業渚 - 【業渚】捉迷藏　16

1652Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LPiwtw3Tq
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEmUB2dXua
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMn1n1XSxG
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2cDepBanv
盛夏過後氣候入秋，白日逐漸縮短，夜幕升起的時間加快，到家時尚不及六點，然夕陽幾乎快要消逝。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMOzwHx8tC
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVgkmJ4HYr
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrmRgk4ohb
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPulc0vVC5G
跨入家門口前，回頭放眼身後，橘紅一線壓在地平線，再過幾分黑夜就要完全吞沒。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sHaSvNyZU
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7dcX8MILJ
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6J2KMuEaT
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1MKLchN1W
逢魔時刻，他是個幸運不被神隱的孩子。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuWm3bVWPP
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Jk8n2QDg4
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGRW7ikIlK
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzyqUGj7wJ
紫黑藍的天空星星一閃一閃點上，彷彿小王子離別玫瑰花後，獨自在繁星眾多的宇宙旅行遇到的點燈人，按表操課，規矩燃起照亮夜裡道路的明星。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0L7EFzg6v
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqS0nar8pS
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa18XBZckCr
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuhcrVZZVH
收回眼，暮靄沉沉的闇色裡，老家燈火通明。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrkCfi0UR3
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDJUc24bHF
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqG7jQV7HF
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99XHQJc3iS
他要推開門時聞到從廚房那方位傳來陣陣香味，有高湯的，有燉煮的，間或還有很細微的油熱聲。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwsrCy2UfL
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQix2plvbD
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOSiDeRRni
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTfvUR0adv
種種跡象表明母親正大費周章的準備晚餐。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeusXCwoKzJ
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjgEMBEF0Y
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmATuBZjeZF
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0gsBRZZkQ
一股熟悉又陌生的氛圍侵襲了他感知，他不由得想起某個時期，那是中學時，比起早餐或午餐，母親更加重視晚餐，每日他回家推開門，往往是母親正在廚房忙碌的時刻。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3g6AwNACRw
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ABD3aoGxL
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZawEgDlViR
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE84sz7Olrp
銘刻於記憶的熟悉使他震顫，理了理心緒不寧，潮田渚呼吸幾口氣，作足準備，才將鑰匙插入鎖孔，轉開家門。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ902RGJFd6
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImRSeoSFum
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXZOfiSRqN
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCcHWuSBqn
「小渚，回來了啊？你今天睡的地方我已經整理好了。」父親抱著貓正走下樓梯，見是他，笑問「但是，去的有點久呢，不是只去買些東西嗎？」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoW2HwgHGpF
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfkWc4D2rX
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBy9oFcEoa
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OrXrUxpgU
他恍然想起自己出門的確是買個小東西，大概是今日一天遭遇的事情太多，竟忘了打電話回家說明。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAD77BIkws
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinxCbvgMjz
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKik9dOOSOL
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRTRgXyQOr
「在路上剛好碰到業君，買好東西之後，我們就去吃了個飯。」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm336mQy3DN
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9uizQqXXu
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtSvK7SW4S
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjGJlMf22T
「原來是遇到赤羽君啊。」父親了然地點點頭「他還好嗎？」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yeS7gcpj2
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxuQsrGDYg
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLq2sGzxlbA
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZGXmy4of2
普通家庭究竟是怎樣對待自己孩子的朋友呢？52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiR1B1dUVWp
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwmaIlLRYV
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvN94FKjmEP
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFuWnFkqVH
潮田渚承認，他完全無從描摹，雖然他已經擔任教職數年，在家庭教育這塊他始終不敢也不願去觸碰。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03t4U5mZQW
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNS88PASRT
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQo5gXRzq8
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvljam5aiL
那是他人的私領域，一旦涉入，究竟界線在哪，饒是他也無法抓準——何況，他原生家庭距離社會上說的正常家庭相去甚遠。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkl46osCf1
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYu4leHXaq
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUnQbFSYbV
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscIYiXjDrV
只是，此刻聽著父親那問句，他想大概就是所謂一般家庭對在自己孩子的朋友的態度——雖則，他無從確認父親是否還有與業聯繫。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifbt91vEv7
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzoTogIQ80
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGxivAU1KN
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwMGjAzrTq
中學最後兩個月，他借住在業的家裡是因為父親致電過去請託——當時，母親對他成績異常扭曲的執著已經嚴重侵害到他的生命甚至他未來，而他不清楚自己是否還能繼續承受異常的母親而不崩潰。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECdnp39k8Y
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ovW4KA8rO
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BnKS5WaSp
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OhB6GTTe4
他暫住於業家那兩個月，幾乎每日，父親都會打電話給業詢問他的狀況，業的彙報（業沒有特別注意不讓他聽到，也許就是想讓他聽見家人對他的關心）不外乎是「沒事。」「今天他很好。」「今天我們一起做蛋包飯，您下次可以讓渚給您做做看，渚君很厲害。」「您不用擔心，我有注意他睡眠。」之類尋常的內容。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIccUzyKJGN
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9Tct7rne3
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEw0LYUjQi
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AQUmw1R9n
雪村老師與殺老師也曉得母親在那個雨夜對他所作的事情——後來他才曉得，殺老師很早就清楚他會去業家學習並住下，如此才可以說明為何殺老師在看向業的眼神中帶著其他意味——那兩個月格外注意他的情緒。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzXS5iptwB
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyCayQZkxV
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtrJWshsbD
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEP9Nuvy9F
該稱為不幸還是萬幸？擁有那樣家庭，卻也擁有這樣關心他的人，得以讓他心不破碎。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00M9ah2OOM
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46tQYSol1m
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i2RF3WdJ8
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeW519OOmUd
「業君很好，今天我們聊不少。他說他想回來休息，所以請了不短的長假，所以這幾天都在這裡。」想到什麼，他又補充「對了，業君說明天請我到他家裡吃個便飯，我不確定幾點回來，請媽媽明天先不用幫我準備飯菜了。」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylA2XkuiqH
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjCet3Atut
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoddGBhQB1
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5wKvEsFJA
「這樣啊，要去業君家吃飯嗎？」父親露出笑容「我會跟廣海說明的，渚不用操心。」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW83WTM2Ugq
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wwnWPMgmH
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxmw80lepF
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAcSYxx1DC
晚餐時，父親跟母親說了明日他要出門的預定，母親聽了沒表示什麼，應該是同意了——事實上到他高中畢業前，即使業各方面表現都十分優秀，母親對業仍頗有微詞，大概是因中學的事情，對業依然餘恨未消。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQzg60Wh5b
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnY5pZ4Xbp
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRanwcV6j3
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmFmj8dMKS
飯後洗過澡，吹乾頭髮，他渾身疲累地躺在鋪好的床上，棉被味道鬆軟，枕頭滿佈陽光況味，聞著聞著就昏昏欲睡。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPpsteuTnX
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7UXG6JIvA
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ811r8NwvdZ
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jfnhTQJ0g
將睡入睡之際，耳裡依稀有些幻聽。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdoV5Ei26s
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWorHAtHOc
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9kDOyJyhW
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ015giuVI4
『你叫渚啊，那就是小渚囉。』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1kBJiJo50
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4ahDbECve
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2MdCGoYFq
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKtPl7Qfey
『對了，我剛剛就很好奇，為什麼你留著一頭長髮？有什麼特殊信仰嗎？』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTZIwWeOd5
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEadpXXpDb
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF99kBCMVdo
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZLMc3vdMV
『是這樣啊。』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1o53XTUf6
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRBW6Mt65N
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUryMViEDPX
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwy856W0bwH
『不過，我覺得你可以剪得清爽一些，說不定會招來些許幸運喔。』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGnHSRVTaz
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqa1j9FnGy
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsaGoVcRuV
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAItqHTEJu
業絕對沒有想過吧？開學那一天他和他說的那些話，霎那讓他視野開闊，靈魂嗅到自由的芬芳。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgNfFSWlbn
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5fa9CqpCN
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdAafa5rDh
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVAbko3x5t
父親還未調任到遠地單身赴任時，母親對他的掌控欲還不是那麼強烈，然而小學六年級父親隻身前往工作地點後，母親便無所不極的將過去的失敗投射在他身上，沒日沒夜逼迫他走向她規定的一切，從頭髮長度到學習，稍有不如意，便是口口聲聲愛他為了他好的惡言相向地朝他數落。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWEOJTBOPI
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRBwW44Hly
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztafCAB2io
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wJ92lMsHH
人的視野決定生命的格局，中學時期，他的世界只有母親的眾多要求，每日他像快溺水，不斷泅泳於無盡底處的水中，他聽見水浪拍打，也看見遠方萬里無雲，可連一個供歇息的小島都尋覓不著。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojighceDY8
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTBLxND0c7
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsJh1BucXU
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7wcySt4Oy
在他理科成績不見起色被編入Ｅ班之後，母親像更是瘋了一樣讀了無數研究報告，如果報告指出某種學習捷徑，母親必定拿他作實驗。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QytAvOT2G
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgfd95Z7na
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKWVk5h5qv
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQec0CTOFv7
母親對他掌控令他彷彿陷入名為「潮田渚」的牢籠中，待在那裡看似很安全無虞，然而他無思可緒，亦無處可去。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2PUerBGrl
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSdrsRbxaK
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHBNjl8uvO
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0i510CP7j
他一直都畏懼回家路途，總是在學校教室待著拖踏著時間，能夠晚一些回家，他就會感覺到輕鬆一些——即使明知這樣根本無法解決，卻也不敢離家出走，母親認為同儕會影響他學習，自小嚴格篩選他可以交往的對象，結果就是他沒有任何朋友，大家給他安上多是安靜軟弱好欺侮的孩子形象。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwywUpIldM
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilsxU6M2qi
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEHP2XHAxm
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTAWvAmx1h
他沒有任何可以說話的朋友，所以，假如他遠離應該是避風港的家，他連下一步何去何從都無法想像。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaOzbzAwyD
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMMVuAcU6O
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrqu3re81L
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuYUaqD3ly
赤羽業卻出現在他生命中，一如夜裡抬頭所見指引方向的明星，碎裂了他以為牢不可摧的監牢，讓他得以想像籠外雖然淒風苦雨，但處處充滿希望的世界。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCJNvdaPjG
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hTal4sfy8
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Uy4gt8Pdw
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOsOnVn5TN
他是聽過赤羽業名字的，一個二年Ａ班成績出類拔萃但經常鬧事，令校內老師們聞之無不搖頭興歎的麻煩人物，且是永遠不可能與自己產生任何交集的——前段班與後段班的學生連教室都不同，碰見的機率趨近於零。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9DJwlGGR2
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56bbQbTWZz
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSjLcnaBY8
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8e8VS6Qx7
潮田渚從未想過，日後他們將以那樣尷尬的方式認識彼此。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxgqWQP8Dv
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4atSSRTRCw
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6e4Vd5Pjlm
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCrkH10QeY
宛如神蹟，又如安排好的惡作劇。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueoQl9aPgP
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDeB7N0v6B
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8gfyqG7X4
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHG96KGKG5
可無論如何，業確實是他無盡荒蕪的生命裡偶然遇會的燈火，在櫻花漫天飛舞中，領著他走出靜寂闃夜，更讓他明白自己就是自己，不是父母手裡捏塑的人偶。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJpD1Xksz7
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKT7HYgka2
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMFBgHj7Z1
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ247XVSLWmg
業讓他的視野開闊，也同時讓他察覺到不該察覺的事物。他這一輩子，都會把那祕密當作寶物，藏在內心深處，不讓任何人找著，玩著一場不告予人知曉的捉迷藏。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8BtYOfS4P
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMgYrwQq9N
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxT00ZLB3H
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTACJ7OOmv
**52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvF6uRlZYmo
52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpf1sMKrZa3
過渡章ns3.15.26.108da2

Reading Theme:

Font Size:

Line Spacing:

Paragraph Spacing:

Load the next issue automatically