置上睡著的渚從副駕駛座打橫抱起來。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIX4EcX0QI0
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簡直大學事件重演。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjrSdlFgLP
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渚醒來的話別告訴他吧，不然他又會臉紅。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCAAjD4juR
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用腳推開客房的門，他小心翼翼地將人放到床舖上。確認棉被都蓋好之後，他開了空氣調節機，讓房間內的溫度維持在適宜的範圍。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkumSQBYJc
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實在是太過疲累，眼睛異常酸澀地讓他忍不住伸了伸腰桿。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyGHNcNT4c
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正要回頭向渚道晚安，卻見渚不知何時坐起身子，背向月光的渚緊盯他，一雙如同青空的眼睛望住他。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEy6qtnZ38I
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安靜的就像世界上只有他們兩個一樣。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xydEAHFQ3
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「怎了？渚？」業傾身向前，輕聲問著。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWlvg816Xq
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他眼前有一個很大的泰迪熊，伸手碰了碰，毛蓬鬆蓬鬆的超級療癒，而且抱起來也超級舒服，就像他小時候失去的那只一樣。他記得大學時候也曾經抱過一模一樣觸感的，但不曉得為何醒來之後那只泰迪熊就不見了，取而代之的是他竟然窩在朋友懷裡的尷尬場景。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF20MclykYe
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現在那只熊又出現了，摸起來的觸感仍一樣，柔軟蓬鬆。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyYWhOPtP5
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原來沒有不見，原來被放在業的家裡啊。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BgtC6AdUk
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潮田渚擁住熊，開心地蹭了蹭。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrXYurjDiI
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「你不要怕，我不會再讓媽媽傷害你」他忽地一笑「因為，你是我的泰迪熊啊。我保護你，不是理所當然嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijPOUqhsf3
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他宣言，旋即，眼淚毫無預警滾了下來。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgeznmT4wu
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幾分鐘之後，他懷抱裡的玩偶熊伸出手，安慰的拍了拍他。 59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UAMr9DbNz
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十分溫暖的手呢，就像那個人一樣的暖呢。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKNYRmj4CB
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迷迷糊糊沉入夢鄉的他想著。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbv3z3b0wX
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潮田渚曾經得到過一只同高的巨大泰迪熊當作他生日的禮物。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjN0weaAHp
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那只泰迪熊是在與父母一同在賣場逛的時候看到的，是店家特地進貨來賣的，由於尺寸的緣故，分配的數量相當有限，他一眼就喜歡上了。那時他才剛剛上小學，父母之間的矛盾還不是很明顯，母親的異常也比較像是喜愛將自己孩子裝扮可愛的那種溫馨狀況。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QNSNPEkym
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由此之故，父親發現他直盯著那隻熊後，轉頭和母親交頭接耳一番便將那隻熊買下給他了作為誕生禮。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BhRChxMHm
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他很少收到來自父親的禮物，儘管那是與母親一起商量決定的結果，卻也足以使他驚喜萬分，加上又是自己的生日禮物，意義非凡。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZs6I8r459
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如同大多數的孩子對屬於自己的物品總是有特殊的獨占慾，潮田渚亦是，他不僅替它取名，他也非常、非常喜歡且珍惜著那只泰迪熊，甚至每天都要抱住它才能安穩睡著。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfQuyCdDJt
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然而，有一天放課回家，他竟再也找不著那只泰迪熊，問了母親，母親反常的露出嫌惡臉孔，彷彿那是什麼骯髒玩意。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSBauYUBCF
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很後來，他才從已經無法忍受母親歇斯底里情緒搬出去住的父親口裡得知，他房間理的泰迪熊其實是被母親丟了——就在與父親為了他的教育模式爆發激烈口角之後，她為了洩忿，趁著父親出外冷靜減緩情緒時，用銳利的剪刀將那隻玩偶剪碎到無法復原的程度。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODOuugxtBL
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理由僅僅是那隻泰迪熊會令她聯想到父親。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6CtbbHj5C
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潮田渚已經想不起自己在聽聞父親述說這一段往事時的心情了，就如同他對於母親的病態偏執究竟是容忍、痛恨抑或是憐憫地一樣難以釐清。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ckxRd6vGD
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母親自那時起就變本加厲，父親亦逐漸無能為力——時至今日，當時撲天蓋地的壓抑仍時不時如惡夢踏著夜的月色尾隨而來，令他夜半驚醒的忐忑。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXTzzcWHN9
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中學時，他經常做一樣的夢。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LsiYMKujh
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一個漫長的，不知結束何時到來的，惡夢。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBGHkAqsDd
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夢裡的、他最珍愛的泰迪熊七零八落的在他眼前攤開。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfhqsHTM0i
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無數次重複，眼睜睜地目視慘況，他依然說不出任何話。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjUz78L1Yi
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大學之後，那個夢卻逐漸改變。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDxEN64oiA
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每一次夢到，泰迪熊就又恢復一次。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQDrjaK2Kw
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這一次，它完整的出現在自己眼前，滿是笑容。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpCDgFc75I
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「沒什麼好怕的。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73FIsY4JZs
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它說。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnG5LIigqNu
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「你不要怕，我不會再讓媽媽傷害你。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJfBUIxtD0
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「因為，你是我的泰迪熊啊。我保護你，不是理所當然嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhcjKuGUoz
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才正疑惑渚沒由來說這些做啥——他們都共同經歷過中學的課程，老師所留給他們的遺產是如此豐厚（還有作為畢業紀念的那厚厚一本指導書），只要沒出什麼大意外，他一點都不需要人保護。何況，潮田廣海也絕不是他對手——下一瞬，赤羽業就被潮田渚毫無預警的眼淚弄愣，好一會都無法思緒。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IFn6BFaJr
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本來，他對於被渚當泰迪熊抱來蹭去的酒醉舉止已經習慣的近乎麻木了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6rmiVbOW7
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說實話，畢竟他們都是同性，只要將渚的行為當作是發酒瘋的人會有的情形就行。此說且相當合理，一點都不用在意外人別有深意的眼光，頂多就是同學會時會被拿出來調笑的好材料。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsfDrpDOkL
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可此刻，看著渚淚如雨下，他才恍然大悟那依然是他的母親帶來的傷痛所留下的後遺症。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyFPebSiBB
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他曉得，即使到了現在，渚的母親對於渚的干涉仍沒有停止。很多時候，渚會藉口要跟他尋求教學意見跑來他這裡留宿，就是不想去面對母親咄咄逼人的態度。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVadRcRMB8
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原來，即使長大成人，渚仍然還是那個膽小、怯懦的孩子。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkBWPp8o0M
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赤羽業承認，他陷束手無措的慌張。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlkPP9SjsB
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他一向囂張無比，經歷過無數風浪，議會質詢時也逼哭人時也從不內疚，可面對渚的眼淚，他幾乎動彈不得。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0g6RFSXisq
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他想起中學時候兩人吵架的最後他的那個作法。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmsOTKo9FH
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於是，他試著拍了拍渚，這樣多少可以安慰他吧，他思忖。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwaoadRDw2
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的確也見效，渚似乎再度安份地沉入夢鄉中。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyD9LzrsxiK
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「渚實在是小孩子呢。」 59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6sQdM2anO
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諦聽著渚安穩的呼吸，他忽然開口。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuGKgdikdv
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不知說給誰聽，也許是自己，也許是沉睡的人。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaGzqvokMh
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他放緩了表情，嘴角輕輕地劃出一抹柔煦弧度。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOvuLrH8v6
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「沒什麼好怕的。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMY4dYgWz4
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夢見很美好的事物。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkopTuNY9L
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潮田渚懷抱著既喜悅又遺憾地心情醒來，伴隨著宿醉後的疼痛，以及眼睛腫燙的感覺。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbzEtKqgKf
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「啊，正要來叫你起來吃飯呢。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmmjfPbrba
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房門被打開，業出現在門後，並一臉笑容的面向他。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTKTY5tpXi
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潮田渚注視著業，他發現自己有一點混亂，實際上他的記憶斷在上田老師逼他喝下一杯雞尾酒的時候，再有記憶就是這裡了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNDQQ2mUe3
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「業？」他發出單音節，十分困惑。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgOCrU6taz
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對方了然於心地眨眼。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7btlaHX3Z
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「你先喝一杯水吧。」將裝著透明液體的玻璃杯遞給他，他順從地接過並小口小口的飲下。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSFzsuMcxK
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「我昨天晚上就回來囉。你傳很多簡訊給我去接你，不記得了嗎？」不等詢問，赤羽業便自顧自地解釋起來。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0NigAndfV
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他一點都沒有印象。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gAbJ7yyVj
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潮田渚沉默地看著他，不曉得要說什麼接話，自己竟然做了像是騷擾的行為，他是不是應該道歉？還是別的什麼？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZFemIHiSi
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然而業似乎並不介意他記不記得，僅是收走他已經喝光的玻璃杯。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mumMWAhcq
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「去洗個澡吧，精神會好點。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhF1Vni5iF
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是錯覺嗎？業比起之前更溫柔了些。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09Q4yB0HNq
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聽話的去準備洗澡的渚在脫下衣物時忽然呆了下，而後立即把這難為情的想法驅散。他不該對業有什麼想法的，那樣對業太不尊重了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4WlJQrHpe
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他們是朋友啊。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0LbG9fd8V
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只是很好很好的朋友。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4dsg9cCaF
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除此之外，沒有其他的意思。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JimZsvk5p
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稍晚，當他從業口中聽到自己昨晚脫軌行徑時，潮田渚只差沒有下跪道歉了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbCJVn2umm
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「唔，這沒什麼，渚你無須道歉啊。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7Scg7lCMt
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不不，業你太縱容我了。潮田渚羞愧的要鑽地洞了，自己實在不會應付酒精，還把好心要載他回來的人當作壞人……他簡直想回到過去去罵罵自己了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNUp7Vpxkx
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「對了，小赤是誰啊？」比起那，赤羽業對這個還比較有興趣。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84TYVw4QIm
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「……那是我小時候最喜歡的泰迪熊。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNDZyYHmRB
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發現業的表情閃亮，於是，潮田渚就將那個故事說了遍，也將早上那個夢說了出來。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GnQhcmJtA
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「但是，很奇怪，我大學時候隱約覺得，它好像回到我身邊了。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6e4aSWG7j
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察覺友人反常沉默，潮田渚看過去。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5pdj3rD36
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「業，你怎了嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Vu56KCDIA
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赤羽業是非常聰明的，只要幾句就能推敲出來因果，以致於他人生總是有幾次窘迫的時候，比如現在當他聽完渚的話之後。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPX6mMdsjk
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然而，從少年時期的臉紅，到此刻看不出什麼端倪的平靜表情已是他最大的進步。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaamcCyeK3c
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他應該沒有想錯，將渚的話翻譯過去就是那個意思吧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBWc3wdRU0
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「你最近是在教學生夏目漱石那一篇文章嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbZjNJubEW
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「哪篇文章？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvBOsTEx8V
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看來某人不自覺。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡei9I5mT7LJ
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他嘆了一口氣。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb997aZo0yO
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「等下要不要跟我出個門？」記起在上飛機前看的新聞，那東西在國內開始販售了吧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwFpBd3QhL
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「怎麼了嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4VBaeQDZi
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「唔，買禮物？」赤羽業想了想藉口「去年我太忙，沒時間準備生日禮物給你，今年提早給你。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEg4NTi7uY
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雖然對於對話怎跳到生日禮物這層面感到疑惑，然而乖巧性格的渚仍舊是禮貌地婉轉推辭。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkhWGkv1Ny
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「這樣太麻煩業了。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UJHHENq81
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「一點都不麻煩」他笑起來，神秘莫測「因為那東西得要你自己去搬。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgsuBuWQDf
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「很大的東西嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq80hoaVs0i
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「是啊，很大的，算是限量販售的東西吧」換算尺寸的話。他補了一句「而且也不貴，你會很喜歡的。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfSIM3Fqav
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正如他所預想的，渚在看到那東西之後整個人神情雀躍不已。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡct44305bdK
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那是一只幾乎和渚一樣高的泰迪熊。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwatYFQsaJO
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只要一張手，渚就能將之抱著滿懷。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmiWb4hbk7
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赤羽業不清楚渚小時候所得到的那隻有沒有這麼大，但只要渚開心就可以了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83tbLqtyQB
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不過似乎想到與母親緊張的情況吧，原本還笑的十分開懷的人，突然面露凝重，眉頭深鎖思考著什麼。赤羽業望著面有難色的、但緊緊抱著熊玩偶的潮田渚陷入煩惱，忍不住笑出聲音來。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gvooIhY6F
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約莫是擔心那個吧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbOmoCmoS6
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「熊就先放在我家客房，反正那間客房也快要算是你的房間，這樣你就不用擔心了吧。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoNknYtE5n
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「可以嗎？」喜出望外，渚露出他從沒見過的閃亮目光「真是太謝謝你了！業！」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlo696hVPU9
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雖然是明白渚害怕廣海會又因為控制不住情緒拿他的東西破壞發洩，不過再見到渚的表情赤羽業內心仍舊被刺痛了一些，其實，渚仍是還怕著自己的東西消失不見嗎？害怕被自己的母親破壞自己所珍惜的物品。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJc3Td2sXg
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在購買了些其他日常備品後，在驅車返回住家的路程上，他不時從後照鏡去觀察一臉滿足地睡躺在熊肚子上的人。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSjGCwZ9Cy
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路程很長，也很寧靜。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMR00k7pLd
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假如沒有想通，他們也就會這樣相處下去，一對在旁人眼中很要好的朋友。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19FyLRdJhS
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好像在閱讀一個故事，所有一切的線索都有其意義與象徵，他僅僅是比他人更早明白提示罷了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxghgHy5f6
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只要那隻熊一直放在他家裡，渚一定會比之前更常來吧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtg8BqszhFE
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赤羽業從不否認自己個性惡劣，面對沒有任何自覺，可行為、意識無時不刻都在傳達喜歡他的潮田渚，他不選擇主動進攻，反而採取迂迴的欲擒故縱。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2EaYZkAd7
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渚似乎不太曉得自己的心哪。透過後照鏡反射出的渚睡得很是安心，他忍不住地微笑。自己比他還早察覺似乎有些不公平，所以，他決定留一些線索給他。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBfwNAlfmD
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快點發現吧，渚。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBp7vfQLzhs
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畢竟，我是你的泰迪熊啊。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7QYW0CsTW
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欲擒故縱是戀愛最高段數（扁）。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3TWjY974S
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這明明應該是一個無比歡樂的故事，結果居然是這樣。好吧，至少溫馨結尾。並且依然是渚方無自覺（但身體很自覺？）我們可以期待同床共枕+熊的到來。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBW7KkVzsL
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渚的小時候擁有的是一隻偏紅色的的泰迪熊，這是只所以叫做「小赤」的由來。長大之後去挑選的泰迪熊無意識也會往偏紅毛挑選，若有取名，依然會叫小赤。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FNpJIwsVE
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渚個人太慌張，其實他可以找人陪他出席酒會（茅野會很熱意，中村專門看笑話），不過他真的忘記了。真的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmlpnzGDQ1
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業一般討厭別人靠他太近，但渚除外。某方面他也是無自覺溫柔對待渚。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIIpYn0xdZ
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渚之所以誤認他是泰迪熊正是童年那段陰影，間接去說明業在他心中的份量，也是他不會把別人當作泰迪熊的原因，在他眼中（喝醉）業就是他最珍惜的泰迪熊（人），既然好不容易再次相遇了，他是不會放手的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeyq5rN8EN
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潮田廣海不會那麼輕易放棄控制慾的，人性是很難更改的。所以就算渚長大成人，那種控制慾仍然如影隨形。沒有寫到的就是這裡，對渚有嚴格控制的回家時間（也是渚推掉聚餐的原因之一）。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxE1j55PGnX
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業的廚藝精進在於公務員事情太忙亂。他要發洩，然而經常煮一大桌，自己吃不完，又不能忍受別人來他家晃，所以才時不時邀約渚（反正渚也常常逃避母親跑來他這裡）。 59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZQKX2k2ia
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大概就這些補充。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7yg1q0mZx
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