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「我為什麼在這裡?」多次向自己提出疑問117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6hcl2r0Vp
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就這樣抱著疑問又過了重複的一天117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRRwPbWuV0
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那長52公分寬33公分的方框不單是螢幕也是通往異世界、理想世界的大門117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FNxxMsXFQ
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對每個人都開始了嫉妒與猜疑，害怕著自己那面具被扯下，醜陋的臉龐被看見117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkNLEJZa7z
理想如同刀子一般刺進我心117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxdZ94kfS4
恐懼、開心、懷疑、痛苦等等情緒開始充斥於我自身117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtMn7EMNSQ
與自己原本的理想完全相反，簡直像是第二個地獄一般117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg28iMF6d7q
「阿......完了...」內心深處響起了這麼一句話117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe3dj5uisY
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學校-人間煉獄，為了朝向理想的我穿著制服，坐在角落的我因為陰沉的個性與他人毫無交流117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjImlRg0M7g
與那些在上下課期間都活躍的人們活在不同世界的我暗自嘆息117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqjDWsvdl3
「跟理想完全不同呢。」117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcoQNMIndw
今天我因為有想看的書而來到圖書館117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0iEYkwaKf
我喜歡圖書館117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAOxugbM71
因為這裡的安靜讓我就像融入環境般117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6KmCAozQz
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(阿，這麼說來是從那時候開始的阿117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYQSWbTzoj
小時候看見野獸獵食的樣子那血肉模糊的樣子117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyxRigN463
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眼前一黑117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawJIVsPWKS
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這圖書館哪會有什麼強光?難道是在醫院?不對，我還站著。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTnVl1uJz1
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笑?117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvlISlEv1F
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止不住的瘋狂，對生命的褻瀆117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xBx9DnHl8
「阿哈哈...阿哈哈哈哈哈----------」117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81pxOrkYCH
「同學，在圖書館請保持安靜」117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXXV1sYu0X
剛才的狂氣已蕩然無存117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCEVnHegof
「對...對不起」我向他低頭道歉後便安靜地朝櫃台走去117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79hn1Id7QZ
我本來就是為了借書而來117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqrMJUZjeM
剛才看見的一切讓我再一次認為自己已然不正常
看到眼前被一分為二的生物117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT5HTiDzyA
血液四散、內臟也散落一地117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3PbIDGwNa
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看著手中的太刀感到非常熟悉117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5skx22QET
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但步伐變得輕盈117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzYcNFRWeI
先前揮出的一刀也如反射動作一般
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說是最近很流行這種穿搭
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「妳...妳到底是甚麼人!為甚麼要做這種事!」117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCUeHf2SUd
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看見了人類的頭顱117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdzNbsgDkW
看見了117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2vJ8s2UKL
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太陽又一次升起，宛如詛咒一般117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRysrpMrlyE
奇怪的夢境117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RHf22dDoO
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雖說我曾想過自殺，但一次對他人下手的想法也沒有117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxmSRfylJR
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抱持著疑問又過了重複的一天?
早晨的新聞上寫著117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucrqKPCUY4
「2月2日」117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Z2noDbOgu
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