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「阿...要是自己不存在就好了。」156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAdiAoSbQZ
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對平常都穿著制服的我來說今天是特別的日子156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnIsjSrhp6
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那是一種讓我認為到自己不應該在這世上、不應該與大家過著同樣生活的感受156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PTqBRx3Qz
「我為什麼在這裡?」多次向自己提出疑問156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMHi6WgUW2
在旁人看來大概只是些中二病的幻想156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBkm0wzLTR
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就這樣抱著疑問又過了重複的一天156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAdBBJ6URZ
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那長52公分寬33公分的方框不單是螢幕也是通往異世界、理想世界的大門156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiiB75ZRjf
在那裏我扮演著自己的理想的156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSzc8YVUiE
不僅受人喜愛又健談扮演著吉祥物般的角色156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwqTgALCyt
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對每個人都開始了嫉妒與猜疑，害怕著自己那面具被扯下，醜陋的臉龐被看見156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCG2aXfAI08
理想如同刀子一般刺進我心156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnH0X9mAeu
恐懼、開心、懷疑、痛苦等等情緒開始充斥於我自身156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRY6XXr4ylu
與自己原本的理想完全相反，簡直像是第二個地獄一般156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexZ0ls24Y7
「阿......完了...」內心深處響起了這麼一句話156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXA5qqALQJ
太陽再次升起，沒錯祂又升起了，像是在嘲笑我一般。156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXcEBBSt5z
2月29日，今天也是特別的日子呢，不是對我而是對世界來說156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZlmSv7S6N
學校-人間煉獄，為了朝向理想的我穿著制服，坐在角落的我因為陰沉的個性與他人毫無交流156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IPSbLEiqI
與那些在上下課期間都活躍的人們活在不同世界的我暗自嘆息156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpytZ675Axb
「跟理想完全不同呢。」156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7B36gT3UfK
今天我因為有想看的書而來到圖書館156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmilI6jYhYy
我喜歡圖書館156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswDOd24ywZ
因為這裡的安靜讓我就像融入環境般156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT08mQSDAuh
異物感減少了、減少了、減少了?156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokoz9K1jfY
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找到了、找到了、找到了?156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ms8kik47U
找到我想看的書了，將它從書櫃中抽出156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdLoXU5bBm
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(阿，這麼說來是從那時候開始的阿156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOm5DS5IUlP
小時候看見野獸獵食的樣子那血肉模糊的樣子156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gTkgxtBqj
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將書拿出後突然無法好好站穩156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxED3Bw3ZPm
眼前一黑156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡib1BJiNJQe
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強光...?156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVnB5ZgYmI
這圖書館哪會有什麼強光?難道是在醫院?不對，我還站著。156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEofO3elSO
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幻覺...?難道我終於瘋了嗎?還是說...異世界...?那個我曾多次幻想的事發生了嗎?156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7BSuD8kcK
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笑?156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEWZieyJF7
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止不住的瘋狂，對生命的褻瀆156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuBTG10DSf
「阿哈哈...阿哈哈哈哈哈----------」156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BtKVGGiRa
「同學，在圖書館請保持安靜」156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡri9gHeXxGZ
剛才的狂氣已蕩然無存156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcrLTUVtTB
「對...對不起」我向他低頭道歉後便安靜地朝櫃台走去156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6hkQXYcSp
我本來就是為了借書而來156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxo3eQoUnK5
剛才看見的一切讓我再一次認為自己已然不正常
看到眼前被一分為二的生物156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvdlDtwvN6
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看著手中的太刀感到非常熟悉156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYcMp38Fgu
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先前揮出的一刀也如反射動作一般
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「妳...妳到底是甚麼人!為甚麼要做這種事!」156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡic5MIPkN9R
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靜謐。156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP58CpybDhj
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看見了156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvGGZQgwIq
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太陽又一次升起，宛如詛咒一般156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKih9ykp2Vv
奇怪的夢境156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PlSwJUPcn
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雖說我曾想過自殺，但一次對他人下手的想法也沒有156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QKb4cVdQ7
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抱持著疑問又過了重複的一天?
早晨的新聞上寫著156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKuNS0QbFO
「2月2日」156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvbS8hh0rR
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