I am dreading growing old.221Please respect copyright.PENANAceA90ciBdu
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,221Please respect copyright.PENANAMaKcz07T7w
everyone asked for a young female.221Please respect copyright.PENANAnPYR3j9bvo
what happens when I grow old,221Please respect copyright.PENANA0o04oU2s3y
what happens when my tits sag 221Please respect copyright.PENANAGq3oCpInYX
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,221Please respect copyright.PENANAdMrDsxTCr7
will I no longer be wanted?221Please respect copyright.PENANAjJZNMnmKDw
No longer desired or admired.221Please respect copyright.PENANAZBMfL4gBLj
will I just be old?221Please respect copyright.PENANAqgThy7LSr2
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 221Please respect copyright.PENANAiReVZrPq7k
Just221Please respect copyright.PENANAL2DhNeZPG6
Old.221Please respect copyright.PENANAbugFllEQqh
221Please respect copyright.PENANA3mB6FakF4j
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?221Please respect copyright.PENANA8eU7CHTOpc
I'll have to be good at something,221Please respect copyright.PENANAcjfmZX6lJF
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills221Please respect copyright.PENANAuQKV2vTmkM
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain221Please respect copyright.PENANAhsRzhzhSlZ
I'll have to be somebody221Please respect copyright.PENANAocYaexp3Yl
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth221Please respect copyright.PENANANj4RvyvJ0X
but I know I can't keep it.221Please respect copyright.PENANAQhFkU4ZZlp
Good things never last.221Please respect copyright.PENANAWZyaAmzaLE
221Please respect copyright.PENANAaPkcrWti77
I don't know when youth became so important to me221Please respect copyright.PENANAQwyWvKqOX5
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail221Please respect copyright.PENANAX6T2iZ3QvG
and why so many people died over it221Please respect copyright.PENANAmQc8p1yBrY
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,221Please respect copyright.PENANAaNMZGFbTsi
I would.221Please respect copyright.PENANAJuAHLyHq16
perhaps that makes me a bad human,221Please respect copyright.PENANAuQBbl8K6Vk
a bad feminist221Please respect copyright.PENANANihncUuLhl
bad person,221Please respect copyright.PENANAHuPjR5ZYDu
but all I know is it's the truth221Please respect copyright.PENANA6jLttVoqOs
and I would do it,221Please respect copyright.PENANAuvD3P9LmIt
221Please respect copyright.PENANA7BS2P6z97g
I would give up so much to stay desirable.221Please respect copyright.PENANAtk0fxZ3qmc
Because I've never been desired before221Please respect copyright.PENANAafnvpl1i8Z
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,221Please respect copyright.PENANA97QTaAAwzI
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?221Please respect copyright.PENANAEw73AG02A0
and my skin sags from my bones221Please respect copyright.PENANAg3nWxNia4d
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach221Please respect copyright.PENANAkwq5mWIBpF
my neck doubling,221Please respect copyright.PENANAtLth6tJosa
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad221Please respect copyright.PENANAQrN2eWV1su
221Please respect copyright.PENANAZMIfItlEam
some people think when you get older looks matter less221Please respect copyright.PENANAn7gSSuEODF
But that's not true, nobody wants that221Please respect copyright.PENANAHJ0Ss6CMkG
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.221Please respect copyright.PENANAS4aD7Xh7il
What will I be?221Please respect copyright.PENANAYFgMKfQpy4
Chopped liver I suppose.221Please respect copyright.PENANAYpphQi0TyG
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools221Please respect copyright.PENANApDyQBeVeev
221Please respect copyright.PENANAuT2fk6AAU9
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life221Please respect copyright.PENANA9ijpnut30x
I'm young221Please respect copyright.PENANAQDhH6d7hrl
I have done nothing time is flying by221Please respect copyright.PENANAIqQkf9mo4Y
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast221Please respect copyright.PENANAF3Mnm2oVv0
Keeps slipping from my fists.221Please respect copyright.PENANA76xrKnsnpZ
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).221Please respect copyright.PENANAVXUitTLOP7
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.221Please respect copyright.PENANAHsQoAG5Wbo
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up221Please respect copyright.PENANA5R0Cu1pznz
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.221Please respect copyright.PENANA9TPJVY0KYw
221Please respect copyright.PENANAV0P3HuoYQ0
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity221Please respect copyright.PENANADcbFNLHPsx
I feel it closing in on me221Please respect copyright.PENANAanubWmcOWZ
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,221Please respect copyright.PENANAZQYz9WzUnL
looking in the mirror I see my painting.221Please respect copyright.PENANAu84jidRR9A
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,221Please respect copyright.PENANAbrsKujhhCo
I know they're going to be my demise.221Please respect copyright.PENANAM7CTVUtW5R
221Please respect copyright.PENANAvsWf47n7Ts
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen221Please respect copyright.PENANAj7IDph5iBj
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.221Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8oKvXa76D
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 221Please respect copyright.PENANA3xCmaknKp8
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 221Please respect copyright.PENANA99UvF2QTaF
221Please respect copyright.PENANABxqJF2Avrq
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither221Please respect copyright.PENANAepMxaZNmQg
because I know myself if not anyone else221Please respect copyright.PENANA8rxYvVP74u
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.221Please respect copyright.PENANABac2hIEz7j
221Please respect copyright.PENANAPJOz1HHiyd
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.221Please respect copyright.PENANAUV5pi6OSw0
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,221Please respect copyright.PENANAMaNPKXiCRU
everyone asked for a young female.221Please respect copyright.PENANAgr17DVpttb
what happens when I grow old,221Please respect copyright.PENANAs0PInjBzaV
what happens when my tits sag 221Please respect copyright.PENANAnnYBptcNuN
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,221Please respect copyright.PENANAdbIvI2WpK4
will I no longer be wanted?221Please respect copyright.PENANAlwH5R7wyFr
No longer desired or admired.221Please respect copyright.PENANAXfmLhWoqyz
will I just be old?221Please respect copyright.PENANADjZnjpEBzv
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 221Please respect copyright.PENANAGIPjLbntl2
Just221Please respect copyright.PENANAT8m11AJl5c
Old.221Please respect copyright.PENANA2i9c3nymmP
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?221Please respect copyright.PENANAuLF55gbY66
I'll have to be good at something,221Please respect copyright.PENANALdgl7W931M
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills221Please respect copyright.PENANAnvmTsWtoia
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain221Please respect copyright.PENANAOD78Bf3eMQ
I'll have to be somebody221Please respect copyright.PENANA0zbOEKTePd
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth221Please respect copyright.PENANAyLyaOixdYV
but I know I can't keep it.221Please respect copyright.PENANA9SD1qgwftE
Good things never last.221Please respect copyright.PENANAVk2RyXJzN9
221Please respect copyright.PENANAK3y7o6gKJ8
I don't know when youth became so important to me221Please respect copyright.PENANAi2TblTYo7P
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail221Please respect copyright.PENANAeAiqgmL4WU
and why so many people died over it221Please respect copyright.PENANAUvvayhxHfs
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,221Please respect copyright.PENANA4MUqGm7Wq7
I would.221Please respect copyright.PENANAGhWIfHx6LY
perhaps that makes me a bad human,221Please respect copyright.PENANAtPZK4fMLw9
a bad feminist221Please respect copyright.PENANAo3RMw6nYlM
bad person,221Please respect copyright.PENANAFBwT1b7MQo
but all I know is it's the truth221Please respect copyright.PENANA3ADSGAN7fd
and I would do it,221Please respect copyright.PENANARPLZNERXKS
221Please respect copyright.PENANAUNU15WSH8H
I would give up so much to stay desirable.221Please respect copyright.PENANAnqXjhvspq6
Because I've never been desired before221Please respect copyright.PENANAGXVH5fYhSu
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,221Please respect copyright.PENANAfkVXTQCEkF
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?221Please respect copyright.PENANAw6QY5JkkMM
and my skin sags from my bones221Please respect copyright.PENANAs34toh1geB
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach221Please respect copyright.PENANA14bI5ZJ0an
my neck doubling,221Please respect copyright.PENANAquI45iqiIx
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad221Please respect copyright.PENANAJ98Tsqj8Eu
221Please respect copyright.PENANABFBQyriHGb
some people think when you get older looks matter less221Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0AUJ4o4Kg
But that's not true, nobody wants that221Please respect copyright.PENANAgg8VPRh6G1
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.221Please respect copyright.PENANA6GusW6E4yN
What will I be?221Please respect copyright.PENANA1CBTjfBIZ2
Chopped liver I suppose.221Please respect copyright.PENANAyFjdyXyXMw
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools221Please respect copyright.PENANA23q0NlINZr
221Please respect copyright.PENANAmDWcrByGGn
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life221Please respect copyright.PENANAezPuiNhCKG
I'm 20221Please respect copyright.PENANAN2j6eRlKNq
I have done nothing time is flying by221Please respect copyright.PENANAY2ixckv9Xf
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast221Please respect copyright.PENANAhPpDllih0U
Keeps slipping from my fists.221Please respect copyright.PENANAdt2iCQ8puu
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).221Please respect copyright.PENANAepfXlnNrNf
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.221Please respect copyright.PENANA3clZ0KCECn
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up221Please respect copyright.PENANAmXs1ANghqj
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.221Please respect copyright.PENANAWuRjzYqT5U
221Please respect copyright.PENANAgyLh5s0IQA
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity221Please respect copyright.PENANAqCdViT8520
I feel it closing in on me221Please respect copyright.PENANAor0ytw0ZDH
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,221Please respect copyright.PENANAaQYXZmMuk9
looking in the mirror I see my painting.221Please respect copyright.PENANADt4cnxLmjr
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,221Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ao6sw2yzK
I know they're going to be my demise.221Please respect copyright.PENANAPAcUoP1Qz7
221Please respect copyright.PENANAh9FMHZui5w
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen221Please respect copyright.PENANA21D0bdQQMv
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.221Please respect copyright.PENANAWNT1SKGdam
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 221Please respect copyright.PENANAbMHtBssgmJ
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 221Please respect copyright.PENANADDHjhpOc8P
221Please respect copyright.PENANAVuomHqVwAm
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither221Please respect copyright.PENANA20bkncLRIP
because I know myself if not anyone else221Please respect copyright.PENANAjgmefm9290
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.221Please respect copyright.PENANAnl89TEp8A4
221Please respect copyright.PENANAbvRLWS5PCB
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old