I am dreading growing old.244Please respect copyright.PENANAdn5cGecuN8
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,244Please respect copyright.PENANAK1Qv5FtsGb
everyone asked for a young female.244Please respect copyright.PENANAdJviLqXN4U
what happens when I grow old,244Please respect copyright.PENANAY4XGGgV2NA
what happens when my tits sag 244Please respect copyright.PENANAufE5TxnBNt
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,244Please respect copyright.PENANAWwP1gmh200
will I no longer be wanted?244Please respect copyright.PENANATp2uI0oGtP
No longer desired or admired.244Please respect copyright.PENANA64Ird6ZmYx
will I just be old?244Please respect copyright.PENANA60OXf3ERYz
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 244Please respect copyright.PENANAVDaPpRZtom
Just244Please respect copyright.PENANA2Wo8N4V0Np
Old.244Please respect copyright.PENANArprib5m2zw
244Please respect copyright.PENANAE1P7J9gibr
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?244Please respect copyright.PENANAI13Q3uZi2k
I'll have to be good at something,244Please respect copyright.PENANA2HZ6gKbAf9
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills244Please respect copyright.PENANASssGpBDnF9
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain244Please respect copyright.PENANAgXmX1K9eDd
I'll have to be somebody244Please respect copyright.PENANAokWamwi0vH
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth244Please respect copyright.PENANACgOlHonpfm
but I know I can't keep it.244Please respect copyright.PENANAoBJTzYdBtF
Good things never last.244Please respect copyright.PENANAgrlpNFHD4f
244Please respect copyright.PENANASFJG1lUqFT
I don't know when youth became so important to me244Please respect copyright.PENANAqHEhJzdOwV
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail244Please respect copyright.PENANAUk9vTdcPiJ
and why so many people died over it244Please respect copyright.PENANAtZh2TJB29j
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,244Please respect copyright.PENANAc6ZBSsdJhS
I would.244Please respect copyright.PENANA6oJ3D4FjaA
perhaps that makes me a bad human,244Please respect copyright.PENANANwKREHCcHz
a bad feminist244Please respect copyright.PENANAn77GfxWSZx
bad person,244Please respect copyright.PENANAlEGHIScPsG
but all I know is it's the truth244Please respect copyright.PENANAnCFVKH4gst
and I would do it,244Please respect copyright.PENANA40I5LEerJG
244Please respect copyright.PENANAfNwprdXkUm
I would give up so much to stay desirable.244Please respect copyright.PENANAmKCqsL1Hql
Because I've never been desired before244Please respect copyright.PENANAony7FJSeFB
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,244Please respect copyright.PENANAsSDPueo846
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?244Please respect copyright.PENANAz9mOMEdSKR
and my skin sags from my bones244Please respect copyright.PENANA7ykhLqJZgi
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach244Please respect copyright.PENANAGCY7E6iNRI
my neck doubling,244Please respect copyright.PENANApZbavRKCzH
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad244Please respect copyright.PENANARm9UbG48bM
244Please respect copyright.PENANAoLdbBtzTWB
some people think when you get older looks matter less244Please respect copyright.PENANAgjlQsUpa39
But that's not true, nobody wants that244Please respect copyright.PENANADhqlXLnVPq
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.244Please respect copyright.PENANA7H9Gtdzs0J
What will I be?244Please respect copyright.PENANAJz3qAHgaiY
Chopped liver I suppose.244Please respect copyright.PENANA8SABK2YL2P
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools244Please respect copyright.PENANATqmS08JHmy
244Please respect copyright.PENANAGnBh3J4yhV
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life244Please respect copyright.PENANAOAEstHElxu
I'm young244Please respect copyright.PENANAX7Rso2dmxL
I have done nothing time is flying by244Please respect copyright.PENANAXYEcddR8RY
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast244Please respect copyright.PENANArwEO0PqWI3
Keeps slipping from my fists.244Please respect copyright.PENANAIfOnN1IUct
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).244Please respect copyright.PENANA4XbreTwQI3
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.244Please respect copyright.PENANATFgutVhm8P
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up244Please respect copyright.PENANA8fT42ncLJr
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.244Please respect copyright.PENANAvr4cDDKupJ
244Please respect copyright.PENANApv2ZCCXYnm
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity244Please respect copyright.PENANAihy07k9Ros
I feel it closing in on me244Please respect copyright.PENANA8SwfPNn34J
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,244Please respect copyright.PENANABBm8PgPHWR
looking in the mirror I see my painting.244Please respect copyright.PENANAHIY2jaUelA
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,244Please respect copyright.PENANA4v5QGrc6Up
I know they're going to be my demise.244Please respect copyright.PENANADjhTCwqY07
244Please respect copyright.PENANAbpE8Ud61Bo
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen244Please respect copyright.PENANA80gwit6YEz
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.244Please respect copyright.PENANARNolqSCTPV
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 244Please respect copyright.PENANAS6SXYY6w2i
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 244Please respect copyright.PENANAQdEjbjxIAM
244Please respect copyright.PENANAFpJU2rd7Vp
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither244Please respect copyright.PENANACVvLBkOWCk
because I know myself if not anyone else244Please respect copyright.PENANAxCzsXC6ew7
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.244Please respect copyright.PENANAbsnqbfVpaE
244Please respect copyright.PENANAEv86s0lAm1
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.244Please respect copyright.PENANA3TEwsAT0wX
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,244Please respect copyright.PENANAEugPd15Gf4
everyone asked for a young female.244Please respect copyright.PENANAFAmNEbAxfZ
what happens when I grow old,244Please respect copyright.PENANALAhKbRfAvS
what happens when my tits sag 244Please respect copyright.PENANA9PaO1RdK5X
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,244Please respect copyright.PENANAOJmeyfs2Ap
will I no longer be wanted?244Please respect copyright.PENANAwvgJbE8SaT
No longer desired or admired.244Please respect copyright.PENANAyaPDmpJtbv
will I just be old?244Please respect copyright.PENANA6raw8gsatG
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 244Please respect copyright.PENANAOjsg5euaQQ
Just244Please respect copyright.PENANA5KTgcjk6CW
Old.244Please respect copyright.PENANAQTjHQvNPT0
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?244Please respect copyright.PENANA0aG0m8PaLS
I'll have to be good at something,244Please respect copyright.PENANA3uFZi7eBHg
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills244Please respect copyright.PENANA1Gvb7GhFXS
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain244Please respect copyright.PENANAlESReeKBgv
I'll have to be somebody244Please respect copyright.PENANAwa2pIADfB8
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth244Please respect copyright.PENANAMf9vOXswbJ
but I know I can't keep it.244Please respect copyright.PENANAjhHVWoWDsc
Good things never last.244Please respect copyright.PENANAKTyNR5bIyD
244Please respect copyright.PENANAgT6Dbx3Qaf
I don't know when youth became so important to me244Please respect copyright.PENANAnYfgQdxv1g
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail244Please respect copyright.PENANAkJx2NZC7OM
and why so many people died over it244Please respect copyright.PENANAFfSthTequN
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,244Please respect copyright.PENANAL44EcBz8xB
I would.244Please respect copyright.PENANAnesRxGD0ML
perhaps that makes me a bad human,244Please respect copyright.PENANAwECBaDMeAT
a bad feminist244Please respect copyright.PENANAaNEMAZFMEx
bad person,244Please respect copyright.PENANAOLyIsruE09
but all I know is it's the truth244Please respect copyright.PENANA0uV5tvFpPl
and I would do it,244Please respect copyright.PENANACIhuskCRwn
244Please respect copyright.PENANA24PE0mWvtc
I would give up so much to stay desirable.244Please respect copyright.PENANAEPAy3MSkNI
Because I've never been desired before244Please respect copyright.PENANAG1VnGqYg8w
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,244Please respect copyright.PENANAsN3hr3w3YL
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?244Please respect copyright.PENANAKWqMUGW0th
and my skin sags from my bones244Please respect copyright.PENANAeiiQsQb6Hi
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach244Please respect copyright.PENANANDUzaA2CV2
my neck doubling,244Please respect copyright.PENANAV31yEHxeAN
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad244Please respect copyright.PENANAEGgTwrbKbg
244Please respect copyright.PENANAXlrEaopiqN
some people think when you get older looks matter less244Please respect copyright.PENANAJlpKNYpcon
But that's not true, nobody wants that244Please respect copyright.PENANAPIHIGL4rxL
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.244Please respect copyright.PENANAhFZwBxjwsB
What will I be?244Please respect copyright.PENANAfZRydFyHbE
Chopped liver I suppose.244Please respect copyright.PENANA7nE0Tjkfbb
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools244Please respect copyright.PENANAfqcoOWseEn
244Please respect copyright.PENANASSk09OGIky
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life244Please respect copyright.PENANAEchtQc8UtW
I'm 20244Please respect copyright.PENANAnwzjnoW6qx
I have done nothing time is flying by244Please respect copyright.PENANAJBYmeS9ElS
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast244Please respect copyright.PENANA5LTQVEBBcC
Keeps slipping from my fists.244Please respect copyright.PENANAfFKanbVsNb
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).244Please respect copyright.PENANA1xpIGAfiBo
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.244Please respect copyright.PENANAx4hePxJP4u
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up244Please respect copyright.PENANA8Wy4VbhtJq
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.244Please respect copyright.PENANAPswi5SCyJB
244Please respect copyright.PENANAc1At7LnP7g
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity244Please respect copyright.PENANAzWPcGN9RVu
I feel it closing in on me244Please respect copyright.PENANA9LKRHaw5ql
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,244Please respect copyright.PENANAxCygtWZq6u
looking in the mirror I see my painting.244Please respect copyright.PENANAEogr3ceDfV
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,244Please respect copyright.PENANAy2AwLppBY4
I know they're going to be my demise.244Please respect copyright.PENANADZv31ALEqF
244Please respect copyright.PENANAIKfyK1r9Ac
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen244Please respect copyright.PENANAUIyQqSiAv4
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.244Please respect copyright.PENANA27xZXXtC7T
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 244Please respect copyright.PENANAv3kyHYcCOW
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 244Please respect copyright.PENANAazGIdWOJmo
244Please respect copyright.PENANAUNyM5lIjNd
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither244Please respect copyright.PENANAZlo78Pe9VU
because I know myself if not anyone else244Please respect copyright.PENANAA3LYyS8muQ
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.244Please respect copyright.PENANAAh9flY6L1v
244Please respect copyright.PENANA7G7xtATJNh
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old