也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。57Please respect copyright.PENANAoNKodOsnhh
57Please respect copyright.PENANAUMS1Y54Vbg
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。57Please respect copyright.PENANAD5ZXCTpP2z
57Please respect copyright.PENANA7j9snT1dPA
……57Please respect copyright.PENANAQObMr188IB
57Please respect copyright.PENANAE58z5lHjED
57Please respect copyright.PENANAlna7908GDj
57Please respect copyright.PENANAU0zI9AWNzF
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──57Please respect copyright.PENANAPmyBpZoS8k
57Please respect copyright.PENANA7B48NfUEmr
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。57Please respect copyright.PENANAYJ3lKTJuCJ
57Please respect copyright.PENANA9jkUIPwoav
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。57Please respect copyright.PENANA2l9LB2sk36
57Please respect copyright.PENANAXCXIx2T2aB
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。57Please respect copyright.PENANAJCVF0zXqzl
57Please respect copyright.PENANAJqwcTbh6Rn
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。57Please respect copyright.PENANAub57N0MCxY
57Please respect copyright.PENANA6lgPCzlocf
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。57Please respect copyright.PENANA9YlL2YCAEZ
57Please respect copyright.PENANAZmRJKv6o5Q
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。57Please respect copyright.PENANASSM9BC6opK
57Please respect copyright.PENANAQzXvnfKckm
然後一起出了幾次任務。57Please respect copyright.PENANAlkYQQfLmko
57Please respect copyright.PENANAodEekaZuBg
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。57Please respect copyright.PENANA9OrvBI9Cph
57Please respect copyright.PENANA47CfWzF6GR
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。57Please respect copyright.PENANAIiMUuM3lVs
57Please respect copyright.PENANADkzxjQYAex
可是……57Please respect copyright.PENANAkxCSd3t1MD
57Please respect copyright.PENANAa7VhdIXy1h
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」57Please respect copyright.PENANA7NIKQSnaIN
57Please respect copyright.PENANATCz4uJZGtZ
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。57Please respect copyright.PENANAJ44RhEFWWj
57Please respect copyright.PENANAJknZC6CEDb
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。57Please respect copyright.PENANA6lUYsUcdFt
57Please respect copyright.PENANASY9JaGOUJy
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。57Please respect copyright.PENANAUdQ2o9raqo
57Please respect copyright.PENANAFIa58X3t8z
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。57Please respect copyright.PENANAk71ND5IvnT
57Please respect copyright.PENANAYjJhNkodaL
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。57Please respect copyright.PENANABQE4oDdxG7
57Please respect copyright.PENANAzxr6vUv9CS
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。57Please respect copyright.PENANAbas4QKZGOO
57Please respect copyright.PENANAnAQnoyfgc9
原來自己也會逃避。57Please respect copyright.PENANAd9TZWFDeAZ
57Please respect copyright.PENANAzOzkQOEvyF
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?57Please respect copyright.PENANAMsUE8aYBZR
57Please respect copyright.PENANAdR4O3nwpqP
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……57Please respect copyright.PENANAT7CaBl9OmU
57Please respect copyright.PENANAIeP4ZpydcM
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。57Please respect copyright.PENANAl43rFiPqHi
57Please respect copyright.PENANAo9AKcTRhEq
……57Please respect copyright.PENANAifxqjqWYd3
57Please respect copyright.PENANAPywrPciZet
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……57Please respect copyright.PENANA7pBjRz4wOZ
57Please respect copyright.PENANA3vGhYsR6i6
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?57Please respect copyright.PENANAjAmYVdxxXL
57Please respect copyright.PENANA17DkAbdb33
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?57Please respect copyright.PENANAP0Rw9f8Mqo
57Please respect copyright.PENANAoN2u0CJwDz
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?57Please respect copyright.PENANA91Gq1X9VmO
57Please respect copyright.PENANAIOhZMMu2k9
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。57Please respect copyright.PENANAHHilDCI9TW
57Please respect copyright.PENANAewnpPRBXPD
這到底是為什麼?57Please respect copyright.PENANAtDtCMe2ODp
57Please respect copyright.PENANAW2jPqmHbsT
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?57Please respect copyright.PENANAOZ1Btr1Lic
57Please respect copyright.PENANAz9hcYB87oS
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?57Please respect copyright.PENANA5rmoSUWJra
57Please respect copyright.PENANARiyHEi1qtH
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?57Please respect copyright.PENANAyPRCgfvMjS
57Please respect copyright.PENANAWhvSI6FgaT
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。57Please respect copyright.PENANAI3ygYIbhsv
57Please respect copyright.PENANABXbsqGiYjL
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。57Please respect copyright.PENANAJxSAlLiJ4F
57Please respect copyright.PENANAjRyqKxqmEH
……也該問問自己為什麼了。57Please respect copyright.PENANA68ZYUkW5XS
57Please respect copyright.PENANAW7427WQ7Ty
可不是?57Please respect copyright.PENANAAVYRTWl7OJ
57Please respect copyright.PENANAsiMJ5J8EbU
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。57Please respect copyright.PENANAIPFe9y3E3o
57Please respect copyright.PENANA9xPIgUvS3B
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!57Please respect copyright.PENANAdUxD0aAXGP
57Please respect copyright.PENANACy25fSsbfT
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。57Please respect copyright.PENANAhEGykJCAc5
57Please respect copyright.PENANALxIA9Pmuli
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。57Please respect copyright.PENANAiFlinL2ohv
57Please respect copyright.PENANAlsJqA8zsIW
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?57Please respect copyright.PENANAwA05ykax4T
57Please respect copyright.PENANAcfioRBgjd7
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……57Please respect copyright.PENANAwS0cyh5fsZ
57Please respect copyright.PENANA3JBEH48JKf
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。57Please respect copyright.PENANA7FMo2l0YZ6
57Please respect copyright.PENANAvRSHFUu8FC
這就是答案。57Please respect copyright.PENANAkqEiXNbPhO
57Please respect copyright.PENANA0AHzBLywoS
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。57Please respect copyright.PENANAwuH6vyt623
57Please respect copyright.PENANAKYOBZKGAAY
…………57Please respect copyright.PENANAObliESUT3Q
57Please respect copyright.PENANAvz6jTk31Z1
……57Please respect copyright.PENANAF7TJkNbLSm
57Please respect copyright.PENANA3PLSkwGYUf
57Please respect copyright.PENANArwIXf8agLJ
57Please respect copyright.PENANAs7hbFETomV
ns216.73.216.82da2 57Please respect copyright.PENANAUMS1Y54Vbg
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。57Please respect copyright.PENANAD5ZXCTpP2z
57Please respect copyright.PENANA7j9snT1dPA
……57Please respect copyright.PENANAQObMr188IB
57Please respect copyright.PENANAE58z5lHjED
57Please respect copyright.PENANAlna7908GDj
57Please respect copyright.PENANAU0zI9AWNzF
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──57Please respect copyright.PENANAPmyBpZoS8k
57Please respect copyright.PENANA7B48NfUEmr
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。57Please respect copyright.PENANAYJ3lKTJuCJ
57Please respect copyright.PENANA9jkUIPwoav
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。57Please respect copyright.PENANA2l9LB2sk36
57Please respect copyright.PENANAXCXIx2T2aB
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。57Please respect copyright.PENANAJCVF0zXqzl
57Please respect copyright.PENANAJqwcTbh6Rn
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。57Please respect copyright.PENANAub57N0MCxY
57Please respect copyright.PENANA6lgPCzlocf
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。57Please respect copyright.PENANA9YlL2YCAEZ
57Please respect copyright.PENANAZmRJKv6o5Q
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。57Please respect copyright.PENANASSM9BC6opK
57Please respect copyright.PENANAQzXvnfKckm
然後一起出了幾次任務。57Please respect copyright.PENANAlkYQQfLmko
57Please respect copyright.PENANAodEekaZuBg
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。57Please respect copyright.PENANA9OrvBI9Cph
57Please respect copyright.PENANA47CfWzF6GR
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。57Please respect copyright.PENANAIiMUuM3lVs
57Please respect copyright.PENANADkzxjQYAex
可是……57Please respect copyright.PENANAkxCSd3t1MD
57Please respect copyright.PENANAa7VhdIXy1h
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」57Please respect copyright.PENANA7NIKQSnaIN
57Please respect copyright.PENANATCz4uJZGtZ
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。57Please respect copyright.PENANAJ44RhEFWWj
57Please respect copyright.PENANAJknZC6CEDb
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。57Please respect copyright.PENANA6lUYsUcdFt
57Please respect copyright.PENANASY9JaGOUJy
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。57Please respect copyright.PENANAUdQ2o9raqo
57Please respect copyright.PENANAFIa58X3t8z
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。57Please respect copyright.PENANAk71ND5IvnT
57Please respect copyright.PENANAYjJhNkodaL
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。57Please respect copyright.PENANABQE4oDdxG7
57Please respect copyright.PENANAzxr6vUv9CS
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。57Please respect copyright.PENANAbas4QKZGOO
57Please respect copyright.PENANAnAQnoyfgc9
原來自己也會逃避。57Please respect copyright.PENANAd9TZWFDeAZ
57Please respect copyright.PENANAzOzkQOEvyF
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?57Please respect copyright.PENANAMsUE8aYBZR
57Please respect copyright.PENANAdR4O3nwpqP
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……57Please respect copyright.PENANAT7CaBl9OmU
57Please respect copyright.PENANAIeP4ZpydcM
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。57Please respect copyright.PENANAl43rFiPqHi
57Please respect copyright.PENANAo9AKcTRhEq
……57Please respect copyright.PENANAifxqjqWYd3
57Please respect copyright.PENANAPywrPciZet
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……57Please respect copyright.PENANA7pBjRz4wOZ
57Please respect copyright.PENANA3vGhYsR6i6
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?57Please respect copyright.PENANAjAmYVdxxXL
57Please respect copyright.PENANA17DkAbdb33
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?57Please respect copyright.PENANAP0Rw9f8Mqo
57Please respect copyright.PENANAoN2u0CJwDz
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?57Please respect copyright.PENANA91Gq1X9VmO
57Please respect copyright.PENANAIOhZMMu2k9
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。57Please respect copyright.PENANAHHilDCI9TW
57Please respect copyright.PENANAewnpPRBXPD
這到底是為什麼?57Please respect copyright.PENANAtDtCMe2ODp
57Please respect copyright.PENANAW2jPqmHbsT
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?57Please respect copyright.PENANAOZ1Btr1Lic
57Please respect copyright.PENANAz9hcYB87oS
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?57Please respect copyright.PENANA5rmoSUWJra
57Please respect copyright.PENANARiyHEi1qtH
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?57Please respect copyright.PENANAyPRCgfvMjS
57Please respect copyright.PENANAWhvSI6FgaT
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。57Please respect copyright.PENANAI3ygYIbhsv
57Please respect copyright.PENANABXbsqGiYjL
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。57Please respect copyright.PENANAJxSAlLiJ4F
57Please respect copyright.PENANAjRyqKxqmEH
……也該問問自己為什麼了。57Please respect copyright.PENANA68ZYUkW5XS
57Please respect copyright.PENANAW7427WQ7Ty
可不是?57Please respect copyright.PENANAAVYRTWl7OJ
57Please respect copyright.PENANAsiMJ5J8EbU
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。57Please respect copyright.PENANAIPFe9y3E3o
57Please respect copyright.PENANA9xPIgUvS3B
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!57Please respect copyright.PENANAdUxD0aAXGP
57Please respect copyright.PENANACy25fSsbfT
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。57Please respect copyright.PENANAhEGykJCAc5
57Please respect copyright.PENANALxIA9Pmuli
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。57Please respect copyright.PENANAiFlinL2ohv
57Please respect copyright.PENANAlsJqA8zsIW
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?57Please respect copyright.PENANAwA05ykax4T
57Please respect copyright.PENANAcfioRBgjd7
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……57Please respect copyright.PENANAwS0cyh5fsZ
57Please respect copyright.PENANA3JBEH48JKf
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。57Please respect copyright.PENANA7FMo2l0YZ6
57Please respect copyright.PENANAvRSHFUu8FC
這就是答案。57Please respect copyright.PENANAkqEiXNbPhO
57Please respect copyright.PENANA0AHzBLywoS
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。57Please respect copyright.PENANAwuH6vyt623
57Please respect copyright.PENANAKYOBZKGAAY
…………57Please respect copyright.PENANAObliESUT3Q
57Please respect copyright.PENANAvz6jTk31Z1
……57Please respect copyright.PENANAF7TJkNbLSm
57Please respect copyright.PENANA3PLSkwGYUf
57Please respect copyright.PENANArwIXf8agLJ
57Please respect copyright.PENANAs7hbFETomV