I am dreading growing old.492Please respect copyright.PENANAeWBv3T3pFP
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,492Please respect copyright.PENANAzLzTV952Rw
everyone asked for a young female.492Please respect copyright.PENANAQgBi4q8FpX
what happens when I grow old,492Please respect copyright.PENANAgsy3isAf2x
what happens when my tits sag 492Please respect copyright.PENANATauTuyEGFt
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,492Please respect copyright.PENANATnBs7xnAca
will I no longer be wanted?492Please respect copyright.PENANA8sTNxK5Hij
No longer desired or admired.492Please respect copyright.PENANA42vRh3Ap1O
will I just be old?492Please respect copyright.PENANADs12JGPcRk
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 492Please respect copyright.PENANAAOtlMOaCCG
Just492Please respect copyright.PENANAwj2HtQZu6L
Old.492Please respect copyright.PENANAbQeb800WR3
492Please respect copyright.PENANA1hR8mSEYIp
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?492Please respect copyright.PENANAAEoWXmCMpz
I'll have to be good at something,492Please respect copyright.PENANAjKjWOTkpVD
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills492Please respect copyright.PENANAV3UMbKFXoG
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain492Please respect copyright.PENANAds6UFGwP6u
I'll have to be somebody492Please respect copyright.PENANAoAeDvc1rFT
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth492Please respect copyright.PENANAb5s271fuh9
but I know I can't keep it.492Please respect copyright.PENANAXUUkUhThaf
Good things never last.492Please respect copyright.PENANAsYL6RAefQc
492Please respect copyright.PENANAOIZQpkFuOO
I don't know when youth became so important to me492Please respect copyright.PENANAZsS0OV2WXG
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail492Please respect copyright.PENANAnbPbslhKvZ
and why so many people died over it492Please respect copyright.PENANAF4ix5b46wH
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,492Please respect copyright.PENANAxXz4lywwLR
I would.492Please respect copyright.PENANAAt7wvOYttJ
perhaps that makes me a bad human,492Please respect copyright.PENANAJwSzqJpVFF
a bad feminist492Please respect copyright.PENANAPhnq344lvn
bad person,492Please respect copyright.PENANAqK7N6yi7Hb
but all I know is it's the truth492Please respect copyright.PENANAg51nrmJruX
and I would do it,492Please respect copyright.PENANAHwoN6UHwyO
492Please respect copyright.PENANAJCmgJDciZz
I would give up so much to stay desirable.492Please respect copyright.PENANAUwwP1FvZUH
Because I've never been desired before492Please respect copyright.PENANACofenNAE8O
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,492Please respect copyright.PENANAjPUOZLdZP7
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?492Please respect copyright.PENANACZceZvG8zL
and my skin sags from my bones492Please respect copyright.PENANAo1ClforWQ1
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach492Please respect copyright.PENANADivaId4iU7
my neck doubling,492Please respect copyright.PENANAuu6vuB0wWJ
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad492Please respect copyright.PENANAdei1w3s4Rj
492Please respect copyright.PENANAIIGnPr56AT
some people think when you get older looks matter less492Please respect copyright.PENANA8adhkYJDhU
But that's not true, nobody wants that492Please respect copyright.PENANAMT6reb0M0x
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.492Please respect copyright.PENANAQCvixWel0i
What will I be?492Please respect copyright.PENANAnBZD5Hm51H
Chopped liver I suppose.492Please respect copyright.PENANAchVH1OhFmN
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools492Please respect copyright.PENANACKqOGmbO9s
492Please respect copyright.PENANAA7AAZkdteb
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life492Please respect copyright.PENANAtdymRMfeSk
I'm young492Please respect copyright.PENANAYQ1mCKQWw8
I have done nothing time is flying by492Please respect copyright.PENANAKUKtI9S3YK
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast492Please respect copyright.PENANALlx7Qhe9Vt
Keeps slipping from my fists.492Please respect copyright.PENANAYs4rf9QREv
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).492Please respect copyright.PENANA8khAhvjym8
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.492Please respect copyright.PENANAsBnKGpNZu5
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up492Please respect copyright.PENANAvt7sCiwTwD
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.492Please respect copyright.PENANAF2oSXBDhmO
492Please respect copyright.PENANAMLQbIm0AGE
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity492Please respect copyright.PENANAcvBLzoUjN8
I feel it closing in on me492Please respect copyright.PENANAfIddGYkkgC
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,492Please respect copyright.PENANAyV4B0h5mmy
looking in the mirror I see my painting.492Please respect copyright.PENANAMYtLXySpd0
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,492Please respect copyright.PENANAu2X7LoKdJx
I know they're going to be my demise.492Please respect copyright.PENANAsWGy1ASKI3
492Please respect copyright.PENANAwZ1u7YSqAw
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen492Please respect copyright.PENANACBmSho3FZZ
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.492Please respect copyright.PENANAIdxJEoSBZR
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 492Please respect copyright.PENANAh6tod1fuGR
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 492Please respect copyright.PENANA2OFOI2xicP
492Please respect copyright.PENANAE0ZHJwb1DY
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither492Please respect copyright.PENANAOEDiWJGser
because I know myself if not anyone else492Please respect copyright.PENANA0USA8N5fIT
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.492Please respect copyright.PENANAHsMpv2fFjB
492Please respect copyright.PENANAMjSWjVkaCX
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.492Please respect copyright.PENANA6kIqSs8FOD
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,492Please respect copyright.PENANAwNCdHiBOXz
everyone asked for a young female.492Please respect copyright.PENANANV5LAN0nCt
what happens when I grow old,492Please respect copyright.PENANAHms4o5mnhF
what happens when my tits sag 492Please respect copyright.PENANA1gzu8DXuC0
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,492Please respect copyright.PENANAVKJEkiODSf
will I no longer be wanted?492Please respect copyright.PENANAI34CNcFEXW
No longer desired or admired.492Please respect copyright.PENANAc4gwXJ9emT
will I just be old?492Please respect copyright.PENANA6DUPEKCSCP
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 492Please respect copyright.PENANA1OXe3mu0wE
Just492Please respect copyright.PENANAaVCiwZ8fIK
Old.492Please respect copyright.PENANAswgltbAOYX
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?492Please respect copyright.PENANAu6W77q3gRS
I'll have to be good at something,492Please respect copyright.PENANAE1t9hw1Z54
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills492Please respect copyright.PENANAiWXmVqNnp0
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain492Please respect copyright.PENANA60HMXPv5en
I'll have to be somebody492Please respect copyright.PENANAQF5t95W7F3
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth492Please respect copyright.PENANA8MDOdE52Cz
but I know I can't keep it.492Please respect copyright.PENANAOTgxJY9mfT
Good things never last.492Please respect copyright.PENANAydlFKUn5G9
492Please respect copyright.PENANARRD4l0DSGw
I don't know when youth became so important to me492Please respect copyright.PENANAdi8ZP4Rc91
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail492Please respect copyright.PENANA1JX4LCz1jQ
and why so many people died over it492Please respect copyright.PENANANhOid7fGX1
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,492Please respect copyright.PENANA20BjvJAl3J
I would.492Please respect copyright.PENANAUy5x7DYoD6
perhaps that makes me a bad human,492Please respect copyright.PENANAkqQYxXeHun
a bad feminist492Please respect copyright.PENANAFu1EG4nrFB
bad person,492Please respect copyright.PENANAQOjKXZB66b
but all I know is it's the truth492Please respect copyright.PENANAhDJyfIeGn3
and I would do it,492Please respect copyright.PENANAnFfqUZr1Fz
492Please respect copyright.PENANACPrOVYYnmp
I would give up so much to stay desirable.492Please respect copyright.PENANAUlZY7TlFHG
Because I've never been desired before492Please respect copyright.PENANAFIyiD4Cr6k
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,492Please respect copyright.PENANAtOVg6XDRoU
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?492Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2uM6DnPCD
and my skin sags from my bones492Please respect copyright.PENANAYXHViDEtaM
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach492Please respect copyright.PENANAasuo7PRzC5
my neck doubling,492Please respect copyright.PENANA77CCDfyqs9
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad492Please respect copyright.PENANAGp4X4HUGd9
492Please respect copyright.PENANA45THJ626ft
some people think when you get older looks matter less492Please respect copyright.PENANA6o2yG7bgH1
But that's not true, nobody wants that492Please respect copyright.PENANAM142hWZUZB
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.492Please respect copyright.PENANAvIclbde3as
What will I be?492Please respect copyright.PENANA9hcu62Cvum
Chopped liver I suppose.492Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5BNIQaYxL
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools492Please respect copyright.PENANAcF2zOEpH86
492Please respect copyright.PENANAfNN0VAfFjr
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life492Please respect copyright.PENANAKzDUDniwfh
I'm 20492Please respect copyright.PENANAyN0pBYTxWN
I have done nothing time is flying by492Please respect copyright.PENANAHIha9o8W8Z
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast492Please respect copyright.PENANAaDqKM8W0YA
Keeps slipping from my fists.492Please respect copyright.PENANABZCfn89mmm
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).492Please respect copyright.PENANAIJ7BfRyoQx
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.492Please respect copyright.PENANAp9p7kFgUj8
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up492Please respect copyright.PENANAlpYB5jPEip
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.492Please respect copyright.PENANAn2iof6n6YQ
492Please respect copyright.PENANA3yX76nOLEE
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity492Please respect copyright.PENANA9CJFsxAJsB
I feel it closing in on me492Please respect copyright.PENANAdhvACx5DKm
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,492Please respect copyright.PENANAHrESubEcwt
looking in the mirror I see my painting.492Please respect copyright.PENANA8taXRXGGj7
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,492Please respect copyright.PENANAiX7wEm5Jpn
I know they're going to be my demise.492Please respect copyright.PENANALrXqPtQTam
492Please respect copyright.PENANABMZojAWyed
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen492Please respect copyright.PENANAFvcyeJtUrt
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.492Please respect copyright.PENANA3SSUpGMB6a
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 492Please respect copyright.PENANAdxXulXWGed
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 492Please respect copyright.PENANAw8ACREk4hF
492Please respect copyright.PENANA0LWpIqn2ED
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither492Please respect copyright.PENANAAkhFffanJl
because I know myself if not anyone else492Please respect copyright.PENANA26xjxI7rIb
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.492Please respect copyright.PENANAJdkQkaYKzj
492Please respect copyright.PENANAVs4Ciq8nbB
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old


