I am dreading growing old.334Please respect copyright.PENANA8IiWZhoVrG
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,334Please respect copyright.PENANACPbSD2EqIg
everyone asked for a young female.334Please respect copyright.PENANAnMnHrMleoL
what happens when I grow old,334Please respect copyright.PENANA2VKs0rECen
what happens when my tits sag 334Please respect copyright.PENANAGi9OT61584
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,334Please respect copyright.PENANAphZGlh4epn
will I no longer be wanted?334Please respect copyright.PENANAaehIIrSpFS
No longer desired or admired.334Please respect copyright.PENANAInYjs1rTB6
will I just be old?334Please respect copyright.PENANAKjzDksDxPH
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 334Please respect copyright.PENANAHf3wB9cuBG
Just334Please respect copyright.PENANAXRtgLDgvDf
Old.334Please respect copyright.PENANAoKxJjibFA4
334Please respect copyright.PENANA7sCEK4V771
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?334Please respect copyright.PENANAWPPQ7A0hMx
I'll have to be good at something,334Please respect copyright.PENANAGrWlwjMfrU
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills334Please respect copyright.PENANAIpuoOA7sje
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain334Please respect copyright.PENANA35Ujph6Sv4
I'll have to be somebody334Please respect copyright.PENANAKYdCERg9d8
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth334Please respect copyright.PENANAknzGq6gPlv
but I know I can't keep it.334Please respect copyright.PENANAoxSTR5VbEP
Good things never last.334Please respect copyright.PENANAkDgZRJQjhm
334Please respect copyright.PENANATdYKnKhGoe
I don't know when youth became so important to me334Please respect copyright.PENANAo4R8n7TUdz
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail334Please respect copyright.PENANAqxenbzucad
and why so many people died over it334Please respect copyright.PENANAQQhjM2nqSb
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,334Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1tAj2xwlr
I would.334Please respect copyright.PENANAmtKcTSHGTG
perhaps that makes me a bad human,334Please respect copyright.PENANA3NUczGtNHU
a bad feminist334Please respect copyright.PENANAEnUh8Xzr8G
bad person,334Please respect copyright.PENANAElzGYUADM5
but all I know is it's the truth334Please respect copyright.PENANAXLzAq36TiQ
and I would do it,334Please respect copyright.PENANAWUovNuA5wq
334Please respect copyright.PENANArIaXQliyaN
I would give up so much to stay desirable.334Please respect copyright.PENANAwXt5EqtGT5
Because I've never been desired before334Please respect copyright.PENANAes0VRbulkB
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,334Please respect copyright.PENANAAJCVIJaqSh
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?334Please respect copyright.PENANA4bfg1XrFg5
and my skin sags from my bones334Please respect copyright.PENANAA6N4juSi7P
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach334Please respect copyright.PENANA6wm3bmHpPl
my neck doubling,334Please respect copyright.PENANATEi2KA2KKs
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad334Please respect copyright.PENANA7slgzSMAcb
334Please respect copyright.PENANAB5IaXN55T4
some people think when you get older looks matter less334Please respect copyright.PENANAesi0dLMU7F
But that's not true, nobody wants that334Please respect copyright.PENANAIK83g2uZb7
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.334Please respect copyright.PENANA8I3kuGO4fa
What will I be?334Please respect copyright.PENANAVisYRfbw8D
Chopped liver I suppose.334Please respect copyright.PENANAJRqCwJdWvF
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools334Please respect copyright.PENANAeTLaq9LJog
334Please respect copyright.PENANAfX5buXaFLP
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life334Please respect copyright.PENANA10PMpzisMn
I'm young334Please respect copyright.PENANARNbcwjAzGz
I have done nothing time is flying by334Please respect copyright.PENANAWWnszl0jdl
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast334Please respect copyright.PENANA8QiqpwXbP6
Keeps slipping from my fists.334Please respect copyright.PENANAfvv577tUEe
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).334Please respect copyright.PENANA7NpcQ33ALJ
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.334Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8htIATIyF
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up334Please respect copyright.PENANAlgAn7aHWGv
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.334Please respect copyright.PENANA5N4xQjbVt2
334Please respect copyright.PENANAqzuNo6l3rE
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity334Please respect copyright.PENANAMzbauDB8gF
I feel it closing in on me334Please respect copyright.PENANAyXHIJd5jE1
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,334Please respect copyright.PENANA4z9Y9a6t46
looking in the mirror I see my painting.334Please respect copyright.PENANAQEMtHL2wIM
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,334Please respect copyright.PENANALg80XfaM32
I know they're going to be my demise.334Please respect copyright.PENANAYwhOgCyMrZ
334Please respect copyright.PENANAiJjEq9ihqf
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen334Please respect copyright.PENANABHzvJguS8q
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.334Please respect copyright.PENANA6BPNVBTpr5
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 334Please respect copyright.PENANA0ExOeu1sCO
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 334Please respect copyright.PENANAYXgHlZEgzR
334Please respect copyright.PENANAWJcqLDGmtS
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither334Please respect copyright.PENANA0dfIZFxq2X
because I know myself if not anyone else334Please respect copyright.PENANAxeReNzHsmd
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.334Please respect copyright.PENANAfwCtfWBDxO
334Please respect copyright.PENANArjqjHJPmlh
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.334Please respect copyright.PENANA1FeUqQZM1E
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,334Please respect copyright.PENANAUunKHvhlGz
everyone asked for a young female.334Please respect copyright.PENANAqXIDw7rTEv
what happens when I grow old,334Please respect copyright.PENANAYqI4iAAmJO
what happens when my tits sag 334Please respect copyright.PENANA6U74no1Osg
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,334Please respect copyright.PENANA7dbUgiRZtH
will I no longer be wanted?334Please respect copyright.PENANAaNpYIfpq2E
No longer desired or admired.334Please respect copyright.PENANAxw1tLrqWB5
will I just be old?334Please respect copyright.PENANA0L72hucGtP
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 334Please respect copyright.PENANAd0z0FQxaa8
Just334Please respect copyright.PENANA2Poj7r0ZRx
Old.334Please respect copyright.PENANAh2sSmureIN
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?334Please respect copyright.PENANAosZaenk7Sg
I'll have to be good at something,334Please respect copyright.PENANAHXvQqXczKd
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills334Please respect copyright.PENANAwdfL3BUtZY
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain334Please respect copyright.PENANAoa8V2I6va7
I'll have to be somebody334Please respect copyright.PENANAkVtzUMjoI5
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth334Please respect copyright.PENANASjRhX8eC6G
but I know I can't keep it.334Please respect copyright.PENANAgGvRMMxqJY
Good things never last.334Please respect copyright.PENANA0AoIzflHlv
334Please respect copyright.PENANAsmVngGb6yc
I don't know when youth became so important to me334Please respect copyright.PENANARwnK6EqX1f
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail334Please respect copyright.PENANAsOB1NtOfLZ
and why so many people died over it334Please respect copyright.PENANA4j2k9xdTZI
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,334Please respect copyright.PENANAAeLbboTsR4
I would.334Please respect copyright.PENANAlB1IDN7pNI
perhaps that makes me a bad human,334Please respect copyright.PENANA8t26DQKaAa
a bad feminist334Please respect copyright.PENANAEjUj5vnjUW
bad person,334Please respect copyright.PENANAYmVRozQYQ2
but all I know is it's the truth334Please respect copyright.PENANAKBwCLsciqr
and I would do it,334Please respect copyright.PENANA7lmPfNqGoX
334Please respect copyright.PENANAsdMp2X6bOi
I would give up so much to stay desirable.334Please respect copyright.PENANA5lBeNkF0AI
Because I've never been desired before334Please respect copyright.PENANAYUGZaUXf3J
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,334Please respect copyright.PENANAYveYYXMiZR
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?334Please respect copyright.PENANASL790CCMq2
and my skin sags from my bones334Please respect copyright.PENANA8keAk4AOLD
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach334Please respect copyright.PENANAudYfHO6o9P
my neck doubling,334Please respect copyright.PENANA3oW6scwMbJ
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad334Please respect copyright.PENANALTLURFP8sO
334Please respect copyright.PENANAmtpPAQCdJA
some people think when you get older looks matter less334Please respect copyright.PENANAyJwMkPHdRI
But that's not true, nobody wants that334Please respect copyright.PENANA45AM5of4En
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.334Please respect copyright.PENANANs0nJtJK3T
What will I be?334Please respect copyright.PENANAmGpAkpxQBF
Chopped liver I suppose.334Please respect copyright.PENANA8b5tVcZqLA
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools334Please respect copyright.PENANAnwNdF021b3
334Please respect copyright.PENANAzyOJRpNS06
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life334Please respect copyright.PENANAFSNUWvnPbF
I'm 20334Please respect copyright.PENANA9sPQBlMg48
I have done nothing time is flying by334Please respect copyright.PENANApo14GOweow
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast334Please respect copyright.PENANAN4OY2xJacd
Keeps slipping from my fists.334Please respect copyright.PENANAB0h6K2Et7u
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).334Please respect copyright.PENANA09gqSqk6oe
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.334Please respect copyright.PENANAtEP1Ey8PaO
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up334Please respect copyright.PENANALMolFQdguQ
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.334Please respect copyright.PENANADBn9YCBxPk
334Please respect copyright.PENANAMQzwD4uTUO
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity334Please respect copyright.PENANA6KufS7WsZB
I feel it closing in on me334Please respect copyright.PENANAqYkyAICU7C
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,334Please respect copyright.PENANAf0hIaG98zR
looking in the mirror I see my painting.334Please respect copyright.PENANAkR5MBPkU2J
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,334Please respect copyright.PENANAgd6BQFRx1b
I know they're going to be my demise.334Please respect copyright.PENANAg04G0YFDqw
334Please respect copyright.PENANAUDPFZzKSyi
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen334Please respect copyright.PENANAA7h91l3RtR
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.334Please respect copyright.PENANAFXUsmxo4GQ
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 334Please respect copyright.PENANAKyLft6IUOe
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 334Please respect copyright.PENANA58n3aP74qo
334Please respect copyright.PENANAkDlHpRX48g
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither334Please respect copyright.PENANAmjhd1PJSPR
because I know myself if not anyone else334Please respect copyright.PENANAh03yKzIiZM
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.334Please respect copyright.PENANAPWU6n5hRkf
334Please respect copyright.PENANA12mnvWacmn
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old