The only negative thing about murder is that when you kill someone, they can no longer suffer.466Please respect copyright.PENANAgZYmeKhSqo
466Please respect copyright.PENANAAYtvXZ6GRh
466Please respect copyright.PENANAqLE2gTPQit
Quote: by Verg Vikernes466Please respect copyright.PENANANRGS0LOaRG
466Please respect copyright.PENANAi6cce0CiyW
466Please respect copyright.PENANArHdtz0xW12
Note: the protagonist (I) is a girl called Lily.466Please respect copyright.PENANApai3hKh5z8
466Please respect copyright.PENANAb0zRDPW5et
466Please respect copyright.PENANACXOW2rjrGs
1.466Please respect copyright.PENANA1u0bEAEf1h
466Please respect copyright.PENANABlkQyXEt60
466Please respect copyright.PENANAiZoOdQM7SS
It was at the end of that dying autumn month when I killed him. That year, when the cold breath of pre-winter gusts awoke the lifeless landscape, I was only the age of fifteen. 466Please respect copyright.PENANAZAo2jFSXPZ
466Please respect copyright.PENANAb8AQld9RoR
466Please respect copyright.PENANAGYUjOiPYWG
Those who knew me saw into my blistering wounds, saw how it tore through me like a sharp thorn through oozing flesh. They saw my empty fear, the one that constantly kindled the darkness in my eyes, constantly threatened to rip me apart. They thought I was frightened, that I was heartbroken. 466Please respect copyright.PENANAhn9sFWKxB3
466Please respect copyright.PENANAPpUiRbwbm3
466Please respect copyright.PENANAUgRzRMZlAA
Others thought they saw the raw truth. I was a terror, a monster, a villain, in their cold, distant eyes. When fear sprung alight in their features at the sight of me, I would laugh at their innocent terror with icy contempt. Oh, I loved it when they were wrong.466Please respect copyright.PENANAaf5LSgyByB
466Please respect copyright.PENANA7XwpS8U7Hw
466Please respect copyright.PENANAF0GzTanj3C
Except they were right this time. I was a murderer.466Please respect copyright.PENANAgs3rDVbCQc
466Please respect copyright.PENANAszohnc8703
466Please respect copyright.PENANAnTLUVbxDod
I was a murderer, and I had killed the man I loved.466Please respect copyright.PENANALTzI0pMKcw
466Please respect copyright.PENANAAU9Dznncfh
466Please respect copyright.PENANAIvs87pccwm
I closed my eyes, letting the fear clench me like the Arctic cold. I was used to this kind of fear, this spasm of trepidation. It was the iron shroud of terror that coursed through me when I had realized that he was now so distant from me, that there was no going back. It was the kind of fear that drew tears.466Please respect copyright.PENANAreSSaKLOLT
466Please respect copyright.PENANAswwDN4qACf
466Please respect copyright.PENANAF9KNKKeZ6G
Darkness swelled around me, summoning me into its icy depths. With every breath, I was being hurled into a familiar world of heavy memories, losing myself in their impenetrable clutches. I slowly let myself recollect the months leading up to the brutal murder, so that the vision became no longer a cold and distant memory.466Please respect copyright.PENANA3fIDwj6TMy
466Please respect copyright.PENANAsJgysptICa
466Please respect copyright.PENANAXW5fW0vMHO
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------466Please respect copyright.PENANAPirWS3O4Nc
466Please respect copyright.PENANAp3gx1xOVz2
466Please respect copyright.PENANAjH0iYPiHC3
It all began with the end of the summer season. Fall approached, and so did the terrors of my familiar nightmare. The autumn wind, breathing cold and fast in the orange haze outside, seemed to ooze out my every dismal terror. I was afraid, and afraid of my own home. I didn't go back to my house until complete nightfall. I never wanted to see the sight of him, with fire and hatred hot in his eyes, waiting for me.466Please respect copyright.PENANAGtMOHHQoaZ
466Please respect copyright.PENANAoN0NzyLZhP
466Please respect copyright.PENANAHRjBNVvMCo
I hated him.466Please respect copyright.PENANAhboMfXS7kp
466Please respect copyright.PENANAYpy22aTiBH
466Please respect copyright.PENANAtzbTyVOXHX
I hated my father.466Please respect copyright.PENANAr0NesBZMfG
466Please respect copyright.PENANAUvzQ4Liqmt
466Please respect copyright.PENANAbFx4d2vOYc
Every evening, I could not bear to take those hushed and dismal steps that led to the door of my house. For I would still always see his cruel, towering figure wrench open the entryway, eyes cold and bloodshot. With hands reeking of heavy wine, he would drag me into the mirthless darkness where I would, again and again, yield to his bitter resentment.466Please respect copyright.PENANAluXbkg0sq7
466Please respect copyright.PENANAQZtlf0SnVO
466Please respect copyright.PENANAUEf0pxjqb5
Since the day of my mother's death, my father never halted this torment. My family was torn apart, never to be fixed again. And I was the blood in that deep wound gushing in its wake. After all, I was regarded as the sole reason she was dead. I was the vile culprit under the shine of menacing lights; the quiet murderer blamed for her demise. Yet no one truly knew what happened on the day of her death. The truth was all clouded and blurred, neatly concealed beneath countless layers of fabricated lies. 466Please respect copyright.PENANAHCsMfRQ28Y
466Please respect copyright.PENANAaXZlqa3dGx
466Please respect copyright.PENANADYuO4wezTg
For my mother's death, I was never forgiven. On those cold, excruciating nights, my father would remind me of my atrocities, over and over again. He would whisper frenzied words within my ears, ones that made me succumb to humiliation and hurt. He would hiss coldly, 'It was you... you killed her...' Then I would faint against the fuming grips of his bloodied hand amongst my hair, or collapse against broken fragments of wine bottles that had been thrown against my brittle frame. My life, very much like those shattered fragments penetrating my flesh, was broken, vanquished, loveless.466Please respect copyright.PENANAypHQcdcvHo
466Please respect copyright.PENANADdmkASBdQ6
466Please respect copyright.PENANAoTHrz50z9i
But it was on that stinging night, when a harsh beating awaited me, that everything began to change. 466Please respect copyright.PENANADHN3S4561V
466Please respect copyright.PENANApK5z7glE1N
466Please respect copyright.PENANAjuNQTAbW14
That evening, I was deepened with more wounds; the trophy of his detestable resentment. The lights of his room were glaring fiercely, and he was hauling me into the brightness of that terrifying radiance. Before I knew it, accursed punches and flogs were shattering my body, and my breathless cries resonated about the interior of the room. There and then, faintness assailed the depths of my mind, and I began to drown under the weight of unconsciousness.466Please respect copyright.PENANAOTqP7vPLNG
466Please respect copyright.PENANA8EZKtdIG4Y
466Please respect copyright.PENANA3xfGM0haoM
But before my eyes were about to flutter close, I glimpsed a ghost of a shape looming outside the dim window. It was the figure of a young boy, with grim, dark eyes, peering into the room where I lay. I trembled beneath his odd, misty gaze. How peculiar, to have someone staring at you with such cold, expressionless intensity. The next second the curtains were slung shut by the angry gale, and that lonely form vanished from view. Perhaps at that time, I never would've thought that this would be the boy who moulded me into a cruel, heartless assassin. And that he would be the only person I would ever learn to love.466Please respect copyright.PENANAJyLArPptr0
466Please respect copyright.PENANAI4nWALB7ua
466Please respect copyright.PENANApKDmpeh78v
That nightfall, when the first cold autumn storms gusted angrily across the remorseful town, was the first time I met him. only negative thing about murder is that when you kill someone, they can no longer suffer.
466Please respect copyright.PENANAeoo26bhYL9