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看不清自己的內心，看不清自己的前路149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkl7CFdA3R
「阿...要是自己不存在就好了。」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOBIZFtQKl
經過短暫的話語，夜晚恢復寂靜。149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXYeg423Z3
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拿起手機看了看日期149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bi8l4QGXY
今天是2月28日149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZLXmfCARw
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對平常都穿著制服的我來說今天是特別的日子149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCnRV7rGLJ
我喜歡穿制服，僅僅是因為那樣更加貼近我的理想。149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyQbJPZ0J2
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每次在路上我都感到強烈的不適應149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIc7pSu43K
那是一種讓我認為到自己不應該在這世上、不應該與大家過著同樣生活的感受149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KU0DiTWBK
「我為什麼在這裡?」多次向自己提出疑問149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaB3z7aH7b
在旁人看來大概只是些中二病的幻想149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbmahaighk
但對我來說卻是切切實實的真實，但現實也是種幻想149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqz12LyrUDk
那麼 那種感覺究竟是什麼?我不知道149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxhUYyOokd
就這樣抱著疑問又過了重複的一天149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfu9IpDh38
回到房間便一如往常地開始了線上遊戲149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTmDO5pIZj
那長52公分寬33公分的方框不單是螢幕也是通往異世界、理想世界的大門149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnkyipwl92
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不僅受人喜愛又健談扮演著吉祥物般的角色149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIRcfFtyyh
對我來說那便是理想149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCd62rq8ed
一個受到所有人的青睞又不招人忌妒的角色149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlo2BdLzt8D
但那卻難以維持，自己對周遭越來越恐懼149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEVOsNBMKp
對每個人都開始了嫉妒與猜疑，害怕著自己那面具被扯下，醜陋的臉龐被看見149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbwC5J9kw9
理想如同刀子一般刺進我心149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HppQANBxO
恐懼、開心、懷疑、痛苦等等情緒開始充斥於我自身149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiMtvUzmIx
與自己原本的理想完全相反，簡直像是第二個地獄一般149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLJCAm2Myk
「阿......完了...」內心深處響起了這麼一句話149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdssSwpG9B
太陽再次升起，沒錯祂又升起了，像是在嘲笑我一般。149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8q9r1aI8Z
2月29日，今天也是特別的日子呢，不是對我而是對世界來說149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbmlbNwQd3
學校-人間煉獄，為了朝向理想的我穿著制服，坐在角落的我因為陰沉的個性與他人毫無交流149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxttUrsNS3g
與那些在上下課期間都活躍的人們活在不同世界的我暗自嘆息149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRBN1QpZZY
「跟理想完全不同呢。」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNrAzIqEji
今天我因為有想看的書而來到圖書館149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKw1uuIFdw
我喜歡圖書館149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3ekkhNQ2e
因為這裡的安靜讓我就像融入環境般149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIBEA41Eu9
異物感減少了、減少了、減少了?149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVSb1yjrQV
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找到了、找到了、找到了?149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDzUAWtHgx
找到我想看的書了，將它從書櫃中抽出149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqJV4ISFjR
像是將它從它的歸屬中抽離一般149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogLE7y9Pam
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當下的我完全沒有發現自己的表情不同以往的扭曲起來149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMY33mVKZm
(阿，這麼說來是從那時候開始的阿149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKIKUt4da4
小時候看見野獸獵食的樣子那血肉模糊的樣子149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2p0Ysui15D
我似乎迷上了那種血腥149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWefvayi4jr
那種單方面的暴虐之類的)149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BmcxcnzFu
將書拿出後突然無法好好站穩149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3sHnBk9zu
眼前一黑149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1UmHhDOl5
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好不容易站穩後卻因強光無法睜開眼149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1TogslIUq
強光...?149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEQSO0Nm4p
這圖書館哪會有什麼強光?難道是在醫院?不對，我還站著。149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrwQaZw3jz
眼睛終於稍微適應了亮光149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0n9jxTQHcp
睜開眼看見開闊的草原149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0L0CWFh38Z
草原?149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzludUhSzJ5
我的腦袋開始思考著無數可能149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1gHdZXTGe
幻覺...?難道我終於瘋了嗎?還是說...異世界...?那個我曾多次幻想的事發生了嗎?149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTiaMUIQlg
回過神來我發現自己正在笑著149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTxEJQHf9v
笑?149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBCIG2eZJv
是因為困惑?無法理解?發狂?欣喜?149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHmrjjNNHS
狂笑著149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoejWdkrnO
打從生下來第一次的149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvL6QHA0Yiy
扭曲的狂笑149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1zFCHEtza
醜陋的狂笑149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnjwGCm6KV
像個小丑一般舞蹈著149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmGbqGZgxq
純白的毛球向我撲來149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogWk8iWm8w
聽見了空氣被切割的聲音149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIJdyjpNq2
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那潔白的身軀已經染上鮮豔的紅色149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG8g0Jfs2J
右手感到重量，看向自己的手149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWoZlp6HN8
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又來了，又笑了149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaT5RNSUgd
笑了、笑了、笑了?149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpU9g11Rbgp
止不住的瘋狂，對生命的褻瀆149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1jhRY70c1
「阿哈哈...阿哈哈哈哈哈----------」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMp2lZXebq
「同學，在圖書館請保持安靜」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscjGmpe4h9
剛才的狂氣已蕩然無存149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpGcT6Zw0V
「對...對不起」我向他低頭道歉後便安靜地朝櫃台走去149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQL0heJlIDT
我本來就是為了借書而來149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKCf61Drag
剛才看見的一切讓我再一次認為自己已然不正常
看到眼前被一分為二的生物149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeqOpV0kkm
血液四散、內臟也散落一地149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AsvcOQ6Oo
為甚麼我的心情這麼的愉悅?我不知道149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7GdukC7tc
看著手中的太刀感到非常熟悉149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsU2b4T2VT
與我在遊戲中所使用的武器一模一樣149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPSBl3TtCe
我仍穿著高中制服149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6rx13sm8G
但步伐變得輕盈149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmQKnOB7Ut
先前揮出的一刀也如反射動作一般
我仍身處於那幻覺世界149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywcVNAOV9B
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他們對於我的打扮毫不意外149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXkSRRqTku
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四周充斥著慘叫149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSpT5LXg8o
嘈雜。149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMo1SbU7hi
好討厭阿，好吵阿149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnyXi2c17V
「妳...妳到底是甚麼人!為甚麼要做這種事!」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeSYXW6eYL
這是在向我提問嗎?我不知道149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrVtvHC9sd
微弱的月光透過帳篷的縫隙149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHD121RBDfH
一名少女獨自站著?149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDsjNF4Iqi
靜謐。149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9O6Pz8uBC
不再有人發問149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtF13HqUUo
看見再一次被染上鮮血的刀149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Rtgx6dVNw
看見自己的笑容149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzg0VzulVy4
看見了人類的頭顱149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyQ7Qs9aKw
看見了149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nEsaAZ5vh
自己的內心...?
太陽又一次升起，宛如詛咒一般149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8D01WmsDu0
奇怪的夢境149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQ5ccV5xhM
我果然是瘋了吧149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjO5dNd0JS1
但我再怎麼瘋狂149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0LI2OvOdI
應該也不會去殺人149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL29FX8dHWS
雖說我曾想過自殺，但一次對他人下手的想法也沒有149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhlSccHZyc
夢中的我在笑149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7GCRlFKDt
難道我的未來是那種樣子的嗎?我不知道149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUivO9ZLiD
抱持著疑問又過了重複的一天?
早晨的新聞上寫著149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkODyfjQjQW
「2月2日」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLvVJjaYn7
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