也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。36Please respect copyright.PENANABOeAIDeAyz
36Please respect copyright.PENANAI3qKypABYH
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。36Please respect copyright.PENANApsPJlmGITt
36Please respect copyright.PENANAH4Eykd2clE
……36Please respect copyright.PENANAiUf24i4X9P
36Please respect copyright.PENANABH1usiW0w9
36Please respect copyright.PENANAl8LaQpTZL7
36Please respect copyright.PENANA33Fl5smS4p
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──36Please respect copyright.PENANAV2HCT6nRIE
36Please respect copyright.PENANAInEsmQKLZL
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。36Please respect copyright.PENANACwxQz1mGdw
36Please respect copyright.PENANADYI3zr6Dc4
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。36Please respect copyright.PENANA7bZKOAw4VT
36Please respect copyright.PENANAj8SMFPvDIk
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。36Please respect copyright.PENANATiV9ZzU6a2
36Please respect copyright.PENANAXjZwQ5AMW8
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。36Please respect copyright.PENANAGCU68BojCD
36Please respect copyright.PENANAXXw7a7ZBiy
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。36Please respect copyright.PENANAQOeThYQM2C
36Please respect copyright.PENANAIKhqdRcdMJ
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。36Please respect copyright.PENANAlQ7JkUihRf
36Please respect copyright.PENANAU76KPTIMZN
然後一起出了幾次任務。36Please respect copyright.PENANAPXU79SpMHP
36Please respect copyright.PENANADSTa8SmV5K
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。36Please respect copyright.PENANApZqkLsji0Y
36Please respect copyright.PENANAFhReAMrqgS
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。36Please respect copyright.PENANAcBG8FSm57e
36Please respect copyright.PENANAhEoYEhRGFz
可是……36Please respect copyright.PENANADnpEl6QGug
36Please respect copyright.PENANAF1N7YUI0MX
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」36Please respect copyright.PENANAMQjpSrf90C
36Please respect copyright.PENANAlPoDhMqQkc
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。36Please respect copyright.PENANALoJw7Gga3J
36Please respect copyright.PENANAVGoshgkUpW
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。36Please respect copyright.PENANABC2WUfGj9d
36Please respect copyright.PENANAeJ3o1cFbpo
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。36Please respect copyright.PENANA6RLITPcZMC
36Please respect copyright.PENANAZC5VKGFl4W
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。36Please respect copyright.PENANAtx1m6Kbb5G
36Please respect copyright.PENANAGpuqzc3Ixb
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。36Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0aMltE9xm
36Please respect copyright.PENANAH2vWxvDGJv
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。36Please respect copyright.PENANA8dT6D94hMJ
36Please respect copyright.PENANArdsu1rCtEW
原來自己也會逃避。36Please respect copyright.PENANA9j5b9U2Wum
36Please respect copyright.PENANA5FCudfK264
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?36Please respect copyright.PENANAATtyL38d3F
36Please respect copyright.PENANAzFXTkzJNkL
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……36Please respect copyright.PENANALHQILVM8UI
36Please respect copyright.PENANAVBJduPlsNa
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。36Please respect copyright.PENANAqLZlwkPnRb
36Please respect copyright.PENANAebNPAOqTKb
……36Please respect copyright.PENANAek80N7RouT
36Please respect copyright.PENANAhR8I8KCYy7
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……36Please respect copyright.PENANA1xIyOftKZI
36Please respect copyright.PENANAikGxoOOdaN
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?36Please respect copyright.PENANAD8b4uowFQv
36Please respect copyright.PENANA1i8D0NN4nx
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?36Please respect copyright.PENANAXZVHrVLUhN
36Please respect copyright.PENANAdrLY3GxuBG
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?36Please respect copyright.PENANAojsULpiBl9
36Please respect copyright.PENANA5lXIUtSjfC
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。36Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0fSdoaKLj
36Please respect copyright.PENANATLHk5mc404
這到底是為什麼?36Please respect copyright.PENANANGw4BR76a2
36Please respect copyright.PENANArw3lXLVz2Q
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?36Please respect copyright.PENANA4WmHMhWvbp
36Please respect copyright.PENANAXP6K0OcjNE
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?36Please respect copyright.PENANANh6XEgYT3z
36Please respect copyright.PENANAvISsYJLXys
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?36Please respect copyright.PENANAIxitmhslyn
36Please respect copyright.PENANAzs4DWnME18
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。36Please respect copyright.PENANAP6uq5QAMUX
36Please respect copyright.PENANAax98dWsAaU
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。36Please respect copyright.PENANA1NSbc9hrSl
36Please respect copyright.PENANAPoEL3YDo8o
……也該問問自己為什麼了。36Please respect copyright.PENANAEv2hLMsn7a
36Please respect copyright.PENANAdCDfkQg7ZQ
可不是?36Please respect copyright.PENANAACFz3DLvHY
36Please respect copyright.PENANAbdmbMoRYl0
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。36Please respect copyright.PENANA4hi5JbvNpo
36Please respect copyright.PENANAzF0mZJsAEd
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!36Please respect copyright.PENANAejErtT0e2R
36Please respect copyright.PENANAWrx0fCQ3iU
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。36Please respect copyright.PENANABumcOWRxzX
36Please respect copyright.PENANA1A3qGBIsvL
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。36Please respect copyright.PENANAqY7rFKIOpo
36Please respect copyright.PENANALNc5xPHwBj
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?36Please respect copyright.PENANAIXTXSUaAAA
36Please respect copyright.PENANAmbLvJb2L7Q
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……36Please respect copyright.PENANAUcCX5iNZ7y
36Please respect copyright.PENANAIbd1RGCc7X
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。36Please respect copyright.PENANAGbjdIXXsUz
36Please respect copyright.PENANA2YfUUaQIce
這就是答案。36Please respect copyright.PENANANDbUzSEeF2
36Please respect copyright.PENANAskJolt8HI9
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。36Please respect copyright.PENANAtZuKsXO0t6
36Please respect copyright.PENANAkObKk8p7LF
…………36Please respect copyright.PENANAjgNkVKDDCd
36Please respect copyright.PENANAa13xrFXl2t
……36Please respect copyright.PENANAN8NFzUano4
36Please respect copyright.PENANAZhRFrBqQwG
36Please respect copyright.PENANAKMglwD0HNR
36Please respect copyright.PENANAD2YH9aKawi
ns216.73.216.191da236Please respect copyright.PENANAI3qKypABYH
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。36Please respect copyright.PENANApsPJlmGITt
36Please respect copyright.PENANAH4Eykd2clE
……36Please respect copyright.PENANAiUf24i4X9P
36Please respect copyright.PENANABH1usiW0w9
36Please respect copyright.PENANAl8LaQpTZL7
36Please respect copyright.PENANA33Fl5smS4p
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──36Please respect copyright.PENANAV2HCT6nRIE
36Please respect copyright.PENANAInEsmQKLZL
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。36Please respect copyright.PENANACwxQz1mGdw
36Please respect copyright.PENANADYI3zr6Dc4
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。36Please respect copyright.PENANA7bZKOAw4VT
36Please respect copyright.PENANAj8SMFPvDIk
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。36Please respect copyright.PENANATiV9ZzU6a2
36Please respect copyright.PENANAXjZwQ5AMW8
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。36Please respect copyright.PENANAGCU68BojCD
36Please respect copyright.PENANAXXw7a7ZBiy
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。36Please respect copyright.PENANAQOeThYQM2C
36Please respect copyright.PENANAIKhqdRcdMJ
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。36Please respect copyright.PENANAlQ7JkUihRf
36Please respect copyright.PENANAU76KPTIMZN
然後一起出了幾次任務。36Please respect copyright.PENANAPXU79SpMHP
36Please respect copyright.PENANADSTa8SmV5K
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。36Please respect copyright.PENANApZqkLsji0Y
36Please respect copyright.PENANAFhReAMrqgS
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。36Please respect copyright.PENANAcBG8FSm57e
36Please respect copyright.PENANAhEoYEhRGFz
可是……36Please respect copyright.PENANADnpEl6QGug
36Please respect copyright.PENANAF1N7YUI0MX
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」36Please respect copyright.PENANAMQjpSrf90C
36Please respect copyright.PENANAlPoDhMqQkc
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。36Please respect copyright.PENANALoJw7Gga3J
36Please respect copyright.PENANAVGoshgkUpW
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。36Please respect copyright.PENANABC2WUfGj9d
36Please respect copyright.PENANAeJ3o1cFbpo
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。36Please respect copyright.PENANA6RLITPcZMC
36Please respect copyright.PENANAZC5VKGFl4W
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。36Please respect copyright.PENANAtx1m6Kbb5G
36Please respect copyright.PENANAGpuqzc3Ixb
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。36Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0aMltE9xm
36Please respect copyright.PENANAH2vWxvDGJv
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。36Please respect copyright.PENANA8dT6D94hMJ
36Please respect copyright.PENANArdsu1rCtEW
原來自己也會逃避。36Please respect copyright.PENANA9j5b9U2Wum
36Please respect copyright.PENANA5FCudfK264
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?36Please respect copyright.PENANAATtyL38d3F
36Please respect copyright.PENANAzFXTkzJNkL
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……36Please respect copyright.PENANALHQILVM8UI
36Please respect copyright.PENANAVBJduPlsNa
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。36Please respect copyright.PENANAqLZlwkPnRb
36Please respect copyright.PENANAebNPAOqTKb
……36Please respect copyright.PENANAek80N7RouT
36Please respect copyright.PENANAhR8I8KCYy7
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……36Please respect copyright.PENANA1xIyOftKZI
36Please respect copyright.PENANAikGxoOOdaN
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?36Please respect copyright.PENANAD8b4uowFQv
36Please respect copyright.PENANA1i8D0NN4nx
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?36Please respect copyright.PENANAXZVHrVLUhN
36Please respect copyright.PENANAdrLY3GxuBG
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?36Please respect copyright.PENANAojsULpiBl9
36Please respect copyright.PENANA5lXIUtSjfC
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。36Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0fSdoaKLj
36Please respect copyright.PENANATLHk5mc404
這到底是為什麼?36Please respect copyright.PENANANGw4BR76a2
36Please respect copyright.PENANArw3lXLVz2Q
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?36Please respect copyright.PENANA4WmHMhWvbp
36Please respect copyright.PENANAXP6K0OcjNE
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?36Please respect copyright.PENANANh6XEgYT3z
36Please respect copyright.PENANAvISsYJLXys
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?36Please respect copyright.PENANAIxitmhslyn
36Please respect copyright.PENANAzs4DWnME18
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。36Please respect copyright.PENANAP6uq5QAMUX
36Please respect copyright.PENANAax98dWsAaU
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。36Please respect copyright.PENANA1NSbc9hrSl
36Please respect copyright.PENANAPoEL3YDo8o
……也該問問自己為什麼了。36Please respect copyright.PENANAEv2hLMsn7a
36Please respect copyright.PENANAdCDfkQg7ZQ
可不是?36Please respect copyright.PENANAACFz3DLvHY
36Please respect copyright.PENANAbdmbMoRYl0
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。36Please respect copyright.PENANA4hi5JbvNpo
36Please respect copyright.PENANAzF0mZJsAEd
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!36Please respect copyright.PENANAejErtT0e2R
36Please respect copyright.PENANAWrx0fCQ3iU
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。36Please respect copyright.PENANABumcOWRxzX
36Please respect copyright.PENANA1A3qGBIsvL
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。36Please respect copyright.PENANAqY7rFKIOpo
36Please respect copyright.PENANALNc5xPHwBj
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?36Please respect copyright.PENANAIXTXSUaAAA
36Please respect copyright.PENANAmbLvJb2L7Q
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……36Please respect copyright.PENANAUcCX5iNZ7y
36Please respect copyright.PENANAIbd1RGCc7X
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。36Please respect copyright.PENANAGbjdIXXsUz
36Please respect copyright.PENANA2YfUUaQIce
這就是答案。36Please respect copyright.PENANANDbUzSEeF2
36Please respect copyright.PENANAskJolt8HI9
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。36Please respect copyright.PENANAtZuKsXO0t6
36Please respect copyright.PENANAkObKk8p7LF
…………36Please respect copyright.PENANAjgNkVKDDCd
36Please respect copyright.PENANAa13xrFXl2t
……36Please respect copyright.PENANAN8NFzUano4
36Please respect copyright.PENANAZhRFrBqQwG
36Please respect copyright.PENANAKMglwD0HNR
36Please respect copyright.PENANAD2YH9aKawi