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業渚
Author:
竺蓁

ISSUE #25
【業渚】最怦然心動的
主旨:煙花綻放,在業的臉上錯落無數色光,襯托著他的輕淺笑意,那是一抹溫柔的讓人心醉神迷的笑靨,而望住他的眼眸也倒映著煙花燦燦,好像全世界最溫柔的情緒都凝縮在他眼中。93Please respect copyright.PENANAUwZiudUkpf
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潮田渚再怎樣溫和的表情,也終於不得不因此出現了困惑。93Please respect copyright.PENANAQJewhpeh7k
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「過來啊」中學時代以來的友人走在前方,回首的笑容耀眼奪目,並握住他手心「僵在那裡做什麼呢?」93Please respect copyright.PENANAeQHwlb68a6
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基於不可告人因素,潮田渚承認,業那一瞬間的笑容讓他迷失心神了,讓他反射性的點了頭,腳步隨即跟上,任由自己被人牽著,完全沒有要甩開那掌心的想法。93Please respect copyright.PENANAuEbAUARJbN
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明明,他一直極力避免與他肢體接觸。93Please respect copyright.PENANAiDobxxQ2lj
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「這給你。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAPCOfGSvNvj
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豔陽高照的關係,低頭被拉著走一陣子的潮田渚感覺有些想吐,正好友人不知為何也鬆開手,於是他屈身蹲伏在道路旁的樹影下,讓自己燥熱的噁心降低好過些。就在雙目仍然熱眩時,他突然感覺一道陰影降落,一抬眼就見到業不知去哪買來一頂大草帽蓋在他頭上,並把一瓶冰涼的礦泉水遞到他手裡。93Please respect copyright.PENANAdgw8KHX9mu
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「看你都快熱到吐了,喝些水緩緩吧。」93Please respect copyright.PENANANVx9tOh76A
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配合著舉動言詞,潮田渚第一反應是生生摁下心中的的話語(你以為是誰害的啊——?!),畢竟,那吐嘈的內容彷彿他們是情侶,而他是個被自己男朋友耍著玩的可憐人。93Please respect copyright.PENANAO9SD0WkufY
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他不是業的誰,業也不是他的誰,於是他只得微笑應和。93Please respect copyright.PENANAdpUvVGTSvv
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「謝謝你。」93Please respect copyright.PENANArKuMPycYi6
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大概真是水分不足,加上天熱汗水涔涔,他確實渴的想吐,於是謝過後,他立即旋開瓶蓋,小口小口地將沁人心脾的液體灌入喉中,幾分鐘前的不適感一下便舒緩。93Please respect copyright.PENANAqQbywLwOaz
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緩解了因炎熱引發的堵塞不適,潮田渚再度起身,他頂著草帽,佇立在拔高沙岸植物旁的葉影底,閉目細聽沙灘邊的海風從他身旁流過,以及距他不遠的人的聲息。93Please respect copyright.PENANAKScZUqE4gg
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周遭一切都如夏影詩物,亦如他無數次的夢影實現,可這一瞬間,卻反令他心裡惶惶不安。93Please respect copyright.PENANAux0lv1rQ29
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事至此,他覺得他需要好好思考人生。93Please respect copyright.PENANAZBjFp4hqvL
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思考關於為什麼他們兩個單身男子並肩牽手在風光明媚的沙灘上走著的這個詭異又尷尬的情況;思考明明是暑假,明明是他生日,明明腦海裡遍佈無數可以吐嘈的點,然而最最該吐嘈的果然是早上從賃居的住所被門鈴聲吵醒後,開門見到笑靨盈盈的人邀請他出去走走的提議時,鬼使神差答應的自己;而且更該思考在如此糟糕且惶惶不安的情緒底下,自己油然升起的那一絲期待。93Please respect copyright.PENANA0wNfnUTlTu
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畢竟,說不期待是假的。93Please respect copyright.PENANAbsEQVnmaXH
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因他自年少時期就已深深喜歡著這位親密的友人,因此在他誕生日發生這恍如夢境成真的事情時,他自然會有些期待。93Please respect copyright.PENANAR2akNc737p
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不過,潮田渚再怎麼思考,再怎麼想像,也絕不會料到他的妄想真的成真了。 93Please respect copyright.PENANAcwWrJmrhIb
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時間下午五點半,太陽雖西斜,但照進旅館房間的光仍明亮不已,能清楚地使人見到房間內的陳設。93Please respect copyright.PENANAlbS4Em0f5K
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於是,潮田渚愣看著自己眼底一切,大腦幾乎要停止運轉的想著這究竟是什麼玩笑。93Please respect copyright.PENANA6M75daS2ws
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與業走在沙灘一陣子之後,大概看風景看的膩煩的業,便拉著他去往與沙灘反方向的神社去了。93Please respect copyright.PENANAK5cGJv5QS8
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業帶著他來的此地似乎稍晚將有祭典的緣故,神社的廣場已聚集不少攤販準備,甚至有攤販開始販售,空氣裡到處充斥著食物的香氣與甜味,還有一些熟悉的化學氣味。93Please respect copyright.PENANAV150TOw9RZ
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業帶著他到處走走看看之後,說了句先去入宿吧,晚點再來看煙火,又拉著他走回原路去他們停車的地方,而他仍舊一副迷茫的狀態,連自己始終被業牽著手的情況都無法反應。93Please respect copyright.PENANAsug0nhUpoP
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入宿?難怪早上業按鈴擾醒他之後,就要他去準備盥洗衣物。93Please respect copyright.PENANAd61orbKKHV
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那時他還不明所以,但慣性作用發揮,以至於他仍依業的指示照做。93Please respect copyright.PENANACwOtn4IJ9H
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他以為業只是無聊而已,才會選在剛好他生日時來找他一起去看看海跟沙灘,他從未想過過夜這件事情,他們都這個歲數了,就外人看來是頗奇妙的。93Please respect copyright.PENANAfWlp1zKDAj
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因而當他見到房間的擺設時,潮田渚終於想問問業到底在考慮什麼了——一入目是總統級套房就算了,那床的規格還很明顯是雙人床,即使中學那會他們同住一間房,床舖也是分開的。93Please respect copyright.PENANAnYfZnOfv9U
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縱然千言萬語,化在他口中僅只一字。93Please respect copyright.PENANAuFQ14KJt9X
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「業?」93Please respect copyright.PENANAM9L90QBAxR
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神色自若的將行李放倒在地上的業聞見他吶吶的疑問詞,眉一挑,狀似抱歉地道:93Please respect copyright.PENANA0BBIcmatkk
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「因為臨時決定,正好今天這附近有祭典的關係吧,飯店內都沒有單人床舖了,只好就選這間將就了」渚聽不出業笑意滿滿的嗓音裡是否存有什麼別的心思「渚你應該不介意吧?」93Please respect copyright.PENANAAS6sFb35eK
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他當然介懷無比。93Please respect copyright.PENANAtnLy9kmS7C
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可他只聽見自己發出聲音說了一句。93Please respect copyright.PENANAwrLzUdQlHJ
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「我不介意。」93Please respect copyright.PENANApzPnkhzhKv
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就在那一霎那,背光面向他的人臉上出現了某種難以辨認的表情,可至少那不是什麼令他反感害怕的情緒。93Please respect copyright.PENANAGpT5h1VcyF
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「渚?」對方伸出手掌在他眼前晃了晃「天氣太熱了嗎?」93Please respect copyright.PENANAmBzIVcxN6o
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「不,我沒事。」他露出讓人安心的笑容「你不要擔心。」93Please respect copyright.PENANANGIVtdK7uL
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業聳聳肩,大概不怎信他的話吧,可他也沒有追問下去,這讓渚感到有些安心。93Please respect copyright.PENANAEG1fSpnhYT
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「我想行李也放好了,要不我們就分批去洗澡,晚點再一起去逛廟會吧,今天據說會有很盛大的煙火秀喔。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAeCbgxzdoBy
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『我挺意外你的想法。』93Please respect copyright.PENANAQVOTf5YpLS
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『怎麼說?』93Please respect copyright.PENANAhjGfXHJqqh
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『你的思維其實頗浪漫的』穿著紅色浴衣的業一口咬碎蘋果糖,接續道『不過,說的也是,畢竟是獨一無二的感情,辦的盛大一些也不為過。』93Please respect copyright.PENANAf3m33ACVX1
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或許是業一直提到煙花,洗澡途中潮田渚沒由來腦海裡浮現中學三年級時與業兩人去附近參加祭典時的對話,只是,他竟一時想不起那些對話的前提。93Please respect copyright.PENANANGPD5RuxhJ
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那似乎是十分重要的前提?他有些苦惱地忖思。93Please respect copyright.PENANAnLeqEf9FIt
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關上水龍頭,他推開隔廉,從洗手台另一側白色木格拿了條厚毛巾擦了擦自己滴著水珠的短髮,雖夏天熱氣蒸騰,可一不注意也是容易染上風寒掛病號的。93Please respect copyright.PENANATVVvKlXsk9
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「渚?」業的聲音從門外傳來「你好了嗎?祭典差不多要開始囉。」93Please respect copyright.PENANA8RLrvv2UtX
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也許因為雙人房空間有些尷尬,潮田渚聽到聲音嚇了跳,驚甫未定地應聲:93Please respect copyright.PENANA9DIDrPl5w3
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摁下心中由於業的聲音而胡思亂想,他迅速地將衣物穿好,並抱起脫下的髒衣物,忙不迭地就扭開浴室門,踩著飯店備好的拖鞋往自己的行李箱走去。93Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZeN8ArFXk
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他的行李箱在床的另一側,正要蹲下去開啟箱子的時候才注意到,業所選的這間套房有一個很大的落地窗,窗戶旁還有一組沙發桌椅,很適合待會出去買些小食回來兩人面對面吃著聊天。93Please respect copyright.PENANArTOoA4POL2
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窗外天色漸暗,隱約可以看見某處燈火通明。93Please respect copyright.PENANAxTSVcDU3r5
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說不定,這個房間意外的是可以欣賞煙火的最佳地點?93Please respect copyright.PENANAYgJCjNfo0Y
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「東西放好就過來坐吧」揚了揚手裡的吹風機,業向他笑道:「我幫你把頭髮吹乾。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAcRbZ0ex9Qm
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第一瞬間,潮田渚想,自己恐怕意識過剩了。93Please respect copyright.PENANAA7yeoChSGY
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不過就是兩個感情甚篤的友人同住一房,還挑在其中一個人生日的當天一同出遊罷了。93Please respect copyright.PENANAia1QU9jY3b
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業的那個舉動無非就是想快點出門,沒有別的意涵。93Please respect copyright.PENANA7nwsPmyVgH
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雖然,無可否認自己內心稍稍因此感到甜膩滋味。93Please respect copyright.PENANAP7op6E9eX2
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終於出了房門已經是七點半過後,煙火似乎會在九點開始,他原以為業急著出門是要去佔位子,但似乎不是那麼回事,畢竟他什麼佔位的物品都沒有帶,只帶了個皮包。93Please respect copyright.PENANADLbNsbboAo
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走至廣場時,攤販已全部擺好,各個攤位前人潮熱絡不絕,意外的是有些攤販主人見到業的時候竟跟他打了聲招呼並寒暄了幾句,內容大多是感謝他的贊助,今年會有許多花樣。93Please respect copyright.PENANANhbX1ImK3d
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潮田渚聽著倒不明白了。業雖然家裡優渥,但他家人應該沒有寵孩子到給予大量金錢揮霍,這些攤販老闆是感謝什麼?93Please respect copyright.PENANAqt2HklRlQQ
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「諾」眼前赫然出現醺滿醬汁的烤魷魚「要不先吃一點?我們還要走一陣子喔。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAdAQklWRFPb
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反射性要接過時,他才看到業的另一手拎了好幾個袋子,方才他顧著思考那些對話,沒注意到業已經買了不少——那些是章魚燒、蘋果糖、炒麵、烤糰子以及兩杯飲料,他不得不懷疑業是否預謀要把他餵撐以代替生日蛋糕,因他不覺得以他們兩人的胃吃得完那些食物。93Please respect copyright.PENANAWkj18Miczn
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他才要開口問業是不是買過多了,業卻好像看到什麼感興趣的攤位,順手就握住他沒拿東西的那隻手,一時間他內心尷尬的慌成一團,但表情仍然波瀾不驚的任由業彷彿帶個孩子似的拉著他往前快走。93Please respect copyright.PENANASxIDJv3euR
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奇怪的是,有股既視感在眼前模糊上演,潮田渚覺得這一幕在哪裡見過,從下午跟著業進入套房的時候,就一直感覺好像有什麼齒輪在推動時間前進,畢竟,剛剛連對話都湊巧的相似,令他倍感熟悉。93Please respect copyright.PENANAkdnKupJ8VK
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甚至是熟悉的遺憾與憂愁。93Please respect copyright.PENANAKvfNXa6YPP
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直到手裡拿了一堆小食與業一同回到房間後,那縈繞不去的既視感仍然困擾著他。93Please respect copyright.PENANAM2En3ZlOnM
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他呆然佇立在門旁,望著業往沙發那走去。93Please respect copyright.PENANA7dndLxZDqt
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今天是他的生日,喜歡的人在身邊,住宿的環境很好,落地窗望去夜裡燈光閃爍,所有一切的感受感知都很美好,或者說,挑不出一點令人懊惱的地方,他卻一點都不感到開心,莫名的情緒侵擾了他向來維持的溫和,他只感到壓迫呼吸的遺憾與憂愁沈重地落在他胸口,無孔不入,堵的他難受,以至於他感到眼眶有些熱燙。93Please respect copyright.PENANAyZX6dgr4Vw
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放好手裡東西到沙發桌上的業回頭凝視立於門邊的他,投射過來的眼神並有些訝異。93Please respect copyright.PENANAAGzP29Kyh4
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「渚?你怎了?」難得的,業詢問的口吻竟有一絲慌張「難道你是在擔心這些吃不完嗎?」話迄,他往他走來,神色滿是擔憂。93Please respect copyright.PENANAfsgKQ4Qnec
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這時他才發現他整張臉很僵硬,情緒很僵硬,笑也很僵硬。他有些尷尬地摸了摸自己臉頰,甫張口要說些什麼讓他的重要友人安心時,友人的五官卻近在咫尺地,他甚至屈身,以額央貼上他額央,似乎是測量他的額溫是否異常。93Please respect copyright.PENANAuiWeV3VBAy
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那樣太過接近的距離,使他一瞬間忘記言語與思考。93Please respect copyright.PENANAxPprc7xai4
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太親暱了。93Please respect copyright.PENANASmkKWDJXff
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不像是業應該有的。93Please respect copyright.PENANAtmlgC6X5KD
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他印象業對於與他人肢體觸碰有明確界限,無論男女,只要踰越那個界限就會被狠狠逐出。93Please respect copyright.PENANAwRosEBmipz
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學生時代他司空見慣,成年後他也見過類似事態——一回,他收到業的簡訊到酒會現場要去接他回去時,一進會場就見到業的女同事以醉酒為藉口觸及那個底限。93Please respect copyright.PENANADw6eL9y8di
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那個女同事很漂亮,因酒醺紅的兩頰紅豔更襯托出屬於女性的美,她坐在業身側一個墊子外的位置,兩人之間原本該有的人似乎不見了,或許如此,所以當他熟門熟路地推開拉門找業時,正好撞見那名女同事搖晃柔軟的軀體要往業那裡靠著,出乎所有人意料之外而他意料之內,她被業狠戾的以語言和肢體徹底拒絕,末了還咄咄厲詞的讓她哭的極為委屈。93Please respect copyright.PENANAQrut6tnTsO
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在場所有人先是被他厲聲言詞嚇住,後立即上前安慰那名女同事,當事人則事不關己地往他笑著招呼,彷彿從未發生什麼的爽颯。93Please respect copyright.PENANAbMwga87Rwd
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兩方反應太過兩極,以致令他清楚且深刻認識到業對自身身體與他人距離的界限不容許打破。93Please respect copyright.PENANAN0z4nEUhuc
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潮田渚以為自己也不例外。93Please respect copyright.PENANAkOQ0uL71Mw
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他以為是的。93Please respect copyright.PENANAxAEJe6I7Ie
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可是,現下又是怎麼回事?93Please respect copyright.PENANAh9Pn7nTXb6
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盯著業細密的眼瞼,他出神地無法思考任何事情。93Please respect copyright.PENANAVee6kp4phg
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好一會後,貼近的溫度遠離兩人肌膚相觸之處,業才出聲,口吻竟有鬆口氣的意味在。93Please respect copyright.PENANAb3EQbKtK7e
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「看來不是中暑的樣子呢。」他露出笑容來「東西給我吧。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAkc8ebvRXna
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也不等他回答,他伸手就拿走他手裡的小食放到桌上。93Please respect copyright.PENANAcHkaJ9ssWx
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「渚,你要不就先去沙發那裡坐吧。」啊了一聲,業回頭一臉歉意「再等我一下,我們剛剛忘記買飲料了,我下去買買就回來,可樂可以嗎?」93Please respect copyright.PENANAGIJloY23cy
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盯著神色自若的友人,他不禁尋思,果然是他會錯意了吧。93Please respect copyright.PENANAC9dMoPAfIm
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於是他乖巧地點頭。93Please respect copyright.PENANAGdkpEa0UFj
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「好。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAeY6jjJM0h1
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他被一陣冰涼激的從沙發驚的轉醒。93Please respect copyright.PENANAtu6Q2DxDwL
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「醒來啦?」始作俑者拿著冰涼的罐裝氣泡飲料,臉上滿是惡劣笑容,絲毫不覺自己的舉措有何不妥「快要到施放煙火的時候囉。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAggyxb8Ji2O
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這時,他才發現在他身上蓋著業的外套,或許如此之故,周身盡是屬於業的氣息。93Please respect copyright.PENANAoS3U6lCz6d
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……難怪,他剛剛會夢見那個夢,那個年少時期反覆夢見的夢。因著那夢,他終於記起來何以一切會有似曾相似的錯覺,因那恍如舊時夢境重現,夢裡的業最終在逆光之下,在無數煙花之下,反覆訴說著那令他由衷喜悅的文字。他深刻記得自己在夢裡如何狂喜,可,那終究是場夢,於是醒來後他緊僅能懷抱的不過是遺憾與憂愁。93Please respect copyright.PENANAyhNp6gIOvd
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「謝謝你叫醒我」雖剛醒來頭仍有些暈,他依舊露出慣性的溫和笑容「我剛剛有些累。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAN5oIXfUKLN
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「唔?」將開好的飲料遞到他面前的人不甚在意「這沒什麼啊,反正盯著你睡容也挺有趣的。」93Please respect copyright.PENANA0N6ZSzYD5u
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潮田渚聽著內心一愣,他是不是聽錯什麼?他順頭望向對面拿取桌上小食吃著的人,不知是否沒注意到他目光,業的神色與平時無異,甚至有些神采奕奕地盯著要施放煙火的那端。93Please respect copyright.PENANA2B4nPknI5b
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果然是錯聽了。在感到安心之後,他卻有些五味雜陳。到底他是否希望這份情感讓業知曉?是連他自己也理不清的。或許,比起戀人的親密關係,他更加渴求不會離去的友情吧。因而,即使他喜歡著業,他也不會說出來。93Please respect copyright.PENANA325GQcOQ2e
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「啊,時間到了。」93Please respect copyright.PENANA74XWvAJpp5
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業忽然說道。93Please respect copyright.PENANA3nGb9c8QvN
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他詢聲望去,卻不是望著窗外,而是望著對面被窗外絢爛吸引住的人。93Please respect copyright.PENANAjydQqAzHND
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大二選修課程的時候,基於教育立場,他選了一門藝術鑑賞,課間老師談到希臘化男女雕像理想化的美,那時他聽著,腦海浮現的卻是業的容貌以及身姿。93Please respect copyright.PENANAmkindKUxOq
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潮田渚想他果然一介平凡人,故貪戀美色乃人之常情(或許加上一些喜愛濾鏡更可貼切說明)。言而總之,在他眼中,業一舉手一投足經常讓他無法移開視線,尤其是業的容貌,猖狂中帶著耀眼金色,赤色裡偶而的沈靜,無時無刻令他目光不由自主地偷覷。一如此刻,煙花在窗外綻放,趁著業專注在那些五彩六色的光輝無暇顧及他時,他才稍微光明正大地將他側臉牢牢銘刻腦海底。93Please respect copyright.PENANAIgib6Oqvjl
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——畢竟,他們三年未見了,而明日一別後,他們還有多久會再遇到?潮田渚無從想像,亦從不想像。他只是,只是想在此刻牢牢地記住,這令他從少年時期就迷戀的容貌,讓日後他偶而想起能夠細細回味就好。93Please respect copyright.PENANAs7T8dbkS75
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「渚。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAN5Jm7sk6Lt
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猝不及防的,本應被花火吸引住的人突然回過頭,目光與他正面相對,他頓時像個被罪證確鑿的孩子,慌的內心奔騰萬千,不知要先收回目光抑或先應答。93Please respect copyright.PENANAgtbpv2Egpd
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業凝目睇視他,那樣的神情他見到過,與平日素來有些傲然的目光不同,那眼神眼神一反前態,沈靜地讓人不由得感到凝重一凜,片段回憶霎時湧現,連同稍早困擾著他的回憶完整復甦,他終於想起來,那一段中學三年級時與業兩人去附近參加祭典時的對話的前提是什麼了。93Please respect copyright.PENANA4S8dbO6LjC
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『告白的方式?』93Please respect copyright.PENANA6DaFTUa782
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『是的,告白的方式,最能讓你怦然心動的那種。』93Please respect copyright.PENANAnG8hLl2T85
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儘管不明白為何業要問他這個問題,潮田渚仍舊思索一陣子,並據實以告。93Please respect copyright.PENANApR4CC7cOC7
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『我的話,應該是希望能被喜歡的人在夜晚花火綻放之下告白吧。』93Please respect copyright.PENANAyxV9Lh4ZHn
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話迄,他頓時感到羞恥的燥熱。連自己也覺得那樣的想法實在不太符合他的個性,業聽了大概又會和平常一樣笑話他吧。93Please respect copyright.PENANAHbKzn1YeWn
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然而出乎意料的,業並沒有嘲笑他,他只是微微睜大了眼。93Please respect copyright.PENANAIthJ7bnmMm
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『我挺意外你的想法。』93Please respect copyright.PENANAO1Lvb4yCNM
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『怎麼說?』93Please respect copyright.PENANAeYAZQDj6ca
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『你的思維其實頗浪漫的』穿著紅色浴衣的業一口咬碎蘋果糖,接續道『不過,說的也是,畢竟是獨一無二的感情,辦的盛大一些也不為過。』93Please respect copyright.PENANA2giyhLtVCH
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『是嗎?』93Please respect copyright.PENANAIv1lAFKNGw
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『不過,你是說怦然心動的告白方式啊……,像是我這樣嗎?』93Please respect copyright.PENANAZjTBzZXVrB
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想到什麼壞主意般,走在他身前的人忽然一個旋身。93Please respect copyright.PENANAUPZwuI59bz
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『渚』93Please respect copyright.PENANALgB3aAMhoX
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眼神一反前態,沈靜地讓人不由得感到凝重一凜。93Please respect copyright.PENANAt1n3TpdvJJ
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『我喜歡你。』93Please respect copyright.PENANA9S1BgWPwPH
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很湊巧的,一束花火在業話落之後綻放,火樹銀花的色彩錯落在業的身姿、容顏上,彷彿鏡花水月般讓人迷離。93Please respect copyright.PENANAby07TNIZGh
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思量起來,會意識到他對業存有不屬於友情的另一份感情,便始自那個夏季廟會。93Please respect copyright.PENANAGGxzWJCkWz
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直到很久以後,潮田渚都清晰記得,那一眼,那嗓音,那繽紛的煙花色彩,以及隨著業惡作劇玩兒的話讓他轟然乍醒的情愫,然而他卻是一點看不清在煙花過後,業隱於陰暗下的面容。那面容,即使在夢裡,他也仍難以瞧清。93Please respect copyright.PENANAAmM6hrIFqy
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……不過,想起的時機未免也太差了些。93Please respect copyright.PENANAgQINCII466
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潮田渚期望業不會注意到他因羞愧而通紅的神色,他打從心底感激窗外那不斷燃放的煙花色彩斑斕,可以遮掩住他不自然的通紅。93Please respect copyright.PENANAxYHsunYLlu
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尷尬咳了聲,而後,他勉力表現出與平時無異的表情與語氣。93Please respect copyright.PENANAhS2tMUHMTw
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「怎了,業?」93Please respect copyright.PENANAOUyMyoJcy0
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「你覺得煙花如何,好看嗎?」93Please respect copyright.PENANAtu0zaOnv8P
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原本嚴正以待的情緒被業那一副少年似的雀躍口吻弄得消散,他反倒有些愣住。93Please respect copyright.PENANA9LzpMRam01
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自己終究過於自以為是了嗎,業或許本來就沒有什麼別的意思,是自己想像太過,他忍不住在內心自嘲起來。93Please respect copyright.PENANAZRVv3m3cKC
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沉默片刻後,他笑道。93Please respect copyright.PENANAWSzKDvclwe
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「很好看。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAtmj4PJVR5b
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「當然會好看」業理所當然地接收了他的讚美「畢竟,他們今天施放的煙火我也是支援了不少,效果好是自然的啊。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAetX2tcwh2M
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……嗯?他是否漏聽了什麼?93Please respect copyright.PENANAdUzix078pu
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潮田渚還來不急疑惑,業的下一句直接讓他震的七葷八素。93Please respect copyright.PENANAtZPgSQvrUE
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「你不是說過,最令你怦然心動的告白就是在夜晚花火綻放之下嗎?」不知何時,本該坐在對面的人來到了他的身前,兩人的距離極近,近的讓他因聞到業的氣息有些坐立難安。93Please respect copyright.PENANACrqFnaI91E
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窗外無數煙花燃放,聲響嘈雜,卻遠比不上他幾乎要震聾的心跳聲。93Please respect copyright.PENANAi57EixS4Uj
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「渚」趁著他不備,業牽起他的手背,鄭重一如誓言落下一吻「我喜歡你。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAVc56dnZXmk
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他終於繃不住溫和的表情,忍不住大叫起來。93Please respect copyright.PENANAt3O9gKBzov
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「等等,你費了這麼大功夫就只是想跟我告白?」93Please respect copyright.PENANAyrbt6OegvG
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「不然呢?當然,你生日也是其中一個要素沒錯。」93Please respect copyright.PENANA0W2f5Fhu2G
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赤羽業一副理所當然的表情,頗不能了解他訝異的原因。93Please respect copyright.PENANAeizyVv0ZuQ
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潮田渚再一次無比震驚,他預感他日後還會無數次震驚,畢竟,不過是個告白而已,業已如此陣仗,萬一哪天業突然想跟他求婚時那肯定會超越此刻他所經歷的一切。93Please respect copyright.PENANAFKByw7Sjzd
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畫面太美,容他拒絕想像。93Please respect copyright.PENANA1Zbr60MMzd
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「你在想什麼?」93Please respect copyright.PENANAXexl1OjI0j
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業像似中學時候的惡質捏了捏他因思考人生存在意義而呆滯的表情,臉上卻相反的是一副春風暖似的笑靨。93Please respect copyright.PENANAOO7OYeBtDO
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人類對藝術情有獨鍾。93Please respect copyright.PENANA4S6lAdGApm
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他再次呆滯地眨了眨眼,不得不歎息自己確實相當戀慕業的容貌。93Please respect copyright.PENANArUSnUxlbmn
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「……沒有。」93Please respect copyright.PENANA7kmkZh3GnO
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方才那些預感渚是不敢向業提起的,怕一提,眼前這個某方面堪稱行動派的人就立即幫他實現(也不知為何,總之他就是肯定業會使命必達),雖說他確實對於與愛著的人能夠兩情相悅是莫大幸福,可幸福接連而來的話,他怕自己會先溺死其中。93Please respect copyright.PENANAJAXPVGGmEe
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喜歡的人也正好喜歡自己,已經是奇蹟,所以他不會再奢求什麼。93Please respect copyright.PENANANEoucqs1un
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因為,懷抱太多幸福,必定會失去什麼吧。93Please respect copyright.PENANAwSyqERRm0y
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大約是看穿了渚性格中的負面思維,業握住他兩手的掌心墊了墊,並有些惡作劇思維興起。93Please respect copyright.PENANA5wKzzdjAyw
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「我覺得你想太多了。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAhq3Spq9zOA
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趁著渚還在反芻他那句話時,他俯身又在他臉頰旁落下輕輕一個吻。93Please respect copyright.PENANAbDm1NsRXLK
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見到渚如他預期一樣緋紅了整張臉,並驚慌地想掙脫他的箝制時,業笑得無比開懷。93Please respect copyright.PENANA51Xt17RqPD
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「因為,你是我好不容易才得到的珍貴寶物啊。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAffbTJnUzM8
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他說完這句時,窗外正好升起一片煙花圈,在滿佈星空的黑夜裡綻放豔麗的色光。93Please respect copyright.PENANA3OMv09VbJQ
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潮田渚忽然就怔住,也不再反抗——此幕此景,恍如年少時代所作的那個夢,跨越千百億萬年的時光來到他眼前。93Please respect copyright.PENANAbPVmaFrIJz
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他曾經看不清夢裡的業所展露的表情,但這會,夢境拾起碎片,將最後一塊拼圖拼上,闕漏的畫面于焉清晰。93Please respect copyright.PENANAEQWCq2QDvL
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煙花綻放,在業的臉上錯落無數色光,襯托著他的輕淺笑意,那是一抹溫柔的讓人心醉神迷的笑靨,而望住他的眼眸也倒映著煙花燦燦,好像全世界最溫柔的情緒都凝縮在他眼中。93Please respect copyright.PENANAlUCVAtiRpY
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在注意到業的臉距離十分近,兩人的唇將碰觸的時候,他不由自主地閉上眼,腦海響起那句話。93Please respect copyright.PENANAtAgxb1zBWz
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『不過,說的也是,畢竟是獨一無二的感情,辦的盛大一些也不為過。』 93Please respect copyright.PENANAqk7HJf09P1
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因煙花一見鍾情的人其實是他,但這將會是他一輩子的祕密。93Please respect copyright.PENANAjSF8CLb1WO
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赤羽業十分滿意地看著懷裡幾乎要昏厥過去的人想。93Please respect copyright.PENANAcNOGmZwPV3
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啊,不過到老時,他總會跟他提起的。ns216.73.216.206da2
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