I am dreading growing old.265Please respect copyright.PENANAn1GkOgp9Ac
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,265Please respect copyright.PENANANf2X3j917K
everyone asked for a young female.265Please respect copyright.PENANAnNU7LkwZlK
what happens when I grow old,265Please respect copyright.PENANAlERmqDwMXb
what happens when my tits sag 265Please respect copyright.PENANACXsP6xyBGl
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,265Please respect copyright.PENANAmBH3uaEPV4
will I no longer be wanted?265Please respect copyright.PENANAuCg3b5zLrw
No longer desired or admired.265Please respect copyright.PENANAvQp7x6NpmH
will I just be old?265Please respect copyright.PENANA6X963JztHY
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 265Please respect copyright.PENANAEfIwxmoP4c
Just265Please respect copyright.PENANAI3ncpdf8A9
Old.265Please respect copyright.PENANA0obKZCtiYv
265Please respect copyright.PENANAdqfepitQox
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?265Please respect copyright.PENANAfLBIDJwsVp
I'll have to be good at something,265Please respect copyright.PENANA83J8Q1T4oF
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills265Please respect copyright.PENANAYBis4cO0ex
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain265Please respect copyright.PENANAz9EagJL43G
I'll have to be somebody265Please respect copyright.PENANARQV6uF9cC8
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth265Please respect copyright.PENANAH7W8hFO2oG
but I know I can't keep it.265Please respect copyright.PENANAntiobe3tdv
Good things never last.265Please respect copyright.PENANAbE2ZSxrovO
265Please respect copyright.PENANAyJ1QuhpHYB
I don't know when youth became so important to me265Please respect copyright.PENANA7KuAStyw7U
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail265Please respect copyright.PENANAXoj9NNC3Xh
and why so many people died over it265Please respect copyright.PENANAzVFWRdMBmO
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,265Please respect copyright.PENANACZkHHDuCbD
I would.265Please respect copyright.PENANAm74M2LgAo9
perhaps that makes me a bad human,265Please respect copyright.PENANACyJXWTCJnK
a bad feminist265Please respect copyright.PENANAnYGFnTXbKu
bad person,265Please respect copyright.PENANAdZyWgdTmeZ
but all I know is it's the truth265Please respect copyright.PENANAfiZwevFs2Y
and I would do it,265Please respect copyright.PENANAvyCf0R456v
265Please respect copyright.PENANAiNXpBWq0k0
I would give up so much to stay desirable.265Please respect copyright.PENANA0raRse5eJd
Because I've never been desired before265Please respect copyright.PENANACPcDZTdnxi
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,265Please respect copyright.PENANAT0P5F02LeK
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?265Please respect copyright.PENANAV2paaab817
and my skin sags from my bones265Please respect copyright.PENANAmoqYTTtaTe
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach265Please respect copyright.PENANANb8kmyTNqE
my neck doubling,265Please respect copyright.PENANAHJOoMqSH3f
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad265Please respect copyright.PENANA2VvKN5TEaW
265Please respect copyright.PENANAzvslcciI23
some people think when you get older looks matter less265Please respect copyright.PENANAy83LzF2avU
But that's not true, nobody wants that265Please respect copyright.PENANAlINZhJIa3e
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.265Please respect copyright.PENANA3hbk0eVofW
What will I be?265Please respect copyright.PENANAygDPfXypLn
Chopped liver I suppose.265Please respect copyright.PENANA8upgtrLyWD
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools265Please respect copyright.PENANARDUnO6zZpJ
265Please respect copyright.PENANA23mq72oKxx
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life265Please respect copyright.PENANASiNHG917ZD
I'm young265Please respect copyright.PENANA5XW8NrSOCC
I have done nothing time is flying by265Please respect copyright.PENANAWAcJrKU66M
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast265Please respect copyright.PENANAEg5EWfrWPH
Keeps slipping from my fists.265Please respect copyright.PENANAbB0991RFEA
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).265Please respect copyright.PENANAU7qjZvBHZq
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.265Please respect copyright.PENANAYNCDf6n7Uj
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up265Please respect copyright.PENANAHdx7hbpnIT
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.265Please respect copyright.PENANAJsgQBa1Ut8
265Please respect copyright.PENANAIWVnw0c78G
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity265Please respect copyright.PENANAR0qLqzhora
I feel it closing in on me265Please respect copyright.PENANAOabdO3IGil
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,265Please respect copyright.PENANAt52EoYrMS4
looking in the mirror I see my painting.265Please respect copyright.PENANAVymbp74elo
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,265Please respect copyright.PENANAs9UhTEhik4
I know they're going to be my demise.265Please respect copyright.PENANAbtj3k93vSf
265Please respect copyright.PENANA4VW0f865Nt
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen265Please respect copyright.PENANA7s5KF8D7LD
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.265Please respect copyright.PENANAy4MCA0qPPs
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 265Please respect copyright.PENANABhccEH8Tcy
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 265Please respect copyright.PENANANx6bMFOfzM
265Please respect copyright.PENANAWsbkEyVo9n
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither265Please respect copyright.PENANAUiGa6HC3rG
because I know myself if not anyone else265Please respect copyright.PENANAbqXyMSA38n
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.265Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5b4m4EjW7
265Please respect copyright.PENANA8YtmFeI83h
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.265Please respect copyright.PENANADRVfkKhFP3
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,265Please respect copyright.PENANAITjmeRSR8q
everyone asked for a young female.265Please respect copyright.PENANAMV4slZcaZA
what happens when I grow old,265Please respect copyright.PENANArLUfrBeOA5
what happens when my tits sag 265Please respect copyright.PENANAMCct0aGIza
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,265Please respect copyright.PENANAYAsJGSiIFD
will I no longer be wanted?265Please respect copyright.PENANAdVprmk4UeP
No longer desired or admired.265Please respect copyright.PENANAuBtyRDkXxa
will I just be old?265Please respect copyright.PENANAxlmVbMf57j
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 265Please respect copyright.PENANAbadJDT7xpv
Just265Please respect copyright.PENANA6j1kFE9x8h
Old.265Please respect copyright.PENANAxUxLGN5VQv
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?265Please respect copyright.PENANAIcoif8yhwz
I'll have to be good at something,265Please respect copyright.PENANATzNqHIiGES
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills265Please respect copyright.PENANACxzxvo3qhr
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain265Please respect copyright.PENANALwKbe0wKVY
I'll have to be somebody265Please respect copyright.PENANAfhwiqpXrTm
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth265Please respect copyright.PENANA7EFYCGekWW
but I know I can't keep it.265Please respect copyright.PENANAwj6uYNHCfN
Good things never last.265Please respect copyright.PENANAiHr42JSb8d
265Please respect copyright.PENANA4PYDpJOR2L
I don't know when youth became so important to me265Please respect copyright.PENANAA5rVt5LtO2
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail265Please respect copyright.PENANAdLEcvBsvCD
and why so many people died over it265Please respect copyright.PENANAHFU2Rv3ug6
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,265Please respect copyright.PENANALmKhSIlfoN
I would.265Please respect copyright.PENANALf0SxLQ6uc
perhaps that makes me a bad human,265Please respect copyright.PENANA1llLYMHs02
a bad feminist265Please respect copyright.PENANAojEb6BaqBp
bad person,265Please respect copyright.PENANANzforzCs2R
but all I know is it's the truth265Please respect copyright.PENANAexDOIOEYDF
and I would do it,265Please respect copyright.PENANA4h6mWZjcCR
265Please respect copyright.PENANAzM8wCvDYlK
I would give up so much to stay desirable.265Please respect copyright.PENANAcg7dqhv1J8
Because I've never been desired before265Please respect copyright.PENANAmwDEmTxGIs
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,265Please respect copyright.PENANA9n2Pg0DBQ6
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?265Please respect copyright.PENANAZy8CHlSqyu
and my skin sags from my bones265Please respect copyright.PENANAv1W0z1dbuH
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach265Please respect copyright.PENANAj3B4sBzfCm
my neck doubling,265Please respect copyright.PENANAMRfzMGFnaN
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad265Please respect copyright.PENANARyb12yNcqg
265Please respect copyright.PENANANmDNjVAkkL
some people think when you get older looks matter less265Please respect copyright.PENANAVkHUnIZuWY
But that's not true, nobody wants that265Please respect copyright.PENANAJIbOF0M8Gs
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.265Please respect copyright.PENANAHWIC9CgwRn
What will I be?265Please respect copyright.PENANAtHoX1YG544
Chopped liver I suppose.265Please respect copyright.PENANAg73B2XC4RR
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools265Please respect copyright.PENANAqKYmrFar1r
265Please respect copyright.PENANA8Gchudh6dz
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life265Please respect copyright.PENANAGjNeWiD03A
I'm 20265Please respect copyright.PENANAWPeKtEYpMj
I have done nothing time is flying by265Please respect copyright.PENANAcRcs0OJJNm
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast265Please respect copyright.PENANAc0QvRVfNOZ
Keeps slipping from my fists.265Please respect copyright.PENANAPFdIpDj022
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).265Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZkwFaqfVR
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.265Please respect copyright.PENANAixLp33K6Vw
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up265Please respect copyright.PENANAZKPFOgWJvr
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.265Please respect copyright.PENANAWVek6CgH3R
265Please respect copyright.PENANAc34VNtWsRY
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity265Please respect copyright.PENANASlY33Q9vHE
I feel it closing in on me265Please respect copyright.PENANAnrHYf6EVow
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,265Please respect copyright.PENANASsUpPBCtnf
looking in the mirror I see my painting.265Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1GMKhVc5a
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,265Please respect copyright.PENANABCiSVWGZWO
I know they're going to be my demise.265Please respect copyright.PENANAq6hNPcph6H
265Please respect copyright.PENANAMPcBMFD955
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen265Please respect copyright.PENANAecgzV3zLqL
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.265Please respect copyright.PENANACo6nM7ADHu
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 265Please respect copyright.PENANAHwuwzJJWzY
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 265Please respect copyright.PENANADGruVOUf3n
265Please respect copyright.PENANAk9z92bR34f
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither265Please respect copyright.PENANAZbujIbTxXC
because I know myself if not anyone else265Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ovn8QFkc2
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.265Please respect copyright.PENANAygYje2H0Bf
265Please respect copyright.PENANAw9n29lCYWo
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old