也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。45Please respect copyright.PENANAkceHmfd3RR
45Please respect copyright.PENANACPy54f2njE
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。45Please respect copyright.PENANAUOPdkEwPQs
45Please respect copyright.PENANAHKSecYkXlc
……45Please respect copyright.PENANAvkKxQWgu5v
45Please respect copyright.PENANAhQzBMtZjh4
45Please respect copyright.PENANAQPc7zwvHLf
45Please respect copyright.PENANAbtKTVOmRS5
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──45Please respect copyright.PENANAj1fnVBhXpy
45Please respect copyright.PENANAQHcJmRYFkw
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。45Please respect copyright.PENANAA1nXUjyoXH
45Please respect copyright.PENANAAmaPto3mCS
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。45Please respect copyright.PENANA0qrC1OcztR
45Please respect copyright.PENANAbDswA9dX6G
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。45Please respect copyright.PENANAKpuXSSQDOj
45Please respect copyright.PENANA8dhPt7OhAm
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。45Please respect copyright.PENANAPMUwBGPKfF
45Please respect copyright.PENANAexCTbTaana
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。45Please respect copyright.PENANA8Ggl1kI22h
45Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZvAfL6aNh
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。45Please respect copyright.PENANAUNuQrKlXtB
45Please respect copyright.PENANAglte4mkWcK
然後一起出了幾次任務。45Please respect copyright.PENANAPlEdGv3y4g
45Please respect copyright.PENANA8BrdzmREiG
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。45Please respect copyright.PENANAHCaDn407Bw
45Please respect copyright.PENANAQDLRZcyKkn
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。45Please respect copyright.PENANATyvyMlSk8J
45Please respect copyright.PENANAH3hvzJUm8Z
可是……45Please respect copyright.PENANAYyC00ZOMue
45Please respect copyright.PENANAxBA1Y9qVql
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」45Please respect copyright.PENANACfcMq7tvng
45Please respect copyright.PENANAp6JIGGxpdw
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。45Please respect copyright.PENANATJDjqOSXcW
45Please respect copyright.PENANA1F4cTN1ICN
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。45Please respect copyright.PENANAnnhmvV5Fsa
45Please respect copyright.PENANA4U27BVmkfB
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。45Please respect copyright.PENANAcN7nd2zvNd
45Please respect copyright.PENANAEHzh12NWxs
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。45Please respect copyright.PENANAUzPJm9IVEh
45Please respect copyright.PENANAbaHh1luCNs
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。45Please respect copyright.PENANAFlNwymf7LT
45Please respect copyright.PENANA8pXt9R1udB
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。45Please respect copyright.PENANAtQlHX0zVNW
45Please respect copyright.PENANAg7R3qTxqdV
原來自己也會逃避。45Please respect copyright.PENANAbirqgpKMBe
45Please respect copyright.PENANAZdmSJCxhev
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?45Please respect copyright.PENANA9eAwTCIKE4
45Please respect copyright.PENANAhOoBgVkk7c
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……45Please respect copyright.PENANAz6zbr5ulEj
45Please respect copyright.PENANAQBvWXd0xaP
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。45Please respect copyright.PENANAu1N2hqTWQJ
45Please respect copyright.PENANAyuHUVIeo2I
……45Please respect copyright.PENANA1FctobXdgY
45Please respect copyright.PENANAd3yWnHfm42
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……45Please respect copyright.PENANA8f8PggyK87
45Please respect copyright.PENANAj3mRZdigq4
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?45Please respect copyright.PENANAmMQ9qsubwY
45Please respect copyright.PENANA2gcZYcW4l2
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?45Please respect copyright.PENANAN7LScXxFbT
45Please respect copyright.PENANAqmWMJ9J99H
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?45Please respect copyright.PENANAlJgLFH7EOt
45Please respect copyright.PENANAMJnluylh5a
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。45Please respect copyright.PENANAlRLbeagFmi
45Please respect copyright.PENANAVNMlBLvFeq
這到底是為什麼?45Please respect copyright.PENANADrup059jq7
45Please respect copyright.PENANAimDIDbHK3t
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?45Please respect copyright.PENANA7yhr6b4toa
45Please respect copyright.PENANA1Sredtzw2w
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?45Please respect copyright.PENANAqb7s7ufs5v
45Please respect copyright.PENANAeltsWmx7At
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?45Please respect copyright.PENANAvBeb77BCiD
45Please respect copyright.PENANAZNAN4VNkw7
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。45Please respect copyright.PENANAIKsjizgJ2h
45Please respect copyright.PENANASRnYXKtepW
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。45Please respect copyright.PENANATh6mBrVmLz
45Please respect copyright.PENANArHVMW5tRkW
……也該問問自己為什麼了。45Please respect copyright.PENANArBDEbw6vns
45Please respect copyright.PENANArKX7eIL005
可不是?45Please respect copyright.PENANAKqKXZUOCQA
45Please respect copyright.PENANA11YYfszg3Q
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。45Please respect copyright.PENANAbZP061AirB
45Please respect copyright.PENANABPghimz9Qr
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!45Please respect copyright.PENANAIheAGmJic5
45Please respect copyright.PENANAjDUkc1DIiN
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。45Please respect copyright.PENANAJ78loMVyqY
45Please respect copyright.PENANAD6JXPwtSu8
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。45Please respect copyright.PENANAiF5N2gNaFC
45Please respect copyright.PENANAuehF5awIlH
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?45Please respect copyright.PENANANQr5Wll6F5
45Please respect copyright.PENANA3H6JQJJdYu
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……45Please respect copyright.PENANAN5TKlEX0RO
45Please respect copyright.PENANA3XotT4ROmm
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。45Please respect copyright.PENANAIQVDpFplpU
45Please respect copyright.PENANAnzrwvF0g9O
這就是答案。45Please respect copyright.PENANAWzmwuhD6Rn
45Please respect copyright.PENANAgySQyg6T4O
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。45Please respect copyright.PENANAZNNX5ilzJQ
45Please respect copyright.PENANAIwS0KlW155
…………45Please respect copyright.PENANAQiMterAUym
45Please respect copyright.PENANAD6qCWelpVf
……45Please respect copyright.PENANA8a1hDjxD7M
45Please respect copyright.PENANAsLt6timbxc
45Please respect copyright.PENANA1eSPIRcWFu
45Please respect copyright.PENANAPcCB4P07TQ
ns216.73.217.1da2 45Please respect copyright.PENANACPy54f2njE
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。45Please respect copyright.PENANAUOPdkEwPQs
45Please respect copyright.PENANAHKSecYkXlc
……45Please respect copyright.PENANAvkKxQWgu5v
45Please respect copyright.PENANAhQzBMtZjh4
45Please respect copyright.PENANAQPc7zwvHLf
45Please respect copyright.PENANAbtKTVOmRS5
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──45Please respect copyright.PENANAj1fnVBhXpy
45Please respect copyright.PENANAQHcJmRYFkw
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。45Please respect copyright.PENANAA1nXUjyoXH
45Please respect copyright.PENANAAmaPto3mCS
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。45Please respect copyright.PENANA0qrC1OcztR
45Please respect copyright.PENANAbDswA9dX6G
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。45Please respect copyright.PENANAKpuXSSQDOj
45Please respect copyright.PENANA8dhPt7OhAm
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。45Please respect copyright.PENANAPMUwBGPKfF
45Please respect copyright.PENANAexCTbTaana
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。45Please respect copyright.PENANA8Ggl1kI22h
45Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZvAfL6aNh
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。45Please respect copyright.PENANAUNuQrKlXtB
45Please respect copyright.PENANAglte4mkWcK
然後一起出了幾次任務。45Please respect copyright.PENANAPlEdGv3y4g
45Please respect copyright.PENANA8BrdzmREiG
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。45Please respect copyright.PENANAHCaDn407Bw
45Please respect copyright.PENANAQDLRZcyKkn
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。45Please respect copyright.PENANATyvyMlSk8J
45Please respect copyright.PENANAH3hvzJUm8Z
可是……45Please respect copyright.PENANAYyC00ZOMue
45Please respect copyright.PENANAxBA1Y9qVql
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」45Please respect copyright.PENANACfcMq7tvng
45Please respect copyright.PENANAp6JIGGxpdw
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。45Please respect copyright.PENANATJDjqOSXcW
45Please respect copyright.PENANA1F4cTN1ICN
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。45Please respect copyright.PENANAnnhmvV5Fsa
45Please respect copyright.PENANA4U27BVmkfB
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。45Please respect copyright.PENANAcN7nd2zvNd
45Please respect copyright.PENANAEHzh12NWxs
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。45Please respect copyright.PENANAUzPJm9IVEh
45Please respect copyright.PENANAbaHh1luCNs
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。45Please respect copyright.PENANAFlNwymf7LT
45Please respect copyright.PENANA8pXt9R1udB
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。45Please respect copyright.PENANAtQlHX0zVNW
45Please respect copyright.PENANAg7R3qTxqdV
原來自己也會逃避。45Please respect copyright.PENANAbirqgpKMBe
45Please respect copyright.PENANAZdmSJCxhev
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?45Please respect copyright.PENANA9eAwTCIKE4
45Please respect copyright.PENANAhOoBgVkk7c
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……45Please respect copyright.PENANAz6zbr5ulEj
45Please respect copyright.PENANAQBvWXd0xaP
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。45Please respect copyright.PENANAu1N2hqTWQJ
45Please respect copyright.PENANAyuHUVIeo2I
……45Please respect copyright.PENANA1FctobXdgY
45Please respect copyright.PENANAd3yWnHfm42
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……45Please respect copyright.PENANA8f8PggyK87
45Please respect copyright.PENANAj3mRZdigq4
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?45Please respect copyright.PENANAmMQ9qsubwY
45Please respect copyright.PENANA2gcZYcW4l2
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?45Please respect copyright.PENANAN7LScXxFbT
45Please respect copyright.PENANAqmWMJ9J99H
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?45Please respect copyright.PENANAlJgLFH7EOt
45Please respect copyright.PENANAMJnluylh5a
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。45Please respect copyright.PENANAlRLbeagFmi
45Please respect copyright.PENANAVNMlBLvFeq
這到底是為什麼?45Please respect copyright.PENANADrup059jq7
45Please respect copyright.PENANAimDIDbHK3t
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?45Please respect copyright.PENANA7yhr6b4toa
45Please respect copyright.PENANA1Sredtzw2w
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?45Please respect copyright.PENANAqb7s7ufs5v
45Please respect copyright.PENANAeltsWmx7At
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?45Please respect copyright.PENANAvBeb77BCiD
45Please respect copyright.PENANAZNAN4VNkw7
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。45Please respect copyright.PENANAIKsjizgJ2h
45Please respect copyright.PENANASRnYXKtepW
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。45Please respect copyright.PENANATh6mBrVmLz
45Please respect copyright.PENANArHVMW5tRkW
……也該問問自己為什麼了。45Please respect copyright.PENANArBDEbw6vns
45Please respect copyright.PENANArKX7eIL005
可不是?45Please respect copyright.PENANAKqKXZUOCQA
45Please respect copyright.PENANA11YYfszg3Q
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。45Please respect copyright.PENANAbZP061AirB
45Please respect copyright.PENANABPghimz9Qr
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!45Please respect copyright.PENANAIheAGmJic5
45Please respect copyright.PENANAjDUkc1DIiN
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。45Please respect copyright.PENANAJ78loMVyqY
45Please respect copyright.PENANAD6JXPwtSu8
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。45Please respect copyright.PENANAiF5N2gNaFC
45Please respect copyright.PENANAuehF5awIlH
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?45Please respect copyright.PENANANQr5Wll6F5
45Please respect copyright.PENANA3H6JQJJdYu
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……45Please respect copyright.PENANAN5TKlEX0RO
45Please respect copyright.PENANA3XotT4ROmm
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。45Please respect copyright.PENANAIQVDpFplpU
45Please respect copyright.PENANAnzrwvF0g9O
這就是答案。45Please respect copyright.PENANAWzmwuhD6Rn
45Please respect copyright.PENANAgySQyg6T4O
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。45Please respect copyright.PENANAZNNX5ilzJQ
45Please respect copyright.PENANAIwS0KlW155
…………45Please respect copyright.PENANAQiMterAUym
45Please respect copyright.PENANAD6qCWelpVf
……45Please respect copyright.PENANA8a1hDjxD7M
45Please respect copyright.PENANAsLt6timbxc
45Please respect copyright.PENANA1eSPIRcWFu
45Please respect copyright.PENANAPcCB4P07TQ