也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。42Please respect copyright.PENANA7EiztVGFep
42Please respect copyright.PENANA4PWWpGQjFs
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。42Please respect copyright.PENANACg8i4L6YYQ
42Please respect copyright.PENANAuJnFXxetLA
……42Please respect copyright.PENANAFFpIklxGBh
42Please respect copyright.PENANAf78ykF2GIH
42Please respect copyright.PENANAUkD3KpEig2
42Please respect copyright.PENANAYiAKfV4a7L
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──42Please respect copyright.PENANAXaEedQ6BWz
42Please respect copyright.PENANAm3YsOwqAyz
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。42Please respect copyright.PENANALnCHg8jH7T
42Please respect copyright.PENANA3dJ1qDDMHY
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。42Please respect copyright.PENANAmLJDHjfnzj
42Please respect copyright.PENANAAHFpi9rQaw
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。42Please respect copyright.PENANAus3W4KNMUP
42Please respect copyright.PENANA89g2oxLYod
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。42Please respect copyright.PENANAdUR1oHITFm
42Please respect copyright.PENANA0HCsMIm0zn
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。42Please respect copyright.PENANANAa4EXnJ9z
42Please respect copyright.PENANAhYowspDqRS
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。42Please respect copyright.PENANA7aoXKmbFy7
42Please respect copyright.PENANAkFF3deCm72
然後一起出了幾次任務。42Please respect copyright.PENANAns5vdP6Ayy
42Please respect copyright.PENANAaJnZZ5jBAs
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。42Please respect copyright.PENANAEl0nX1TnJ4
42Please respect copyright.PENANA5yOVqgSM1m
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。42Please respect copyright.PENANAmnyVVx6W5l
42Please respect copyright.PENANAxJRROhi3KR
可是……42Please respect copyright.PENANAQnnPp8tGp4
42Please respect copyright.PENANArRtLu1tlNg
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAOfB5M3ffWa
42Please respect copyright.PENANASMX9kQLcAU
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。42Please respect copyright.PENANAa1ynUoEG4h
42Please respect copyright.PENANAae7dgEcw1W
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。42Please respect copyright.PENANAxWgcL482bc
42Please respect copyright.PENANAF83TARV3II
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。42Please respect copyright.PENANAISEUWOS5es
42Please respect copyright.PENANA28Gi7vqXay
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。42Please respect copyright.PENANAcxuVXSfUur
42Please respect copyright.PENANAskZjv5lmte
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。42Please respect copyright.PENANAFb1GCT0AZ7
42Please respect copyright.PENANAQABqmu7Kij
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。42Please respect copyright.PENANAngmJYWDe1I
42Please respect copyright.PENANAESIDou5IB1
原來自己也會逃避。42Please respect copyright.PENANANufM0qwIgs
42Please respect copyright.PENANAT4qWJMBOUu
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?42Please respect copyright.PENANA341fMadmKl
42Please respect copyright.PENANAZmKpSDvqvk
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……42Please respect copyright.PENANAv55ub2tvf6
42Please respect copyright.PENANAYQ69fiKaNp
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。42Please respect copyright.PENANAYT5wLbwXjY
42Please respect copyright.PENANAX3bdUxTB6H
……42Please respect copyright.PENANAqlT7rAt6zh
42Please respect copyright.PENANA4lpQaGnj49
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……42Please respect copyright.PENANAxpL2912vRd
42Please respect copyright.PENANAps39oFZJdh
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?42Please respect copyright.PENANAFz3DrZI8VG
42Please respect copyright.PENANApMj9ycjlWu
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?42Please respect copyright.PENANAVYQPdkhBVo
42Please respect copyright.PENANAy6YcOg4yp2
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAf8DKNOqTKP
42Please respect copyright.PENANAFvpYxUBzF3
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。42Please respect copyright.PENANA2qehif6HTm
42Please respect copyright.PENANARB5LtFkukt
這到底是為什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAspxBJTMODE
42Please respect copyright.PENANApL1sHDltnl
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?42Please respect copyright.PENANAGPhs5B9QqY
42Please respect copyright.PENANAWuy1G1snGd
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?42Please respect copyright.PENANAB1S4pezG08
42Please respect copyright.PENANAOQWsrvHsD2
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?42Please respect copyright.PENANAhCzOTJ8Tvo
42Please respect copyright.PENANA6m0UfMnz56
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。42Please respect copyright.PENANA8mwvygn7iT
42Please respect copyright.PENANAkAxst9AH75
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。42Please respect copyright.PENANAzwJYIdEQhF
42Please respect copyright.PENANA3tBtvXdrh9
……也該問問自己為什麼了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAMCL60DZ4oV
42Please respect copyright.PENANAEYmFtDvwNQ
可不是?42Please respect copyright.PENANA1y6yJmhIYV
42Please respect copyright.PENANAN5iBbZfBYf
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。42Please respect copyright.PENANAYYKrHfLSit
42Please respect copyright.PENANAojwrh5p4WL
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!42Please respect copyright.PENANAs3t3KPGTPB
42Please respect copyright.PENANASZ82Hol34q
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。42Please respect copyright.PENANAkMmbPiDSwR
42Please respect copyright.PENANA0S8BiCCjYt
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。42Please respect copyright.PENANAIVUbliGB7N
42Please respect copyright.PENANAgk1IgoHtqv
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAVcewqAyRli
42Please respect copyright.PENANAztry69n5Hr
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……42Please respect copyright.PENANAPThSUaunGx
42Please respect copyright.PENANAhWO4alILoU
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。42Please respect copyright.PENANA5oqX92YTqt
42Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZrB6lrnce
這就是答案。42Please respect copyright.PENANAp4LrvDpzkC
42Please respect copyright.PENANAArRyinPtMG
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。42Please respect copyright.PENANA8fsEikas7m
42Please respect copyright.PENANA4RoKycE0Na
…………42Please respect copyright.PENANAq5zgptQ4C3
42Please respect copyright.PENANAajwFZFeeAg
……42Please respect copyright.PENANArfZqUeBG2l
42Please respect copyright.PENANAgUkFKwAH4p
42Please respect copyright.PENANAQxwmMtwGmp
42Please respect copyright.PENANANpXzcgZbh6
ns216.73.216.239da242Please respect copyright.PENANA4PWWpGQjFs
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。42Please respect copyright.PENANACg8i4L6YYQ
42Please respect copyright.PENANAuJnFXxetLA
……42Please respect copyright.PENANAFFpIklxGBh
42Please respect copyright.PENANAf78ykF2GIH
42Please respect copyright.PENANAUkD3KpEig2
42Please respect copyright.PENANAYiAKfV4a7L
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──42Please respect copyright.PENANAXaEedQ6BWz
42Please respect copyright.PENANAm3YsOwqAyz
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。42Please respect copyright.PENANALnCHg8jH7T
42Please respect copyright.PENANA3dJ1qDDMHY
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。42Please respect copyright.PENANAmLJDHjfnzj
42Please respect copyright.PENANAAHFpi9rQaw
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。42Please respect copyright.PENANAus3W4KNMUP
42Please respect copyright.PENANA89g2oxLYod
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。42Please respect copyright.PENANAdUR1oHITFm
42Please respect copyright.PENANA0HCsMIm0zn
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。42Please respect copyright.PENANANAa4EXnJ9z
42Please respect copyright.PENANAhYowspDqRS
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。42Please respect copyright.PENANA7aoXKmbFy7
42Please respect copyright.PENANAkFF3deCm72
然後一起出了幾次任務。42Please respect copyright.PENANAns5vdP6Ayy
42Please respect copyright.PENANAaJnZZ5jBAs
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。42Please respect copyright.PENANAEl0nX1TnJ4
42Please respect copyright.PENANA5yOVqgSM1m
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。42Please respect copyright.PENANAmnyVVx6W5l
42Please respect copyright.PENANAxJRROhi3KR
可是……42Please respect copyright.PENANAQnnPp8tGp4
42Please respect copyright.PENANArRtLu1tlNg
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAOfB5M3ffWa
42Please respect copyright.PENANASMX9kQLcAU
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。42Please respect copyright.PENANAa1ynUoEG4h
42Please respect copyright.PENANAae7dgEcw1W
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。42Please respect copyright.PENANAxWgcL482bc
42Please respect copyright.PENANAF83TARV3II
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。42Please respect copyright.PENANAISEUWOS5es
42Please respect copyright.PENANA28Gi7vqXay
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。42Please respect copyright.PENANAcxuVXSfUur
42Please respect copyright.PENANAskZjv5lmte
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。42Please respect copyright.PENANAFb1GCT0AZ7
42Please respect copyright.PENANAQABqmu7Kij
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。42Please respect copyright.PENANAngmJYWDe1I
42Please respect copyright.PENANAESIDou5IB1
原來自己也會逃避。42Please respect copyright.PENANANufM0qwIgs
42Please respect copyright.PENANAT4qWJMBOUu
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?42Please respect copyright.PENANA341fMadmKl
42Please respect copyright.PENANAZmKpSDvqvk
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……42Please respect copyright.PENANAv55ub2tvf6
42Please respect copyright.PENANAYQ69fiKaNp
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。42Please respect copyright.PENANAYT5wLbwXjY
42Please respect copyright.PENANAX3bdUxTB6H
……42Please respect copyright.PENANAqlT7rAt6zh
42Please respect copyright.PENANA4lpQaGnj49
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……42Please respect copyright.PENANAxpL2912vRd
42Please respect copyright.PENANAps39oFZJdh
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?42Please respect copyright.PENANAFz3DrZI8VG
42Please respect copyright.PENANApMj9ycjlWu
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?42Please respect copyright.PENANAVYQPdkhBVo
42Please respect copyright.PENANAy6YcOg4yp2
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAf8DKNOqTKP
42Please respect copyright.PENANAFvpYxUBzF3
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。42Please respect copyright.PENANA2qehif6HTm
42Please respect copyright.PENANARB5LtFkukt
這到底是為什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAspxBJTMODE
42Please respect copyright.PENANApL1sHDltnl
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?42Please respect copyright.PENANAGPhs5B9QqY
42Please respect copyright.PENANAWuy1G1snGd
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?42Please respect copyright.PENANAB1S4pezG08
42Please respect copyright.PENANAOQWsrvHsD2
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?42Please respect copyright.PENANAhCzOTJ8Tvo
42Please respect copyright.PENANA6m0UfMnz56
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。42Please respect copyright.PENANA8mwvygn7iT
42Please respect copyright.PENANAkAxst9AH75
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。42Please respect copyright.PENANAzwJYIdEQhF
42Please respect copyright.PENANA3tBtvXdrh9
……也該問問自己為什麼了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAMCL60DZ4oV
42Please respect copyright.PENANAEYmFtDvwNQ
可不是?42Please respect copyright.PENANA1y6yJmhIYV
42Please respect copyright.PENANAN5iBbZfBYf
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。42Please respect copyright.PENANAYYKrHfLSit
42Please respect copyright.PENANAojwrh5p4WL
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!42Please respect copyright.PENANAs3t3KPGTPB
42Please respect copyright.PENANASZ82Hol34q
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。42Please respect copyright.PENANAkMmbPiDSwR
42Please respect copyright.PENANA0S8BiCCjYt
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。42Please respect copyright.PENANAIVUbliGB7N
42Please respect copyright.PENANAgk1IgoHtqv
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAVcewqAyRli
42Please respect copyright.PENANAztry69n5Hr
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……42Please respect copyright.PENANAPThSUaunGx
42Please respect copyright.PENANAhWO4alILoU
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。42Please respect copyright.PENANA5oqX92YTqt
42Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZrB6lrnce
這就是答案。42Please respect copyright.PENANAp4LrvDpzkC
42Please respect copyright.PENANAArRyinPtMG
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。42Please respect copyright.PENANA8fsEikas7m
42Please respect copyright.PENANA4RoKycE0Na
…………42Please respect copyright.PENANAq5zgptQ4C3
42Please respect copyright.PENANAajwFZFeeAg
……42Please respect copyright.PENANArfZqUeBG2l
42Please respect copyright.PENANAgUkFKwAH4p
42Please respect copyright.PENANAQxwmMtwGmp
42Please respect copyright.PENANANpXzcgZbh6