「我回來了。」120Please respect copyright.PENANApQnGIZpzRz
想當然地沒有任何回應。120Please respect copyright.PENANAwQD65by4y3
滿是酒氣的客廳隗羽一刻都不想多待,放下書包換好拖鞋,她繞過沙發,臨門前拿掃帚挑開堆積成山的衣物,順脚踢走酒瓶。120Please respect copyright.PENANAwUgcC1ybIz
回到房間,恢復清净的空氣終於令眉眼彎了起來,打開空調,她有條不紊地將課本塞進書櫃提前預留好的隔間,整理完,又從背包掏出幾封信件。120Please respect copyright.PENANAYrD0yUfvHt
每人一份的紀念冊,以及群體合照右下角的自己。120Please respect copyright.PENANAvjY0TaJskR
難得的同框相片,連假笑都像是透著喜悅。120Please respect copyright.PENANAQZOyVt7T5F
輕輕伸手撫摸,保護層粘附在指尖,最後一天就這麽溜走了。120Please respect copyright.PENANAW2TWyRwaeH
以後再也見不到了吧。120Please respect copyright.PENANAyXTflAazyC
儘管與他們並不熟悉,隗羽還是難免有些感慨。120Please respect copyright.PENANAYVO25ctEfv
接下來離成年又近一步,千萬不要成為父親那種人了。120Please respect copyright.PENANAMnXGYzoZ3l
暢想著未來,少女腦中脹滿憧憬。120Please respect copyright.PENANAY0bFLSw8Pm
國中會很不一樣吧,新校園、新朋友、社團活動,再幾年之後,自己很快就可以獨立了!120Please respect copyright.PENANAkzWZal3wus
到時候趕緊離開父親……120Please respect copyright.PENANAMjaGh45JxG
開門聲赫然響起,隗羽一驚,反射性地想要躲進書桌底下,可已經太遲了。120Please respect copyright.PENANApI5o0ahZkV
綠酒瓶憤憤在木地板砸出一個坑,發泄充斥酒精味的怒意。120Please respect copyright.PENANA1PNos0NEEL
「你他媽沒長記性是不是?酒呢?冰箱裡的酒呢?」120Please respect copyright.PENANA5UIGiWHkmx
少女回身,單膝跪地懇求饒恕。120Please respect copyright.PENANAet68CEzc5M
「對不起,阿爸,我不記得了。」120Please respect copyright.PENANAZkPz0DwmpX
興許是長年纍計的不忿,又或是少年人零星閃耀的勇氣,隗羽努力抬起雙眼,頂撞向上方的高大人影。120Please respect copyright.PENANAv0aUveG5gU
「今天畢業典禮你沒來,每次要喝酒了才會想起我……阿爸,你當我做跑腿了,對嗎?」120Please respect copyright.PENANAZPXW6YvgrS
魁梧的身軀俯身靠近,陰沉的深藍色帶有醉意,仔細打量幾下隗羽,認定她的不孝。120Please respect copyright.PENANA29G5EoBjQH
房間四壁震顫起來,他冷冷叱喝,「長大了?學會頂嘴了?」120Please respect copyright.PENANAbINmcar7eK
時鐘邁步跨越了分界綫,與孩子們最後的玩樂時光道別。120Please respect copyright.PENANAVYkXKxaFyc
破空聲向隗羽襲去,下意識的格擋永遠是徒勞,一齣劇場重複著上演,悶哼聲,隨即是倒地的脆響,再然後是掌摑,抬手猛烈砸向太陽穴,無塵的書架在陽光下熠熠生輝,沉默看著眼前無力反抗的求援者。120Please respect copyright.PENANAjhixjGroCT
停頓意味更凶悍陰鷙的施暴,雷擊一般的揮打劈頭蓋臉彌天蓋地,脅從拔高音量的咆哮,「怎麽跟你父親説話的,啊?你指教甚麽?你懂甚麽?你懂甚麽啊?」120Please respect copyright.PENANAnMdp3JWm1J
手沒力了就用脚踹、踢,直到少女蜷縮起身軀,放棄躲閃,展露認命的畏怯姿態。120Please respect copyright.PENANArcrGbhPhLA
血液湧入酒醉的頭腦,早見慣的這副模樣是如此令人憎恨,念到這些年來浪費的錢與精力、公司中的不如意、親戚間的譏誚話,卻換來個懦弱無能的窩囊廢,一點小事都做不好,手臂頓時青筋暴起,還不解氣,沉聲駡道:「我付出了那麽多,你就這樣對我?」120Please respect copyright.PENANARtrQpEeJJz
視綫移向地上的酒瓶,沉吟半響,往倒在地上的瘦弱身影狠狠一砸,隗羽愣怔住想要逃,身體卻不聽令,紋絲不動,深入骨髓的痛楚連綿迤邐戳進肉裡,悶響與碎裂像一隻大手要將她捆住,腦海眩暈無章,木板反射出的那身影越來越陌生,父親被來歷不明的靈魂奪捨了。120Please respect copyright.PENANACr80vzFIPL
明明是親骨肉,傳入體内的恨意卻如此清晰,在耳邊炸裂,將少年人未曾表露的棱角一并摧毀得不成形。120Please respect copyright.PENANA3WIVsAcZAf
「是你!都怪你!好人從來就沒好報,生出你這種東西來!」120Please respect copyright.PENANAs6w4LsFgp1
怒火仍不停歇,一下又一下隨著四散的酒液在後背劃出幾個口子,頓時一片血肉模糊。120Please respect copyright.PENANA016RmFHgFk
沒有尖叫,沒有淚水,只有隱忍的急促喘氣慢慢變為不可置信的啞聲。120Please respect copyright.PENANADAWh06Ptc2
血流沾到他滿手都是,發泄得酣暢淋漓,心中忽而痛快極了,踹門離去。120Please respect copyright.PENANAb4PLxCnX1f
窗戶敞著風,將七月遙遠的潮濕空氣吹拂在少女額前。120Please respect copyright.PENANAPyutE40XHi
炎炎夏日頻繁的雨腥氣,帶她墜入冰窟,四肢順著生命力散去而發冷。120Please respect copyright.PENANAh2VIbvEdpF
虛幻的輕柔觸感將她包覆,全身似乎被某人擁在懷中。120Please respect copyright.PENANAguGilsKUaV
啊。120Please respect copyright.PENANAwankXOzlTs
要是能永遠感受這樣繾綣的溫度,那該多好?120Please respect copyright.PENANAfffzLdGQ1b
既然是幻覺,自己也有資格緊握不放吧。120Please respect copyright.PENANAzUimWOQ1oP
她想要睜眼,又深怕這是情緒激動下的假象,只能任由意識隨著痛覺飄散、昏去。120Please respect copyright.PENANAxFjXjUZxm2
鈴蘭花香繚繞了來,一親芳澤,睡夢中的少女埋向西裝的腰綫之間,緊抓不放。120Please respect copyright.PENANAYoHdRKkQlz
怕這股好聞的味道,鬆開就全散了。120Please respect copyright.PENANASqMfd8qp4y
***120Please respect copyright.PENANApjJxgSiPul
一直以來,隗羽都曾這麽幻想過。120Please respect copyright.PENANA3fxFtvLJop
生命中有一位在乎她的人,不論外表,不論性格。120Please respect copyright.PENANAObtqs51jdO
就算捨去皮囊,就算捨去靈魂。120Please respect copyright.PENANAn6qwED1T56
奢望有人愛她,無論是酗酒的父親也好、還是無法融入的同學群體、抑或是素未謀面的陌生人。120Please respect copyright.PENANAVwk4Ip3SXV
母親曾這麽愛過她。120Please respect copyright.PENANARRFz4Y2Qp6
要是能回到從前。120Please respect copyright.PENANAz26wpfHz72
要是能被在乎。120Please respect copyright.PENANAXYbZJsmZdf
要是能被注視。120Please respect copyright.PENANA0lDXDQu80Y
要是,自己的存在是有意義的。120Please respect copyright.PENANAioWuyQELdz
……120Please respect copyright.PENANAzqre7EuTNO
但這種愛不存在。120Please respect copyright.PENANASWFvxrIYDV
也對,九年了,内心腐爛得七七八八,又有甚麽可吸引人的?120Please respect copyright.PENANA0b6trLIr7k
索愛之前必須放大雙眼,先看自己配不配。120Please respect copyright.PENANAuJuEEDmoYW
現在,隗羽發現,這也是她自找的。120Please respect copyright.PENANASafwAcd33j
***120Please respect copyright.PENANAFiwk22MvWl
步伐不穩地來到走廊,海鴒並未將書櫃移除,反而在旁放置了飯盒。120Please respect copyright.PENANATFpISvxL2V
一看時間,已經是下午一點,整整睡了大半天,頭卻暈得嚴重,大概是缺氧的後遺症。120Please respect copyright.PENANALwWw24ptvy
拿起精緻包裝的便當,標簽昭示著這並非海鴒親手製作,從外買來,大概價格不菲。120Please respect copyright.PENANAFZNQ7fQhLZ
飯盒與瓶裝水均未拆封,似乎沒有下藥的可能。120Please respect copyright.PENANAKgtqqpwTXK
要吃嗎?120Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ms9JtDRYj
脖頸滯留幾塊淤青,脹痛感後浪推前浪,隗羽如暈船一般,只能尋找最近的依靠,挨蹭在墻上,才能免於被折磨得胃部翻騰。120Please respect copyright.PENANAIHajHYwgLv
她輕輕撫摸咽喉,想要緩解痛楚。120Please respect copyright.PENANAabUFZmCKfu
海鴒真的起了殺心嗎?120Please respect copyright.PENANAGvStWl6KBX
還是藉著恐懼的須臾侵犯自己?120Please respect copyright.PENANAkmH9CfS7Cq
木製書櫃頂端失去逃脫的可能,不遠處是幽幽紅光反復地亮。120Please respect copyright.PENANAXkS5V5jc7v
也不知海鴒是躲在門後,還是正透過螢幕監視著她。120Please respect copyright.PENANAYY0H3TJF4N
東搖西擺靠近那扇通往外界的上鎖出口,隗羽眼瞳微閃。120Please respect copyright.PENANAixMD03R19P
反正到頭來也是無意義的反抗,不如痛痛快快地成全海鴒,免得再受這些折磨。120Please respect copyright.PENANAtD5FFrZ2kv
鬼迷心竅正伸手要敲,她又驚悟過來。
……算了。120Please respect copyright.PENANAP498dOTOYC
回到書櫃旁,拿起一本未讀過的小説,在老位置打發起時間。120Please respect copyright.PENANA6N81zWdR9H
刷刷地翻頁,漫不經心地調整為踞坐姿態,牢房内的寒氣飄入走廊,隗羽不禁打了個冷顫。120Please respect copyright.PENANAEhaUCoafQf
已經聽慣的時鐘聲響,導向長久以來堵塞的思緒。120Please respect copyright.PENANA7XvqGn8xHS
不對。120Please respect copyright.PENANAYDZZqmXKiW
她應該沒説過自己喜歡小説吧?120Please respect copyright.PENANAmYOO5hPXXE
海鴒是怎麽知道的……靠觀察?120Please respect copyright.PENANAbUQ5vcBRKf
不對。120Please respect copyright.PENANAJeTbkCpCtU
分針轉動的細微變化,只有小孩子閑得慌了才會盯上整天。120Please respect copyright.PENANAtJEQcS2K23
嘀嗒。120Please respect copyright.PENANAzdL1IXjb3Q
馬達操縱輪軸,鋸齒的每一次跳躍敲擊在心中掀起巨響。120Please respect copyright.PENANA2yNCqbEleh
嘀嗒。120Please respect copyright.PENANAJXhkM0AQTQ
隗羽發覺自己總是在看時鐘。120Please respect copyright.PENANAvWLIhyM4tZ
錶盤平面的數字符號成了露珠,刻度劃分開不連貫的人生,後又被針尖掩蓋。120Please respect copyright.PENANA9ziZ00jj5H
就像小時候每個樹蔭下的獨行。120Please respect copyright.PENANA1O1vk2k8Kh
隗羽忽然瞪大眼。120Please respect copyright.PENANAgyHF2qkvDo
多像那對錦鯉的眼睛啊。120Please respect copyright.PENANA6rKqAlhbRt
書頁啪嗒落地。120Please respect copyright.PENANAh9dffzicZb
「開門!開門!」120Please respect copyright.PENANADIUJhgVinn
拍擊無法引起注意,於是就用肩膀撞,再然後整個身子都搭了上去。120Please respect copyright.PENANAswvvSe54iK
心中猜測逐漸清晰,但她就是不願相信。120Please respect copyright.PENANA8oJ0u6KWu0
撕啦!120Please respect copyright.PENANAbsb4s8RkzO
房門似乎沒上鎖,隗羽反應不及,順著勢能摔倒在地。120Please respect copyright.PENANAs5eCy1w1tW
神經叫囂著喊痛,傳入大腦的訊號卻盡是怔忡,將五臟六腑竄起酸澀。 120Please respect copyright.PENANA1uQGnTYh1E
沒有找到預料中的人影,隗羽早已無法顧及這些。120Please respect copyright.PENANAP4kqmHaC46
整潔的白床單其上,排山倒海的照片壓潰最後一絲理智。120Please respect copyright.PENANAEUEyF1SqZZ
這不是真的。120Please respect copyright.PENANAuP3nkk5vGs
隔著窗戶發瘋的父親、書桌作業旁的睡顏、獨自穿校服踏著單車的偷窺視角。120Please respect copyright.PENANARUxLNruC6j
墻上一個個精心裱起的相框,一個個再熟悉不過的場景。120Please respect copyright.PENANArlyt6G6eGP
全都是她的樣貌。
120Please respect copyright.PENANAKir7m9VLgs