也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。33Please respect copyright.PENANAvBwe2MqvmA
33Please respect copyright.PENANA3Vb0JBakCh
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。33Please respect copyright.PENANA8lwAJ9hWbX
33Please respect copyright.PENANAg5dtkWxx19
……33Please respect copyright.PENANAqERf27Kbgo
33Please respect copyright.PENANA7N9wSPkdOj
33Please respect copyright.PENANAW5C4JyXnRr
33Please respect copyright.PENANAMheRxraAuW
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──33Please respect copyright.PENANAHW6ocjtNki
33Please respect copyright.PENANAO0g0lvU1Hz
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。33Please respect copyright.PENANAq19OUHljLu
33Please respect copyright.PENANAoXF3pszZnN
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。33Please respect copyright.PENANAOainnomMaC
33Please respect copyright.PENANA9725msAhkr
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。33Please respect copyright.PENANAwCXqQV9zh2
33Please respect copyright.PENANAGNFfNpjCKz
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。33Please respect copyright.PENANAsasa66vqdK
33Please respect copyright.PENANApy7UzANo6B
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。33Please respect copyright.PENANA9RlYN1qZKB
33Please respect copyright.PENANAKqfAq1a0wO
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。33Please respect copyright.PENANAK1kWM5ISbF
33Please respect copyright.PENANAWDo1RMRDoI
然後一起出了幾次任務。33Please respect copyright.PENANADSm9vc4UyL
33Please respect copyright.PENANA8Sa2kiCEra
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。33Please respect copyright.PENANAKPccfG8rDB
33Please respect copyright.PENANAVz0PNzm7Cw
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。33Please respect copyright.PENANAI6q3jO9Q4p
33Please respect copyright.PENANA4djDvUV2nq
可是……33Please respect copyright.PENANAFbAdxfqYve
33Please respect copyright.PENANA26AGKtcFgb
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAhc4ZryvyMD
33Please respect copyright.PENANAo3HYNjTC65
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。33Please respect copyright.PENANAL3QYIFVaAG
33Please respect copyright.PENANAaUBWsufPhW
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。33Please respect copyright.PENANAFfS53VQa63
33Please respect copyright.PENANAe1Bw4MgrhN
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。33Please respect copyright.PENANAmzykFpPSun
33Please respect copyright.PENANAIMA24ayeIB
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。33Please respect copyright.PENANABgqPue2WQJ
33Please respect copyright.PENANAGeE5LuJh9S
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。33Please respect copyright.PENANAsVa9Alnt6N
33Please respect copyright.PENANAXk38oX16Cp
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。33Please respect copyright.PENANAJePwBsy5de
33Please respect copyright.PENANA6IlgiR7g0S
原來自己也會逃避。33Please respect copyright.PENANATtYNQF6i38
33Please respect copyright.PENANALTFLGHJT7R
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?33Please respect copyright.PENANAxEUrNE1TwT
33Please respect copyright.PENANAE1wGZmVVEg
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……33Please respect copyright.PENANAt2gNyF5yIX
33Please respect copyright.PENANAbv61GuuwRo
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。33Please respect copyright.PENANAMVCKAW9TGg
33Please respect copyright.PENANAk9mpewnTqY
……33Please respect copyright.PENANAJa6TfM0ZF2
33Please respect copyright.PENANA9iIKekFwxv
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……33Please respect copyright.PENANAlcl9pFve6h
33Please respect copyright.PENANADPf917j0rb
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?33Please respect copyright.PENANA9W7Jzg9vbf
33Please respect copyright.PENANAiD7PAC0dph
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?33Please respect copyright.PENANAEjVefL3kMH
33Please respect copyright.PENANApu0MLXtxMD
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?33Please respect copyright.PENANABFwIXS8oRG
33Please respect copyright.PENANANaWxP0ZNBv
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。33Please respect copyright.PENANAp79xuJXr43
33Please respect copyright.PENANA7V2JAjDLkQ
這到底是為什麼?33Please respect copyright.PENANAnPluHA51SJ
33Please respect copyright.PENANA7jMapFujkP
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?33Please respect copyright.PENANAS6KYZHFACs
33Please respect copyright.PENANACr652fkDDb
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?33Please respect copyright.PENANA3M7rCJzBa2
33Please respect copyright.PENANAywaQgPCdiy
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?33Please respect copyright.PENANArTRhptzH8C
33Please respect copyright.PENANABsN7ivhXcx
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。33Please respect copyright.PENANARVOO5HWhJG
33Please respect copyright.PENANA2mZpy0qCBr
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。33Please respect copyright.PENANAUDl5dvIU8G
33Please respect copyright.PENANAUi3veTl02K
……也該問問自己為什麼了。33Please respect copyright.PENANAaZpAX14jss
33Please respect copyright.PENANAB2QCc0uj5w
可不是?33Please respect copyright.PENANAOZsC0Na60V
33Please respect copyright.PENANAsNhaObvMap
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。33Please respect copyright.PENANADRaJUTtYS1
33Please respect copyright.PENANAUdJcdlvYvl
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!33Please respect copyright.PENANAGaOk1bulu4
33Please respect copyright.PENANADf1jA8HFWu
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。33Please respect copyright.PENANAtNfN4TTdt6
33Please respect copyright.PENANAjpGaOg4Psl
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。33Please respect copyright.PENANAGpj0jZKoU6
33Please respect copyright.PENANAZVEGcDIk4r
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?33Please respect copyright.PENANAfedqbXA0eY
33Please respect copyright.PENANAG7lCqtDK9b
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……33Please respect copyright.PENANAPlWDE4nMQB
33Please respect copyright.PENANABFfQ9qHea7
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。33Please respect copyright.PENANAcUvo6M0UUL
33Please respect copyright.PENANAls7TVD4vMU
這就是答案。33Please respect copyright.PENANAeuYjO1pLqE
33Please respect copyright.PENANAXecVZk1CmZ
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。33Please respect copyright.PENANAoyIKxBcIU3
33Please respect copyright.PENANASvDpHGgG3B
…………33Please respect copyright.PENANAMhWoZTzklX
33Please respect copyright.PENANASAe5ZQGTqw
……33Please respect copyright.PENANAIeHmK16UZu
33Please respect copyright.PENANAcim8LC7q9W
33Please respect copyright.PENANAarbksh5NDT
33Please respect copyright.PENANAiAiUfbNNXK
ns216.73.216.100da233Please respect copyright.PENANA3Vb0JBakCh
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。33Please respect copyright.PENANA8lwAJ9hWbX
33Please respect copyright.PENANAg5dtkWxx19
……33Please respect copyright.PENANAqERf27Kbgo
33Please respect copyright.PENANA7N9wSPkdOj
33Please respect copyright.PENANAW5C4JyXnRr
33Please respect copyright.PENANAMheRxraAuW
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──33Please respect copyright.PENANAHW6ocjtNki
33Please respect copyright.PENANAO0g0lvU1Hz
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。33Please respect copyright.PENANAq19OUHljLu
33Please respect copyright.PENANAoXF3pszZnN
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。33Please respect copyright.PENANAOainnomMaC
33Please respect copyright.PENANA9725msAhkr
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。33Please respect copyright.PENANAwCXqQV9zh2
33Please respect copyright.PENANAGNFfNpjCKz
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。33Please respect copyright.PENANAsasa66vqdK
33Please respect copyright.PENANApy7UzANo6B
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。33Please respect copyright.PENANA9RlYN1qZKB
33Please respect copyright.PENANAKqfAq1a0wO
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。33Please respect copyright.PENANAK1kWM5ISbF
33Please respect copyright.PENANAWDo1RMRDoI
然後一起出了幾次任務。33Please respect copyright.PENANADSm9vc4UyL
33Please respect copyright.PENANA8Sa2kiCEra
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。33Please respect copyright.PENANAKPccfG8rDB
33Please respect copyright.PENANAVz0PNzm7Cw
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。33Please respect copyright.PENANAI6q3jO9Q4p
33Please respect copyright.PENANA4djDvUV2nq
可是……33Please respect copyright.PENANAFbAdxfqYve
33Please respect copyright.PENANA26AGKtcFgb
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」33Please respect copyright.PENANAhc4ZryvyMD
33Please respect copyright.PENANAo3HYNjTC65
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。33Please respect copyright.PENANAL3QYIFVaAG
33Please respect copyright.PENANAaUBWsufPhW
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。33Please respect copyright.PENANAFfS53VQa63
33Please respect copyright.PENANAe1Bw4MgrhN
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。33Please respect copyright.PENANAmzykFpPSun
33Please respect copyright.PENANAIMA24ayeIB
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。33Please respect copyright.PENANABgqPue2WQJ
33Please respect copyright.PENANAGeE5LuJh9S
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。33Please respect copyright.PENANAsVa9Alnt6N
33Please respect copyright.PENANAXk38oX16Cp
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。33Please respect copyright.PENANAJePwBsy5de
33Please respect copyright.PENANA6IlgiR7g0S
原來自己也會逃避。33Please respect copyright.PENANATtYNQF6i38
33Please respect copyright.PENANALTFLGHJT7R
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?33Please respect copyright.PENANAxEUrNE1TwT
33Please respect copyright.PENANAE1wGZmVVEg
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……33Please respect copyright.PENANAt2gNyF5yIX
33Please respect copyright.PENANAbv61GuuwRo
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。33Please respect copyright.PENANAMVCKAW9TGg
33Please respect copyright.PENANAk9mpewnTqY
……33Please respect copyright.PENANAJa6TfM0ZF2
33Please respect copyright.PENANA9iIKekFwxv
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……33Please respect copyright.PENANAlcl9pFve6h
33Please respect copyright.PENANADPf917j0rb
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?33Please respect copyright.PENANA9W7Jzg9vbf
33Please respect copyright.PENANAiD7PAC0dph
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?33Please respect copyright.PENANAEjVefL3kMH
33Please respect copyright.PENANApu0MLXtxMD
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?33Please respect copyright.PENANABFwIXS8oRG
33Please respect copyright.PENANANaWxP0ZNBv
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。33Please respect copyright.PENANAp79xuJXr43
33Please respect copyright.PENANA7V2JAjDLkQ
這到底是為什麼?33Please respect copyright.PENANAnPluHA51SJ
33Please respect copyright.PENANA7jMapFujkP
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?33Please respect copyright.PENANAS6KYZHFACs
33Please respect copyright.PENANACr652fkDDb
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?33Please respect copyright.PENANA3M7rCJzBa2
33Please respect copyright.PENANAywaQgPCdiy
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?33Please respect copyright.PENANArTRhptzH8C
33Please respect copyright.PENANABsN7ivhXcx
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。33Please respect copyright.PENANARVOO5HWhJG
33Please respect copyright.PENANA2mZpy0qCBr
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。33Please respect copyright.PENANAUDl5dvIU8G
33Please respect copyright.PENANAUi3veTl02K
……也該問問自己為什麼了。33Please respect copyright.PENANAaZpAX14jss
33Please respect copyright.PENANAB2QCc0uj5w
可不是?33Please respect copyright.PENANAOZsC0Na60V
33Please respect copyright.PENANAsNhaObvMap
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。33Please respect copyright.PENANADRaJUTtYS1
33Please respect copyright.PENANAUdJcdlvYvl
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!33Please respect copyright.PENANAGaOk1bulu4
33Please respect copyright.PENANADf1jA8HFWu
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。33Please respect copyright.PENANAtNfN4TTdt6
33Please respect copyright.PENANAjpGaOg4Psl
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。33Please respect copyright.PENANAGpj0jZKoU6
33Please respect copyright.PENANAZVEGcDIk4r
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?33Please respect copyright.PENANAfedqbXA0eY
33Please respect copyright.PENANAG7lCqtDK9b
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……33Please respect copyright.PENANAPlWDE4nMQB
33Please respect copyright.PENANABFfQ9qHea7
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。33Please respect copyright.PENANAcUvo6M0UUL
33Please respect copyright.PENANAls7TVD4vMU
這就是答案。33Please respect copyright.PENANAeuYjO1pLqE
33Please respect copyright.PENANAXecVZk1CmZ
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。33Please respect copyright.PENANAoyIKxBcIU3
33Please respect copyright.PENANASvDpHGgG3B
…………33Please respect copyright.PENANAMhWoZTzklX
33Please respect copyright.PENANASAe5ZQGTqw
……33Please respect copyright.PENANAIeHmK16UZu
33Please respect copyright.PENANAcim8LC7q9W
33Please respect copyright.PENANAarbksh5NDT
33Please respect copyright.PENANAiAiUfbNNXK