I am dreading growing old.301Please respect copyright.PENANAmTkhLRBQQJ
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,301Please respect copyright.PENANAJfDa2KwvRD
everyone asked for a young female.301Please respect copyright.PENANAQQ9pQddiOT
what happens when I grow old,301Please respect copyright.PENANAn8zorNNMBa
what happens when my tits sag 301Please respect copyright.PENANA7R4SRWgLXb
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,301Please respect copyright.PENANAxmd1fuSyiA
will I no longer be wanted?301Please respect copyright.PENANAP45ngxGt0e
No longer desired or admired.301Please respect copyright.PENANAzECsPzzC1K
will I just be old?301Please respect copyright.PENANAbhaAuJTDNl
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 301Please respect copyright.PENANAT3sS68PTfr
Just301Please respect copyright.PENANA9Tn5CJE6aJ
Old.301Please respect copyright.PENANAzDYwsXkB3Z
301Please respect copyright.PENANARX2N8EuXX5
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?301Please respect copyright.PENANA3NkI0uHaRm
I'll have to be good at something,301Please respect copyright.PENANAw4OHASJy35
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills301Please respect copyright.PENANAdyYHte3dx9
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain301Please respect copyright.PENANAZk3gTUduH4
I'll have to be somebody301Please respect copyright.PENANA0laZR7bSg0
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth301Please respect copyright.PENANAwPmC3haNiG
but I know I can't keep it.301Please respect copyright.PENANAYCpYfqNidR
Good things never last.301Please respect copyright.PENANAC2nb7E2raZ
301Please respect copyright.PENANAMDf3HPGgbW
I don't know when youth became so important to me301Please respect copyright.PENANAFx6yTg7nuu
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail301Please respect copyright.PENANAmWhFVQ4yqI
and why so many people died over it301Please respect copyright.PENANABbcTicZ3WT
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,301Please respect copyright.PENANAEdemfym75w
I would.301Please respect copyright.PENANAooNi29HD04
perhaps that makes me a bad human,301Please respect copyright.PENANAJJlFmLbQbV
a bad feminist301Please respect copyright.PENANAwVKAQUUrdV
bad person,301Please respect copyright.PENANAVXFoN1s2QD
but all I know is it's the truth301Please respect copyright.PENANAIxn5O35qK8
and I would do it,301Please respect copyright.PENANASmbnV7VjbX
301Please respect copyright.PENANAJqbuP9AwjS
I would give up so much to stay desirable.301Please respect copyright.PENANAZA2x9jrIWw
Because I've never been desired before301Please respect copyright.PENANArXdSauWANo
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,301Please respect copyright.PENANAodPZ3NCVmy
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?301Please respect copyright.PENANA4LCIzc9jDz
and my skin sags from my bones301Please respect copyright.PENANAjiJ16N7IzO
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach301Please respect copyright.PENANAIb6ouYb7hG
my neck doubling,301Please respect copyright.PENANAqYRRGneybP
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad301Please respect copyright.PENANAFHgrY26Pkp
301Please respect copyright.PENANAQzz03tAeFz
some people think when you get older looks matter less301Please respect copyright.PENANAmsRNiG8CkE
But that's not true, nobody wants that301Please respect copyright.PENANAGQgjJgoQYf
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.301Please respect copyright.PENANAEAjgs6rbAs
What will I be?301Please respect copyright.PENANAI827RWjpV2
Chopped liver I suppose.301Please respect copyright.PENANAxd0BxcZ5Ii
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools301Please respect copyright.PENANAzZ8I2bE1S2
301Please respect copyright.PENANA5aT7XGenPA
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life301Please respect copyright.PENANAChLlQWalOY
I'm young301Please respect copyright.PENANAwqFQkT1nXO
I have done nothing time is flying by301Please respect copyright.PENANAEySEowA49W
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast301Please respect copyright.PENANAdfPbEgaSii
Keeps slipping from my fists.301Please respect copyright.PENANA6muQG4xzZZ
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).301Please respect copyright.PENANAOSyA1L1z5n
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.301Please respect copyright.PENANAjfmyKxMEzv
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up301Please respect copyright.PENANAxVtYVcPjes
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.301Please respect copyright.PENANAMTdQOnzBP2
301Please respect copyright.PENANA7qcd5LR6vF
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity301Please respect copyright.PENANAiSxy97TjDd
I feel it closing in on me301Please respect copyright.PENANA73T8IVRIOP
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,301Please respect copyright.PENANApRKpMCOmWU
looking in the mirror I see my painting.301Please respect copyright.PENANAQRmmytxAsN
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,301Please respect copyright.PENANAHqf1cgovz3
I know they're going to be my demise.301Please respect copyright.PENANAaZs945ZXoZ
301Please respect copyright.PENANAsY3eeYhU3t
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen301Please respect copyright.PENANAply0pTsWsn
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.301Please respect copyright.PENANAKeAvfMvYMV
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 301Please respect copyright.PENANAX8YYCAuLlK
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 301Please respect copyright.PENANAKhMKwtPgYk
301Please respect copyright.PENANAqdUqM0xH1H
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither301Please respect copyright.PENANA6p64LfB6Tg
because I know myself if not anyone else301Please respect copyright.PENANAMZP0kpEMFf
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.301Please respect copyright.PENANA27sn58WBBZ
301Please respect copyright.PENANA6CEmEM1IQu
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.301Please respect copyright.PENANAa48qQXwk2V
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,301Please respect copyright.PENANAqpRa5ZsMj1
everyone asked for a young female.301Please respect copyright.PENANAUSqikvmdIx
what happens when I grow old,301Please respect copyright.PENANAA2S13VR1Ka
what happens when my tits sag 301Please respect copyright.PENANAKEhJyAtXBk
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,301Please respect copyright.PENANAxEbcaM5kAg
will I no longer be wanted?301Please respect copyright.PENANAAC59hFkksK
No longer desired or admired.301Please respect copyright.PENANACHsy2PlJsr
will I just be old?301Please respect copyright.PENANAVSYc3PkGJA
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 301Please respect copyright.PENANAdbJtHOhN7U
Just301Please respect copyright.PENANAghHsmNxY9O
Old.301Please respect copyright.PENANAWqo3qJOiIW
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?301Please respect copyright.PENANAFVO4EaRJsi
I'll have to be good at something,301Please respect copyright.PENANAWjRDJQceHC
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills301Please respect copyright.PENANA9x3VY2fz4u
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain301Please respect copyright.PENANAg89lSjty53
I'll have to be somebody301Please respect copyright.PENANA31eBtSXbhw
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth301Please respect copyright.PENANAWN96R89xz9
but I know I can't keep it.301Please respect copyright.PENANAInKiePpBj5
Good things never last.301Please respect copyright.PENANApvuuC2zOtM
301Please respect copyright.PENANAlA56McCI5R
I don't know when youth became so important to me301Please respect copyright.PENANAyXPC3W95YU
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail301Please respect copyright.PENANAObLcih029S
and why so many people died over it301Please respect copyright.PENANAbUcaZgHQCA
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,301Please respect copyright.PENANAIjFzEaMZ19
I would.301Please respect copyright.PENANA3dKYVMiLSW
perhaps that makes me a bad human,301Please respect copyright.PENANA9p73m1VEgQ
a bad feminist301Please respect copyright.PENANAe7J2FgRGMK
bad person,301Please respect copyright.PENANALm62Rcsmu9
but all I know is it's the truth301Please respect copyright.PENANAEzgDgV4gLt
and I would do it,301Please respect copyright.PENANAkDzQkvJcYY
301Please respect copyright.PENANAzaoUhfxJ3G
I would give up so much to stay desirable.301Please respect copyright.PENANAd99JgHywCm
Because I've never been desired before301Please respect copyright.PENANA2QmvXyA8Vi
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,301Please respect copyright.PENANAFWQmjCJha1
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?301Please respect copyright.PENANAvDqApVq6Zx
and my skin sags from my bones301Please respect copyright.PENANAomnbcQEHjQ
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach301Please respect copyright.PENANACG93zJMwkI
my neck doubling,301Please respect copyright.PENANAG2X1NnDEhU
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad301Please respect copyright.PENANAPeUUG3uKRA
301Please respect copyright.PENANAquIqLwie7z
some people think when you get older looks matter less301Please respect copyright.PENANAAtojllHYRH
But that's not true, nobody wants that301Please respect copyright.PENANAp7hb1pKcU2
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.301Please respect copyright.PENANAVqKkgEHWxX
What will I be?301Please respect copyright.PENANAZlG4154m4D
Chopped liver I suppose.301Please respect copyright.PENANAZyD6FjKnwX
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools301Please respect copyright.PENANAsuYLJWSz7D
301Please respect copyright.PENANADWuMt6BmCN
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life301Please respect copyright.PENANAAQmiQZur9R
I'm 20301Please respect copyright.PENANAYqsjeF3QAx
I have done nothing time is flying by301Please respect copyright.PENANAWtQioo8rMq
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast301Please respect copyright.PENANAVKrsK7nJg3
Keeps slipping from my fists.301Please respect copyright.PENANAmvSxj09u7w
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).301Please respect copyright.PENANAkL0GWShPeY
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.301Please respect copyright.PENANA3YawDxGvwr
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up301Please respect copyright.PENANA0gHkUbe4YA
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.301Please respect copyright.PENANAAhIjMxQqi8
301Please respect copyright.PENANA8x9xtV5tm8
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity301Please respect copyright.PENANAqRMDwQla5D
I feel it closing in on me301Please respect copyright.PENANApWoiwgS5B3
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,301Please respect copyright.PENANAydpuFiYFX2
looking in the mirror I see my painting.301Please respect copyright.PENANAzyx7f20BoV
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,301Please respect copyright.PENANAei99KDoafX
I know they're going to be my demise.301Please respect copyright.PENANAPO7GR5EVRG
301Please respect copyright.PENANAKKetnpytcA
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen301Please respect copyright.PENANAJIIQXxJeRJ
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.301Please respect copyright.PENANADVNQyexxSw
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 301Please respect copyright.PENANAyLde20juIl
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 301Please respect copyright.PENANAbYERNo9GFp
301Please respect copyright.PENANAhDdKhBNeBw
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither301Please respect copyright.PENANALmfa7Aa7cg
because I know myself if not anyone else301Please respect copyright.PENANAIaOZdf65f7
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.301Please respect copyright.PENANA22G8QJQQ3t
301Please respect copyright.PENANA7fmKHfJEhY
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old