也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。44Please respect copyright.PENANAuFUxbC6XTo
44Please respect copyright.PENANAdh8joGd7Q3
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。44Please respect copyright.PENANABSK7c3ITf2
44Please respect copyright.PENANAZKnxqfcFG6
……44Please respect copyright.PENANAZzvKLkd0GE
44Please respect copyright.PENANAFiJzsaWlsd
44Please respect copyright.PENANAQwP1nkwgSv
44Please respect copyright.PENANA9sZ0132kWr
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──44Please respect copyright.PENANAPLNtqW3X8O
44Please respect copyright.PENANAbi06L3aaZr
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。44Please respect copyright.PENANAzDqH7QppP5
44Please respect copyright.PENANArYnaGawSiJ
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。44Please respect copyright.PENANADoq8gAq3rE
44Please respect copyright.PENANAA0n1mygPyF
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。44Please respect copyright.PENANA75WKd94nbl
44Please respect copyright.PENANAea2ZhZYmM6
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。44Please respect copyright.PENANAvTcKGlrzp5
44Please respect copyright.PENANAyxOB8Gkr6X
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。44Please respect copyright.PENANAdFBOy7PWw6
44Please respect copyright.PENANAXdgxty7kSl
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。44Please respect copyright.PENANAr03vsUJldU
44Please respect copyright.PENANAskTLy1186Y
然後一起出了幾次任務。44Please respect copyright.PENANAdwdH8NRedb
44Please respect copyright.PENANACIom81PiX4
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。44Please respect copyright.PENANAId8iUwiDIT
44Please respect copyright.PENANAknL34uDu0s
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。44Please respect copyright.PENANAuR7EDRWb05
44Please respect copyright.PENANAyckQcLBmJe
可是……44Please respect copyright.PENANABdX4iQlnv8
44Please respect copyright.PENANAIP4QHs2JVh
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」44Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ddz12WyKk
44Please respect copyright.PENANAqoRCmyfQJZ
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。44Please respect copyright.PENANAZSS4uNDHED
44Please respect copyright.PENANAbWUQ0spcIa
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。44Please respect copyright.PENANAUPjpsAKBxH
44Please respect copyright.PENANAO5GIZrq0BA
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。44Please respect copyright.PENANAE8d5j2Cge9
44Please respect copyright.PENANAwXmyvXlJLj
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。44Please respect copyright.PENANAEbkJATNNZV
44Please respect copyright.PENANArCSX4fasA0
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。44Please respect copyright.PENANABiCNdTgPMn
44Please respect copyright.PENANAgOLymawrLQ
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。44Please respect copyright.PENANAQVQD5IT1ZL
44Please respect copyright.PENANAlZ9jY9NfM8
原來自己也會逃避。44Please respect copyright.PENANAPrJXyVmt5C
44Please respect copyright.PENANAWTJqudZ1D6
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?44Please respect copyright.PENANASPJjV9Uhxn
44Please respect copyright.PENANArNhV5zq3QW
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……44Please respect copyright.PENANATF2cQL15UW
44Please respect copyright.PENANAJhmvASJ5oT
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。44Please respect copyright.PENANA1jRZ742TRg
44Please respect copyright.PENANAlD6s1umspz
……44Please respect copyright.PENANAPufshjqdh9
44Please respect copyright.PENANAchD4yxvg12
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……44Please respect copyright.PENANAWAym5fNLHn
44Please respect copyright.PENANAIS8z1Cgf2x
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?44Please respect copyright.PENANAQDW7VCLPYa
44Please respect copyright.PENANArMyO227lF9
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?44Please respect copyright.PENANAlzO2eOT82y
44Please respect copyright.PENANASiTc8mVcIo
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?44Please respect copyright.PENANAG3yg9BYUsx
44Please respect copyright.PENANAsMTUmPjUvm
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。44Please respect copyright.PENANAbp4v0RCTDx
44Please respect copyright.PENANAL7DiK9R7Lx
這到底是為什麼?44Please respect copyright.PENANAriZl9GEepb
44Please respect copyright.PENANAz8ch9rwgds
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?44Please respect copyright.PENANAj5fECGuW4I
44Please respect copyright.PENANAtETqqPy57Z
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?44Please respect copyright.PENANA5anMdFaNoR
44Please respect copyright.PENANAvwqkuqiJyC
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?44Please respect copyright.PENANAuuaANxZEAS
44Please respect copyright.PENANApYATYYAhjK
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。44Please respect copyright.PENANAlRryugOPWV
44Please respect copyright.PENANArIJ7C0adCJ
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。44Please respect copyright.PENANA1eblarbkBS
44Please respect copyright.PENANAOiN1QrV2py
……也該問問自己為什麼了。44Please respect copyright.PENANAqU6onCR36l
44Please respect copyright.PENANAEC35pSWfJq
可不是?44Please respect copyright.PENANA1i2Jpe9cCA
44Please respect copyright.PENANAQFtYKnMecs
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。44Please respect copyright.PENANAf3yOibsLdo
44Please respect copyright.PENANAPn4F2fnBMo
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!44Please respect copyright.PENANA8GogQV0WD0
44Please respect copyright.PENANA5A4Ir40WwD
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。44Please respect copyright.PENANAEuXIS9Ovwg
44Please respect copyright.PENANAfAWd2YTCBi
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。44Please respect copyright.PENANAEWvtDgfGCn
44Please respect copyright.PENANA4A3kdS4itV
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?44Please respect copyright.PENANAXRA5hw27fq
44Please respect copyright.PENANA8PZC1A32xX
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……44Please respect copyright.PENANAr0VPvyOSuX
44Please respect copyright.PENANAu581uUGZkO
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。44Please respect copyright.PENANAXJdihiXHka
44Please respect copyright.PENANAOeCJ1MRQXp
這就是答案。44Please respect copyright.PENANANzmxT1QIIo
44Please respect copyright.PENANApB919yMUUq
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。44Please respect copyright.PENANALt8nDsQsVS
44Please respect copyright.PENANAjAMraip4jF
…………44Please respect copyright.PENANAKGL0mkqy17
44Please respect copyright.PENANAv3KEgle09E
……44Please respect copyright.PENANAViIj229ZiC
44Please respect copyright.PENANA9jQriwKfQx
44Please respect copyright.PENANAGJgX6qddEF
44Please respect copyright.PENANAlgJ048ULIk
ns216.73.217.1da2 44Please respect copyright.PENANAdh8joGd7Q3
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。44Please respect copyright.PENANABSK7c3ITf2
44Please respect copyright.PENANAZKnxqfcFG6
……44Please respect copyright.PENANAZzvKLkd0GE
44Please respect copyright.PENANAFiJzsaWlsd
44Please respect copyright.PENANAQwP1nkwgSv
44Please respect copyright.PENANA9sZ0132kWr
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──44Please respect copyright.PENANAPLNtqW3X8O
44Please respect copyright.PENANAbi06L3aaZr
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。44Please respect copyright.PENANAzDqH7QppP5
44Please respect copyright.PENANArYnaGawSiJ
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。44Please respect copyright.PENANADoq8gAq3rE
44Please respect copyright.PENANAA0n1mygPyF
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。44Please respect copyright.PENANA75WKd94nbl
44Please respect copyright.PENANAea2ZhZYmM6
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。44Please respect copyright.PENANAvTcKGlrzp5
44Please respect copyright.PENANAyxOB8Gkr6X
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。44Please respect copyright.PENANAdFBOy7PWw6
44Please respect copyright.PENANAXdgxty7kSl
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。44Please respect copyright.PENANAr03vsUJldU
44Please respect copyright.PENANAskTLy1186Y
然後一起出了幾次任務。44Please respect copyright.PENANAdwdH8NRedb
44Please respect copyright.PENANACIom81PiX4
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。44Please respect copyright.PENANAId8iUwiDIT
44Please respect copyright.PENANAknL34uDu0s
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。44Please respect copyright.PENANAuR7EDRWb05
44Please respect copyright.PENANAyckQcLBmJe
可是……44Please respect copyright.PENANABdX4iQlnv8
44Please respect copyright.PENANAIP4QHs2JVh
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」44Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ddz12WyKk
44Please respect copyright.PENANAqoRCmyfQJZ
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。44Please respect copyright.PENANAZSS4uNDHED
44Please respect copyright.PENANAbWUQ0spcIa
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。44Please respect copyright.PENANAUPjpsAKBxH
44Please respect copyright.PENANAO5GIZrq0BA
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。44Please respect copyright.PENANAE8d5j2Cge9
44Please respect copyright.PENANAwXmyvXlJLj
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。44Please respect copyright.PENANAEbkJATNNZV
44Please respect copyright.PENANArCSX4fasA0
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。44Please respect copyright.PENANABiCNdTgPMn
44Please respect copyright.PENANAgOLymawrLQ
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。44Please respect copyright.PENANAQVQD5IT1ZL
44Please respect copyright.PENANAlZ9jY9NfM8
原來自己也會逃避。44Please respect copyright.PENANAPrJXyVmt5C
44Please respect copyright.PENANAWTJqudZ1D6
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?44Please respect copyright.PENANASPJjV9Uhxn
44Please respect copyright.PENANArNhV5zq3QW
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……44Please respect copyright.PENANATF2cQL15UW
44Please respect copyright.PENANAJhmvASJ5oT
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。44Please respect copyright.PENANA1jRZ742TRg
44Please respect copyright.PENANAlD6s1umspz
……44Please respect copyright.PENANAPufshjqdh9
44Please respect copyright.PENANAchD4yxvg12
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……44Please respect copyright.PENANAWAym5fNLHn
44Please respect copyright.PENANAIS8z1Cgf2x
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?44Please respect copyright.PENANAQDW7VCLPYa
44Please respect copyright.PENANArMyO227lF9
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?44Please respect copyright.PENANAlzO2eOT82y
44Please respect copyright.PENANASiTc8mVcIo
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?44Please respect copyright.PENANAG3yg9BYUsx
44Please respect copyright.PENANAsMTUmPjUvm
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。44Please respect copyright.PENANAbp4v0RCTDx
44Please respect copyright.PENANAL7DiK9R7Lx
這到底是為什麼?44Please respect copyright.PENANAriZl9GEepb
44Please respect copyright.PENANAz8ch9rwgds
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?44Please respect copyright.PENANAj5fECGuW4I
44Please respect copyright.PENANAtETqqPy57Z
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?44Please respect copyright.PENANA5anMdFaNoR
44Please respect copyright.PENANAvwqkuqiJyC
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?44Please respect copyright.PENANAuuaANxZEAS
44Please respect copyright.PENANApYATYYAhjK
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。44Please respect copyright.PENANAlRryugOPWV
44Please respect copyright.PENANArIJ7C0adCJ
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。44Please respect copyright.PENANA1eblarbkBS
44Please respect copyright.PENANAOiN1QrV2py
……也該問問自己為什麼了。44Please respect copyright.PENANAqU6onCR36l
44Please respect copyright.PENANAEC35pSWfJq
可不是?44Please respect copyright.PENANA1i2Jpe9cCA
44Please respect copyright.PENANAQFtYKnMecs
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。44Please respect copyright.PENANAf3yOibsLdo
44Please respect copyright.PENANAPn4F2fnBMo
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!44Please respect copyright.PENANA8GogQV0WD0
44Please respect copyright.PENANA5A4Ir40WwD
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。44Please respect copyright.PENANAEuXIS9Ovwg
44Please respect copyright.PENANAfAWd2YTCBi
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。44Please respect copyright.PENANAEWvtDgfGCn
44Please respect copyright.PENANA4A3kdS4itV
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?44Please respect copyright.PENANAXRA5hw27fq
44Please respect copyright.PENANA8PZC1A32xX
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……44Please respect copyright.PENANAr0VPvyOSuX
44Please respect copyright.PENANAu581uUGZkO
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。44Please respect copyright.PENANAXJdihiXHka
44Please respect copyright.PENANAOeCJ1MRQXp
這就是答案。44Please respect copyright.PENANANzmxT1QIIo
44Please respect copyright.PENANApB919yMUUq
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。44Please respect copyright.PENANALt8nDsQsVS
44Please respect copyright.PENANAjAMraip4jF
…………44Please respect copyright.PENANAKGL0mkqy17
44Please respect copyright.PENANAv3KEgle09E
……44Please respect copyright.PENANAViIj229ZiC
44Please respect copyright.PENANA9jQriwKfQx
44Please respect copyright.PENANAGJgX6qddEF
44Please respect copyright.PENANAlgJ048ULIk