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[原創]此情此生何憶往
紀念高中畢業。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21xTT5T5XE
與友人參加漫畫徵選，此為文案。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyiRz3SBQH
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眼前只有懸崖底下的浪花拍打，以及那蔚藍地彷彿洗滌過的朗朗晴空，偶而橫掠幾點黑白構築的鳥。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7JYri7TuJ
「再見了，念祖。」捧著骨灰甕子的少年，拭了拭翻湧上的淚珠，接著他打開蓋子，眸子定定地望著火化成灰的粉末。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtHKwhz4Zt
她拉了拉他衣角。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEMyYMKp0z
「歆慕，還是會捨不得嗎？」偏男孩氣的女孩，一向開朗的面容掩不去擔憂，一雙大眼彷彿看透他所有心思，澄澈而透明地凝視他。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmXvx6fgFF
「是啊…一直無法去接受習慣呢……」隱約的，腦海浮現了混濁遙遠的囊昔，孩子時的他縮在黑暗中，獨自低泣。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIsLrEfXFo
前後顛仆的潮水，翻攪悲鳴。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcbJx1poGG
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嘹喨的尖聲劃開沉寂，窗外垂下的葉影，斑駁地在床邊留下痕跡。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1o9qZXjGV5
「滴滴滴──滴滴滴──啪！」無視鬧鐘長短針分別指向十二與七的位置，大手乾脆的拍一聲，宣佈賴床者的勝利再度蟬聯。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnni8nNAPN
床上的人解決的擾人的鬧鐘，翻翻身，弓著身軀以臂當枕，延續剛才被擾亂的好眠。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXrmz3vCp7
門口，矗立著一位少年，旭日東昇的陽光將他的影子垂映在地上延伸到木色的門上，他垂首瞄了眼腕上的錶，冷漠的面容閃過幾絲微慍。不太想按門鈴──反正按了也沒人會回答，那個人一定是能不理就不理。深諳童年玩伴習性的人微乎其微地嘆氣，想了一陣，決定還是拿出念祖特地打好給他的備分鑰匙開門，喀啦的門輕聲移開，屋內安靜的只有緩慢爬行的時鐘長短針移動時的聲響。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0w9dVoP3t1
他輕巧地提足，邁向二樓。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwrXLiC8Ap
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有人開門的聲音……淺眠的他，意識朦朧的想著，但是睡意即刻傾覆，讓他再度陷入深眠。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRj02wS6mO
樓梯有人走動……沒過幾秒，念祖眉一挑，隱約地想起那種步伐聲是誰的，好像是……腦海深處警告器不斷鳴著，然而昏昏欲睡的眼瞼卻致使他想睡，算了，不多想了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtBptXpStK
念祖兀自沉睡。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HXE8tPBEm
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門把轉插入鑰匙以及轉動的聲音。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4C9asyPeMm
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少年寒著臉，盡量不發出吵雜聲響的來到念祖的身旁。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABwFLEO1JM
「龔念祖！起床了！已經日上三竿要遲到了你知不知道啊！！！」大吼的一聲，當場嚇的枝枒上的鳥兒噤口，但床上的人卻依舊沒有醒來的跡象。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuV89tgUSY4
可惡，所以他就說嘛，幹麻沒事找事做？明知他不可能會醒的，還來做啥？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXAXOoyxOs
自我厭惡地縮在角落反省。陰鬱地空氣蔓延。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEONRYFbMJ
可是快遲了，既然來了不如就順便叫醒他吧。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ135OdquWGc
那……抬頭看了眼床上睡死的人，還是得用那招了，雖然他千百般不願意用……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhDZdH3x5B
猛地，朝床上的人踹了一腳。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBgtRB9BNr
然後，預料內的痛呼。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE58HWIdlB9
「媽的！誰踹我──！」力道控制的極為恰到，即使痛的讓人哭爹喊娘卻不會斷骨，歆慕冷著臉看著念祖一人在床上翻滾，他的模樣令他不禁覺得……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvnSONK7Qh
愉悅。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRigWv8Gid
嗯，還是這招治他最有效了，暗自比出大拇指。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkXlCX7xIU
「……如果被我發現的話，我一定要……」大卸他八塊、挫他骨、吸他髓……將滿清十大酷刑再腦海推演一遍，陰狠地邪笑。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTK9cxxeX7o
「一定要怎樣？」露出鮮少的笑容，歆慕問。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTu1bV9LhRe
「怎樣？就大卸他八塊啊────！歆、歆、歆、歆慕──！？」為什麼他感覺背後涼颼颼的？尤其是歆慕那種詭異極致的笑容更讓他從腳底冷到頭再從頭冷回腳的膽寒──……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLv2bBqYV1r
「要遲到了，你懂吧。」惜字如金的留下六字，正欲轉身踱回樓下時，念祖打趣地說：「殘燈無焰影幢幢，此夕聞君謫九江。垂死病中驚坐起，暗風吹雨入寒窗。你還記得這首詩嗎？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaV4LWxz6m
「你是說元微之寫給他摯友白居易的那首嗎？我記得啊。」前些天國文課有教到，你問這幹麻啊？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CYfmnZZPb
「我覺得我們跟他很像啊。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLQuAkTf0D
「又不是分離南北的，哪裡像啊？」廢話快講，沒見到我要遲到了嗎？凜冽地視線橫過去。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteQrE1x204
「你想想，人家元微之聽到他被貶官不是垂死病中驚坐起，暗風吹雨入寒窗的嗎？今天我可是痛死夢中醒過來，歆慕眼神氣沖沖的呢。哈哈哈───！呃！」冷不防的，挨了一記歆慕的拳頭。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAiWAW9VDn
「你不覺得好笑嗎……？」一臉無辜地揉揉肚子，但見他情同手足的好友背後有火正燃燒，旺的很。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoxvVFao7V
「怎了……？你怎麼在生氣……」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzDGhtc32x
「龔‧念‧祖……」我可是好心叫醒你的……你竟然……竟然……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuU9zmXSPS9
「是！」被他黑暗氣息嚇到，畢恭畢敬地回答。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJDrk3vivC
「我‧要‧殺‧了‧你！」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6sWy6ucbs
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「然後咧？」漫不經心地聽完念祖的碎碎念，背著書包再校門口等他們一起回家的小女孩，不怎耐煩地聽完某人每隔幾天必定抱怨的牢騷，年幼的她其實很怨嘆自己怎麼會不小心認識這鄰居，有著足以迷倒一群女生的瀟灑外表，內心卻像小孩子一樣倔強，一點都不像外表年齡那樣成熟。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOYHaNq4mf
「妳怎麼可以這樣敷衍我？」淚眼汪汪裝可愛的某高中生，以怨婦似的口吻控訴她不在乎他的事實。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3OTLVj1Jt
白了一眼，看來，她真是上輩子欠了債今世才會很不小心認識他的吧。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVdFPOkXkU
「好啦，後來呢？他是不是又不跟你講話了？」每次吵架都嘛是這樣，就不信她會說錯。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFz09DFBxWF
「欸－？妳怎麼知道？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡst5z3zT4H3
忍住踩他腳的衝動，梓崋拋給他幾個衛生眼。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zbdjOtena
拜託一點好不好！你不要這麼快就忘了，歆慕每次跟你吵架後那一整天是決不與你談話的，簡直數十次如一次那樣的循規蹈矩的，連我這個很不幸當你垃圾桶的人都清楚的很，怎麼，你是故意還是真忘了？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bB1NnCFaU
內心無限次方的喊叫。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgPoBDDH0u
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「啊──歆慕，我們一起回家吧──……」餘暉滿布學校，身為學生會長的歆慕蹣跚著步伐，披著落日向著他們走來，念祖高興的大輝特揮的，但是歆慕卻冷漠地無視他，自顧自的行著步子，且有越走越快的趨勢。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVIduSuFEH
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一陣冷風颳過。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ567U4KXJ4L
念祖無言地跪倒，眼睜睜看著歆慕漸行漸遠。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgfGHFDT3m
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「歆慕他不理我了……」整個人陰暗地在潮濕的角落長出香菇來。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxwGdWej2g
有這麼嚴重嗎？不以為意地嘆氣，不過看他怪可憐的，這次再幫他一把好了。突然覺得自己真是好人，梓崋笑了笑。 49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6UFGzJmM8
「別想太多，我們先回去吧。」小手拉住他的大手，滿臉微笑。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoREbQigyz
「？可是……」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNH0i6Kc5WZ
「別可是不可是的了，你就相信我一次是會怎樣？」陰險人格出現，半威脅地口吻讓他直覺不反抗。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05hPGwhD1n
「反正啊，最後會合好的啦。」哪次不是這樣吵這樣合好的？女孩拉著他，直往回家的方向走去。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAsFipZ7xH
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身後的那人沒說話，女孩瞇眼望著血似的夕陽。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYG461qhaGV
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「今天，有晚餐吃了。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlVgisZeIg
「什麼？」什麼晚餐。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jw4zmRLsP
「沒，快走吧。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuTNjOGLNB
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拎著一大包自生鮮超市購得的蔬菜水果肉類，整個人有些許喜悅地朝著今早和某人吵過的地點邁步行走，已經和扶養自己的奶奶告知今天要借宿在念祖家，順道看看明天可不可以用除了踹人的方法叫醒他，鬧鐘大概沒效吧……幾乎都陣亡在他的手下……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4FUYMEl48
雖然他家就住在離學校不過幾公尺遠的路上，但也不能因為這樣就天天賴床遲到啊……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGlvruDM20
不知不覺已走到了那熟悉的住家，燈火依然如同那時溫暖通明。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL33ZPRcvXt
這麼說來，我認識那傢伙也已經很久了呢……驀地閃過片段回憶，當時後的景象歷歷在目，清晰的彷若昨日重現。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMD6L9wWt8R
身為攝影師的父親，總是溫柔地陪伴他去任何國家旅行的母親，他們的面容也清晰地令他怎樣都忘不了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCP8ttwXLw
猛一甩頭，甩開那令人心痛的追憶。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMAO1XVTAW
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呆立在念祖家門口，他失神地怔望著。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡba3meBfqET
到底要不要按門鈴呢？眸子瞪著正方形小格，猶豫踟躕地沒有動作。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8B8BXbld1M
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但也不需要按門鈴了。梓崋正巧打開門，背著日光燈看向他那方位，了然於心地微笑。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfHvWLqVtj
「歆慕，你來啦。」我們等你等的快餓死了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQxGttQVaV
「嗯……我來煮晚餐了。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrxHzgyN1d
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望月掛在沒有雲的黑空中，顯著特別明亮。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFglOPTgfB
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剁剁剁……菜刀聲清脆地上下響起，偷覷了眼在廚房內忙碌的人，念祖不禁與梓崋相視一笑。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOo78cvJdF
自己的確是忘了，每當和歆慕大吵一架後，他總是會在廚房裡煮東西給他吃，然後順便住下來，只是，這種習慣是何時養成的呢？好像有點遠了，是十一歲那年嗎？歆慕的父母因為空難身亡，頓時失去依靠的歆慕由父方的親戚收養，不，歆慕的親人亦只剩下那位老奶奶了，所以才學習獨立是嗎？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhUhKHgQlN
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這麼想來，其實我還挺幸福的，父母健在，不像歆慕，只能藉由照片追憶了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGbhoYpGFi
照片？歆慕好像很喜歡攝影嘛。雖然用的不是性質很好的相機卻依然能拍攝出好照片，讓他不得不由衷佩服。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIqj6r5KHG
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等候晚餐的空檔，感覺漫長又無聊。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDIJFZL6qR
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不意瞥首瞧見，牆壁上的日曆數字。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuqqLRaWRw
歆慕的生日好像快到了……？他拉了拉女孩的衣服，附耳低語一陣。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWBsh6cSOu
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「不要跟我搶那個菜！妳這個粗魯的野猴子！」舉箸停在半空，不甘菜色一點一滴地自眼前流失，先發制人地大吼。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2d2FYgiBU
「你這個心智不滿三歲的幼稚鬼！憑什麼我要聽你的？你倒是說說看啊！」同樣吼了回去，但是筷子卻不停地進攻肉類，一點也沒停下的意思。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFH1alw8Sm
「好啦，別吵啦，不是還有別的菜嗎？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxj5YJkiSgy
眼見兩人吵架吵到倒退回幼稚園的語彙，歆慕好聲好氣地制止他們繼續再吵下去，不料兩人卻默契十足地同時回首朝他吼了過來。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlMG1LQl4E
「你給我安靜！沒看到我們正在溝通嗎？！」吵死人了！49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbn9GlwXBWz
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青筋暴怒。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8SRRnp55z
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「你們……竟敢說我吵……？」陰森森地臉凝著，一時間他們同時住嘴，不敢再多說一句。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGttNXYnhBI
總覺得，他好像生了很大的氣？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRH6P9EJoQ
怪像魔王降臨的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYGJUnNysP
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「對不起──……我們知道錯了……」異口同聲。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRRX9E9Xfm
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「你又在照相了啊。」難得的星期假日，念祖一時心血來潮跑來找歆慕，歆慕住在山上，一棟日據時代留下的建築內。和他奶奶打招呼後，便沿著屋後的山坡尋找他。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8kaJWQrTz
正在替凋零的樹枝拍攝滄桑之感的歆慕頓了頓，後知後覺地朝他看去。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddMWg4fPhO
「喔…是念祖啊……」今天怎麼這麼早起？平時都睡到下午才會醒的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMU46iK6Fw
……你當我是豬嗎……眼睛瞇成一條，三排黑線直落。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs23hSHhKJv
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算了，又不是來吵架的。想起此行的目的，念祖不禁微笑。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQymV5h2MdA
「幹麻啊？笑的那樣噁心的。」嫌惡地看著打小就非常熟悉的人，不懂為何他笑的似乎過於……燦爛？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0w3C9hYw28
「沒啦。」依然笑咪咪的，「今天下午有事找你，可別出門唷。」語畢，迅速遠離他視線，像一陣風疾奔而過。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHS3WeN0e2r
啥啊？兩眼發直地瞪著一下跑來一下跑走的少年背影，歆慕還是不懂他葫蘆裡賣啥膏藥。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYEzbsturw
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滄桑的冷風，呼咻捲起最後凋零的那片枯葉，悲悽地風吼，彷彿預告著什麼……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSo8fDhZy6O
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秋天，果然是萬物熄滅的日子。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAzN1c7wio
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歆慕整人呆呆地坐在房間，他已經無所謂了，對於念祖的死，他麻木了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaIv2VbuZL
因為哭泣並不能挽回什麼，這道理在父母雙亡那次他就非常明白了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1QIgMLY0d
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他大概把這一生的眼淚都給了他吧……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxSs4nvKqO
他自嘲，卻發現自內心湧出的悲傷讓他痛苦難耐。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvD6U6SCsgI
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失神地想起那心悸的一刻。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FazQZkv6i
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『歆慕！念祖他、他……』梓崋啜泣著，不祥的預感竄流，這感覺好像、好像父母死亡那天曾出現過，熟悉的令人戰慄。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Xuxf8MR51
握著話筒，他的手在抖。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvXO4n7bz3
『怎、怎麼了……念祖他發生什麼…事？』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRcRhmjCC2
話筒那端忽然沉默，良久，心情平復的她，才緩緩道。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiBAVt4TX7
『他…發生車禍，來不及送到醫院就死了……』話筒無力的垂下，咚的敲擊地面，餘音不絕。『歆慕，怎麼了？你還好吧？』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7KS4z7naz
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為什麼最重要的人，總是一個個地離開他呢？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriBdbJIpR7
父母死了，曾允諾要陪他一輩子的人也死了，那麼他還剩下些什麼？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvrubVM8By
還剩下什麼？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrDytTuhaC
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就只有一具殘破的空殼罷了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9qf7k2Q9z
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足下的浪花在怒吼，捧著念祖火化後的骨灰，歆慕只是一徑看著前方。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5IEM1MdCA
「歆慕……？」女孩不安地拉拉她衣服，深怕他一時想不開縱身一躍。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLviUGks5R
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「沒事的……我只是想起，以前念祖對我說過，他死後要火化，然後骨灰要灑在海裡罷了。」他說，那樣他就可以一直注視他了。當時的他不懂，於是問了，他卻僅是笑著，沒說什麼。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuNIJJWWiX
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「我們來履行承諾吧。」他笑，一把抓起白灰，灑向大海。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbbQxvcaNf
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骨灰飄揚起來，強勁的東北季風，一下就將灰帶的好遠。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCekVxbxJD
如同他的思念，飄的很遠，煙消雲散。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAxTFJe0Oc
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「歆慕……」望著失魂的少年，女孩咬了牙「我會代替他陪在你身邊的，所以，不要想不開……」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YV8u36PMj
「好嗎？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXBJTpOVm5
他一愣，然後淺笑。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHi09F6hoVa
「嗯。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlD38ZNf1SX
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是夢。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosMVQ4fLEJ
飄忽的沒有實質感，他意識清晰地轉動。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wZ9UwMWgS
他看見，兩個孩子。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XyEav5E6F
小時後的他與他。承諾著要陪一輩子，小孩時的他開懷地漾出笑。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPLiojQzXk
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那兩個孩子手牽手地穿過他身體。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1hCO1CEO0
他不知要怎樣，只是笑著，溫柔的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17upr78skv
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夢忽然敞開，他來到不曾見過的景色，遠方有人站在那，溫煦地笑著。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJda1ppC2RJ
是誰……？身子不由自主地朝他邁進。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7sTINpB5c
歆慕。那人呼喚。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kfc5QNkNm
你是……念祖嗎？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sEDLNuERw
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光有些刺眼，逆著光的身影，讓他迷惑的問。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsJ5aOLz2R
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嗯，歆慕。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Djv8XDAM2
你來跟我道別的嗎？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXADqqQEmi
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那人笑著，不言。他指著那璀璨不曾見過的絢麗景色，歆慕跟著轉首。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6oLPGz3kY
我一直在那裡…49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2EhVGaHX1
什麼……？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbQtHGpayS
我會在那裡，一直，等你到來的……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBWyJ1lge3
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夢醒了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyB5VHUN1o
淚猶乾，窗外的月亮，亮的不思議。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlv0CSd2TA
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擱置在桌上的相機，閃著銀光。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpcoRuKQbr
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「我知道了，念祖，我會找到那裏的，你要等我喔。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1k9HMi7DtM
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此書僅獻給在天上的，你。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNY6Uj3gyul
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十六年後。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UoZOMiM1z
「找到你了，歆慕。」剛入社會工作的梓崋，趁著假日來到歆慕常去的海角找他，一點也不意外地睇見他看著海面發楞。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdsKC3i6ZF
「是梓崋啊，怎了？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AlG5hVaqh
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我帶著殘破的心情，去旅行。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOr9zCwb3jy
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「沒啦，只是想找你說話而已。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEO04b7QmSm
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用相機記錄蒼穹，冰山雪水，沉鬱的雲絮。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HDvMtME5Z
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「呵呵，妳這孩子真是越來越怪了呢。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wZqCMs2qE
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你曾告訴我的那片燦奪景色，我沿著蜿蜒的崎嶇小徑尋覓。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6wJuYsICb
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「不過，你出的書，念祖有收到嗎？」我記得你將剛出版的第一本火燒了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0XGl7eR9b
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穿過熙攘人群，越過孤寂小鎮。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2wXynOhwF
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「應該有收到吧。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWf4GDHHmX
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我乘著引力，來到這裡。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFD0d54b1M
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「也許吧。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLsWS1H9jA
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看見那破曉的晨曦。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhJ2wRVeja
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「回去囉，歆慕，今天是你生日呢。」來煮大餐慶祝你又老了一歲。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo29SvWez2i
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陽光照亮了一切，公平且無私。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGlstCVxgV
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「又老了一歲啊……」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxeFS5A1Nx
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於是，我哭了。為這一切美麗的事物，還有你。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcS8Vnxzie
謝謝。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuncqrzdIvs
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他起身拍拍灰塵。欲走，卻忽然怔住。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69petgoFSG
歆慕──……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO83dSN1PDa
他猛一回首，淡淡的身影在海面上冉冉出現。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4y04bxbRei
那人對他微微笑。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwYNqrtTsG
念祖，其實你一直都在那吧。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Rv60uoLx3
在那裡注視著我。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbQqVg0KDS
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「歆慕──」彼方，梓崋大聲呼喊。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvLYlq94z9
「喔，我來了。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGb6UoZOnvk
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我會好好的活下去的，念祖。連同你的份。ns18.191.132.143da2
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