也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。54Please respect copyright.PENANAWJ1rAFEuid
54Please respect copyright.PENANA0zZ4HTUIva
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。54Please respect copyright.PENANA32oyZ6D5KJ
54Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5Gvx6wzoA
……54Please respect copyright.PENANAGdKPbMh2pm
54Please respect copyright.PENANAizPwcCDnB9
54Please respect copyright.PENANAE1JolUWblj
54Please respect copyright.PENANAjKuLAi74SD
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──54Please respect copyright.PENANAosP5UcgRqj
54Please respect copyright.PENANAuztdgpS9nI
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。54Please respect copyright.PENANAdYk68pnBKI
54Please respect copyright.PENANAX8hwasVFBo
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。54Please respect copyright.PENANA93GKV2YSWn
54Please respect copyright.PENANA03dUMqrI5P
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。54Please respect copyright.PENANABMetCN2dMf
54Please respect copyright.PENANAEGJpxK5fjL
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。54Please respect copyright.PENANA2f114zxBh8
54Please respect copyright.PENANAff58fMQmeL
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。54Please respect copyright.PENANAzQLW8hDnds
54Please respect copyright.PENANAGNAAjaGkR6
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。54Please respect copyright.PENANAflkJ8GiTUs
54Please respect copyright.PENANANwE42h0Ay1
然後一起出了幾次任務。54Please respect copyright.PENANAW7S6Gz1rTd
54Please respect copyright.PENANAD6jzmWmoJq
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。54Please respect copyright.PENANAzzVJcLSboP
54Please respect copyright.PENANARGLoQuYS00
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。54Please respect copyright.PENANAyR6v4aF5KS
54Please respect copyright.PENANAcyhapgK0YL
可是……54Please respect copyright.PENANAzswLWMUPjf
54Please respect copyright.PENANA7m0rp6aBYe
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」54Please respect copyright.PENANA9iJW3Gegol
54Please respect copyright.PENANA2Rmq79yZvp
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。54Please respect copyright.PENANAjSyPhsHGFB
54Please respect copyright.PENANAVZmflpOfTi
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。54Please respect copyright.PENANAsHFaWxhnqH
54Please respect copyright.PENANAmCW73Po8em
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。54Please respect copyright.PENANAbbiwcWWthm
54Please respect copyright.PENANAIngP3y7DUo
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。54Please respect copyright.PENANAzPcAN85ltE
54Please respect copyright.PENANA7tMFWLNrjf
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。54Please respect copyright.PENANAPWTbGJDyN4
54Please respect copyright.PENANAvfrsqpe1gH
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。54Please respect copyright.PENANAP0TmRmfksi
54Please respect copyright.PENANAioXVRk5sGg
原來自己也會逃避。54Please respect copyright.PENANAgdupsSCVwc
54Please respect copyright.PENANAX7R6iBPLFW
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?54Please respect copyright.PENANARooE0ZpIIr
54Please respect copyright.PENANAVrr8wzpvZE
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……54Please respect copyright.PENANA7Oc0Mq58DJ
54Please respect copyright.PENANAunCzsUb8O5
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。54Please respect copyright.PENANAvloqZxI8nx
54Please respect copyright.PENANASEpbZlko5R
……54Please respect copyright.PENANA2QPgsJulVF
54Please respect copyright.PENANAyVAH7t9cJ1
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……54Please respect copyright.PENANAT8seNtERvD
54Please respect copyright.PENANA3KnNCO07mC
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?54Please respect copyright.PENANA4x1wP0UAXr
54Please respect copyright.PENANA6s0RsEU7gX
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?54Please respect copyright.PENANAb0E3KTWLdQ
54Please respect copyright.PENANAEHzb3aROaW
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?54Please respect copyright.PENANAl4GeotG54w
54Please respect copyright.PENANAbssHfzRxVf
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。54Please respect copyright.PENANAvmtEcBZnqy
54Please respect copyright.PENANAXOiMSHDIAl
這到底是為什麼?54Please respect copyright.PENANA99Nm8u4mAj
54Please respect copyright.PENANABHFs2UEMBl
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?54Please respect copyright.PENANAx850Y2RvgO
54Please respect copyright.PENANA3xZlP8yUCV
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?54Please respect copyright.PENANAFCFzJwFy0d
54Please respect copyright.PENANAz8VRMXpAjN
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?54Please respect copyright.PENANARdQ3qJ3ldB
54Please respect copyright.PENANA35ole8DBCf
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。54Please respect copyright.PENANA5StNvtMYsV
54Please respect copyright.PENANAxnqLYWbUgq
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。54Please respect copyright.PENANAr4VhGS5I6v
54Please respect copyright.PENANAEmcqDyDINv
……也該問問自己為什麼了。54Please respect copyright.PENANACfJngODDEr
54Please respect copyright.PENANAdDulWeI8AI
可不是?54Please respect copyright.PENANABDs191LsWu
54Please respect copyright.PENANAVA4bgnpygh
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。54Please respect copyright.PENANALL819QeNbT
54Please respect copyright.PENANA8k5XTR7I5s
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!54Please respect copyright.PENANAjNAMWc6O5p
54Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZCrZlzcCs
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。54Please respect copyright.PENANAGZXBU7iQi3
54Please respect copyright.PENANAE1lBXAFK1T
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。54Please respect copyright.PENANAp3RvSa3cAb
54Please respect copyright.PENANAGWMpChvBUN
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?54Please respect copyright.PENANAMoaFuZFvqQ
54Please respect copyright.PENANAWWAUQtRQKo
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……54Please respect copyright.PENANAgA7WVtxjJj
54Please respect copyright.PENANAyNBATV2BAB
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。54Please respect copyright.PENANAHV15m7CnSe
54Please respect copyright.PENANA7tEPrm42i7
這就是答案。54Please respect copyright.PENANAmjawrFUKpA
54Please respect copyright.PENANAmMAeArEQwp
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。54Please respect copyright.PENANAJPVLkOhGe6
54Please respect copyright.PENANAA29buuVb6j
…………54Please respect copyright.PENANAxSJ18KnRT9
54Please respect copyright.PENANAu32jYK57nE
……54Please respect copyright.PENANAaMpq0O0eYA
54Please respect copyright.PENANAQmwQy3g9PB
54Please respect copyright.PENANAqSOnEZ18H8
54Please respect copyright.PENANApYiw3BBRfj
ns216.73.216.206da2 54Please respect copyright.PENANA0zZ4HTUIva
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。54Please respect copyright.PENANA32oyZ6D5KJ
54Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5Gvx6wzoA
……54Please respect copyright.PENANAGdKPbMh2pm
54Please respect copyright.PENANAizPwcCDnB9
54Please respect copyright.PENANAE1JolUWblj
54Please respect copyright.PENANAjKuLAi74SD
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──54Please respect copyright.PENANAosP5UcgRqj
54Please respect copyright.PENANAuztdgpS9nI
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。54Please respect copyright.PENANAdYk68pnBKI
54Please respect copyright.PENANAX8hwasVFBo
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。54Please respect copyright.PENANA93GKV2YSWn
54Please respect copyright.PENANA03dUMqrI5P
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。54Please respect copyright.PENANABMetCN2dMf
54Please respect copyright.PENANAEGJpxK5fjL
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。54Please respect copyright.PENANA2f114zxBh8
54Please respect copyright.PENANAff58fMQmeL
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。54Please respect copyright.PENANAzQLW8hDnds
54Please respect copyright.PENANAGNAAjaGkR6
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。54Please respect copyright.PENANAflkJ8GiTUs
54Please respect copyright.PENANANwE42h0Ay1
然後一起出了幾次任務。54Please respect copyright.PENANAW7S6Gz1rTd
54Please respect copyright.PENANAD6jzmWmoJq
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。54Please respect copyright.PENANAzzVJcLSboP
54Please respect copyright.PENANARGLoQuYS00
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。54Please respect copyright.PENANAyR6v4aF5KS
54Please respect copyright.PENANAcyhapgK0YL
可是……54Please respect copyright.PENANAzswLWMUPjf
54Please respect copyright.PENANA7m0rp6aBYe
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」54Please respect copyright.PENANA9iJW3Gegol
54Please respect copyright.PENANA2Rmq79yZvp
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。54Please respect copyright.PENANAjSyPhsHGFB
54Please respect copyright.PENANAVZmflpOfTi
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。54Please respect copyright.PENANAsHFaWxhnqH
54Please respect copyright.PENANAmCW73Po8em
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。54Please respect copyright.PENANAbbiwcWWthm
54Please respect copyright.PENANAIngP3y7DUo
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。54Please respect copyright.PENANAzPcAN85ltE
54Please respect copyright.PENANA7tMFWLNrjf
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。54Please respect copyright.PENANAPWTbGJDyN4
54Please respect copyright.PENANAvfrsqpe1gH
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。54Please respect copyright.PENANAP0TmRmfksi
54Please respect copyright.PENANAioXVRk5sGg
原來自己也會逃避。54Please respect copyright.PENANAgdupsSCVwc
54Please respect copyright.PENANAX7R6iBPLFW
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?54Please respect copyright.PENANARooE0ZpIIr
54Please respect copyright.PENANAVrr8wzpvZE
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……54Please respect copyright.PENANA7Oc0Mq58DJ
54Please respect copyright.PENANAunCzsUb8O5
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。54Please respect copyright.PENANAvloqZxI8nx
54Please respect copyright.PENANASEpbZlko5R
……54Please respect copyright.PENANA2QPgsJulVF
54Please respect copyright.PENANAyVAH7t9cJ1
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……54Please respect copyright.PENANAT8seNtERvD
54Please respect copyright.PENANA3KnNCO07mC
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?54Please respect copyright.PENANA4x1wP0UAXr
54Please respect copyright.PENANA6s0RsEU7gX
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?54Please respect copyright.PENANAb0E3KTWLdQ
54Please respect copyright.PENANAEHzb3aROaW
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?54Please respect copyright.PENANAl4GeotG54w
54Please respect copyright.PENANAbssHfzRxVf
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。54Please respect copyright.PENANAvmtEcBZnqy
54Please respect copyright.PENANAXOiMSHDIAl
這到底是為什麼?54Please respect copyright.PENANA99Nm8u4mAj
54Please respect copyright.PENANABHFs2UEMBl
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?54Please respect copyright.PENANAx850Y2RvgO
54Please respect copyright.PENANA3xZlP8yUCV
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?54Please respect copyright.PENANAFCFzJwFy0d
54Please respect copyright.PENANAz8VRMXpAjN
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?54Please respect copyright.PENANARdQ3qJ3ldB
54Please respect copyright.PENANA35ole8DBCf
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。54Please respect copyright.PENANA5StNvtMYsV
54Please respect copyright.PENANAxnqLYWbUgq
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。54Please respect copyright.PENANAr4VhGS5I6v
54Please respect copyright.PENANAEmcqDyDINv
……也該問問自己為什麼了。54Please respect copyright.PENANACfJngODDEr
54Please respect copyright.PENANAdDulWeI8AI
可不是?54Please respect copyright.PENANABDs191LsWu
54Please respect copyright.PENANAVA4bgnpygh
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。54Please respect copyright.PENANALL819QeNbT
54Please respect copyright.PENANA8k5XTR7I5s
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!54Please respect copyright.PENANAjNAMWc6O5p
54Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZCrZlzcCs
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。54Please respect copyright.PENANAGZXBU7iQi3
54Please respect copyright.PENANAE1lBXAFK1T
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。54Please respect copyright.PENANAp3RvSa3cAb
54Please respect copyright.PENANAGWMpChvBUN
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?54Please respect copyright.PENANAMoaFuZFvqQ
54Please respect copyright.PENANAWWAUQtRQKo
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……54Please respect copyright.PENANAgA7WVtxjJj
54Please respect copyright.PENANAyNBATV2BAB
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。54Please respect copyright.PENANAHV15m7CnSe
54Please respect copyright.PENANA7tEPrm42i7
這就是答案。54Please respect copyright.PENANAmjawrFUKpA
54Please respect copyright.PENANAmMAeArEQwp
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。54Please respect copyright.PENANAJPVLkOhGe6
54Please respect copyright.PENANAA29buuVb6j
…………54Please respect copyright.PENANAxSJ18KnRT9
54Please respect copyright.PENANAu32jYK57nE
……54Please respect copyright.PENANAaMpq0O0eYA
54Please respect copyright.PENANAQmwQy3g9PB
54Please respect copyright.PENANAqSOnEZ18H8
54Please respect copyright.PENANApYiw3BBRfj