It has been a while since I last journaled here, but I wanted to write today because I'm having a tough day. My girlfriend hasn't been talking to me, and my dad advised me not to text her first. He said to wait for her to reach out, and if she doesn't, then she doesn't really care. I've been waiting for her to contact me, but I really miss her.
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I'm also feeling really sick right now and have been wheezing all day. Finals start on Monday, which adds to the stress. I miss my best friend too. I blocked him because he wouldn't apologize, and he still hasn't. I know I shouldn't have that kind of toxicity in my life, but he used to be one of my favorite people. I cared for him in many ways: as a friend, as a best friend, and even as more than a friend. Deep down, I feel like he isn't coming back this time, and part of me doesn't want him to. At the same time, I miss him like crazy.
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Is it possible to hate someone and miss them at the same time? Can you hate someone and still be deeply in love with them simultaneously?
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Date: Nov, 22236Please respect copyright.PENANAMk1VzvJ3eX
Feeling: Alone236Please respect copyright.PENANAh8lY34he8Z
emoji: 🎭236Please respect copyright.PENANAoE8Ao4IKeh
Missing: Him 236Please respect copyright.PENANAGs1Hb6dPSy
Loving: Her236Please respect copyright.PENANAThCUHpTeKI
Currently craving: Cake 236Please respect copyright.PENANANS4Q9SNNuf
Working on writing: Haunting Romance, In dreams we drown and something new that's a surprise 236Please respect copyright.PENANAzIO3zoMTNR
The advice of the day: "Tears come from the heart and not from the brain." –Leonardo da Vinci.