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「我為什麼在這裡?」多次向自己提出疑問140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ACIEkebU3
在旁人看來大概只是些中二病的幻想140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFz1H6X6zX8
但對我來說卻是切切實實的真實，但現實也是種幻想140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAXJz4F49N
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就這樣抱著疑問又過了重複的一天140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0Flk7mJwy
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那長52公分寬33公分的方框不單是螢幕也是通往異世界、理想世界的大門140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApmoZXeOkI
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一個受到所有人的青睞又不招人忌妒的角色140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlDHlJk9M3
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對每個人都開始了嫉妒與猜疑，害怕著自己那面具被扯下，醜陋的臉龐被看見140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoZhwo9SZT
理想如同刀子一般刺進我心140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv07UiSF1KX
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與自己原本的理想完全相反，簡直像是第二個地獄一般140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTn72DKhLQ
「阿......完了...」內心深處響起了這麼一句話140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjl5y2HKNy
太陽再次升起，沒錯祂又升起了，像是在嘲笑我一般。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUABPOOmFgT
2月29日，今天也是特別的日子呢，不是對我而是對世界來說140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRjS8EwrMn
學校-人間煉獄，為了朝向理想的我穿著制服，坐在角落的我因為陰沉的個性與他人毫無交流140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLTUtkHf7h
與那些在上下課期間都活躍的人們活在不同世界的我暗自嘆息140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHl3xncucix
「跟理想完全不同呢。」140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIyxoMro9O
今天我因為有想看的書而來到圖書館140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfRP3DuNWE
我喜歡圖書館140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamAtwl5X1p
因為這裡的安靜讓我就像融入環境般140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDN8FrMbre9
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找到我想看的書了，將它從書櫃中抽出140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUWl4wRhVr
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(阿，這麼說來是從那時候開始的阿140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFztcbpa5rY
小時候看見野獸獵食的樣子那血肉模糊的樣子140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5a6VAxh5U5
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眼前一黑140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzT3y8PFf4
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這圖書館哪會有什麼強光?難道是在醫院?不對，我還站著。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4QVZZmPf5
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睜開眼看見開闊的草原140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbnI59E7yT
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幻覺...?難道我終於瘋了嗎?還是說...異世界...?那個我曾多次幻想的事發生了嗎?140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteJJ80KMlp
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笑?140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcj5PitJJP7
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止不住的瘋狂，對生命的褻瀆140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8CIgWVg1G
「阿哈哈...阿哈哈哈哈哈----------」140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtD4cqILjg
「同學，在圖書館請保持安靜」140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVNFl3K3kL
剛才的狂氣已蕩然無存140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6rsTuNZCk
「對...對不起」我向他低頭道歉後便安靜地朝櫃台走去140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAtGFP584I
我本來就是為了借書而來140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CqOjIUj2i
剛才看見的一切讓我再一次認為自己已然不正常
看到眼前被一分為二的生物140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYePuLWY1R
血液四散、內臟也散落一地140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMBRTx1YCK
為甚麼我的心情這麼的愉悅?我不知道140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTsHT6wfyA
看著手中的太刀感到非常熟悉140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOlvPyC2Nf
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我仍穿著高中制服140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaESBaA3of
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他們似乎是打算在此紮營的旅行商人140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuAIywPRiL
他們對於我的打扮毫不意外140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlIDfMiTUj
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嘈雜。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEh7YFo5Tq
好討厭阿，好吵阿140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2NDUzBKbA
「妳...妳到底是甚麼人!為甚麼要做這種事!」140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiWamNmSq6
這是在向我提問嗎?我不知道140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26hWUkR3eN
微弱的月光透過帳篷的縫隙140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xGiUOFMlw
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靜謐。140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeWmo8JLEv
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看見再一次被染上鮮血的刀140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOlEdrHLpb
看見自己的笑容140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZiiVyi7td
看見了人類的頭顱140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNcPTx7wue
看見了140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFY4Tsu6je
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太陽又一次升起，宛如詛咒一般140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxwz5N7o4j
奇怪的夢境140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eXBBUicwG
我果然是瘋了吧140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNzSeVfLWl
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雖說我曾想過自殺，但一次對他人下手的想法也沒有140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxbweOQtWY
夢中的我在笑140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgSbKcsNqb
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抱持著疑問又過了重複的一天?
早晨的新聞上寫著140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyo2VExAft
「2月2日」140Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzxUUJGAhZ
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