The clouds were rolling in, and it was unusually dark for the time of day. I felt like there was going to be a storm. I was wrapped up safe and warm in my big sisters coat which I’d pinched from her, seeing as she never wore it anymore anyway. School has been a tough week, but it was Friday at last!420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2JCzbW8iy
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I was staring into space, lost in my own thoughts, when I was pulled back into reality by the bus pulling up at school. It was finally time to make my weekly treck home to Daddy's for the weekend, this week had gone so slowly.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNRuv75mo5
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I go to a boarding school for girls, it’s out in the middle of nowhere, and I hate it. I don't feel like I fit in at all, and some of the girls are so mean. They're all from very well off backgrounds, I am too (my daddy is a world leading surgeon in neuroscience) but I still don't feel like I fit in with the rest of them.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkQ4u2weIU
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Zosia says Daddy sent me there to give me the best chance in life with a good education, but I feel he wants me out the way so he doesn’t have to look after me as well  as for the education.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdd58mvFtq
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I come home on the weekends and holidays, and I've got one week left of this half term, before a week off...but it also means its nearly the anniversary of my mum passing away.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk09WXGa7rK
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Sometimes I get to stay with my sister, Zosia, on the weekend, but thats only as a special treat, because she's always very busy with work, but she does try and make some time to see me each weekend I am home. 420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6OCygg1ov
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My bus route on the way home from school stops right out side the hospital where my sister works, sometimes I get off and see her and go home with her or daddy, and sometimes I just go straight home, it just depends how I’m feeling…and how much I want my bed!420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvaetUyqn2
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It was a cold Friday afternoon this day, but it wasn't any different to any other. It had been a tough week, and some of the girls had been saying some very cruel things to me. I was feeling sad and sorry for myself, and decided I wanted a hug from my big sister.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRn979blJck
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I climbed on the bus, and sat in my usual  seat in the back corner with my weekend bag at my feet and put my headphones in, ready for the 2 and a half hour drive back home.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fcS4GMywr
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I watched the winding country roads become towns, motorways then city, all the time getting closer to home. I like this drive, because it gives me a chance to do my homework, and get my thoughts together. 420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTttAHyRZnr
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Some of the girls on the bus really annoy me, but luckily most of them get off before my stop.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPr7d8d0w0o
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It started to rain while I was on the bus, and it gradually getting worse and worse the closer I got to home.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRde3BcO3J
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After what felt like an age, it was my stop, after a particularly noisy bus journey. I stepped off the bus and looked at the hospital. I felt emotional for some reason, maybe it was just the week catching up with me.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pR32AIRAw
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I made my way across the carpark rather hastily to avoid getting too wet (although I was unsuccessful) and weaved my way through the corridors towards Darwin, my bag seemed to get heavier with every step I took. I had brought a couple of sets of clothes, my favourite pj’s, teddy and blanket and my laptop back from school with me, all the rest of my things come home in the holidays.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciNjUeq2qH
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Jac was sat at the desk in the middle of the ward as I walked out the lift and up the corridor. I was happy to see her, she used to scare me, but when she got with daddy I got to know her more, and she’s pretty cool…especially when she takes me out for the day on her motorbike. She still does that even though she split up. Plus she’s been really nice to Zosia and looking after her recently.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDGUMzeSvM
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"Hey you!” She smiled to me as I got to the desk. I sighed.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2ZsbAj6sm
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“You didn’t escape this wonderful weather then…” She said.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Yz0LlNsiv
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I shook my head and raised my eyebrows in response.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfa6kQWwZH
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"You look like you've had a good week…” She trailed off sarcastically. My mood was apparently written all over my face. I wasn’t impressed with the fact I looked like a drowned rat either.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnJe2tGpNz
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 I sighed again, I wasn’t in the mood for small talk.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLTNCnLaeN
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“Where’s Zosia?” I asked. 420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdvLCK5Fdd
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“She is in surgery with Mo at the moment, but she should be out in just under an hour if everything goes to plan.” Jac replied.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEN4XcOQpU
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I sighed for about the 3rd time in the last minute.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RxS2e87WK
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“Do you want me to get your dad?” She asked.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabMY7BxDQW
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I shook my head quite aggressively. I didn’t like getting dad involved in anything unless I absolutely had to.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4GRCp8px6
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“Didn’t think you would, but just thought I would check.” She smiled, trying to lighten my mood.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPVFHfDjbj
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“…I want my sister…” I mumbled.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdEBbDAgy9
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“Will a hug do from me for now to cheer you up until she gets out of surgery?” Jac suggested.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhunFScXE5
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I nodded and sat on the desk, lent against Jac’s chest and let her wrap her arms around me and squeeze me tightly. Her long hair was tickling the side of my face.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZt3FHbBZE
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Once I was released from the embrace, I slid off the desk, lent against the inside it and allowed myself to slide to the floor.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXTEhvHcym
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I leant my head on the edge of Jac’s knee and closed my eyes. She gently traced the edge of my face, and allowed me to zone out into my own little world for a few minutes.   420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHwIPvHZHy
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“You know you can’t stay sat in the middle of my ward.” Jac said, after a few minutes. 420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHF6GPZsKmG
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I grumbled and scowled back at her.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKBBUXmaWq
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“How about my office?” Jac asked, she was trying to be as accommodating as possible, even though I wasn’t really supposed to be there at all.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTDcRRsdBm
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I didn’t reply and she raised her eyebrows at me, I wished I could stay here in my bubble until my sister came back.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwI3a6g7PW
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I nodded at her raised eyebrows.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOy47fUIuy
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“You can go on the comfy sofa in my office, or the staffroom if you would prefer? There won’t be people coming and going from my office, it’ll be quiet if that’s what you want?” She said.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXr5xNZe6C
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“Can I go in your office please?” I asked.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjMP3IQk1l
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“There’s food and a TV in the staffroom?” She checked, normally I wouldn’t have turned that offer down, but I didn’t feel like socialising today.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdHWnC3Wi7
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“There’s better wifi in your office.” I replied flatly. She smiled at me and accepted my point.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMXsaLeYOX
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“We’ll go to the staff loo’s and you can put your PJ’s or comfy clothes on, then I’ll leave you in my office. I am sure Mo won’t mind you munching on some of her chocolate stash.” Jac said.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonNYKBnOz1
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She picked my bag up, and held out her hand to me to help me up off the floor. I went and got changed and settled myself with my blanket and laptop on the sofa, with my back to the door.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTJDjsUW41
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“I’ll send Zosia in when she’s out of surgery, rest up lil’ un” Jac said as she closed the door to her office.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIJeI9wIMV
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I could faintly hear the noises of the ward, I put something on on Netfix and curled up in my blanket…420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVL85YK0zR8
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I must have fallen asleep, because the next thing I knew Zosia was sat on the sofa next to me, gently playing with the ends of my long hair.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfBLTFzYhG
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“Wakey wakey, sleepy head” Zosia whispered as I sat up slowly and stretched.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWOUC6U5Ic
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I crawled closer to her and wrapped my arms around her, I couldn't take it any longer. Tears started falling down my cheeks, and there was nothing I could do to stop them. I needed a cuddle. Zosia might have her flaws, but I loved her and I wouldn't want her any other way.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlMll28pu7
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"Princess?" Zosia whispered.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5YjVkChI9
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I was too upset, and couldn’t quite get my words out. 420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwuogT8O8f
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"Princess? What's wrong?" Zosia fussed. She was good at fussing. She kissed my forehead and pulled me into her chest, giving me a massive cuddle. She sat and held onto me while I sobbed, making me feel safe.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJDxlA3r1O
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“I-I..." I sobbed, I couldn't get myself to finish the end of my sentence.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWzvs6TvRR
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“Ssssh, calm down before you try and speak" She whispered to me. She pulled me over her lap, so my bum was one side and my legs were over her lap. I curled into her with my head in her neck and started playing with the tips of her hair.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaP1pdqXhk
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"Whats wrong? I know something is up because this isn’t like you..." Zosia told me, I couldn't avoid it any longer and we both knew it.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6O9YxSZQ9Z
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I took a few deep breaths and shut my eyes.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4gD3UxISX
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“I wish Mama was still here” I whispered.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBxUWg2kK9
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“Would you like to come and stay at mine tonight?” Zosia asked, squeezing me for a few seconds.420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4ylqedpKX
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I nodded.8964 copyright protection416ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7suAvZEOOn 維尼

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