2019年12月24日，天氣晴時陰446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2HWe18xIs
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翻閱前陣子、加起來連一幅九宮格都還拚湊不起來的貼文後，突然發現一直在紀錄過去很久的瑣事……剛好遇上節日，增添些快樂的氛圍或許也不錯。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpc0OL0NDBN
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大家總習慣這麼說服自己，不是嗎？446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG8guR3ZiO
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聖誕節——西方流通過來的節日，不知從什麼時候開始，跟風的亞洲人們開始不明緣由地擅自跟著慶祝起來，斷章取義成單純騙騙小孩童年、大家快樂就好的節日——不過轉念一想，非虔誠教徒的西方人大概也是這麼認為。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRlXoLTIMJ
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誰知道？反正我也沒認識什麼外國人。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaLfuvWyuf
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「我回來了——」今天他比平常早些到家，是早於一般下班時間的三點二十分，就像一種以自我為中心的體貼。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCMqTZXP2V
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通常這時段我都會在主臥附設的小陽台上作畫；畫著因婚姻而再也無法觸及的那片大海。而現在就連這份短暫的寧靜，都會隨時因突發狀況或者日常瑣事拖延、打破、不了了之。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8mTr2SaK7
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「爸爸回來了！歡迎回來——」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNylcH60rDY
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「歡、歡迎回來……」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCO0CuVOITY
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「乖，你們在家有沒有聽媽媽的話？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeKriQ844a
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背對輕靠房門靜靜聽著，從語句和聲音就能想見我的兩個兒子從客廳的玩具堆裡起身，歡欣雀躍跑去投入他的懷抱。而一向溫柔可靠的丈夫此刻也會蹲下身來迎接他們，為了一視同仁而放下公事包，也不擔心明日我該如何處理他那身被孩子們弄皺的西裝，一手一個環抱住，父子深情不言而喻，總能搏得外人一口一句完美爸爸的頭銜。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnU8vEgWfvr
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人們常說一個人越缺乏什麼；就越容易渴求……或者設法要求自己必須做到，看來這句話在他身上同樣應驗。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNg1ilnL1Q
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但說白了，他也的確是個好父親。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNZZsrad60
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「……你回來了啊，老公。」在深呼吸幾口氣調節自己語氣；手指揉按臉頰確保唇角上揚後，我扭動門把走出，笑容姿態顯得溫柔賢良，設法博得外人與他口中一句完美妻子的頭銜。「今天特別早？不是說最近案子多嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOwoNCtBs1
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「今天陪委託人開庭，比預期還要早結束，但要是再回事務所又差不多下班了……加上今天聖誕節，上頭的讓我直接從法院回家。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKPQmDdeqK
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讓黎真和晚真先把帶回來慶祝的蛋糕拿去冰箱，我習慣性伸手想為他脫下上班穿的黑西裝外套——卻被丈夫一個側身閃過動作。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTYJVtgzIK
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「顏料。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdSyQoYI8y
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僅僅平淡的兩個字，便讓我的雙手凝滯於半空，隨後只能摸回自己作畫時才會穿的工作裙使力抹淨。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzKWXCpYzn
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「……抱歉，這時間我通常都在畫圖你也知道的，所以才……」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkT9RChhYf
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「沒事，我不會限制妳的愛好，但記得別讓顏料沾到衣服或是家裡其他地方，事後很難清洗。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSOatZSrDt
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「……嗯。」我很想跟他說，那是水彩顏料，只要用水就能輕鬆從很多地方抹去。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPiXmxEQhC
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但最終這些解釋依然沒有出口，而是隨我拖拽室內拖鞋的腳步一同帶回臥室裡的小陽台；那副還未完成的畫作前，以免成為銜接認知誤差的導火索引爆新一輪爭吵。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2hLySizCl
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不能在孩子們看得見的地方爭吵，這是我們共同約束彼此的底線，誰若觸犯了——這場爭執就注定由誰道歉作結。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8foVRO0M2
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「不要拖著拖鞋走路，下頭鄰居會抗議的。」在進來臥室拿換洗衣物時，他又補充了句。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzweKgR8kLi
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我不想道歉、不想在發洩情緒後還必須妥協，所以很垃圾地選擇了事前卑微。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBRCR3oTlq
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「知道了。」這次我應答地很快，丈夫也在一句簡短的「愛妳，老婆」後，去外頭的浴室梳洗了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbBy4g7xFo
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那天晚上我們帶著孩子們在木製餐桌上，共享由廚藝甚好的他準備的豐盛晚餐；Merry Christmas 相關的歌謠圍繞切開聖誕蛋糕的刀刃分成八片三角，幸福彷彿在這一瞬間成了我們一家四口最合適的代表詞。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9P2ZAzhc2y
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如果，不看陽台那副被潑上水溝般骯髒洗筆水的畫作的話。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1042UtlQAB
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哦對了，我的丈夫……叫權時宇。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVvNJHMexi
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「聖誕快樂。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAvI85As7c
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