突然這樣問好像有點唐突，但是我就只問一句：接下來，我還可以去哪兒？790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZVLPHUbkk
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「嗡隆……」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSJJhCQZJ5
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月台的列車早已經消失在路軌的盡頭，那只是風聲在軌道間捲起的悲鳴，如哭泣，如哀號。白晝時是夢想王國入口的迪士尼站變得冷清，只剩下漸漸遠去的列車泛起的勁風餘浪清散在晚風間。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkrbXbXRj2
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錯過尾班車了…呢。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoBeRhNgeZ
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左顧右盼，空蕩蕩的月台就只有我一人。樂園早已關門，這只因樂園而存在的車站馬上變成了前不著村，後不著店的孤島。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXnVDkr7Q3
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接下來，我還可以去哪兒？790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotB08UxCN2
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlCVoAMSJ5
真是的，解僱信有必要在下班後才給我們嗎？賠一個月代通知金就能為所欲為嗎？要我們即時收拾東西也不考慮一下迪士尼線的尾班車時間嗎？790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv88Bn3cMKg
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心情壞透了。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RVPx18gi4
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無可奈何地坐到月台上的長椅後，我看著路軌另一側的廣告燈箱發著呆。我沒有思索回家的辦法，這樣坐著也沒甚麼意思，我對那些減肥藥完全沒興趣，只是……790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggOzgvIHbU
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……抱歉，我也不知道。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMp9JaCoIRU
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開甚麼玩笑了，城堡要維修至少兩三年，所以接下來也沒煙火表演，於是把整隊煙火工程團隊解雇掉？外判職員就這樣可有可無嗎？還有為甚麼有人能留任到最後一次煙火後調去其他項目，我就能滾蛋？790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylyVhFwftE
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「唉。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOFf5giwbL
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抬頭看著月台的玻璃幕門，倒影中的我也看回來。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQKeKJ9fkO
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfheI9okJQ
溫年柏，廿四歲，失業，失戀，失敗。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIutAa9AmL5
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCw6LgpUzD
倒影中不堪入目的我實在有夠礙眼，所以我下意識地閉上雙目迴避，腦海中浮現的卻是一幀又一幀的回憶。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrvTV2tAXa
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「十優狀元確診胃癌 仍然不放棄醫生夢」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu76xG95EoP
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEFRFN6ets
「跳級畢業 狀元完夢 抗癌之路不忘救人初心」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4p90aNbwc
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dYvwfIWY1
「狀元醫生遺愛人間 心臟贈少年」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nPIeH9Wqz
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來，猜猜看那顆心臟被捐到誰身上？790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJjlHYgxKn
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa22HCrwEmk
我指尖滑過自己胸膛，即使隔著衣服也能感覺到那道又大又醜的疤痕在，如在悼念著那個從未見過面的救命恩人。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaIa0FORKE
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aKENVCZn5
先不說現在尾班車已經開走，我跳下去也不會有列車撞過來。這條命是借來的，我沒有糟蹋的權利。如果不是，我早就……790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoT5ic5TGsn
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7r9sZn5oVY
活成這個樣子，真抱歉。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0P0x48Lu6
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本來不應該是這樣子的，真抱歉。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcLAnKiXu8
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「先生。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9xWK7CTAG
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一個地鐵職員出現在我旁邊，打斷了我的茫然。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fgrFfpMPM
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCjEXdhLv5
「唔好意思，我地夠鐘閂站。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBuIDAXS6I
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「閂…站？」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblDkQtnfbt
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「嗯，閂站。」職員的眼神相當堅決，完全是在趕我離開。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHvEsffAU3
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要不是這條命是借來的話……790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0sLhx5ymF
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSXZgZLbfY
「你知唔知仲有乜車呢個時間出市區？」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjTCfVhHfr
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOPb0XrRXY
「呢個鐘數……你試吓叫的士或者Uber？」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4F6V5zqIxh
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YVsChHb6y
他其實很有禮貌，還硬生生擠出一個笑容。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXKo4F1GE2
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡID8VN4EK6A
「咁……啊。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuu4R3VCuQ
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「再唔係你可以去迪士尼酒店瞓一晚，我哋聽朝頭班車係朝早六點二十分……」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUScXSzY8U
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「唔使，我喺邊度出返去？」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9u2hlBcjn
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「我帶你行。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6dbQWpxsE
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領著我的職員步伐有點急促，當然是因為我礙著他下班。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpFXgRRmLu
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINpgNEclF6
「係迪士尼返工啊？咁夜仲喺度嘅？」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSVsNOZRaL
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「呃……算係。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RLCUpiRcg
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不再是了。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhHTEjbOOI
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意識到我沒興趣聊天的他也沒趣地閉上嘴，領著我穿過職員通道後我們來到了迪士尼站的外頭。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAckEhufEHV
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf7i4bWitZ
「好聲行啦，拜拜！」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ445uJomSFy
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kYegpwqIh
夜裡的森林被風吹動如在搖晃，樹濤聲如在咆哮，昏暗的燈光瞬間就被夜幕一口吞下，環顧附近就只有我孤身一人站在彎彎曲曲的磚路中央。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bPRsLiXao
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡur1fikWHph
抱歉，能載我出市區嗎？我始終沒有如此向那職員請求，即使我知道這時間在這兒下班的他一定有駕車。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4KIsPXeQ2
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptdKQMGMdI
接下來，我還可以去哪兒？790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡre2vMMMycX
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我不坐的士或Uber的原因不複雜，這樣夜深人靜根本沒有車能攔，再者現在我已失業，能省就省。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawXt40nyrz
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejiAn9Yoqf
按常理說，其他人在情況下早就叫自己的朋友或家人來接自己，但是我不能。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6PJQeLFD1
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27oklbavSU
因為我沒有。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv01NnlHlZV
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSN0pL9KPb
我的心臟毛病遺傳自雙親，為了照顧換心手術後的我二人都積勞成疾而離世，只有一個姐姐與我相依為命。至於朋友……自從與她分手後我才發現不知不覺間我已是孤身一人。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRx7Xce8AB
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3iymAWljg
活該。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUCvrEiMfJ
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeP6pGFMgKG
我活該。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0AISWugUX
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoJ7GqQRRK
正當我打算輸入「姐你能不能來接我時」，我在屏幕上幾毫米的指頭卻停了下來。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rCOpT5cyx
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxRfGhRJTF
不想。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTEmEkPwpr
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQIAU5tYyp
我……我不想找她。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlECd1T8hRJ
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyO6DhEs1fL
不想告訴她我被解僱，不想告訴她我錯過了尾班車，不想告訴她我這弟弟如此窩囊。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5NuEw5DZU
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9b7FlLmdq
即使她會開著那台帥氣的車來接我，即使我知道她會告訴我沒事，即使她會帶我去吃宵夜安慰。她對我越是呵護，我卻越不想站在如此優秀的她面前。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ080FT4biq6
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBC7lAqv1y
我不想。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9SUz7AG1V
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JtuAUNE08
回過神來的時侯我已經走到空空如也的交通交匯處，沒有巴士，沒有的士，只有飛蟲圍著天花的螢光燈在飛舞。證實的確沒有交通工具離開的我終於把目光，投向了馬路——旁的行人道。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAABpMGWfK
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnOxYfc9c5
不就有了嗎？790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2mZ96v2q5
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAa1swJLY6
掏出手機確認過，從迪士尼步行至東涌港鐵站需時大約四小時，絕非沒法步行的距離和時間。而且……790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSASV9QZMMx
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrusCpMRqGv
既然明天開始我就是失業大軍一員，那麼我也不用急著回家對吧。先不說實在沒有面目回去對著父母的靈位和姐姐，我其實大可以步行出去。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumU7rOq8W3
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而且，我連地圖都不用。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4V7dO1Erw
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiwMRpdGlE
容我自誇，我溫年柏唯一擅長的就是「方向感」，只要我看過一次的地圖就能瞬間記住，身處當中範圍時更能套用到真實世界之中。就算沒有地圖，我也能一邊走一邊記下空間方向，自己從哪個方向而來，正在往甚麼方向前進。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQ7WQkY9jw
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zH6y4HOgm
光是現在閉上眼，我已經知道如何走到市區了，因為我腦中浮現的地圖清晰無比。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLvOoNltgY
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZI7OKEdHFD
出發吧。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphqHP2gVpg
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbT1FnzCfnm
下定了決心後，四周的晚風也變得舒暢了些許，我拐過角落走到公路旁的行人路，默默地向著遠方雲層下的燈火走去。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnIiRRC8z6
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWpmVyZyj6
漆黑的深夜，漆黑的密林，燈火通明的公路如某頭巨獸體內的血管般默默地湧動著。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYy18JG9BS
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStYvLMzSjG
從這兒向山下挑望，萬家燈火把雲頂映亮，光污染這時候在我眼中如把天空染上色彩的極光，萬賴具寂的天地之間如同只剩我一人。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcssrxBz5rd
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADU8AjpBaK
步復步，步復步，前進速度緩慢得可笑，但我卻毫不在意。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvE7yQ9R7S
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWVV5A9QGg
「溫年柏。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OA3xApL20
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUU9YyL9Rn
拐過路牌的瞬間，我突然聽到背後有人叫自己的名字。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT1qoITVMM
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9R4VAQjVQz
俗語有云：天黑莫回頭，這種時間怎麼會有人在背後叫我的名字？當我意識到這點時，我早已經反射動作地回首。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbytpN9e1P
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsLw45mbUS
沒有人。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgrnGcqwyp
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebuEzJIaGm
空空如也的馬路，行人道，街燈，樹影，完全沒看到任何能叫我名字的存在。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXL1K2IWJ0
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8N7RfPdTp
是幻聽嗎？我搔搔有點長的髮尾，壓下不安的心情，然後繼續往前走去。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgiN4FwzJe
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRVdu2CNgw
方向是對的，路是對的，但是我卻馬上注意到一點：山下的燈，熄滅了。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDIenu26n1
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNXB5knnQY
要知道山下的燈是東涌市區的燈火，瞬間消失的可能並非沒有，但除非整個東涌停電，或整個東涌消失，不然從這高度這方向，我是不可能看不見東涌市中心的燈光。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbg8len3CT
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這到底是……790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBZ9GX9laE
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl13oiE2dEc
我連忙抬頭看看馬路的路牌，卻沒有絲毫異樣，耳邊寂靜得有點耳鳴，但我還走在正確的路上，朝向正確的方向。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpn7sm3zB7
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9JiV1RR6P
是…霧之類嗎……？790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0VamYdIcI
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW1OPc1kWY
強行說服自己後，我繼續信步向前走去。分辨方向其實沒有想像中複雜，路是兩點一線的構造，只要走在正確的路上，面朝正確的方向，便總能確定自己沒有走錯。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37udNUg8qX
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QeL90EQEx
但以防萬一，我還是掏出了手機查看地圖。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWK0JdLzy0
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很好，GPS顯示方向與座標都正確，如我所料大約再走一小時左右我便會到達欣澳，沿著海邊再走三小時就會到達東涌，剛好坐第一班車回家。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ294g7gtrTs
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「……」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyAIGCoLB3
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但望向遠方漆黑的夜，理應存在於那兒看東涌卻是消失得無影無蹤，實在使我心中感到不安。但我深知只要走到欣澳，就是沿著海邊的大直路了。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8qwxbwlo7
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繼續走著走著，我發現事情不對勁。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYEVqSdEWX
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首先，我身旁的道路從不知甚麼時候開始，一架車都沒有駛過，即使是深夜，也絕不應該過了這樣久還是完全沒車子出現。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1Q7DOLanU
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而且，欣澳亦消失了。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcuWU6GQiy
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道路還在，路牌還在，但是山下理應存在於那兒的欣澳站現在只是漆黑一片。雖然我知道已經過了尾班車，港鐵站就會關站直到頭班車開車前的時間，但是……但是總不可能這樣一遍漆黑吧！那兒現在就只有一片密林，根本沒任何建築物存在！790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstInstitfl
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意識到不對勁的我掏出手機打算查看地圖，下一幕震撼了我的腦袋。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kTRTHDhah
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