也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。37Please respect copyright.PENANAGxnPPeAGRt
37Please respect copyright.PENANA78fR5N6JUl
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。37Please respect copyright.PENANArQpdXNeHXT
37Please respect copyright.PENANAzdHj3DMDmD
……37Please respect copyright.PENANAU2fHd63p4j
37Please respect copyright.PENANA9fcfbGpPpw
37Please respect copyright.PENANAo9HXC2mmfi
37Please respect copyright.PENANAZF8xjARLC0
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──37Please respect copyright.PENANA2aihQ3sAze
37Please respect copyright.PENANACiL9VKvKXs
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。37Please respect copyright.PENANAXLqB268lnW
37Please respect copyright.PENANAcUM7zVtSm3
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。37Please respect copyright.PENANARl4dwv18AY
37Please respect copyright.PENANA9XSh1AcIdW
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。37Please respect copyright.PENANAGnWDCNZqAN
37Please respect copyright.PENANA1qhsgqPcVj
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。37Please respect copyright.PENANA3JtFXvE0uW
37Please respect copyright.PENANAf7qegPUqtJ
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。37Please respect copyright.PENANAlRYsPNGKkz
37Please respect copyright.PENANAymdjedDjl1
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。37Please respect copyright.PENANAWkeRnKkEmW
37Please respect copyright.PENANA8asu4dOQrn
然後一起出了幾次任務。37Please respect copyright.PENANASg2QxvALBt
37Please respect copyright.PENANA1UHzVrPUVx
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。37Please respect copyright.PENANAbwNBf4Xnef
37Please respect copyright.PENANAe0JZYXSRup
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。37Please respect copyright.PENANAlnq6SYy2LR
37Please respect copyright.PENANAsXiXGDlRme
可是……37Please respect copyright.PENANAdPdmz2R8eF
37Please respect copyright.PENANAfjORSkw0Os
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」37Please respect copyright.PENANAatRn9kaawD
37Please respect copyright.PENANAHyq1tBZlHs
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。37Please respect copyright.PENANASS4SiQEcSt
37Please respect copyright.PENANAOIh1fulmap
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。37Please respect copyright.PENANAkTnPtDilz8
37Please respect copyright.PENANAlCPvO7u8R3
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。37Please respect copyright.PENANAdnQ6AUjzj7
37Please respect copyright.PENANAP36QjPQXwA
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。37Please respect copyright.PENANACIOv1A9IYm
37Please respect copyright.PENANAyTgxnK8UNj
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。37Please respect copyright.PENANAQzNgpQ4cka
37Please respect copyright.PENANAzQUR0KxOEw
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。37Please respect copyright.PENANAwEtn2VCzXN
37Please respect copyright.PENANAJnO5NHmRMK
原來自己也會逃避。37Please respect copyright.PENANA0qA3THdTXu
37Please respect copyright.PENANAKEXOhmOJmp
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?37Please respect copyright.PENANAj6Vs6npIg8
37Please respect copyright.PENANACDC59Reak8
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……37Please respect copyright.PENANAQtmDIYFGaS
37Please respect copyright.PENANAqLU0kVknT2
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。37Please respect copyright.PENANAVMvs70qM1D
37Please respect copyright.PENANA61BZ3vBer8
……37Please respect copyright.PENANAOQ7CdLD0k9
37Please respect copyright.PENANALZicbmPrnD
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……37Please respect copyright.PENANAHK0cEerWj0
37Please respect copyright.PENANAUSqLv6QWZ3
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?37Please respect copyright.PENANAEMXspxhy8x
37Please respect copyright.PENANABsLRY0Tzzk
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?37Please respect copyright.PENANAOzwm1ltRTg
37Please respect copyright.PENANABYxQnaKJ5U
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?37Please respect copyright.PENANAOHvgCShgmA
37Please respect copyright.PENANAjtIk9uyPn6
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。37Please respect copyright.PENANAV7RMoIDWBZ
37Please respect copyright.PENANAsgPoP935Ih
這到底是為什麼?37Please respect copyright.PENANAwLTa2OkLrZ
37Please respect copyright.PENANAX4zjg1YhrC
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?37Please respect copyright.PENANAcHdZ91cf5W
37Please respect copyright.PENANAkCbKAW4uYj
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?37Please respect copyright.PENANAMxvFxoDR6y
37Please respect copyright.PENANAZxzrD2MCJE
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?37Please respect copyright.PENANAbvosXvXFx2
37Please respect copyright.PENANA8CoZjK9bPB
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。37Please respect copyright.PENANA1PVGcDNkv7
37Please respect copyright.PENANA7owIERbz5z
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。37Please respect copyright.PENANAvQFz8RK8jv
37Please respect copyright.PENANAQz6BrbLrcf
……也該問問自己為什麼了。37Please respect copyright.PENANAsoyJDZogbv
37Please respect copyright.PENANAX4SLVR9NJF
可不是?37Please respect copyright.PENANAOfM3qjkksy
37Please respect copyright.PENANAEtZA35rJfn
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。37Please respect copyright.PENANAMooLxdxD1D
37Please respect copyright.PENANASxCrm7Djpw
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!37Please respect copyright.PENANAmz2zXweNz9
37Please respect copyright.PENANAc3NOf5J88G
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。37Please respect copyright.PENANA7rEAuzpIT9
37Please respect copyright.PENANA56S9SuSPkl
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。37Please respect copyright.PENANATxfFolqWQd
37Please respect copyright.PENANAqgVqAMzKGd
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?37Please respect copyright.PENANAlk7e75jqCR
37Please respect copyright.PENANAiUvTHvmeza
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……37Please respect copyright.PENANANQtN9xoYlD
37Please respect copyright.PENANAzlhZ2fdE49
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。37Please respect copyright.PENANAEIg6qFiROH
37Please respect copyright.PENANAplTqU2NcZf
這就是答案。37Please respect copyright.PENANAqdt44nw30L
37Please respect copyright.PENANAlAJLGzSOFS
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。37Please respect copyright.PENANAGRwejLcqhe
37Please respect copyright.PENANAs7xfIW0VoL
…………37Please respect copyright.PENANAMarpXVFMwr
37Please respect copyright.PENANAw2Cusedkft
……37Please respect copyright.PENANARBs8VheYLc
37Please respect copyright.PENANAoK9y6VVGW9
37Please respect copyright.PENANArcyKd5uf36
37Please respect copyright.PENANAF2BrRpvF9i
ns216.73.216.179da237Please respect copyright.PENANA78fR5N6JUl
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。37Please respect copyright.PENANArQpdXNeHXT
37Please respect copyright.PENANAzdHj3DMDmD
……37Please respect copyright.PENANAU2fHd63p4j
37Please respect copyright.PENANA9fcfbGpPpw
37Please respect copyright.PENANAo9HXC2mmfi
37Please respect copyright.PENANAZF8xjARLC0
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──37Please respect copyright.PENANA2aihQ3sAze
37Please respect copyright.PENANACiL9VKvKXs
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。37Please respect copyright.PENANAXLqB268lnW
37Please respect copyright.PENANAcUM7zVtSm3
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。37Please respect copyright.PENANARl4dwv18AY
37Please respect copyright.PENANA9XSh1AcIdW
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。37Please respect copyright.PENANAGnWDCNZqAN
37Please respect copyright.PENANA1qhsgqPcVj
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。37Please respect copyright.PENANA3JtFXvE0uW
37Please respect copyright.PENANAf7qegPUqtJ
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。37Please respect copyright.PENANAlRYsPNGKkz
37Please respect copyright.PENANAymdjedDjl1
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。37Please respect copyright.PENANAWkeRnKkEmW
37Please respect copyright.PENANA8asu4dOQrn
然後一起出了幾次任務。37Please respect copyright.PENANASg2QxvALBt
37Please respect copyright.PENANA1UHzVrPUVx
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。37Please respect copyright.PENANAbwNBf4Xnef
37Please respect copyright.PENANAe0JZYXSRup
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。37Please respect copyright.PENANAlnq6SYy2LR
37Please respect copyright.PENANAsXiXGDlRme
可是……37Please respect copyright.PENANAdPdmz2R8eF
37Please respect copyright.PENANAfjORSkw0Os
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」37Please respect copyright.PENANAatRn9kaawD
37Please respect copyright.PENANAHyq1tBZlHs
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。37Please respect copyright.PENANASS4SiQEcSt
37Please respect copyright.PENANAOIh1fulmap
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。37Please respect copyright.PENANAkTnPtDilz8
37Please respect copyright.PENANAlCPvO7u8R3
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。37Please respect copyright.PENANAdnQ6AUjzj7
37Please respect copyright.PENANAP36QjPQXwA
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。37Please respect copyright.PENANACIOv1A9IYm
37Please respect copyright.PENANAyTgxnK8UNj
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。37Please respect copyright.PENANAQzNgpQ4cka
37Please respect copyright.PENANAzQUR0KxOEw
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。37Please respect copyright.PENANAwEtn2VCzXN
37Please respect copyright.PENANAJnO5NHmRMK
原來自己也會逃避。37Please respect copyright.PENANA0qA3THdTXu
37Please respect copyright.PENANAKEXOhmOJmp
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?37Please respect copyright.PENANAj6Vs6npIg8
37Please respect copyright.PENANACDC59Reak8
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……37Please respect copyright.PENANAQtmDIYFGaS
37Please respect copyright.PENANAqLU0kVknT2
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。37Please respect copyright.PENANAVMvs70qM1D
37Please respect copyright.PENANA61BZ3vBer8
……37Please respect copyright.PENANAOQ7CdLD0k9
37Please respect copyright.PENANALZicbmPrnD
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……37Please respect copyright.PENANAHK0cEerWj0
37Please respect copyright.PENANAUSqLv6QWZ3
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?37Please respect copyright.PENANAEMXspxhy8x
37Please respect copyright.PENANABsLRY0Tzzk
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?37Please respect copyright.PENANAOzwm1ltRTg
37Please respect copyright.PENANABYxQnaKJ5U
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?37Please respect copyright.PENANAOHvgCShgmA
37Please respect copyright.PENANAjtIk9uyPn6
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。37Please respect copyright.PENANAV7RMoIDWBZ
37Please respect copyright.PENANAsgPoP935Ih
這到底是為什麼?37Please respect copyright.PENANAwLTa2OkLrZ
37Please respect copyright.PENANAX4zjg1YhrC
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?37Please respect copyright.PENANAcHdZ91cf5W
37Please respect copyright.PENANAkCbKAW4uYj
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?37Please respect copyright.PENANAMxvFxoDR6y
37Please respect copyright.PENANAZxzrD2MCJE
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?37Please respect copyright.PENANAbvosXvXFx2
37Please respect copyright.PENANA8CoZjK9bPB
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。37Please respect copyright.PENANA1PVGcDNkv7
37Please respect copyright.PENANA7owIERbz5z
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。37Please respect copyright.PENANAvQFz8RK8jv
37Please respect copyright.PENANAQz6BrbLrcf
……也該問問自己為什麼了。37Please respect copyright.PENANAsoyJDZogbv
37Please respect copyright.PENANAX4SLVR9NJF
可不是?37Please respect copyright.PENANAOfM3qjkksy
37Please respect copyright.PENANAEtZA35rJfn
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。37Please respect copyright.PENANAMooLxdxD1D
37Please respect copyright.PENANASxCrm7Djpw
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!37Please respect copyright.PENANAmz2zXweNz9
37Please respect copyright.PENANAc3NOf5J88G
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。37Please respect copyright.PENANA7rEAuzpIT9
37Please respect copyright.PENANA56S9SuSPkl
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。37Please respect copyright.PENANATxfFolqWQd
37Please respect copyright.PENANAqgVqAMzKGd
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?37Please respect copyright.PENANAlk7e75jqCR
37Please respect copyright.PENANAiUvTHvmeza
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……37Please respect copyright.PENANANQtN9xoYlD
37Please respect copyright.PENANAzlhZ2fdE49
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。37Please respect copyright.PENANAEIg6qFiROH
37Please respect copyright.PENANAplTqU2NcZf
這就是答案。37Please respect copyright.PENANAqdt44nw30L
37Please respect copyright.PENANAlAJLGzSOFS
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。37Please respect copyright.PENANAGRwejLcqhe
37Please respect copyright.PENANAs7xfIW0VoL
…………37Please respect copyright.PENANAMarpXVFMwr
37Please respect copyright.PENANAw2Cusedkft
……37Please respect copyright.PENANARBs8VheYLc
37Please respect copyright.PENANAoK9y6VVGW9
37Please respect copyright.PENANArcyKd5uf36
37Please respect copyright.PENANAF2BrRpvF9i