也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。49Please respect copyright.PENANAz7vsGbTKQ1
49Please respect copyright.PENANA7O0Xn98lfm
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。49Please respect copyright.PENANAzY63bixK8P
49Please respect copyright.PENANAghGzqPxkNg
……49Please respect copyright.PENANAKYSNiaC8Pc
49Please respect copyright.PENANAMj5VYUKQSo
49Please respect copyright.PENANANcvtRPJUFG
49Please respect copyright.PENANAynPrkcCe0P
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──49Please respect copyright.PENANAdmYY4T4UWQ
49Please respect copyright.PENANAHbn1yXI8Zs
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。49Please respect copyright.PENANAofOede2cwV
49Please respect copyright.PENANA2lmDItLTAc
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。49Please respect copyright.PENANAVp61yn9USM
49Please respect copyright.PENANAP1XTBMxQpC
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。49Please respect copyright.PENANAwAvHG96IRe
49Please respect copyright.PENANAMWqU0KJQWn
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。49Please respect copyright.PENANAvpGGK3YKCu
49Please respect copyright.PENANAECYeXlzjxp
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。49Please respect copyright.PENANAwx72D1HznI
49Please respect copyright.PENANARyfo9qSXny
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。49Please respect copyright.PENANAXNemnbjHZH
49Please respect copyright.PENANAriZdXUa3B0
然後一起出了幾次任務。49Please respect copyright.PENANAygbLPCteQa
49Please respect copyright.PENANAB7YrIxoyUh
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。49Please respect copyright.PENANAm1LIYWmiR1
49Please respect copyright.PENANAHcURDwIKS8
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。49Please respect copyright.PENANAqbY4rE5AYk
49Please respect copyright.PENANAcqEYV8Xn75
可是……49Please respect copyright.PENANAxq0ITIa8DV
49Please respect copyright.PENANA4ee8KHTbAC
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」49Please respect copyright.PENANAJZDqqO2yY5
49Please respect copyright.PENANAlfMWWwNW3X
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。49Please respect copyright.PENANAAdOo1spA4R
49Please respect copyright.PENANAOFpCkyetfT
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。49Please respect copyright.PENANArkMgMS0YjE
49Please respect copyright.PENANAaEfsGx9bba
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。49Please respect copyright.PENANAjj1W0GdvT3
49Please respect copyright.PENANA1WFkAmPB5E
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。49Please respect copyright.PENANAx810KivSCV
49Please respect copyright.PENANAy4fFFKhTFu
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。49Please respect copyright.PENANAafzy8NLYr3
49Please respect copyright.PENANADFLu9K9Orl
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。49Please respect copyright.PENANApDv0l4riIo
49Please respect copyright.PENANAkEwh2YjPkI
原來自己也會逃避。49Please respect copyright.PENANA4FERSyhOZR
49Please respect copyright.PENANA2pDwUHSMsO
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?49Please respect copyright.PENANAVEKLctiTzL
49Please respect copyright.PENANAw5o4zoyL4D
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……49Please respect copyright.PENANAYF34IqBnpT
49Please respect copyright.PENANAoHjk2Z78AP
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。49Please respect copyright.PENANASSJtg3OVfn
49Please respect copyright.PENANABsJEcRKgoB
……49Please respect copyright.PENANAijR0TX5kzW
49Please respect copyright.PENANAIWMTiNG6Rb
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……49Please respect copyright.PENANAQGzePT6OBn
49Please respect copyright.PENANAvdQu0y9itM
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?49Please respect copyright.PENANAcoBYd9o4d7
49Please respect copyright.PENANAMJxlZh13E5
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?49Please respect copyright.PENANAH9ryD7r05S
49Please respect copyright.PENANALBHlxxNZ2N
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?49Please respect copyright.PENANAFxGkmmWrBM
49Please respect copyright.PENANAlNIcCWiORk
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。49Please respect copyright.PENANA7KkYhlF16o
49Please respect copyright.PENANAWCt2scae9r
這到底是為什麼?49Please respect copyright.PENANA7eLnDFKB24
49Please respect copyright.PENANAbASvA2GR5L
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?49Please respect copyright.PENANAwIAA3mp8YM
49Please respect copyright.PENANAQfRkGKexSb
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?49Please respect copyright.PENANAD6iQyhkJq4
49Please respect copyright.PENANAlxyxENewdB
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?49Please respect copyright.PENANAevRfBtw1cF
49Please respect copyright.PENANA58gJcohmJp
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。49Please respect copyright.PENANA9ShnSmMDx1
49Please respect copyright.PENANArwtdCeoVYz
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。49Please respect copyright.PENANATrBbuAe3vL
49Please respect copyright.PENANAMgxRXuMRQe
……也該問問自己為什麼了。49Please respect copyright.PENANAuAms57NPGj
49Please respect copyright.PENANA4Q44aGtYQE
可不是?49Please respect copyright.PENANA6YSwsFLUM4
49Please respect copyright.PENANAcBP8Xi1Mk9
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。49Please respect copyright.PENANAByL8LCs29R
49Please respect copyright.PENANAr2xxQuYc7i
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!49Please respect copyright.PENANA9QoGaUV169
49Please respect copyright.PENANACFulXh87np
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。49Please respect copyright.PENANA7A9bprx0qJ
49Please respect copyright.PENANAgDSJ3AXE47
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。49Please respect copyright.PENANAIO2Raiv7Tb
49Please respect copyright.PENANAetIA3X6kha
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?49Please respect copyright.PENANASZqplUn751
49Please respect copyright.PENANAmwd1kj7CcU
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……49Please respect copyright.PENANAqxCoZpe9CG
49Please respect copyright.PENANAkpswrH34qV
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。49Please respect copyright.PENANAguq2uiazUS
49Please respect copyright.PENANAbCxSd3SlrJ
這就是答案。49Please respect copyright.PENANAISC7nLg1GI
49Please respect copyright.PENANAfLO6sVd75Z
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。49Please respect copyright.PENANAmbNqj6jcD1
49Please respect copyright.PENANAV9PSDmH62j
…………49Please respect copyright.PENANAhUoHjy5H3K
49Please respect copyright.PENANAt0STNXJKX3
……49Please respect copyright.PENANAKTYgfaTSlK
49Please respect copyright.PENANACjmOWY7XtY
49Please respect copyright.PENANA0qyLtspLRD
49Please respect copyright.PENANAjm3E0REESS
ns216.73.217.1da2 49Please respect copyright.PENANA7O0Xn98lfm
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。49Please respect copyright.PENANAzY63bixK8P
49Please respect copyright.PENANAghGzqPxkNg
……49Please respect copyright.PENANAKYSNiaC8Pc
49Please respect copyright.PENANAMj5VYUKQSo
49Please respect copyright.PENANANcvtRPJUFG
49Please respect copyright.PENANAynPrkcCe0P
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──49Please respect copyright.PENANAdmYY4T4UWQ
49Please respect copyright.PENANAHbn1yXI8Zs
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。49Please respect copyright.PENANAofOede2cwV
49Please respect copyright.PENANA2lmDItLTAc
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。49Please respect copyright.PENANAVp61yn9USM
49Please respect copyright.PENANAP1XTBMxQpC
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。49Please respect copyright.PENANAwAvHG96IRe
49Please respect copyright.PENANAMWqU0KJQWn
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。49Please respect copyright.PENANAvpGGK3YKCu
49Please respect copyright.PENANAECYeXlzjxp
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。49Please respect copyright.PENANAwx72D1HznI
49Please respect copyright.PENANARyfo9qSXny
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。49Please respect copyright.PENANAXNemnbjHZH
49Please respect copyright.PENANAriZdXUa3B0
然後一起出了幾次任務。49Please respect copyright.PENANAygbLPCteQa
49Please respect copyright.PENANAB7YrIxoyUh
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。49Please respect copyright.PENANAm1LIYWmiR1
49Please respect copyright.PENANAHcURDwIKS8
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。49Please respect copyright.PENANAqbY4rE5AYk
49Please respect copyright.PENANAcqEYV8Xn75
可是……49Please respect copyright.PENANAxq0ITIa8DV
49Please respect copyright.PENANA4ee8KHTbAC
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」49Please respect copyright.PENANAJZDqqO2yY5
49Please respect copyright.PENANAlfMWWwNW3X
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。49Please respect copyright.PENANAAdOo1spA4R
49Please respect copyright.PENANAOFpCkyetfT
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。49Please respect copyright.PENANArkMgMS0YjE
49Please respect copyright.PENANAaEfsGx9bba
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。49Please respect copyright.PENANAjj1W0GdvT3
49Please respect copyright.PENANA1WFkAmPB5E
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。49Please respect copyright.PENANAx810KivSCV
49Please respect copyright.PENANAy4fFFKhTFu
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。49Please respect copyright.PENANAafzy8NLYr3
49Please respect copyright.PENANADFLu9K9Orl
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。49Please respect copyright.PENANApDv0l4riIo
49Please respect copyright.PENANAkEwh2YjPkI
原來自己也會逃避。49Please respect copyright.PENANA4FERSyhOZR
49Please respect copyright.PENANA2pDwUHSMsO
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?49Please respect copyright.PENANAVEKLctiTzL
49Please respect copyright.PENANAw5o4zoyL4D
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……49Please respect copyright.PENANAYF34IqBnpT
49Please respect copyright.PENANAoHjk2Z78AP
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。49Please respect copyright.PENANASSJtg3OVfn
49Please respect copyright.PENANABsJEcRKgoB
……49Please respect copyright.PENANAijR0TX5kzW
49Please respect copyright.PENANAIWMTiNG6Rb
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……49Please respect copyright.PENANAQGzePT6OBn
49Please respect copyright.PENANAvdQu0y9itM
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?49Please respect copyright.PENANAcoBYd9o4d7
49Please respect copyright.PENANAMJxlZh13E5
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?49Please respect copyright.PENANAH9ryD7r05S
49Please respect copyright.PENANALBHlxxNZ2N
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?49Please respect copyright.PENANAFxGkmmWrBM
49Please respect copyright.PENANAlNIcCWiORk
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。49Please respect copyright.PENANA7KkYhlF16o
49Please respect copyright.PENANAWCt2scae9r
這到底是為什麼?49Please respect copyright.PENANA7eLnDFKB24
49Please respect copyright.PENANAbASvA2GR5L
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?49Please respect copyright.PENANAwIAA3mp8YM
49Please respect copyright.PENANAQfRkGKexSb
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?49Please respect copyright.PENANAD6iQyhkJq4
49Please respect copyright.PENANAlxyxENewdB
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?49Please respect copyright.PENANAevRfBtw1cF
49Please respect copyright.PENANA58gJcohmJp
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。49Please respect copyright.PENANA9ShnSmMDx1
49Please respect copyright.PENANArwtdCeoVYz
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。49Please respect copyright.PENANATrBbuAe3vL
49Please respect copyright.PENANAMgxRXuMRQe
……也該問問自己為什麼了。49Please respect copyright.PENANAuAms57NPGj
49Please respect copyright.PENANA4Q44aGtYQE
可不是?49Please respect copyright.PENANA6YSwsFLUM4
49Please respect copyright.PENANAcBP8Xi1Mk9
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。49Please respect copyright.PENANAByL8LCs29R
49Please respect copyright.PENANAr2xxQuYc7i
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!49Please respect copyright.PENANA9QoGaUV169
49Please respect copyright.PENANACFulXh87np
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。49Please respect copyright.PENANA7A9bprx0qJ
49Please respect copyright.PENANAgDSJ3AXE47
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。49Please respect copyright.PENANAIO2Raiv7Tb
49Please respect copyright.PENANAetIA3X6kha
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?49Please respect copyright.PENANASZqplUn751
49Please respect copyright.PENANAmwd1kj7CcU
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……49Please respect copyright.PENANAqxCoZpe9CG
49Please respect copyright.PENANAkpswrH34qV
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。49Please respect copyright.PENANAguq2uiazUS
49Please respect copyright.PENANAbCxSd3SlrJ
這就是答案。49Please respect copyright.PENANAISC7nLg1GI
49Please respect copyright.PENANAfLO6sVd75Z
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。49Please respect copyright.PENANAmbNqj6jcD1
49Please respect copyright.PENANAV9PSDmH62j
…………49Please respect copyright.PENANAhUoHjy5H3K
49Please respect copyright.PENANAt0STNXJKX3
……49Please respect copyright.PENANAKTYgfaTSlK
49Please respect copyright.PENANACjmOWY7XtY
49Please respect copyright.PENANA0qyLtspLRD
49Please respect copyright.PENANAjm3E0REESS