「我該做的是什麼呢?為了甚麼活著呢?」233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzJo0rOzvQ
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「阿...要是自己不存在就好了。」233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvrw1KN0Pc
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對平常都穿著制服的我來說今天是特別的日子233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDinSUiraW
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「我為什麼在這裡?」多次向自己提出疑問233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PoE2QG1mA
在旁人看來大概只是些中二病的幻想233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ChQW3iPwa
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就這樣抱著疑問又過了重複的一天233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRyHx9rB9h
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那長52公分寬33公分的方框不單是螢幕也是通往異世界、理想世界的大門233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqQNIBcpu2
在那裏我扮演著自己的理想的233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKDjBjm6ON
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對每個人都開始了嫉妒與猜疑，害怕著自己那面具被扯下，醜陋的臉龐被看見233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9hi88oLov
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與自己原本的理想完全相反，簡直像是第二個地獄一般233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5u3C7OnQ4
「阿......完了...」內心深處響起了這麼一句話233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yLVNMP4KD
太陽再次升起，沒錯祂又升起了，像是在嘲笑我一般。233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDzmfpV6Qp
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學校-人間煉獄，為了朝向理想的我穿著制服，坐在角落的我因為陰沉的個性與他人毫無交流233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33boMMDkiZ
與那些在上下課期間都活躍的人們活在不同世界的我暗自嘆息233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGMRQ5O6pF
「跟理想完全不同呢。」233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCesY6bIM8m
今天我因為有想看的書而來到圖書館233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3HPRiMD6f
我喜歡圖書館233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1A1qkN75sq
因為這裡的安靜讓我就像融入環境般233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEF0qKEF3MV
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找到了、找到了、找到了?233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8iAo3OIjj
找到我想看的書了，將它從書櫃中抽出233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnBCWZdDeH
像是將它從它的歸屬中抽離一般233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUB0gaSKO5L
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當下的我完全沒有發現自己的表情不同以往的扭曲起來233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSMwYHPGJs
(阿，這麼說來是從那時候開始的阿233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgdzHA27Lw
小時候看見野獸獵食的樣子那血肉模糊的樣子233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojhJ2SdEUL
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眼前一黑233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvkE6MAM52
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這圖書館哪會有什麼強光?難道是在醫院?不對，我還站著。233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhZRsxatTM
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我的腦袋開始思考著無數可能233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpP08WuFL2
幻覺...?難道我終於瘋了嗎?還是說...異世界...?那個我曾多次幻想的事發生了嗎?233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ighsj99rW
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笑?233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzHmphJ74b
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止不住的瘋狂，對生命的褻瀆233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAg3otAS6S
「阿哈哈...阿哈哈哈哈哈----------」233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6JjjGkkHF
「同學，在圖書館請保持安靜」233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2qcd14sT1
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「對...對不起」我向他低頭道歉後便安靜地朝櫃台走去233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJazqOrWcG
我本來就是為了借書而來233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2Fu83wqMF
剛才看見的一切讓我再一次認為自己已然不正常
看到眼前被一分為二的生物233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFG7gYHEexr
血液四散、內臟也散落一地233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64QtXvM9j8
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看著手中的太刀感到非常熟悉233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5G0wYjRCyA
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「妳...妳到底是甚麼人!為甚麼要做這種事!」233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pTjExFCPw
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靜謐。233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA06fLZJKnS
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看見了233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjylZTRNM3k
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太陽又一次升起，宛如詛咒一般233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ205UOKgLVh
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雖說我曾想過自殺，但一次對他人下手的想法也沒有233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneIvmFkIi4
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抱持著疑問又過了重複的一天?
早晨的新聞上寫著233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡku0rGKksZQ
「2月2日」233Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmaFVmuSfT
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